Color Shift: Luciana

In this episode of Color Shift: Transracial Adoptees, Luciana shares her experience growing up as an Indonesian adoptee in rural East Texas, navigating identity, belonging, and the feeling of being “othered” in a conservative environment. She reflects on family complexity, racial awakening, and the process of “coming out of the fog” as she began recognizing how adoption and race shaped her lived experiences. 

After building community with other Asian transracial adoptees and returning to Indonesia in search of answers, Luciana uncovered truths about her story that challenged everything she thought she knew about her adoption. In this deeply thoughtful conversation, she speaks openly about grief, mental health, estrangement, healing, and the importance of creating space for adoptees to tell honest and nuanced stories about their lives. 

Luciana would love everyone to know that she has graduated from grad school with a Masters in Counseling.  If you would like to connect with Luciana you can email her at  lucianamstandley@gmail.com