Mostly Aligned
Mostly Aligned is my cozy, slightly chaotic corner where we figure life out… mostly.
I’m Lola — herbal tea alchemist, story-weaver, and someone learning to fully trust the Universe even when life feels messy. Here, I share my journey of starting over, navigating life’s twists and turns, and slowly finding my way back to myself — one messy, meaningful step at a time.
The only thing you can expect here is literally the unexpected: intuitive nudges, energetic healing, grounding rituals, rest, reflection, momentum, full-circle moments, and the occasional cosmic detour. This is a space for noticing the small shifts, celebrating the wins, and learning that action doesn’t always have to be loud to matter.
No perfection here — just curiosity, presence, and the reminder that being mostly aligned is more than enough. Grab your favorite bevy, settle in, and let’s begin
Mostly Aligned
EP17: Montana Reset | Letting Things Flow
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Post Montana trip vibes...
Honestly, I didn’t record anything while I was there....
I was just present with my friends, the outdoors, and myself.
In this episode, I’m sitting with the trip, the moments that felt easy, the ones that didn’t, and describe how my alignment actually feels like without trying to force it.
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Until next time! Make yourself a cup of tea, don’t overthink everything, and stay mostly aligned.
Welcome back to Mostly Online, where we're figuring it out mostly. Tizai, your girl, Lola, your host, Resident Story Weaver, Intuition Apprentice, Herbal Girly, and Proud Card Carry member of the I don't know what I'm doing, but I'm trusting the universe anyway club. If you're new here, welcome to my cozy chaos. I'm really glad you found your way. And to my returners. What's up, friends? Thanks for walking this path with me, for letting me grow out loud, and for sticking around through all the reflecting, spiraling, healing, and okay, but now what moments? Mostly aligned is my audio journal about healing, intuition, starting over, protecting your peace, and noticing those tiny magic moments that quietly remind you who you are becoming. Yes, this episode is a wee bit late today. Y'all, life has been lifing a bit, and I'm just doing my best. And showing up as I go. Alright. But thank you for being here with me in that. Also, no guarantees that it won't happen again. But I'll try, I promise. Well, I have been trying. But yeah, you know what I mean. Today I get into my post-Montana trip, and I also didn't hit record there, but that felt right. I was just present. So yeah, this part is me kind of sitting with the trip and what I'm noticing now that I'm back. So if you're ready, grab your favorite bevy, settle in, and let's begin. So I'm coming to you from my rug in my room back in Florida. Montana was such a huge recharge. And yeah, I did not record much of it. If anything at all. Honestly, I was present. I was enjoying my time with my peeps and the outdoors. So pretty on brand for me. This trip was low-key, nothing crazy planned, no rushing, just existing. As I shared in my last episode, my first night was hard chill night with Amber when I got there. Our walk down the river definitely the highlight, not gonna lie. We made it down near the water, which obviously I had a touch. And spoiler alert, it was freezing. But yeah, we each found a rock, sat down, and shared a joint mixed with an herbal blend that I brought her. And for those wondering, that was rolled by yours truly, and it was decent. Not like a catch-up talk, because we talk a lot over the phone, but talking in person felt like old times in our little apartment in Idaho. You see, time has moved differently for both of us over this past year. We've lived completely different realities, and we were just present with each other in that awareness. Looking back, I remember thinking and feeling like I was floating, calm, present, and like no matter what direction things go, I'll be okay. In the moment I didn't think much about it, but now that I sit down and have time, it kind of makes sense because that feeling followed me throughout the whole trip. Nothing felt impossible when you're in a place where you feel open again. Seeing everyone I've missed, it was all lining up pretty easily. It didn't feel like a mission. Maybe they were signs or confirmations or signals, but there was just little moments where I felt really supported. Life was meeting me where I was instead of me trying to push things into place. It felt like alignment. Alright. Not every moment was smooth and easy. I will put that out there. There was a few that fell off and it it was familiar energy, like I've felt that before, but it was interesting because this time I don't know, I was able to notice it. In the past, I would stay in it, tried to correct it, stand my ground, prove a point, even if it turned into something bigger than necessary. Not this time. I paused, I removed myself for a second, checked in with myself, and decided how I wanted to proceed. Or not. I chose not to collude with it. And I know that can sound like avoidance. Or like I just didn't like the person, but it wasn't that. I just didn't feel like participating in an interaction that felt forced or not genuine. Especially when it involves people that I'm not aligned with. And this isn't hate on them. I just can't fake connection. It was a big relief. A different kind of ease. The kind where I'm not abandoning myself just to keep something going. Coming back after my trip, I've noticed things more. Like leaving from Montana even for a week was an awesome reset. I feel more present without pressure, which wasn't a frequent thing, but the last few weeks leading up to my trip was feeling like it. But earlier today, I heard my mom playing with my nephew in the other room, and it was the funniest and cutest thing, and I'm pretty happy to have taken the moment to just witness this and be present. And grateful. I did feel grateful to you. So there is a new development in my life. I'm not quite ready to divulge just yet, but don't worry. It won't be long before I do. Real talk though. Once things were decided, I felt like huge, cosmic, great spirit, god support. So stay tuned on that. Alright. I feel complete. I know. Short. However, I am sharing like a lot of the processing parts, and there's some things that takes me a minute, but some shows are longer than others. Sometimes the message doesn't need to be that complicated. If anything, the main takeaway from this episode, alignment doesn't always look like big loud clarity. Sometimes it's just a quiet feeling of ease. And you don't have to explain that right away. You don't need to label it. You don't need to try to dissect it. Sometimes just witnessing it does a lot for you. If you feel called, I'd love to hear from you. You can email me at mostly onlinepodcast at gmail.com. Feel free to share your story or maybe something you've been reflecting. Or any moment that made you smile. I would love to hear it all. If you're enjoying the show, leave a comment, follow, subscribe, or a five-star rating. It really helps others find this space. 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SPEAKER_00Alright, y'all. Thank you for being here. And yeah, sending you so much love and uh Whisper of Magic. Till next time.