E1. What is I Don't Know S***?

Welcome to the first episode of I Don’t Know S***, hosted by Jake Smeester—a seminary grad, former church worker, and lifelong learner. In this intro eposide Jake shares his personal journey through faith, ministry, and deconstruction, laying the foundation for a podcast centered on exploring the gray areas of theology, culture, and identity.

From his upbringing in a strict Christian school to working in the tech world in Seattle and Denver, Jake reflects on his evolving beliefs—particularly around politics, the role of the Church, and the inerrancy of Scripture and other topics. Inspired by voices like Richard Dahlstrom and Richard Rohr, he challenges the Western evangelical desire for resolution and instead advocates for growth through curiosity and humility.

This episode sets the tone for honest, nuanced conversations on hot-button social topics and biblical interpretation, as well as more subtle struggles like pastoral loneliness and corporate faith. If you're open to saying “I don’t know s***,” and willing to sit in the discomfort of uncertainty, this podcast is for you.