Season 2 | Episode 4: Esther Weaver

What happens when the framework you’ve always used to understand God begins to shift?

In this episode, we sit down with Esther Weaver for a thoughtful conversation about identity, the charismatic movement, and the journey of discovering the union we already have in Christ. Together, we reflect on how religion can shape our view of God through striving, separation, and performance, and what begins to change when we awaken to the reality of our oneness with Him.

We talk about growing up in charismatic circles, navigating changing beliefs, the tension that comes with asking difficult questions, and learning to see the gospel through the finished work of Christ rather than through fear or constant self-improvement.

This isn’t a conversation about attacking the Church or dismissing our past. It’s about honoring the places we’ve come from while allowing Jesus to continually transform the way we see God, ourselves, and one another.

If you’ve ever felt the pull from performance to rest, from separation to union, or from trying to become accepted to realizing you’ve always been embraced in Christ, this episode will resonate deeply.

Sometimes the biggest transformation isn’t changing who God is.

It’s discovering who He’s always said you are.