Dear Soulmate
What happens when you're walking that razor's edge, deep in your own thoughts, maybe feeling alone, and you start writing letters... not just to anyone, but to someone you feel out there, deep in your soul? Your soulmate.
Most people might call it a fantasy, just a dream we all kind of wish was real. I wrestled with that thought – long and hard. Searched myself, questioned everything. And I landed on belief. Why? Because everywhere I look, I see duality. Positive and negative. Yin and yang. A push and a pull. It felt true that for every energy, there’s another meant to harmonize with it – a soulmate.
My own spiritual path is a blend, seeing how energy cycles through everything, maybe like souls connecting across time, drawn together. So, during a time I was walking solo, this idea hit me: Write the letters. Put it all down – the hopes, the struggles, the search for that connection.
The plan became this: one day, send these letters out into the world. Use the internet like an ocean, these recordings like my message in a bottle, hoping the currents carry them to her.
This podcast, Dear Soulmate, is me unsealing those bottles. It's raw, it's my truth, shared publicly for the first time. Maybe you'll hear an echo of your own search in these words.
Let's cast the first letter out now.
Dear Soulmate
Dear Soulmate Episode 5
In this raw and unforgettable episode of "Dear Soul Mate," Jonathan Cruz shares the harrowing context behind one of his most profound letters about love and mortality. Just thirty minutes after witnessing another inmate's violent death, Jonathan found himself on lockdown, confronting his own mortality and the fragile nature of life itself. In that moment of forced stillness and raw vulnerability, he wrote a letter that would forever change how he viewed love, time, and what truly matters.
This episode explores the powerful intersection of death and love, examining how proximity to violence can sharpen our understanding of what's precious. Jonathan reads a deeply philosophical letter about treating every "I love you" as both the first and the last, valuing time as love's only true currency, and making every moment count when nothing is guaranteed. Written from a place where death was a daily reality, this letter challenges listeners to examine their own relationships and ask the hard questions: Are we loving fully? Are we wasting precious time on trivial matters? Do we say "I love you" like we mean it?
Through powerful self-reflection and unflinching honesty, Jonathan transforms a moment of trauma into a meditation on life's fragility and love's urgency. This episode will make you question how you spend your time, how you express your love, and whether you're truly making every heartbeat count. A must-listen for anyone who needs a reminder that someday isn't promised—today is all we have.