LOL - Ep 86 - The Self Love Revolution

A LIVE Spiritual Talkshow that unites spiritual superpowers for weekly psychic investigations and predictions.

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Directed by Morgan Obendorfer
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Transcript

SPEAKER_03 0:12

And you can take me for coming in. Hello, welcome to Leaning Out Loud, the spiritual shift show that woo-woo's and wonderful. That's woo-woo and wonderful. I'm psychic astrologer Chris Sensei, Christopher Wateki. It's Mark Richard.

SPEAKER_05 0:44

And I'm Scott Cruise Psychic Media Mementor with Scott Cruz PM.com. So we have uh a lot of heightened energy this this week, huh? I'm now 44. So I just turned 44 on Monday.

SPEAKER_03 0:57

So this is the anus versus anus year. We're all over Scissors. Well, it's what when Uranus opposes Uranus in your natal chart, it means that uh it starts at 42, actually, as far as the whole like when it counts. Uh and what it is is literally the part of you that says you guys grow up uh faces the part of you that says you gotta grow up. So the part of you that says grow up says grow up to grow up. And it just pisses people off. I mean, ultimately what it does is just really makes you just over everything for a while. It's kind of like a male menopause that lasts for like nine nine months. Oh, great, fantastic. Yeah, but it actually comes through what it does is uh here's the thing. I mean, I'll just I'll give you what I give us uh a client. Ultimately, you have to rob that energy of being upset into realizing that that's the actual energy that will actually change everything. The energy that's making you upset is the energy that will change everything. So you've got all the energy you have and you need, and it also because it's so upset and it's impatient, it'll come up with solutions your mind normally wouldn't have seen. You're gonna come up with a brilliant. So what happens is like it's weird, it's like you're super frustrated, then you have a brilliant solution. Super super frustrated, then another brilliant solution. Usually out of frustration, sometimes out of the ego, because like the ego's like because your ego's like, I'm never doing this, I'm never doing this, I'm never doing this. Come time you run a super surround, you're like, fuck it, I'm gonna do it. And you do it, and you're like, oh, I was the one in my own way the whole time. So sometimes we're in our own way, and sometimes our ego is at a certain like position in life because we're like against our parents, or we're against our childhood, or against you know, against something you in youth, and then when we're more middle-aged, which is what this is, then this is your mid middle-aged crisis we're going through. Um that's what we call this mid-life crisis. This is midlife crisis, it's Uranus versus Uranus. Once you go through that, um, you have all these blocks up that don't really apply to yourself anymore. You don't realize you've blocked yourself into like a weird corner because it wasn't a thing back then, now it is. So it's just uh uh it's it's it's kind of crampy, but it gets you get through it.

SPEAKER_05 2:51

Yeah, so am I supposed to go crabby, crampy, crabby, all that and that stuff?

SPEAKER_03 2:55

You know, try to remember that like when you get upset, the solution is right there. Like whatever you're upset about, the solution is right there. Your honest just wants you to do it. You know how it is, Aquarius. Aquarius know what has to has to be done, they just want you to do it. Yeah, so it's kind of like you're under your own energy.

SPEAKER_05 3:09

Yeah, I do it. I I I dive in. So um, see, I've I mean I definitely have a big to-do list that I've done create I've created.

SPEAKER_01 3:18

So I know this aggravation.

SPEAKER_05 3:21

I'm definitely diving in. I it's not aggravation to me. It's like distra um I'm not saying distracted, it's it's preoccupied. You know what I mean? So um, so my my mic is very preoccupied with all these different things I'm doing, and so I have to like then spread the time out and energy out and balance it accordingly. So yeah, sometimes I just I just get my head at times like this when I have a massive um you know to-do list of things I'm okay, I can accomplish this. So yeah, yeah. I would say it it I it's only frustrating, I guess, if they're interlapping, right? You know, so say if I were these things I'm doing and they start to conflict with each other, that's where it gets frustrating. But most of the time I'm just very preoccupied.

SPEAKER_03 4:00

Well, I uh, you know, again, in the moment, and this is me looking back as an old man here, uh, past my counter on return. At the end of the day, a lot of times the frustration is the mind doesn't have the solution. What's up, you're you're emotionally upset. And we tend to think it's our mind. It's not our mind, it's we're emotionally upset. And emotional upsetness has like really only the solutions of a two-year-old. Take yourself outside, go for a walk, you know, like put on tubby tubbies, you know, like the tubby bears, like you know, ultimately um little things that just soothe you, and you just soothe yourself out of it, you just massage yourself out of it. Um, after a while, you just start going on auto massage. But I mean, I think at that time I was carrying you know balls in my hand, and I was like all these, you know, the squishy balls, like all these things that because I just could not. I'm a very aggro person, anyways, and um I just cannot I am, I have tons tons of energy, tons, tons, tons. Yeah, me too. And so it has to get out, it has to get out. It's like I go crazy. I mean, to me, um being tied down and not being able to move the would be the worst torture in the world. I don't know how I would do it.

SPEAKER_05 5:02

Oh, yeah, I mean totally. I mean, that's calm out. That's aquas too. Like, we need to like be busy, and so yeah, I I just find myself like we're very preoccupied. So I think that you know, it's like the having the multitasking energy and then like kind of getting upset that I'm multitasking, it's like I just was focused on one, and you know, but I I feel like at the same time it's like everything kind of comes together when I know that I'm like working on other things at the same time is a parallel, and so I know at some point they're all gonna interject and like oh I'm glad I did it all at the same time because now it's all you know commingling, so to speak, you know.

SPEAKER_03 5:33

So yeah, you're being pushed out of your comfort zones. Um, but you know, a lot of times there's innovation there, and sometimes it's because things are meant to crash. So for instance, I've had a car pile up and I had things like the pep talk is late and the pep talk is late because I've had a car pile up and it doesn't matter. People are like, they're just like sound the alarm, you know, like uh and it's like and when you're there, it's like you know, you realize you know what, whatever's gonna happen is gonna happen. If someone is just that's it, their final straw, then that's their final straw. Like I we I I just realized I surrender. I guess the question, the answer is you surrender to it and you see where it takes you. And I found that it usually took me to a better place. A lot of times, you know, someone leaves and needs to leave, they're always complaining. Someone does, you know, some sometimes I learned that I shouldn't have done this. I mean, a couple times this week alone, I've I realized I realized where I shouldn't have. And for me, it's like seven steps before. It's like seven steps before, like at the grocery store, should not have given that grandma a free reading. That was it. The whole day off, you know. Um, so yeah, and there's the more you do than you can do. There's more to do than you can do, yeah.

SPEAKER_05 6:36

Sure, yeah. And that that's what I was kind of that's what I was saying actually a couple weeks ago about like going into 2026 is like really finding the priorities, right? And like whack them all. You're just kind of like whacking the shit out that doesn't need to be popping up all the time, you know. So um, and I think right now, like making the space for what needs to be, because a lot of times we are in loops and in the intellectual cycles, and you know, thinking, Well, I gotta keep doing this, I gotta keep you know appeasing that person. It's like, no, that person actually needs to exit now. And so it's really shining a line of a lot of that for all of us. But for me, it's like I'm seeing the light on all this like cool shit that that's gonna be expanding. So I'm like, oh my gosh, I want to do it all. So that's that's kind of the predicament I'm in. So it's like overexcitement, but at the same time, really kind of bugging.

SPEAKER_03 7:18

Well, that is part of it. I right now I'm dying to do film, like I'm dying to shoot, I'm dying to write something. I've got something in my mind I want to write. It's like I've already applicated to writing a nonfiction book, so I can't write that book yet. It's like you just want so much. And a lot of times you look back and you go, Why didn't uh you know so and so do this? Well, now I'm in their their shoes. I'm like, because something had to go. Like sometimes things just it's just sometimes it's gonna be something's not gonna happen that you want to have happen, something's gonna get canceled, you don't want to have canceled, and in the end, you know, there's just only so much that can happen. That's it. In the end of story, you know.

SPEAKER_05 7:49

Well, this is gonna tell a lot of my clients a lot of my clients, a lot of times we are psychic with a lot of things, like just individually. So I'm saying, all because we have ideas doesn't mean it has to all be done now either. So if we've become really good at mastering the idea of like where is it placed on my trajectory, then you realize that chapter is here, so therefore, cool, I don't need to stress about it now because that's there. And when we start like understanding how to align it all and how to like distinguish it in our trajectory, then we become more clear and we understand that there's a process of things, you know.

SPEAKER_01 8:19

Yeah, right.

SPEAKER_05 8:20

Yeah, and sometimes life calls to like for at least for me, like we gotta get this all done now because in the in the long run, it's all gonna connect together. That's where I'm at now. But for a lot of us, I tell a lot of my clients, like, okay, you have that great idea, but that's maybe that's next year, or that's two years down the road, not now. Oh, I feel so much better. It's like, yeah, it's because you're trying to encumber yourself all now, right?

SPEAKER_03 8:40

You know, no, exactly. I I was gonna say that's what I call grill philosophy, which comes from grilling steak. Uh, you know, if you have a steak, it's gonna be well done, it's gotta go in one corner of the grill. You got steaks that can be actually in the hot fire because it's gonna be fast. You know, like there's a philosophy of how to cook in a lot of steaks. I've worked a lot of steakhouses. Those boys in the back kitchen, they're masters of it. Those steaks come out perfectly because they know each one has its own time and it's thickness of it, all this other stuff. Ultimately, you have to have a thousand things on the grill if you want to be successful. And and so to me, it's like each child gets a little bit of attention. Most of them are growing slowly, and some have to go you know, faster fire because shit happens, money's gone, or business deal falls, something happens you didn't expect, so suddenly you're like having to you know on the fly change it. The trick is to get into the groove of cooking, you know. I mean, like that's I think the trick to to enjoy the uh you know the karate you know action film kind of part of it, and to kind of get into the groove of it and try to be in it. But it's not easy because you have to be grounded to do that. But it's here's this interesting segue. This is a time where human beings have to perform, period. Okay, guys, everyone has to perform. What you have been is not enough. That's called ascension. Ascension is that what you've been is not enough, it's gonna go higher now. It doesn't matter you've done it this way for 30 years, it doesn't matter, you know. And like Scott says, it's AI, all these things are offering new opportunities. As a person who's always been an opportunist, who's done his best to find the best things. Now I see so many can't pieces of candy I want to like go taste and try and like play tools I want to play with, I'm overwhelmed in Toys R Us. I'm just like, oh my god, I hear what you're saying, Scott. Like there's so much I want to try, and I get kind of like, oh, I'm sitting here doing this stupid report, you know, I want to do this. I'm the same way. I'm like, you know, um, that's where AI will help. But you know, the world actually and what you're experiencing too is you a it's you it's you're coming in your birthday. So guys, whenever it's your pre-birthday, you know, is your birthday fet? Has it happened? No, it's coming up right 13th. Okay, when it's your pre-birthday, no second is happy birthday. Oh my god. I'm getting confused in the beginning of it. Yeah, no, I'm 13 degree, and by February 13th. Yeah, happy birthday, dude. Yeah, so there you go. That's the throat right there. When is your birthday? When it's your birthday period, you are basically the sun is coming back to where it was and it's gonna go and then slingshots forward. So there's like a your life slows down before the birthday and then speeds up after the birthday. And it's literally a time crunch thing. And so before the birthday, it slows down almost like a car accident where you're like looking at your life and all the shit that sucks. And so most people are unhappy right to their birthday because they're like, uh uh uh uh. It's just a weird phenomenon. Then the birthday hits, and you're like one day you're like eh, and then boom, you're shot out of a cannon because there's a renewal of while I'm gonna this year, I'm gonna, and then you just everything erases, and people manifest things faster to them in that time. Now, on top of that, I was gonna say with the plants, I'll skip to the plants part now. Right now, we are actually going through a major ascension. This is it. It started with that full moon we had on your birthday, by the way. Happy birthday was on your full moon, it's a full moon at Leo at 13 degrees on your birthday, and that ultimately was a kind of a titty twister from the universe saying, Hey, are you gonna be happy or what? And people felt that way. Now, I know people who died in my family, we had to be a death in our family. We had uh someone who was I thought would be married break up, you know. We just had major, like, wow, wow, little wows, but all in each case you could tell, you know, the even the person who passed away, but this relative, you know, I hadn't seen her in her heart in a long time. She was not happy. So it's like not a surprise, you know, what happened, but still it's kind of a pain. And then what happens is from that full moon, we start to accelerate. So we have a we have a solar eclipse coming at 28 degrees of uh Aquarius. This 20 degree solar eclipse is gigantic because it's a huge investment of high vibration. 28 is the highest degree you can go to. Uh 29 is chaos, you don't want to go there. You can build a society with 28 is the building of society, and Aquarius is the sign of society. And so a 28-degree solar eclipse in society in society means that that's the reboot. That's a okay, let's go ahead and upgrade. So we're feeling the upgrade, then the upgrade will happen by the end of uh August. By August, I argue 5D is available.

SPEAKER_05 12:46

Well, I always say, you know, we have to break down a breakthrough, right? The very cliche bumper sticker, right? So um we've done a lot of the breaking down, so we're gonna see a lot of things fully break down and kind of like where the foundation is now like kind of ground zero, so to speak. So, and we've been doing that. And I I've been saying for a while that you know, we've been in the trial and tribulation period since 2019. And now we associate the you know, book of revelation as far as the you know, the rapture and so forth with ascension. And to me, the rapture is that when we evolve from 3D to 5D, and there's always a trial and tribulation period before that process, and those who don't you know evolve their perspective will be left behind, so to speak, which means that we you know tremble up by AI or they won't be able to survive in the new world, so to speak, right? So that's why it's important that we are evolving and ascending. And but this is a period now where that cycle begins of that full breakdown, the ground zero, the rebuilding, the restructuring, the revolutionary period, right? Um, because we just got we just come out of them or actually in between the tribulation phase. And so we have to start identifying what that means individually, but also how that contributes collectively too, because I think so many people are just so focused on their own life, and we have to understand how is that what is the ripple effect of our lives with other people around us, and how's that affecting people, you know, in the long run? So we have to start thinking more collectively now more than ever. Um, and you know, enough of this me-me-me crap, you know. Yes, we have to do self-love. Yes, we have to attend to the self first, but that true self-love energy, as we always say, turns into I want to share it, I want to express it, I want to expand it. And so this is where we need to really be at right now.

SPEAKER_03 14:17

Well, that's what we're talking about. It's very Tommy you say that because uh, first of all, it's a self-love episode. I don't know if you know that. We're doing the talking self-love today in the Christian of it. But secondly, um that was a brilliant script personally, and then secondly, uh, we are at that point. Actually, this this Aquarius, Pluto's at step three, uh, which Pluto's the final line, but the the the full moon is at 13. The breakdown of the full moon, wherever God puts a full moon, that's where we're breaking down, which means that's where we're gonna regrow. We're gonna grow back. So we're gonna grow back. We break down on your birthday, just as you are breaking down here. I'm kidding, you're doing great. But we break down on your birthday, it means we're breaking down 13. That means our daily life is in fact breaking down. Two years ago, it was inner self. So basically, to your credit, the self-love thing, you're late, people. We told you two years ago to do this, and now you're late. That's what we did. Because we're gonna move on to society now. We're gonna move on to society.

unknown 15:06

Yeah.

SPEAKER_03 15:07

So you have all the people who are into the work, you know. Hey, we told you, listen to us. We know what I think. What happens though for a lot of people, they won't get off their ass and help themselves until they see their life breaking down. So for most people, they don't get to the inner work until God is already cueing the day-to-day work, and that's what's being cued this year. Day-to-day life has got to be better. Now, here's what's going to break down the big national sub-level is going to break down while actually we have the uh the middle grade, the middle, let's say middle class consciousness really developing themselves back up. So it's an interesting transformation as we're watching it unfold, you know.

SPEAKER_05 15:40

And I and I want to interject on that too, because I think a lot of people have slow their progress on self-love because the the poor definition of what self-love means. You know, people think we're just on basic saying, oh, I need self-love, I need to pay for myself and go to spots. Like that might be an expression of self-love, but how about the fact that you have to stand up for yourself more? How about the fact that you have to you know keep your space clear and stuff, you know, proper boundaries for yourself? That's self-love too. You know, how about the fact that you should be expressing those things that you're afraid to express because that's part of your your soul, you know, soul's voice in a sense, right? So it's all these different parameters that equal self-love that many people just thought it was like I just have to pamper myself and just like be happy that I'm overweight or be happy that the the bad things. It's like, no, being self-love doesn't mean you're you're embracing the bad, it just means that you're accepted for it, but you're evolving and growing from it, you know. And so I see so many people just had a bad definition of self-love, which is why they never accomplished it or they haven't gotten so far in their progression with self-love, you know. So I mean that's what we identified.

SPEAKER_03 16:36

That's what it's about. Good, good, good lead. Thank you for getting that. That's a good brilliant lead in actually. You gave us a lead in, that's what we're gonna talk about. Uh it's you know intentional, I'm telling that. No, your higher self is definitely dialed.

SPEAKER_05 16:49

Or was it?

SPEAKER_03 16:51

Um self-love is gonna be the name for a lot of people on the Epstein list. I mean, we have quite a headline this week. You guys, I feel like I think I feel like everyone, honestly, here's the thing, y'all. It's here here it goes. People said, What's coming up? Here it's it's starting now. Okay, it is absolutely starting. This is it, this is the fabric unraveling of the sweater. And if you did a lot of self-love work in the last two years, you'll remain calm. If you did not do self-love work, you will not remain calm because you are seeing crazy in the world, and it's reminding you of the crazy on the inside. And so, if you if you feel so crazy on the inside and you see the crazy in the world, you're gonna be really upset at what you see because you're seeing yourself kind of you're seeing versions of yourself. Either way, we're all gonna flush the toilet and clean this thing up, and that's I think what we've come to do. You know, you talk about reconstruction, I agree, but this is not the part yet. This is the right, this is the sit back, you know, brew some tea and watch the buildings fall, you know, for a minute. Uh, because they're going to. I think it's a lot of people.

SPEAKER_05 17:45

We're like leveling out ground zero, right? That that's kind of what's happening. That's the cycle that's say 226 is a cycle, but like we're just now almost like ground zero, we gotta level it out now. We gotta smooth things out, we gotta take some missing pieces out. Like, that's the if I'd kind of bring an analogy to that phase and don't worry now. That's the phase before we rebuild. Yeah, I agree.

SPEAKER_03 18:03

We're in discovery, we're still getting the x-rays, we're seeing how deep the cancer goes. We we don't know what I tell you.

SPEAKER_05 18:09

What did I say in 2025? Said 2026, all gonna be out innovation, discovery, and finding one's place and finding placement of things, right? So that's like the general essence of 2026. So, yes, discovery is key. And that's speaking of discovery, we're discovering a lot with the episteme files, aren't we?

SPEAKER_03 18:25

Yes, I mean, well, we'll start actually with Xi, I guess. Um, space SpaceX has emergence with XAI. I guess that's a corporate thing if it's a merger. This this advance, uh, I don't know if I'd like that personally. Like, wait a second. I was an X, I'm invested in artificial intuition or artificial uh intelligence, and now I'm on a spaceship. Like for the companies to merge like that, it's like a little, huh? I see why they need each other, but anyways, this advanced plans for sci-fi style data centers in space betting an orbital infrastructure to power massive AI compute needs. Okay, that makes sense. That makes sense because it'll stay cooler, at least. I mean, that's the problem, is the coolness, right?

SPEAKER_05 18:57

Well, well, yeah, but that also doesn't put its strain on our resource because a lot of these data centers, you know, are very loud, they cause a lot of like frequency contamination for people. A lot of people are complaining about like some of their data centers they built right in their neighborhoods, some getting headaches, it's like some can't see because it's noisy, right? And so, um, and I've seen a lot of these where they create data centers, they have these huge like pools that they create, like Caribbean, you know, oceans in a sense, and the pools kind of like cool down the system. So I'm like, you know what? It's good if they're able to do that in space, you know, this way, you know, and they'll probably find more resource somewhere along because I predicted some some some part of the 2026, they would be been to harvest some sort of resource in other planets, maybe Mars, I don't know. Um, and able to maybe utilize that for this. So that's kind of in alignment to what I was feeling for this year, too. So that would be a good thing if they start putting the data sensors in space.

SPEAKER_03 19:47

We should just be smart, you know. I can't go too far on this, but Denver, Colorado, my brother Michael is an engineer, electrical engineer, like of installs and stuff. He's telling me a story about in Denver, they had this re-massive like repiping of all the sewage, right? So they were repiping the sewage and they put it into this big this big pipe. Well, it turns out like all the poop from coming from all the people at the same time is very hot, it generates a tremendous amount of heat. So much heat that they can't like let this poop thing sit on anywhere. But long story short, they found a way to actually capture the heat off of it and turn it into something. So it's like, huh? We need to start thinking that way. If we're gonna put off a bunch of heat here, why don't we heat some steam over here and make some electricity or something? We need to start thinking in those types of terms, is what I'm saying.

SPEAKER_05 20:26

It gives a new meaning to a hot pile of shit, doesn't it? It just gives a whole new meaning to that.

SPEAKER_03 20:30

I can't get over that too. My brother's like, you know, just you know, all the shit of Denver is making power. Uh NASA begins countdowns for crude lunar missions. Crude lunar, that means uh some cruel people going to the moon. Oh, crude, gotcha, will be the first time humans will venture beyond low Earth orbit since Apollo 17 in 1972. Hmm. That's just that's us right there, too. It's like, hmm, okay. We were like on our way to the moon. I mean, any comments on that psychically?

SPEAKER_05 20:57

I mean, I again I felt like there's there's gonna be a lot of space, outer space, NASA, you know, type of in I would say experiments this year. I said I predicted for last year for this year, so I'm not surprised that they're gonna be diving to that venture. I do definitely feel like they want to kind of have more contact with Mars somehow and also with the moon. So um I feel like there might be a lot of those types of you know interests and intentions this year. So I'm not surprised. Um you know, beyond the low earth and going further out and see what's and these other planets. So I feel like we've had when was the last time we went to weren't on the moon? We have so much better technology now, but we haven't got been able to go back. So it's like something something smells fishy there. Something smells like a hot bottle of shit there, right? So I think this this year we might start ri recognizing we can do more than what we thought we can. And so there'll be a lot more discovery in that avenue. So yeah, I'm not surprised to be venturing further out.

SPEAKER_03 21:49

I think it's an alibi for NASA and their secret space program. You know, like they're just like Yeah, exactly. Right. This is how far we got. What did you say you gonna get? You know, it's like whatever. Uh Apparently an iPhone computer is more popular than the Apollo computer on the Apollo. So it's like okay. So you haven't able to beat an iPhone the entire time. But we'll just see. The Minnesota crisis update continues. ICE continues to lay siege to Minneapolis. Protests continue and spread nationwide in regard to this. Um yeah, well, yeah, we've talked about that last week, but it feels it's just part of what seems to be happening. Every state seems to be having something like this, y'all. I don't want to make yourself picked on at all, Minnesota, but geez, it seems like all of us have had one big thing like this happen to us.

SPEAKER_05 22:31

Yeah, well, I think I think they also administration has called for them to now uh tremor the troops from Minnesota now. So I think now they're pulling back. So it's like this has been this back and forth consistently, and obviously it's political, you know. Obviously.

SPEAKER_03 22:43

Um there's no one else to pull, you know. Like it wasn't, they were under siege, they were looking for illegal immigrants, right? That was the whole reason they were there, right?

SPEAKER_05 22:51

It wasn't policemen initially, and then you know, two American citizens end up dead, you know. So, how did how's that going, you know, in that sense? So just the tactics were not really. I think this I think a lot of people were not trained effectively. I think that because I know there was like anyone could have like signed up to be part of ICE and they had like a 45 you know hour or two-day training or something of that nature. Um, and that's all they had. And so you have all these people coming from who knows where for who knows what, and not trained very well. So that's caused a lot of issues, you know, and chaos, unfortunately. So, but I'm very proud of the people because you know, I don't know why all of a sudden like protesting has got such a bad name. I think it's become like a left-righty thing, but I think protesting is what's gotten us and standing up is what's gotten us to revolutionize a lot of rights that we have now. So whether you're left or right, it's good to protest, whatever it is, you know. Um, and I think people standing up in Minneapolis, and I mean hundreds of the thousands, well, not it's not hundreds of thousands, but thousands and thousands of people showed up in this freezing snow, freezing cold. And it's because of their voices of like, okay, well, let's let's take some troops out. So it definitely does make a lot of uh change when we at least stand up because then they start recognizing holy shit, we have all these people that are upset, and it's this little cantani government, it does freak them out a little bit, you know, when we have all these people revolting.

SPEAKER_03 24:06

And my my point is again, this is happening everywhere in the United States. It's you know, it's like the our our entire nation needs to wake up, and so when LA was going through it, was Minnesota worried about them? Maybe, maybe not. Like the point is we all need to care about each other, and this happens in LA every day, this happens in New York every day. What's happening, y'all, in Minnesota happens everywhere every day. We have a problem, we have a real problem. I just want to say, and I think it's Adderall. I think it's I think these I think these officers, I'm sorry, I think it's Adderall. You know, part of it, yeah. It's illegal drug. Yeah, all righty. So we just too much coffee, you better lay down and get that decaf. Okay, here we go. Bill and Hillary Clinton are scheduled to testify in the House Oversight Oversight Committee in regards to the Epstein ties. This revolves a month-long standoff between the committee issued subpoenas in 2025 demanding the Clinton's appearance. Department of Justice uh released it over okay. So that's that was the end of that one. So, yeah, the Clintons. Well, the Clintons have been always very good at dodging court back when they're in prison. You know like he's uh did not have sexual relations, you know. Like we all heard that quote, and then we heard him say I did, you know, like so. We know, uh you know, we know. But it's interesting that uh that it's interesting that uh it goes back to that. You know, I think we're gonna see probably a root canal in this country all the way back to Ronald Reagan. Probably, you know, um, so we'll see. But honestly, I have to say, things have been kind of weird since Ronald Reagan. I mean, country's been weird. It's been weird, you know, it's been weird this whole time we've been growing up. It's not even a lot of people.

SPEAKER_05 25:35

Well, we haven't had we haven't we haven't had uh, I think since Nixon, uh such a disapproval rate of an administration, you know. So it's been since Nixon, I think. So you know, there's a lot of change, and a lot of people are I see a lot more people unifying. I'm starting to see like you know, right wing podcasters and left-wing park churches now combining forces and and podcasting together and just discussing their differences, you know.

SPEAKER_03 25:58

That's called journalism, buddy, when you have both sides, right?

SPEAKER_05 26:01

Right, and they're able to say kind of meet and discuss this now. So there's been more of that, and I'm like, that's what we need to be doing, like just have these conversations, and and and so it's happening. I feel like again, Trump being the disruptor has created us to like turn against government and now focus on each other, and we're still in that process, there's still a lot of fragmentation, but it it's definitely gonna catch up. But I'm not surprised that you know, I've always said you know, Clinton is a is attached to this, but not in the ways we think for some reason. Like it's obvious to think, like, oh, yeah, he's the same, whatever, but and not that he's clean, but something that he's that they're charging him that I don't think he is guilty of, too. There's something I've always felt that he's not guilty of in relationships, you know what I mean? Yeah, could be her, right?

SPEAKER_03 26:43

Where's the guilt? I mean, uh, the Obamas had a missing chef recently, you know, like that's all I go on there, Nantucket Island. The Clintons have stories around them like that, too, like missing people, missing this. And I went to high school in Arkansas while he was while he was governor. Oh, they do L people, yeah. And when I went to high school in Arkansas, before I even knew who he was, okay, in high school, these are Christians who love to gossip. They were saying, like, there was rumors about our our governor, our governor Clinton, like some young people, and they he does a cocaine and all that sort of thing. Swear to god, like that was rumored like who's cocaine, who's who's Bill Clinton, and who what's cocaine about? And then we find out if he runs for president, you know. It's like wow. So, you know, y'all think is I don't know, if you this is a deep, deep conversation we'll have, but I do feel like this. The universe is saying that things have got to go up. We've got to be happy. That's the mandate from the universe. We've got to be happier and have a higher joy. That means anything that is holding us down is gonna come up like a pus. That said, let's rule the clip about Epstein. We'll have a clip here.

SPEAKER_05 27:40

This is a distraction. I mean, obviously, you know, let's let's call it's call it the obvious here. This is all distract from the Epstein files. Let's just call it what it is. That's what this is about.

SPEAKER_03 27:50

At this point, we have to all say, you know, forget what free conspiracy. Let's just all take a vote. Is it maybe a distraction, guys? I think we need to have a conversation. Like, do you guys think it's a distraction? So, does someone want to write on the board like what the distractions think we are? You know, can we organize a little bit? Like it's right on the board what we think they are. So, this is what we're not, this is what we can do. This is what the forefathers did, they formed the country the last time Pluto's. Yeah. My Pluto to Crazy ranch. So indeed, we were just funny.

SPEAKER_05 28:15

I was I was scratching my I was scratching my face. I'm like, wait a minute, it's not doing it on this ground, and then I realized I'm watching a playback. I was like, Oh, it's freaked me out for a minute because I was scratching my face and they see it on the TV.

SPEAKER_03 28:27

You're like you're in your roster. Now you're going down the well, you called it. I mean, you said it was you said it was a distraction for Epstein. Could have been. I mean, it's literally in this last week that we had this release of the Epstein um uh files. I mean, basically, and that was of course determined to do, but the Department of Justice releases over three million documents from Epstein Files, and uh uh you know, we had said this distraction, probably so. And some of the notable revelations include the following that allegations of grotesque sexual misconduct and ritual abuse involving George Bush Sr. I've seen that man give a speech was like that to me. It was it was misconduct, ritual, it was abuse to me. I hate what I'm kidding. No, I'm not surprised, honestly. Uh you know, I guess it's hard to joke about this because it's gonna be heavy. In fact, we have to actually remember to laugh about this stuff, not laugh about, but continue to laugh in life, not laugh at this because we're gonna see some, I think, some heavy stuff about how some people have gone to crazy means um in the idea of power in our lifetime. And um and so I do now. This is something I can't tribute to myself, these rumors about four years ago. So, you know, and they shocked me at the time, but I think back to you know, the similar period happened in World War II when we had, you know, mechanized killing of Jewish people and mechanized killing where industry turned a factory of killing. We took technology and killed faster. It's like wow, to me, that was the most disgusting thing you could ever do. Well, apparently, there's more is just as much disgusting stuff. Um, and you know, I don't know with George Bush Sr. I just a psychic read, never energetically liked the guy ever. Never liked it. As a kid, ever. Somebody just felt wrong, never wanted to meet the president, didn't care. I thought he was a worm, a talking worm, you know. And as I became psychic, I started getting seeing flashes of I think you know, I'm just gonna put out there I have no evidence. This is my psychic guy, but I think he was behind the Reagan shot, you know, Reagan shot. I just kind of feel like the way I always felt like I just felt like he was. Like I can't, you know, I have no evidence, it's just my imagination, silly, silly psychic side. And also when Reagan came out from his surgery from that, I think something happened to him in surgery because he started declining tremendously fast from that point, his memory's declining, and Nancy ran the show for the last two years. Like, you know, his dementia game went on really fast.

SPEAKER_05 30:30

Snipers don't come from regular citizens, that's governmental. And so, yeah, so I definitely feel like he that you know the our government was behind, you know, for of course the killing of that, you know, and then that in that in that era, you know. Um, and then we also have allegations that Bill Gates contract an ethnicity from a Russian prostitutes and asked Epstein for ambiotics for secretly administered to his wife, so there's that. So Bill Gates was actually being interviewed about this. He's like, Yeah, you know, I just I was not very smart to hang out with him. I regret hanging out with him. It's like, okay, you regret hanging out with him, but what did you do with him and what you guilty doing with him, right? So he's just trying to make it out. He just hung out with him, is innocently, you know, um, and being entertained with with Epstein. It's like, well, dude, come on, you know, so yeah, I think that a lot of the fingers are pointing at people you wouldn't think. I I think D D Pros Shokra was another one I wasn't surprised about that.

SPEAKER_03 31:17

When's the last time you asked a pimp for for antibiotics? I mean, like, what it's like, I mean if you were a man of power, you were in Windows, and you can't get your doctor to write a prescript.

SPEAKER_05 31:26

But I didn't realize it was Dr. Jeffrey Epstein. So, what does he have all these medications for, Mr. Epstein? And you know, what does he have there that people are going to him for? Antibiotics.

SPEAKER_03 31:35

Doctor, he's got blackmailed doctors. Let me call my blackmail doctors and I'll get some right. Uh, the thing is, you know, as far as the involving George Bush the misconduct, apparently what's happening is that there's there's this there's a satanic thing going on underneath the seams here, guys. We should have to talk about it. And I don't feel like uh I don't know, we'll see it'll come out or whatever. That's the auspice of it. So it's weird rituals that go back to us before tribal stuff, really. This is like tribal type behavior. But with that, uh, with with um with Bill Gates, you know, this man is a man who you know uh wrote Windows and gave us Windows and then gave us anti software, you know, virus software to kill the viruses that get into the windows that he writes. You know, it's like you know, he creates antibiotics and the it seems like the viruses, yeah.

SPEAKER_05 32:13

That's what I always said. I was kidding. I'm like, I said it's like the people who are creating the antivirus software are the ones creating the viruses, you know. So it's I knew that even then I was like about that when they were doing that. Yeah, totally, but you know, Gates was you know it was all about population control. I mean, he was like with the whole AIDS crisis and after his had his hands in that pot too. So I mean, he's obviously a dirty fellow, and I'm not surprised that he was, you know, is being called out. But it's like just but we just I don't know why they're just allowing these people just to lie and just say, Oh, I just was innocently hanging out with them. It's like press them. Well, what were you doing? You know, how you can you not know like what that what he was, you know, guilty for. Did you not know of this?

SPEAKER_03 32:52

Or if I mean psychically, I think there's this is just they're laying out the first details. There's tape, there's video, you know, like there's guys, there's tape and video, there's evidence. So I would be very careful if I was on you know, if I was M saying anything, because I feel very understand just what I know from the Epstein stuff. They taped everything, there was cameras in every room all the time.

SPEAKER_05 33:11

And that's like that's kind of stupid, too, in a way. But um, and they also saw like there's parts of the Epstein, you know, what estate that have like a prison, where just like prison cells and stuff in in there in the house, too. So I mean they're finding a lot, but here's a wonderful, beautiful thing. Now this isn't everybody's consciousness. I would say majority of people, if not all, want this to truth to be revealed. So it's gonna be revealed because just think of all the consciousnesses that are focusing on this and that are intending for this to come out to be true, that we're we're we're begging and and demanding the truth on this. So it'll it'll definitely come to manifestation for sure. That's a whole bunch of people unconscious of this energy trying to root, so it's not gonna go away. I mean, it'll take its time, they're gonna drag it out this year, they're gonna drag more and more out this year in with the ups and files. We'll get glimpses and pieces, nothing's gonna be done. I don't really feel like anything's gonna really be done until 2027. That's where I feel like there's gonna be a lot of explosions.

SPEAKER_03 34:05

Well, the way our courts run, yes. You know, we don't run, we don't we're gonna slow in this country with all that stuff. Um, the truth of the matter is I think you're gonna find y'all, it is a conspiracy. It is okay. Like to keep all this underground for so long and da-da-da-a-people of this caliber. Do you know how many people it takes just to get Bill Gates on a plane? You know, like how many people are in the loop? That's a conspiracy, okay? That people working together to do to break the law. In this case, they knew better. You know, honestly, the whole time that Bill Gates was telling me how I should have a vaccine shot and I should take his medicine, I was I knew this was I knew this had happened. And so for that whole time during COVID, I hated him. I hated him because I knew I didn't feel he cared at all. I just felt it was all bullshit. So anyway, that's all good. You know, now here's a weird one. Epstein pitched Bill Gates on secret health tech data, brain neurological weapons, brain neurological weapons, and pandemic simulations. Epstein pitched Bill Gates. So is this interesting? So Epstein was trying to sell Bill Gates on these things, you know. Is that because he needed to trade it for some uh antibiotics? Like, what was going on there?

SPEAKER_05 35:07

Well, I mean the the question you that that poses to somebody is like, what is Epstein, what is his ability to be able to assist in such things? Is the connections, is he doing nefarious things to to victims and so forth that he knows about this these these parameters? So it begs a deeper question of like how would Epstein have access to these sorts of things and knowledge, and you know, so but to me, I understand he's f he familiarized with a lot of people, familiarized with people who are understanding things, and they tested on victims, and you know, on that's what I believe, especially when you see these torture rooms that are in these photos of the files and like the prison rooms, these kind of escape or these uh uh uh basement doors, trap doors, and stuff. When you see how this how his estate was kind of built, you start wondering, and even the this dentist room of like these, you know, the chair and the stirrups and the chains and the whatever, like it's what are they doing to these patients and why is it all there? And and what are they doing? Are they disordering on people? Are they organ harvesting? I believe there's some organ harvesting going on, you know, or the that was going on then too.

SPEAKER_03 36:13

Yeah. Uh well, I think we'll find that uh to be true. Uh, but what you're seeing here, interestingly enough, as a sidetrack, is that this is the dark stuff we heard about with the Nazis. This is the same stuff that we all shook our hands at. And you know what we did? We imported all their most brilliant scientists and we started NASA.

SPEAKER_01 36:29

That's what we did.

SPEAKER_03 36:30

It's called Operation Paper Club Code. So, y'all, we have just been letting things happen right under our nose, and we've been acting like nothing's wrong, and like, wait, no, everything's good. It's you, Republican, it's you, Democrat. You know, it's like, no, no, it's not either of us citizens, it's something bigger. Epstein states, uh, Epstein states that Robert Maxwell, which is Glenn's father, was passed away, quote quote. That's the slang for found naked dead in the Arctic Ocean. After attempting to blackmail Mossad, so he was trying to blackmail. Well, that's kind of stupid. I wouldn't try blackmailing Massad either. That's common sense there, you know. You know, why would you even play play with fire like that? But uh video of Mexican model says that they are eating people uh that has been released. I guess she was talking about the people in the in this in the compound, huh? That they were eating the people again. I think cannibalism is part of that ritual. Uh Elon Musk messaged Epstein about getting his invite getting invites to his party. So you know, I don't know. That one's probably true, but I think that uh I can totally see that.

SPEAKER_05 37:25

I can it's just I couldn't even see him for the kids.

SPEAKER_03 37:28

Was it for the kids, or was it just like let me in, let me in, let me in, let me in.

SPEAKER_05 37:31

It was just like let it was before it be could be a socialite to be a part of it, and I also feel like to be access to young young women, girls, you know, maybe not like children, but like these like 18-year-olds, 17-year-olds, you know what I'm saying? And that just like I just see Elon like I want to be part of it, I want to be part of it, like the FOMO, right? FOMO, you know.

SPEAKER_03 37:49

I I can see that, I can see that. Um, and that's the thing, guys. With all this, we have to again, I just recommend we just take a step back and let people let's let people hang themselves, let's not jump to any conclusions because in some cases it may look like it is, looks like a duck, but it's not a duck. In some cases, it may look like a duck, it's it is a duck, but here's what got the Dalai Lama.

SPEAKER_05 38:06

But this that's what I was saying with Bill Clinton. Like, yes, there's some shit there at Clinton, but there's something that's it's not what people are thinking it is either. So I always kind of felt that with Clinton for some reason. Because like obviously you'd be like, Yeah, it's easy just to lump him in, right? But there's something I think that he'll be charged, it's he he'll be vindicated on, but there's also other shit I will say, you know. But yeah, the Dalai Lama.

SPEAKER_03 38:26

I think he will go. I mean, um well, we should do a we'll do a lottery next week. We'll talk about it. Yeah, we'll do like a contest on our guesses and who goes to prison, who doesn't. The Dalai Lama met with Epstein and is mentioned, uh and it's mentioned in the things the documents at least 1969 times. Now, whoa, the word is the fact that 69 is odd. Yeah, I'm just kidding, but but uh honestly, um that's shocking. Well, that's really shocking. I mean, that's just who knows, but was he? Here's the thing I don't know. See, see how twisted I am about this because like he could have been gone there because he's a spiritual person and he was like trying to bring some darkness in the light, or he could have been you know, struggling himself with the darkness in the light, or you know, there's a lot of like, hmm, doesn't look good though, you know what I mean? Like, and secondly, hmm, you know, if you're afraid of the Chinese government, like don't hang out with bad guys on the planet, you know. I don't know, it's kind of a risky move, anyways. Uh, it's not really valid on his job to clean up evil. I don't know.

SPEAKER_05 39:15

Most people with so much power, no matter how they package their power, are corrupt to me, is what I've been seeing. Because in order to get that influential and that powerful, there's gotta be a lot of ego and a lot of drive for you know, either control, power, whatever the case is. And we find a lot of that. And so I'm not surprised with even Deep Chopra's the next one, he appears in thousands of times, including emails, meeting notes, and of course, yes, Chopra and Epstein spending years after Epstein's 2008 conviction for listening to prostitution from a minor. So I'm not surprised about Deep Proc Chopra either. I always find when I used to see Deepak Chopra, I'm like, something's just so funny about this guy. Like, I always felt something off about him, something like just again, all presentation, no substance in a sense. And so, um, and I think when I saw an Oprah, I'm like, of course, they're all they're both part of that, you know. So it just to me, I'm not surprised by any of these names, to be honest with you.

SPEAKER_03 40:08

Deepak was always very I just couldn't, I felt like I wasn't. I don't know, I felt like I didn't get it, like I could never get what he's trying to get me to get. And I so I just felt like I just wasn't I didn't get him. I tried to connect, I tried to like reach spiritual through him, but I just couldn't. It didn't, he didn't leave me there. So I can say that maybe it was because he had this other side, you know. He's very cerebral, uh, but but the the Dalai Lama is like in his heart. That's what confuses me. I'm like, uh like you're is that like that confuses me, and that's they say someone the darkest dark has lots of light in it because it's the light in the dark person that gets the kid to get in the car, it's the light in that person, so it's really gray that light is abused in order to facilitate dark. That's what happens, and that's why we're so confused about it. It's not as black and white as we think. These bad guys are good to them, they have good sights to them.

SPEAKER_05 40:53

We have to also understand too like when we understand and master duality, then we get to a position in one of our incarnations where we do grotesque and negative things because and that's how we evolve. And so, you know, with we think spiritually, we think that you know we're gonna have to experience duality at some point in our existence, no matter what the the essence is. So, and part of that, yeah, is is is understanding the connection of karmic journeys and our understanding how to infiltrate certain karmic lessons with people and what your role is with that. And so, some people again, you might look at it as being evil, and then and and we might say that because we come from that part of evolution at wanting that density. But I think some people who are very highly evolved do wrap themselves more into that density, you know, as a way of understanding that duality. That's why these Illuminati people are always with the black and white, they understand duality, they master duality, good and bad. It's all it's all one, right? So they understand that power. That's why they flaunt those symbology all over the place. And so, you know, there's some truth to that, actually.

SPEAKER_03 41:48

I think honestly, the truth is power, you know, they say absolute power corrupts. Absolutely. Well, no. What I found is if you have someone who is has a small ego, they think nothing of themselves, they think of themselves as a P POS, and suddenly they win the lottery, suddenly they have power out of nowhere. So if someone who has who is never power hungry suddenly has power, they usually abuse it. People who are new to power abuse it, like power is very seductive. It's like you know, it's it's different kind of seduction. So I think a lot of people who are new to power, like you know, I don't even know, but Bill Gates was born into his father is very dark, also, and had lots of money. So who knows where that started? But when you have a weak person who's not really experienced and savvy, who's not climbed up by their own, you know, by their own talent to be in a place, and they're suddenly put into a place of power, nine out nine out of ten times, maybe eight out of ten times, they abuse it because they don't have the strength to stay stay true to an inner conviction.

SPEAKER_05 42:36

Well, I also feel too they've had power in a past incarnation, they're just repeating it and continuing it on. You know, I and I think I don't think Epstein is new to power. I feel like he comes from you know previous, you know, other political environments of power in his past incarnations, right? And so I definitely feel like he's just repeat, he repeated more of that. And so a lot of these people have these, I would say, bloodlines of bloodlines, physical power, but also the soul power in that sense, too. Um, that doesn't mean we're less than or inferior, they're just learning it in a different way. And I also started to say too, um, Christopher, I think there is some truth to some of these people being reptilian. I used to kind of scoff at that a little bit. I'm like, yeah, I believe in extraterrestrials, but but I do think there's some some that incarnate to experience these like dense this density and this weird intensity of density. So I do think there's some extraterrestrials who have those dark intentions that are incarnated in this planet as well.

SPEAKER_01 43:27

Um I think it's all extraterrestrial.

SPEAKER_05 43:29

I used to question that, but now I'm starting to really kind of buy believe that because you have to ask yourself, what is what is heart, what is it, what is in the body? What is habitating a body? It could be a soul or something else, it could be no soul, if it's some a body that's kind of just going by brain functionality where they feel soulless and lack empathy, or they could be actually incarnation from another planet, from all we know, right? And so, and I think the more we get into AI, that'd be accessibility to you know yeah, extraterrestrials to incarnate in different levels of consciousness to incarnate into robots and so forth, too, in the future. So we have to ask ourselves if we do believe in soul inhabiting a body, is it always a soul in there? Is it something else, another aspect of consciousness that's actually inhabiting? And that's that's what these people are who have no empathy that can harm a child. You know, I don't think that a soul from our nature can do that, you know.

SPEAKER_03 44:17

Well, we grow up and have a huge, huge box of conversation there. I I agree with you. First of all, no one on hum no one on earth is from Earth. We're all from different planets, we're all incarnated from different planets, all of us. I believe that we all incarnated, you know, before once they you know upgraded the orangutan or whatever it was to the higher human function, serious plays, you know, Arcturians, they all come in the incarnate into the human body. That's like part of the carnival of being uh, I think, of the of the of the company of heaven. I think that's what it is. I'm looking for the company of heaven. The company of heaven is that you can go into these different worlds and you can uh experience yourself as a soul in these different ways, is what I feel. As for something that uh some dark version that does, what I've heard is this if you refuse the light at death, you can actually hop back in and steal a body. But if you refuse the light, you don't cleanse between lifetimes. And so because you don't cleanse, you start accumulating and losing your light. Your waters goes down, down, down. This makes you more vampiristic. This makes you wanting to more to get more. And you know, so instead of going to the light, you refuse the light at death, you stick around and you talk some uh you know, guy and hitting on a girl in the bar using whispering as well.

SPEAKER_05 45:22

Well, the light well, the light is actually you choosing to want to evolve, you know. If you don't want to choose to grow and evolve, that means that you have to reincarnate and repeat it again. If you don't choose that, then yes, you'll be very parasitic in your nature, and that will come into very you're almost stuck in density, and a lot of these people are stuck in density, and so that's why they want to live forever because they can't evolve, you know, and to a certain degree. So that's why they're so hung up on the physical power and want to remain the physical power. So um when we rise above that, and that's kind of again the whole rapture analogy I was talking about earlier. When we rise above that, we go into 5D, then things become more accessible, we can manifest easier, things become less tangible, right? Things become less fluid in the physical sense, right? We can teleport, we get to that level, right? And so um, so we gotta the more we can rela release and relax on the density, the more we can evolve and allow our planet to evolve too, and our experience of the planet to evolve, you know. But a lot of people are just so stuck in density, and in order for us to evolve, our species, they gotta go. That's why they're they're breaking we're breaking this all down because they're stuck in density, they're keeping us bound in survival mode, you know. And so we're we're trying to evolve out of that. So I think this is a wonderful period, actually. I think it's an exciting time to be alive, to be honest with you, and witness this this evolution moving forward.

SPEAKER_03 46:38

I'll tell you, we came into this now. We'll talk about it sometime in the future. But the story goes that Atlantis was a pure society of pure good, known knew no evil, knew nothing, and it was ultimately uh dark an alien nation that started to corrupt the people. Yeah, and they started corrupted leaders, and so the the leaders started to get addicted to actually the high of darkness, and so they became really a it's kind of like a chemical or drug addiction that they're you know, as we all know, if you you know choke yourself while you're while you're having a sexual climax, it's more intense. There's an intensity to death to some degree, there's an intensity of things dying. Alcohol itself is grain that's been rotting for a long time, it's dead grain. Like a lot of our highs come from that dark, the that dark uh decomposition. The point is, is we have to learn to get high off of light and not decomposition. And this is, I think, what you're seeing is two forms of species. I do think that the uh aliens are living underground, and I do think the big flow is to try to get rid of the aliens, like all these interesting theories are out there about our world history. Uh, but here's coming down to it. The plan's going up to 5D. So I think what we see what we see is these conspiracies, if you want to call them, are to keep people from wanting from wanting it, from doing it to stay in the dark, to keep riding, because there are people want to get high off the rock.

SPEAKER_05 47:48

Well, and the thing is we don't have to run away from the dark either. Some people can feed you off that we can fuel from it too. You know, we have the darkness, and like we like we were talking about before about the having anger and just use that to like propel us forward to be more excited, more passionate. That's what we're here to play, we're utilize, we're here to convert, we're here to be those magicians, we're here to be the alchemists in that way, saying, I'll take this darkness, but I'm gonna fuel it into more delightness and more into the positive and more into expansion of myself. So that's what we should be doing instead of trying to avoid it. And a lot of you know, as I've always been vocal about these false spiritual communities saying, like, just don't focus on the negative and just like put under the rug. It's like, no, we can't do that. Let's use it and empower ourselves to convert it. And that's what we're learning. As they're like trying to be succubus on the physical, we're actually saying use that physical to propel us into more the non-physical, and that's what 5D is. I agree. And I keep seeing, I keep again the the image of what that looks like for me and this evolution is so getting so vivid, and what it looks like, and the color schemes and the vibrancy of it, it's so vivid to me. It's so close.

SPEAKER_03 48:47

The artist in you can see it.

SPEAKER_05 48:49

Um it's close, is what I'm saying.

SPEAKER_03 48:51

Cloaked, it's close, it's close. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. It's here. I mean, the reason why all the poop is coming up and all the bubbling trees going out of the ground is because uh is because the light is pushing it. I mean, we're we're going higher. And the fact that we realize we're sad is because we're actually you don't realize it. We that you realize you're sad, but you realize it because you're going up. That's what you know. You realize you're feeling sick because you're going up. It's because you're moving that you feel sick. It's it's because it is moving, in fact. So don't worry, it's gonna move it. There's no way off of it. You know, you're on this planet, you're gonna go. Uh, we'll wrap up with this so we have a break. Several world leaders and high-profile individuals impacted on this whole em scene thing include former Israeli Prime Minister Ihood Barak, Prince Andrew. We knew that one already. Bill Clinton, we talked about Donald Trump, we've heard that as well. Larry Summers, the former head of the treasury department. Okay, interesting. Richard Branson, maybe that's what the name Virgin's kind of all over everything, isn't it? And Elon Musk. All right. Well, I know. You have a brand that names everything, including Bubblegum Virgin. I think he's telling us something. I'm just saying. And we'll be right back after this. A virgin commercial. If you're watching us on YouTube, please be kind and do subscribe to our YouTube channel at SiriusJoy TV. Please click like on this video, and if you don't mind, hit the bell button so you're notified so we collectively defeat the algorithm overlords. The Sirius Joy Nonlinear TV Network is simulcasting right now on many media affiliates, including Instagram, x.com, and Facebook, just to name a few.

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SPEAKER_03 52:07

And we're back. Although astrologically, I already said it really earlier. We had that full moon that came to our body. And we have we have another uh big we have eclipse coming at 28 degrees Aquarius, and that's what this is. That eclipse is a huge energy to say we gotta go to step 28, okay? And we're starting breaking down at 13. That tells you right now that the chasm is about to happen. So self-love. Self-love. The question is, what is self-love? What the hell is self-love? I want to say though, I would say I'm the first person I knew talking about it. I'll tell you that. I I never heard it before I said it. And I'm sure I'm not the first person, but I wasn't hearing it. It's like a common thing now. It wasn't when I started. There's a crowd from the way, yeah. Go ahead.

SPEAKER_05 53:00

Yeah, when I when I when I started my work too with my clients, it was all about I was also writing about self-empowerment, you know, and like you can't do anything without self-empowerment. That's the root of all you know, creation, inspiration, spiritual gifts is to self-empowerment. So and believing the self. So yeah, it's always been my mission, but I I agree. The mainstream, we're just really talking about like how to pacify, how to like focus on what you want, how to get what you want. It's been all about that, you know, and that's not really what self-love is. And really discussing the elements of self-love, which is proper boundaries, allowing yourself to express without repression. So don't repress yourself and what you need. So again, self-love is allowing yourself to express, to purge in a sense, right? And also, like we said before, saying those boundaries, it's just there's a fine line about what you should be letting in and be very conscious of that, you know. And a lot of times people think that self-love is like what we were saying before in the beginning. I'm like, sometimes self-love is like stopping the gossip, maybe just don't turn your ear off to gossip because do you need to hear that stuff? Do you want to participate and be a participant in those things and what goes on in those negative environments? So, you know, again, being conscious to me is what's really what self-love is conscious of self. Well, and wanting to attend, you know.

SPEAKER_03 54:11

I feel that self-love ultimately is the foundation of 5D because but we look at it. The reason why we coach we're calling it self-love right now is because we had a time in our pit history where we were told to give it away. We were told by these spiritual entities or deities or whatever, that the you know, the myths that came in the scriptures that were written by the men, frankly. I'm sure the actual original deities were telling us some cool stuff, but the at the end of the day, you're supposed to love yourself first and and be there for yourself first energetically before you start giving things away. And so we've been basically on the sacrificial lamb uh consciousness for a long time. And so we have to think of it as self-love. The best time is to think about a time when you just had a blast. Can you remember a time where you had a blast? I mean, like such a blast with friends, laughing or something, you're in that state where you're just like having so much fun that you literally have a moment in yourself and you're like, it's so great that this life is so great. I love being alive. And that one moment and you say that to yourself, and that is self-love right there. That's it. That's 5D, that's how we wake up every day. That's how low we are. And you probably think of three examples of times in your life where you go, I'm so happy to be alive, like that. You're so happy you said it even. And that is where we're supposed to start the day. That's 5D to me. Self-love is what gets you there, and to me, self-love is a state of being. We should always just be loving to ourselves, always be loving, always is in every little thing. You know, the inner child is out, the smallest thing. And you know, when we see people who are happy, you know, like Betty White, for instance, seemed like a happy woman. She seemed like a happy woman. She did, she was always joking. I see her behind the scenes stuff, she was always happy, and she's a Capricorn. I'll get it. But, anyways, she was, and she was a grandmaster Capricorn. I'm kidding. But she seemed like she loved life, she loved herself, she loved everything, and she loved animals a lot. I mean, she really loved animals.

SPEAKER_05 55:45

She did. She's a huge animal lover, but huge, but you know, but you know, self-love is also a choice. I don't want to hear people say, Oh, I just don't know how, I just can't. You you're choosing to not love yourself and you're choosing to love yourself. It is a choice. So, and what we need to be very conscious of is how are we choosing to do it, you know, and what are the definitions of what we choose to be define as what self-love is? And is it really? Is it vapid? Is it deep? Is it really truly a desire deep down within, or is it just some sort of a pacified desire to you know pacify, you know, your your unresolved trauma? So these are things that I think we need to like emphasize first before we dive into self-love thing. Let's define what it really is. And so, yes, I agree. It really has to do with more of the internal love, which is always there. So are you choosing to look at it? You know, um but I would say I would say we just have to be conscious and how we're participating in what we're already doing in our lives now. Are you are you are you putting love into your your health, right? Because self-love is not so much like I don't feel the love, I don't love myself. I said, Well, you don't you can't wait to feel love for yourself. Put love into yourself, put love into means into how you choose your actions at your diet, with your health, with your well-being, right? Putting love into it is how you really kind of establish and maintain the momentum and sustainability of self-love and the consistency. Because so many people just think, like, you know, I just it's just hard for me to love myself. Like, well, put love in it. Stop trying to work.

SPEAKER_03 57:08

Yeah, you have to use love too, love. That's iron, that's a good point. And I agree. Uh, and I think it's in the response. Like, for instance, I had just today, I have to go to the doctor, and so it's like, do I go to the doctor or do I do this particular uh recording? Now, if I'm not if I'm not in that recording, everyone's gonna be mad, everyone's gonna think I'm stuffing off. And so, what's the self-love? Is it self-love giving myself out of being in trouble, or is it self-love going to the doctor first? Which is a self-love. That's a complicated answer. The answer is going to the doctor first, pissing off everybody. So a lot of times self-love means that people see you as selfish or whatever. I mean, I'm not saying for this show is that what happened, but sometimes people see you actually don't love yourself because you're afraid of not being loved by others, you're afraid of other people's love, and of course, being afraid of the supply of other people's love is because you're starving for love yourself in the first place. So it's in those moments of response, I think is the most powerful change. You want to change self-love, it's in the spot, it's a response to yourself, and it's an inside job, it has nothing to do with anything out of the world, nothing.

SPEAKER_05 58:07

And look, and people in my lives who are who are like tr struggling or trying to understand or adapt to self-love and and and being in that momentum, I'm very patient with them. You know, I understand they're gonna disappoint, so I don't, of course, don't get disappointed. I understand they're not they're not gonna hold to the word. I understand this thing's gonna be kind of rocky, and but I understand the process, and I'm just there to support them in their journey of like understanding that it's okay to be in self-love. And I want to be one of those people, it's like, don't worry about it where you're at because they're doing the work. If they're not doing the work, then forget about it. They're gonna be hold to accountability. But um, but those who are doing the work, I'm very patient on and very understanding because I know what it was like to like get myself to you get into that position and and understand the extreme dichotomy of like self-love and you know being all about others or having the surface love and all that stuff. I understand what it's like to try to find that balance, it's difficult. And then to like want to people please, right? And then you can't people please, and then you got so it times it gets a takes a long time to find that new footing with that, right? So I always say to those of us who are in self-love, we need to be very patient with those people who are, but not patient with those who are not. And we have to understand the differences too. That's how we self-love ourselves as well. So I can't be giving myself these people who are taking advantage who are not doing the work. So no, I I'm setting my boundary. That's how we could also self-love to those who are finding or not finding self-love, you know.

SPEAKER_03 59:22

Um, I learned with giving this week in the last two weeks, actually, because this is my big thing, is I don't love myself first, and I do go, I love myself when I do good things, I love myself when I achieve, I love myself when I succeed. So I have I'm a self-love, uh, I don't know, I don't know what I am terrorist. I've got myself under hostage. Uh, you know, I won't let myself unless I won't let myself unless these things happen or these things happen. It's a way of motivating myself, a lack of self-love and deprive depriving myself of self-love. That's what I found. Uh and what I realized is that ultimately you are all of your power comes from self-love. And if you love yourself first, you will know you'll have extra, you will know how much energy you have, and you'll want to give it to a person. Them asking won't even piss you off. Them asking won't even trigger anything because you have so much, you're like, hmm, which charity should I give to? Because you feel so solid when you're solidly loved like that. So it's like the fact that um that there's this tug of war at all with anyone else tells me for myself, I'm not speaking for you. For myself, I'm like, oh shit, I'm already depleted because this this question is pissing me off. And that'll happen. I could put myself out there as a helpful guy, and then people ask me stuff, and I'm like, uh, and I realize that is because I am deleted, depleted, right? Of my energy, and it seems selfish too. That's the other thing we have to work on in another episode. How self-love is not selfish.

SPEAKER_05 1:00:32

It's not it's not selfish, it's it's self-centered. A lot of people think self-loving is you have to be alone. I'm like, no, you don't have to be alone, but just spend more time with yourself. Big difference. I'm spending more time with myself versus I gotta be alone. It's like you'll never be alone, you don't have to be alone to to find that balance of self-love either. You know, and yeah, if if you've if you emptied your whole tank on all these people, how do you expect to have anything to give it? I mean, it's so simple that we don't we forget these simplicities, you know. If you deplete here, you're not gonna have patience anywhere else if it's all gone, right? And so, and that's the thing I was working out, right? Being patient with everybody in my life, and then all of a sudden, like I'm out and about, people are just irritating the hell out of me because I just have no more patience because it's divulgent to everything else, right? And so I had to find a way to navigate and set my boundaries, not you know, uh corresponding with clients on my off hours when they're not in sessions just because they're long-term clients, you know. And I had to find set boundaries on that, you know. Um, and with friendships too, my friends, my friends affit me to understand, and some of them do, some I still are learning that I'm reading people all day. I when I I don't want to hear more garbage every you know day in your problems, so maybe you have to kind of limit that with me because it's gonna drain me, you know. And so some friends know I know you're reading all day. I you know, talk to you later. They don't do the proper timing.

SPEAKER_03 1:01:46

I just send cards, that's all I do. Christmas cards, that's all you hear. So uh we don't fill our well and we we we spend no time. You know what I think we should do? I'm gonna say it right now and just blow it all. I think we should do the next three weeks on self-love. Like we should do all of Aquarius and early Pisces on self-love because this is actually the issue. This issue is so deep in so many directions. Uh, I think we can talk about it all in so many places, just the generic of it, of it or not of it. And and people are not good at it. You're right. It's people are good at it because we've been told to do this ever. We've been told take care of your family, take care of your church, do you be this, be that, who do this. Always stuff to be always never like how do you feel? Never turning back to ourselves. Well, how do you feel, little Timmy? We don't we don't say that. We go, Timmy, get your ass, you're or you're grounded. There's always this, you know, we're gonna punish you if you don't.

SPEAKER_05 1:02:30

We're not taught, and kids are not taught like to make a living for themselves to do what makes them happy so they can have the money to live a life they want to live. Instead, it's like you gotta bust your ass and make a living, work hard and pay so you can pay your taxes. It's like, oh, what am I doing for me?

SPEAKER_03 1:02:43

Or I have to work hard and your taxes, and or the more the millennial and you know, millennial and gen X who are overempowering their children, it's like, oh, oh, oh, giving all the love. No, you have to wipe your nose. You know, it's like that is them giving the kids what they wish they got from their parents, which should have all come from ourselves in the first place.

SPEAKER_05 1:03:02

Yeah. Well, I'm glad we started this talk about self-love, and I think we should kind of maintain it from different aspects the next week and the week following that too. I think it's a great, great time to do that during this time. And uh, tomorrow I don't do my live show, kind of what is uh next chapter, humanity's next chapter. So kind of get into that. I did 2026 predictions a couple weeks ago, then kind of the climate to what to expect. And so we're gonna talk about the what's the next chapter and what could he expect and how to prepare for that next chapter moving forward for humanity? Uh so that's tomorrow night, and as well, doing live readings as I always do every Thursday, 6 p.m. Pacific time, 9 p.m. Eastern time. And if you want, ScottCruz PM.com to book a one-on-one with me, too. So it's kind of wrapping that up there.

SPEAKER_03 1:03:40

Awesome, man. Um, looking forward to it. Can you fit in two hours? Like you're like the entire future of the Aquarius in two hours. Um I'll show up. We gotta talk to you. Um what time does that start Pacific time on Thursdays? Just starting. Six o'clock. Okay, perfect. Okay, yeah, we gotta talk about it. We gotta talk tomorrow. I just want to say Sirius Joy has releasing our 40 days of past lives and karma coming up. This program is amazing. It starts at zero degrees Pisces and goes all the way to 11 degrees Aries. And each day, the course is designed to give you kind of like self-journaling where you will journal about your life and your childhood while looking at parts in your chart. Something I kind of downloaded of how to compare. I'll tell you right now, you may know nothing about your past lives, but by the end of this 40 days, you will know very much, at least, the direction and the major themes. People walk away feeling so solid, there's no more question mark about that. And I didn't believe in past lives either, by the way. So I say keep an open mind. It's either gonna be clear or it's not gonna be clear, but we're not gonna force you to believe in it. You'll see for yourself, and it's based on your life. We'll have tickets available, we'll put it out everywhere on our social media where to buy, but just keep your earmark for that. And I think you and I, dude, we're gonna do like a little comedy thing of four days of past of our past lives. I think we should do starting stuff through little jokes about four days of our past lives together. And what that was.

SPEAKER_05 1:04:49

Yeah, we're supposed to like do skits of it uh of some of them together, you know.

SPEAKER_03 1:04:52

So at some point we'll the ironics of our history. It's gonna be fun. Yeah, keep it alive. All right, well, you guys stay in that self-love zone, I'd say, between now and next week. You know, um, you know, don't put up with a shift show. Love yourself more and leave out loud.

SPEAKER_05 1:05:07

Yeah, love out loud, guys.

SPEAKER_03 1:05:09

Come on. See you next week. I I flu.

SPEAKER_05 1:05:17

Like, you know, that would like to cover, a lot to cover. And of course, Epstein stuff is really dead deep, right? So it's easy to get wrapped up in that stuff. And self-love.

SPEAKER_03 1:05:27

I mean, honestly, self love is as big of a topic as Epstein, so I'm gonna go ahead and do it, right?

SPEAKER_05 1:05:35

Because revealing the truth is stuff love. Wanting to know the truth is the root of self love, right? Living the truth, so that's what we're creating for.