The Medicine Spoke
he Medicine Spoke is a soul-baring podcast exploring healing at its root—from the womb to the wild unknown. Hosted by a mother of five and nurse turned spiritual seeker, this show dives into the raw, often unspoken layers of trauma, emotional inheritance, psychedelics, and rebirth.
Each episode is a blend of storytelling, reflection, and remembrance—sometimes solo, sometimes with guides, therapists, or fellow travelers on the path. From a life-altering Ibogaine journey in Mexico to breathwork, rage release, motherhood, and the echoes of what we felt before we had language—this is a space for the ones who never felt quite at home in the surface world.
Whether you’ve sat with plant medicine, cried in a therapist’s office, or screamed into a pillow at 2 a.m., you’ll feel seen here.
The Medicine Spoke
The Arrival — Crossing the Line Before the Medicine
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There’s a moment right before something changes your life — not when it happens, but when you realize there’s no turning back.
In Episode 9 of The Medicine Spoke, I take you with me through the quiet, sacred threshold before Ibogaine — from leaving home, crossing the border into Tijuana, and arriving at Ambio Life Sciences, to the moments of surrender, safety, and inner stillness that came before the medicine ever touched my body.
This episode isn’t about Ibogaine itself.
It’s about the decision, the waiting, and the subtle ways healing begins long before the ceremony.
I share the details of travel, trust, medical intake, the power of intuition over logic, and the deep emotional preparation that unfolded — including a traditional temazcal ceremony that opened the door to inner child healing.
If you’re standing on the edge of something big — healing, change, or choosing yourself — this episode is for you.
In the next episode, the medicine speaks.