Something About Turning 26 and Being Trust Fund Babies

We have a sisterly catch up discussing our weekends, favorite story of our Mom, how Lizzie feels about turning 26 and what we would be like as trust fund babies! 

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SPEAKER_00 0:00

What up? Your hair looks incredible. Thanks. How did you find anything at the vintage shops? Yes. Oh my gosh. Okay, guys. So I have been living in like an empty house with I still don't have Wi-Fi. I still don't have a TV. Um in my defense, I'm never there, y'all. I'm never there. And I've like I've had trips that I'm paying for. We're just so booked and busy. I commented that on our Instagram. Um Lizzie did like a spring Instagram post, and I commented, I was like, we're just in our own little world these days. Is that what you meant by it? Because when you commented that, I was like, I don't get it. I just like but like we're just like in our own little world these days. Right, right. Yeah. So I haven't really been able to get around to like, you know, decorating my apartment. Well, I mean, neither have I, but I just have more stuff than you do. So it looks a little more. Yeah. Well, yeah. And so one of like my childhood friends, Sarah, and I, like, Sarah's like, she goes antiquing all the time. She is the type that like she shops so much, but you can never like judge her for it because she is not the type that like buys something just because it's nice and expensive. Like she, and she's very like muddy conscious. Like, if she buys something that's expensive and she's like, I'm not gonna get a ton of use out of it, like, feel like this is really targeted towards me. No, it's not. I don't think you're that way either.

unknown 1:21

Okay.

SPEAKER_00 1:21

Um, she'll like return it and stuff. And we were thrifting, and she would get distracted because like she loves to thrift and stuff like that. Um, and so whenever, but she also is really good at decorating. And so whenever I was like, okay, I actually need to lock in and like start working on this, I knew she was gonna because she knew like okay, thrift giant is doing a 50% off. Thrift Giant? Yeah, thrift giant. Don't hang on Thrift Giant, that's what I know what it is. It's a thrift franchise. Oh. Yeah. And they were doing 50% off everything, every location for like a Mother's Day sale or something like that. And so we went to two spots before that, and then I found most of my stuff at Thrift Giant. It was busy though. Um, so so we I what'd you get? I didn't say what I got. Oh, okay. So I anyone who's done like interior. Just know what you got. Like you just answer what you get, dude. Like what I'm saying is they're gonna tell me that I'm doing this in the wrong order. How the fuck are we talking about? I'm just the most Rachel thing ever. That's what questions. Okay, I got, I'm doing this out of order, but I got um, I really want to get a lot of like gold picture frames and stuff like that. And I, it's hard for me to describe the vibe that I want. I just want it to be cool, right? And stuff. And Sarah, like I bought these curtains before, and Sarah came over because I had like sent her my Pinterest boards and stuff. She was like, okay, so those curtains are like literally the opposite of everything that you just sent me. I just, you know, bought them because they're nicely matched and all the stuff, and they're white. Everything I've sent her is like a little bit darker, like more warm tones or whatever. Anyway, so we got a lot of those like gold picture frames. They have like art, some of them have art in them that I need to switch out and I need to figure out like what prints I want to go in them. But I really do want like at least one of my walls to be a lot of like prints and mixed in with like pictures and stuff of like me and my friends, my family, and stuff like that. And I don't know if I want because I have obviously like the living room downstairs, but I have a bedroom and I have an office. So I'm kind of trying to decide like if I want like when I'm working that to be my background or if I want that to be downstairs. So figure that out. I think you should focus room by room, and you need to focus on the living room and kitchen first, where people are gonna be then your office, then your bedroom. Yeah. And so we got those. We found a rug that was great, but it was smaller than what we thought it was. And it's probably gonna end up going in my um office because it was too small for my living room. And a really cool lamp. A really, really cute. I got a I got a lot of lamps. You know those, you know those lamps that have the like the dangly like things hanging down from the lampshade? I got one of those and it's like a crystal, or like it's probably just glass, but like a crystal, like I don't know what do you call it, body? Like, I don't know. Stem, what's it called?

SPEAKER_01 4:24

Sure, I don't know.

SPEAKER_00 4:24

Um, it's really cool. So we got that, and then we got a couple of like crystal glass bowls and stuff, um, just to put like like matches in one of them, my living room. So, like more like decorative stuff because the furniture that I do have, most of it I'm listing on Facebook Marketplace anyway. So I was like, we don't need to go buy furniture based off of what is in my living room right now. There's a lot going on. So gotcha. Are you gonna ask me how my weekend was? How was your weekend? It was good. It started off rough because I was not feeling good Friday. I like I don't know what it is about the first day of my periods, but it literally feels like Rachel chill. Who else is listening? This is only girls. This is called something sisterly. This is a podcast for girls. Okay, okay, girl. Um listen, whatever. You're not gonna say anything. No, say it. No, I feel like I've said enough things that could get me canceled, so I'm just gonna. Yeah. Let the woman bleed. Um and it's just it's to the point where I'm like, something can't, there's no way this is normal. No, yeah. I should not, I should not feel like I'm gonna throw up and I can't walk on my first day of my period. There's literally no way. That's not normal. Yeah, I know. So anyway, that so Friday was kind of a bust. Felt a little bit better yesterday, and Julia was watching Sophie's house this weekend while they were in Austin. She was dog sitting, she wasn't watching her house. She was doing both. And so me and Hannah went over there to lay out the pool, and it was such an incredible day.

unknown 5:58

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 5:58

Sunny. Something about doing this in the water with a sun cruiser. I had seven sun sun cruisers. What is it? Surf size, surf size. Seven. I was wasted. It was so much fun. And then we went to some. Dude, yeah, floating and drinking, there's like arguably nothing better. And then I'm fried. Like, I'm absolutely fried. You look pink like a pigment. I'm absolutely fried. And I knew it was gonna happen. I was like, I gotta just get the first burn in. And when we went to a Mexican restaurant, Hannah and I split housed fajitas and a marg. We went to get ice cream afterwards. I was sitting there and I was like, guys, be for real. Like, where are we getting dessert after this? Like it was a good day. A good day. Yeah, that's a good day. And that's a good like bringing you back to like like your center of your stuff. Yes. I was like, and it's a recentering day. No, seriously. This morning I was getting ready and I was like, God is good. Like, what is there to be upset about? Yes, I'm I have a great life. It was so incredible. And yeah, and so girly came too and she swam all day. Oh my god, these had such a good day. She could barely get out of bed this morning just trying to get her knee. She was like, like walking out, trying to get her go up the stairs back into my apartment. She's like, one like arm at a time or whatever, leg at a time, and immediately just like shuffled back to bed after I left. Like she had such a good day. Like we got there, she ran around their backyard and then immediately jumped in the pool. No, the weather has changed a lot. I feel like on just my outlook on like what I want to do with my free time. Like we went thrifting. We went thrifting on Saturday, and then we're like, okay, let's go get a quick lunch. So we stopped at Kaaba, we gossiped, and then we went to walk the Katie Trail, and we walked from like the Knox Henderson area all the way down to Katie Trail's house. We're like, okay, obviously we need to stop in for just like one. And we stay there and drink the rest of the afternoon and then walked back. I feel like day really so much better. It's so much better. I went to bed at like 9:30 at the same time. I went to I drink more if I'm day drinking than I do like when we're going out at night. Like when we're out at night, I will have like two. Consistently, I only have like two drinks. But again, like yesterday I was I was drunk. Yeah. And it was so much fun. Yeah, yeah. Drinking by the pool is awesome. Or just like sitting by the pool in general. You know, I'm excited to do it again next weekend. I know. I was like, I'm gonna like clean my apartment, I'm gonna hang stuff up, I'm gonna like sew some things. And then Julia's like, we're gonna come lay by the pool. I was like, Yeah, yeah. My apartment's still wrecked. I saw this TikTok and it was like, if you're in your 20s and you have a job, like a career, you can only have two of the three things a workout routine, a clean house, or social life. You can't have the three. I but like think about, try to think about what we do. Like we work all day and then we want to go out with our friends, and we also wake up early to work out. Like my house, I don't have time to who said that girl on TikTok. I love her for saying that. She was like, it's just realistic. Like you can't have the three, all three of them. It's literally science. You don't have the time. It's like the primary colors, but different. What? I don't know. Just forget that. Don't say something like that. But yeah, I'm back to love and life again. I'm up. I'm up. And I didn't realize you were down.

unknown 9:29

What?

SPEAKER_00 9:30

I mean, yeah, I mean I don't know. The beginning of the year, it's always like, what are you doing? Like I know. See, I feel like the like I feel like time flies. I feel like the year's already over. What? Lizzie. It's not even middle of May. It's not even your birthday. Lizzie's birthday is on Tuesday. Yeah, when this comes out, it'll already have happened. How do you feel about completing your 26th trip around the sun? Being 26. What are you like really like looking forward to for this year? What is something that you're like, okay, I'm 26. I want to do this. I don't know. I feel like your 20s are so weird. Like I 20s are weird because everyone's in a very different state. They really go like this. Yeah. Like you either go down the marriage and babies route. Like I have, I know people who are our age who have multiple children and a husband. And I know people who are like in my stage of life where we're still trying to like figure it out. Yeah. I'm ready to not be broke all the time. Yeah. But I feel like that we also need to stop like going on trips if we're like rich businessmen then. We don't do that a lot. This is the first trip I've been on in over a year.

SPEAKER_01 10:51

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 10:52

Like realistically. That's not true when you went to Vegas. For your birthday. That wasn't a vacation. That was a trip. What? That was no relaxing vacation. That was a I didn't sleep at all. Like there was nothing about that. That was it was fun. Yeah, it was really good. But it was not like, oh, I feel recharged. But no, I would go back this second though. Yeah, I'm ready to level up money-wise. I don't know, I don't understand how all I do is work and I don't have money. Yeah. All we do is work and spend money. Yeah. But 26. What do I want to do this year? I'm just ready to like all I'm thinking about is leveling up career-wise and this-wise, social media-wise. I know, I totally said it's like I really need to lock in all this TikTok stuff. I feel like I'd be really good at it. I just need to find my thing. You do need to find your thing. You need to find okay, we won't get too deep into it, but I always try to say, like, what do you want people to like immediately get from your page when they click on it? Like the top three things. Mine is just like fashion friends. I want people to like see that's all I care about is like fashion and my friends. So but um do you know what a substack is? Have you heard people talking about that? Substacks? Substack? Yeah, I feel like I've heard it. People are talking about it, they're like, oh, look at my substack, like substack, substack, substack. And I saw a clip of Morgan Stewart being talking on her pod, and it was this girl who wrote in for a bias. She was like, How to make some extra money as a girl in your 30s, and she was like, start a sub Substack. That's what I have. So I wanted to see if you know what it was, because this is one thing I wanted to talk about today. Like, what is a substack? I feel like maybe it's more of a blog online platform. Oh, it's just like another media blog. Writers, creators, and journalists to publish newsletters, blogs, podcasts, and videos directly to subscribers while offering built-in monetization tools that combines content management system with email marketing, allowing creators to own their audience and charge subscription fees, taking 10% of the revenue. All right, do you do you think people will pay for my Substack? I would pay for your Substack. I'd pay for yours too. Because she was like, I know Morgan was like, I know everyone thinks that it's everything's so oversaturated, but you're the only person who has your point of view. And like, if you have a point of view to share, then share it. So add it to the list. Yeah. I'm trying to like get to the point where you know ShopMai has declined me to get affiliate links. This is we're getting deep into it, but my goal is to level up. I like that goal. Yeah, Hannah and Julia are both like, you just need to post more. I agree. So that's my goal. That's what I want to do in 26 is keep going up. Nothing too crazy. I love it. Um maybe I'm not even gonna say it. Alright, whatever. Um, I know, okay, so Mother's Day's tomorrow. Mother Day's today. Oh, fuck. Mother's Day's right now. I don't know why I thought it was Saturday. Sorry, mommy. So what is I told you, I told you to come with a story prepared. So I'm having my own little world. See what I mean? Yeah, you are real. Um, what is your favorite story of mom? I knew you were gonna ask me that, and I didn't. You want me to go first? Yeah, you go first. Okay, I don't know why. I always come back to this. Again, it's gonna be about periods, so we're just buckle up, Rachel. But there was one, I was like a young kid. Like, I had to be in like middle school. And again, I started my period and I was running errands with mom. Like, it was one of those days where you're like the kid who got picked up first, and then there's like six more siblings to go. So I was just in the car, and I felt terrible, like to the point where I wasn't even complaining, I was just sitting there like crying, and I just felt terrible. Mom was like, What's like you were feeling on Friday? Um, and I just started crying. I was like, I just think I'm sorry, right here, like all this stuff, and I'm just so uncomfortable, and like told her everything. And she goes, Okay, like you just need this, this, this, and this. And she was like, You need a steak. Like, we need to get you a steak. And so she ordered our entire family take out Outback and got me like the nicest steak, and then like everything that I wanted from Outback, and then we picked it all up and we went home and all had Outback. And I was like, This is I remember thinking as a kid, like, this is so kind of her. Yeah, like like couldn't be further from what she did when I got home. Yeah, like she just like felt so bad, and she was like, I just like I know this will make you feel better, and like I just thought it was so good. I remember even then being like, damn, this is really nice of her to do that. I can get used to this. Yeah, so mom. We weren't having steak dinners as family growing up. No. So the fact that she was like, I I'm pretty sure she even got me dessert too. Like not in that era, not in the single mom era. We weren't throwing down steaks. Yeah, so like that's but we were a big like spaghetti and white people take it. Like she like mom and dad were split. Yeah, and so that's why I was like, damn, like she really I just remember. She must have gotten her commission check or something. Yeah, I remember I remember being like how for how terrible I was as a kid during that time, like horrible by it. So horrible. I was like, damn, she she made you feel things by getting you outback. Yeah, dude. It's my love language. I'm telling you, like, how nice is that? Like, I was so monster that Lizzie was during like that hormonal teenage season. Like, the one thing that got through to her to make her feel like appreciative was a steak from outback ballot. Don't you feel like that's a really good like that was such a sweet thing for her to be? Yeah, she'd be like, no, we need to grab, like, yeah, no, I get it. You know, you need you see, I was at cheer camp and cheese. I was at cheer camp, and like the couple days before, I was like obviously probably being a terror because I was also a hormonal teenager, and I I don't remember what it the argument was, but I was being horrible, and then I went off to cheer camp and I called her. I was like, hey, by the way, mom, like it happened, and she just started laughing. She was like, that makes sense, and then that was the end of that. Okay, but what's your favorite story of her? My favorite story about mom. Uh it's hard. It's like my favorite story about mom, or just like one that you always go up, like go back to of her being a mom. Like, that's just like when I think about how like she was such a good mom in that moment. Oh my god, so many. I think one of my favorite things about this, just like my favorite thing about mom, and I'll tie it in a story, but like one of my favorite things about mom is she, yes, she is my mom and stuff, but like she's also my friend. And I ain't one of your little friends, is what she used to tell me. No, she is now, but she's now we're besties. No, yeah. Now she is, and now like she would never say that. Like, she wants to be our friend. She's one of the girls. You know, she is. And like, I just I feel like now she's like our friend, and then when she does have to be a mom, she's like, I guess we'll go back to being a mom. You know what I mean? Like, yeah, she's our friend now, but then there's moments where we need to be. No, I have heard her say when she was talking to like a younger mom or something, like what your favorite phase of like their age is, like, what your favorite age is for your kids. She was like, honestly, right now, because I can drink with them. Like, she genuinely meant that. And I when I tell stories about mom, like, oh yeah, I was we were going out and we were doing this, and my mom did this, and they're like, Your mom was there? Like, of course she was there. Like, if we were out with our friends and mom like checked our location. No, yeah. I'm just gonna be scored. Oh, sorry. If mom like checked our location, was like, hey, I'm gonna come meet you at Skelling, I'd be like, Hell yeah, you're gonna be shown up at Butterfinger. Dude, she literally did that. It was so funny. I was so excited. Well, the funny thing was she bought Chris, like that was the funny part is Chris was in Milo Butterfingers on SW Moulevard. Well, because they went to that place. Yeah, yeah, lockback in. Yeah. And when I asked her, I was like, Mom, have you ever heard of this place called Milo Butterfinger? She was like, girl, my name's on the lease of Milo Butterfingers, like dead serious. But yeah, so my I probably one of my favorite mom stories is she took me to Vegas for my 24th birthday and was out in the club with me until like four in the morning in videos. Like, she was not like sitting down, she wouldn't like drop us off and like come get us. Like she was up dancing, like going hard with us at and up until like three or four in the morning. Yeah, I don't know how she does that. I don't know how she does either, but I think it's just the how just like actually cool she is. Like, she's not cool because she's trying to be cool, like she just is. Yeah. And and I I think that's why I get so angry when she talks about how old she is. When she says, like, oh, I'm so old. This it makes me genuinely upset. Because like the day she starts acting like that is when I'm really gonna like that's gonna be hard. But just how she's like kind of down for anything, and just she's just like one of the girls. But I I'm gonna have to think of like a for like being a mom. I guess that is like that's just the kind of mom she is. Like, I don't know. She balances the cool mom act pretty well because it's not an act, like she just is cool. Dude, she's so cool. And I've like, I've never in my life like accidentally caught anyone saying anything negative about her. Like, obviously, people are gonna say something like nice to your face about your mom, but I've never like been in a situation where I can tell someone doesn't like her. Like everyone I know who knows her loves her. She's just so fun. There she is. She loves a good time, that's where we get it from. I think she also loves her. She loves to host a party. So do we. I wonder where she gets that from. I don't know. I don't know. But she's so fun. And she throws a good party. Good party. A really good party. Yeah. Hashtag fun, mom. Yeah, I don't think I'll be as fun as her. Like, I don't know. I hope I I think the reason she's so fun is when it comes to certain things, like, she's very chill. You know? But then there's certain things she's not chill about. I know. She's not like a doormat. Like, she's not like, okay, yeah, you can do drugs in my house, kind of mom. Like, no, but I'm just not talking about that kind of fun mom. That's not what I was referring to, but anyway. Um, I had a thought because I don't know what I saw online or what I was thinking about. Oh, I saw like an obnoxious TikTok. But what do you think genuinely we would be like in as individuals if we were trust fund kids? Like if we had access to like oil money, like insane money. Oh I know I know exactly what I'd be like. I know exactly what I'd be like, but I was thinking I was like, I do not know what Rachel would be like. I think my closet would be a lot better. Well, duh. Yeah. Talking about who would you be like as a person? Who would I be like? Yeah. Like what would you like to do? Like if I didn't have to work? Like, how would that change you? Like, think about like who you are now. If you like, and how like ourselves as individual personality traits on top of limited money. Okay, so personality traits, like not just like what you would do with the money. Correct. Oh. Like who would you be as a person? Personality traits. I don't think I'd be as driven. I don't think- Oh, well smarter carbon's decline. Anyway, continue. Let's pretend we're plus a kid. That's unreal. Uh yeah. No, I don't know. Like, I I probably wouldn't be as like driven. I probably wouldn't think about my career as much. Like, I feel like I think about that. Like, like, not to sound like a douche, but like my career is what I think about. You would be a nice person. Well, I'm I'm a nice person now, but oh, okay. With money. With money, with money. We have no idea what that would be like. It's like I genuinely can't even think about what I would be like. Yeah, get it. Um, I think I'd be a nice person. I mean, I've met a couple trust fund people, trust fund babies, and one in particular was not nice. Like one of the meanest people I know. Zero stress. Yeah. Like who would I just think like who would you blossom? Have you ever experienced a trust fund baby in the workplace? Of course. Yeah. It's a rare experience, yeah. Anyways, um, I think I don't know. I wonder if I would be bored. You know what I mean? I wouldn't. I think I think it'd be nice. I don't think it'd be nice as I am now. Like, I just don't think you have as much empathy. Yeah, I think you lack people skills. Well, that and like we you just don't have as much like real as many real problems. I mean, that's a case by case basis. Like, there are probably some trust fund babies out there who like may still have a very hard life. But I feel like sometimes average people with average money, we just have so many other like actual problems that little teeny tiny drama things just don't matter. So I feel like I would be involved in like I would probably care a lot more about things that don't really matter, you know? Like I can imagine it's probably hard to keep a lot of friends when you don't have like that much empathy. That's probably what it is. We'd probably lack empathy. Maybe I don't know. But I feel like with the parents that we have, they would teach us so who knows? It's genuinely hard to imagine having that much money. Like, I remember when I was a kid, this just shows you like in the town. We probably I probably wouldn't be as smart. Right? Probably wouldn't be as smart because problem solving. Yeah, problem solving. I I mean, or is it like, do you just have a different way of solving problems? Yeah, you probably you probably they'll solve them pretty quickly. Yeah, so it's like I remember as a kid, this just kind of shows you where we grew up. I like heard I heard trust fund and trust fund and trust fund, and I remember telling dad, like I just thought it was a thing that everyone got. One time I walk up to dad, I'll literally never forget it. And I was like, hey, dad, um, how old will we be when we get our trust funds? And he started laughing. He's like, I'm still waiting on mine. So I'll let you know. I I joke with our uh with our parents all the time. I mean, it's a really dark subject, but I tell them to spend all their money before they die. Yeah. I don't want any of that. Like they were, I feel like our parents have just worked so hard. It's like, no, genuinely go spend all of it, go on amazing trips, like live the most bougie retirement you can. I don't want any of that. Yeah, just like invite me though. Invite, yes, invite me. Maybe pay for my kids' college or like something. I don't know. But like rule something. Yeah, but no, it's it's genuinely hard to imagine. I we would just be different. We'd be different people. What do you think you would be look be like? Like, I'm gonna be real, like you're kind of already a brat. Yeah. So I can't imagine if you're this much of a brat. And it's not, here's the thing with the way, like, you're a brat, but you also you figure it out. If you want something. I feel like I'm a brat, but I don't make it other people's problems. Like, if I was truly a brat, like I'm not judgmental. Yes, you are. No, I'm not. Like with our friends, I do not expect, like, just because I was- I think you save it for the people you're closest with because you would 100% have judged me. How so? Sometimes you'll judge me on the things that I wear. I hate those leggings. The second you walked in, I was like, oh god. I love them. Green bean. Okay, so no, but I'm saying, like, I don't judge people, like I want certain things out of life, and I know I have to work for it, but I don't judge people who also don't want that. Well, yeah. You know what I mean? Yeah. Like, I don't feel like I'm I make our friends uncomfortable. No, no. Or I feel like I make them feel judged. No. Maybe you just save it for me. Oh my please. Cry me a fucking uh cry me a river, bro. Like, actually, please. You give it right back. Here's what I want to talk about. Thank you. Oh my god, thank you for bringing this up. I mean every time, every podcast I want to bring this up, but I keep forgetting. I want the old Rachel back. What do you mean? You're just like so soft these days, dude. You Rachel used to be like, I this podcast would take off. We would already be making deals if Rachel was the old Rachel. I don't think so. I I do. I think I think we would explode and then we'd get canceled by something that old Rachel said. And I think you agree. Maybe I agree with the cancel part a little bit, but like Rachel's so quick. You're just like, I guess this is good for you as like a person. I think I just don't care as much anymore. No, I just think you're like a lot more nicer. And everyone agrees. You know what I'm talking about. It's still in there though. I just like sometimes it's gotta come out a little bit more. Like it's sometimes when you get real torqued up, it's funny. But yeah, dude. Like I'm torqued all day, every day at work, let me tell you. But again, I keep that in. Okay. I just channel it in different ways, I think. How? I think I don't know. I mean, you get it. Like you're in a like when you're in a sales role or anything like that, where you're like constantly thinking about hitting a number and you're putting a lot of effort into that. Like, I think sometimes socially I'm exhausted. And also I talk to people for a living. Yeah, I I go on. Lexi and I talk about that all the time. Let's do it. I go on like 15 client calls a week. That's like an average week. That's why when we do it, it's a lot of social interaction. When we're doing this after a workday, I'm like, I don't want to talk. Yeah, no, it's exhausting. And so it's like the and it's specifically the team that I'm on, is the reason why I take that many calls. Anyways, no one cares about that. But that's not even taking into consideration like talking to my coworkers, like figuring out so it's like work is socially exhausting, just like doing what I do. So I think, or I anyone in sales would agree with that, I feel like. So, but I also don't like not being around people. So it's like I get socially exhausted from work, but then I still want I want to see people that I know every single week, and I don't like a lot of time to myself. And so when I am with people, I just like to be good vibes. That's all I care about. Is it good vibes? Is there good music? Are we joking and laughing? I think old Rachel didn't use as much of her brain. So she had a lot of energy to like be the center of attention, boss people around and stuff like that. But I get that out of my system during the nine to five, I think. Yeah, sad day. Sad, sad day. Dude, I wish people could know the old Rachel. They will. They will. They will. No, when this is our full-time job, they will. Oh, I know. See, you don't want her to come back. No, I I want her to come back, but I just don't want to be on her bad side. She's also, I was, I think old Rachel you're talking about is like 19 to 22-year-old Rachel. Yeah, she was a lot, yeah. She was a lot. Well, because like uh, I just didn't have much on my plate. Right. I just have other things that I care about more than the things I would get angry about. No, it was really easy to make me mad. I know what you're talking about. So funny though. You can still do it. I'm just like, yeah. I get that though. Last night um I called Sophie just like chat about some stuff. We ended up talking on the phone for three hours. Yeah. Dude, I love talking to Sophie. I know. I wish I could tell you what it was about. None of it's podcast appropriate. Okay, all right, whatever. But she so was and she is a fucking podcast. Lizzie. We just are bleeping ourselves, actually. Mom told me, she was like, You will ever get a sponsor to make it away. I was like, You want to know what some girls talk about on podcasts? You have some nice sponsors. Yeah. Right. And I referred to, you know what? And she was like, if you ever talk about that on the internet, you will not. And I'm not going to. Yeah. But I'm just saying, like, it's a different world we live in. It is a different world. Sometimes when those things go on, like when I think I watch other people doing things, I'm like, oh, how do I how do I wear this? I could never do that because of my family. I think that is so southern of us. I think that's our southern showing. The fact that we I kind of like that. Okay. A little bit. I think it's just uh like a respect thing. Not I, you know what? I do agree with maybe not saying the F-word in front of your mama. I didn't say it in front of my mama. But she listens, you know she's gonna listen. Listen, I can't I'm human. I know you are. I'm human. I know. And if only people knew how much worse you are. That's what I'm saying, dude. Like, that's what I let's go back to what we're talking about. Like, people don't, like, you were oh, dude, like I'm media trained. No, yeah, that's exactly what it is. That's exactly what it is. It's so annoying. Like, I come in here and I'm like, let's be my true self. And Rachel's like, you I wish y'all could see that Rachel is holding back right now. She's holding back. Oh, because I'm smart. I'm smart. I'm not holding back. I just like I'm not accidentally saying the F-word. Rachel is such a potty mouth, guys. Like, seriously, if we people could get the verbal lashing that she has blessed us with in our lives, like you would you would know no idea. Listen, here's the thing is like now I feel like I only I save that like quality for when it's absolutely necessary. Like, it takes a lot for me to like lock in and get verbally angry with someone now, I think. It's not really what I'm talking about. I'm talking about like your vocabulary. Whatever. I won't nitpick, but I'm just saying I want everybody to know. Nitpick. Oh, somebody said nitpick. I just want everybody to know that Rachel's a little more timid than she normally is in here, which is fine. I'm not more I am not more timid.

unknown 33:53

I don't agree with that.

SPEAKER_00 33:54

I am not more timid. I think I'm just a little more chill these days. I won't I'm telling you, I don't like it. Nobody else does. We all talk about it behind your back. Y'all are talking about how you missed the old me? Who? It's you and Chloe. I bet it's you and stupid. Yeah, you're about to say it. You were about to say a bad word. You know what it? I held it back. It's called self-constraint. Self-constraint. So when did you talk about with Chloe? What do y'all miss about me? I was in Chloe. Sophie? Sarah Ziler? I'm I said we all talk about it. When? It's in that stupid little group chat.

unknown 34:36

We don't have a group chat.

SPEAKER_00 34:37

Um, yeah, you do because you're telling me about there's a group chat that someone texted it when they were coming in town. I'm not in it. Because you had you know why? No. You want me to say it? I'm still here the rest of the weekend though. I didn't make it. Who made it? Caroline. Should I ask her about it right now? No, no, because she left on Saturday, so there's no point. This is this is pointless. People don't care about this. But I'm just letting you know. What was I talking about? Oh yeah, we all talk about it. It's been like what I think that is also another testament of how much I've chilled out because like respectively, like, I don't care. We don't know how to do that. Like, if I if I really no, but what I'm saying is if I did find out y'all were sitting around and talking about me. We're not, I'm just trying to get the old Rachel to come out. It's not working. But see, it's only been a couple I've changed. You can't really rage bait me. That's just not true. No, you can't. Who do you think is the easiest to rage bait? You are you serious? Yeah. I'm just I'm really good at it. I'm really good at pissing you off. You really are. And the reason I'm really like I say that is because like I don't even have to try. I think just like my natural being, I think how aloof I am really pisses you off. Yes, that's what it is. I think it's when you're not using your epic brain. I'm like, because when you were a kid, like when we would be in the car with a family and you would say something about our family, I'm like, why would you? Like you just can't have silence, so you just start like mom does it too, just starts like spilling secrets and like saying things you're not gonna be. I have nothing to hide. I have nothing to hide. It's not true, bro.

unknown 36:23

It's not true.

SPEAKER_00 36:24

But yeah, like you're just like la drives me nuts sometimes. It's the best. It's literally the best. I don't find it to be the best. Okay, is there anything else you would like to discuss before? Dude, I've been getting several card decliners. Oh my gosh. We're not gonna be able to assess what we're actually like when we have that kind of money, at least not for another. Even if it happens, I'm constantly gonna be like, this could go away any minute. Dude, this could go away any minute. You know, girly is my password for my Wells Fargo app. Oh yeah. Tell them you're making routing too. What? You told people your Wells Fargo app password? I said girly is my I didn't tell them the password. You gave them a big chunk of it. No, they'll never give us a big chunk. And you told them where you're big. That's what I'm saying, dude. Like, what do you expect to happen? They don't know my rounding that shit. Dumbass. I'm clipping that too. I'm giving it, I'm giving it a freaking all of it? Yeah, all of it. Ugh. Dang it. All right. Well, happy Mother's Day to all of you. Well, to all the moms. Happy Mother's Day to all the moms. See y'all next time.