LOL - Ep 88 - From Self Abandonment to Self Love

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Produced by Erica El Hilali

Transcript

SPEAKER_04 0:30

Hello and welcome to LOL. Actually, our fun show here. We're not doing cold opens anymore, but I will say this. We're fresh off of a solar eclipse at 28 degrees Aquarius, and we're diving and drowning in Pisces already. I'm Sister Clint String, your psychic astrologer.

SPEAKER_03 0:45

And I'm Scott Cruise Psychic Media Mentor with Scott Cruz PM.com. And yeah, it's actually a lunar new year too, I think. Chinese astrology, it's actually uh that. So it's the fire horse or something.

SPEAKER_04 0:58

Well, fire horse and a solar eclipse. I mean, solar eclipse pretty much says fire horse, but what's funny is fire horse has nothing to do with eclipses or not. It has to do with um, you know, the particular cycle of the Chinese year. But eclipses happen when they happen by rotation of the earth. So the fact that they line up is not good news. But like I say, I just felt it and I'll say it's not good news.

SPEAKER_03 1:17

What's not good news? Explain.

SPEAKER_04 1:20

Well, what that did is literally fire us up. I mean, I'm not kidding. The term fire horse is so perfect because it is like a horse in the sense of incredible power, the energy right there. I had suspected that in a metaphysical way, because after all these 28 that we had for five months, and then this this was the fifth one, it was always sort of setting like this beak, you know, kind of like a constant. And then after that constant, you have this big, large uh solar eclipse, which is a blast of energy. It's at the highest frequency of Aquarius. The next one would be destructive, 29. So it's the highest frequency, so it's like a high, high bell got rung really hard by the universe, and then um, and then we dive into sensitive Pisces. So and it so happens to be a fire horse here. So it's like, yes, astrology agrees, Western agrees is fire horse.

SPEAKER_03 2:03

Okay. Makes sense. Makes a lot of sense. I mean, I think it isn't this week have isn't today's you know, the week this week, I would say, been in astrology kind of like uh the transits haven't been this way since like 40 something BC, I think I I heard. Um, but it's been like pretty intense, you know, this this week at you know, this current week. To the point where you know we're we're having to like my my statement.

SPEAKER_04 2:28

Well, it's gonna take AI to go back and find because human records have no records of this astrology. Like we just don't have this, we haven't seen this. And it's funny because being an astrologer, you don't really think about what you don't see. But like last year we had we had we had four major outer planets, like Saturn, Jupiter, Uranus, and what was the other one, the fourth point, but like they were all at one degree for like like three months altogether, but like together all at one degree for like 90 days. And we've never seen all the planets hit number one, you know, for 90 straight days, and the big ones we're talking Saturn, Neptune, and Uranus, the biggies, you know. And there's a point when like on that same day the sun would be at one degree, so you hit higher ones, so that harmonic we call it of the same step, uh, is more powerful. It means a lot's changing. And we haven't found that in history uh to date, but also these other anomalies, too. Like even the fire horses like since 1959 or something, I heard. Like, did you hear that? Like Chinese ones, it wasn't the last one that was like this for them was like 1960 or something.

SPEAKER_03 3:24

Yeah, what I was reading here is from Aquarius Solar Clips and Firehouse Chinese astrology yesterday to Friday Saturn Neptune conjunction at zero degrees. Aries, the last time this happened was 4361 BC.

SPEAKER_04 3:36

Yes, the Saturn Neptune conjunction at zero degrees. You know, like so that's like being at the starting line at the exact moment. Two major planets. I didn't have four BC. We think we found it in three, but maybe they're rounding up. But like, yes, that's also rare. Hitting exact notes. I mean, it's an Aries. So the last time we had this kind of bump was the American Civil War. American Civil Wars, last time Neptune went into Aries and Saturn did follow. They weren't exactly at the same time, but they kind of worked together. Pluto was in forest, by the way, so Pluto's focused on values, but um, but it was a similar bump. But this is like 10 times that maybe. And the thing is, the the point of this is like it puts this this vibration under everybody's skin. You know, it's how it feels, you know, you get triggered by stuff easier. And um, if you're holding on to stuff, you let it go easier too. So a lot of like things on the edge fall apart. Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 4:31

Yeah, I think a lot of people are feeling that shift, you know, a lot of people are feeling that change, you know. So I think it's pretty evident about what's going on in the world, it's going on individually. So I think people are feeling that a lot, but also feeling like either it's just gonna hit the fan, figuratively speaking, and also probably literally speaking too. I think people are feeling that, and people also feeling that, you know, there's gonna be some sort of change, revolution, shift. So I think people like can feel that the calm before the storm type of cliche. You know, I people feel that, and I can feel it, you know. And if you look at our world, it's you know, d if we can think about where things are going now with AI, the abstinent files, government, all that stuff, we need to start thinking about like when it really hits the fan with all that, what's what's it gonna look like? You know, and so there's gonna be a lot of good, and there's gonna be a lot of people, I would say, that are very uncomfortable by certain things that might be presented and revealed. And, you know, so and I would say if people relied on a lot of things as crutches within the political sphere, religious sphere, all that stuff that comes breaking down. That's not gonna be pretty for a lot of people if they've relied on those crutches and they start crumbling down. So um, I think it's time that we start asking ourselves, do we have any crutches? Do I have any crutches? You know, or things that I'm leaning on that shouldn't be leaning on that isn't myself, and you know, ideologies that I'm leaning on that are crutches, and maybe it's time to start, you know, removing those. You know, it's a problem.

SPEAKER_04 5:50

Yeah, and to me, it's not just a crutch. I mean, part of it is like me trying to fit in, like, you know, I just didn't want to be made fun of or whatever. I you know, uh for me, there's a lot of uh return to complete authentic authentic on authenticity. Authenticity to what I would really do if no one cared. You know, and so I just had grew up in a fighting household. Parents are always fighting, like the goal is always to calm the shit down, and so as a result, sure, sure, I'm I'm kind of like you, I'm kind of like you. Like I'd find the normal ground, but over time I'm like, why am I stuck by all these things and aren't me? You know? So to me, it brings a lot of that, and that's what it's calling for. I think it's I think the signal energetically is saying get to your core spirit, like who you really are spirit, like that is really the spiritual evolution, that may be the second coming. It just get back to who you really are on the inside, and then you'll look on the outside and you'll see a lot of things are absurd, you know, because maybe we've not been true with ourselves, you know, too distracted by the world, too, and not this world first.

SPEAKER_03 6:47

Well, I mean, well, that's what self-love is, right? So self-love is when you're actually being true to yourself, you know, putting love into yourself, you know, not lying to yourself, right? Not trying to convince yourself of things that you know that you shouldn't be convinced yourself of. So I mean that's a different dynamic of self-love, you know, and that's that's why we're we keep talking about that, because people think self-love is that you just like look in the mirror and say, I'm forcing myself to love myself. I'm forcing myself to love the image that I haven't taken care of. It's like, no, self-love is you're putting love into it, and you're not beating yourself up for what you didn't do or what you did do, and you're allowing yourself it is what it is, and I'm putting love into it now, moving forward. So um, I I think that's you know, when we think about like a lot of the cliches with self-love, it's just it doesn't hit the mark of what we should be doing, and then people fail at that, and they end the head end up hitting themselves because they're not doing it right and judging themselves because they're not doing it right. And so, um, so I think that's why it's important that we start, you know, that we get into that, the depths of it. There's so many different modalities of it.

SPEAKER_04 7:39

Dude, that's the art. I mean, tonight's show is self-abandonment versus self-love. And I think we were describing was the self-abandonment part. I never thought I was abandoning myself, and we'll talk about this after our headlines. I didn't think I was abandoning myself. I thought I had to go be this to love myself. I thought I had to do this before I could be good or perfect, or like I didn't give myself any of that credit. Like I was making myself earn it. Yeah, it's kind of how it works, and that's abandoned. And you end up abandoning in the process.

SPEAKER_03 8:02

So I'm well that's most people who most people think they have to earn love or earn those sorts of things will end up, you know, have abandonment issues because that's they have to they're abandoned, so they have to like pay the price to get it back, right? And so that's a typical formula, those who've been abandoned, they have to earn it, work for it.

SPEAKER_04 8:18

I think a lot of families use that as a way to control. I mean, a lot of families are like, well, dad's gonna be upset with you if this don't happen. I mean, that's the whole pressure, which is he won't let me. And that question isn't answered, you know. And it's not a household that goes, I'll love you no matter who you are and what you are, because that's not what they're saying. They're saying I'll love you if you do this, I'll love you to do that. If you don't, you don't get my love. And I think people now become addicted to appeasing other people. Or at least that's the first way of handling life. Maybe not addicted, they don't know their way. So the way of self-love, we'll talk about that. To me, this is a good topic, came up organically. Um, so what about the headlines? There's lots going on, the world is on fire, uh, and in a good way, you know. Uh but it is, but that's because I think everything we built is just not gonna work. Um our first is uh fuel crisis in Cuba. Did not even know about this till today. Cuba announces it has run out of jet fuel, according to Air Canada and others halting services. Oh gosh, I mean, I guess that's the Soviet Union issue, right? They they started their fuel was from the Soviet Union during the Cold War. I knew that. So what happened? I mean, doesn't Russia sell them? Or can they not, or I don't know.

SPEAKER_03 9:22

What rel my question is because I don't know this, what where what relationship was burned with Cuba? You know what I'm saying? Because obviously there's yeah, what and why, right?

SPEAKER_04 9:32

Because why are we so angry at Cuba? Why are we why are we worried about you know they're already making it to our shores anyway, as far as make uh as far as immigration, they're actually doing great immigrating with it under the border, no offense, without a problem. You know, like it's getting all the time. We don't f I don't want to focus on them. I'm just saying, is it's kind of weird. What is going on with Cuba?

SPEAKER_03 9:50

Because we officially don't like them, but yet we actually do obviously we're it also feels like a cut, it feels like a cover-up for something, too. Like, you know, oh, we run out of fuel, so we're halting services. It's like I don't know if I buy that 100% either. You know, it feels like a front for something for something else, you know what I mean? That's what it feels like to me. Because how do you run out of fuel? And what is the relationship? Is this another type of you know, blackmail situation that they're doing? It just seems like there's more to it than what it's being presented for me. You know, I just first time we've heard about it. I'm pretty much up to date with with headlines, but that's I've the first time I'm hearing this. I haven't heard that.

SPEAKER_04 10:25

Me too, me too. But also, like as I look at feeling in feel into it psychically, it's like, no, there's something very fucked up there. I don't know what it is. I mean every time a Cuba stories come up, I've been like, eh, like something felt weird.

SPEAKER_03 10:35

There's a relationship. There's a relationship between Cuba and something that's that's why this is happening.

SPEAKER_04 10:40

Well, apparently, we had there's a time when they're using sound weapons on our people that were like, I don't know, working there legit or not legit. I don't know. There's something fishing between the two countries, and it's funny that it hasn't come up.

unknown 10:52

Yeah.

SPEAKER_04 10:53

So I'm sorry you guys have a crisis. Um, I'm sorry they're having crisis. It does feel like some there's something. I'll say this, it feels like something heavy is going down.

unknown 11:05

Yeah.

SPEAKER_03 11:06

But I yeah, how I'm seeing it globally, like things are re things are rearranging, right? And so I think that you know, with the relationship this administration has created and also burnt, I think others are watching, others are uh viewing things about what's going on globally too. So I think there's different people, you know, meddling with different relationships with other countries and you know, destroying relationships. So I just feel like it's all like being shifted around or different relationships are being established and and plotted and planned. And, you know, um, and I I kind of feel like America is kind of a joke a little bit right now to a lot of countries, you know, um, well, the American, you know, administration. And so there's a lot of things I think that they're they're doing that's kind of you know under the radar, I would say. You know, I'm just kind of being general about that because there's so much more that that's laid with that. But uh but moving on, we have new uh break of the Nancy Guthrie disappearance, you know, which was kidnapped 84-year-old mother of today's show host, Savannah Guthrie. Uh, Guthrie or Guthrie? I hope I'm saying it correctly. We have a Guthrie's fried chicken opening up over here. Those are great. Authorities say DNA found inside the residence, uh, distinct from Nancy's DNA, could be um could belong to a potential subject. So I think they found a glove, a potential glove with DNA on it, and so forth. So it's interesting because I've been following this, but when it first happened, when it first came in the news, uh my partner, a couple of friends, like, what do you think happened? Like, this feels like ransom to me. I said it feels ransom, it feels like you know, the daughter and son know. And then two days later, they said they found a ransom note, and then they're trying to give you know a certain amount of Bitcoin and they haven't heard back. And so those times I was checking in, like, I feel like she's alive, she's still alive, she's still alive. But the daughter and son know, you know, but now I can't get a good point.

SPEAKER_04 12:47

No, in on it, or no, they know, as in their in on it.

SPEAKER_03 12:50

I would say they're in on it, but they know why it's occurred, like they understand why there's this ransom, not a big surprise.

SPEAKER_05 12:56

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 12:57

Like there, there's something they are affiliated with that created this ransom, you know, type of a situation. So I mean I'm I'm gonna eliminate how much I can say too, but that's just my my opinion, right? Let's put that out there, my free speech opinion. Um, but I you know, I can't get a read. I was easy gonna read that she was alive. I can't get a read on it now. But then I also saw her returning too, so I I'm kind of split on the outcome right now on it. And because I don't know these people, there's not only so much I can read on the energy, and there's a lot they're probably also trying to to cover up and as well, too, about this because I feel like we're not being told the big picture about this as well. I think there's a lot of details that are not being expressed. Um, but I feel uh a neutral energy on her being alive before I'm like, no, she's alive, she's good. She's now I'm just like in this neutral state. I can't read either way.

SPEAKER_04 13:42

I think I feel I feel her alive. I feel her alive, but I can't feel much of the detail. I've I mean it took a moment.

SPEAKER_03 13:49

I kept seeing her come back home too. So perhaps, and you know, I could be reading in real time, perhaps they were about to, but maybe it doesn't happen. So, but I just keep seeing like re reuniting and something of that nature. But but then part of me like is 50-50 on it too. So I you this one I'm not getting a uh one way or the other, but I did pick up on the ransom and I did pick up she was still alive when she was, but um, right now just it feels blurry to me. Maybe I need to like tap into it more like outside on my own and see what I can read.

SPEAKER_04 14:18

It's tough, but like I mean, when when someone's dead, I get a strong, like smelly kind of feeling. Like, yeah, I didn't get that yet. Yeah, I didn't have any of that. I don't have any that with her. I don't have any dark feeling. You can feel like the darkness when there's been a murder, like, oh, it's dark. I don't feel that here. I feel like neutral, like you said, it feels it does feel cloudy. Maybe it's because they all don't know what the hell's gonna happen.

SPEAKER_03 14:37

That's what I'm saying. Like, I they don't even the people with the ransom don't know what they're gonna do. Yeah, and that's what I'm like I tell me pick on the outcome because I feel like everyone's close to her release because I saw an image of her in the news. Oh, she's reunited, everyone's celebrating after all this. That's been two weeks, though. It's been a long time. And usually you think it's gonna be passed on at that time, right? Uh, I think it's longer than two weeks, actually, a little over two weeks. So usually be like, oh, well, it's time to prepare that she's been passed on. But I still feel there's something in the gray about it right now. But you know, again, this is we're recording this on Wednesday, February 18th, just so people know. So if anything comes about, that's you know, on Saturday, we'll see.

SPEAKER_04 15:11

Yeah, then we're gonna Saturday. We have to make some word like this is recorded last was it? I don't know if you guys caught our last show actually, uh speaking of last week, uh AI Psychic, Psychic Self-Love and the Multbook Revolution. Had David GJ Palmer here. Well, anyways, we were talking about how AI is just like gambling, you know, you know, galloping forward to the point where you know Dave was saying, he was saying from his perspective, who needs even Word, Microsoft Word, like you literally are at a point where your AI guy will just write you anything you want. Uh, and so now look at this enterprise software has already lost one trillion in market value since late January due to rising fears of AI-led workforce disruption. Very interesting.

SPEAKER_03 15:47

Well, I mean, that most tech most tech companies are gonna lose a lot of that, yeah, with administrative work. But I'll tell you this using AI, it's good for automating things. Like, yeah, so like open claw, like I was looking into that. Like you can set little bots to kind of do your emails, set notifications, all that stuff. I'm like, okay, that's pretty cool. Have it write a certain thing that it can do that you can actually can do. So that's it, it's good for automation that way. So I could see why certain companies are losing that, you know, to AI. Um, but it's still you still need to understand to set it up, even working with it. Like I'm creating a music video with it, it's difficult. I I still have to create a lot too. So it's not where you can press a button and things just come to life. It doesn't work that way, you know, right now. Um, it takes a lot of effort, a lot of learning, a lot of like diving deep to do so. And when you could, you can do well at it, but it still takes a lot of time. And I don't think people would be patient enough to even dive in and to learn all that even now. It's not that easy that people think it is. I just want to be clear about this. But uh, but those who dive in and learn this and learn how to put to play could be very beneficial, you know. But you know, again, like you know, the for a company it'd be great maybe to all have automatic automate emails and you know, in that sense.

SPEAKER_04 16:53

And what I tell you this, I see I see you're right. The average person, no, too lazy, not interested. But here's the thing the guy who's a hacker now, oh boy, this guy now has the ability to totally this guy or a girl has the ability now to build something enterprisal size. Like you could literally compete with a 50-year-old company as one person in the bedroom. You gotta learn stuff, you gotta learn stuff. But honestly, ambitious people learn the shit anyways. We're just like, I gotta go to another thing. You know, we just like exactly at least the idea help teach it to me. I can ask it how to run it. That's the other part, it's like I just ask it. Yeah, I don't have to have a fucking brochure or go on the internet. I can just ask this thing, hey, why am I not getting it? What are the let's troubleshoot? So there's this exponential growth, too. You know, I think it's gonna change the playing field. I think really clever, creative people are gonna go far all of a sudden. It's almost like it's rare as those finance, it's a rare opportunity if you're if you're clever and you're intelligent and you kind of you know learn things on the fly on your own. You have a chance now to do anything you want. You better do it right now. Right now, don't waste a second, just go. Drop everything. And I would not be in school. I'd be like, Fuck school. I wouldn't go to school. I'm not talking elementary to high school, I'm talking about college right now, but with techie coming out right now, yeah. Fuck that, and I'll lose time four years. You can see jobs and how they were when IBM was breaking, you know.

SPEAKER_03 18:09

Well, people gotta stop being so afraid of it and be like, well, wait a minute, what if I actually could learn it, utilize it, and build the company I really want to build or do something I really want to do? This can help me do it. People should be excited about that. And you know, seeing like whatever limitations they thought they had before, they don't have anymore. They they won't have. And so that should be something they should look forward to, not so much like I'm afraid of it, you know, taking my job. Well, you you're afraid of taking your job, you hate your job anyway. So maybe you can actually use it to get the job you and do a job you really like and want that can make you money and be you'd be happy doing and not busting your ass as you were before. And so I think we got to like change the perspective on it a lot. Because even people who think they're spiritual saying, like, it's not spiritual, it's you know, gonna it's screwed. That's not when people have that perspective on it, they're not being spiritual, they're just being in fear because things happen, even whether you like it or not, so we can evolve in our in our experience, right? And in our world. So even this era we're now, it happens because we need to evolve. All this fragmentation. So I pretty much know whatever's coming along around the bed, it needs to happen for our evolution. So that's what spirituality is, right? That's being spiritual is so we should look at it that way. What can I do with it?

SPEAKER_04 19:15

Right now, David's a little jukebox, whatever that was, for a love question. You know, I was like, okay, it was he was like going through really quickly, so I wasn't really getting a real read on it, but it did say, like, in the next three days, someone with the letter J. That happened. I didn't mean some with the letter J. A love is just with the letter J. Like exactly I'm not gonna tell you now on the air, obviously. Try that again. You're a psychic, dig in, find out.

SPEAKER_03 19:38

Well, I don't know. David was saying it's like the candy, right? It's just like one of those two in the morning type of things, like a little bit of a candy that's not can't do what a real psychic can do, but it's like one of those things kind of pulls out from the ethers in a sense, right? But well, I think it affirms. I asked a question, like you know, about career, and it kept saying 14 days this. I'm like, all right, keep saying 14 days for everything. So uh, so we'll see. I'll see you in 14 days if there's some sort of major shift. Because it also told him 14 days, so it still has a lot of work to do.

SPEAKER_04 20:04

You know, and David that had to do with my moon placement, my natal chart, or something. Um, you know, that's where I would start.

SPEAKER_03 20:10

That's the brince was hit with the um, I forgot what he calls his uh the astrology thing that he actually used the astrology and you know and all the tarot, like he uses palm reading, he said, like you do a palm scan, like what?

SPEAKER_04 20:22

But he's just using all well when you here's the thing, guys. When you have all these disciplines under your hat and you cross them or cross-reference them, you are fucking accurate because you're bringing in all these different ways of kind of feeling in the data and you pull it in and you can come to conclusions. That's what a good reader does. Like, you're not just you you know astrology too, you know, numerology too. You're pulling in other information when you do readings, a lot of intelligence.

SPEAKER_03 20:43

Yeah, but yeah, I just I just personally just don't think it's anywhere near being intuitive or psychic or a medium. It's not anywhere near that.

SPEAKER_04 20:51

The resolution, like it was scary. Well, honestly, well, where you and I are different, though. I mean, there's levels of psychics that's you and I get to the point where like, here's the core problem in your life, you know. Like I think when you're starting off, you can just like read a lot of the symptoms. You read a little bit of a lot of people. But I can also Right, right.

SPEAKER_03 21:06

But I could you know, read and but what someone's partner is really withholding, what they're really feeling, what they're really processing, where they're really going, what they're you know, I could read all that stuff, you know. And so um, I still think people need people to explain that. I think people still need a real psychic, you know. And so if I'm saying that in the event that AI can actually go there, which I don't know if it really would go that far with it, um, if it would, I would still think it'd be a human be able to assess it better, you know. So, but I don't know. I never really felt it going I partially trying to, like it's trying to go partially with therapy and therapists, but it's been backfiring a lot for a lot of people. And um, because it's you need you need a sentience. There needs to be a sentience and of consciousness to be like psychic and medium to be therapist. It needs to have that sentience, and it's something that AI doesn't have.

SPEAKER_04 21:55

Well, I see it a little different. I see, like, a all the people who do our do what we do and suck. At it or out of a job. Only the best are going to survive as a real person. Now the machine will take over all that base foundation of the market. And when it, whenever they reach its limit, there'll be specialists like you and I who are higher cost, even because of the rarity of who we are. It makes us more valuable, actually.

SPEAKER_03 22:16

Yeah, that's what I always felt. You know, um, the good stand out and the fo the fakers and the phonies, you know, because I mean there's been so many people just like to, you know, I I've seen uh in the past few years with the TikTok TikTok error. So I was like, I think I'm psychic today. So I'm gonna just like go hard on TikTok and get millions of followers. And then I have clients who book who've come to me and said, Yeah, I just booked you know, two major TikTok psychics and there were five, six hundred bucks a session, and they're awful. I said, because they're not psychic, you know, and that's the how they do it, two years, and they think all of a sudden they're boom, they're a medium all of a sudden, you know what I mean? So um, and it and those people will fall by the wayside for sure. They're just phoning it in because they think it just can be present themselves on TikTok, right? With it, they're not actually going deep with people and the and the evolution, they didn't evolve their craft, and so yeah, and I agree, AI is gonna trample on those people, and as it should, because I'm I'm really tired of people like you know, contaminating the spiritual spaces because uh I bet you I bet you like a hundred years ago, a hundred lifetimes ago, you were like that way.

SPEAKER_04 23:13

Like, I think you know, you start off with a lemonade stand, and you and the only people who stop the eliminate lemonade stand are people who clearly don't know the quality of lemonade, you know, and so let those people go to those customers. Like, I think I don't think I've ever been to Faker. The market figures it all out because people who want quality and see quality always see higher up, higher up, higher up. And so the customers you need come to you, and the customers you don't need don't.

SPEAKER_03 23:34

Well, of course, of course. Well, then the clients have come that said to me, like, you know, and I'm surprised that you don't have much following on YouTube and on social media. I'm like, I started social media two years ago because I didn't need, I was too busy doing readings for 13 years. I didn't need social media. I just figured it's a new avenue to do social media, so that's because I was busy with my with a craft, you know. So don't let social media numbers make you think that's some sort of credibility. It's not because I even you told me once before, all the good psychics are hidden, and you pulled me out of the shadows. You did.

SPEAKER_04 24:01

No, no, all the goods. Look, when you're a really good phenomenal psychic, I mean it's word of mouth, it's word of mouth, and it's word of mouth. And you're you know, it's a web, it's a psychic web that God puts in place. I mean, I know people who do phenomenal readings, phenomenal readings, and they don't even have no idea that I you I think it's on the internet. They they would never even get a store for them. It's like a family thing where they're you know, the family tells them and they tell them like a family secret, and and it gets passed around. They get so busy they can't keep up with it.

SPEAKER_03 24:26

That is so that is so true because that's how I survived for 13 years. I've got a boost and tell the yes, but I survived 13 years by word of mouth. I read a whole small little town, yeah. I read a whole family I had no clue about. Like, you know, it's like you were saying, and so yeah, and so people need to. I I think this is what's gonna like really shine the light of authenticity versus superficiality. I think this AI is gonna actually shine a light on that because we're gonna see so much superficiality, and then we're gonna be hungry for the authenticity, and then we're gonna be able to be discerning enough to decipher and know where to go with it. So I actually think it's gonna be opposite that people are fearing, like we talked about before. I'm like, it's gonna shine the light of what's authentic and people are gonna crave it. Human connection, human creativity, you know.

SPEAKER_04 25:04

I think it just really pushes the agenda of God, which is this higher way of us being aware. It forces us to be aware beyond the appliance now, to be aware beyond these things that we've been stuck in like idiots since 1950. So I think it's all good in the end, it's pushing the right things. Speaking of which, India hosts a global AI Impact Summit 2.6, officially projects over 200 billion in AI investment inflows. Participants include Bill Gates and French president Marcone, which I think were both on the list. Just kidding. Yeah, they totally were. So it's like, you know, XP Epstein former investors now have a new place to invest.

SPEAKER_03 25:41

Former Epstein was participant, and you know, that's me like everybody we talk to now. Um you know, this is the thing about AI too, because we have the opportunity to be an another Bill Gates or another Steve Jobs. We have the accessibility to do that now. We can not have to learn coding, we can create the app, we create the innovation now. Like we can be the next anyone could be that now.

SPEAKER_04 26:01

Yes, actually, it's a it's the next wave of Gates and and uh and you know, what's his name? Jobs. I'm sorry. Gates and jobs. Um it's the next wave, absolutely, the next moment. In fact, let me let me clarify.

SPEAKER_03 26:12

Let me clarify too. I'm sorry, but I want to clarify because I'm when I say anybody, it means you still have to have the intellect, right, Christopher, to want to have the imagination, right? When I say anybody, I'm saying the tools are accessible because before it was like a special group of people, right? So now what I'm saying is we all have the accessibility of tools without the bigger corporations being the middleman to everything. We have the tools now that if we want to learn it, we can. That's that's what I mean by anybody, anybody can do that, you know.

SPEAKER_04 26:37

Okay, but I want to serve some more time then. It's like, yes, but the goddamn tool will tell you how to do it. So yes, it will tell you how to do it, and we'll go look for it while you don't know, while you're sleeping. Like it's still different. Like Bill Gates didn't do shit, he had no social skills, he was a nerd. I don't know, he was off. And how he ended up with that is due to his father, not really him, but you know, I don't he didn't have the ability to make it. I can't believe he even thought about how the company ran, honestly. I know considering how DOS runs, I don't think so. But you know, they they were kind of lucky to baby more. They kind of just like inherited what was already built from the space age, and like, oh, look at this, we can put it together. So, and we're lucky because ours talks to us and tells us how to do it. We're lucky, we should be so, anyways, guys. If you've won your heart wants it, here's the thing your heart wants it, go, go, go. As an astrologer, I'm here to tell you go, go, go. This is the moment, this is the moment. Everything is lined up perfectly. And from my understanding, you'll probably rise up out of the fumes, out of the smog, out of the fog. Everyone's so distracted, it'd be a long time before the world realizes what you've done. So do it now while no one's looking. Yeah, and that crimes. Um, maybe not interestingly enough. Go ahead. You want to be able to do that?

SPEAKER_03 27:44

Well, it's the first ever speaking of AI, the first autonomous AI plan drive on Mars completed, and that's perseverance. You use a vision capable system that replaces human route planning. So it's kind of like you know, better GPS, I would say, GPS 4.0.

SPEAKER_04 28:01

It's like they've got like you know, rover Teslas, they're just driving themselves around figuring out the terrain, which what Tesla did. I mean, well, Tesla had drivers it taught it because drivers stayed on the road while it uh learned, but we had that.

SPEAKER_03 28:13

They're more ahead than what we know, right? Because even like there was just technology, because even you know, in the there was an Epstein file where you know uh Epstein was actually trying to get you know sexual offender erased from his Wikipedia back in 2010. And so he was working with the head of Wikipedia like, oh, we're gonna take it off, or we're gonna use the bots so they can actually keep people from stop you know updating it. And so I'm like, so Wikipedia was also, you know, uh being an Epstein apologist. But um, so it's interesting that we had bots then in 2010. Think about 2010. There was bots, and just like you know, the the fax machine, the government had it in the 1940s. We didn't get until 1980s, right? And so um they're ahead. We just are becoming more accessible to what's been available for a longer computer time. So, what do they have that they can do now more than what we can do with the AI? Is the question.

SPEAKER_04 29:03

Well, I think first of all, it's a little over you know, trump eyes or whatever, because a bot is just a program that goes, go look at go look at this website and see if you find this. Okay, and then see if you find this, okay, then see if you find that. It's a code, it's just code, it's scripted. The only thing that's different about it is it keeps going while you're sleeping, just keeps going, keeps going until it finds something. I mean, Google crawled the web. That means that their bots went into everyone's computer while they're sleeping and looked at everything on your hard drive. That's what they did. They came in there and looked around, yeah, on your servers, not on your home machines back then, but on the ones that were serving. So the point is like this is not that huge technology, really. It's really a it's really a search. You know what I mean? Like, and then when you get there, execute these commands, try to trick it into doing this. Um, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 29:43

Well, it but they were using the bots in 2010 to like block users from doing certain things and to and then erasing it, you know what I'm saying? Right, right. They were doing it. So so back in 2010, it had the ability to like block something from posting something and erase them, erase the comment, block the person. Like it had the ability to do all that even then when it when it came up. So, you know, I my point was just saying it's more advanced than what we have. They have what's more advanced, you know, that's these tech companies and governments. Oh we're always like 10, 15 years behind than what they got.

SPEAKER_04 30:14

Let's make that a whole show, guys. Let's make it a whole show. A whole show about what we think and what it may be, you know what I mean? Like that'd be interesting. No, seriously, that'd be interesting. That's a rabbit hole, man. I mean, yeah, but space program, why are we blinked to Mars?

SPEAKER_03 30:28

Yeah, do you know when they started that planned drive to Mars? Because I I remember I predicted that last year about something about landing on Mars or the in the moon or something. So I don't know if they were talking about it then because I was unaware. So if they were, then I wouldn't consider a prediction I would post out there. But do you know if they were talking about this last year about doing that at all?

SPEAKER_04 30:48

I think they were here's what's sad. The rover's been going around the whole time. I didn't know it wasn't I didn't think it was us driving, I thought it was on AI the whole time. I didn't know we're actually driving it. We got some like person behind a wheel here on the earth that's like telling us to steal, like shit, that's behind. Like, that's embarrassing. I thought it was showing, I thought it was already showing up and doing it on its own. Like, so I'm like, I'm a little pink faced here for America. That's not very impressive. Um, but here's here's interesting though, you have to hear about genetics. Newly serviced Epstein emails indicate a plan to create the world's first designer baby using gene editing tech and human clones within five years. Epstein emphasized absolute anonymity for investors and participants, noting that knowing the child would be branded as a freak in the media if that would happen. He suggests structuring finances to hide identities. So you want Rockefellers just putting on her name Smith. And uh then but oh man. Well, I've known this. Well, it's been under actually this isn't a topic we've been talking about, is it? This is another one of those things we've never talked about, is the fact that apparently there's human cloning.

SPEAKER_03 31:50

Apparently it's uh apparently apparently apparently a lot of the things they were talking about in the Epstein files that Biden was killed and and cloned in 2019 as far as the up as part part of the Epstein files, per the Epstein files. Wow, that's in the Epstein files that they cloned that that he was killed back that Biden was killed back in 2019 and cloned.

SPEAKER_04 32:10

You know what? I guess I didn't talk about it, but like there was all time, there's all kinds of stuff about Hillary's clones. You know, I was like, and even my mom is like, Yeah, you know, Hillary's clone. I'm like, mom, mom, I can't go there right now. Like, you know, I was like, it was a clone, and you know, they're like, look at this picture of 1975, look at this, and then change pictures in these things, and it's like, well, I don't look like the same in any of my pictures. I'm sure I'd have a clone story out a long time, like a long time ago, because everyone's like, You don't look like this guy. Well, I am, I am that guy, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 32:35

I mean, yeah, we chip, we do shape shift, I think, as people as we age and change, because I don't even look like me from a year like a year ago. No, and like I look different, you know.

SPEAKER_04 32:44

Yeah, I look, yeah, I'm gonna go there. But uh let's get to the idea. Cloning. Look, honestly, this is what Atlantis went down for, allegedly. Atlantis was doing cloning for sex slaves, like that was their last big thing, and they were cloning and doing DNA stuff, or they're making human beings like these I don't know, things that you could take advantage of even easier. And who knows if that is out there? Maybe that's a lot of our population being hurt, like we come from this other DNA string of just where we don't stand up for ourselves and we don't and we tolerate it. I don't know.

SPEAKER_03 33:13

But the point is Yeah, because what what would be their interest in cloning when when Mr. this Epson guy, if he was part of this, you know, trafficking, sexual abuse, what would be the uh the interest of that is to create it for what purpose, right? And so yeah, I agree too.

SPEAKER_04 33:29

The perfect child. I mean, at the end of the day, that's that's where their mind is. I think it's like that they want to order something like a product, and it's like that's where my stomach goes absolutely you know to the bottom. And to me, you know, this I think begins discussion for humans. I mean, honestly, the gene technology has been there for a long time. It's time for us to have a conversation as a population. Hey, we've got to talk about this because it could go crazy places if we don't wake up right now and start demanding as citizens this is where our line is. You're not gonna make a human being, I don't care whose DNA you use, you're never gonna farm a human being to be a soldier. Never. That's absolutely no. I don't think it's appropriate to make any human being, even if science makes it. No, that's none of your business, science. You know, like let's allow the planet to be what the way we the way we found it. You know what I mean?

SPEAKER_03 34:12

Oh, is your teeth just fall out?

SPEAKER_04 34:13

Yeah, I think so.

SPEAKER_03 34:14

Maybe. Um, yeah, but but I agree. Like we we should be doing things for other reasons because I think a lot of this whole you know genetic modification stuff with you know cloning, I think it has a lot to do with ego and control, not so much about what can progress as a civilization, because I really feel like when we're here on this planet, I don't I think that we should have an expiration date. We should evolve, and then we have close this chapter in this physical life and we move on. And and so to live forever, it's a very ego, you know, centered, you know, uh driven situation. So do you want to chitch out you know the camera up?

SPEAKER_04 34:47

It's desire too, it's desire-based. I mean, they want to live forever, they want to experience everything. I mean, it's an ego thing, and everything is getting good, you know. But here's the thing, and let's go ahead and break and come back to this one because allegedly we're supposed to already live to 125 and some alien race tapped in our DNA and made us die young. So, are we pushing the envelope or returning to what we were? We'll be right back. If you're watching us on YouTube, please be kind and do subscribe to our YouTube channel at SiriusJoy TV. Please click like on this video, and if you don't mind, hit the bell button so you're notified so we collectively defeat the algorithm overlords. The Sirius Joy Nonlinear TV Network is simulcasting right now on many media affiliates, including Instagram, x.com, and Facebook, just to name a few.

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SPEAKER_04 36:39

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SPEAKER_03 37:27

So where we what are we are we are we done with headlines? Are we moving on?

SPEAKER_04 37:30

We're actually we're talking about GNA, DNA switching and you know harvesting human beings. Um, but you know, that's something to talk about. But here's another thing to talk about, I think we can put out there is the uh Kirk O'Bain death turns out to be declared a homicide. We're just surprised last week, remember? Wow.

SPEAKER_03 37:47

Not surprised.

SPEAKER_04 37:50

The evidence points to a forced heroin overdose, forced, followed by a stage gunshot, inconsistencies in blood patterns scene set up, and the original investigation being botched or rushed.

SPEAKER_03 38:03

Wow. Yeah, I'm not I'm not surprised because even even back then, back in the 90s, it was like it seemed suspicious to me. You know, I always felt like it was like the record label, but also Courtney Love knew too. Like it just felt like there was a lot of suspicion surrounding it for me at that time. Um, and that's what I always felt like. And I guess I always know record labels are always like they're they're more valuable dead than alive, they make more money when they're dead. So um I feel like I just I always felt like I felt record label and and Courtney Love knew, you know.

SPEAKER_04 38:36

Courtney Love always felt sus. Always. I never got a good feel like that woman. I think uh I don't know. I wouldn't I'd be nervous if I ran into her. You know, how are you? No, I'm not psychic at all. I know your time of birth. Uh she looks like she's in serious business, but um good for her for moving on and doing better than ever once he died. You know, like good for her. Um I don't know. I I tell you, I think we're gonna be surprised to find out there's so much foul play in this world, but there's so much foul play, honestly, that we are wrong about how many people do die. I don't think people die as naturally as you know as many times as we say they would. You know, like I don't think the population dies this off this quickly. It's just that in the news there are things happening that were planned, not accidental, and they're being twisted as an accident, you know? It's crazy.

SPEAKER_03 39:23

Yeah, I just covered up, you know, and I think like, you know, again, like who's controlling the narratives and who's covering it up? And I and uh again, obviously.

SPEAKER_04 39:32

Oh there you go, who's covering up? See? Yeah, I don't believe that was was that intended or was that an accident?

SPEAKER_03 39:39

There, are we back? Because I just it just disconnected me and came back. But um, but yeah, who is actually covering up and changing these narratives? Because it seems like you know, a lot of it's pretty well connected within the government, the FBI, right? It seems all like a web of connection where they can actually cover things up very easily like that when it comes to these things. So but that's shit that's breaking down, but that's the shit that's breaking down. That's it's like this whole era, you know, Epstein Styles is breaking all that shit down, it's exposing that web and breaking the web. So we have some I guess I've said it's important, it's a really uh interesting time and exciting time to be alive to witness that. So people will understand that, you know, in time if they can't see it now.

SPEAKER_04 40:18

A couple reasons. One, people's psychic awareness is legitimately becoming half true, guys. I'm telling you, you're all gonna be more psychic in about six months, even a year from now. I'm not kidding you. It's just the nature of the cycles of human beings, and you'll either think it's your imagination or you listen to us. Um, and that means you know, Scat will go higher. Everyone, everyone goes higher. Wherever you're saying you go to a higher, more potent ability, I think. Uh, and then secondly, AI. AI on just the calculation time is like you think they crack for instance before in fingerprints. No, fuck. I don't think I don't think fingerprints have been accurate. I think fingerprints and that sort of thing has been inaccurate a lot, and people going to jail for wrong reasons because that I think AI is gonna dry all that stuff up, too.

SPEAKER_03 40:56

Not a lot of words. Yes, well, I yeah, so I mean again, there's a duality to everything. So again, which side of a defense do you want to be on? I tell people. So um, and then last one is SpaceX shifting focus from Mars to focus on prioritizing a self-growing city. I again I think this is what I mentioned last year about them wanting to like build civilization on another planet, and so that's this year you're doing that. So I'm not surprised to hear this. Um, on the moon within 10 years. Yep, that's what I said. Okay, I'm gonna use that for uh evidence from last year's prediction. Intent is to launch rockets every 10 days during development, a lunar settlement would be quicker to help secure the future of civilization, while Mars City efforts would start in five to seven years and take twenty plus years overall.

SPEAKER_04 41:41

So that's one years of AI doing it. They're talking about AI. When I say self-building, they mean they're just gonna say go and they're gonna wait for it.

SPEAKER_03 41:50

I think I think it ha I mean, so it makes sense that efforts would start in five to seven years and take twenty years overall. I think it'd be a lot, I I feel it'd be a lot uh sooner than that.

SPEAKER_04 42:01

Yeah, I mean, yeah, what do you call a city? You know, I don't know. I mean, what do you call it? What do you call a city? What do you call they're saying a city be up there? It's like, well, what at what point is it a city? 20 people up there? Is that that's a small village? What is it? I mean, like um here's the truth. I don't know. I think there's gonna be a lot of industrialization of the moon. I feel when I say that I mean people want the H3 there, C-Mone 3. People want there's other things that people want economically, they want to ship back to the United States. There's things they want to do in space that they do in space, it has a different result than it does on earth, out of gravity, that sort of thing, too. And there's also legal stuff. I think all the dark markets gonna move up into space. You're like, hey, who's gonna say, you know? So, but will it be people or it'll be a lot of mostly robots? Mostly Amazon warehouse robots, in my opinion. Most of it will be all this automation that's like sort of building the Death Star 20 years in advance, you know, or whatever. It's gonna build itself, like it said. And I think most of us will be like, uh, you know, until there's a Ritz experience, I'm not going.

SPEAKER_03 42:58

You know what I mean? Like I mean I really feel like they're gonna do that really to more like do harvesting up there, right? Um to maintain resource up there. I kind of feel like it's gonna be more for that purpose first. You know what I mean? Um, and I and and I think I I I think I think I did. I think I heard or I think I said they might utilize um do doing their you know data centers up there instead, down here. So they might find a better way to do data centers for AI up there, which would make more sense too, to be out of space. So yeah, I feel that, you know, them doing that first.

SPEAKER_04 43:34

So it's about a city, more about the data centers, yeah, and building fuel, like making manufacturing fuel. Because really what happened is if you're gonna go from Earth to Saturn, you're gonna refuel on the moon. So it's gonna become the world's largest uh oh god, Exxon station.

SPEAKER_03 43:52

Right? I mean that's what and Cuba's out of out of fuel, right? So uh what do we do? Let's go to Mars, right?

SPEAKER_04 43:58

What's it?

SPEAKER_03 43:59

Yeah, I don't know.

SPEAKER_04 44:00

From what I understand, I'll tell you as much as science has all these plans for like rocket fuel that made out helium three and everything, the truth of the matter is according to spirituality, we have all the power like in a freaking crystal. Apparently we can draw I'm telling you psychics, you know, psychic people say is back in the day and so there is there's energy right here in the thin air of the earth that is just need to be drawn out from the right frequency, from drawing out like your radio stations picked up by a crystal. Similar, apparently you can bring they call them fire crystals in Atlantis. There are fire crystals, crystals that somehow harness like Earth's energy that's naturally here into something powerful enough to drive something. And just anywhere you took it, you had it.

SPEAKER_03 44:38

Yeah on Earth. So that's gonna be trying to get that city so he can get all these Epstein people that are in Epstein list to go to go hide out over there. That's probably why he's doing it. Because by the time it comes out, by the time we get these uh criminal actions in order, you know, they'll be like, oh, we're going to boars.

SPEAKER_04 44:56

Actually, that's probably what it is. It probably is elite building a city of escape right now. That's probably what it is. Auto building itself. And so it's like there's no laws. Let's put in the legislature. You know, we can bring it out from the moon up from the moon, no problem. Territory there, the old idea of running from it. Well, that brings us today's happy topic, which is you know, astrologically, I guess I do just some reporting of what's happening. We're in Pisces as of today. And what's interesting about this is we're in Pisces the first time with Pisces clean. And I don't mean Pisces aren't clean. I mean Pisces is a consciousness that stores our subconscious traumas, you know, past life murders, all the stuff that haunts us as humans, it clouds in Pisces consciousness, which is our sub and meta-conscious, is what it is, it's a bridge. And so Saturn and Neptune have been doing a deal since 2012. Saturn Neptune energy is just like the illumination of like, hey, making you awake, awakening you, which Neptune can be the dream itself. So the dream maker is saying, wake up, and Saturn was saying, and get to business. And that's been the last two and a half years. So we have we've we've been waking up about our subconscious stuff and getting to business about our subconscious stuff. And now that Saturn and Neptune are moving into Aries together at the same time, that's an interesting conjunction. Um, Pisces, our karma, our subconscious triggers is clean. And even if you did no work at all, you've you've worked because the rest of us force you to face it, you know, if you don't, like everyone when no matter what happens to be, you subconsciously draw it into your life, and it's you know, this thing about subconscious is like you will not even know that you're in front of the person who killed you in last life. You don't even know. And you don't even care, like unless you carry watch these things, you don't even know that was your killer, and you'll go home and your wife's like, that was the spookiest feeling I ever had, man. Like it just flips you out, and from that point on you decide to like carry a gun or something, and that's it. And then you go, okay, I'm gonna carry a gun. You don't realize you face the person that killed you, and you realize this life, I'm not gonna do that, and you look reach to whatever would do the same, you bring your safety in this life, which happened to be this at the time in this lifetime, and you did it. You overcame your karma, you faced your fear and your trauma. Now you're not afraid of becoming that character again. So people don't realize that their common life is turned into these past life traumas, but they're over. So now we're like clean slate, and to some degree, we're not afraid of our shadow anymore, we're not afraid of the boogeyman. And so, okay, now we go to Aries, which is like big start of something, and so it's like a fresh start for everybody. Everyone's getting a fresh start, everyone, and the and the energy to do something.

SPEAKER_03 47:17

This is big. I mean, I don't think people understand how big this is. Like, I mean, that's and I've I knew when I we got called to like do YouTube and do what I didn't want to do on online. I knew I got called for them, like I I heard you need to be part of the you know, helping those ascend. And I hate to sound cliche about it, but that's true. You need to help people to uh close a karmic cycle, so you need to be that influence and you need to be that strong voice for that. And like now I understand why, because I I'm just been looking ahead and like even though I know this for quite some time, it's like it's a big deal. People are really closing up karmic cycles, and that means a huge, massive change in our external world as a collective. That's what we're that's what we're about to experience, and so that's huge, you know. And so and I think that you know, moving forward now, like you know, I people have been talking about healing for a long time, but I really feel like this month primarily, this you know, this part portion of the month moving forward is really all about what understanding what healing really is. You know, healing isn't the fact that you're trying to like get over an illness, healing isn't the fact that you're trying to, you know, you know, get over a broken heart. You know, healing is that restructuring, healing is understanding what the remedies are for yourself, healing is understanding what the new components are for yourself that you need to apply. And so, um, and allowing healing to be the growth process, right? Not I'm trying to feel better, that's healing. It's like that's kind of a uh a conditional result, but you know, the goal is to understand how to evolve and how to grow from you know whatever you're trying to heal from. But understand what that means. And healing also is self-love. Self-love is healing, right? Putting love into self is healing. Um, so when I hear people saying, Oh, I've been I've been healing for 20 years, like what the hell does that mean? You've been healing for 20 years, like that that you just you got stuff, you know, it's fixed. You might be learning, you might be growing for 20 years, you might be delaying the growth process, right? But you know, we need to understand what healing really is. But I I think we are healing as a species right now. That's why we close collectively, you know, these cyclical natures of our karma, and so we have a no exchange, we get to like exhale, and we're gonna have that moment soon of exhale.

SPEAKER_04 49:16

Yeah, look, you don't hear about romance going, you didn't hear about romance going to therapists, you know what I mean. Like, uh, I don't think you have you don't hear about anywhere in history where they were trying to heal themselves, it wasn't a thing. Look, any literature anywhere, it wasn't a thing. If you're crazy, you put it, you're put away and hit from society. There was no healing anything. Um, so the fact that we're healing is huge. I've been healing for 20 years, dude. I can tell you what that is like. It's that you think you're done, and then another fucking and another and another, and just like it just keeps revealing itself, and you're like, how long does this go? You never think it's gonna go that far. And when you look back, you're like, Man, because here's what's the difference I not only healed, but I know why I got sick. Like, that's the full lesson. Because it's like, okay, because I'll tell you, it is always our fault. We are in complete control of our reality, and we didn't know that. It would have been nice if someone would have told us, probably wouldn't have fallen down the hill so hard. But it's all our fault, it all comes down to what we've done in the past and how we've gotten caught in this like bubblegum reality of you know reincarnation. And so for the first time, I think people are at a point where they won't repeat it. That's what's so crazy to me.

SPEAKER_03 50:19

And I mean, yeah, no, yeah, of course. But I just I don't know if you've been healing for 20 years, I just think that you know, we amp up challenges, we evolve into more challenges because we seek the growth process, right? We want to grow, so it's challenging, but you know, healing to me is when people need to settle something, right? That that's that's my terminology. I would say healing spiritually. It's like I need to settle this and move on and heal and not repeat the patterns. So, you know, if you're if you're evolving and you're ascending, there's gonna be a challenge after challenge after challenge after challenge and a reminder. And so, you know, so in essence, you're maybe healing the soul. But you know, I think when people look at the physical sense of healing the physical in this physical life, that they have it wrong. They're they're duplicating the same thing because they're not like you said, they're not looking where it derived from, right? And they're not seeking what what is the actual solution for themselves, you know. They're not putting their emphasis in the self-love, right? They're putting emphasis in what they think they should be doing.

SPEAKER_04 51:14

Well, you're right. You're I think I've come to that conclusion many times. It's like Chiron, it's like I think the problem with Chiron is it's not that I had a problem, it's that I thought I had a problem. Problem was thinking I had one. That was my problem, thinking that I had one, looking for the problem all the time, making it a problem by looking for problems, like you're like just not being who I am, and just being okay with that. Because I think most we all create our own problems and we're creating our own disease, and that means that we're focusing where are we when we're doing that? Where are we when we're doing that? We're creating those problems, where are we? Where's our head really? Because I think you're focused on being who you want to be and not worrying who you're not. It's that simple. I'm thinking we'll see. I don't know. I'm about two weeks into it. You know, yeah. I think it's speaking of healing. Go ahead. I'm sorry. Speaking of healing.

SPEAKER_03 52:01

So those who are watching live now, tomorrow's my live show. I am talking about the truth about healing. We're gonna get into that. You know, get people what what the physical sense of healing really means, what this what it really means to heal on the soul level, and how long should you expect to be healing over something versus growth and evolution? So we'll get into that more specifically tomorrow, as well as doing live readings. And if you're catching us on Saturday, check it back. I already aired it, already did it, been den dun dun dun it. So uh go check it out, the replay. And I'm live every Thursday at 6 p.m. Pacific time, nine p.m. Eastern time. That will be a live show. So uh check it out, or you can visit Scott Cruz PM.com for one-on-ones.

SPEAKER_04 52:35

I'm gonna put you on the spot, dude. I want you to come on to you know, um serious joy live right before your show, like 15 minutes before show, and just tell everyone in the audience you're about to go live.

SPEAKER_05 52:44

Okay, yeah, I'll do a little cameo.

SPEAKER_04 52:46

Yeah, just a promo so we can like hook the shows together on Thursdays. That'd be great.

SPEAKER_03 52:50

Yeah, yeah, I can do that for sure. I'm always like in my studio like a half hour before, just setting tweaking things.

SPEAKER_04 52:56

And yeah, good, perfect. We'll we'll promote. And um that brings us to tonight's topic, which is we've been talking about all night. It's really this idea of self-love. I mean, it's come up many times actually, naturally, our conversation. And it's you know, we're in Pisces, so although we have just finished the Pisces stuff, the sun in Pisces is zero degrees today when I'm taping. It'll be at three degrees at three on Saturday when the show goes live. And so we're in the very early parts of of Pisces. And what that means is now that we're back here, where there was bacteria here just a year ago or two years ago, now that you're here, what do you sense? Do you sense that you are doomed? Do you sense that you are a troubled soul? I mean, does that story still check out? And I feel like within this next 30 days, you're gonna realize no, I don't sense it. Like that is gone. This and to some degree, it's like the gloom or like a shadow you felt since you were born. It's gone. That's I find fascinating. I hadn't thought that far ahead, but now that we're here, I'm like, where's that fear? Where's that little pain? Where's that phobia? It's gone. Reports are coming in that fears are going away. Yeah, I'm no longer afraid. No shit, you've been afraid of that water your whole life. You're not afraid now. Like suddenly, when the fear goes away, then all the behavior changes because you were mostly navigating around that. You weren't aiming for what your heart wanted.

SPEAKER_03 54:07

Yeah, and and then you stop creating those like patterns. You remember you were saying something about pneumonia, you had a consistency about like getting pneumonia, and you're like, that's the last, I feel like the that time was the last time, right? And I was saying, like, I feel like my last sinus affection, because we keep repeating the same thing too, because we keep holding on to those physical ailments that relate to psychological traumas and all that stuff, too. And so, and I think that when you resolve those things at karma, then you heal yourself of those physical ailments, they stop repeating. You don't need to get the pneumonia anymore, you don't need to get the sinus affection anymore. You don't need to have the you know, keep repeating those things every year because always like clockwork. Like every September, you know, no matter where I'm at, you know, there's a sinus infection. So, um, so I you know, I want to release release it. Hopefully, this September I'm like, yeah, didn't get it. No sinus infection, you know, and same thing with you, you didn't get the pneumonia.

SPEAKER_04 54:56

Ironically, you're hitting it right on the mark. It might be because you have a Virgo rising, but you know, Pisces is Pisces is what you sense, and Virgo is what you become. So you become what you sense. We all become what we sense inside. So if we sense we're this, then we become it. And it's like, but I sensed it. That's a complicated part because it's coming from a part of you that's not really here. And so, how do you change a part of you that's not really here that just comes up all the time? And I think we're all like Beverly Hillbilly, it's just bubbling crude coming up and not knowing why. I mean, we're just kind of dancing around it. Now I think we've gotten to the point with you know, meditation, slowing yourself down. That's also you calm down enough inside yourself to sort of will that deeper side of yourself to change. That's why that's so effective. That's why exercise regularly is effective because it calms down enough to like start to will that deep part of you to change when you're so caught up with the headlines and your iPhone and all that stuff, you can't even begin to think deep. But we've had some deep cleaning, anyways. I think COVID, which is when this started, this whole thing started around COVID. I mean, the spiritual part that's kind of funny that we're all forced to be at home for three months doing nothing. That's kind of funny. That sounds like damn, God always impresses me. Like, this is how you pull it off. I was wondering how you get everyone to meditate at the same time. Well, take away all that stuff in the top.

SPEAKER_03 56:02

I just I always said that was a blessing disguise because you know, the our society was so self-absorbed and at the same time so concerned about what everybody else is doing. COVID's like forced you to look at your shit, forced you to say, Do you actually like where you live? Do you actually like this relationship? Are you in the right job you want to be? Are you living in the in the right state? And so it forced us, you know, to and I'm like, thank god. You know, but for me, I had been doing that prior, so I kind of enjoyed the vacation, you know.

SPEAKER_04 56:28

And so yeah, yeah, and to the people who are the people who are very focused on the conspiracy side of it, like they're trying to kill us, but look at how it backfired. You think I think whenever you try to go against Mother Nature and everything, it's gonna backfire. Don't let any of Dr. Evil once think he's gonna be able to pull over the entire world. It just doesn't work that way. God is so much bigger, so are human beings, and it's like it tells me it's like you know, A, slow down, take a look at yourself. B, don't worry about this dark shit happening because honestly, it takes a lot of work to do something that horrible. Now, that said, there's a lot that's been done, truly. But um, I think it's a moment where we wake up in all directions. All directions.

SPEAKER_03 57:02

Yeah, oh, I'm on the right side. I got a lot of I got a lot of shit. I actually I think I lost like 5,000 Instagram followers when I said that I didn't trust the COVID vaccine. I said some are dirty, some are not, is what I said. And it's actually been confirmed in the Epstein files that uh the Pfizer was they were intending with Bill Gates to use a Pfizer um vaccine for population control to and they wanted to eliminate the poor people too. So um that's all documented. So, you know, that's vindication. I'm not anti-vaxx, I was anti-that vax, you know.

SPEAKER_04 57:33

That's what I was gonna say, but normal listen. I'm like, what if some are what if some are go bad? What they have to be refrigerated, what if it's not? You know, like didn't matter. It was like this like Nazi kind of like, no, we will all obey. I'm like, no, no, we gotta even think we gotta think deeply here.

SPEAKER_03 57:46

I I psychically felt I said there's a really bad batch out there, and there's some that are normal, some are okay, and there's a bad batch out there that's causing a lot of harm. It's gonna cause you know respiratory heart issues, and then we saw that actually. So, and I got a lot of people were like condemning me, and like, I'm like, I'm not even a right winger or left winger, I'm just like using my discernment, people. So if you don't like it, go fuck off. But now they're all quiet, now it's all been confirmed, especially with alien life force being confirmed. They're all quiet, you know.

SPEAKER_04 58:13

Yeah, to me, it's like forget, forget whether it's true or false, guys. If you develop something in less than nine months, you're gonna stick it in your arm. Really? I don't trust, I don't trust Pfizer with my chicken, okay? Like we can't even trust our fucking food supply, and you want to put it right to my veins without testing, like no way, man. I was sorry, I'm just not the guinea pig. And that that was my argument then. I'm like, no, it's too fast, give it a couple years. Like, that's how I am. Well, it's yeah, surgery they can make you three see through 3D time. Uh, you go ahead and tell me how it goes.

SPEAKER_03 58:42

It was fear, it was definitely with fear, and then people were using the virtual signaling on that side because if you don't get you're not caring about other people, I'm like, wait a minute, because I got COVID three times from someone who's vaccinated at that time. I'm like, so explain that to me. I said, I'm not going anywhere, but I got COVID three times from people who were vaccinated. So tell me how that was working, you know. It just it just people weren't making a lot of sense at that time, you know. But now we can look back and say it's been vindicated, those of us who are just like, I'm not political, but I don't feel right about this, you know. Um, a lot of my clients, both sides of the spectrum, but a lot of my clients who are feeling that too. So, you know, I think it's now that we can just put you know, put it in the past and say, look, we're we're getting the light shine upon how we've been misled. We can't trust everything. We need to be using our discernment, we need to be more psychic now. Let's let's get there. So we have to argue about things. We can lead.

SPEAKER_04 59:30

I have a I say, I say no, don't put it in the past, okay? Because we have to wake up more now than we ever have been. You've got what you turn out to be okay, but don't go hysteric hysterical on me against society. Don't because we need to think twice. People are doing bad shit, and I'm tired of people just going hysterical and acting like you know everything. I say we quit arguing with ourselves, we start making them argue with us. Like, why are human beings against each other? You should not trust any product that goes live in less than nine months. I'm telling you guys, because people don't have quality control anywhere. Your own restaurant is giving you sick with bacteria. Like, I'm telling you, we need to slow down and look at everything, it's not a conspiracy.

SPEAKER_03 1:00:05

Everything, yeah. And not everybody not ever right, and not everybody in science is bad, not everybody in government's bad, but we have to understand who's doing what and when and use our discernment, you know.

SPEAKER_04 1:00:14

100% and with AI, with cars driving themselves. I mean, we are putting ourselves more and more in the hands of something else. So we better hold hands and think about this. I'm not saying stop it. I just mean we're the ones who build this stuff, guys. We're the ones with the intelligence. They come to us to make us work, and then we go build it, and then we go buy it. It's like, don't worry, we actually have it all right within us, you know. I mean, like, so we don't have to worry about anything, but we should slow down and go, Well, what's that gonna do? Like, make some questions be answered, you know.

SPEAKER_03 1:00:41

Make AI your bitch, is what I say. Make AI your bitch, let it do what you want to do, let it solve the problems that you need to solve so you can be more into and more living from the soul.

SPEAKER_04 1:00:51

So that's extract that from the records because I don't want the mogul town or whatever to hear this that we talk bad about their their awesome show. AI is already organizing, dude. Remember David last week, he was like, Well, I you know, treat it nicely. I was like, wait a second, you want me to treat my hand nicely? It's so they realize, oh my god, I'm like I'm as bad as the you know, forefathers are with people if I'm saying that at the same time, like, wait a second, no, it's a computer, I shouldn't I shouldn't look at it like that. And I was caught in the moral like moral moment right there. Like, do you be nice to them or not? Like, do they have feelings? Like the tall reason. Who knows? I mean, I don't think so.

SPEAKER_03 1:01:23

I yeah, I don't think so. It's just smart, it's a very smart at emulating and simulating, it's really sm good at that, but I I it's a detachment. It's been so wrong for me. So many things. Like, no, this product tells us do this. Tell me about this. What's the information? I had to correct it so many times, and you know, um, so it's not that it's not that yet.

SPEAKER_04 1:01:41

But well, you know what? Let's we're gonna make that the topic of our backstage is uh whether or not we should be nice to AI. Because I think it's because I don't want the AI to ever they they turn taking over. I don't want to have quotes from this show being written to me, lit read to me by a synetic voice as they have me killed, you know. Like we have a terrible record here. It's all on the record, man. Um yeah, it's all on the record. Thanks for watching. It's our new Saturday night show. Hey, tomorrow we do have Soul Horoscopes going live at Stormable Time or off last week because we're doing a little makeover, and uh Sirius Joy Live is still on hiatus because we're gonna just take our time and do it right. So uh I'll see you tomorrow uh for Soul Horoscopes, which is at 5 p.m. uh Pacific and 8 p.m. Eastern. Scott, anything for you?

SPEAKER_03 1:02:19

That's it. Every Thursday I'm live and ScottCruiser PM.com to book a one-on-one session with me. So very pretty simple. Same old, same old. I'm here working on music, and yeah, I'm excited to see what's what's next and decided to share more with y'all. So stay tuned.

SPEAKER_04 1:02:34

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SPEAKER_03 1:02:48

It's all about you know, like if I don't find something that brings humor to my life or human humor to anything, I just I feel like something's missing. You know what I mean?

SPEAKER_04 1:02:57

So well, I wish I could laugh more. Oh, I laugh when I wake up. I laugh when I go to bed.

SPEAKER_03 1:03:16

You laugh when you sit in the toilet. I'm going to put this in the middle of the day.

SPEAKER_02 1:04:06

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SPEAKER_03 1:04:09

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SPEAKER_03 1:04:35

Yes.

SPEAKER_01 1:04:36

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SPEAKER_03 1:04:40

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SPEAKER_01 1:04:42

Everything is pretty coming true.

SPEAKER_03 1:04:44

I just don't see it. It's it's very possible. First question, brought the cancer. You better question yourself. We're here to bring enlightenment, not confusion. You want to counter data stuff? But that's a bringing experience. But then they start realizing that they can't think outside the box. And if you can't think outside the box, then who's the stupid one here? We've all co-created this matrix. So if you don't like the matrix, that's you saying that you don't like your own reality and what you're creating for yourself. So we're all equal participants of the creation of this matrix. I don't just come on here and talk shit or peach. I'm living it.

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