The Medicine Spoke
he Medicine Spoke is a soul-baring podcast exploring healing at its root—from the womb to the wild unknown. Hosted by a mother of five and nurse turned spiritual seeker, this show dives into the raw, often unspoken layers of trauma, emotional inheritance, psychedelics, and rebirth.
Each episode is a blend of storytelling, reflection, and remembrance—sometimes solo, sometimes with guides, therapists, or fellow travelers on the path. From a life-altering Ibogaine journey in Mexico to breathwork, rage release, motherhood, and the echoes of what we felt before we had language—this is a space for the ones who never felt quite at home in the surface world.
Whether you’ve sat with plant medicine, cried in a therapist’s office, or screamed into a pillow at 2 a.m., you’ll feel seen here.
The Medicine Spoke
The Fear of Judgement
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In this episode, I’m peeling back the wound so many of us carry but rarely name: the fear of judgment.
From shame projected onto me in the womb, to growing up in a small town, to being the “affair child,” to becoming a teen mom who was told she ruined her life, I share the moments that taught me to hide, shrink, and worry about what everyone thought of me.
I talk about how that fear followed me into motherhood, marriage, divorce, and even into my healing work today. I open up about the pressure to look perfect in a world ruled by social media, and how that pressure keeps us from speaking the truth our body has been begging us to feel.
This episode is an invitation to stop hiding. To speak out loud what you have been whispering to yourself. To pray, manifest, breathe, and trust that your healing begins the moment you decide to be seen.
Thank you for listening. I can’t wait to meet you back here next time so we can keep peeling back layers together.