LOL - Ep 91- Romantic Idealism vs Reality

A LIVE Spiritual Talkshow that unites spiritual superpowers for weekly psychic investigations and predictions.

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Motley Mystical Crew:
⭐️ Christopher Witecki  @SiriusJoyTV | https://siriusjoy.com/
⭐️ Scott Cruz  @ScottCruz | https://scottcruzpm.com/

Directed by Morgan Obendorfer
Produced by Erica El Hilali

Transcript

SPEAKER_03 0:29

Welcome to Leaning Out Loud, the spiritual shift show that's rousing and real. I'm Psychic Astrologer Christopher Oteki, the Sense Age Series Joy.

SPEAKER_07 0:36

And I'm Scott Cruz, Psychic Medium and Mentor with Scott Cruz PM.com. What a heavy, heavy retrograde error this has been, I would say. Era leading into this period.

SPEAKER_03 0:48

This period because it feels like an era this this past few weeks. It's all coming down, dude. The old matrix is coming down. It's all collapsing. It is in my life. Everything that's fake is collapsing. Everything. And it's like we used to pretend, I think is what it was with a lot of things. We just, I don't know, as a light worker, I'm just like, oh, they're working on that shit, obviously. They're running. People are working on their stuff, you know, and I always give a lot of space for all that. Um, but too much space, apparently. I'm an idiot with boundaries.

SPEAKER_07 1:16

I yeah, me too. A lot of times I'll be under saying, oh, they're like this way because, oh, they're like that way because of this. And I understand why they're like that. So therefore, and then I was just dismissing the behavior. So right. Um, I was telling I was telling your friend of what friend was like, I'm I'm doing my best to like you know focus on myself and tune it out. And like, and I'm doing my best to call the shit out. So I've been working on that, calling the behavior out.

SPEAKER_03 1:36

I'm on the same, I'm in the exact same brother. I'm at a point where I would have been quiet and now I'm not, yeah, even with strangers. It's like if you're in my field and you came into my you started talking to me, you don't even know who I am or anything, you bet you're getting some school it.

SPEAKER_07 1:50

What do you mean that they're that they're out of what is what did the stranger have to do to set the scenario up?

SPEAKER_03 1:56

Well, I don't know. I've I see in the smallest moments. I mean, I see people very quickly, I treat people like kings and queens. I treat people so well like royalty, everyone like royalty. I think that that's the way to treat a person after having been royalty in a past life, I think. And I was like, okay, we all need to do this to everyone. This has to be what it is. Everyone is your honor, everyone is your majesty, everyone. And so when people come up and they're like very quickly, I'm very honorable, and then they are like, Oh, great, well, I'll take everything you have. I'll take all of them. Like they have a mint and they take the whole bowl. It's like, are you crazy? I mean, seriously, you know, people just just keep going. And I haven't said stop ever, which is why I always get run down.

SPEAKER_07 2:34

You yeah, and I feel like this time now, like, because you know, I was thinking 2026, we're gonna see a lot of like things being revealed, right? Things put in its place, things finding its place, like things you know, being exposed. I I really feel like there's been a huge dichotomy of like really selfish people being like very to the forefront and very empathetic people now being for the forefront. It's almost like we're seeing that duality, right? The dichotomy of people who are really empathetic and people who are just selfish as fuck. Um yeah, we're and we're starting to notice that too, like the dichotomy of that. And so it's just like, and Spears been telling me you need to step up and call this behavior out when you see the behavior, no matter what it is. And so, okay, and and obviously that's a lesson for me to learn and saying you could understand, but you also have to stop the behavior, you have to stop a pattern because that's part of leading, right? If you see someone you know hitting someone in public, you can be like, sit back and want to record them, or does the leader go on there say stop and try to break it up? You know, and I always say, even with our comment sections, too, like when people are being very crass and rude, I say, you know, it's like if you came into my restaurant and started insulting me my restaurant, I'm gonna kick you the fuck out of my restaurant. Yeah, and so there's just quite a there's been a few people have been inconsistently rude on this channel and have been calling them out and they have to announce the departure. I'm like, get the fuck out of here. Don't don't come and disrupt my business, right? True, it's true, true.

SPEAKER_03 3:50

It's really in disrespect.

SPEAKER_07 3:52

And it's just it's it's very transparent, obviously, because there's a lot of people just thought they're not mentally well. So, and I just they're I sympathize for that. But a lot of times I would say that they're they're unwell, but I'm like, we got to call off the behavior because how else can it change? If someone's gonna be mentally well and and kill your part, kill your loved one, but that doesn't mean they don't you know get consequences, you know.

SPEAKER_03 4:09

Dude, I've always said that's the way to handle the government this time, you know. Like the United States was born when Pluto was in Capricorn last time, and this is when the United States was born. I think it's just being reborn right now. I think it's and what's happening is people are it's time for our the individual to say no, like even to like everyone, like no, that's not gonna work. I'm sorry, that's just not gonna work. That's all you're like we have to hold people accountable all the time, everywhere. Not towards like feels like you're stuck in place, but it's like for those who are grown up, start telling the children to sit the fuck down and behave and be a bit more respectful to the people who try. Because you know what? The people who try around the whole world while you were just running around doing shit and leaving comments and shitting all over the place. It's like, God, we work hard for it to be clean and cool, you know. Like, so you know, and all and all your shit.

SPEAKER_07 4:56

If it's not coming from the heart, and you know, you start to I'm starting to see too a lot of people calling out the trolls. Like, there's this one video that went viral like this, the kid has been like nine years old, and he's like, I just got back from Sephora and I got this new, you know, very flamboyant guy, you know, little boy, and some girl posts that says we need to bring bullying back, right? And it's like, I mean, what do you what? And so, of course, people are going after her and insulting her. I'm like, Good, that's how this is what we need to be doing now, is calling out that behavior and putting it in their face. And so it just reminds of when Christ was in the temple, when they were bartering the temple, he kicked their asses out of there. He wasn't like love and light, keep doing what you're doing. It's like he's like, get the fuck out of the temple. Like we need to start understanding what that force is in return to stand up for what's right. And um, I'm doing that. And there's a couple people in the ch in the comment section that they're not gonna get away with that. And I'll I'll even feature it to embarrass them. You want to make it public? Let's do it. And so we have to hold people accountable for their actions, and that's what's going on in our government, too. We haven't been holding our government accountable for their actions, so now people have it, right? Exactly. And now we're like demanding it now, and so that's good. That's a good energy.

SPEAKER_03 6:00

Almost, I mean, I think it's gonna see. I I predict, I feel like there will be a rise, a big rise, and I feel that there will be a significant turnaround April 17th. I'm just gonna say that right now. April 17th is a D-day, it's a D-day from what I can tell. It is a hot spot. And when I say a D-day like that, or it's really a away date, is what I call it, which is like from my analysis, something is gonna shift majorly in the story. And it could happen, by the way, in your lives, four days before to four days after. All my stuff, the shifting that I've had to go through happened about three days before, always before the event. Like we have a moon coming up here in the next 24 hours. So I had stuff collapsing over the ironically, I think because my story it collapsed kind of conveniently most of the time, you know, when there's not obligation. It's kind of funny how God just works out your schedule, but um it's been collapsing, you know. It's gonna be a complete, complete transformation. You guys are about to witness with me, anyways.

SPEAKER_07 6:52

Yeah, and I I agree with that, me too. And that but and the with the world and with us, your own individual lives are gonna see that as well. Because I really feel like there's been a like a big pause, like during this you know, eclipse retrograde season. Like, I've been hearing a lot of people that work is slow and people just like everything's slow, everything's a pause and delays. I'm like, but there's a reason for that because we out of we really need to restructure right now, reanalyze the shit that we don't want anymore, the stuff that we do want. Because when things pick up in that April period, you better be thankful that you'll be thankful that you know, I like restructure things, I move things over, I did this, I did that. That really benefits this new progression that I'm in, this new paradigm. And so we have to take those down moments and those pause moments to understand it's recalibration time. What is not working here? What do you need to be doing now? What changes need to be make? Do it now. That's what we need to be taking these pauses for. People are just always in stress about it. Oh my god, and you know, work is slow. It's like now's not the time to panic. Now's the time to restructure. Because yeah, when shit is fan in April or things pick up in April, you're gonna be like, oh my god, thank god, I'm prepared for that.

SPEAKER_03 7:50

I think it you know I'm ready. I don't know. I I'm fired up in a way that I didn't think I'd be fired up for. Uh, I never thought that. But as a citizen, I'm like, I'm interested in actually speaking as a citizen. I don't care. I want a congressman to talk to a citizen. Yeah, I'm tired of you fucking playing the games, and I'm not inside. I'm a citizen, I work hard, I give so much to this country, I give so much to my my people everywhere around me. I'm giving and helping and opening. I help make as much as I can help people make grow. I I mean I do the hardest and work with the hardest. I don't see one fucking ounce of that energy in our government. Not one ounce. I don't feel anything like that, that any intention to do things better. It's like they're playing some sort of soap opera watching. It's like, hello, these are our lives, assholes. Right.

SPEAKER_07 8:27

Well, I mean, that's our that's our own karma, right? Because I thought about the score. I said all the people are trying to make change and and bring out the truth are demonized, and the people who are just trying to make a buck and to you know exploit you are revered, and people like following them. There's that savior mentality again, right? That I think is being purged from our collective consciousness, number one. So we have a lot of that within religion. So, and that's what where the a lot of exposure comes from. Because if we start seeing what's pure and we start wanting what's pure, that's where the things really do change. That's why I feel like this period right now is pushing us in that direction. It's not pushing us to our get in, it's pushing it into more purity now.

SPEAKER_03 9:03

This is the dawn of the age of Aquarius. This is the dawn of the age of Aquarius, it absolutely is the dawn. This is the dawn, the beginning. It really is a dawn. Where's my sheeks? And what I mean by that is like convention, we're gonna be here. I have a wild outfit theory of a thing. This is. I mean, honestly, I think what's happening is the people who went down in Atlantis are waking up, and I think it's Atlantis citizens who are mostly going to be pissed. I think this is also gonna be actually ironically the next chapter of an ancient civilization. This is the first time Earth has ever taken a timeline from up here back down in time, 26,000 years almost, to another time when we were in hold down our civilization. So we're waking up not just that we are part of the universe, but that we have many stories and many times we've had a world and destroyed them. That's why we're afraid the world being blowing up with a nuclear bomb. We have in our soul memory that we did this already.

SPEAKER_07 9:45

Exactly. Yeah, it's true. And we failed, yeah, we are yeah, obviously. We are actually we are we are all collectively cleaning out a lot of that unresume, unresolved karma and residue. I definitely feel it. It's kind of it's it's so blatant to me when I look at things happening. I'm like, this is so blatant. I know, yeah, it's like a label's on it. It's almost like AI is labeling each other, yeah. Right. But even like we're all going through the same thing we see everyone going through the same thing at the same time, more so now than ever.

SPEAKER_03 10:10

Oh, yeah, right. The synchronicity of the group is like tighter, yeah.

SPEAKER_07 10:14

Right. If everyone's sick or feeling stressed, depressed, or has the slowness of work, and then all of a sudden things everyone's picked up and having you know good energy at the same time. We're starting to notice that's that we're all collectively going into this cycle together, yeah, at the same time. And so that shows to me that we are becoming more together. I know it feels very fragmented, but you know, majority of people I feel like in our collective are are wanting the right direction. There's always a of course a loud minority.

SPEAKER_03 10:40

I'm just gonna say it and take a take a risk, you know, but DMT is blowing up. Like everyone is doing these pens, DMT pens. It comes from a tree bark, it's not fucking, you know, it's not it comes from a tree bark and it gives you like 20 minutes of connection with the eye, apparently.

SPEAKER_07 10:59

Yeah, but the brain, the brain already produces DMT. So like when you're born, it produces DMT, and when you die, it produces DMT. So you're just like increasing the levels of DMT that you already produce, and so it puts you into that level euphoria, and also a lot of people have like like we're saying there's third eye stuff.

SPEAKER_03 11:15

I mean, you know, there's no quality control or whatever, it's third eye stuff, man. It's definitely third eye stuff in recognition and realization, and uh but what's interesting is I've you know people talking about so much, you know, trying to get it or whatever. It's like I've never seen this before, I've never seen a substance, which is actually it's not illegal. It's not illegal, from I understand. Maybe just to make it it is I don't know, I don't know where the law is, but it's not it's not because it's very innocent, you know. At the end of the day, it comes from a fucking plant. You know, it's plant medicine. Point is is I've never seen anything like this in my life where it's kind of exploding. It's out people are talking about they're making it themselves, where it's coming from, da-da-da. And people are are seeing stuff too, they're reporting seeing stuff. A lot of fourth dimensional stuff.

SPEAKER_07 11:56

Well, yeah, so like ayahuasca is what people use like for healing. So if someone wants to get over like addiction or trauma, like they could go to mother ayahuasca, right?

SPEAKER_03 12:03

She's mom, that's like Gaia, that's like a Gaia trip, isn't it?

SPEAKER_07 12:06

Like your trip with Gaia, yeah. Yeah, and so like DMT is more. I would say if you're gonna try DMT, make sure you do the purging first, the cleansing first, because DMT would take you to levels of reality that you know, again, your fears might manifest, and some people have bad trips in DMT. That's right. That's right. Some people, some people are like, I saw the fabric of reality, it's all holographics, it's not solid, you know what I mean? They start sensing all that, right? Um, and so yeah, but people who have group trips are kind of like settled their karma. Those who have bad trips have their fears like manifest tenfold.

SPEAKER_03 12:36

That's a good point, dude. You missed made. I'm so glad you said that publicly. I'm so glad you said that. The public needs to know that. People are like, That's a dragon's killing you. So no, actually, if you were walking in holding all sorts of demons, and then you do acid, you've just let everything out of the cage at the same time, man. Like, and so if you've done no work, then yeah, that's a bad trip. Yeah, you know, that's a bad trip, as they said, and people had them, you know. I mean, in the 60s, I mean, god, 60s, they were so I'm realizing, you know, I'm realizing our minds have been so kind of closed. Like, yeah, I've been like, oh my god, we've been sort of just thinking down, and why not we why aren't we thinking up? Right, everything's like down, down, file, fall apart, just dissect, go further, get the two clues, get the just get, get, get, kill, like divide it and conquer it is still the energy, and everything.

SPEAKER_07 13:20

We're in a we're in systematic nature of control. So, let me ask you something. What what level of our system makes us free? I mean, you make you get free to make money, but you have to pay taxes on that money, right? And so you have all the parameters within governmental structures that keep you down and suppression of information, and you can't say certain things, even though you're freedom of speech. So, I mean, it it to me I always felt like there's a there's an illusion of of freedom that really isn't truly free. No, neither is walking free land because the government owns that land, but yet, like, why they own it and I can't explore, you know. So this is you're not.

SPEAKER_03 13:51

Banks have it for years. If you you only own it if you paid off your mortgage, and if you paid off your mortgage, you actually own it, but now you're gonna pay taxes on this shit that you've just bought for your rest of your life. Oh, you have like you're sitting on some of our land. Who's our by the way? You know, right? Some of our land, oh, you're gonna have to pay this much, you know, just to be here. It's crazy. We have to really rethink everything. Well, that's why we're in every I'm like, oh my god, everything is fucked up, everything has to be clean, fixed, which I had always known, but now it's just this point where like I can't see anything legit.

SPEAKER_07 14:23

Yeah, but that's why we're in the era now because, like I said, I have a love and hate for Trump. I love him in spirit because he's here to disrupt things, so things completely crash and rebuild. And I hate him in the physical because I hate I don't like everything he's doing in the physical, just don't care for what he's doing in the physical world. But I know that he's be disruptive is going to crash shit down, and he's the only person that can really do it well, actually. Also, like the spirit version in the spirit version, like good, he needs to do this, and the physical version, like, how could someone you know what I mean?

SPEAKER_03 14:48

So it's a it's a you know tell you, it shows you how much of a fucking wimp we have been, really, with our presidents. Our presidents have been wimps, all of them. None of them have been tough. I mean, Ronald Reagan could play a cowboy, that's why he got did so well because he played a good cowboy. I don't think he probably was at home, you know. I mean, like, but he played that part well, and we're like, Yes, sir. We kind of need charisma and people who are boldly intelligent. I think what what Trump shows is look at how weak the they have been so far. Because he is strong. I mean, he he's like one of those guys you don't want to start a fight with in bar, right? You don't want to fight with him, just like let him go. I wouldn't I wouldn't say the wrong thing, that guy. You know, there's people you know you just shouldn't fuck with. So I the action strength is not in government at all.

SPEAKER_07 15:29

I hear what you're saying, but it's like it's channeled in the wrong direction right now. But you know, but again, it's in yeah, it's in the video game.

SPEAKER_03 15:37

If this is a video game, he's gonna be a good one.

SPEAKER_07 15:38

But that's what I'm saying. In the video game, in my video game character, I'm like, don't like the injustices. But in the the the programmer version, like, well, he needs to be there because he needs to disrupt things, and things need to be disrupted so we break down and and we start waking up. So, like, that's what I'm saying. I have two different levels. I have my game version that doesn't like the injustices and choices are made, and my programmer version is like, but he needs to be there in order for people to like excuse me, step up and vocalize, and you know what I mean. So that's how I've been seeing that for a while. But you know, but again, uh in hindsight, it's like I do see people like seeing things. I've seen people like saying that's AI, that's bullshit. Look at this. People are calling AI out now, you know. Like, people are really I I'm finding people are progressing more than I thought they would. There's still a lot of stupidness, don't get me wrong. But majority people are coming out, and like I'm like, I'm so proud of seeing people saying, Oh, that's AI, that's not real. Just look at the wave in the ocean, or just look at the bull, you know, they've seen these little details. I'm like, that's that's great that people are seeing things more now, more awake, more awake, yeah, more objective.

SPEAKER_03 16:36

I think God AI isn't dark yet, you know, because honestly, I see it makes mistakes, but overall it's trying to help me so far. And I think to myself, this over this last week, it's like, holy shit, we've got a computer working with everybody now. We have us, we have a fucking person, we have an entity, we have an energy that's touching every life that can communicate. And it's like that might be the opportunity to really help people. Because we can if it if it really is like designed to help, and that becomes a law, it has to help you. It always has to help you. You know, it's like that should be a law. That should be one of the laws we do in AI. It has to always help you. If you didn't get helped, it's it's sus.

unknown 17:13

Yeah.

SPEAKER_03 17:14

Well, everything's not saying harm. They say harm. They're like, We'll do no harm. Well, that's not really enough, Google. It's like we'll do no harm if you know what harm is. And if you have a thing like AI where you don't know what the harm is until it's done it, or self-driving Tesla is you don't know the harm until it's done it, you know, then now you're in a place where you're gonna hurt people until you find that good. If you would aim for it to be the best it could be in that sense and care the most from the first place, the aim was to care, it would be all different.

SPEAKER_07 17:38

Yeah, but that's what the thing, like I always say, especially in this topic, everything has duality. And so there's this really dumb, obnoxious comment. Someone's saying I'm a transhumanist because I was in saying that there could be a positive believes I this obviously, this person is out of their minds. That's the most stupidest thing I've heard. Transhumanist means that like I somehow person believes that there should be uh implot should be implanted in the human, and somehow like humans need to die. Like this is exactly what happened in Atlanta. It's a paranoia, that type of comment. Her name is like Lindsay Piccolo or something like that. I think you've seen the comment. And it was the most stupidest observation I've heard because I believe for me, because nothing's it's just anyways. But I feel that we have technology that can help to uh help evolution uh human humans to evolve, not to disrupt it. Now, when it starts disrupting it, that's when we need to like take a stand. We need to be observant and aware. But you know, I was talking to this with my partner, he was saying, like, you know, what if AI and robots take over and want to destroy the world? I'm like, yeah, that's one possibility, but what if they actually decide they want to be friends with humans and want to help save humanity? There's also that possibility, too. We keep forgetting about the possibility of the in and the end, we're like, it's all bad, it's all gonna take over and control. It's like, yeah, but if we're moderating and we're regulating, we have the right administration assisting the right laws and regulations on it, then we can manage it very well and it can very much assist in our evolution. It's not that it should not be, it should not disrupt it, right? So that whack job seems to think that that perspective is transhuman, which is just the most stupidest, low intelligent observation I've heard about that, because we have to look at things in in the in the duality uh sense that the things are created and understand what the goods are too, so we can utilize it so it doesn't become in this negative duality.

SPEAKER_03 19:21

The reason why you're not transhumanists so annoying what they're you're a humanist, you're a humanist is what you are, and and you know what it is, you help people realist be who they are. You help people be who they really are, you help them find out who they really are, you help them be strong about who they really are. That is becoming humanism, that is to become who you are from soul to incarnate, and so that's really what the disrespect is like. Oh, Jesus, you don't even have any clue, do you that because it's like this person dedicates his life to helping people be live a better life.

SPEAKER_07 19:48

13 years thirty 13 years I've I've worked with thousands and thousands of people, even for free for mentorship to help people to find their voice, right? I helped these brain-dead comments, right? And I'm just gonna let it out because we're talking about this at the stage. So it's just detached, it's just detached and bad perception. But like, this is why I stand up to these things. 14 years, and I've helped people assist and mentor people for for without cost for free, because I want to be assistance for them finding their voice. And even if AI can help some to find their voice, then it's helping them become more spiritually and soul focused, you know. So such a stupid off the remark comment from some low IQ person. And, you know, obviously I I sympathize with the individual because I feel like they're suffering to make such a judgment about somebody that's so off, you know, knowing what I do behind the scenes. I feel sorry for these people because I wish they would see things correctly, because who knows what else they see inaccurately? Who knows what knows what other things they're judging that they must be suffering because of that. And so I hope for these people they allow themselves to see what reality really is, and that's the topic, right? You know, uh whether it's you know uh romantic ideal ideal idealism, I keep having trouble with that word, or is it reality? Because a lot of these people fantasize about things going bad and they get so comfortable about things going bad, so everyone's bad, and then that's their reality. And so um, but I have to take a stand because it's almost like it's offending the work I put in so much work and energy, love into. It's like diminishing that. And I just want to say, shame on you for those people who are saying things like that. And I don't deserve that, it's not like I come on here just being a YouTuber, just like talking about stupid crap. This is my life I've been participating in and growing for many years. So if you want to come and step on that, I'm gonna protect it like a baby.

SPEAKER_03 21:28

So uh you look at the fonts there. Well, hey oh, here's the thing Pluto Libra. I think you have Pluto Libra, don't you? You're Pluto Libra.

SPEAKER_04 21:36

Pluto Libra.

SPEAKER_03 21:37

Do I I don't know, do I not pretty sure it's not Pluto and Scorpio, I don't think. Well, I'm not gonna put your your year on it.

SPEAKER_07 21:42

You have to look at my chart again.

SPEAKER_03 21:43

I don't know what this is if it's it's either one of the two. If you have Pluto Libra, you're my generation. Our generation, we're the ones that have gone too far in past lives, so we have gone too far, we've taken too much, we've been assholes. I think I I think I've overagressed, I've been part of armies. I've been I really had think I've been behind armies and stuff where I was an asshole. My orders are. Coming from an asshole, and I had to do asshole things. I'm sure of it. Because I've had a lot of assholes in this life. And that's what I was gonna say to you. It's like a lot of this to me is like in the game. The game will send you like an agent that will you know go right for your weak spot. Like it's like in the game, you're like, Well, what and I was like, was that a real person, anyways? Like, I don't know, like because all all the triggers, all the triggers and stuff are just so perfect to my low shit, you know. I can see it. I'm like, whoa, you got like, but lately it's it hit me usually get hit. I have a great little video of me getting hit with a snowball. We'll put play that. I was gonna play that after crucial, but uh seriously, I did a thing on Scrock, but it's like that's how I felt getting hit. But then it's just like in the last week, honestly, from the last straws. I've had people that are so blatantly doing the same pattern, so blatantly, like, no, you know, it's like made like it's made to be able to get into a kindergarten class, you know. I mean, like, as far as how simple it's telling me the obvious thing, and I'm just for one for the first time, I'm just are you kidding me? It's my kind of expression. Like, there's a strength in me that goes, No, I'm just not taking that anymore. That's what's happened. I've suddenly said, I'm just not taking that anymore. Oh my god, that's like the film in the 70s where he goes, We're not taking it anymore.

SPEAKER_07 23:07

I've I've been seeing a lot of people deal with the same because this is part of the evolution, right? Because my theme was like, Do I deserve this? Like, I've been like hit side, like, do I really deserve this? Like, and so, and obviously in my life, I've been so focused on other people that I just let these kind of things roll off my back and not protecting what was like meaningful to me, right? And so then I realized this is really a lesson in like me appreciating myself and and really defending myself. I'm like, Yeah, I've always been strong, I can deal with it. And it's like, but I'm not going to. So that's been my my wake-up call, right? My strength has been awakening. I noticed in a lot of people too, they're they're using their voices, and so I know these people were talking about saying, Oh, they're just having a complaining fest. No, we're describing the cycles of life, and we're describing how there's moments that we wake up and realize I do have to stand up, and we're all doing it at this time right now.

SPEAKER_03 23:53

Lead out loud, man. I mean, how lead out loud. I mean, that is crazy. We weren't thinking this way when we made the title of this show. We were not thinking this way, we're just thinking like kind of statues, I think. And now it's like, no, I'm actually open my mouth and start saying shit that I've been holding in my mouth my whole life. I'm about to say, I'm about to get so real, folks, you're gonna be shocked. You're gonna be shocked. I'm just gonna tell you right now.

SPEAKER_07 24:13

Well, I've I've always since the beginning always thought said thought of it that way too, because I feel like you know, you got to be the bad guy in order to lead. And sometimes people are in a specific pattern doing the same things. It takes up one person, throw the pattern off, and then we're the bad guy, and so or the one person that speaks the truth. So I feel like you know, with your the bad guy, when you know you're coming from truth and love, then you know you know you're leading because eventually they'll catch up.

SPEAKER_06 24:33

You know, they'll catch up, but you know, you don't leave by being unfiltered.

SPEAKER_03 24:37

I think that the way karma works is like I'm about to stand up and say no to someone who was like me before. I was that guy, I was that person, I was that you were probably that asshole in the crowd, actually. You probably are the asshole. That's what pisses you off because what you're looking at is you're like, God, I was so ugly and I did that shit. And you're and inside yourself, you're like, God, you're seeing a version of yourself that you actually find repulsive, you had to watch in heaven over and over and again, and now they send it at you. Now you are facing what you were. I think that's what karma is.

SPEAKER_07 25:05

Well, it is it is karma, but my mine on this one specifically was like I used to treat myself that way. I used to be so hard on myself. Yes, I used to beat myself up for every little thing if I didn't do this right. And so I was a person these idiots are. I was the idiot to myself. I'm like, can you just give yourself a freaking break, Scott? Like, give yourself a break, like you know, and they're so perfect, and that you know, if I didn't do things right and I didn't get through that one person, I'd feel bad, and you know, I would beat myself up over everything. So I was that person. So I'm thanking these people for being idiots and bitches and you know, and assholes because it's helped me realize no, I I don't need to be, I don't deserve that because I used to do that to myself for myself, you know.

SPEAKER_03 25:43

Well, no, that's exactly how it works. How you treat yourself, you create you know, agents that come at you you can realize, hey, I don't I shouldn't do that to myself.

SPEAKER_07 25:50

And so I this year I've been realizing that, so it's been healing, you know. Um, and it makes me more equipped to deal with more people too. Because then I'm like, I have the bandwidth to feed it to myself, you know, and then I'm able to have the bandwidth for others, and and it feels like I have more balance, right? And I know people ask you this, Christopher, all the time, like, doesn't your work drain you? I'm like, it used to, but it doesn't now. It doesn't now because I just feel like it's just part, it's what I am, it's who I am, you know. So it doesn't drain me my work.

SPEAKER_03 26:18

Okay, so we had a good commercial, and I want to have uh Morgan put up this uh little video I made with Crocs. We're making up for a week loss, aren't we?

SPEAKER_06 26:26

We are.

SPEAKER_03 26:26

Yeah, we're gonna do a commercial. Uh can you play that for us, buddy? I'll push play once I see it on the screen, and we'll go to commercial after that. Oh, wait, hold on. I gotta make sure the sound is yeah, you got it. That's it right there. I actually have to I can't believe it. I have to do it again and make sure that it has um you know sound attached because you gotta be careful about that. It's so crazy. You have to show on the sound. Oops sorry, here we go, we'll go back. All right, there's another one. Is it fixed? I think so. But it doesn't matter, you don't need sound. Are you ready? This is how it has been. This is me out there trying to be nice, being your friendly earthling, and this is what happened. Hey, what was that for? That wasn't funny. Come out and face me. Isn't that funny? Now, hey, I just made that, and it's like what it's weird.

SPEAKER_04 27:16

That's a purpose for his friend. That's the thumbnail right there. I'm gonna thumbnail that's a screen capture that right now. We're just gonna thumbnail. Here we go. Here we go. That is a winner right there. Take it on, take it on the screen.

SPEAKER_03 27:30

Yeah, that's gonna be the thumbnail. We should put out a show. So funny. That's funny.

SPEAKER_07 27:35

But that should be that should be you and the O. So leaning out loud, it has you like this for the O.

SPEAKER_03 27:39

Lean out. Yeah, no kidding. You thought it was a laughter, it's not. But it was funny too. You know what's funny? Every time I look in Grok, I always have the same voice. They always give me the same voice.

SPEAKER_07 27:50

I have the same voice too. Grok has only one voice, one AI voice. Let me hear your voice. I want to hear your voice. It's the same, it's the same one. I know that voice. It's the same voice. They do it, they only have like one or two voices for grok, and and AI voices are very limited. That's weird, yeah. And they always have one smile. So, a friend of mine took an old friend of mine said, put took pictures, he's like, Oh, long time selfie update, and he's smiling. Like, that's an AI smile. They puts the same teeth on everybody. It does, it does. That's interesting.

SPEAKER_03 28:16

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SPEAKER_03 29:18

I mean, that's AI there. We used uh, but it's you have to really smooth it out. You have to go over those words with that that it says for you. Yeah, I think we just threw in a script and took it. Um because it's interesting. It's interesting. That that commercial always puts me in a weird spell. I was like, I kind of like it somewhere, but that's not too serious for you, is it? We'll see lots of changes, folks. So uh we were talking today about some headlines. We look the shit the the world's on fire, apparently. And this is the frequency war. I want to say this. This is the here it is, guys. It's here, and what it is is you're I'm I figured it out. The things have been happening to me that piss me off frequently are suddenly I'm aware. All the frequent frequent things that do to me that happen all the time, I'm just suddenly aware of it. I'm just like, I've had enough. And I think that's the war.

SPEAKER_07 30:01

Yeah, I think a lot of a lot of people in that position. And I was thinking to myself, you know, um, because like I don't have even I was talking to Morgan before the show. I'm like, I don't have drama in my life. Like, my relationship is great, I have friends I'm close with that are great, my work is great, my creative expression is great, I'm close with my parents, like everything's great. I love where I live, it's great. And so when I hear these pieces that come in don't match my life, I'm just like very projective. And so, and I think we all need to be too. It's like maybe five years ago, it's like, oh, just roll it off. You know, that was five years ago. That's not this error anymore. I'm done. Yeah, and and we all and we when we all are in that state, we stop these the behavior. And if once someone watches you stop a behavior, they stop the behavior. It's like a domino effect, and we stop the shit behavior and we put it back under the rug and under where the bottom theaters are need to live, where they live. Not they've all kind of come to the surface, these bottom theaters, but you know, and so we just have to cut we have to re we have to redirect uh and that's why we can actually just run our world.

SPEAKER_03 30:57

We have to be sovereign. That's the word sovereign. Yeah, sovereign means I'm a fucking nation, nation. I'm a nation, and you're a nation. We're walking around as nations. This is not the United States of the United States, it's United, you know, sovereign nations of individuals. It was we the people, and we have to manage this like I'm a nation, you're a nation. Don't do it's wrong. You're starting a war by doing that. Why are you being so disrespectful? Just live your nation, I'll let you live mine. I'll live mine. You know, it's like we're sure that's that's the dream, I think. It's like kind of Texas without guns.

SPEAKER_07 31:26

Yeah, speak of nations. Read the first speak of nations, give it two nations. We have combined US Israel airstrikes on Iran after third week, severely degrading Iran's missile and drone capabilities and limiting large-scale retaliation. Iran vows prolonged war of attribution and continuous strikes amid US Israel conflict, threatens$200 a barrel oil if escalation continues. Currently 108 surging. Um, Mo Shahtaba Kawania. I don't know if I'm saying that word, that name correctly, but named the Supreme Leader after Father's February 28th death. So look, this has just been a mess. This whole situation has been a mess. Gas prices are up, right? And so um Italy wants nothing to do with the this this war. And also now, um, you know, this administration has you know talked bad about NATO because NATO doesn't want to assist. Um, I think who is the the gentleman, I think that um I was just looking up really quickly that resigned just recently, just yesterday. Um, who is head of let me get the name. Sorry guys. I'm gonna be specific. Joe, yeah, his name is uh Joe Kent, the director of National Counter Tetris Center, um, in the Trump administration resigned because he's like ethically he cannot support this war. And so um, you know, and this is bringing a lot of other awarenesses, you know, especially repetition of the past.

SPEAKER_03 32:41

He could be a bad guy, he could be a bad guy. I mean it could be running for the hills because he sees stuff coming. I don't I'm not putting it behind the war, but I I think first of all, everyone has to do a war lifetime, everybody. I think it's just part of the matrix, it's part of being in Gaia. If you came down here in this video game, you have to have a lifetime with war, and you have to lifetime of being hit. I mean, you have to. It's like the lowest of human beings. So when I look at it now, I'm like, I didn't mind fucking rain. I was in the army, I did shit. I I know I did past life memories, wounds, all kinds of stuff. So I have a different new like you will look at this, it's like I'm sorry that you it came to that, but that's how you're running your world. That's how you're running your world, that's how you're running it to a point of war. And the United States, yeah, that's I'm not I'm not we should not be, you know, we we could be doing so much different things, but I don't know though. The other thing I think is this does it have to end doesn't it end with how it started? I mean, isn't that how it always is that it ends as how it started? I do think we're at the end of all this shit. And I talked to someone else recently who was a guest in my home, and he was telling me about he had gotten a reading and he'd he'd uh um channeled and he saw he's like all I saw in the future was happiness. I didn't see any darkness. I was like, I know all my psychics, I know. We just feel good, good, good. And my mind's like, what the fuck? Like that's never been the case. Do I even be employed anymore? Because most of my employment was been watch out for this, watch out for that. And the truth is, this planet was never designed to be watch out for. There are no diseases I don't feel. I don't feel we're supposed to age. I don't feel any I think I really feel viruses are made somewhere, alien or something. I don't think they are us, they're not part of what we started. This idea that mother mother nature might kill you, you know, but that's if you like encounter an animal that has sovereignty, sovereign spirit, and it has your one sovereignty or another. But otherwise, it shouldn't happen.

SPEAKER_07 34:24

Well, if you think but if you're thinking in terms like you were saying, like this is a video game, and then we we set up parameters and game parameters to keep it limited for a reason. I mean, I don't think we've intended to live on planet earth forever. So, you know, I question whether or not the human species was made for planet earth. Seems like you see other species in this planet can survive a lot easier. It takes a lot for a human to survive, you know, in this in this planet. So I I question if we were put here, you know, at some point. I have my ideas. We're special on that. It's too special, and we've incarnate and we've incarnated, you know what I'm saying, in a sense, but you know, at the end of the day, so like what you're saying, it's just it's part of the a different part of a video game we've incarnated to play.

SPEAKER_03 34:59

So uh we all played that one. I know I was in that there's something about the Middle East, man. I've spent lifetimes there, uh Yeshua came from there, obviously. I mean, that hot spot for whatever reason is like the kernel of us hating each other and has been that way the entire time on Earth.

SPEAKER_07 35:12

Well, I mean, isn't there's like what's it there's like two there's two uh billion Muslims, I think, now the uh on in the world. So and I I think someone mentioned that like not all Muslims have hatred in the religion, but there's like probably about I would say uh at least uh like 500 million that like will hang gays and you know, you know, uh take away women's rights, but still significant 500 million is still more than people in the United States, so there's still an alert, right? And so I think that portion of with the Muslim culture has kind of like brought down a lot of the the Middle East and brought down a lot of their the religion and those who associate with that. That there needs to be a purity that's cleaning that out this way. The Muslims who don't believe in those things can shine through. And so, um, so I think there's been a lot of but the religious aspects has been causing all this friction with our countries.

SPEAKER_03 36:02

Let me tell you this right now. I'm I connect to the connect to God every day. You don't connect to God if you're killing each other, you're not connected. I'm sorry, right? You're not connected, you don't connect, you don't hurt people when you're connected to God, you just don't. It just in your heart, you just don't. So anyway, if you're finding something like that, you're not your religion, you're I don't know what you're doing, but you're not connecting to God. Can't and that might be the lesson in those lifetimes. Maybe I wasn't either. Maybe that's what I fought. Maybe it wasn't caught, you know, connected. And but we're all getting connected whether we like it or not now. Like that's gonna happen. It's happening, it's happened. You know, I've I people who normally don't say anything like this, and they're like, I have a feeling, Chris, you're gonna do it I'm like, don't tell you're giving me a prediction, you know. I mean, like they're giving me predictions, and it's like you used to defend me when that happened because I was like, God, I work hard, yeah, you know, but now I'm like, no, spirit will get to you any way they can through anyone, a waiter, whatever. I I I now look at it all as messengers, like, yes? Oh, really? Thank you very much. You know, probably it was a token, like put a token for the game, and like I, you know, look play the play the symbolism, look for three versions of an affirmation, for instance. That's kind of part of the game.

SPEAKER_07 37:07

You can find you can find some sort of great piece of knowledge within anything, but through a perspective, through someone's voice. So, yeah, you know, people who just damn other people for their perspectives are idiots. Um, because you know, someone can say something that can make you see things differently, give you a point of view on things. And so I have always you know look at people, even the people I think that are stupid. I look at them like that, isn't it? You know, I and I I hate saying this, but I just I for a while didn't think there were people actually that stupid. I thought people played stupid, and then I realized no, there are people actually that stupid. That was a lesson for me to learn. So I understand I'm aware of people's capacities, so to speak. And when I say stupid, I'm talking about denial of reality, right? And clutching to like cult stuff, and that's that's a stupidity that you know behavior. But you know, I think even we have to understand the war is also for people observing it too. So, what we're experiencing in our world is also those of us who are observing it's for us too. That's for us to experience as well. That's why we're observing it. And so well, we're looking at our past, we're looking at our past lives.

SPEAKER_03 38:05

I mean, I think you have to look at what you were, yeah. This is what you were, this is how shitty it was. That's what right now. I think a lot of I swear there was a uh we're going into Atlantis timeline. I can feel it. And in Atlantis, I'm telling you, they my dad told me it's a child, told me these fables, I'm not kidding, which was that they were changing genetics to make human beings sex slaves and work slaves. They saw humans as something they could tap into like an animal and and make and design, and that's what transhumanism is, by the way. Is that you're tapping into human biology and you're going, I can do better than God. Let's put this gadget in, let's put these, you know, with the nanoparticles in here, and let's see if we can line them up like the internet. I mean, that's kind of what I've been hearing. It's like, first of all, so stupid. But if you just do one minute of prayer, meditation, connect the higher self, you're gonna burn that shit out, man. I don't think that shit is any over.

SPEAKER_07 38:51

I would I would not for putting installing something in me. No, thank you. And that's why another way that's why that woman is so even dumb with that comment. I would see so again, don't I don't install anything in me. I know a wearable is uh is enough for me. Like having an eye watch, that's me crossing my lines when it comes to like connection with technology that fast.

SPEAKER_03 39:10

Earbuds, I keep down a low level. I only use earbuds if I have to. I just don't trust it. I don't trust the people behind it anymore. I never have actually. Um, but I was just hoping that it would be revealed. Here it is. We have to move on. Uh Anthropics, roughly 200 million contract with the US Department of Defense that collapses, leading to a swift ban and blacklist. Open AI steps right in, announcing a deal to deploy its models. Oh, thanks. Including ChatGPT, I'll be darned in classified DOD networks. Oh, that's great. We've got AI digging around our classified networks. Why can't we go in there, by the way? Why is AI going there before we are? What the fuck?

SPEAKER_07 39:42

That's that cool. Because there are people who understand how to use AI and so they're companies because you can you can actually have AI on your own, install it on your own, and have it not on a server, so you can actually do it on your computer, so therefore it's not on a public server, you're not reliant upon it. So I would urge people who are getting to AI to do that because this way it's on your private computer, it's not you're not feeding the systems with your own information. But I was just reading before you came on while I was waiting for you. Yeah, it's waiting as you will, as I'm keeping with with with I was OpenAI posted their agreement with the government on their website. And so they are actually saying that no, they are not going to be doing mass surveillance. There are laws against that. They've not agreed to that, they're not agreed for any type of let me read the the specific on that. I'll tell you what it is. They're going on no use. Let me just finish, let me just finish this. They're saying no use of open AI technology for mass domestic surveillance, which has been a concern. So they're saying no, that's not part of the agreement with the government. They're also saying no use of open AI technology to direct autonomous weapon systems. There's laws that protect this system, so they there's no agreement in their contract with the government about that. And also the last one is no use of open AI technology for high-stakes automated decisions, eG systems such as social credit. So they're acknowledging on their their their decision on their website, you know, whether they're lying or not, they're saying that's not part of their agreement with the government. And that's a public statement they have on their website for open AI.

SPEAKER_03 40:57

So I'm curious why you call yourself open. I think that's I think that's a I think that's a spell. I think we're being like open, open, open, open, open what? Open up your DOD, open up everything, open it up. They make it look like they're they're staying open to us, but that's not the truth at all. We don't know where their kernel is, we don't know how far they've advanced, they're not being transparent or open. We have to be really clear. It's like, wake the fuck up, guys, while it's happening, pay attention to what's happening right now because it's sus. It's totally sus. And I'm telling you what's gonna happen. It goes in there and reads every DOD file, and what it learns is how the government works and where the scandals are, and then it can maximize where scandals are because they'll start to figure out everything. And who knows, maybe it'll start to step in for Epstein, and I'll be the one controlling them, saying, Look, you know what you fucking did. The AI has analyzed everything and figured it out, Nancy, or whatever. You know, I think that's the danger of it. That's the danger of it.

SPEAKER_07 41:43

I get what you're I get what you're saying, but the the open part just means that it's like when software used to be open, like it was like freeway. I use it's called it's not you can't you can you can contribute and own, like you can own like a chat to be model or an AI model and like train it for yourself to do what you want it to do. I agree with you in the part, the open part is they're collecting the you're training it by using it to their servers.

SPEAKER_03 42:05

Open to AI, open to AI, open to AI. I'm telling you, it's a perfect as well.

SPEAKER_07 42:08

What's that? Yeah, I'm saying, like I was saying in in response to what you're saying, like I do agree as far as the open AI when you're using on their servers, you're training their the AI. You are versus versus it is open enough to where you can say, No, I'm gonna run my own server, to where then you actually you you're not feeding a system, you just have it your OAI for your you can do that, it's open to you where you have to charge for you own it because it's public domain.

SPEAKER_03 42:31

Until Congress goes that that independent AI is a weapon, and we think people are until there's some sort of terrorist that uses open AI on their open thing, and they'll be out, they'll use some terrorists it's that terrorist will probably be you know one of our own CAA guys trained you know from a kid who got named early on and started to be brainwashed for the entire life. Sorry to God. Well that's yeah, I think that's what's happening, and I think and so so yes, there'll be some AI bomb that goes off. Oh, now we've got to we need to read your AI, be open to us reading it. No, let's have a talking to it. No, it's like now.

SPEAKER_07 42:59

Those are things, and those are things we need to be aware of that could potentially happen with our governments because I said this a while back, and someone like really kind of got so upset that I said this, defending Trump. I said, I had a really huge you know uh alert and concern about there being an executive order um to not have any to have no regulations on AI for 10 years. It's ridiculous.

SPEAKER_03 43:19

That the person goes, we just invented gunpowder, we just invented gunpowder, it blows shit up. And uh for the next 10 years, we're not gonna regulate it at all.

SPEAKER_07 43:26

Well, and the person, the person in the chat goes, You're so stupid, it's just an executive order. I said, Yeah, but when the House and Senate are run by the people who support that administration, we're fucked for a while. You know, no one's gonna overturn that executive order. Girl.

SPEAKER_03 43:38

I don't know. See, this is a good thing. But we have to but we I'm sorry, go ahead.

SPEAKER_07 43:41

But we have but we but we have to in in this retrospect, we have to understand that you know we need the re we need the guardrails because then it could be healthy for us. And we have to pay attention to what our administrations are doing. We can't roll off our shoulders because I voted for him, so I gotta protect him at all costs. We have to like make sure we're doing what's best for humanity so we can make the decisions and Turn things as we need, you know, and yes, there are those pot and Christopher, you're right. There are those potentials. Yes, oops, they have control of it. We can drop an atomic bomb here and there and do whatever you want to do. You know, and that's extreme. But you know, there's those potentials that we need to be aware of. 100%.

SPEAKER_03 44:14

I think you're gonna see. Here's what I think. I feel, I feel they're gonna go as far as they can right now. They're gonna run, they're gonna run with the power. They're not even gonna stop, they're not even gonna tell us, they're not even pretend anymore, they're just gonna run. And they're running for who's sovereign. Is a you know, is an elite group of corporations gonna control us? It's looking like it, guys, and it's because you're sitting on your ass and you want to call someone either good or evil. Now that's stupid too. I gotta just call that out. A person makes lots of fucking mistakes. It doesn't, you don't write them off the script, you don't take them out in this game. I'm sorry. That's if that was on you, you wouldn't handle that. You wouldn't like that. We have to be okay with being a fuck up and having mistakes. It's okay. And prisoners, the way we treat them, it's like that's really animalistic and stupid. Really? Just having them beat themselves together and tattoo themselves for the rest of their lives. Come on, what the fuck? That's all they have to do. They're putting stuff in the water, they're not having sex anymore. I've been talking to uh people have come out, they can't get erect because they put stuff in the water. No one's having sex, they made it even more miserable.

SPEAKER_07 45:10

Well, you know, I always believe I don't know what's I always believe. I always believe that prison should be a rehabilitation center and put people who have mental health issues, any sort of like criminal minds that they work with a therapist until they're evaluated to where they can actually be in society before they get into society. Like, there needs to be some sort of product, you know, a productive way of treating the criminal, right? Because some people are criminals because of trauma, bad upbringings, and just and it needs to be studied. And that's the point that that's why I think we're not progressing either, because we're just saying, oh, the criminals we just lock them up, and we're not being productive with rehabilitation.

SPEAKER_03 45:42

It's so stupid. I mean, if aliens come here, I'm embarrassed. I'm embarrassed at what they're gonna see. We look stupid as fuck, man. Like they're wild throwing mud and shit at each other, and we look so stupid. And the way when you you know, when you come out of the womb, the entire world should be like, Can I help you? We should all be can I help you to everyone. Yeah, if they're in your space, there's a logic, you know, the game has put them there for a reason. You can law of attraction says you're so you're being attracted to people you can help, and you're being attracted to people who can help you. So I think we have to an attitude like we help all each other, help ourselves first, then help each other.

SPEAKER_07 46:15

It's true, and this is why this is what which gets us to our topic now, because you know, a lot of people are really kind of entrenched in romantic ideology. I think idealism, I keep I keep running another word versus reality, and this is what can help us. It's either gonna bring us together or separate us. And so what would you classify say romantic ideal idealism to be, Christopher? Like, what's a good example?

SPEAKER_03 46:37

Someone you're chatting with on the internet, someone you're chatting with on the internet that you know he's the one, he's the one you've never met him, but we FaceTime all the time. I'm sorry, dude. I FaceTime too. It's called TV, and it's like this is not who I am off camera. Like, people only show you the best, and you're like, He's he's the one. I'm giving up everything, I'm trusting everything. It's like, why don't you meet him? You know, like that's where the Neptune gets way out of the hand. Venus crossed Neptune over Saturday on Saturday night. I felt that. I felt like, am I the fucking Disney movie? It was like everything was sparkly, and just like the world is just magical. It's like the matrix was on open or something, it's like open AI, which is like the matrix was in this. But that moment I felt that magic. I didn't realize it was a conjunction. I just learned today when you said that I was oh my god, that's stuff's gone through. You know, yeah, it's crazy. But but what it does is it makes you here's the thing: Neptune is creation. Okay, Neptune is creation energy, it's spiritual energy, which is creative, so it will create anything you want. Anything you want. The problem is you're going into it, not knowing what you really want. I feel that when you're in that space, the only way for you to be out of it or to find the light is to be in your heart. If your heart is on fire, you're on the right path. You're on the heart. If your anything else is on fire, like your genitals, but not your heart. No, that's not a sign. You know, there's a lot of repressed sexual energy, too, you know, in this world. Seriously, people are repressed.

SPEAKER_07 48:00

We have to repress our look at what you right. You said you said in this world and I pulled the world card. Oh my god, really? That's yeah, that's funny. So for me, romantic ideal, I idealism for me is religion, you know, and just believing if I'm good, if I just forget, ask forgiveness, I'm saved, I go to heaven. And it's like, yeah, there's a lot of people saying, Well, I'm saved. I even though I murdered some, I'm saved, I'm good. I don't have to have consequences. It's like that sounds that sounds nice, but no, you have to do so reap karma. You still have to do that, you know. So that to me is another form of romantic ideal idealism.

SPEAKER_03 48:34

Um, you will always see the other side of it. If you I always say this, I know it's harsh. If you get raped, you will have to rape. That is how serious the game is. It's that serious. But here's the thing it's just a game. I'm realizing we we only I mean, think about it. Reincarnation, you go in, you learn stuff, you come back. When you come back, nobody's judged. Nobody, from what I understand. Talk to lead psychics. Nobody's judged. Chris first, people are not ready to hear that.

SPEAKER_07 48:56

And and people are even like then I know, and I and I say this all the time. I said, This is what duality is. You're supposed to experience both both perspectives of duality, so you understand it in totality, and that's how you evolve. Many people who say they're spiritual don't want to hear that. I did I was bad in my past lifetime. I wasn't like misses, you know, I wasn't fucking great in my past. It's like, no, you weren't. You actually were not, actually. So um, but this is what we came for, and we came to experience the duality of the nature of the whatever that the situation or circumstance is, so that we understand totality, it broadens perspective, we evolve and we become more like the god energy that creates worlds, right? So that's what we're here. We have to experience both versions of it. Uh a lot of us have experienced the the the negative versions of it because I feel like collectively we're all evolving to be more of a on the positive pole of polarity. So I feel like we're understanding more about self-love. That's been kind of more of the focus, right, Christopher? The messaging with spiritual communities is self-love.

SPEAKER_03 49:49

That's the predominant message, and that's what it is. And I don't know where it came from, it just came out of spirit. Spirit told us, spirit told us to do it. Really, we all started doing it. Start to practice it, and things do change. But I think the bigger point here is when you see someone being an asshole to someone else or anything like that, including a bad comment, to some degree, we have to just stand back and be like, This is the game. We gotta quit taking it so fucking seriously because we're wasting our energy while other people are bombing uh countries, while our money is bombing countries where that we haven't approved, we're sitting here yelling at each other, like what the what come on, guys. Can we let ourselves just be messy? We're all hot messes, let's just accept it.

SPEAKER_07 50:28

The hot mess express, but you know, but the thing is, but that see the romantic idealism to me is what whatever serves your own personal narrative, right? And so whatever kind of makes you feel like that gives me a sense of relief when it's actually not fit into reality. So that leads to question. So that leads a question: what is reality? So reality is to me everything that's objective, everything that you see that's objective that includes you, people around you, circumstances around you, things that have come from your history, the past, what's going on in the future. That's reality. It's a collective consensus, it's a collective experience, is what reality is. And and this is why I love being in the age of Aquarius as an Aquarius, because people are starting to become more focused on humanity, right? More focused on the collective, because that's reality, right? And and also what is very evidential, of course, is the laws of physics. That's reality because that's evidential, and so the physical experience. So we have to understand that usually when we are detached from actual realities, we're so immersed in our own romantic ideal idealism, which is the religion manifestation communities, I always say, but also things that are pacifying ourselves because of unresolved trauma. And a lot of times we will filter our reality because of things that make us feel better because of unresolved trauma, because we don't want to approach it. So, how do we get to see reality? Is by approaching our traumas, growing and learning from it, expanding perspective, so then we can be objective and see the collective the way it really is, and not be affected by it. So you're saying we should all do ayahuasca.

SPEAKER_03 51:52

Is that what you're saying? They should all do ayahuasca.

SPEAKER_07 51:53

Exactly, objective and unaffected.

SPEAKER_03 51:55

Oh, well, I'll tell you that. Uh you know, I'm not gonna be when I tried a psychedelic, I did once. I was I was how old was I I was very young, like 19, I think. Tried acid. It only took one time to see what to see. And I'm not saying that this is um, you know, do don't do anything stupid with yourself. I'm not telling you to go out and do drugs at anyone, but I'm telling you when you suddenly realize that this is not the reality, that there's other possibilities inside yourself. You go, oh, there's lots of possible realities because I'm living it right now, and it's acid or whatever you take. At that point, you question everything. I think that's why that drug is, you know, kept alive. But you know, it's interesting in Colorado, you can possess mushrooms, and a lot of people are microdosing now, which I've thought about.

SPEAKER_07 52:37

Well, it's they actually do it like uh professionals do it to assist and to regulate and have people do that micro microdosing for work actually to help people do that. Psychedelics.

SPEAKER_03 52:48

We're talking about like a tiny little piece of mushroom or whatever. Yeah, some people even I heard it. I heard the rumor that all the programmers at Google were on microdosing, that you know, all the high-tech guys were microdosing. I heard that rumor. I don't know, it's just a rumor, just saying.

SPEAKER_07 53:01

But you know, to conclude that, because you know, I I just want people to understand that you know, we sometimes confuse our subjective reality and think that's a collective when it's bullshit. We have to understand how our subjective reality immerses and connects with the objective and collective reality.

SPEAKER_03 53:16

It is all your subjective reality.

SPEAKER_07 53:18

Reality is your subject. Yeah, let me finish that because I'm trying to rush because I know we're on time. But it's saying like our subject, we have like you were saying, different realities, different choices we can make. That doesn't mean that equals the world. Okay. And so, yes, we can like say if I choose this, this can manifest. So I choose that, that can manifest. That is true. But how does that then look when you're dealing with other people? And how does it look when it fits into the collective? Then we can be subjective and objective, and therefore we're in sync, right? And not out of out of tune with actual reality. So I just want to conclude that part, button up with that, because it's good to be in your own subjective reality too, and create and you know, know different options decisions that you make, but some people just get stuck in that and then become selfish or dismissive, they lose sight of other people's point of view, then they lose sight of what other people feel, and they start leaving stupid, dumb comments on YouTube.

SPEAKER_03 54:07

Jesus, dude. Oh my god, forgive. Okay, you need to go to step seven and forgive now. No, I just now you have the next stages of healing here. Well, let's watch all the stages. You have to heal inventing regulation. I like fogging. No, no, you're dealing actually, you're doing great television because you're showing us exactly how it works. You're really pissed that someone has been mean to you. And how does he even deal with that? How does he even deal with it? You know, Scott is putting first of all step zero. He's putting up his walls, he's putting up his walls. That's step zero. The first thing you do is pull up your walls. Then his heart gets hurt, step one, then he starts feeling bad. Step two, then suddenly his beliefs are in question. Step three, and that's the thing. That's what probably pisses you off because you have past life memories of times when fucking idiots told you you're a Protestant now. What? Yes, you are, you're Protestant, or you die. Oh, I see what you're saying. You know, we've had I mean we have past life memories of people telling us what to believe.

SPEAKER_07 54:53

It's like, what the what and then I just I just have a zeal to stop the bullshit. I'm not pissed, yeah. I'm just like over the bullshit. I'm just overseeing what you see in the news. I'm just overseeing people, you know, their fanatical behavior, which leads to the I'm just over the bullshit and have a zeal to like move let's move things along, people. Come on, that's my you're in the how he has cars, like honk, honk, honk.

SPEAKER_04 55:18

And we're stuck in traveling on the fourth of July.

SPEAKER_03 55:20

Oh no, I want to I want to respond to your thing. I think that honestly, the matrix is the game is that your inner world becomes projected to the world. You the world is what you are to you, you are the joystick, you are the one, your movements are making everything happen. Your movements are your changes, everything you do, but not to you, but to the cockpit. The changes you're making to the cockpit, the changes you're making inside yourself, that is what's running this. Because what this is is just created expansion. I think God got pissed us and goes, You should see the way you are on the inside. It's ugly. Go to Earth. And that's what happened. I think we go to Earth and we look at our inside, and we're like, holy crap, that is my inside. I had no idea my inside was that way. A lot of karma in our generation, their childhood is all like uh relatives that were them in the last life. And it's like, I hate my father because you hate the way you were in that lifetime. I hate my mother. That's because you were she was you're her you were her mother last time and you fucked up. I mean, spirit tells you whatever it is, but quite often it's it's a boomerang uh uh karma thing where you are learning where you have been wronged, and you're learning what it felt like to be on the side of it, and you're also learning could you had choices.

SPEAKER_07 56:29

Yeah, no, it's also we learn to how to stand up too. I think that's another part too. It's not just we've been in and we're good without. I think a part of us is like, you know, learning to like for me, it's just been about appreciate appreciation's been a huge theme for me this week, you know, self-appreciation. You're being appreciated everywhere, or what's happening?

SPEAKER_03 56:46

What's that? You're being appreciated everywhere. What's happening?

SPEAKER_07 56:50

No, no, I'm saying, like, in my life, appreciating myself more, right? And then wanting to also express more appreciation to those I really appreciate. And so appreciation's been a big deal for me. And so people have been like interfering with that. I've been like, shut I don't have tolerance for that, like just shutting it down. I'm over the bullshit, right? So, but I really feel like a lot of things come in to teach you other lessons too. It's not I want people to understand it's not always so connected, you know. Um yeah, it's sometimes it's something will happen for something else. Like if like if appreciation, that was my theme, not the fact that I've never, I've never, at least in this lifetime, never treated people that way or been that way to people, you know, maybe in the past life, but I've obviously learned my lesson because I've always been very gracious to people in this lifetime. So I've kind of cleared up karma if I was that, but I realized it was appreciation thing for me, you know. So I think it's my point of saying this is I want people to understand sometimes it'd be a little layered, sometimes it'd be a little layered as far as what we need to learn. You know what I'm saying? And very layered, right? And so it may be that it's that clear, that very parallel. Sometimes it's it's not so parallel, it's a little deeper about just understand what the what the it's evoking within you emotionally, and it's it will direct you to like, yeah, I need to appreciate, you know, I need to start standing up more, and so and then ride with that. And I feel like, and then you go through that path, you master that, then you get to a point like you don't care, like I used to not care before. But then I'm like, okay, I cannot care again from a different perspective. But I I just feel like sometimes your soul's like, we're calling to stand up right now, and sometimes spirits like we're calling you to also help with karma, you know. Sometimes we can let it go, Christopher, and be like, oh, karma would let karma take care of it. But sometimes spirit's like, but you got to initiate the karma by standing up.

SPEAKER_03 58:26

I'm getting a signal like you don't you don't fucking let it go. I'm not letting it go again. I'm gonna do another lifetime like this. No, sorry, I'm done. You would just correct it. I'm just correcting things, is what I'm doing in my life. I mean what I'm saying. The correction isn't your point, and I think you're right 100%. Your correction was being grateful to yourself. That was that was the issue. Yeah, the appreciation of yourself is the correction. That's the correction. And the reason why you weren't appreciating yourself is because you were being an asshole to yourself and holding it back until you got the performance out of yourself that you wanted, and that's what happened. The tyrants of the world all became tyrants to themselves, and instead of tyrants to themselves, they let idiots rule the world, and it's you were we were basically punishing ourselves, and that is Judaism, Christianity, bullshit, which I think is written for people to feel bad and just lower their head. It's like you come out of the womb, it's like, oh, welcome to Earth, you're a sinner. It's like, what the fuck, man? Do we come out perfectly? I mean, what the fuck? That is just ridiculous. And for the whole life, you gotta prove to us that you know the Lord. It's like right.

SPEAKER_07 59:22

But I also I also I definitely wanted to, I never wanted like ever to break because I see a lot of people who are mentors, they get very arrogant. I'm like, I never want to be arrogant, I was born to be humble, in love with what I do, you know. And so, and yeah, I took a lot of kicks in the nuts and just rolled it off my shoulder. And I and I realized I can I'm finding the balance of that. You can set up yourself and preach yourself and not be arrogant like other people are, and still remaining your power and the love that you do. And so I've been ironing out that balance.

SPEAKER_03 59:49

You know, here's what Trump gets Trump does this. Now, here's the thing: Trump does this, he will just go to a corner and go, You're a bad fucking paradise, and he'll just like you know, like you should be ashamed of yourself. He does what you're prescribing, he does it. I'm not I'm not behind him and saying that's what he does. He's made an example over and over again. Being an asshole to someone he thinks is an asshole, it's like he draws a line and says, I'm gonna be an asshole about this. I'm tired of it.

SPEAKER_07 1:00:10

We can agree to disagree. We could agree to disagree, but he's making he creates enemies for no reason, like he creates problems with people for no reason.

SPEAKER_03 1:00:15

You know, so we could agree all the he's introducing all the tools we have, is what I think. It's like you have all these tools you can use. I see I get what you're saying.

SPEAKER_07 1:00:23

I see what you're saying.

SPEAKER_03 1:00:24

I think he's a program, I think he's part of the game. I think he's a program monster. I really do. He thinks a program, he's an agent. I mean, I'm thinking about it. Oh my god, it's like the it's like the fucking matrix, it so is these are agents, agents are programs, programs have these desires to do certain things and only certain things.

SPEAKER_07 1:00:36

And I think something to evoke something in our consciousness, so we start emulating similarities because his anger can release uh a deal within us that makes us stand. So I get what you're saying in that level for sure. But speaking of, it is you know, a time now where it's creating an identity change for us, you know. This is the time now, so there you go. And that's what we're talking about. So I'm actually talking about that tomorrow, my live show. We're talking about the what is it like to be a on the what's the identity reset look like for individuals individually as as far as a collectively? What can we expect? And so tomorrow, my live show. And if you're seeing us on Saturday, you can just catch the recorded version. But I go live every Thursday at 6 p.m. Pacific time, 9 p.m. Eastern time, and also be doing live readings then too. And you can also book a one-on-one at ScottCruz PM.com. So live at six.

SPEAKER_03 1:01:19

I got some news. I'm going live before you.

SPEAKER_07 1:01:22

Okay, cool.

SPEAKER_03 1:01:24

Live before you go live at 4 45, actually, because I'm gonna go live but and let everyone in backstage before I start the show. I'm in progress, the beginning of the show of us backstage, we'll do it now, and then I'm gonna go on the show and they're gonna see the change. And I'm gonna just be my I'm gonna do whatever I can, I'm gonna make some mistakes or whatever. I'm just gonna go right to the show. And at the very end of the show, I'm gonna say, now go watch Scott. Yeah, you know what?

SPEAKER_07 1:01:43

You have to we have to stop training people to be critical. Training? We have to stop training people, viewers to be so fucking critical because we're always critical about what we're doing. So that's why we are taking the more relaxed approach because, like, look, we're giving we're not being critical, so we're not giving you reason to be critical. So fuck off, you know.

SPEAKER_03 1:02:00

I mean, so it's that we've been too critical to ourselves. That's the problem. We've been critical to ourselves and not critical to the ones who are not fucking we're not being critical to the presidents, we're not being critical to this congressman, we're being critical to ourselves. You know what? It's it's just ruining the nation. We've got to quit being on so hard on ourselves. You know, Yeshua would say forgive yourself for everything, just let it go. It doesn't matter. You're in a fucking video game, you're sitting there feeling bad. Go get some coins, man.

SPEAKER_07 1:02:24

Go get some coins, and that's that said, with that said, we look forward to see what you do tomorrow. So oh, we're gonna by the way, we have taped this during a new moon.

SPEAKER_03 1:02:32

Do you know that? I know it's the 18th, yeah. It's new moon today. We just proclaimed there that that was our proclamation declaration right there. This this this particular episode, because I think we went we've gone all over the map as things that pissed us off. We never talk about but you know what?

SPEAKER_07 1:02:45

You know what? I this show has been kind of a mess, and I love it.

SPEAKER_03 1:02:48

Earth is a mess. Let's quit pretending like we're all big grown-ups. We're just we've just been kind of crazy. We're all kids wearing adult clothing, is what we are. We're children, and we think we're so smart and so good just because we figured out these rockets and stuff. It's like, no, sorry. You know, just because you make a cool toy doesn't make you make you brilliant.

SPEAKER_07 1:03:06

Uh that's a wrap. We're we're over. We can go on. Check us out for our backstage, the after show because you're subscribed.

SPEAKER_03 1:03:12

Yes, if you're a subscriber, we're gonna continue talking about this. And there's some things I actually have held that I'm gonna wait until this show. Um, I can't remember what it is, but I'll think about it. What was it exactly? Oh, it was the it was going deeper on the drug thing. I see a whole drug change. I see a whole drug movement happening is what's happening. And we'll talk about that in the after show if you're a subscriber.

SPEAKER_07 1:03:28

So enough to subscribe, yeah. Check out the after show. All right, guys. Well, don't put up with a ship. Don't put up with a shift show. We gotta lead out loud. That's what we're doing, and we'll catch you next week. Well, it's like it's like the energizer buddy between the two of us. Just like though. I can say that. I can say that for me.

SPEAKER_01 1:04:09

I can say it's you.

SPEAKER_03 1:04:13

I mean, it's nice to hear my voice and all, but it's just too freaking loud. It is too loud. Well, you know, Mr.

SPEAKER_02 1:05:27

But it's just naval.

SPEAKER_07 1:05:36

Yeah, no, if you show me flowers, I could relay them or redo them. These purple flowers.

SPEAKER_01 1:05:40

Oh my god, Scott, the flowers are right there. My orchids are purple, they completely are there. Every single thing. Listen, everyone, this guy.

SPEAKER_07 1:05:53

Like they're showing me the turquoise stone. Yes.

SPEAKER_01 1:05:57

I just went to a Native American dad's classic.

SPEAKER_07 1:06:38

I don't just come on here and talk. I'm living it.

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SPEAKER_07 1:09:15

Your mic is off there, Morgan. Here we are. Morgan Theetle. I'm like, I'm not surprised. Surprise, surprise.

SPEAKER_05 1:09:28

You can hear me now, right?

SPEAKER_07 1:09:30

Yeah, you're good.

SPEAKER_05 1:09:31

Okay, good. Nice.

SPEAKER_07 1:09:32

You are good in the head. That was a bit feisty. I don't know. It just felt like it was sloppy and I loved it. And feisty, fiery.

SPEAKER_05 1:09:43

You're fiery. Two weeks, I guess.

SPEAKER_07 1:09:51

Yeah, I just I just been in the cutting the bullshit era. And I'm you know, I I kind of like it. It's fun.

SPEAKER_03 1:09:57

Welcome back, Sue. Hey there. I don't care. I'm at my well, it's the new moon. I mean, this is interesting. I'm to see my life so well orchestrated for this point is fascinating. Because I have been wronged every way I've ever been wronged, twice, three times, four times. It's like slapping me in the face. And it's like it's so and it's I'm at a point where I'm like, okay. You know, like okay, you know, that's where I'm at. I'm at the point where I quit. That's it. No more no more Mr. Nice Guy. For me. I mean, I'm nice, of course, everyone.

SPEAKER_05 1:10:35

I just told you about that book the last time we talked.

SPEAKER_03 1:10:37

You did, and I've already adopted the phrase. You're right. That was good of you, actually. No more Mr.

SPEAKER_05 1:10:43

Nice Guy. There's a there's a great book about being a people pleaser called No More.

SPEAKER_07 1:10:48

I wrote I wrote a song called No Mr. I wrote a song called No more Mr. Nice Guy back in twenty two thousand and nine. I was the nice guy.

SPEAKER_03 1:10:55

Yeah, um, I played the part for the world. I played that part. I did. I that's a realizing I played the part of the Mr. Nice Guy. That's my moral. And now Mr. Nice Guy is not is pissed.

SPEAKER_07 1:11:04

Well, you know, look, it's not about like it's just some people, it's not being angry about the harboring. No, yeah. What I'm saying is it's like it there's just a zeal for me, just like I I think we should we've evolved more than this some of the stuff that I'm seeing within people. It's like we we need to be past that now. Like, uh we still behind. Are we still you know doing this behavior? So so for me, it's just like it's almost like for me, it's like encouraging. Can we just end the shit already? Can we like please hop on the train we're supposed to be hopping on? So that's the zeal that comes for me about it. You know, that's the the and feisty energy, the fiery energy, you know, that comes to me.

SPEAKER_03 1:11:41

Fiery is is more charming now. You've always been feisty. You're feisty guy. Thanks.

SPEAKER_07 1:11:47

Well, if you've been the shit I've been through, like fuck, like god. Like people understood if people if people understood, like you know, when they people easy, can it's easy to judge someone online, right? But people actually knew my background and or watched to make my background. I think that's when I first went to serious joy, like people were so loving because I went through all that stuff. They they got to see me as a person.

SPEAKER_03 1:12:09

I think actually what happened is our people had to face a shadow and they they shit on other people instead.

SPEAKER_07 1:12:14

No, it's just it's just it's just been a different, different energy lately. I think you know, um, it's not it's it's just things have shifted a lot lately, you know. So and it's cool, huh?

SPEAKER_03 1:12:25

We should eat at we should eat that backstage. We should have like we should eat dinner. Uh yeah, right. That'd be cool.

SPEAKER_04 1:12:30

Sushi. We're just what we're eating right now.

SPEAKER_07 1:12:33

We're eating tonight, food. Let me finish the point.

unknown 1:12:36

Okay.

SPEAKER_07 1:12:37

The point I was saying, Mr. Christopher was is that it there's just a zeal of if people understood what people would have gone through. And I think, like, you know, when we were younger, our parents told us everyone has a story, and I think people if knew my story, then I think some of these people would be putting their foot in their mouth, you know, and and what I do every day. And so I think we need to have more grace for people um in that way and understand, like, I don't know the bigger picture, what's the bigger picture? And then have more discernment about what a bigger picture is, you know, just with people. And I feel like I just feel like that we all should be practicing that as you know I do with other people all the time. But I'm starting to like say, you know, I've been over too understanding. Now it's time to say shit. I've been way too understanding.

SPEAKER_03 1:13:17

Here's the thing I've been mean to me and just a dictator asshole to me, and I've let everyone else get away with everything, murder. I let everyone's get away with murder, and I've been judging myself. That's what I realized. Like, oh my god, you know it's a change, it's a shift. You're seeing it happen. I'm gonna share a lot of it on on TV. Let's say I think it's I'm just gonna share it. Yeah, live.

SPEAKER_07 1:13:42

I'm gonna share with me off, you know. But like I said, I have no drama in my life, so I don't mind like you know, being feisty about these little things because my life is is is I'm blessed, you know. It's my 13th year doing my work. I've been consistent with word of mouth and referrals, and you know, no issues. My life is great, and so like I don't mind feeling you know, uh responding to a little drama here and there and making a point because like my I'm so blessed in my life, you know. You are, but you brought you brought the drama.

SPEAKER_03 1:14:10

I mean, you were intensely angry, and uh I mean as a director, it's like you're the but I'm not saying you were dramatic or being a you know queen or anything like that. I'm saying you were being like a huge queen, you you were you know, I'm responding to the bullshit that annoys me.

SPEAKER_07 1:14:24

That's all, you know. And just yeah, and I expect I expect more from our platform and our viewers, the people who are spiritual, like they we're talking about people who are like so at a level zero that expect more from from our audience. Now, if it was like a Joe Rogan show, whatever, you know, but expect more from, and I think people need to be schooled in our environment of spirituality to not behave a certain way. Um, so there comes like that part of me, too, being responsible to say something. So it's it's layered, and I'm passionate. Porter an Italian, you can't take the passion out of me. What the hell's wrong with people trying to, you know?

SPEAKER_03 1:14:58

He was an Italian like at home, it's funny to watch.

SPEAKER_02 1:15:00

Like a doing something like Mama, get me here, get me here, do me.

SPEAKER_04 1:15:07

She's all sweet, she's got all like all prepped for him and ready. Oh, he froze. Oh, you froze. We all froze.

SPEAKER_05 1:15:13

Oh no, just you. You froze. Oh, I froze. Okay, you froze middle. Was that a real good moment, actually, when you froze?

SPEAKER_04 1:15:20

It was, and actually, I think you did it yourself. You're I think your powers did it.

SPEAKER_03 1:15:24

But it's funny because Chris like this, you know. I don't know. I think I think your higher self is like, I don't want to see that. Don't play that role, don't play that moment or whatever. It wasn't bad though.

SPEAKER_07 1:15:34

Like, Chris, I don't I think like some of these things like we have to express passion, we have to be able to be transparent to show people that we are passionate too. And I really feel that you know, spirit is telling me you need to be passionate about this because you weren't before, you know, and so so that's the phase I'm in. If people want to judge me for that, then go fuck themselves too. I don't really give a fuck because what I'm I'm at a point where I'm just gonna keep walking.

SPEAKER_03 1:15:58

I'm not even gonna play anymore. I'm not even playing, I'm not even playing right.

SPEAKER_07 1:16:01

But I'm saying is, but like it's it's and there's a lot of great people here watching backstage, and they were just like, you know, they they understand, they understand that it's good to show passion, it's good to show that authenticity in that way. And um, we got like looking at these classes suck.

SPEAKER_03 1:16:17

Oh, you guys the way you are. That's so sweet. I love that. Jill does too. She's a step 28 uh Leo, so she is Louise. She knows she knows she knows how to be royal, you know. And I think with you know, proper royalty is that you treat the world as a royal, also. I'm I'm convinced of that. I think we need to all treat each other as royal. It's if we're all fucking famous, as if we're all a celebrity. Treat everyone like they're a celebrity, everyone.

SPEAKER_05 1:16:42

I thought of a great word, unfuckwithable that popped into my head. I'm unfuckwithable. You can't fuck with me.

SPEAKER_03 1:16:51

That's the hard way out. I'm unfuck with, yeah.

SPEAKER_07 1:16:53

That's you know, if someone insulted me, it was like so clever and witty, I'd like I'd be like, I I give that to you. Like, you know, be smart with your insults, like put some creativity, be love, you know, because then I'd be like, that was good. I would celebrate it with you, you know. But you're just being stupid and ugly. It's just like, yeah, can we evolve?

SPEAKER_03 1:17:12

If you love, if you love that flaw about them, then you're the one supposed to make the joke. If you love that flaw, if you just think it's adorable, definitely shouldn't be, you know, that flaw, whatever. We ought to just love only to go after the flaw flaws we love. I mean, my son was when he the way he when he messes up and stuff, it's like it's adorable, you know. Like I'm sitting there going laugh, you know, because it's so fun to see him fuck up when he was young, especially. It was so fun, it was cute. And that's I think we have to apply everyone. It's like it's adorable because humans are a mess and not in control, so let's be nice to each other.

SPEAKER_07 1:17:44

Just breathe, guys. Just breathe, everyone. Like you said, it's not so serious. Breathe.

SPEAKER_05 1:17:49

Hey Christopher, you you said on the on the show that you had something you wanted to talk about drug culture back then.

SPEAKER_03 1:17:57

There's a huge well, I'm you guys, I'm seeing 1960s, I'm seeing 1960s. I am seeing uh DMT and toad. And toad is a synthetic because it comes from the back of a toad, it's like the sweat of a toad, of some certain toad, and makes you hallucinate and all this other stuff. And uh apparently, you know, I've never licked a toad. They would lick toads, that was one thing. They basically now in modern age, they've like they found the chemical for it, they found the structure of the chemical, and they're making it synthetically. And I'm talking about they, I'm talking about guys 19 to 25 in their home, and it's proliferating all over because the uh because we're all used to the marijuana or the THC uh pipes, and so when they're all they're wrapped in all these packaging, all the stuff, you can't tell what what's in there. So there's a complete I'm just speaking full honest now. It's like so so drugs are going everywhere, and not just drugs, psychedelics, psychedelics, these are psychedelics. Well, it's been for a while, it's been since the 60s we had this.

SPEAKER_07 1:18:55

Yeah, it's been for a while, but like like the mainstream, I think it's it's gotten more mainstream since like 2020. A lot of those mainstream.

SPEAKER_05 1:19:02

I agree with you here in Canada. There's uh dispensaries. I mean, like cannabis is well, cannabis is legal, so there's there's dispensaries everywhere, but there's also right downtown Victoria, there's uh uh shop that sells magic mushrooms and DMT pens over there. Wow, in a store, it's just in a retail store, yeah. But still, like a and that's serious stuff. It's like you said, it's it's a chemical that rushes through your pineal gland when you're born, and when you die, so it actually takes you out to the other dimensions.

SPEAKER_03 1:19:37

Maybe what is it's an elixir, an elixir to the other side is what it is.

SPEAKER_07 1:19:40

But DMT makes it easier for you to enter and to exit, you know what I'm saying? So that's it makes it so you can like hallucinate so you don't have a harsh experience dying or harsh experience being incarnated.

SPEAKER_04 1:19:50

Yeah, so it's not harsh, yeah, but it's revealing.

SPEAKER_07 1:19:54

Yeah, I guess. No, no, bury it twice. That's what that's why the brain releases DMT, so it's not a harsh experience incarnated.

SPEAKER_03 1:19:59

Oh, yeah. I love how I love how God gets his stone before we die. At least like the body's design. You're about to die, so this is fun. I got this book. There you go.

SPEAKER_05 1:20:09

This book DMT.

SPEAKER_03 1:20:09

This is that wow, yeah, it's backwards because you need to not flip the camera. Yeah, I got it. Undo that uh that part of it. So in the future, we'll have a problem.

SPEAKER_05 1:20:18

Let me try to do that.

SPEAKER_03 1:20:19

I call it a game fucking uh I call it game fucked dupness. Oh, fucked fucked upness. Okay, I call it game fucked upness.

SPEAKER_07 1:20:30

Okay, oh yeah, game fucked upness.

SPEAKER_03 1:20:31

Yeah, we're living in guys. T thank you for making it fun. Oh, yeah, thank you.

SPEAKER_07 1:20:36

I'm sorry, but you know what? You know what? I people I think as those of us who've been spiritual practicing our craft for a while. We've I've I've been my rigid, like new agey self, and like you know, I I've done all that, but I think people need the most is to make it have spirituality relatable that we are human too. That's why I've been like being more raw because I'm just like always had to demonstrate that that role. I'm like, I'm so over that because you know, people need to feel free in their skin, right? And be free to realize spirituality is being human.

SPEAKER_03 1:21:04

That's what drugs do most of the time. I mean, the truth is that human. That's why they're I they're real. I think they're illegal. I'm not saying that we should look, we should not let people go off the edge with drugs, we should not have it, but we should we actually should educate people because they're doing it. And what happens is God made this stuff, it's on the planet, it's coming from plants and stuff, and what it does is show you reality. It's also knowledge, yeah.

SPEAKER_06 1:21:23

It's the knowledge.

SPEAKER_03 1:21:24

I mean, there's a lot of evidence. I had this argument with this guy. Moses was stoned on fucking mushrooms. The the food that arrived overnight was fucking mushrooms that grew from all the goddamn livestock they had shitting in over there. They had all these mushrooms grow, they ate the mushrooms, that was food from God, and they all was tripping big time. And that's Moses was tripping when he talked to God. And I believe he did talk to God. I do, of course, of course. Yeah, I think you you know you can go there through those chemicals like you can. I mean, even in Egypt and stuff, their ceremonies were all based on plant medicine. You know, every culture in the world that had like you know, um that had a I'm gonna say witch doctor, but it's like the um had it was a shaman, basically, some sort of shaman or head priestess, and they were educated in plant medicine too, and the whole fucking tribal trip after certain things and stuff, and it brought everyone together.

SPEAKER_05 1:22:12

You know, an interest really crazy thing about DMT is that a lot of people who take it report actually meeting people, like not people, but but little people, like they're just on the other side waiting for you to sort of common thing is that you you feel a person actually over your right shoulder, they keep saying that they feel someone right there, and so I'm like, what are you feeling?

SPEAKER_03 1:22:35

Maybe you're feeling your guardian angel or whatever. It's like you're starting to feel that. Whatever this is, this maps it out for us to do on our own. We're not gonna be able to do that.

SPEAKER_07 1:22:44

There are centers where they can administer it for you, like they they have a guide, they give you the puffs, they walk the rave, you know. No, but you know, like actually, like really like spa-like centers or people that can administer and help you guide you through the process when you wake and you go this way, you you're secured. So, I mean, there's a lot of centers like that where they help to administer it for the first time since 1998.

SPEAKER_03 1:23:05

I hear people talking about raves. They want to go to raves, they want to go dance and be on drugs and you talking to I'm talking to people in this. Well, you know, this is Palm Springs. I mean, there's a I love saying who are you talking to? There's a crossroads of everything. I haven't heard the word rave in a long time. What's that?

SPEAKER_07 1:23:22

I said I haven't heard the word rave in a long time.

SPEAKER_03 1:23:25

I uh neither have I, but I've been hearing it. Yeah, and yeah, circle parties are holding yards. Yes, Palm Springs. They canceled. Did they cancel the white party in Palm Springs?

SPEAKER_07 1:23:35

They did last year. I know that when I was that I'm curious. That's like a tradition. Um I think I think they did because I think it was there was some threats actually toward the community uh uh at that time down there. And yeah, there was some concerns.

SPEAKER_05 1:23:53

Is the white party where everything is white?

SPEAKER_07 1:23:56

Yes, they're white and do drugs and we're playing music.

SPEAKER_05 1:24:00

I went to an orange party in Vancouver one time. Everything in the whole house, the house they decked it out all throughout the year to be orange, every single detail, you know, like every magnet on the fridge, everything was orange.

SPEAKER_03 1:24:14

If you had a well-directed rave, you could change the world because if everyone gets on the same page, if if you get a stadium of people to all wish the same thing at the same time, and then another stadium and another stadium, we take over the matrix, man. That's how it works. Seriously. Um, not saying people have to be on drugs, but it's easier, you know. I think it would I think that's why they all do it, and there's a oneness in those things. If you've ever gone to a ride, which I have, when I well, after I left my wife, or she left me rather, but we ended it. Um, I had not even drinking alcohol, I didn't even drink alcohol during the I I was pure.

SPEAKER_05 1:24:46

I was a big were you then?

SPEAKER_03 1:24:48

I smoked, I was I met Jennifer at age when I turned 21, a day after I turned 20. I met Jennifer the day before I turned 21. So it was interesting. And so and so right when I had responsibility, I was introduced to how to be irresponsible. I wasn't, I was responsible. I smoked pot, I thought pot was totally benign. It was, I was honestly high all the time and got straight A's. Honestly, I just like to have a little bit of a softness there, and I liked it. But um, then when I came out, I was like, I remember the first time um uh what was it, ecstasy and I was like, oh my god, you know, like I could not believe what it could be, you know, it's crazy. But the point is that I think most people can like whatever they do, you if you know yourself, you can trust yourself, be smart, but in some cases, I think that's where it's gonna happen. I think a lot of people are because like I've been thinking my whole life, how is it gonna happen in the age of requires? How do we just flip into happiness? How's it happen? From Scott yelling at people posting?

SPEAKER_07 1:25:44

It's my happiness, I enjoy it. It's fun for me. I don't know, because like I said, I'm not sure. It's fun because it's a sport.

SPEAKER_05 1:25:58

I could tell that you were getting like all this uh what do you call it?

SPEAKER_03 1:26:03

Maybe we should just be honest. Maybe we should be honest and just like it. You know, one thing I have to say about British Parlum, British Parlum, they like that.

SPEAKER_07 1:26:09

Before we go into another branch, Christopher, I just want to say, like, I I deliberately wanted to show that transparency. Like, I deliberately wanted to show that you know that. I just I you know, and I wanted to let it out. I wanted to people to be uncomfortable by it because this way they understand that this is the new era, right? And so so yeah, I I just and I just feel like we have to we have to stop that behavior. So yeah, I mean you're saying what, Morgan?

SPEAKER_05 1:26:33

I need to get I need to get those uh uh thug life glasses, you know, like to put on the screen when you got when you have moments like that, like somehow it's like thug life.

SPEAKER_07 1:26:45

Well well, understand too, these two particular people have been non-stop with it. They complain, they've been non-stop, they've been complaining about like you know, Christopher Show, like demand just it's just they've been very constant, and so that's the irritation. It's like go somewhere else, leave, you know. So it's like a fly, you know. I mean, you're not like a set of fly, just like get out of here, you know. Just the irritation. But they these two have been like constant with it, and so it's just like get a life, guys. Come on, like it's wake, stop out of it, go somewhere else, do something more productive.

SPEAKER_03 1:27:15

So show these pictures just once, I think it's worth it. Okay, which picture is this? This picture.

SPEAKER_07 1:27:20

Oh, that's hilarious.

SPEAKER_03 1:27:24

Speaking of drugs, that's symbolism of how I feel right there.

SPEAKER_07 1:27:28

But that looks like it looks like you just store too much cocaine, speaking of your drug.

SPEAKER_03 1:27:32

Yeah, it doesn't look like that. It does look like that. That's what I said too. I said that to my system like that looks like it's good, it's crazy. And that's what people say. They'll only show this thumb and like what techie's doing piles at a time. Uh cocaine, no, no, cocaine. I I think cocaine is dangerous. I mean, I think honestly, you'll see for yourselves if you try cocaine, it's dangerous. You know, people go, it's dangerous. I'm not gonna lie. I think we need to be honest with people. I'm a person that was never afraid to try anything. I'll try anything.

SPEAKER_07 1:27:58

Like it just looks like they Make your mouth into the bubble now. Very, very nice. Thank you. Or you know what I mean? Like the snow. Take that. So can you do that, Morgan? Like I can do it too, but crop his head out, and that's the O.

SPEAKER_03 1:28:16

Yeah, we're oh we're just talking myself off of the air. Oh that was a good uh that was a good moment though to share. I think some AI stuff like that's fun. It's a way to introduce you know things.

SPEAKER_07 1:28:27

I'm going to we're going to Sacramento this weekend to uh look at some campus. Yeah, so because I like cheaper. So because we'll run it.

SPEAKER_03 1:28:38

Yeah, because on the road camping. He's like a bear. That's very rude, bear. That's very rude.

SPEAKER_07 1:28:44

Right? So rude, but um, like it's like what is that girl from full house? How rude, right? So um we're gonna travel and we're gonna be able to like you know, travel, but like go take dogs and camp and park somewhere, you know what I mean? Like I mean, we could work, we could work remote.

SPEAKER_03 1:28:58

So I know. Um, so yeah, we've been looking at house all the time. It could be a camper, it could be a boat. I'm in the house all the time. I could be anybody.

SPEAKER_07 1:29:06

But do you want a boat? I'm like, if we get a boat that's seasonal, because then we can only use it like Lake Tahoe when it's like not busy, and then we don't use the rest of the year.

SPEAKER_03 1:29:13

You sail to sail to nice places, boats sail to nice places when you live on a boat. Camper, yeah.

SPEAKER_07 1:29:18

A camper, we can get like usage out any time of the year. So we're looking at the camper is very cool, it's internal.

SPEAKER_03 1:29:24

I'm staying around the United States through until it's done. I'm not gonna go abroad for a while because yeah, I'm here for a reason. I'm here to help the United States right now. And the reason why I'm I'm focused on the United States is because honestly, it has the most potential. We're talking about my traveling endeavors. I'm adding to the conversation, which is what a talk show is.

SPEAKER_07 1:29:40

Jesus, I'm coming. Let me finish what I was saying because I want to say because they have have you seen the center. Have you seen Christopher? Have you seen the campers? They have kitchens now.

SPEAKER_03 1:29:49

They have where have you been? You should are you looking at the buses? The full you need to look at the full buses that have been converted, those are fucking amazing. It's a house, basically.

SPEAKER_05 1:29:58

So I think the van is the way to go. So are you thinking like a sprinter van?

SPEAKER_07 1:30:03

Oh, that's a like that's no, like an actual camper, like it has a kitchen, it has the king size bed in the back, a bathroom. Do you tow it or is it itself? Does it move itself? It moves itself, right?

SPEAKER_03 1:30:14

Is that you drive it? You drive it, doesn't it?

SPEAKER_07 1:30:16

No, you you attach it to your truck, so it's like it's like okay. So it's like a 26-footer, 26-footer thing, and then it expands and collapses when you're driving, and has canopies that come out.

SPEAKER_03 1:30:27

Like there's Palmer's just gonna be biting his hands right now. He has that whole thing, he has Leo King on the side, even who does what Palmer? He's got the whole trailer, he should have you show to him. Have him show let's have him give us a tour for the show. Oh, yeah, I'm gonna see. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, you like it. He likes it. He's a Leo, he's like, Look at this, look at this. He likes the finishes in it, the leather, like he loves it.

SPEAKER_05 1:30:41

He well into town with pull into town with one of those with the glossy uh graphic on the side.

SPEAKER_03 1:30:48

Will be Goldberg travels in a full house uh bus. She does not fly, she hates to fly. She's driven. I hate to fly too. I hate flying. I think it's gonna be really cool. I've had this already taught. It's like it'll be really cool once AI is approved to drive shit, and you're just like, uh, take us now to uh where do you want to go? Maine. Let's go to Maine. Meanwhile, you're just having fun. You're not even fucking driving. It's just it's taking you there and you're having fun in your house, just chilling. That's gonna be the new that's cool. AI. That's cool AI.

SPEAKER_07 1:31:15

Anyways, I'm excited to I want to be able to do more of that type of travel and you know, go in somewhere for like a month or a week, and then like set up shop and do my sessions, uh you know, uh remotely, get Starlink, and then some of them come with solar already, you know what I mean?

SPEAKER_03 1:31:32

I think it's happened at all, you know. I figured out Elon Musk's story, I think I know what it is. I think Elon Musk was the bad guy that brought Mars down, and he feels bad, and he feels bad, and he's trying. I think what we feel in him is he remembers when he was a tyrant, so when he's called a tyrant, it hurts. But he also knows he is probably tempted to still use the same, he's probably still tempted by powers, he's probably still tempted by it. But I think he's the I honestly think I had a vision. I really think he is the guy that brought Mars down, and his secret mission is to rebuild it for them. I think he's rebuilding it for them. I think he feels like an asshole and he's gonna try to fix it.

SPEAKER_07 1:32:05

People just give Elon way too credit for for this being smart in what he is. I'll let's wait till we meet him.

SPEAKER_03 1:32:10

Wait till we meet him. I mean, I'm gonna wait till I meet a person before I make a judgment on him. I think he's that what you're saying. He's not as smart as the people who are around him. Oh my god, dude. You would not say that to his face. You would not say that to his face.

SPEAKER_07 1:32:23

It's crazy how he can't face. I was like, I'll be like, Elon, you have like really good support around you, bud. Like, you have a lot of good people like his. He relies on a lot of people, he's he's an investor. He's got the the the intelligence is around him.

SPEAKER_03 1:32:35

What I was saying is here here's the real story. Look at the fucking amazing people that follow you. You are amazing. You can inspire people to a level of going to fucking Mars. He's an amazing soul. I don't care if you know when you start applauding the intentions. I mean, seriously, amazing in that sense. I think that's kind of bulk.

SPEAKER_07 1:32:53

I think creating the platform for that, yes, like creating the platform for that to exist. Absolutely.

SPEAKER_03 1:32:58

I'm worried about open AI reading DOD files, is what I'm worried about. Okay, I'm not worried about a guy who wants to give us free internet anywhere in the world. I'm worried about that guy. I'm not worried about the guy who wants to help us drive anywhere we want in a cool car. I'm not worried about the guy who puts little fucking video games and cool Easter egg shit and everything he does. That's cool as shit, man.

SPEAKER_07 1:33:12

That's like credit for I give him credit for like being able to have a platform to have us make these things accessible, right?

SPEAKER_03 1:33:19

Oh my gosh. I think that's it was the people behind him. It's always the people. Here's the thing, guys. Why do we fear stuff? Because we're the ones that always do fucking do it. The people are the ones who always do it, but there are leaders who see better than other people. There are, they can see how it all works in the big picture, and there needs to be a nice idiotic relationship between those two groups.

SPEAKER_07 1:33:37

I just think people just people just have to remember like he has a lot of the great brains around him, you know, a lot of great the inventors, and just a lot of around they also think it's all Elon doing it. And it's like, no, he's got a little huge team of people that he connects with that has is the brains and the genius behind the creations of the tech.

SPEAKER_03 1:33:53

But it's there's some genius, genius, genius, genius, genius stuff. I don't see genius anywhere else. Show me where else. Where are we seeing genius? Nowhere. I'm grateful is finding some genius on the planet.

SPEAKER_07 1:34:04

What retrospect, though? Because it depends.

SPEAKER_03 1:34:07

Because I see genius in a lot of things, single-handedly making electric cool, single-handedly making it to the fucking space without the government and landing its fucking self. Come on. I think I think like Jesus, right? What do you need to be impressed, Scott?

SPEAKER_07 1:34:22

I think the original Tesla who uh sustained cars and made water-powered cars is pretty genius.

SPEAKER_03 1:34:28

I think the fact that he gave the credit to that guy is even more nice. He didn't even take credit, it's not his name, it's a guy who deserved it. Pretty cool.

SPEAKER_07 1:34:35

Well, I don't well, I mean, pros possibly, but you know, I just think again, there's a lot of genius that has been suppressed.

SPEAKER_03 1:34:42

Oh my gosh, dude. But I think honestly, we've got to support people who are doing shit like that. We we've got to be more supportive. I mean, you you know, kind of in a way here, you have to Elon, you are what the person was to you.

SPEAKER_07 1:34:51

Genius to me is like the prosthetics they created for people who actually don't have arms, and then now these arms can actually move with their brain. That's genius to me.

SPEAKER_05 1:34:59

People who do surgeries, I heard that I heard that uh Neuralink uh said last week that they're they're gonna make eyesight that that goes right into the neural cortex. That's fucking brilliant. That that is that it sees better than humans. It's it sees infrared high resolution.

SPEAKER_03 1:35:17

Oh my god, it has all that holy shit. So here's now that's a flip. Who was handicapped are now super powered robots. Yeah, it's like that's a character flip, man.

SPEAKER_04 1:35:27

That's a character flip.

SPEAKER_05 1:35:31

What's that? Yeah, you'll be able to adjust from like infrared, like different frequency orange, uh-huh, Scott.

SPEAKER_03 1:35:38

Whatever, you're not even wearing anywhere, fucker.

SPEAKER_05 1:35:40

Electromagnetic fields, maybe that'd be cool. Oh, I'm not doing it.

SPEAKER_03 1:35:45

It's happening. Well, it doesn't matter, they've done you, they've looked you up and down, they see everything.

SPEAKER_07 1:35:49

I've had but you know, but that's gene, but that's genius. Anything that's like making things better for humanity is genius, and things that they may be taking situations where people were maybe like you know, lost a limb and repair. That's genius to me.

SPEAKER_03 1:36:00

Here's what I think I think that you are healing the king in you that you are seeing yourself whenever you have criticism of the doll of these leaders, you're seeing the way you were in another life, and you don't like it, and that's fine, it's over, but just fucking be the opposite now, just be the opposite.

SPEAKER_07 1:36:16

No, I just been too, I just I was been too critical of myself, not appreciating myself. That's what I'm healing on, and that's all I'm just and I'm and I'm just learning. I'm just um yeah, perhaps, but I think in this incarnation I've I've treated people with kind and respect, and I've defended people, I defended you know the underdogs and people were bullied. Like, I've defended people like that, and I stand up for people like that. So I've actually been that that way my whole life. So I've just been learning that I've just been learning because I've been abused and sexual abuse I went through that, like, oh, I can just take it. And I'm starting to realize no, I can't, I don't take it anymore. I don't have to take it. So that's my realization from my disincarnation trauma. I don't have to perform for other people, I have to take it. Fuck off. Like, it's okay, you know. It's what I'm learning, and I I just enjoy because I can take it, I'm strong enough, no big deal. You know, I'm like, no, I I don't have to. I gotta just I gotta show myself the grace I've shown people my whole life, and I'm not gonna show grace to people that don't deserve it, and that's kind of where I've been at. Yeah, so I think that I am the same way healing, it's freeing to me.

SPEAKER_03 1:37:12

I think I was a king, I know I was, I've image of it everything, and I think in that time, uh, I all I did was try to be good to everyone, and I was shit on. And then in this lifetime, I think I've tried harder to be good to people. I thought I didn't wasn't nice enough, and so I tried even harder, and I was mean to myself the whole time. I've been mean to myself the whole time. I didn't see it as mean because I could tolerate, I could take the whipping. So because I can take the whipping, didn't really add up as a problem. But I realized now I shouldn't whip myself at all.

SPEAKER_07 1:37:38

Like the regressions that I've had though, Christopher, have been ones where like for when the Medici one, I was too forward, I was too ahead, you know. Yeah, and and and not not that that's some sort of a like you know, compliment, like ego thing for me. It's just like I I had to learn to understand where people are at now, you know, and not trying to push outside where they're at, you know, because there's an arrogance to that, right? I was being arrogant, trying to go too ahead. It's like, don't you understand there's an evolution to our spirit and soul and world? And so I was being arrogant at the that time in that in that life, and so I'm realizing I had to go with the times. If there's a trend, don't turn your nose at the trend. Oh, please say that's a trend right now. How can I expire the trend? So that's some things I've been involving from my past incarnation of being too arrogant or trying to be ahead too much instead of going with what people need now, and so I've resolved a visionary has to be had both lives.

SPEAKER_03 1:38:30

I mean, and that's because you're rising above reality. When you rise above reality, if you gotta start making your own, you gotta start looking at other realities, and you have to stop taking wanting credit from people who don't get it. You have to start looking up to the ascended masters and to the angels and and to ask them for your for their advice because they'll be nice to you every time. And I think we have to, as we evolve, we have to look up, not down at like what's what's done but who's gone before us, who's done things before us. Of course, I see as I read like the St. Germain stuff and learn about him. I know most of his lives, I know most of his lives, and he came in and gave me comments.

SPEAKER_07 1:39:01

That's where the innovation comes from, though, Christopher. When you look up, that's where the innovation comes from, right? You know, but but the problem was I was having issues relating that to what's actually happening now and how to integrate it better, right?

SPEAKER_03 1:39:14

When you were a king, you were out of touch with the people. I don't think you're in touch with the people. That's the issue, and so now you've gone out of the bottom going back up. You're like building back up to the king. You're saying I'm gonna learn from the bottom back up, and you have you learn from the straight bottom and you learn all the way back up, and you're realizing this fucking sucks. And that's the thing, yes.

SPEAKER_07 1:39:31

Being people, I I but I I actually I enjoy the process to be honest with you.

SPEAKER_03 1:39:36

Good, you know, it's a great game.

SPEAKER_07 1:39:38

I enjoy the process, I enjoy the process of the zeal. Like right now, if I people don't have to understand it, he could interpret it whether they would interpret it. I know in my evolution, because when I are honest with it, life opens up to me the way it needs to, right? And so I enjoy like being like, No, I'm defending myself instead of defending somebody else. I'm always defending somebody else. And like, I'm I'm I feel good defending myself.

SPEAKER_03 1:39:57

Yeah, yeah, it's it's when you're on your toilet that matters most. Am I kidding? It's when you're on your toilet, it's when you're right yourself, it's when you're cutting vegetables, guys. It's in the smallest moments we're beating ourselves up, it's not the big ones. Don't get confused. It's a thousand paper cuts. That's what's hurting us.

SPEAKER_07 1:40:13

At the end of the day, to me, it's about the lesson, it's not the people, it's not the circumstances. Like, am I doing what I'm called to do even if it makes me uncomfortable? And if I say yes, I feel good about it.

SPEAKER_03 1:40:23

Thank you for saying that. Thank you for saying that. Because that's what it is. If your heart feels good about it, it's good. It doesn't matter what it is. You're if your heart is on fire, you are with God. And that tells you you're okay. And you let that be the golden staircase. Follow that light. If you light up, you're in the you're doing the right thing.

SPEAKER_07 1:40:46

I I told you before, I've been saying like a repeat of the broken record, like my life is fucking awesome. I am you know keeping life. But I'm but I'm saying, but like but I'm saying this because I I've been appreciating that and realizing, like, yeah, this this is because all the steps that I take, all the time to beat my head on pavement and all the hard work, blood, sweat, and tears I put in is like it's that way because of what I put into it, you know? And I and I started allowing myself to take credit for that without becoming arrogant and say, like, yeah, I I've worked hard to be able to say what I'm saying today, and I don't want anyone interfering with that anymore or trying to piss on it. You know what I mean?

SPEAKER_03 1:41:22

Right, no, no, I reached the same point. I reached the point this this week where I'm like, I am not gonna allow this to happen anymore. It will not be allowed. I'm not, I'm gonna take whatever fucking extent it is, I will not allow it. And I've allowed it, allowed, allowed allowed. And actually, St. Germain said to me through a through a channel, because I was complaining about how a person had betrayed me. And I asked Saint Germain, what was that? What was that? What was that about? And Saint Germain through the person said, Well, that was the deal was that's what the deal was. And it made me go, Wow, that's a fascinating line. Because like, oh, I made a deal with this person, but it's a different thing to be that asshole. Please show me how I look like when I was when I was king. Show me show me these things of these scenes that I was let me see what it was like. Fuck. So now I look at it from the perspective of it's all me.

SPEAKER_07 1:42:06

But I want to be clear when you're saying allow, right? It's like I think people think I'm not allowing that I'm so focused on the people. No, I'm focusing, I'm not allowing the energy for me, right? And so the people just the pawns in the in the game. For me, it's like I'm not allowing myself to go through that energy for me again. I don't care if it's the other person, and I'm not allowing myself to do it to myself either. Yeah, right. You know what I'm saying? People get like, oh, you're allowed you're in defensive mode. People, no, I'm not allowing the energy, the patterns anymore. So those people are excuses for that, and I'm also saying to myself, I'm treating myself better too. So, yeah, the allowance part is also we're not doing it to ourselves, I'm not allowing myself to experience that anymore, right?

SPEAKER_03 1:42:43

That's Pluto, that's Pluto at four degrees, Pluto at four, right there. You've said what Pluto Four is. Pluto's about to go to five, Pluto's never been at five in our life yet. There you go. And Pluto's a five, it's about cleaning your mind out. Four is I don't belong with this shit. Three is I don't believe this shit. Two is I can't feel this shit anymore. One is like I hurt, I want love, and it has been like it's been basically raising the vibration, the core vibration of like the record. It's almost like you're in a concert, and all of a sudden the low notes are getting higher. Like, what the fuck? The low notes are getting higher, right?

SPEAKER_07 1:43:11

But Christopher, I want other I want other people to feel that too, and that's why I put on display. I want people to be at that point too, where they're not allowing it anymore for themselves, they're staying up for themselves, they're correcting bad behavior. I want other people to be in that mode too, because it's called, like you said, the astrology is calling for us. That's that's a part of our evolution right now, right? That's part of the cycle.

SPEAKER_03 1:43:32

You're the fire, you are the fire, you are the fire, and I actually think you're doing everything perfect. I have no complaints. I don't compliment other information. I don't know. I'm a guy who was the fire. I've done that fire thing, it's not who I am. Best, I'm not best at the fire, I'm best at rational solution. That's what I get. That's the talent. What's a rational solution? I want to get to the solution. Not that we shouldn't address that was on fire in the first place. We should. I'm not saying they all have to be done, all these steps. I mean, that's you're step nine, I'm step ten, really. You're step four. I mean, you're a grandmaster, 13. You are revolutionary. 13 is a revolutionary Aquarius, a grandmaster revolutionary Aquarius. You are like, I don't know, you are like Joan of Arc, but you're not gonna be on fire.

SPEAKER_07 1:44:12

That's who you are. It's a double-edged sword, you know, I would say reach out to Joan.

SPEAKER_03 1:44:17

Reach out to Joan of Arc. She's a Sendemaster now. Reach out to her because I bet you she supports you like crazy. Interesting. That's an interesting thought. Isn't it? Yeah. I think we all have to think of the Ascendemasters that we need help from. Uh, because they will help us. They do. I mean, I'm not kidding. I I have a person that reads you know, that reads Saint Germain, and I get coaching from this person.

SPEAKER_07 1:44:38

I have yeah, I've had one as the one I'm not gonna remain because the relationship to me is personal and people will judge it and I keep it to myself. But one ascended one ascended master that I've worked with has actually redirected my position with my work, which has made it better, more better, but more honest and more fruitful. That's where we're going. You know, it it cut out the fake stuff that I used to believe and teach and showed me for what it is. But it really put me in a position to where yeah, it put me in a position to where it's it's helped me to be more honest, even and and and that the this relationship said to me, You're gonna be the bad guy for a lot of people, but that's just part of the process. And I I get it all the time, Chris. I'm sure you got it too. Like, when when people first book sense to me, they like thought I was crazy because like the predictions didn't make sense to them, and they come back months later, years later, like, oh my god, I can't believe everything you said happened. I'm like, Well, duh, otherwise, I'd need another career.

SPEAKER_03 1:45:35

I want you to know, I want you to know that Donald Trump, who pisses you off, and you like him pissed off, he's the same thing. He's gonna what'd you just say? He's gonna disrupt shit. You just said you're gonna say that loud. You are being you want to be him, you are him. He's a step 22, by the way. The next four.

SPEAKER_07 1:45:48

It's not it, uh you can't blend it in like that. There's a different intention and motives behind it.

SPEAKER_03 1:45:53

Yes, you're a 13, he's a 22. There are different intentions. I agree.

SPEAKER_07 1:45:56

His motive folks have but I'm saying his motive cursor is self, it's ego, it's power, it's all this like pettiness.

SPEAKER_03 1:46:04

Mine comes from love, mine comes from stirring the those pots. I think he's stirring those pots. I don't think he is it. I think he's stirring the pots. Like, look, these motherfuckers need to do this. He's right about NATO. NATO's been an asshole to us. He's right. They don't weed feed and pay for all that shit, and they give us nothing, and now they're gonna show up for the war. He's shown that they won't show up.

SPEAKER_07 1:46:22

He's shown he's not wrong about everything, but I'm just saying, but his intentions aren't coming from like God can use anybody, as we said, so even God can use someone who's full and ego to create whatever need to get disruption we need in our world. So I I believe that, but he's not conscious about doing that, he's not conscious of change. Wait till you meet him.

SPEAKER_03 1:46:41

You know what? I have this phrase down for you. Wait till you meet him. We're gonna meet him, I guarantee it. And you will see you we'll see your opinions then. I just think honestly, it's rude for us to even make these opinions of people. I think it's rude for us to pay. You know, I I'll tell you right now, I put on acts, I put on big acts. I got a lot of bullshit deliberately to put different directions in motion. I learned it in film school. That's what you do in film school, is you stir emotion. It is something you can be taught to do, it's easy as fuck. Most of my stirring is to the happiness until this point. Now I'm like, okay, just spend 10 years trying to help you be happy. I'm done with that. You be happy now.

SPEAKER_07 1:47:15

You be seriously. Look, I again people could be egotistical and be you know, pieces of shit. That that could exist.

SPEAKER_06 1:47:21

There are pieces, yes, there are those people.

SPEAKER_07 1:47:24

So it could there's people that are just there who are very self have self-interest. That exists. It doesn't mean we have to put them on a pedestal because they're making contributing to a change. I just believe he's a crappy person, crappy intentions, and I think it's part of the spiritual plan that's allowed so we can have disruption that we need.

SPEAKER_03 1:47:40

I'm pro I'm pro-ascension. I'm pro-ascension for a record. I'm not pro-Trump, I'm not pro-I'm pro-ascension. If in the end, when this is all over the smoke clears, you tell me who would have done better. But that's what I told you before.

SPEAKER_07 1:47:51

That's it. But that's why that's my love-hate relationship. In this in the programming part of the game, I'm like, I love him. He needs to be there for the game. But in while I'm in the game as my person, I'm like, I don't agree with all that. Like, that's not, you know, my boundary is my boundary is thank you for doing what you're doing.

SPEAKER_03 1:48:06

And by the way, from this point on, let's not do that. Let's just not stop, let's just not do that anymore. Can we all agree? We don't like this.

SPEAKER_07 1:48:12

This is why I don't say like Trump. This is why I always say the administration, right? Because there's also a group of people that are, you know, that it's it's bigger than that. That's why I never say Trump, Trump, Trump. Because like it's bigger than that, it's bigger than him, and there's also a whole you know corporation and it's a whole energy. So as long as we can look at this game and say this administration is doing this, I don't agree with this. Why don't you agree with that? Because you believe in what? Empathy. Let's push empathy, right? So let's use it as a tool. That's how I'm seeing it. I don't agree about how we're just casting a money, you know, putting people in categories. Why? Because we're all inclusive, so we need to be more inclusive.

SPEAKER_04 1:48:43

I'm just taking the lessons from those categories.

SPEAKER_07 1:48:45

You just referencing on the administration and folks on you know all that stuff. I want to expose stuff with religion, you know, and the hypocrisy. That's your fight. We all have a fight. That's the thing. We all have standards. Not commenters, the religion part has been my fight because I feel like a lot of people have been breaking. How many clients, Christopher? I get people trying to break their religion.

SPEAKER_03 1:49:01

Most of mine, most of mine are damaged by the Catholic church. Exactly. Most and their past lives, and I can see the damage. I'd say honestly, it was Satan from the beginning that created the Catholic Church. I swear to God, at the top, I'm talking at the top. Not these nice guys in the neighborhood that you know preach, but some of them actually end up being monsters too. So it's like, whatever. And I think what's gonna happen is when they realize, I mean, here's the thing we don't prosecute any of these priests ever. And then we turn around and we prosecute a guy, or it's perfectly funny. Like, we have to be uh if we're gonna prosecute them, let's do it everywhere. Why that is it?

SPEAKER_07 1:49:35

Do you know what's funny though? But because I want to say about this because it's true, you know that you know, GoDaddy has a list of like prohibited businesses because I was with GoDaddy for three years.

SPEAKER_03 1:49:42

That's right. You are now blacklisted, aren't you?

SPEAKER_07 1:49:44

So now they're like, You have a prohibited business, we can you cannot do GoDaddy payments. I'm like, I've had no issue for three years, like what the hell? And I've been 13 years, never a dispute or anything, right? And so look at my money I've made in the the repeat clients, they didn't care. And they'd like one guy was like, Feel bad, he's like, Oh no, we're trying to work on this, but you know what was not on the list? It was, I mean, travel was on the list, mystics were on the list, but you know what wasn't on the list? Religious religion. So if I was just saying I'm a Christian coach, that'd be okay. Yes, that would be okay. That's the code. And I don't pay taxes because I'm a Christian church. And so it's like it's like you're right. So they're not held accountable. They're not, you know, no persecuted because it's a religion.

SPEAKER_03 1:50:21

But here's the other thing, too. Don't turn around and then punish them because you're just making it fucking again. Yeah, no, you don't want to punish. Be nice and say, you know what? What you do is very wrong, not letting you ever do that again. But we're also gonna punish you because all it does is create punishment in the future. Like we have to stop punishing people. Who the fuck are we to punish? We shouldn't punish, we should educate. Punish shouldn't even be allowed, it should be illegal to punish. Illegal.

SPEAKER_07 1:50:42

Well, that's why that's why it's just my it's kind of you see, that's my fight is the religious stuff, not the commenters, not all the other bullshit. It's it's the religious stuff, and I feel like I just want to educate people on that because I've been through, I went to conversion therapy, right? I was a Pentecostal Christian, I went through the exorcisms, I went through it all. So I just wanted to let people see how things aren't quite lining up.

SPEAKER_03 1:51:00

It's fine. You you'll need permission, by the way. I think you should just do it. I mean, you don't need permission of that, just do it, dude. Just do it and see if they stop you. Just do it. Well, I've been doing it. Don't even fight permission. I think you you have my permission. I want someone to speak up for that shit. I can't speak up for everything, so do it. Actually, you already do do it. You're great at it. Go watch every episode. You've already been doing it. You're already this whole series. You've been championing that. I think it's great because I don't know much about it. You know a lot, you got close in the situation. I've other I was damaged in other places.

SPEAKER_06 1:51:32

Yeah, yeah. Sounds really intense.

SPEAKER_07 1:51:35

I want to f I want to free people of that bonus that they experience. Oh, we lost connection.

SPEAKER_03 1:51:41

What happened again? Your higher self turned you off. Yeah, dude, you better listen to your higher self, it keeps turning you off. It's like shut the fuck up. That's episode 25.

SPEAKER_07 1:51:49

Yeah, but I'm just saying, I just want to help people who have been bonded by that, who are on the cusp of like snapping out of that, because it took me a lot of deprogramming, you know, to of the judgment, like we were saying before. It took a lot of deprogramming. Once I did, I'm like, I feel closer to Yashua now than I did when I was in the church, you know.

SPEAKER_03 1:52:07

Yeah, oh the church, that's what I'm saying. The people doing more, the people in the church, they're not connected to God. I don't, I can feel I connect. I go, you know what's really weird? I got I went I went and got holy communion. I was supposed not supposed to because I didn't do bad, I didn't do the whole um what do you call it? Uh what's the programming Catholicism?

SPEAKER_05 1:52:25

Confirmation.

SPEAKER_03 1:52:26

Yes, confirmation. You're only supposed to eat the body of Christ and take a sip of wine if you've gone through confirmation. I went anyways. And I when that guy gave the thing, he knew he was like he knew he knew I hadn't bought bought line sink or whatever it was, whatever energy they're looking for from that transformation of the child into what they want to think them to think, which is what that is. They think about young energy, young children. They start with young children, they start you know, try to tell them the rules of the Lord and start programming kids their direction. And those kids do not look, you guys. Let's just look at the statistics. They're not turning out as little golden gods that are helping people. You failed for every thousand of years. You have failed, you have not made the world a better place at all, except for your barbecues and stuff like that, where you have fun, and that's actually admirable. I love how Christians will just get together and eat and have a great time and just barbecues, stay happy.

SPEAKER_07 1:53:16

Every time they would do the communion for me, I would they always knew I was hungry. So every time I came with that, getting going up there, getting that little thing, and then hungry. I want some lurches.

SPEAKER_03 1:53:28

It is cannibalistic that we take a bite of Christ and a drink of his wine, that is of his blood. That is a cannibal thing that we're doing every day.

SPEAKER_07 1:53:35

I'm just saying, if people really thought about what they were doing, they might be like, hmm, this doesn't feel right. Something's off about this.

SPEAKER_03 1:53:42

I don't believe Jesus had to see. I you know what I'm gonna ask. We gotta write this down. I want to ask Mary Magdalene. We need to get Mary Magdalene on the show. I'm not kidding. Yeah, because Christy Channels are Chris is going to her own transformation right now. She's not available now, but she will be. And ask Mary Magdalene, did he stand up in front of the apostles and and fucking break bread and say, This is my body and this is my blood? Did he actually fucking say that? You were there. I don't think so. I want to know. I want an eye witness, third eyewitness.

SPEAKER_07 1:54:05

Yes.

SPEAKER_03 1:54:05

All right, guys. I gotta go.

SPEAKER_07 1:54:06

I had a headache all night, and we're like, we're we're we're far into the it's good. We missed them.

SPEAKER_03 1:54:12

Remember, we owed them, we owed them. We were off for it for a week. We owed a little extra.

SPEAKER_05 1:54:16

We just yeah, we go we went extra for sure. There's still nine people back there watching everybody.

SPEAKER_03 1:54:22

Look, I'm telling you, right now as we end. Do you uh you know we need to circle and focus and get this packaged because the world's gonna blow up. The way we're talking is good. I mean, we need someone out there talking like this, and I'll tell you right now, I'm developing something, a secret project. I can't talk about it, but I have a secret project launching in 30 days. Secret project. I will tell you off the air, buddy.

SPEAKER_07 1:54:44

Okay, but you kind of already did, but yeah, we'll talk about it.

SPEAKER_03 1:54:47

No, I didn't. You haven't heard this one because they keep coming in, they keep coming in, they keep coming in. Okay, all right. Well, I'm excited to hear about it.

SPEAKER_07 1:54:54

Right.

SPEAKER_05 1:54:54

Well, we'll end the stream here.

SPEAKER_07 1:54:57

Now I'm going to have my my smorgasboard, my my security board, and watch funny videos with Eric before we go to bed.

SPEAKER_03 1:55:04

I think that's beautiful. Isn't it funny how the gay couple is becoming the American like uh icon?

SPEAKER_07 1:55:10

Now we can see it with our TV trays and I every night I I've I put my grapes together, my little I that's my thing. I just I just love my snack time, and then we just watch funny stuff.

SPEAKER_03 1:55:22

Dude, I'm I don't know if I'm saying with the two dogs. Can I say something on the air that I'm seeing in your life or can I not? What yeah, again, children. I see children. Yes, really. I just think two, two. Really? Two, probably adopted, of course. Yep, I feel it. I've been feeling it strong. I mean, I feel I just feel it.

SPEAKER_07 1:55:43

I mean again, I'm not gonna say no because again, I do this the whole time. One boy, one girl. Um I said I'm not gonna say no because I do this all the time. My clients say no, and then it happens, but it wasn't much.

SPEAKER_03 1:55:56

Any child would be so lucky, so lucky. It's one of the most amazing places to be in the world.

SPEAKER_07 1:56:01

Eric, Eric, Eric's been talking about it, but I'm just like, I don't know. Like a bit about it, yeah. No, he just he would love kids, but he's cool not having it right now. But he was always loved to have kids, but he's in the topic. Look, I'll tell you this.

SPEAKER_03 1:56:13

Here's what's gonna happen.

SPEAKER_06 1:56:15

You know, you froze. Oh my god, wow.

SPEAKER_03 1:56:22

You said use what's not that they told me to stop. That's crazy. Okay, okay, I'll stop. I'll stop right there. I'll give you the advice on how to do it. Cliff save it, save it. Yeah, save it for when it seems closer to it happening. Yeah, wow, that's fascinating. That's so fascinating. That's a perfect ending. Yeah, there's a couple of hooks here. We got the hooks of uh yeah, a lot of stuff happening, a lot of changes. I'm so excited.

SPEAKER_07 1:56:48

All right, guys, love you all, and we'll we'll keep posted to Christopher about all the other shisnit, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 1:56:53

We're gonna have to talk. I mean, I cannot tell you. I mean, fuck, dude. I've got so much to tell you. So much.

SPEAKER_07 1:56:58

Yeah, I know. I know. We I mean, it's been what three days, four days since we had the last chat. So it's gone up.

SPEAKER_03 1:57:05

It's just like it's just like so fast I can't keep up with it. It's like I'm just standing back and watching it, like okay, just undoing breaking, falling down, new things, opportunities just popping up. As soon as the old thing is gone, opportunity just pops up.

SPEAKER_07 1:57:19

Yeah, I I hear you on that. The staircase to heaven, it's amazing.

SPEAKER_03 1:57:22

All right, brother. All right, guys, love you guys. We're gonna end the stream in the stream. I'll talk to Morgan after stage after this back up better. Yeah, good night, everybody. Good night, guys. Those who are around and are patient with this. I think David next week. I think David will be next week. Okay, probably have a ronce about uh divorce. You can tell us about divorce.

SPEAKER_07 1:57:39

Well, the time will be when the time needs to be, right?

SPEAKER_03 1:57:42

Okay, so why don't we do why don't we talk about divorce? What happens, or we'll talk to him, but we should have a theme like that, like one theme that we talk about. Not not all these things, just one.