🔮 I Asked My Soul What Was Blocking My Success… The Answer Shocked Me | Live Akashic Healing (Ep.41)

Have you ever felt like you're doing all the right things... yet something invisible still seems to be holding you back?

In this deeply personal episode of HEALED, I'm doing something I've never shared publicly before.

I'm inviting you inside one of my own Akashic healing sessions.

With no script and no idea what would unfold, I opened my Akashic Records and asked one simple question:

"What is the biggest belief system blocking me right now?"

The answer surprised me.

Together, we uncover the origin of that belief, journey into the lifetime where it was created, clear the energetic connections keeping it alive, reclaim lost soul fragments, activate new light codes, and rewrite the belief at its source.

Whether you view this experience as literal, symbolic, or simply an invitation to reflect more deeply on your own life, my hope is that it opens your heart to the possibility that many of the struggles we experience today may have roots far deeper than we realize.

In this episode you'll discover:

✨ How unconscious belief systems are created
✨ Why some patterns seem impossible to change
✨ What an Akashic healing session actually feels like
✨ How I uncover the energetic origin of limiting beliefs
✨ The role of forgiveness, soul retrieval, and light activation in healing
✨ The new beliefs that emerged after releasing an old story

If you've ever wondered why success, abundance, love, health, or purpose feel just out of reach... this episode may give you an entirely new perspective.

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SPEAKER_01 0:00

I just opened my Akashic Records and I asked one question. What is the biggest belief that is blocking me right now? And what came through honestly surprised me. It wasn't fear, it wasn't money, it wasn't visibility. The belief was I don't deserve success. I honestly had no idea where that came from. So today, you're gonna walk with me into my own Akashic Records to find out. Welcome to heal with Nicole Mixdorf. Let the journey begin. Today we're diving into belief systems, but I am going to do something that I have never done on this podcast, which is I'm actually going to take you into an Akashic healing that I do for myself. And you can just walk with me hand in hand as I go through this, and you can see for yourself how these beliefs are created, what it's like, and how we clear and release them so that we can set ourselves free from them. So let's dive in and let's go. I'm excited. So let's talk for a minute about belief systems. Every single experience that our souls have that are traumatic, for example, we create belief systems about ourselves and about the world based on what we were experiencing in that moment, also based on the level of consciousness, awareness, brain development that we happen to have at that moment in time. So if you think about being a child going through something humiliating, let's say, you might create a belief system that you're not worthy, that you're not good enough. But unless you actually clear the energetic experience where that belief was created, it's still tied into that. And it's not gone from your brain, right? It's not gone from your mind. It's there. You may have tried to rewrite it with something else, and maybe you're successful with that, but it didn't erase what was there. Now, in the Akashic Healing work that I do for myself and for my clients, when we go into our soul's records and we uncover exactly what the origin experience is, where that pattern was created, where that belief system was created, and we clear it at its source, it no longer exists. You don't have to try to convince yourself of a new belief system. You don't have to repeat affirmations anymore because the belief system is just gone. It is no longer part of who you are. You literally set yourself free from it. Now, there's three different places that belief systems can really come from. You can have attachments from this lifetime that you're in, that an experience you had when you were younger, where this belief system was created. And then you might have some energetic connections that need to be cleared. Typically speaking, I find almost always that the origin point isn't from this lived experience. It comes from a past experience that our soul already had, that's unresolved, that is pulling forward into this lifetime, largely because we want to resolve it. And that's part of living life is going through and choosing differently. And that's how we clear things on our own. But working in your soul's records in the Akashic, it's kind of like a shortcut that you can just get straight into that subconscious part of your mind where the memories of your soul reside. And you can ask anything that you want to ask in your own records. And when you clear it, you just feel different. So there's three parts, typically speaking, to an Akashic journey that I guide myself and my clients through. The first part is tapping in and asking the questions and getting information. And so I channel this information. I'm very claircognizant. That's my strongest clearability. So I close my eyes, I ask a question, I clear my mind, and then the information just hits my brain and I speak it out loud. I have no idea what I'm about to say. I'm just channeling this information and it just comes out the entire story, all of it. So I will channel this information. I'm also very clairsentient, which means clear feeling. So I feel things very strong in my body. I can feel the emotions very strong. And sometimes I get a lot of information just from the emotions. So receiving the information is the first part. The second part of the journey is okay, now that we have this information, is there any, are there any lessons? Is there any medicine? Is there any wisdom I'm supposed to get from that experience? Okay, receive it. But then I get to go into the clearing part. All right, let's pull up all the energetic connections that are associated with this and let's clear them. And so I'll do that. And then the final part of the journey is a light activation where I will call in light codes to activate uh dormant DNA within the body, anything that needs to be activated in that moment. But when I am channeling light codes and speaking light language, it's something that is meant to be felt in the body, not something to be understood intellectually. It's actually the language of the soul. And you may have experienced light codes in other ways. Sometimes musicians and artists and dancers are actually channeling light codes through their art, through their lyrics, or through the music that they're creating. If you've ever been to a concert and you saw someone on stage playing a guitar and you just see that they're just in it, they're literally channeling the light codes and sharing that out. If you've ever looked at a painting and it moved you to an emotion and made you cry, it's because it actually has light codes embedded in it. We may not realize that that's what we're doing, but when you are really tapped in, it comes through. But light language can absolutely be spoken. It can be sung as song as well. It can be done through movement, hand gestures. So for me, it comes through as language, actual speaking, and through hand gestures and movements. So you'll probably notice that as I get to that part of the healing journey, but let's just dive in. So I'm gonna do this the same way that I do for myself. So I'm gonna go ahead and light a candle and create that sacred space for myself. And I don't have a specific belief system in mind right now that I want to dive into. So I'm just gonna ask in my records what is the belief system that is blocking me the most? And we're just gonna see, we're gonna figure this out in real time because I don't have this pre-planned. So join me on the journey. We're gonna follow the breadcrumbs and see where it leads us. I'm just gonna take a moment to center myself. Taking a deep breath in and exhaling it out. Feel free to join me if you want. I'm gonna do another deep breath in and exhale out. Okay. To the keepers of the Akashic Records, please open the records for Nicole Mixdorf and all names used in this lifetime. Please create a safe and sacred space for the highest good in healing. The records are not open, the records are not open, the records are now open. And so immediately, as soon as I open my records, I can feel into the frequency of my soul. And it just makes me happy. It's just a wonderful feeling of like bliss and joy when I tap into my own soul energy. It feels different for me every single time I connect into someone else's soul, that my soul has this frequency that just feels so good that I love. All right. And I'm gonna take a moment to call in my entire spirit team to join me today. I call in all my guardian angels, my spirit guides of the highest truth and compassion, any ancestors of the purest light and love that wish to support me. I just call in my whole spirit team to be with me and help me today. Thank you, thank you, thank you. It is done, it is done, it is done. All right. Okay, to the keepers of the Akashic Records. What is the biggest belief system that is blocking me in my life right now? What is the biggest belief that is blocking my life right now? Ooh, that I don't deserve success. Yes, is that true? Yes, ek I don't deserve success. Yes, yes, oh, that's yak. Okay, to the keepers of the kosh records. I don't deserve success, yes. Ew, I don't like the way that feels at all. All right, to the keepers of the Kashic Records, what is this belief system connected into? There's one lifetime. There's one lifetime that this is connected into, yes. Okay, to the keepers of the records, please take me into that lifetime. Who was I in that lifetime? So I was a man in that lifetime. I was 29 years old. I was working um on a farm? Yes, is that accurate? Yes. Okay, I was working on a farm. There were several other people that were there working with me in tandem. Um, to the keepers of the records, what do I need to know about this life? So this was my farm? Yes. Okay, so it was I was the owner, yes. So this was my farm, and I had several people that were supporting and helping me. Yes. Okay, so to the keepers of the records, what is it that ultimately happened in this lifetime? So we had a huge crop. Uh, we were growing seven different types of crops, okay. And what is it that happened? We had a big harvest, a big yield, okay. That's so interesting. And what happened as a result? So, yeah, there was a lot, there was a lot of food. There was a lot of food that we were able to. And I'm seeing pumpkins, I'm seeing corn, I'm seeing squash and tomatoes and carrots and like green beans, yes. Green beans, yes, and onions. Okay, this is interesting. And to the keepers of the kashic records, what is it that happened in that lifetime? So we harvested early. We had the opportunity to pick everything off of the field, and it we just it was like blessed. It was like all of the stars aligned, is what I'm seeing. And we were just so blessed. So we had harvested everything and right at a monsoon, a monsoon, a monsoon. Is that accurate? Yes. Is that accurate? And there's corn, yes, but it's like a monsoon, that's what I'm hearing. Okay, so there was a big storm that came in and it flooded the area. It flooded the area, and all of the other farmers that did not harvest early lost their entire harvest. They lost everything for the entire season. We were one of the only ones that had harvested everything before this big flood happened. To the keepers of the records, what happened as a result of this? I was greedy. Ooh. Yuck. What does that mean to the keepers of the records? What does it mean that I was greedy? I didn't share. I didn't share. I didn't share. I was very greedy. I took all of it, I sold it at a higher price than it was even worth. Ooh, to maximize my profit. Oh, yuck. Okay, to the keepers of the records. What happened as a result? Yeah, just it's a whole area, the whole community was on hard times. And I exploited that opportunity. Eek. I exploited that. Oh, that doesn't feel right. Okay, so to the keepers of the records, what is that happened as a result of this? Yeah. So after that happened, there were a lot of people that were quite upset with me that just felt like I was not being supportive, that I was not being compassionate and kind, that I wasn't sharing in the way that I really should have been. And there were a lot of people that were angry with me and ultimately did not ever want to do business with me again, didn't want to support me in the future. It created a rift and so many different relationships. There's a lot of shaming that was happening, and I really took on a lot of shame and ultimately a lot of guilt. I can feel that guilt in my body, and it just yuck. It feels so yucky. Okay, so yeah, and honestly, like I just I feel like sadness. It's almost like my eyes are starting to burn. It like makes me want to cry. It's like I can feel the remorse for having been greedy for having made the wrong decision. And I'm feeling this pain in my eyebrows right now. To the keepers of the records, what is this pain that I'm feeling? It feels like it feels like the weight of the world, but almost like it's like the sensation almost of like being punched in the face by life itself. Yeah. Yeah. And it's like self-imposed. And that's the worst part about it, is that I did it to myself. And people were suffering. They were suffering. And I I didn't help them. I exploited the situation to better myself. Oh, that just feels yucky. All right. So to the keepers of the Akashic records, hmm. What were all the belief systems that were created from this life that I don't deserve success? Yes. I don't deserve success. Yes. And that's really came more at the end of that lifetime when I was having a lot of regret, having a lot of remorse over the way that I behaved, over the stupid nature of what I was doing, of being greedy and not helping my community. And I felt ostracized in the end as a result. It's like nobody likes me. Nobody wants me. Yeah, I can feel that energy. Nobody likes me. Okay. The keepers of the records. Are there any other belief systems that this is connected into? Yeah, I'm again I'm hearing that I don't deserve success. And and just yeah, like I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to do this anymore. And I see in this lifetime, later in this lifetime, that I was very much ostracized and I went in, went turned in on myself. And it's like I'm hearing the word hermit, like became like a hermit. Yes. Yes. Because this just escalated. That was just the beginning of issues that just escalated and got worse and worse and worse between me and this community of people. That's just sad. Okay. So to the keepers of the records, please bring forward all of the energetic connections that are attached into this old wound. Uh, is there an unresolved soul contract? Yes. Yes. So what is the nature of that soul contract? So I was supposed to be in collaboration with several of the other neighbors of several of the other people within this community. We were supposed to be collaborating together and working together, and we did not do that. So that soul contract is not fulfilled. And there are four tethers that are intact. Tethers, um, tethers come when we are energetically tied into other souls that we had soul contracts with that were unresolved. So in this lifetime, there's four tethers that are holding that energy in place for me. To the keepers of the records, are there any broken agreements? Yes, yes. There's five. Five broken agreements from this lifetime. Yeah. And some of these are like agreements about supporting each other, about helping each other, about being a good neighbor, uh being a good community member. Um, there's a broken deal, yes, because I was supposed to be a supplier for somebody else. And I went back on that at a different price point because I was able to do it at a higher price point because I was being greedy. Yucky. Okay. That doesn't feel good. So a couple of broken agreements that were made there and a broken deal. To the keepers of the records, did I make any vows in that lifetime?

unknown 19:26

No.

SPEAKER_01 19:27

Okay. To the keepers of the records, I know we pulled forward some of those belief systems. Are there any other belief systems that this is connected into? No. Are there any belief systems about money? No. It's just that, yeah, I don't deserve to be successful.

SPEAKER_00 19:45

Okay.

SPEAKER_01 19:46

Got it. All right, to the keepers of the records. Are there any energy cords? There's six of them. So what are those energy cords connected into? So they're connected into some of the belief systems. Yes, yes. And there's an energy cord connected into that flood that happened as well. Okay. All right, to the keepers of the and to some of the other people. Okay. To the keepers of the records. Is there any karma that was created from this lifetime? No. Okay. Is there any dark energies? Nope. Are there any implants or tags? No. What about low vibrational emotional frequency? Yeah, there's sadness, there's disappointment, frustration. I'm feeling into regret and anger, even, and anger at myself. And there's definitely like the guilt and the shame. I feel that. And the self-criticism. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Yeah. Disappointment in myself, really. Yes. And then there's loneliness from feeling abandoned, abandoned and ostracized by the group. Ugh. Yucky. Okay. That doesn't feel good. All right. To keepers of the records, is that all of the energetic connections that are attached into this? Yes. Okay. So now I have gathered up all of these energetic connections. And what we are going to do is I'm going to clear them because I don't need to hold on to that anymore. So I'm going to ask. All right. I'm just going to clear all that energy. Hereby transmute all contracts, deals, agreements, vows, belief systems, low vibrational, emotional frequencies, and anything else, conscious or unconscious, identified by the keepers of the Kashic records in all timelines, dimensions, lifetimes, and realities by my will. So it is. Okay. That feels a lot better. All right. And then now we're going to unplug all the energy cords and the tethers. I hereby unplug and transmute all tethers and energy cords identified by the keepers of the Kashic records and seal all openings left from the unplugging of those tethers and energy cords with healing light in all timelines, dimensions, lifetime realities. By my will, so it is. Deep breath in. And out. That feels really good too. Okay, like I physically feel the relief in my body. And that's how it works for me with this clairsentience. It's like I just feel so much, so much better, lighter already. The next step of the process is to offer forgiveness at the level of the soul. And forgiveness is really important because that's exactly how you actually let it go. Yes, I'm clearing this, but the forgiveness is such an important piece of this process. So I'm going to release all people, all things, just everything, forgive myself, especially for those experiences that I had. So to the keepers of the Akashic Records, I hereby forgive and release anyone or anything that I have hurt, consciously or unconsciously, from all timelines, dimensions, lifetimes, and realities. And I hereby forgive and release anyone or anything that has hurt me, consciously or unconsciously, from all timelines, dimensions, lifetimes, and realities. And I hereby forgive myself for forgiving those who have hurt me. And I hereby forgive myself for the choices I made that have hurt me. And I choose to release anything conscious or unconscious from all timelines, dimensions, lifetimes, and realities. Thank you, thank you, thank you. By my will. So it is. Breath in and out. Mm-hmm. That always feels better, too. I'm gonna do one more forgiveness prayer. To the keepers of the Kashic Records, please help me forgive all people and all people forgive me. Help us all forgive each other and forgive ourselves, be at peace with each other and be at peace with us ourselves. Accept each other and accept ourselves, love each other and love ourselves now and forever, in all timelines, dimensions, lifetimes, and realities. By my will, so it is. Breath in and out. And that always feels good because we're calling in love and the peace back to ourselves. All right, to the keepers of the records, what else needs to go? Oh, I didn't ask about lost soul fragments, yes. To the keepers of the records, do I have any lost soul fragments from this? Yes, I do. All right, so to the keepers of the kashic records, what is it that I lost in that experience? I lost my connection to others. I lost my integrity. I lost my honesty. I lost my truth. I lost my reputation. What else to the keepers of the records did I lose anything else in that experience? I lost my community. What else did I lose in that experience? Yeah, I lost my success. Because my business fell apart after that when people stopped supporting me and buying from me. Yeah. Is there anything else that I lost? No. All right. So when we go through really traumatic experiences, sometimes if it's deep enough, we like lose a little piece of ourself in that process. These little lost fragments of ourselves. And in this situation, those are the pieces that I lost that got sort of broken off and stuck back in that experience that my soul had. And when we have these lost pieces of ourselves that happen in these types of traumatic experiences, it doesn't leave us feeling whole. And sometimes it leaves us with like an anxious type of feeling. And I've noticed in this work that I do that for a lot of people that have a lot of anxiety, they tend to have a lot of lost soul fragments that they've lost along the way in different traumas. So basically, if you have a lot of anxiety, you have a lot of trauma from this lifetime, other lifetimes, maybe things that you've inherited through your family lineage as well, that maybe are things that you need to reclaim. And so we're going to go through that reclamation process that I do so that I can reclaim these pieces of myself because I deserve to have them back. So that's what I'm going to do right now. All right. And I like working with Archangel Metatron on this. And this is a process that I learned from one of my teachers, Athena Kroll, and she taught me how to reclaim and recode. So this is part of the recoding process. So Archangel Metatron, Archangel Metatron, Archangel Metatron, I call you and I call you and I call you in. And by the way, Archangel Metatron is one of the keepers of the Akashic Records. So Archangel Metatron, I call you and I call you in. And I ask for your support to reclaim and recode and reprogram these lost pieces of myself. All right, so I hereby retrieve all lost soul fragments, pieces of myself, my energy, my light, my connection to others, my integrity, my honesty, my truth, my reputation, my community, and my success from the past. I do not live there. I choose to be in the present. And I ask the keepers of the Akashic Records to help me retrieve all lost soul fragments, pieces of myself, and everything that I lost from all timelines, dimensions, lifetimes, and realities. And may it be all purified and amplified as it returns to me now. Thank you, thank you, thank you. It is done, it is done, it's done. And I'm just gonna take a moment to receive this back. And I'm just going to call in Archangel Metatron with your sacred geometry now to recode all of the lost soul fragments, all the pieces of myself, my connection to others, my integrity, my honesty, my truth, my reputation, my community, and my success back into my energetic architecture and restore my soul's original blueprint in all timelines. Dimensions lifetimes and realities by my will, so it is Yay! Okay, I can literally feel all of that being weaved right back into my blueprint. Yes. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. Okay. To the keepers of the records, did everything clear? Yes. Did everything reactivate? Recode? Yes. Okay. And to the keepers of the records. Are there any light codes that would be beneficial for me to reactivate? Yes. What are light codes that would be beneficial for me to reactivate light codes of success? Yes. Yes, I will receive that. I will receive light codes of success. And what else? Light codes of community. Yes. Yes. Community and yes. Actually, I'm going to call in the community. Yes. Light codes of community. Light codes of success. Yes. Is there anything else that I need to recode? No. Okay. So I'm going to call those light codes in to the keepers of the light. I call in light codes for myself for success and for community. And all timelines, dimensions, lifetimes, and realities by my well sodas.

SPEAKER_00 29:53

Iasa ani anda tuku uiyana asiti ki yana sasaka ayana a u ea sasekini ala aki si utsu toku usuna ayana a asa ki ayana atakiana asa toku uwa iasa ina ala iana ua si atakiana ma asataka.

SPEAKER_01 30:20

I'm just gonna breathe that into my heart and it just feels so good. Yay! That feels so wonderful. Honestly, it feels so so good. All right, so now that that is all clear, I'm just gonna ask to the keepers of the Kashik Records do I still have the belief system that I don't deserve success? No, I absolutely deserve success. Yes, success is my birthright. Yes, it absolutely is. So to the keepers of the records, I ask that you reprogram the following belief systems into every single cell of my body, into every part of my being. That I am worthy of success. Yes, that I deserve success, yes, that good things happen to me and into the world. The more that I succeed, the more I can help others. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. That the more I succeed, the more good I get to do in the world. Yes, yes, yes. That feels so good. I receive it, I receive it, I receive it, I receive it, I receive it. It is done, it is done, it is done. And so that's really the process. That's what I go through when I want to clear or release something. And so sometimes there's a specific belief system that I can tell has gotten in my way, and I'll ask about that specific belief system. Sometimes it's a fear. A fear comes up, and I'm like, what's this fear connected to? And it'll just tell me exactly, and I can go right to that exact origin point of it and heal and clear it for myself. Sometimes these issues are layered. So this was connected to one lifetime. Sometimes it's connected to five lifetimes, and you need to go into all of them. Sometimes you don't have to go into all of them. I can ask, do I need to go into all of them? And it'll say, No, I need to go into two of them because two of them in particular have information that I absolutely need to know, or there's something unique and different that needs to be cleared that I can't just gather up all the energetic connections and just clear it in one big swoop, which I can do for a lot of things when I don't need to go and know the details. Sometimes it doesn't help us to know all the details of every single lifetime. It's not supportive for you to do that, but it can, you know, it all sitting in there. Sometimes there's energetic connections attached to that in this lifetime that we need to clear. And then sometimes we'll ask, are there any ancestral lineage wounds that are connected into this? And often I get a no, but sometimes you get a yes. And that is an opportunity to open the family lineage records and do the healing, not just for me, but for my whole family line, for all the souls that are impacted by it. And I can literally channel how many generations back does it go? Is it on mother's side, father's side? Who was the ancestor that had a trauma that was so deep that it integrated into the DNA and got passed down through the lineage? How many souls are impacted by that wound? The whole story of what happened to that ancestor will channel through. And then, same way, I'll just clear all the energy the same way that I do in every other sense. I never know how deep an issue is gonna be, how many layers are attached to it until you get in there and you just start asking questions. And so I call them Akashic Journeys just because it is a journey. I never know what direction it's gonna take us. I just follow the breadcrumbs and see where it leads. Uh, but it always leads exactly where I need to go or where it needs to go. I will say that, which is really powerful. So really thinking about this lifetime is sort of interesting because my dad, my family really, my dad, my grandfather, my uncle, they had a vegetable seed company. And so my dad grew up on a farm and I used to go out to farms with my dad all the time. I worked with them in the seed company for a few years. And so I remember going out to the fields with my dad a lot. So it's kind of interesting that this lifetime came up being a farmer. Um yeah, because I definitely it brought up a lot for me in thinking about that. And yeah, I mean, I'm like the least greedy person that I know. I just am so all about giving and sharing and giving and sharing. So it kind of surprised me a little bit that that's what it was about. But honestly, we go through so many different types of experiences across lifetimes. I mean, you know, in this lifetime, I can't harm a fly. I'm so gentle. I take all the bugs out of the house. I don't smush them, you know, I can't harm anything. But I've certainly journeyed into lifetimes where I committed all these crimes. And those were some of the harshest ones, you know, that I had to go through, but some of the deepest wounds that I've carried were connected into some dark stuff. Not all lifetimes are bad. We have so many beautiful ones as well. You can journey into any of them. You can journey into a lifetime to retrieve lost soul gifts that maybe you had mastered and you want to start using again. But a lot of the time I'm really going into things that were challenging. Because anything that's a challenge in this lifetime that you're dealing with right now is connected into a painful experience that your soul once had. And that's why it's showing up. And I find oftentimes that when I'm going into those kinds of lifetimes to clear and release the origin point of challenges that we're dealing with now, it's like the exact same scenario replaying itself just in a different lifetime. But it's like the same thing that that we're dealing with today. So it's fascinating. You just never know what's gonna come up. But yeah, not feeling worthy of success. That's an interesting one that I didn't deserve success. You know, and I'm in a new business right now. I'm launching a new business as a healer versus 14 years of running corporate wellness programs. That was very B2B. This is B2C. It's a totally different business model. And it honestly has felt like starting all over again. So it's interesting that that came up right now, but I'm definitely happy to be done with that belief because I don't need to carry that with me anymore. So yeah. Anyway, if that resonated with you, I'd be curious to know what came up for you as you were listening to that and just understanding sort of the process of being able to go back and really get to the origin points. For me, it's been life transforming. I mean, I've healed myself from chronic illness by finally uncovering the energetic and spiritual origin points of those wounds rather than just dealing with it physically, which is what I had done for so many years and mentally and emotionally, but there were deeper layers. And this is such a powerful modality that helps you get into that. So whether you take this literally or figuratively or symbolically, I just welcome you to receive into your heart whatever you were meant to receive from this experience today. But now you know what an Akashic journey is like and how it sort of works. So I hope that was really interesting for you and learning a little bit about how these belief systems are created that live in the subconscious part of our mind that we're not even aware of. So if you notice in your life that you feel held back by any anything that just doesn't make sense to you in particular. So if you're actively trying to manifest something in your life and you just feel super blocked, like it's just not showing up and you just don't get it, it's possible that you have a belief system that's completely contrary to what you're trying to bring in, that's actually blocking you because these belief systems that live in the subconscious part of our mind are emitting a signal that is more powerful than the conscious one that we're trying to actively think about and call into our own life. So it basically cancels out what you're trying to do. So if you ever find that you're trying to call something in and it's just not showing up, there's likely a belief system that is completely opposite to what you're trying to do, that is running the show underneath everything that you don't even realize is there. So I encourage you to get a little curious about that and what that might be connected to for you. And so now I'm gonna go ahead and close my records to the keepers of the Kashik records. I give so much thanks, so much praise for the information, the knowledge, the wisdom, the blessings, the healings, the miracles, the magic that was received today. The records are not closed. The records are not closed, the records are now closed. Beautiful. All right, my beautiful friends. Thank you so much for joining me today. I hope that that was insightful for you. And just thank you so much for holding the space for me and being my witness as I did this healing today. I wish you a beautiful, blessed day, and I'll look forward to seeing you next time. Bye. Thank you so much for joining me on Healed with Nicole Mixdorf. If today's episode inspired you, please take a moment to subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone who's on a healing journey too. And be sure to follow me on Instagram at Nicole Mixdorf for more inspiration, healing tools, and to find out about my program. 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