Life After Losing You 's Podcast
"Life After Losing You" is a raw, emotionally charged podcast that dives deep into the wreckage and resurrection of a life torn apart by the loss of a soulmate. Told through the eyes of a woman still navigating the thick fog of heartbreak, each episode unpacks the layered truths behind her story—from the lies that unraveled the most beautiful love she’s ever known, to the childhood trauma, abuse, and grief that shaped her patterns and pain. This isn't a polished tale of healing—it’s a brutally honest exploration of what it means to lose everything you thought you couldn’t live without, and then try to live anyway. Through gut-wrenching storytelling, real-time reflections, and unapologetic vulnerability, the podcast invites listeners into the sacred and chaotic space between devastation and hope—where the journey isn’t about getting over it, but learning to carry it.
Life After Losing You 's Podcast
Episode 5: The Feral Days
In this hauntingly raw and unfiltered chapter of Life After Losing You, I take you deep into the darkest month of my grief — the feral days. This wasn’t quiet sadness or gentle heartbreak. This was grief with jagged edges. Rage, desperation, obsession, and collapse. I stopped eating. I stopped functioning. I barely slept. I screamed into pillows, drove aimlessly at night, replayed every moment of our love and loss on a loop that wouldn’t let me go.
This episode captures the chaos of trying to survive when your soul has been ripped out — when the person who felt like your oxygen is gone, and all that’s left is madness and longing. These were the days I became someone I didn’t recognize. And yet… every scream, every panic attack, every breakdown… was love. Wild, feral, unprocessed love.
[Content Warning: This episode includes discussions of grief-related mental health struggles, including suicidal ideation. Please listen with care.]