Still Held: The Harvest Path
Still Held: The Harvest Path is a quiet space for women navigating life after the loss of a husband.
Hosted by a widow who understands the pain of sudden loss, this podcast offers real talk, honest reflection, and soft encouragement for the days when grief feels overwhelming and God feels far away. Whether you're drowning in paperwork, silence, or memories—you’re not alone.
Each episode includes faith-rooted comfort, simple grief practices, and small reminders that you are still held… even when everything else feels broken.
Subscribe for weekly encouragement, grief insights, and gentle truth from someone who's walked through the valley—and found God still waiting on the other side.
Still Held: The Harvest Path
When Your Faith Ghosts You
When Your Faith Ghosts You
A tender conversation about love that doesn't know how to end
What happens when grief makes God feel like a stranger? When the prayers that used to flow like breathing suddenly feel empty? When your Bible sits closed because the words that once brought comfort now bring... nothing?
If you've ever wondered if you're the only one who can't feel heaven in the hardest moments, this conversation is for you.
Here's the thing nobody talks about: sometimes when pain cuts deepest, faith doesn't get louder—it gets quieter. And that's not spiritual failure. That's just being beautifully, brokenly human.
Whether you're wrestling with doubt, furious at God, or sitting in sacred silence wondering where the divine went—there's room at this table for all of it. Your anger, your questions, your complete exhaustion with people who say "God has a plan."
Because grief doesn't care about your theology. It shows up anyway.
This isn't about fixing your faith or giving you five steps to spiritual breakthrough. This is about sitting with the holy mystery of loving something you can't always feel—and discovering that maybe, just maybe, silence isn't abandonment. Maybe it's reverence.
Your faith doesn't have to be pretty right now. It doesn't have to make sense. But your heart? That beautiful, questioning, wrestling heart of yours? That's still sacred ground.
Even now. Even here. Even in the quiet.
Perfect for anyone who's ever felt spiritually ghosted, whether you're holding tight to faith or barely holding on at all.
Earthling, your love is not lost—it's just learning a new language. The porch light's on, the door's unlocked, and there's always room at this table for your beautiful, broken heart.
My website is coming soon with resources, support, and more conversations like this one. Until then, if this episode touched your heart, I'd be so grateful if you'd share it with someone who needs to hear these words.