Life After Losing You 's Podcast
"Life After Losing You" is a raw, emotionally charged podcast that dives deep into the wreckage and resurrection of a life torn apart by the loss of a soulmate. Told through the eyes of a woman still navigating the thick fog of heartbreak, each episode unpacks the layered truths behind her story—from the lies that unraveled the most beautiful love she’s ever known, to the childhood trauma, abuse, and grief that shaped her patterns and pain. This isn't a polished tale of healing—it’s a brutally honest exploration of what it means to lose everything you thought you couldn’t live without, and then try to live anyway. Through gut-wrenching storytelling, real-time reflections, and unapologetic vulnerability, the podcast invites listeners into the sacred and chaotic space between devastation and hope—where the journey isn’t about getting over it, but learning to carry it.
Life After Losing You 's Podcast
Episode 4: Blocked Ghosted Gone
In this episode, I take you into one of the darkest and most final moments of heartbreak—the silence that isn’t just absence, but rejection. Blocked. Ghosted. Gone. It wasn’t just a missed call or a message left on read. It was the moment the door slammed shut, the moment the bridge burned and there was no way back across. Discord, our digital home—where we lived, laughed, loved, cried, slept—was suddenly erased. iMessages turned green. Socials disappeared. He vanished, and I was left trying to breathe through the suffocating quiet.
But this wasn’t just about being cut off. This was the moment I had to face what I had done. I had manipulated with my grief. Used desperation as a weapon. Told him I didn’t want to live, hoping it would make him stay. But all it did was make it impossible for him to. And I can’t blame him.
Still, knowing doesn’t stop the ache. In this episode, I talk about what it feels like to be completely erased by someone who once promised forever. What it means to be ghosted by the one person who knew you best. What it means when silence becomes your answer. And how I keep surviving the echoes of that silence—day after day after day.
This is the episode where goodbye finally meant gone