#Heard Before Heaven

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Every single day there is a life lost to one’s own hands… a sword people choose to fall on from 
the struggles they never spoke to anyone about nor emphasized the pain of and allowed it to 
consume them to where they believed it would be better if they weren’t breathing and the loss of 
not knowing that they truly mean something to someone and to the world with the purpose they 
are meant to serve. Noelia Castillo-Ramos was one of those people who decided living was not 
worth it even to the point where her own government gave her the tools to exit life, and she did 
not decide to change her decision even with ample time leading up to that moment and event. 
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Hello, my beautiful, wonderful RDDC family, and a part of the RDC broadcast media, a part of the journey, a part of everything going on that needs to go on, and hopefully, without any disruptions from the screen or background noises and notifications, I can't handle all the time. I still get a chance to give the message that God always puts through all of us. It puts through many things that we have going on. And especially to those out there with the hearts that are going on for Noelia Castillo Ramos. And if she is gone from Spain time, it might be 8 p.m. at this point. But um, God rest her soul. May she find peace in the afterlife of her breath going back to God. And with that being said, this is always about, and this is why I'm so adamant and so strong about the authority. The authority spotlight is inside of us, the story to that blessing. And for some reason, my beloved, I feel like I not miss the cusp, not saying that I was the one to be the savior of, but we don't know which ones we're supposed to speak to. We don't know which post is supposed to be reposted. We don't know which conversation is supposed to be given. We don't, we do not know, but the fear in us or the hesitation or the doubts, the adversary within ourselves, it keeps us back from everything going on. And like the old African proverb goes, and I can't do it proverbatum all the time, is if there is no enemy from within, then nothing can do us any harm. So I want to say that in a very strong statement because I'm very strong about this. Now, many of you might not know, but my birthday is April 9th. The year is not important. Hashtag Forever27, that's what it is. Uh that's where I'm staying. Fatal. But um, you know, that's something near and dear to me because in 2018, April 9th, it was, I think my, yeah, my sister had passed, but we didn't get the phone call until about 3 a.m. And when I got a chance to have the vision given to me a year before it happened, God didn't tell me what day. God didn't tell me the details of me stopping it. God showed me it even from the writing on the wall, from the clock timing, from the bedroom setup that I'd never seen everything when I walked in there and all the police officers were surrounding her body, coroner's office. So it's not to get you down, but this is to uplift you up. And this is why it's so important to be able to do this. Conversation, especially for that. And I know many of you are saying, Well, you know, I lost a loved one too. This happened, you know, and and self-infliction, uh taking their lives before it was time, whether it be euthanizing, whether it be self-infliction, something happened. And this is to those who even natural causes. This is to those who are not feeling heard before heaven, but they are heard before heaven. They are still here. And I'm going to be having this on www.realdoubledosechannel.com. It is about broadcasting the authority, it is about media, it is about the exposure to what really is important in the world, even from a bunny rabbit getting hurt crossing the road. It's important. But especially the lives of the breath of life that God gave within us. So I want to just make sure I'm taking the time to do such things here. And I had to make sure I was recording for a minute because I'm like, well, I don't want to want to do and give all this, and it's not going to be able to go to the airwaves. So um, with that being said, I just want to take a moment of silence. I want to begin today with a name, and that is Marciella. Some may say Marsala, but I know her as both. She was my big sister. She is my big sister, past, present, and always. And before that, April 9th of that year, 2018, she took her life. Now, other circumstances came in. I do believe it was, you know, agitated on from her life's journey, her husband at the time, and different things of that nature. But ultimately, my sister was seeking an end to something that she not necessarily wasn't willing, or it was just closed off for her not to be able to open that chapter for herself to find the other journey outside of where she was stuck in for so long. I know many of you, and I'm gonna try to hold back the tears. I'm going to try, I'm trying my best. And right now, it's just maybe about a good 10 days off or so. Maybe I'm not wrong. It's it's the 26th of March, 2026. Whenever you're hearing this, it doesn't matter. This is evergreen to your point in time, just like the Bible is evergreen to this point in the day and age, regardless of how it looks or how it was, it still is. And that's the beautiful, ugly part of it. Some things just continue to be the way they are. And we don't know exactly each reasoning of them, but we understand there is a pronounced moment to what these things come into. But she she's passed that day. And that was the best day I had. I was so joyful, so giggly. Even my family was like, whoa, you know, overthep.com.org, you know. But I believe God was preparing me for that even before the vision. And a few months later, my brother passed away. Now it was supposedly accidental, but the road that he chose, I don't believe it was. It could have been a setup of many things. We'll get to him. But yes, Marciella, she was my big sister. She is my big sister, past, present, and always. Because love does not end when a person leaves. It just changes shape. It becomes something you carry differently, something heavier in some seasons and somehow lighter in others, but always there, always hers, always mine. Marciella, I'm sorry. I'm I want to apologize for something that's natural. She died by suicide. And I will not dress that sentence up or soften it, because the people who need to hear this today have already had enough of words that dance around the thing without ever touching it. And that is so deep. So I will touch it because that is what she deserved. That is what you deserve. That is what Noah Noelia deserved. Noelia, excuse me. So she died feeling empty. I believe that with everything in me, she died in a hollow quiet that had been building for years. A quiet that comes when pain has been speaking so long that love can no longer break through the noise, everyone. Okay, just remember a pain that has been speaking so long that love can no longer break through the noise. And love is so powerful because that's what we're made within. She thought my love came with conditions, but it never had. She thought I wouldn't have time for her or to hear that from the journey and the things that she chose in between. Maybe, and I feel like, you know, from the oracle nature of it, she thought I had dealt with so much from her negativity and different things throughout my whole life from everybody that maybe I was just like, okay. But then she also heard the voice of God reasoning in me because it's almost like somebody wants you to agree with their pain. And when you're not in agreement, even if no words are spoken to disagree, that feeling in them is saying, please don't even try to think to say anything because I want to stay where I'm at. And some people choose the misery over the accomplishment of getting through the desert where it's dry and scorching, and you're sitting there parched with your lips cracking, and it looks like you have no breath left. So I just want to say that deep, deep inside, that love can no longer break through the noise because the pain is speaking and being there so long. So she thought my love came with conditions and never did. She thought I wouldn't have time to hear her. We need to remind those we love we always have time and not just jump back to something and stop the moment. Because when that time clock stops, we live the existence on this earth without them. And yes, we will all meet that fate one day on this earth if we were born here. But sometimes it doesn't have to, and a lot of times it doesn't have to be that way if we only stop. And I would have had all the time in the world. I carried that, and that is guilt. I have worked through this enough of this to know that guilt is not what she would want me to carry, and it's not. She asked me to remember her all the time throughout the years, and I knew it was going to lead to that point. I just never knew how until God revealed it. But even seeing her before that vision came, I could feel it coming through from just looking in her eyes. It was like she wasn't even there anymore. But physically I wanted her to be there just to know I wake up, she's there. But I knew it was just something else in her that her her, it was already like her transitioning had happened. But I carry it as a wound that God does not waste, a prophetic wound, one that cracked me open in exactly the right place, so that something true could really pour out. Like really, even more so than I believed before. And what pours out every time, without fail, is this one voice arriving at the right moment changes everything. So on this important note, right here today, on March 26, 2026, which is today, the same day this initiative was born to even be more released, because I've had this going on, but I was thinking when and should it be how putting too much time into the matrix of making sure it gets out there. And then please believe me, 10 or 12 other projects going on that are very much important to people behind the walls and the journey going on here, just as vital that leads to this as well. Right? I learned about a young woman named Noelia Castillo Ramos, if I'm correct. 25 years old, Barcelona, Spain. She has survived a gang rape. She has survived a suicide attempt that left her paralyzed. She has spent years asking assist for help and receiving failure at every turn. This is, I can't say allegedly or supposedly. I don't even know which one they use sometimes, right? But this is what was going on from the media and the conversations that got there. I have not directly got a chance to speak to the family yet or so far. So don't quote me for word for word and just look it up, look it up if you have to. Okay. It's very important as well. And it may be because it's like put out there even more. It doesn't discredit anybody else going through this in their private homes who are not famous or who has not gotten media coverage. But this is something right now to be in this moment, okay. Um, and if you are under the age of 18, this is to educate you, this is to elevate you and have a parent with you or someone else that you consider an adult that's responsible. If you feel like it's too sensitive, I do apologize ahead of time. But the reality is this is our life. And more than ever, people from the ages of 12 and 10 years old, all the way to 35, 40, and beyond, are taking their life so soon without someone to hear it and someone to steward that. Okay, so at this point right now, uh, she had spent years asking. This is Noelia. Noelia, okay, and it's I'm gonna spell it just in case you don't hear my words and my accent that comes in between. N-O-E-L-I-A. Okay. Um the system failed her basically. So she she had applied for euthanizing or euthanasia, tasia, they call it, not because she had a terminal illness, but because the pain had simply outrun every season she had left to stay. Every court upheld her right. Justice for what was done to her never came. And I could not stay silent. I wrote to her across an ocean. Uh, in Spanish and English on the Instagram, on our Instagram. Yes, it's not that flowing with everybody's entertainment, but it's enough to get you some cool seeds in there, I guess. It wasn't a spotlight us, it was just to send a message over there. Because my sister taught me that silence in those moments is its own kind of abandonment. I don't know if she heard me. I don't know if they saw the post. I don't know. But I know I had to try because that is what this is. I only learned about it this morning. So, you know, I didn't know about the huge time difference where she was. It just made me my heart drop. And it just got me there. I don't sit in the media constantly looking for a story to get SEO traction. But I do try to look for stories with SEO traction to get words and messages out there in between of what I'm doing. Sometimes working as seven people, sometimes being one. But that's also heaviness with the oracle that comes along with what God chose me to do. And it's something I steward as much as I can. These are things that we fight with inside. Because at the end of the day, I don't know what was heard or not, because that is what this is. This is all, well, should I say that is all this has ever been. Trying, showing up, refusing to let someone leave without at least one voice saying something. You were seen, you were real, you were not forgotten. And I hope even right now she's still alive. I don't know all the way until the news media lets me know. But either way, and bless her soul in this life still, and out of this life still, wherever it may be, but I'm I'm just saying that. And now I'm saying it to you, to the teenager who is reading this or listening to this right now, the one who has been told that they are too much, or you're not enough, or invisible in a room full of people who should have noticed. I see you. What you are feeling is real and it's not permanent. Even though I know it feels like it is, pain has a way of convincing us that it is the whole story, but it's not. It is a cheaper and a cheaper version of what could ever be told to anybody for the chapter that awaits you. It's a chapter that you get through that's not even worth a dime on. And you are the author. You're the author to rewrite that story. You're the author and designer of that. God is the ultimate author, but we're we are the extension of the authorship. We can rewrite the story and it'll pass. High school, middle school don't last forever. Growing up and being popular doesn't last forever. You are already popular by God who gave you the breath of life and chose for you to be here in these moments, in this time. To the man who has been holding everything together for everyone and has nothing left, the one who has handed strength, right? The same day he was handed silence. I need you to hear this. Asking for help is not the end of your strength. It is the beginning of a different kind. The kind that survives, the kind that gets to see what comes next. Why suffer in silence? Because silence can be so heavy when we need it to be the most. When it's something that's amplified and a situation that's bringing us down. And silence can be so heavy when you're holding it in all to yourself. It has two cusps, two layers, two sides. To the woman who has been carrying trauma that was placed on her by someone who had no right to put it there, the one who has been told in a hundred different ways that her suffering is inconvenient. You are not inconvenient. You are not a burden. You are a human being whose life carries sacred weight, and there is not a single version of this world that is better without you in it. Remember that. To the family member watching someone they love move toward an edge. Ask the question. I know it's terrifying. I know you are afraid that saying the words out loud will make it more real. But here's what research in 20 years of ministry and my own grief has taught me. Asking someone directly if they are thinking about ending their life does not plant the idea. It plants the seed of being seen. And sometimes that seed is the only thing that grows. Sometimes hearing it out loud is a stop sign for them, not emotion to say, oh, that's a good idea. And I'm not saying it doesn't think that that way for everybody, but I I probably say I can guarantee nine times out of 10, people are not thinking that. They're going to be thinking, wow, did they see that in me? Did they feel that in me? Do I carry it so heavy? They think that what makes them think that? And overthinking, I mean, it kind of brings a thing of, oh man, I don't want people to think that about me either. Even if it's their idea in their head, even if it is the idea, they can still think, you know what? I don't, I don't want anyone to know that or whatever else. But at least they'll feel someone is asking that question because they feel something's going on. It's just a certain way, you know, not after work, not after someone's just busy and say, hey, do you feel like such and such? It's a certain way you have to comment someone, just like you would tell them, hey, your puppy or your animal died, or hey, the store closed down that you really like, or hey, grandpa's moving away. It still has to be a subtlety and uh a stewardship and pray over it. Ask God, hey, how can I address this with my loved one? Feel the peace inside of yourself, get the calmness, cut your phone off for a moment or vibrate, uh put it on the shelf, but turn the TV off for a moment, and stop. Okay, park your car, sit somewhere, and and just think for a moment. I just want you to feel that that's where it goes. So ask, and then say you know, that's for the next chapter. You you do not need the perfect words, you just need to not leave. You just need to not leave. Repeat that. You just need to not leave. So I want to put this out there. This is a number I want you to put in your phone right now. 988. That is it. That's it. Three digits. 988. Call it or text it anytime, any day, for free. Someone on the other end has been trained to sit in the dark with you until the light finds its way back in. And it will find its way back in. So I have watched it happen too many times to believe otherwise. And that number is not to say trained. Well, yes, they they know how to steward it. They're not just going to be some random person, like you hear about different operators from 911, will have calls and have a bad day and just hang up on people calling for emergency help, which is disgusting. But just, you know, they've been through their own journey. They and hearing someone's journey as well, if they haven't experienced it, which most people have some kind of connection to it, they they know how to steward it. So train is basically stewarded. And if they're not, contact me directly and we'll go through it, okay? Don't be afraid to reach out. I'm I'm literally, I'm about to put my phone number out here. Um, but I want to just say that regardless, I have watched it happen too many times to believe otherwise in my mind. So this broadcast exists because of Marciella in so many ways. She was the double doses that's supposed to go with me. It exists because of Noelia. It exists because of every name behind every number and every report that gets published or skimmed and set aside while another person somewhere runs out of reasons to stay. Okay. I'm not setting this aside. And I'm inviting you, whether you are the one hurting or the one standing next to the one hurting, to not set it aside either. That's the whole point of it. That's the whole journey. We are still here, initiative. This is heard before heaven, and we will keep showing up in English, in Spanish, on broadcast, behind bars, in living rooms, in comment sections at two in the morning if we have to, until every person who is teetering on the edge hears at least one voice before they go. Stay. Please stay. And I know you might say, well, the world is so crazy and all this stuff. People don't know. I get it, but we still have a chapter to live. And even if that reasoning for them going is a reasoning itself, God will intervene. And maybe we're not doing our part the more we should, not for guilt, beloved, but maybe we're not doing our part. Maybe stopping and saying hello to someone, not flirtatiously, not let me get a photo with them and say I did something, but stopping someone who just looks like it or feel the energy of what God's leading you to. There was a man who said that he stopped on the side of the road. Something told him, God was telling him basically to go back around and turn back around, that if someone's sitting on the side of the road. The road and that don't catch me word for word. Although he was like, Why should I turn around? He turned around and he went back and he pulled up behind the car, and he basically didn't want to scare them, so he just kind of came calmly. And a lady was sitting there with some huge piece of weapon on her lap, let's just say that, and two kids in the back of the seat. And she was about to be on the edge of that verge. And God chose him on his way somewhere else. But he didn't even realize that was the way God wanted him, where he wanted him to go. And he cried on that on the screen, and he was saying, If I would have just ignored that, what would have happened? Her and her two children in the backseat. She was ready to go. But he was the voice that God used to say, stay, say it, stay, please stay. Give it one more time. I see you. See, it took all those cars to go by, but this voice was still here and calling out for God. I see you. I see you. And I'm using different versions of me and different people that I've put here and I've given life to to be strategically here for each other to say there's more to the story than the story that you're given. There's more to the story than the story that you're living. There's more to the story than the story that you even bought to know. And every day always has a better point to it, no matter how you see it. So I just want to say for Marciella, for Noelia, for you, you can call 988, call or text right now if you need to, and share this with someone who does. That's pretty much where we are right now. We're here right now. We're in this moment right now. We have this right now. And I want to say, no matter what you're feeling, trust me, I'm gonna tell you this. It's it's hard. And I used to live here the prophets and the prophetess and the different ones, the different pastors and preachers growing up and different ones, but the calling of what God puts on his people. And I can't really call it, I call the oracle. When I say the oracle lex, it's not to sound vibes out here, hashtag. It's to I steward that very carefully because I can't choose what I am, what God selects me to be. I can choose to steward it the way God chose me to, or or choose to try to, you know, push it to the side. But this is what stirs up in me, two, three, four, five, six in the morning. I'm like a machine, and I have to even be forced to sit back and chill sometimes because it's hard, you know, if it wasn't for Mr. Heck versus Hell. And sometimes, you know, in between my my sister Tanji, as you know, the the the CFO, the one who gets things going on her backpack in uh as well. Um they tell me to sit down and watch a movie. They tell me to sit down and hydrate and stuff because I feel so invigorated. And I wish there was 25 of me going out here. And it seems like the people who get the most noise are the ones who are making noise. The ones who are making noise that really can entertain you, but not really retrain the circumstances you're going through. It can't really be a highlight. It's like the world wants you to cover up what's going on with you, so you basically won't shout it out loud that you're just having a veil over your face until one day it comes off and you just feel so detrimented. But my life has been so many ups and downs at this point right now. I don't discredit it, but I'll say this it feels like a movie episode that never ends. Even that movie with John Cusick uh called 1408. Now it is kind of a heck of a movie, but it literally felt like you're just going in a cycle, like a washing machine. Okay, like you're just going in circles with different things, you're going through this, you're going through that. But just know that every situation you're in, even someone sitting there right now with trying to control you with a fist over you, their power is limitless to nothing. Right? It basically has no it's limited by the nothingness that it carries, but it it has some kind of fiction over you that you see as non-fiction. Someone who's telling you that you're not worth it, you're not this. Look at tell them, take a look in the mirror. Always protect yourself, always get to a point of where you can call someone to step in. Reach out to us if you have to. I don't care. I'll do the best that I can to try to make some moves or whatever it might be. I do not care. And it's more than people just saying, Well, I lost this and I lost this person. It's like, no, we gotta take a stand. We gotta we're all a part of the God force, we're all a part of each other. And sometimes those we're close to don't listen, I get it. And sometimes it takes another voice, but tell them, stay. Please stay. Stay. Okay. Heard before heaven and still here means you're going through it. And someone, if you're even thinking this beloved,'s in your mind, I know I thought these things in different ways more than once to ask God to take this burden from me. It's not a heaviness that follows me every day, but it's a a chapter that I know. But when that hospital bed after eight surgeries, I didn't have to ask that question no more. I'm like, you know, if God wanted to take me out, he could have. How do I bounce back if I wake up with no limbs? How do I bounce back if I can't walk or do nothing the same? I was even pre-contemplating what to do, but it wasn't worth it because I'm like, I'm gonna see this thing through called life. I'm gonna see it go through even if I have to eat cans and cardboard cups. I do not care. Because caring for me means the care enough to know that I was sent here for a reason. And if we're so stirred up, we're so diluted, we're so misguided, we're so distracted from the things that don't matter, like a post about someone's beautiful body line. There's nothing wrong with getting healthy, a post about someone's chisel abs. There's nothing wrong with exercise. A post about someone having all this money and all this, there's always a heaviness that comes along the way, especially if they're not stewarded the right way to do it, because if they were stewarded the right way to do it, they wouldn't be posting about the way they were or in the situation to get in there the way they don't want to be. A lot of celebs and different ones have come out a lot more saying, hey, this is something that they can't steward, but it comes along with the lifestyle that they thought that they wanted. They wanted the money, but not the fame, not that kind of thing. There's a lot of things that go in where we feel that way, young and old. Oh, nobody wants, but we don't need validation from anybody. And it's in our subconscious from how we've been taught and how we watch things in newspapers and what's trending and what's hashtag and what's tagged. But our only validation is the fact that God put us here. That is your flex, that is your moment, that is the story that you hold. And we're the Bible's stories itself, the stories keep us going, the story keeps we read the Bible to listen to the story of history to keep moving throughout the future to create more history from the present that we're living, from the history that was said, from the history that we're making, from everything that's moving forward. And it helps someone get somewhere from every professor, every every letter that was made, every teaching note, every language. There's always a blueprint or a trail or something from every loaf of bread, from every restaurant, from every favorite dessert that we have. There's a history to it that's in the present with us to leave a history of it, even if it's posting about how wonderful that strawberry sherbet was. There's always something leading to the spider web of life. It's connected. And as my brothers and sisters would say, on my other side of my bloodline journey, the red road is strong and the red road is hard, but it's the red road we must walk. Two, the side of the fire and the fueguito that's in me, the fuego. I say, keep going strong. Okay? You have to be the strong and the strength. And you say, well, a lot of people have asked me, even one of my good friends from before, how I'm not strong like you. You are strong, not like me. You're strong the way you are. And every day you move forward. That's the strength that you carry. See, you don't find strength waiting under a rock saying, Hey, here I am, put me inside of you. You find strength from what God instills in you every single moment you push through that. You push through it. I wanted to surrender my life in that hospital, but I couldn't live with the fact that I had so much in me that someone needed to hear, someone needed to have. Someone was owed that price for my life being here. Someone paid a price for me to be here today. And it doesn't just have to be historical moments. It's someone in our family, some thought of our ancestral bloodline speaking through us. There's something there that means more. And don't go out of this world being selfish enough to say there's nothing for me here. See, the point is it's not about you. It's not about you. It's about you staying here, but it's about the next you, the generational you, the you that's not quote quote bloodline related. It's about that person waiting to hear your message, your word, your voice, your reasoning behind continuing on. And I believe I'm not I'm not gonna quote it all the way, and excuse me, Kathy. It was Kathy Tuckerell. I believe there's a book that she had wrote. Ah, man. I want to say it directly what it is, but I don't say references because I don't want to get it wrong and someone looked for the wrong way. You can look for it on our blog, real double dose channel.blogspot.com. I mean, I probably had to do it a little bit better so we can have those areas um centered, but you put her name Kathy in the search boxes should show up as well. Um, and and and the different correlations to that. Um, I'm gonna see if I can actually blend that over to the website itself so we can hit those up. But just her writing a book about what she went through, even when I hear the guests come on, um, everyone, even if it's about men's health, anything, I love to hear the journey that they went through. It's like sitting there and just putting myself inside their shoes, feeling their emotion, their energy. And it's not about just blitz and glamour. It's not about, hey, look at me. These are still stories that are stewarded. These are still conversations that needed to be held. Whether somebody writes a book or a blog post or a website or a video about it, it's still something that can help someone. Even someone writing a marketing piece that someone was looking for. For example, 10 years they're looking for this one piece that's in a marketing video someone put up that only had 50 likes and like no comments. It's still the point that that helps somebody, and maybe they forgot to come back, like the lepers in the Bible forgot to come back and say, hey, thank you for healing me. But it's still touch someone. Don't get wrapped up in vanity metrics of having numbers and subscribers or followers or likes. Don't pass by that message that could be the message you're waiting for because you don't see a lot of people liking it or comments or followers. Don't be the person that's stuck in that zone of your own vanity mental metrics to say, well, I don't have this, I don't have that, this is going on. Okay, but there's someone else who's going at it harder than you and deeper than you, and you say, Well, that's them, but it still lets you know, hey, I'm still here. Heard before heaven, I'm still going strong. So if I've been through more and the weight that I didn't believe I could carry, you can carry it too. It's just to say, I can do it too. Anything you can do, I can do as well, because we are made by the creator of all things. Keep that, hold that, stay with that, and please stay. Tell someone you love, even if you sense it or don't want to be that, be that because regret is heavy like guilt. But it's it's a heavier cross to carry more than you think. And I want to make sure this gets out. Be the spotlight in someone else's life, be the authority tone that hears them with the ambience of love and compassion. Google it if you have to. Go into chat or somewhere if you feel like you don't want to talk to a human and say, hey, how do I compassionately talk to my loved one about them going through some mental health issues, going through some spiritual battles? What can I say? What kind of Bible verses can I read? If you feel that way, reach out to us. Come over, look at a blog, look at whatever you have to do. There's always a way, a solution. But I always say the number one recommendation is coming to God in prayer and meditation, coming to that understanding. It's not about religion, it's about connecting to all that is the source of life and asking for that directional path. And even in between, you waiting for the moment, if it doesn't hit you right away the way you want to, be listening internally and be able to say, hey, I just want to let someone know today, even if you don't sense it. Hey, son, hey, daughter, hey, niece, hey, nephew, hey, cousin, hey, stranger. Safely. Hey, husband, hey, wife, hey, mother, hey, grandfather. I just want to let you know I'm happy that you stayed here. Well, what do you mean? I'm happy that you continued on through life, even though you've been through hell and back. I'm happy that you continue on every day because it inspires me. I just want to let you know I love you. I want to let you know that you're handsome, you're beautiful because you are. Not because you have makeup on or you don't, not because you have a nice suit of cologne, because you are. You're beautiful because you're here. You're beautiful because you're still breathing. You're beautiful because you are heard before heaven. That's a selection of millions and millions of sperm. We're here. That is not by accident. So I didn't get super emotional. I don't know. This might just be the post I have as well for my birthday coming up. And as to me, it's the the day my sister's life ended in the physical sense. And it really is the day my life truly began. And I will always carry her with me. I'll carry Noelia with me. I'll carry every single heart, every single news thing I hear, every single one of I hear the lives are gone from every incident and everything happening, but especially those who didn't want to continue on here and never got a chance to see what was really waiting for them. I can't say I know every design of life because I can't say that. But I will know that we have to stand up for what is and be more adamant about being there for those who just need what we have in us to put back inside of them so they can also move forward. So that's a story to many blessings, and I hope that it blessed your life. And I want to say, when I say it, like I always say, be the change, you have to feel the passion. It needs to be there, and embrace the power of the Spirit of God because that is what gets us moving. No matter how you want to hear it or how you want to say it, don't be confused, beloved. There's only the creator who made us here. Only the design of our bloodlines to our veins, to how our feet move, and our brains and our eyes, and the eyelashes, and the skin, and the pigment on our body and the follicles and everything else could only be done and accomplished by the creator of all things. Only have the intelligence and the intuitiveness and the all-knowingness of the not a big bang theory, but the one, the only one. We are not a mistake. And honestly, look at it like a beautiful ambiance that we get a chance to not have a front row seat to the movie, but actually be in the coming of what's about to come. If only we hold steadfast in God. That's what I want to leave with you. So I love you. You're amazing, as always. Stay, please stay. Share this message with someone today. Share the healing, share the love. Cut out a snippet if you have to, or repeat, but you have to. I'm gonna also make sure this is on the blog. I want you to know that you are beyond incredible. This is Alexis T. I love you. The RDDC team, Ector Rivetta, Angela Mendez, Philippa. I want to say your last name perfectly, but I can't all those who make what it is uh a better day. And um, yeah, maybe we'll share some of her links too, because she has some phenomenal music, some phenomena, a beautiful smile. She's a very beautiful person, and um just things that go on. So regardless, I just want to say we'll be back with you, and I will be back with you very, very soon.