The Medicine Spoke
he Medicine Spoke is a soul-baring podcast exploring healing at its root—from the womb to the wild unknown. Hosted by a mother of five and nurse turned spiritual seeker, this show dives into the raw, often unspoken layers of trauma, emotional inheritance, psychedelics, and rebirth.
Each episode is a blend of storytelling, reflection, and remembrance—sometimes solo, sometimes with guides, therapists, or fellow travelers on the path. From a life-altering Ibogaine journey in Mexico to breathwork, rage release, motherhood, and the echoes of what we felt before we had language—this is a space for the ones who never felt quite at home in the surface world.
Whether you’ve sat with plant medicine, cried in a therapist’s office, or screamed into a pillow at 2 a.m., you’ll feel seen here.
The Medicine Spoke
Peeling Back the Layers – The Medicine Was Me All Along
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This is the Season 1 finale of The Medicine Spoke… and it is a full-circle moment.
In this episode, I reflect on the journey that started with recording Episode 1 and re-recording it over and over again because I couldn’t stand the sound of my own voice… to now sitting here with so much more grace for myself and the courage to share my story openly.
Season 1 has been about healing out loud.
It’s been about the moments that break us open, the lessons that shape us, and the realization that the tools we’re searching for are often already within us.
In this episode, I look back on the toolbox we built throughout the season — the lessons on awareness, honesty, self-compassion, forgiveness, intuition, consistency, and faith — and how each one became a part of my own healing journey.
I also share why honoring the medicines that changed my life — ibogaine and 5-MeO-DMT — was such an important part of this story, and how what I thought I was doing for someone else ended up transforming me instead.
And I share a very real reminder that healing is still happening every day — including a story from an aesthetic conference this past weekend that showed me how far I’ve come… and how much grace we all deserve to give ourselves.
If there is one lesson I hope you take from this season, it’s this:
It is never too late.
It’s never too late to start healing.
Never too late to choose yourself.
Never too late to follow the thing that keeps calling you forward.
This episode is for anyone who has ever felt behind, broken, or alone on their healing journey.
You’re not behind.
You’re not broken.
And nothing meant for you will ever miss you.
Season 1 may be coming to a close… but the healing continues.
Thank you for being here. 🤍
The medicine you’re looking for… was you all along.