HANNAH AND PALMALINA : TALES FROM THE JAILS LIVE !!!!

Tales From The Jails host speak about the serious issues of pleasuring yourself while in prison and how it affects your life after you are free. TALES FROM THE JAILS LIVE!!!

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SPEAKER_10 1:33

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SPEAKER_10 4:46

Yo, yo, yo, what's up, everybody? And welcome everybody. It's from the Gels. We're here live in Parkinson's sake. TNS Media Group is the team in the family. You know how we do here. We just talk about, you know, real life events, you know, story. Ultimately, um stories, excuse me. Ultimately, our goal is to, you know, uh deter individuals from going to prison. By no way, shape, form, or fashion do we glorify prison? Uh do we um make it like prison is a place to go and uh spit up.

SPEAKER_09 5:15

You better not go because we ain't playing. We try to tell you not to go.

SPEAKER_10 5:19

Yeah, for sure, for sure. What's up with you, man? How's everything?

SPEAKER_09 5:22

Man, man, beautiful Wednesday, man. Hump day, you know. Now duty. Yeah, I mean the heat is out, so you know the meat is out. Now duty. Um, yeah, man, we here, y'all. Um again, man, we got something real special coming up, man. This uh the the it was the 18th of next month, right? July 18th, yeah. July 18th, our first live event. What's the address and location? Uh address is his Yeah, I got to get to you, man. I want I want to see Dark Skin Beauty, James Laflane. You know what I'm saying? All the whole of uh 215 Nitro. You know what I'm saying? We're gonna see this right here. My brother told me earlier when we went into the the space is lovely, man. Y'all gonna love this event space. It's called Live Cafe. I'm talking about we got an upstairs, a downstairs, and we got a stage. You're gonna be comfortable. There's gonna be food there that you can purchase, it's gonna be merch that you can. I was blown back by the event space today. We went down there and acquired that today, man. Today. Today is a go for July the 18th. Man, be there or be square. What's the time? Between 6 to 10.

SPEAKER_10 6:22

We're gonna do our good now for all that, but uh the edge is 3025 Walnut Street.

SPEAKER_09 6:26

Yeah, we're gonna be pitting up flyers and all that. We're gonna need y'all to repost it to pit up, man. Um, everything on all the all the information is gonna be on there. But yeah, man, we're looking to have a special guest. I'm not gonna let the cat out the bag yet because you know uh things don't go as planned, but we're gonna be there and we're gonna talk about it, man. We're gonna have uh we're gonna have a lot of stuff going on there that day, man. I'm actually excited. But my brother had told me today, he's gonna say, This is where you see if the family really mess with us. Yeah, and I'm gonna go ahead and let you know. Yeah, I said, Well, yeah, because if if if if y'all mess with us, y'all coming out. We're gonna have an event. But this day is gonna take place on a Saturday, right?

SPEAKER_10 7:02

I believe the 18th is on a Saturday, yes.

SPEAKER_09 7:03

Yes, Saturday, man. No work. Hopefully, I know a lot of people work on the weekends and stuff like that. Uh, but for a majority of people is off on the weekends. But you know, if you can take off and it fits your financial stability to do that, man. Come on out, man. We're gonna talk about it. We're gonna have a great time up there, man. We're gonna give y'all what y'all was looking for and the knowledge that y'all need to stay out that penitentiary and stay away from that penitentiary. July 18th, we're gonna pump the, we're gonna we're cramming this then your throats. Now I'm doing it. And that's yes he there you go. Let's get into it, man. Yeah, but yeah, I'm just I got I broke a sweat out. Yeah, I mean, the facility is so when y'all get in there, y'all gonna say, Yeah, we all hear the family here. We ain't gonna it ain't gonna be all congested, all bodies, no, we ain't doing none of that. What's the address again? 3025 Walnut Street, right there, but where it says Penn University, would it say pin something? Yeah, for the people that is from Philadelphia that's attending that, y'all probably know where this area is at. And for the ones, there's plenty of parking on the downstairs level, parking free. Yeah, man, we accommodating everybody, man. Get there and don't be scared and don't be a square.

SPEAKER_10 8:08

Yeah, tickets should be available uh next week, I believe, on Monday. We had the tickets and everything uh on sale or whatever. But yeah, um, you know, it's gonna be an event, you know, not only just for us, but for y'all. It's our first event, and we've been trying kind of you know putting this together for a while. And uh we believe that that now is the time based off the response we'll be getting from y'all. Everybody that's in the chat, you know, you know, the whole gang, uh James the Flame, Dusk, and Beauty, uh Corey Woods 215 Nitro, everybody that's here, man. The whole, the whole, I mean, the whole family, the whole, just everybody. Neve Buck316, John Michael, my guy, KK Twin Gang 2763. Y'all know who y'all are, man. Mr. Mr. Stax 2633, um 716 Deuce, everybody, man. Uh, you know, Ray uh Peso 456, what's up? You know, everybody. N Daveville Asir. Uh hopefully I'm saying it the right man, the right way, man. Everybody's here. Ibn Al Falani, Salaam Warekum, uh Edwin Pagan. It is what it is, man. The family, the family. Um, so this was something that was mentioned to me. Like, you know, um, and no, outside of the adjustments of of guys coming home from jail, right? The adjustments of guys coming home from jail, sometimes coming home being a stepfather, sometimes coming home being being a father to their own kids, uh, being a husband, uh, being a uh, you know, just you know, trying to find a job, all these different adversities. But one of the main things that was mentioned to me is that, but it may seem simple.

SPEAKER_09 9:47

The adjustment not to cut you off, bro. One of the one of the family just asked, where could they purchase the tickets at when it's time?

SPEAKER_10 9:54

We're gonna let everybody know when. I'm gonna try to know when to how and how they can. Okay, we're gonna talk about that. And that the tickets gonna sell next week, so we're gonna let we're gonna let everybody know. We're gonna probably be a link or something to our on our page or somewhere where y'all can go and get y'all tickets. Um, but you know, um, the thing is, what I was saying is outside of all those adjustments that I mentioned, one of the simple adjustments is being an adjustment to the the climate change as far as the attire that you wear. As far as what you're wearing. You might have gone and they was wearing uh Jabo jeans or whatever, big baggy chin, and now you come home. I'm gonna get I'm biting at the bit to get to this subject. Now you got now you come and they got slim pants on and track Nike Tech suits and weed people didn't have, they wasn't wearing that, you know, in the early 2000s or the 90s when these guys is coming home, people come home from jail, and they're getting out here, and they're clueless as to what they should be wearing to look to par.

SPEAKER_09 10:52

And that and that was an issue for me, man. And a lot of people, man, it's a lot of people that watch us and you know, whatever, that that will possibly go to jail. And one thing about going to prison, the world leaves you behind. I went in prison as a 21-year-old man. Came home 43 years old. I left prison with the mentality. I was a grown 43-year-old man when I came home. I left prison with the mentality of a 21-year-old man. You don't grow in there. You can teach yourself, but you don't evolve with society. And that's a part of clothes or phones. Man, when I went to jail, it was Next Tales, Chirp. I come home, it's iPhone 15s and 16. The phone talk to you. Chirps wasn't doing none of that. So can you only imagine the attire? The attire, we like when we went to jail, we had Jabo's. Uh, everybody remember the Sean Johns, uh, LRG, the stuff I use. What's that? LRG, Sean Johns. All this was the brands back then when I went to Jabo jeans, Jabo jeans, LRG.

SPEAKER_10 11:58

So nuts jackets. We still people still wear that sometimes, but yeah, Mr.

SPEAKER_09 12:01

Because it's it's retro. I mean, not retro, but what they call it when it comes back. Yeah, that's retro. Yeah, so you gotta just now like now nowadays. Everybody, it's the fad is to put the pants on and make you your whole ass nuts is out. Now I'm duty, everything is out, but that look cute to the girls for the guys. You see the young boy's whole ass this when you take his pants off, his ass this big, he put his pants on, it's bald up inside his pants because the pants is so goddamn tight. But this is the fad that everybody goes to, so now you got to adjust because I came home and you tricked me when I first came home. He took me shopping when I first came home. We went up what City Line Avenue, what was that? Marcy, what's that joint with a bunch of polo stuff? When I first came home, I was born in you ain't say nothing, but I'm the whole time I'm looking at him, everything hugging him a little, not tight, but it, but I'm not thinking nothing. I'm like that. But I come home with the mentality, man. I was wearing big polo hoodies, the big baggy joins, big baggy jeans, big baggy jeans. Man, a girl told me one day, I said to her, I said, Damn, what's up? She was like, What's up, pop-pop? I'm like, damn, hold up, I ain't no pop-pop. Like you get a because you're not with the flow of life. Yeah, you know what I'm saying? Now you got your old heads that still don't, but you still still know what's going on.

SPEAKER_10 13:10

Yeah.

SPEAKER_09 13:10

See, when you come out of there, like we got a cold friend that just came home from jail. I mean, she just came home like two, three days ago. I just seen a picture of him out the halfway house the other today. He got some big shit on. He's lost, his mind, he's lost. As far as in the culture, the way of the world is going right now. Yeah. Now you ain't got to ride with that, but you still got to know the way of the world. And it ain't just with clothes, phone, uh uh uh uh, the new the new ways that cars push start. Ain't you know, you still got your manual joints that you, you know, you can crank. I went to jail. I ain't never seen a push start when I went to jail.

SPEAKER_06 13:46

Yeah, hell no.

SPEAKER_09 13:46

It wasn't no, you mean, or you starting that joint up from your career. They wasn't doing that when you went when I went to jail. So everything has evolved, and now you're in not only for you're in for a vicious culture shop, especially if you do 10 years or better. The world evolved in a month. In a month, things change. It ain't the same that it was last month. So imagine 10 years, 15 years, 20 years. Bro, you you are like a grown baby when you return to society. And you know how a baby got to go through years of learning? A baby just don't learn overnight how to talk and how to walk. No, it gotta go through state one, two, three, four, five, six years old, seven. You will have to start over at 40, and by the time you catch up with the world, you be nifty. So you're really still doing time in society if you really think about it. You know what I'm saying? It's a reality of how the world will leave you behind once you go behind them walls, man. Now you might have your little guards in there coming in there, like, yo, they got the they got the new yawns out there, they got the the watches, the watches to talk to you and tell you hard. But one it's one thing is seeing it and and hearing it. Hearing it, you still left up to the imagination because you ain't seen it. Guards ain't got it in there with them, they ain't allowed to have their phones on a unit while they work in the unit, show you a phone, nothing like that. No, you was oblivious to what's going on in society. Then the way things is now in jail, you can't even get regular pictures no more because of the K2 is so rampant in jails. That they're zero. Like, say if you sent me some pictures, or sometimes you could good you can go through uh telepigeon, but you can't send me actual pictures. If you sent took some pictures on a Polaroid camera, whatever cameras they use, got them developed, whatever, put them all in envelopes, sent them to me. They will take them pictures and Xerox copy them drones off of the copy machine. Yeah, and it's confiscate the original drones, don't give them to you and give you your pictures on a Xerox, like Higgle uh Jackson. You got mail today. You got 10 you got 10 pictures, but here goes 10 pieces of paper with the the image of the picture on the paper. Exactly. And you still ain't getting a full view of you would if you had the actual pictures, exactly, because it's grainy now, clarity at the clearity now, all that. So you you're left behind during that time in the penitentiary. Please stay out the penitentiary, man. The penitentiary, the county, whatever you may want to call it. Man, you're losing so much, man. You're not just losing, you know, friends that die off when you're in there for 10, 15 years, family members, girl done left. No, you're losing wisdom and insight on how the world evolved, and now you gotta, after doing 10, 15, 20 years, you gotta take another 10 years at your home to catch up to society. You are behind the eight ball like hell if you go in there and do a lot of time.

SPEAKER_10 16:30

You are super behind the eight ball. Yeah, and I just want to say something too because uh me, this even going back to the incident. I was when you came home, I was trying to trying to tell you what the you're like, man, I'm not wearing that. That stuff too tight. Yeah, but yeah, but man, once they start calling me pop, pop and all that. You was you was you was like, no, I'm not wearing that. But look, but another thing too, you see, you know, no, not people can wear what they want to wear, but you see the even the the the the the big guys wearing tight stuff, like they stuck too tight, the pants, that is that something should should people be wearing that type stuff? No, some people is not qualified to put that on chip out the gym a little bit first to the game.

SPEAKER_09 17:06

Yeah, you get tight stuff because the the the the the slim fit is the European cut, the the the slim man, the slim man, the man that casually you know he got a little physique to himself. That ain't for no now. I seen a big boy like but he got something baggy on. But when you big, like that fit ain't for you. When you be like I said, about your ass. Your ass is this big and you put them joins on, it'll mash that shit up. No, dude. Mash it up. You walking around with this tight little butt because you got these tight ass joins on. You done tricked the girl, you done took them joins off that shit and fell out.

SPEAKER_10 17:38

Oh, dude.

SPEAKER_09 17:38

Nah, you gotta tighten up, man. You gotta dress accordingly to society and to what your body type is like. Yeah, all that you 300 pounds and you got some skinnies on, non slim, you get the pass for the big jeans. And that ain't no offense to my heavy Chevys out there. But it ain't got a female.

SPEAKER_10 17:55

It ain't gotta be bigger, it just gotta be like more so like fitted or like where they can, it just it fits, get their size, it fits them.

SPEAKER_09 18:01

Yeah, when you that when you at a certain big, it it ain't no size that fits you, but a big size. You shouldn't be inside no slim fits, no loose fits, no tight fit, no skinny leg. You are a big guy, a big fella, or a big woman. I and again, I'm not knocking on women. I ain't gonna just stay on the men. But what there's a lot of women out here looking like pears. And they put them little tight ass joins on, and that shit get the balling up. And with the women, when it balls up, it don't hold, it'll squeeze out somewhere else now. So now you got a big piece of fat right here because all this tight shit is holding. Yeah, you got you got to tighten up out here, y'all. This man wanna laugh all the time. It should do what? It'll ball up. It'll because once you because you know all that is fat, it's like air, it's like air, it's like little bubbles, like water balloons, and it just moves like and then when you oh you got this popped out over here, and then a little ball over here. Nah, that shit is horrible, bro. Don't nobody want to go through that.

SPEAKER_10 18:57

Yeah, yeah. But listen, whatever somebody would have wear is what they would have wear. But you just you just gotta be can't be um you know uptight.

SPEAKER_09 19:06

Somebody looking at you a little funny, like yo, you you yeah, you getting mad now that they saying something, but you out here pitting on you, you the clown for the day. You can't get mad when they laughing, you coming out here in the circus. You gotta tighten up, you gotta dress accordingly and and dress to your your your weight, your your your your your your structure.

SPEAKER_06 19:22

Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_09 19:22

And but like you said, being in jail, you lose so much, man. You just don't lose your time and whoever died on you. You lose you lose your not lose your mind, but you you damn near like losing your mind. You like a baby all over again. Like I told you, I went in 23, 21 years old, I came home 43. I came home a 43-year-old man physically. A man physically, but my mental still was 21 years old. I'm still learning right now how to cope. This man, we go into a market, I mean, uh into a restaurant, he tired of me there. My run is done. I'll be in there be like, yo, what you order? He better, I'm getting this, I'm getting that. So I he looked good. He tells the lady that's serving us, yeah, get me the give me the uh, we getting the seafood joint. We up on C Line Avenue getting some seafood. He's like, Yeah, get me the rice with the bower sauce. I don't know nothing about all that. Bower sauce. But whatever the hot stuff with the stuff that you boom sauce, the boom sauce and all that. Boom. Yeah, so I'm like, well, damn, because I don't really know how to read the goddamn menu and all that. But I'm like, well, give me what he's getting right there. But I'm like, he black, he won't even tell me. No, you gotta order you gotta learn how to do it. And he right, I got to learn because if I'm with my old lady, she's looking at me like, damn, look, you don't even know how to read it. But you you like a baby, yeah. You're you're you're you're the same age. If you go in at 21 years old and they give you 25 years and you do that 25 years, you are a 40-something-year-old man physically, but mentally, you that 21-year-old boy that went to jail still. And now you're gonna have to take years to grow up to your age that you currently are mentally.

SPEAKER_10 20:54

But you know, another thing too, like you know, um, you had didn't you have a pair of like them skinny jeans, them joints the uh the waste? I never wore no skinny jeans.

SPEAKER_09 21:01

I'm not no skinny jeans, but I got a big ass. I can't wear no skinny jeans. I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm well proportioned. Big arms, big chest, big, you know what I mean, big everything. You know what I mean? I'm meaty all the way around the board. So for me to throw on some skinny jeans, some tight fit, I gotta I I used to run track back in the day. I ran track for years. So that that that that that more so structures out your thighs and your head. I ran for the Melary Bannums, I ran up Glenn Mills. Every time I'm in juvenile, I run.

SPEAKER_10 21:30

Yeah, I ran for the ran for the cops. No, no, I ran from the you do you never ran for the cops. I always run, but I get cool. No, you never was the one that ran. You stand and get locked up.

SPEAKER_09 21:38

Sometimes, but but when I seen them coming before they got to us, I'm out. If I looked up and I'm sitting there and looked up, damn, they got me. I was scared to run. I mean, but if I seen them in the block, I'm gone. But yeah, so running gives you a big old ass and legs. Man and female. Like my girl, she be happy as shit. I'll be walking around next, she'd be like, damn, I wish I had that brother. Mad I'll be like, yo, man. So I feel kind of putting towels on and shit, shit clapping, walking past. I'm a man, I'm a cold-blooded man. Seeing there like Babe, I love your backside. I'm like, man, this is crazy. So yeah, cool out on the running a lot, man, because you have a fat ass. I'm talking to the men.

SPEAKER_10 22:18

You have a fat ass if you overdo it. This guy's crazy. Nah, man. Working out running, running is it slims you out and make you slim. But you know, like the squats and all that stuff, that's what you know, make your legs and you know, your your lower extremities to get, you know, muscular. If I can say that right, without it being a not on duty. But um, so for you, right? You know, coming home, right, and then uh choosing those clothes because your mind state was still stuck in the early 2000s with the uh yeah. I saw somebody say something about Azora, yeah, all that stuff. We see the doctor, we should go to doctor, then I'm gonna get all that stuff. But yeah, but you coming home and your mind state still stuck in the early 2000s. How long did it take for you to like to kind of get adjusted though? Like, I'm still ain't adjusted. You wear you.

SPEAKER_09 23:08

Oh, oh, oh, to the clothes? Oh, well, oh, oh, I oh it wasn't long at all. About a year in, I was done with that big old baggy shit. And then I liked it. I tried it on one day, I'm in there like, oh, okay. I liked how that dry fit, the tight dry fit, that Nike dry tech, and you get it a little. I like how that fits you a little bit. I like how it's comfortable. And then it lays on your skin like another layer of skin. I like that look. I like, and then like I said, I'm a well-proportioned man. I ain't no nasty, skinny, sick looking nigga. So my shit be all busting all through it. I'll be like, oh, okay. I like how this joint sits on me. So yeah. So it took me about a year to conform to the way of society.

SPEAKER_10 23:43

So people would say cracking jokes about your clothes and all down the way?

SPEAKER_09 23:47

Uh yeah. Girls, mainly girls. They have been like, pop, pop, pop, pop out here. Like pop-pop, and they're calling me onks at a Lorman rate. They was calling me Onk at 41. I could see it at 45. But I'm like 41, all right, I could see, you know what I mean? But damn.

SPEAKER_10 24:00

Yeah. So now this dudes come home. You see, you see dudes coming home now, like you said, what's called Come Home. The person you saw online, he came home and he's still wearing the baggy stuff. So now he has to get his collar or hat to get off. Oh, that's my code defender came home, too. Yo, listen, they ain't wearing that no more, bro. Yeah, he and everybody's selling him at an alarming rate. But was you looking at people weird? Like, what he got on?

SPEAKER_09 24:22

Yeah, I said it to you. I was like, man, I'm not wearing that. I'm not, I'm cool. I ain't pitting on no little man, man. Give me, but give me, you're talking about tight feet. I want the big baggy joints. Nah, that ain't. No, that it's making a comeback.

SPEAKER_10 24:34

Do men, do men wear they like, like I'm gonna ask you this in jail, right? Because I I don't know, I might already answer this, but in jail, if somebody outside telling people like, yeah, no, in jail, and uh out on the streets they wear, they're wearing their clothes little fitted, does that prompt the inmates to make their clothes a little bit more than that? Yes, they do.

SPEAKER_09 24:52

Everybody in jail right now is getting their clothes tailored. There's dudes in the marriage. I tell you you got different hustles in jail that you can make you some jailhouse money. You know what I mean? And one of the hustles is tailoring. You got dudes in there that know how to sew real good. I know dudes that could go buy two sweatshirts from the store. So uh they sell great Russell sweatshirts, athletic sweatshirts, but they big. But a nigga go buy two of them and two pairs of sweatpants and like cut them up real good, cut everything, and then put it all the way back together and make like three different sweatsuits alpha two. But it's all skinny fitted now.

unknown 25:23

Okay.

SPEAKER_09 25:24

I'm talking about you got dudes taking pictures and you'll think that somebody bought them some clothes in. Oh, it's the it's you can you know it's the jailhouse color, but you're like, damn, how he get them sizes? That's that's trim fit, but they're sewing it to your body. Like dudes uh do the uniforms. Remember how how uh uh a slider bait was up here that day, like, man, I got my stuff skinny, because you start doing it. I get my like go on a visit, you wear you, you gotta wear your uniform on a visit. There's like a khaki uniform in the feds tan, but they give it to you all big, the arms be all big. Now I get them joints slim. I put my arms in there, that thing be stuck to my arms in there. I'm out that join busting out that join. Yeah, you get to do it. You get underneath your underarms, tell it up, because that gotta they gotta bring that in to wrap around your torso. So they're good at what they do. Wow, that it's hard to get it on. I ain't gonna lie. You be pitting that motherfucker on like dang, get that join back around your back, and that's the hardest part. You like trying to pull it to get your arm, and when you get it on, ooh, we look out. She raised a winner winner chicken dinner coming out there.

SPEAKER_10 26:21

Super bad. Yeah. But you know, even out here, like, you know, because like time passed, because time is is is so viable, whereas though you never get time back. So all them years that you done missed in summertime being in jail, it's so much that's missed.

SPEAKER_09 26:40

You gotta make up for it, and then it's it's taking more time away from you. Yeah. By you gotten to catch up. How many times I done filled out an application or had my old lady do it, or had you come to you and you be like, no, you go to the studio, you fill out the drum, and you do, but I'm still like lost. I'm still lost. Like losing time, man, is a like you're doing double time. If you do 20 years and come home, you got about another 10 years to do mentally to catch up to society. So that's a 30-year sentence you really, they really got about you. Like a lot of people don't look at it like that. Just think about it, y'all. If you do 20 years, you're deprived mentally of growing. You can learn sitting there like reading, getting GDs, but that ain't learning the ways of life, or how life is evolving. Now you come home, you absolutely don't know nothing. It's gonna take you years to catch up to finally be, okay, this is how this goes, this is how that goes, okay, all right, this, this, this. So that's another 10-off. When you could have been already knowing what the hell you had to do and jumping right to it. But that tendon stagnated you of having to relearn stuff, not even relearn, but learn the new way of life. Dang. If jail just robs you of so much stuff, man, that that right there was, yeah.

SPEAKER_10 27:52

And what about the dudes that come home sometime? They come home and then fall into uh an addiction or something. So they already they way off now. You behind the eight bar. Then you might have to go back and then got to come.

SPEAKER_09 28:03

Yeah, yeah. Me, I it happened to me. I come home, my addiction is alcohol. Drink me is a little that a lot of people might not believe it's an addiction, but it is an addiction. It numbs you. I do it to numb me from reality of the real world that I got to deal with. But it only numb you for about an hour or two. Once you wake up, you back dead sober, and you done lost time on valuable things that you could have did to broaden your intellect. And I know that. I know that firsthand because I went through it. I'm not talking about what they going through. I'll tell you about what I did.

SPEAKER_10 28:34

Do you think that you might need a rehab? Um thinking rehab. Do they think that stuff worked? Do you know anybody that went to rehab and it helped them?

SPEAKER_09 28:40

I'm not, yeah, there's a lot of people that you can see the proof that people went to rehab and worked, but I think like my mom. My mom never went to rehab. And my mom quit coke. My mom quit coke, man. Before she died, she was 17 years crack free. You know what my mom told me she did? What? My mom said she went cold turkey for two, three days, went through a withdrawal. She said she was going withdrawal, withdrawal, days, days, days, days, days. Messed up. She said this after they took my last sister from her. She said it was like three months. Boom, she was kicking her habit. But my mom always been a jailhouse lady, though. She always stayed on fate road up. She went and did five years up monthsy. So she viciously cling. She she burnt out. She got jailhouse traits. So now when she was done and she felt as though she was cool, she said she still had urges to do it. She said, only time she gets urges to smoke crack is when trials and tribulations come in her life. Because people use drugs as a number to things. Or you might want to have a good time and whatever, whatever, whatever. But majority of the time it'd be the numb some type of pain that's happening in your life. What drugs is there for. And she said that when she felt as though that she was really thorough, like cool and done with it, she said to test herself. She said she went in there, uh, my mom get money. She went there, got $100 cash, and went to one of the crack houses she used to spend weeks in and sat in there with all her old friends. She watched, she ain't touched, she ain't condemned them, talking about y'all need to. My mom ain't into that. My mom's gonna let you figure it out. She's gonna check you about little shit, but she ain't the one to be like, oh, y'all in here. Like she we ain't supposed to be. She ain't one of them. She wasn't just because she was right there. She's like, these is my friends. These are my childhood friends. Yeah. She's like, but I went and did it to see if I got the urge and fall back into it. She said, when I walked out, I gave all of them a 20. All my close friends in there, like, man, get something to eat with this. I know what you're gonna do with it, but get you something to eat. I don't you two. Stay off the, you know, I mean, but it was all, and then she left, and she said she walked away. She said she never stepped foot back in a crack house in her life.

SPEAKER_10 30:29

I had an addiction too, though. That I got I got I got rid of.

SPEAKER_09 30:33

Oh, what's the oh yeah, I was ready to say something, but what you what is that? My addiction, I was addicted to women. Addicted to women. I still think you are, but but yeah. I'm talking about as far as in your wife. I had no like how you love on your wife and your baby. Like you, I could tell not addicted to women as far as you out here. I haven't. I had that was an addiction for me. But you think that's an addiction? Yeah. I don't think that's addiction. Well, maybe so, because I used to be beating my junk every day in there three times a day. And that's why the doctor told me it don't work right no more. And when I say work right, I can't come. I think I told y'all about this before. But that comes from me always masturbating. But I'll go to jail young. I go to jail at a young age, so I'm masturbating three times a day for 10 years straight. So I now I got a I got a problem to where as though I can't ejaculate. I had to go ask my doctor, like, damn. And I that's what I told you. See, I didn't know what Viagra was. I say, Doc, I need some Viagra. You know, I got high blood pressure, so I go see my doctor like three times a month. And she like, Viagra, then you only 45. She's like 43 at the time, 42. She's like, How you need Viagra? Like, what happened? And I'm like, man, I can't come. She's like, you can't come. She's like, oh, you don't need that, that ain't Viagra. I said, yeah, I could stay hard for hours. But I go. And I told her, because this is my doctor, Jennifer Malury. I said, yo, but I said, I'll be hitting my chick for six hours, six hours, six, four to six hours. I'll be crushing her, flipping her, tucking her, bucking her everywhere. She in there the time of her life. Ah, ah, crazy time. If she'll fall asleep, I'll go in the bathroom and squeeze one out. It'll take me a 30 seconds. And she told me, she said, black, she's like, Jackson, you gotta, that's the problem. You she said a woman's vagina would never be tight as a man's grip. She said you squeeze the feeling out of it. The dick is numb. She like, you have took the feeling from your genital. She said, You got the the only cure for that, because I was still out here doing it. Because that's like I said, I go, I'm out here now. I'm hitting my chick. I act like I bust one off at the four hours. Oh my god, baby. She'll fall over, roll asleep. I go in the bathroom, turn on pour hub and get him. Bobby. So now I come out everybody's sleep now. But I got to tell my doctor about this because I like to come from a woman. I want to know what that feels like. That's why you got five kids, and I ain't got I only got one because I can't come. I can't you get a come out of me, you is magnificent. No, this man going crazy.

SPEAKER_10 32:48

Yo, that'll duty, man. Yeah, what are you talking about, man? I'm just saying, we talk about addictions, man. Yeah.

SPEAKER_09 32:56

But yeah, like that's a that was an addiction for me. Every day I'm saying I'm talking about I'll be sitting there watching TV on Yeah, I'll be sitting there on TV watching the block, and the sports come on, and they had the girl. Uh uh, I still know that's my girlfriend. The light-skinned girl, the light-skinned girl that was uh her brother's name is Rick to play basketball. What's her name? Holly, Molly, and she's been on sports centers for years.

SPEAKER_10 33:19

Molly, uh uh, what's called?

SPEAKER_09 33:20

Oh no, the one with the none, not Molly, but she was she became my girl after her this one. The one with the green eyes. See, like she spent, but she always did sports center. But they say her brother Malika? No, the her brother played basketball, I think, for the Lakers. She light light up. She's light, light skin. She was real pretty, real, real pretty, man. But she don't do sports. But man, she'll come on. I'll be sitting there eating a soup or something, a bowl of chips, and I'll be sitting there watching her. Oh my God. Go right in the cell, get him. That's early in the morning at the gym. We come out at the camp. We might be watching a movie. Don't let us be watching a movie and somebody in there jiggling around. I'm like, oh, go right up there and get him again. This is the second one. You can't be doing that. I'm doing this for 10 years straight. Yo, man. 10 years. Like, I'm not the only one with this problem, though. Everybody in there talk, they call it gunning them down or whatever you want to call it. Like, okay, I wasn't dealing with no homosexual stuff, and I'm not saying nothing wrong with homosexual, nothing like that. I just don't deal with that. I I so I resorted to jacking off 90 going north. I'm talking about that was like a cigarette to me, like nicotine. I go back out there and I'm cool for three hours. Then I you know how you I need another cigarette now. I go right back in the cell. Get him off.

SPEAKER_10 34:31

Yeah. Yo, yeah, yeah, you got a serious problem, bro. Yeah, it's a serious. Yo, it's a serious problem, man.

SPEAKER_09 34:41

I done got up a few times out here, man. Like, girl mad at me, she ain't showed up, man. I turned right on porn hub. I'm by I got personal porno joints, and I'm not advertising to go out and do this. But guess what? I got like I told you, I got two bad bitches that don't got diseases. They never cheated on me, Hannah and Pommelina. And they get me right, and they obedient, they listen to what I say, they fight for me, all types of stuff. So yeah, they yeah, that that's an addiction. I I'll be out here on the street and squeeze one out. Yeah, I do. See, I get be in the shower, get out and be ready to go about my day. Feet, where you at? You ready to pick me up? I just squeeze one off. Yeah, I ain't got nobody in there with me. Yo, this guy's crazy, but dude. I'm not coming to get you the one for you. Tell me you ready or I'll wait like two hours to come in. But that's all from prison. That's all from prison. I feel better of ejaculating coming than being with a woman. That's sick, bro. That's insane. I say that not to really make y'all laugh, but this is something that I go through. I can pleasure myself better than I'm talking about one of the baddest chicks in the world, Beyonce could be with me. And I won't, I won't go. I she'll had a time of her life though. She'll get about 60, she'll get a shift out of me. Eight hours. I'm sweating like a dog. I'm trying to get this jump. And it just ain't coming. But that's come from being in jail, man. Jail takes so much stuff from you, man. Gosh, man. Yo, it boy crazy, man. Somebody just became a member.

SPEAKER_10 36:04

Uh shout out to uh shout out to uh Kaima. Kaheema. Yeah. 7676. Thanks for uh becoming a member. But yeah, so so do you think you're the only person in the in the world that got this type of thing? No. We out here beating dicks like shit.

SPEAKER_09 36:17

There's a lot of niggas out here that's doing that. No, I'm not done. No, hell no. My code of fan just came home from doing 24 years. He's beating that jump in the halfway house. No, dude. And he comes out every day. He goes in because you get pleasure, your hand, like this joint. I tell you, I'll be in here for about four, not even yo, 30 seconds. I be. I just was in here for four hours with her in every position known to mankind. And the coochie good, it ain't bad, and all open and stuff like that. I'm like, yeah, I got that. And I told my doctor, she was like, yo, the only you got to let it go. She's like, it's numb, it's done. You might have to go to rehab for that though. That yeah, might I might do because I it might be.

SPEAKER_10 36:56

They might have to put them joint they put on the babies. The hand stop them from scratching themselves. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_09 37:01

They might give me some shit. I can take them off. Like now they might lock you in the room and then have you the whole, like you can't even get it. No, that's that's torture, then. That doesn't that's that's type of torture. That's that's worse than jail. They put you in one of them body suits with the jaw, you can't, you can't even use your hands. Yo, like in that anybody that's been to jail, man, like it'll turn you into like a a jail will turn you into a especially if you're not a homosexual. Again, I'm not talking trash about homosexuals. Um T BGTT or whatever, whatever, whatever the abbreviation is, I don't know what I'm gonna get it right now. I'm not no disrespect, but I just don't deal with it. And I loved myself a lot, uh, to the point that I did it for 10 years straight, three times a day. I was a kid. You know, you you the horniest 18, 19, 20, 21, 20, you horny, you freak it in a frog with a mustache. Yeah. You know what I mean? So, you know, it is what it is, man. But jail just rob you and deprive you of so much.

SPEAKER_10 37:54

Yeah, man. But yeah, that that's that's a that's a real thing. So, what other other addictions can you get like by being in jail? What'd it be like? Uh you become like where you're still cleaning.

SPEAKER_09 38:04

Or or you I wasn't clean before I went to jail.

SPEAKER_10 38:06

Or like what what's what's what's the word for it? They call you um uh introvert where you don't like to be around people. Like you like to go to the city.

SPEAKER_09 38:12

Oh, yeah, yeah, I don't like to go out. You know, that you got introvert and extrovert.

SPEAKER_10 38:15

You be drawn with that. What?

SPEAKER_09 38:16

Yeah, I don't be I don't be, I don't know. But you want to hang on the guys. No, but because more time for me though, I would go out, but more time for me be my financial situation. So I know we all going out. I got to be hit you like, yo, get me a little joint. I I don't be liking that. So if I'm broke, I ain't really trying to go out. But then that's more so of, but if I had some money on me and we all be going out, I'll be out there. We be everywhere in the guys because I feel comfortable about myself. But I do still be like, you know. Oh, y'all go out rich and come out, come home broke. Broke.

SPEAKER_10 38:47

Go out rich, come home broke. That's how I go. So what is it be uh addiction of uh excessive uh I guess you you you and you in an excessive, extreme, ultimate uh masturbator. Yes. Yes, yeah, the highest level. What's the high what's the what's the jaw they get on um on uh uh Naruto? What's the highest level they get when they get what's it? Huh? But you gotta watch that too because he comes high, whatever you want to call it. Yeah, he whatever. He you suck crazy.

SPEAKER_09 39:23

The top of the dealer crowd, whatever you thought. Yeah, I mean, but you you you want all all mattens. You know how they got the matten game? Yeah, you all matten. But you know, that could become a problem too, though. Yeah. That could become a problem to wiz, though you be a freak boy now.

SPEAKER_10 39:34

So like like for like for a person like that, they they they got they could they could have the baddest woman in the world, but this like that the issue that from you being in jail, you just And then it turns your woman off when she finds out she ain't making you come, she's insecure now.

SPEAKER_09 39:47

Every time I woman be like, Did you come? I'll be like, yeah. So that's like because I wasn't like she looking for. I wasn't faking them at first. So I just give up. She be like, You came? I'll be like, so now I see that that hurted her feelings. And then that's why I said I'll wait till she goes to sleep, because I knocks my woman out. I get done, she is dead to the next day. I don't give a fuck. We start humping at one o'clock afternoon. She's not waking up tomorrow to 10. I'm putting them out of there. And um, this is the all the energy. I I can't, I can't ejaculate like a regular man. I I have scarred my junk. I I've numbed it. And the doctor told me the only issue, the only remedy or cure for that is to stop doing it. Now I have cut, I cut back from doing it. Yeah, but I like release too.

SPEAKER_10 40:28

You having sex to release with men, that is one of the things I gotta put you on, like I said, the rehab, but give you like a onesie. No, see that's torture. Like, no, with the hand part, you can't do nothing. You just like in there. That's torture. But it's just, you know, it'll help you get over your get over your issue. You know? But so you got that issue, then you got um dudes who clean excessively. Um Yeah, that's me. I clean excessively. The ones who's like the introverts. What is something that some you might not expect? Like a person, you know, who just like to, I don't know, maybe read books all the all the time.

SPEAKER_09 41:02

That's another thing. That's another thing that you would hear. I don't think that's a bad thing. No, that's not a bad thing. That's not a bad thing. Beating your dick ain't a bad thing. It really is. No, it really ain't. You ain't catching no STDs, you ain't getting nobody pregnant, and you're to yourself. What's bad about that? All day. You cool. You getting it off. I ain't gonna say I don't do it all day. I squeeze one out in the morning, think about it at night, it might be too tired. Like, all right, I'll get him tomorrow. Oh, dude. Let me on one of them joints. But it ain't a bad thing, though. But you want to be able to come from being with your woman. You wanna, you, you want because a woman get their pleasure when they see you when you see your chick, your wife, oh, she's shivering and shaking. You like, yeah, I'm cooking her. But they the same way as us. You, oh, she like, yeah, I done got that mop, wop, wop. What would they say? That with a mop, mop, wop, wop. What that girl be saying in the song, that's what they think in their head. And they're like, damn, then they feel good. Like, I get my man up out of there. You think a woman can be with a man who can't uh make her get to that point? No. She's absolutely can't. She will be his friend. She may be with him. That if a man can't make, if a man can't make his woman reach a climax sexually, that relationship is head, that is doomed. She might give him a couple more years and she might, it's doomed, bro. Especially if she felt what it felt like to actually be like, oh shit, and he can't do it. Oh, yeah, I get with you on the back block.

SPEAKER_10 42:24

Yeah. Wow. Oh, what about uh working out? Is that like an addiction to that? I guess it could be an addiction to that.

SPEAKER_09 42:31

That's addiction, but it's a good addiction. Yeah, so people just addict. You got some people that overdo it. You see them unproportionate, big top little legs, because they just constantly dumbbells and chess all day. Boy, make sure you get all of them hit every day hit a different part of the body. But you got dudes that go in there and do chess a month straight. So now he like this and legs this big. Come on, no. It'll become over out of pocket when you do it like that.

SPEAKER_10 42:54

Shout out to Dot. What's up, Dot? Yeah, man. Um Yeah, it's crazy. So Jel, Jell really, like, really messages you over, man, uh mentally, man. Hey, listen, y'all, uh, don't forget, um, July 18th, you know, we have a live event. Tickets gonna be on sale next week, man. Everybody's gonna be invited to come through. You know, uh July 18th, man. It's gonna be crazy.

SPEAKER_09 43:18

What's the address again?

SPEAKER_10 43:19

Uh 3021 Walnut Street, I believe. I'm gonna let me say, let me make sure I got this right, man. I apologize.

SPEAKER_09 43:24

Yeah, we ain't trying to send y'all to no 18.

SPEAKER_10 43:26

3025 Walnut Street, Philadelphia PA 19104. Called Live Live Cafe? Live Cafe, yep.

SPEAKER_09 43:33

World Live Cafe. Man, nice, nice space, nice room. Again, it's I was shocked in there. I'm in there like, well, damn, I gotta act like that. We we the ones that's going ahead to put on for the family. I'm in there like, I actually want to sit down and see somebody go up there and talk. Yeah, I'm telling you, I'm really thoroughly happy about this event that we're having. Again, July 18th, man. Y'all gonna have all the, we're gonna, we're gonna pump this joint all month till we get to that date. I want it to be a sellout. I want everybody to have a good time. I want everybody most importantly to walk away from there with knowing something they didn't know before they got in there about going to that penitentiary and staying the hell out of there.

SPEAKER_10 44:12

That matched your question, though. And can you look at a person and tell if a person has that type of the same addiction that you got? Or had rather? Um. Can I look at a person? Would you look at a person? Like, you know, it could be a young guy here working in the studio. Yeah, well, yeah, I can tell.

SPEAKER_09 44:28

Yeah, I can tell. Yeah, I could, I could, I could sniff you out. I can see the way you move. I can see the urgency of you wanting others to leave first. Yeah, but oh, he's trying to hit that drone off. He trying to beat that jump. I get it though. I get it. So I hurry up and go away and get on about my get on my bike to run him a little faster. Because I know where he's trying to get to. So you see. Because I know how I would have felt in his shoes, like, dang Joan, I'm trying to get you. You want to get it when you want to get it. And that's it. So I can identify him and pick him out the crowd. Like, oh yeah, he a beater. He a beater. Oh yeah, he's definitely a beater. Yeah, I know the beaters. You know what I mean? We we brother, we we we cut from the same claw. We we a brotherhood. So you can recognize you see you can spot him by the way. Yeah, I walk up and meet a nigga. I'll tell by his handshake. Like my hands is extremely soft. So everybody be like, damn, how you get soft ass hands? I'm like thinking like I'm I ain't really had no judge. They like, no. I'm like, damn, I'm beating my dick all this years, and all that good lotion and all that. That shit is take that's that's why I don't got no my hands are soft like a lady's. I tell women be like, damn, you got some and I'll be in my head like beating that dick too much. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, yeah. So you can just recognize somebody by shaking their head.

SPEAKER_10 45:33

Yeah, they shake your hand on yours. And you like, oh yeah, he wanted what you call him?

SPEAKER_09 45:37

A beater. I shake another hand. Both of our hands are soft and shit in each other's hands. I'm like, oh yeah, you do what I do. And I get to wipe my shit off. This nigga crazy.

SPEAKER_10 45:49

Oh man, yo. We go we're gonna have the uh the information for the tickets, uh, I believe next week, y'all. So uh we're gonna have the tickets ready and everything for y'all, man. This guy's crazy. So you spot him a mile away up.

SPEAKER_09 46:02

Yeah, I can speed, I can spot him. I can pick them out of crowds. They over there, like, oh yeah, he won. Yeah, I mean, it's the way they move, they're a little bit more healthy. Like, because when you're beating off, you really ain't drained from having sex because you're getting it right out the way. The sex is draining you when you go, like when I'm in there for four hours, I'll be sweating like I was just raining a marathon. I don't do no sweating and all that when I beat off. That joint be boom. I'll be like, damn. Only thing I be mad about because I don't like doing it regular. I like to use some type of moisture lotion. So now I got to wash my hands, especially if I use Vaseline. It's hard for Vaseline to come off. You washing your hands with the bar soap, you got the name. You feel the film of the vaseline. Yeah, that's a bad, it's a hard cleanup. So I keep me a nice rag just for beating off. Like this rag takes the Vaseline off. This rag don't have to take the lotion off. You see, there's a lot of guys that do that, but people don't be truthful with it and talk about it. There's a lot of men that do that, bro. A lot of men in society, Jack or it's a lot of men that can't get no women, bro. They ain't got no game or they just quiet, they just don't want no women at the time. You know what I'm saying? So I get it. I get it. I've been there, but I'm gonna talk about I'm gonna talk about it forwards, y'all. All the one. I'm I listen, we the beaters, we up out here.

SPEAKER_10 47:08

Yeah, turkey beds, uh say we have to have a conversation with you about at the live, man, about your uh your situation, man. Your situation is uh is unfortunate, man. Um so but this is actually something that can affect you in prison, you know, one of the one of the major things because this stuff like this that happens that people is not discussed. People think that that it really messes you mentally a lot of times, but it can affect you in a lot of different ways, man. For real. Jail is, man, I know we laughing and joking, but it's a serious matter, man.

SPEAKER_09 47:39

Yes, a serious matter, man. I say that, man. I wasn't trying to, you know, be on that topic for so long. But if you go to jail, these are one of the things that you be desensitized, desensitized from. And that's having, you know, natural sex with your woman, man, with a woman that you may acquire for the man. I don't know what the woman prisoner goes through. You know, I only heard stories, but for the man that's been in there 10, 20 years, man, if he ain't, yeah, man, you go in there young, man, nine times ten, you jacking off every chance you get, man. And that desensitizes you to the feeling of a natural woman, man. It robs you. It robs you. My I see my woman, when she found out that I was going through this, she was upset. She's not upset, but like, dang, she got she got insecure with herself. And I'm like, baby, that ain't you. I'm attracted to you. She's like, well, why you ain't it's me. I did it. I burnt this joint out. I I did that. That's my fault. So these are one of the things besides time leaving you back, and you gotta catch up with time, but you desensitizing yourself, you you having that your mate that you with, she she's feeling insecure and she ain't doing the right thing. That could cause your relationship to be over. Yeah, that's a real serious thing. Yeah, my girl seen porn on my phone. And she like, why you because I can get off to that. Not that I can't get look, my porn look like hers. She teared it up. I got a girl that's on porn, tear it up. I'm thinking about her though, but she don't realize the concept that I'm taking. You know what I'm saying? And it's not, I'm not trying to be saying that you trash and you corny. No. It's just that I'm fucked, I'm fucked. You been come home from jail fucked up, man. Fucked up mentally, man.

SPEAKER_10 49:09

And it's probably something that you mentioned a lot of guys are scared to talk about.

SPEAKER_09 49:13

Yeah. A lot of ain't no men telling I ain't come on to who telling that to your girl. You you you done been hitting for a week straight. You ain't come not one episode. That'll be that that'll be crushing to a girl. She like, are you serious? We going three, four hours around. All women think they get they got that they got that mop, mop, wop, wop. Yeah. Yeah, whatever that is. Yeah, that's what they be saying in the little song. Mop, mop, Molly, Wop, Wop, Wop. You know, we all know the song I'm talking about to the females.

SPEAKER_10 49:42

Wow. So yeah, but this is this is the reality of it. Now, when you in jail though, right? You know, you so you just blitz into the cell every 10 chance you get. What if you what if your your um your celly is in there in there? No, you ain't gonna do it while your celly is when you're you know, but you might try you might try to go blitz to the cell or he in there. Oh, but you gotta wait. You gotta wait your turn. Like, damn, bro. Like, I mean you gotta wait your turn. You gotta wait your time. He'll be out. That's another that's unfortunate, like having a room that you gotta share with somebody, y'all gotta take turns. Y'all can't be in there at the same time unless y'all locked in. No, y'all could y'all could be in there at the same time.

SPEAKER_09 50:15

You know what I mean? Y'all could be in there at the same time. I think you said it's like people don't like to be in there with like. No, but you don't but you're you doing it out of respect. During the daytime, you're doing, like, especially if you got a night job and I got a day job. When you come back, like the because we already gotta be locked in here all the time. So the re the jailhouse code, the etiquette of jail is give you a certain part of the day where you're in there, and I'm you give me a certain part. Me just to be in there and sleep all day because I ain't got no job, you coming in, you gotta tell me, Sully, I gotta use the back. That ain't cool. Like, damn, cuz I've been out, you know I've been out the cell for four hours. You know when I come back. Yeah, make your way. That's called that's jailhouse etiquette. Now, I mean, you want to that that keeps the problems, damn. Cause now the motherfucker might be mad at you. Like, you always, man, I need a new celly. Man, you gotta get out, bro. You always in the cell. Call that what was you called, motherfucker, a cell junkie, whatever you call them.

SPEAKER_10 51:01

But yeah. So if I wanted to like say I was your cellar, but I want to sleep in a day room. Can I do that? What? Sleep in a day room or something. Like you sit in my chair in a day room and they fall asleep. You better not do that.

SPEAKER_09 51:11

You're not, you ain't supposed to be sleeping there, period. You better keep your boots on and all that. You when you in them jails, them penitentiaries and all that, you don't see nobody leave out their cell without no shoes on. Niggas walk to the shower with their boots on and they shower shoes in their hand. You got niggas that got old boots, no shoestrings, and shower in their boots. You ain't in there just sleeping, shower shoes on. You sleep. No, jail is a a place where violence can happen at the blink of an eye. Any given time, seven days a week. It don't take off. They open like 7-Eleven, 24-7. Violence is open all day in there. So the best to combat violence is to if you stay ready, you ain't gotta get ready. That's where that saying comes from.

SPEAKER_10 51:51

Yeah, so but listen, y'all, I know y'all asked about the tickets. The tickets, uh, we're gonna let y'all know when y'all can uh purchase tickets, but it's gonna be um uh next week, I believe on Monday. We should have the tickets uh, you know, where you can purchase them, how you can get everything. So we uh we got y'all for sure.

SPEAKER_09 52:07

Yeah, but you know, like this um Yeah, hit them like buttons in there. Y'all hit them like buttons. There's over about 230 people in the chat, man. Them lights should be at least at least at 75 to 100.

SPEAKER_10 52:18

Mm-hmm. My thing is, you know, uh, because a lot of people don't really understand the aspect of uh of prison, and it just teach you some things about yourself and to teach you things about, you know, um, you know, being grateful for your freedom because your freedom is priceless, man.

SPEAKER_09 52:35

Freedom is so man, you you don't realize that until you put you well one know that freedom is priceless, but you don't really know the magnitude of how priceless it is until you put behind that wall.

SPEAKER_10 52:46

What was we somewhere and somebody said, Dad, I thought you went to jail. And somebody said that too to us one time. They said they thought I went to jail. Huh? Oh called interview, yeah. Somebody asked you that. But I was out today, and um, you know, we all see people all the time out in the um out and about. I saw a young a young guy approach me today, man, and uh, he said he said he watched the podcast. He said that you know the podcast is very informative for him. I was in Wawa. He's actually a really cool baby yacht. So he spoke to me today, man. Shout out to him, man. Um he said he watches all the time, but yeah, shout out to you, man. But I'm glad we can actually reach the youth and talk to the youth because he said not only was it entertaining, it was actually educational for him, and it actually uh gave him some some good pointers. I mean, it's funny and all this stuff sometimes, and it's but it's just real, man.

SPEAKER_09 53:32

Yeah, that's why it's funny. Like, damn, he ain't up there lying. This boy crazy. You know what I mean? Think as guys everybody out that's listening, like, yo, I'm yeah, I got the same issue. Yeah. There's a lot of people that's listening right now that say, damn, I've been beating this motherfucker a little bit too long. I've been having too much fun in there. That's what we're having too much fun.

SPEAKER_10 53:50

Yeah, it's it's it's it's serious, man. Now, you know, um for men that come home and not not not having that issue, but just have this the mental block, meaning, like, is it ever anybody who probably just flight they need to go back to prison? I need to probably go back in there.

SPEAKER_09 54:07

You got a lot of dudes that's comfortable with being in there because they don't have no drive to do better, or they just get like a lot of people looking and it's messed up. You know, a lot of y'all ain't gonna get it, but I get it. I'm not one of them people that I'm ready to explain to you, but motherfucker in there, like, man, I got three hots and a cot. There's motherfuckers that live better in jail than they do in society. You got a lot of smokers, and smokers mean the fiend and somebody that's out there getting high off of drugs and all that. Go you see them out here on the streets, they skinny, they nasty looking, they stink, they dirty, they stealing. You see them dudes in the county and upstate and in the feds, they big as shit. They got the biggest store on the block. You like, damn, this uh Tom Bomb that smoked the work. Tom Bomb in there doing way better than a lot of people. He's sending checks home. You like that? He hustled good. When they offer that addiction and get in there, like a lot of people live like they can do jail, but I can't do jail, man. I'm cool.

SPEAKER_10 54:59

Shout out to PCLN21. Um uh thanks for becoming a member. I appreciate that, man. Um, yeah, but it's just sometimes jail is better for people because the streets to get out here is too much going on, right? It's like too much, everything is moving. It's a variety of drugs of choice, is you know, whatever's out here, they have access to it to get whatever they want. So what happens is the addiction takes over opposed to being in jail. It might not be worth it in jail to them. Might be time for me to get my get my mind right. Now, for the for the person to come home from jail and actually who was inside of jail doing everything that they needed to do, and then come home and then lose all that sobriety, all that being clean, all those different things. Do you think is it's worse for them coming home? Like the the ones who who who lose all that or opposed to someone who just coming home and just getting back into, you know, things they was into before, as far as like just running with the guys and you know what I'm saying? Well, yeah, yeah, in some way, in some way.

SPEAKER_09 56:00

In some way, I was.

SPEAKER_10 56:02

They come home and lose everything almost. They have they have their health, they have their their their mentals intact, but they're coming home and losing everything like that.

SPEAKER_09 56:10

So, but that's just another aspect, another topic. So, what you saying, like they should have stayed, is they better off staying in there? Yeah, like basically, is it you know, is that something that's so they need to be governed because they can't govern themselves. That's what you're saying. Yeah, I don't, yeah, man, you gotta give a man a chance to govern this.

SPEAKER_10 56:24

No, I'm not saying that I I agree with them being governed. I'm just saying, but the thing about it, maybe maybe.

SPEAKER_09 56:29

Yeah, yeah, well you have a lot of dudes that may they be able to do it. They did better in jail in jail. Yeah, you got some dudes as uh, yeah, like I said, they they they horrible outside, they go in there, they would get their weight back up, they look good, they look a little younger, they get in their rest. When you get rest, you you don't get that, you don't have that worry on your face, the distress of the what the what the world is carrying for you. So you know it is what it is.

SPEAKER_10 56:51

And then the other thing is this though, man. You know, people be in jail looking so good, and your family members may want you to be, I'd rather I'd rather them just be in jail. Because you could dudes come home and die.

SPEAKER_09 57:05

Yeah. Mm-hmm. You know what I'm saying? And like Darcy and Beauty just said just now. That's how they trick a lot of women. A lot of dudes in the she don't know him before he went to jail. He coming out, he got his glow up hygiene good, hands clean, you know what I mean? He's looking good, structured nice. Whole time, he really a dirtbag. This is not everybody, this is some, some individuals. And then six, seven months, a year down, she like that then the real you pop up. I'm talking about you done shriveled up. You on you on your cluck time. You on that crunchy looking. You know what I mean? It's like, damn, you done tricked me from the penitentiary. That's heartbreaking. That's super heartbreaking. That's super heartbreaking to watch you just shrivel up in a year and go to nothing compared to you just coming home. You done stole the TV out of the crib. All types of stuff, pots and pans. I'm selling old ass pans. This shit got burnt marks, or I'm trying to sell that. Give me a dollar for it. She at work, come home with her pot set going on her TV guy. TV going. That's devastating because she's working hard by her ass off to make sure she got things in her crib. That's that's hurtful.

SPEAKER_10 58:06

Yeah, that's crazy, man. That's crazy because you come home, then the kids' stuff is missing. He's making up stories. I don't know what happened. She they make a fake police report. She like, what the heck happened in the crib? He's like, I don't know. I was out working. Came back. He didn't sold a TV. But women, they know. You know when it when people, you know with somebody. If you, like, if I'm I'm around a person, you know a person is an addict or not. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. You know. This boy on something. You know when yeah. What's the first what's the first tell off sign for you? Somebody has an addict. Like they got they gotta be watched.

SPEAKER_09 58:40

Oh, what you mean? What what you mean?

SPEAKER_10 58:42

How can I tell that a person is-tell- I know what it is for me, but I'm talking about what is it for you, like the first tell-off sign of a person that's that is an addict. They hygiene ain't up the par. I'm similar to that. The hands. You look at the hands of them. Yeah. I don't go by that because my hands get dirty a lot.

SPEAKER_09 58:59

I got I can get out right out the shower.

SPEAKER_10 59:00

I'm questioning it.

SPEAKER_09 59:01

I get out the shower, and as soon as I come outside, like I got them type of hands that attract dirt. No, but sometimes they they the hands don't lie, like the like the burn marks.

SPEAKER_10 59:08

Oh, well, yeah, we're gonna be.

SPEAKER_09 59:09

You can just talk about the dirt, yeah.

SPEAKER_10 59:11

You can just look at the hands. Even the hygiene, too. But you can start looking at the hands. Then what's the other thing? Is if they on that crunchy, they get that burn mark right here on the hair. Oh, yeah, yeah. They get that. From smoking on that stem. Yeah, that's straight. Mm-hmm. I mean, uh fiends get mad, you push they straight. They kill you over that.

SPEAKER_09 59:29

This my uh this Taisha show. Am I saying that right? She must have tapped in late to the live. She says when's where's the live gonna be at?

SPEAKER_10 59:37

It's gonna be once again, live events it's gonna be July 18th. July 18th, which is a Saturday, I believe, at 3025 Walnut Street, Philadelphia, PA, at the uh World Cafe Live. World Cafe Live. It's gonna be our first event, July 18th. We want everybody there, man, come out, you know, show out. We're gonna have a good time, we're gonna have a blast. Um we just we just trying to get some guests together now to come through, but it's gonna be it's gonna be a good a good event, man. Um but yeah, so I imagine your question, you know, like for example, right? If I if I was to do a lot of time, right? And I came home and I was on I was on that crunchy, how much, how many, how many opportunities would I have before you be like, man, I'm done, I'm done with done hanging with him, man. It's over. I give you about five. So you just let me be down down down Kensing on my face.

SPEAKER_09 1:00:32

I wouldn't, I see, I I ain't gonna let you be down. I'm coming to get you, I'm fighting you. We fighting out there. Oh yeah. But it comes to a point to where as though you can't, I can't, because when I go home at night, especially if I ain't got, even if I'm taking you to the crib, you're gonna want to get out of there. One thing about a person, a fiend, they they got they they got to be on the move. They don't be in the house in the basement just hiding, doing what they do. The fiend, nine times some do that, but nine times out of ten, they on a hunt for red October. They out there, they hunting for some money, they go ahead and get some more. They hunting for they they they out there. Then the drug that they on got them rolling. So, yeah, I would, I would, I would, I would, I would always be on your line. I be coming down every day looking for you, yeah. Always. All forever. You know, I wouldn't just say one day and just be like, man, I'm done with him. Nah, nah, I don't I I ain't that type of person because I come I come from a uh a hell of a background. And I be needing motherfuckers to, but but I ain't you know what I mean. So I want I'm gonna do to others as I do to my as I want to myself.

SPEAKER_10 1:01:28

I had I had a family member that that I stopped messing with for a long time because they they uh they uh they they had access to to the house, one of the uh one of the cribs, and they and they they uh stole the arms.

SPEAKER_09 1:01:39

Oh yeah, see. They stole the arms out the job. Yeah, oh my god, you still and they sold them. And you know he sold them for the low low. Some nice junk shit. Probably a deuce apiece. Give me a bean apiece, because they ain't they just want that quick high. I wanted to kill. But did you find out how you know they did it?

SPEAKER_10 1:01:54

Because the one thing about a thief, a thief ain't gonna never admit to it. I mean, because you just know, like, just found out that because it was just too much stuff leading to them. They're doing it, ain't nobody else gonna do it. And it's only like three people that knew that they was there, and they was one of them. So for me, it was like, damn, like, you can't just took it on the chin. I'd rather you take the TV, the clothes, whatever you're gonna take, you can take the arms though.

SPEAKER_05 1:02:19

Mm-hmm.

SPEAKER_10 1:02:20

Then sell them to somebody that can come do something to you with them. It's terrible. I was done. Took me a while to even even look at them the same way for a minute. Cause that was like crazy. But you know, um just the addiction, but you you only can get you only really get mad at yourself. When somebody got an addiction to take something from you, you only really can get mad at yourself for having them around you or or in your business to where so they can harm you. You can't let them once I know that young young that jump I gotta find a way to get the keys from you. I gotta or I gotta change the locks. I can't just can't, I can't, trust you. But I gotta I gotta I'm not gonna just disown you. I'm gonna take you, get you in a rehab somewhere. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, I ain't yeah.

SPEAKER_09 1:03:03

Can't wait to disappear. Listen with a mother, motherfucker gonna need this is the most a motherfucker gonna need you in their life. If a motherfucker needed support, this is the time he's gonna need it the most. He or she. Yeah. And then sometimes people quick turn their back on people though. Yeah, people sometimes people be looking, been looking for a reason, and this they real re Oh, I'm getting away from it. If a person, if they were so-called friends and a person just left their friend once their friend was down and out like that, that was the reason that that that broke the camel back for them to do it. They already been halfway out the door of severing ties of friendship with you. Yeah, I ain't leaving you, one of my main guys, and I'm fine. I'm more so hurt. Like, damn, how we gonna fix this? But like you said, if they don't want to get it together, is gotta be a breaking point. Yeah, it's definitely a breaking point, but it's never a quit for me. It's never a quit. I'm gonna always check on you, I'm gonna always make sure you're good. I'ma always I won't give you money, I'm gonna go buy food, I'm gonna go buy you some sneaks if I see you down and out. I'm selling it.

SPEAKER_10 1:04:03

I know you gotta sold them to me.

SPEAKER_09 1:04:05

Well, yeah, probably so, but you won't get the cash to go get them. You know what I'm saying? You might sell the burger meal or the meal I bought you. Like, somebody want this fresh platter, give me three dollars. That's what they're doing, but I I did the right thing.

SPEAKER_10 1:04:17

You know, you spoke about the addictions of the dudes in the halfway house. Like, like I saw some of the videos of the guys in halfway houses, they on their K2, right? So they already came home and they in the halfway house. They already behind the A-ball, because when they get out, it's really gonna be worse for them. What? Like, I saw some of the footages, footage in the uh the videos of like guys in like the halfway houses, they're on K2.

SPEAKER_09 1:04:40

Oh, yeah, the knocked out in the bathroom.

SPEAKER_10 1:04:42

So they they in the halfway house. So once they get out there.

SPEAKER_09 1:04:45

But I'm saying, but once they get out here, you're stupid, yeah, yeah. Now you got it at a at your at a Lorman rate. See, but guys in the halfway house are smoking the K2 because the K2 don't come up in your piss. This is why people resort to the K2. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? If you if if because the weed ain't come, you know what I mean? Because in jail you get urine tests. You get your dirty urine, you go to hold for 30 days. So to combat that, they didn't came up with this synthetic drug, which is K2, and you can smoke that. I'm talking about the only way they know you high is when you wig out. Ah, or whatever you done did, and then they'll still piss test you, and you'll come back clean. And they'll just send you back to the unit. But they know you was smoking K2, unless you only way you go to hole and Zeph, they catch you with it. They catch you with a couple sheets of K2 that got them uh tested with though they drop it in the water that if it turns, oh yeah, this got that solution on it, that K2 stuff. You know what I'm saying? So, but it don't pop up in your yon. In in jail, out here, people smoke it out here to go to their PO's, take a piss test, beat the piss test. That was why the K 2 was made. Not because they was looking for a different type of hide. No, they was looking to beat the piss test. You know what I'm saying?

SPEAKER_10 1:05:52

Wow. Yeah, that's crazy, man. But these addictions, uh these uh prison addictions or addictions that People have before they go to prison, you know, sometimes they just come back when it's now. Do you think the urge comes kick uh get stronger when you about to be released? What the get high? Yeah. I don't know because I ain't a junkie. I ain't a junkie. Well, if you had if you had to guess, like for inmates, like, does you think that or people that's coming home? Do you think the urge for them to do the wrong thing is it?

SPEAKER_09 1:06:21

Now, if they was off it for a while, or if they was in there on it, yeah, the urge is gonna mount up even more when they know damn a couple days out. I'm gonna instead of smoking this cake too, I could be smoking some crap. You know what I'm saying? They know they ready to get to the door. You in there indulging in them type of drugs. Yeah, the closer you get to the door, the hornier you're gonna get about getting some drugs. Wow. You're gonna be in there waiting. You know how a dog be wagging their tail and the pink thing be out and they be happy, excited, that's how they be. Just like that, wagging their ass and shit, trying to get out that door to a fix.

SPEAKER_10 1:06:51

Wow. Yeah, y'all about to get to these phone lines, man. Don't forget, July 18th, live event. You know, tickets will be on sale, be available next week. Everybody, man. We're gonna give a few tickets away to a few guests too as well. We're gonna we're gonna put some stuff together, man, for y'all. Um 215-316-4492. That's 215-316-4452. It's hot today. Yeah, I know, man. We're gonna uh yeah, it's it isn't it's a good thing. I thought we were gonna leave the air room.

SPEAKER_09 1:07:20

You can leave the air room when we do the lives. So I can't breathe or nothing.

SPEAKER_10 1:07:25

Yeah, man, running my mouth too much today. Yeah, you you uh you you hit the lid today. Yeah, I know. Kind of a little hyped up, man. Yeah, your addiction.

SPEAKER_09 1:07:34

No, that ain't nothing. My addict, man. No. That is excessive. I know I'm sweating and all that.

SPEAKER_10 1:07:42

What's it called? Excessive, extreme ummy.

SPEAKER_08 1:07:50

Oh, oh, vicious the jackolator. He called me the jackolator.

SPEAKER_10 1:07:58

Make a movie. Make a movie about this. But yeah, like you know, but this is real life stuff, man. Don't forget y'all call 215-316-4492-215-316. Dark skin beauty.

SPEAKER_09 1:08:12

She said, I got it because dark skin beauty just got into the chat. She said, I gotta rewind this. Black was acting up today.

SPEAKER_10 1:08:18

Can women have that type of uh addiction?

SPEAKER_09 1:08:19

Yes, they can. Women is horny than us, they got roses. They they little glitz is numb. Numb to death. You wondering why you can't make her come? Rosy.

SPEAKER_10 1:08:29

Tell us with the jails.

SPEAKER_04 1:08:30

We speaking with y'all call 205-306.

SPEAKER_10 1:08:34

Keep turning TV down a little bit, whatever you watch it, bro. We can hear it back, yeah. Man, what's going on?

SPEAKER_12 1:08:38

So with you, boy. This is I hear.

SPEAKER_10 1:08:40

What's up, man? Where are you calling from, bro?

SPEAKER_12 1:08:42

I'm calling from North Philly.

SPEAKER_10 1:08:44

What's going on, man? Can we help you, man?

SPEAKER_12 1:08:47

No, I'm still I'm calling, checking. I'm liking it. I'll be supporting y'all. I'll be watching the videos and all that. I'll be fucking with y'all. Use my language though.

SPEAKER_10 1:08:56

Appreciate you, man. Appreciate you, man. Shout out to you.

SPEAKER_12 1:08:59

I'll be like, I'll be liking the messages, I'll be sending and all that. My uncle booked right now. He's doing 11 to 20, so he just got finished like last last year in September. He's holding it up, but he's trying to get a bill.

SPEAKER_10 1:09:13

Yeah, make sure you answer the phone for him when he called, man. And and be honest, if you ain't got it, you ain't got it. But answer that phone call, man, if he calls you, man, for sure.

SPEAKER_12 1:09:21

Uh always. I just spoke clean uh yesterday. Yesterday was my birthday.

SPEAKER_10 1:09:25

Yeah, don't make the don't make the stuff, still. Don't make that bet about money, man. Because if a person here tells you if a person can take a no approval better than uh you not answering the phone, man.

SPEAKER_04 1:09:36

For sure. For sure.

SPEAKER_10 1:09:37

All right, well, we appreciate you, man. Enjoy your day, bro.

SPEAKER_04 1:09:40

Appreciate you.

SPEAKER_10 1:09:44

Tell us from the jails we speaking with. Yeah, man. We just talked about that today. Like you gotta we gotta just answer the phone, man. Tell us from the jails we speaking with.

SPEAKER_04 1:09:56

Hey, bro, this is Ray, bro.

SPEAKER_10 1:09:57

What's up, Ray? Where are you calling from, bro?

SPEAKER_04 1:10:00

I'm from Texas, bro. But listen, I had a question for you, right?

SPEAKER_10 1:10:03

For me.

SPEAKER_04 1:10:05

When you walked in the crib or you got the phone call that the orange was going, how did you feel?

SPEAKER_10 1:10:11

No, what happened was I went looking for 'em. Like I went, I just went looking for him. And them joints was just gone. I'm almost had a heart attack. It was severe.

SPEAKER_04 1:10:18

Hey, bro, I felt that, bro, I'd have kissed that motherfucker out of the came and joined my shit with growing.

SPEAKER_10 1:10:23

Yeah, man, that jail, that hurt, man. I I ought to rather take take some money. That hurt, man.

SPEAKER_04 1:10:30

I know it did, right? You ain't really say too much about it.

SPEAKER_10 1:10:34

Yeah, man, that jaw hurt, man. I ain't gonna lie.

SPEAKER_04 1:10:39

And the person who did it was like, but you know, you can't even deal with it, but wins and losses.

SPEAKER_10 1:10:53

All right, but that's wins and losses of the game, man. You're gonna win some, you're gonna lose some, man. Gotta take the good with the bad, man. What we got coming up July 18th? Live event, July 18th, man. Tell us from the jails we're speaking with. Well, we talking tonight. Jeremy from Harrisburg. Shout out to Harrisburg. What's up, bro? Man, what's going on, big homies? How y'all feeling? We good, man. Chilling, man.

SPEAKER_03 1:11:18

Yeah, but I was watching it live. I'm watching it live. I had to tap in, man. Y'all. Y'all doing y'all thing in a major, major way. You hear me?

SPEAKER_10 1:11:25

Appreciate it, man. Appreciate that for sure, man. Proud of my what you say?

SPEAKER_03 1:11:31

Nah, nah, I was gonna say proud of my PA brothers. You know, I'm a Harrisburg bull, so I represent Harrisburg and Pennsylvania to the death, and I recognize that I like how y'all are doing.

SPEAKER_10 1:11:39

All right, thanks, bro. I appreciate it. Hopefully we can see you at the live event, man. Meet you uh personally, man. You can make it.

SPEAKER_03 1:11:44

Say no more. You'll see me, I'm on there, Jimmy Pro 41. You know, you see me on there, but I'm gonna stay locked in and y'all got me. But Black, yeah. Hey yo, Black, you was a bad boy, you hear me? I got I got I got a lot of old heads of my TY Goldie. I got a lot of old heads from my wild man, you know, from Hitler's that was pivotal in my in my upbringing that showed me what to and what not to do. You remind me a lot of them, man. You you're a wild bull, bro. I fuck with heaven.

SPEAKER_09 1:12:14

Thank you, man. I appreciate that, man. Thank you.

SPEAKER_03 1:12:17

Yeah, I'm gonna keep on, I'm gonna keep on, I'm gonna keep on checking in and locking in with y'all. Y'all go ahead with the show. I'm gonna keep on enjoying.

SPEAKER_09 1:12:23

I appreciate it, man. Stay free, man. Stay out, stay out of trouble. Shout out to Hashbird.

SPEAKER_03 1:12:27

Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Black Albion.

SPEAKER_09 1:12:31

Yeah, I know what that said. That's way up. Mm-hmm. Far to me.

SPEAKER_03 1:12:34

It was at a pocket. Everything's flipped, everything, everything melts away when you're that far away.

SPEAKER_01 1:12:39

Yeah, that's cold up there, boy.

SPEAKER_03 1:12:42

But Jay, much love to y'all, man. Keep us, keep holding it down.

SPEAKER_10 1:12:46

All right, thanks, bro. Appreciate you. Yeah, man. Jail the serious thing, man. Whether you're upstate or whether you're in the feds or, you know, county jail, wherever you at, man, it's oppression. And the ultimate goal for us is to give you these real live events and stories. They're funny, serious. Like yesterday you had a young lady up here. It was serious. Like, you know, just her speaking about placement from a different aspect of placement from a young lady's perspective. She said she was not violent or wasn't even fighting or anything until she got into placement. Mm-hmm. The atmosphere made her change exactly who she ever who she was. Mm-hmm. You know?

SPEAKER_09 1:13:24

Placement is a form of the penal system, man. You're governed. You're governed. You're deprived of things. It's not no family setting until you get picked by a family, and then you might be going to something crazier than what you left from with your family. Tell them the jails we speaking with.

SPEAKER_13 1:13:46

Yeah, what's up, bro?

SPEAKER_10 1:13:47

What's up, bro?

SPEAKER_13 1:13:48

Hey, hey, Pete, what's up with that line that you said that you guys on a don't do a line?

SPEAKER_10 1:13:55

Yeah, it'll it'll um it'll be uh I think we'll have it tomorrow or for no later than Friday. You'll have a line where y'all can people can call at any time, you know, uh, and uh they'll get an answer, man. If something going on with them, it'll be tomorrow. Or I think Friday, right? Yeah, but yeah, by tomorrow Friday.

SPEAKER_13 1:14:10

By tomorrow, Friday. Yeah, we should have it. What's gonna be the number though?

SPEAKER_10 1:14:14

Uh we're gonna we're gonna uh we're gonna uh give it out to everybody on either tomorrow or Friday for sure.

SPEAKER_13 1:14:20

Ah, brother, salute to y'all, man. God bless. Thanks, everybody.

SPEAKER_10 1:14:23

Shout out to you. Yeah, man. It's just gonna be uh, you know, we just gonna be, you know, having a uh, you know, a a good time July 18th, man. I can't wait, I can't wait to meet meet everybody, man. That's gonna be you know the thing for me. Just to meet, you know, the people and to meet the you know, the family. You know what I'm saying? Family, man. And also the support that's out here, man, the people walking up to us and and and speaking to us, man, is is motivational. Whenever I think that you can't say what's up or you can't speak to us, man, we out and about, you know, just you know, it's all love for sure. For sure. Yo, but listen, let me ask you this story, y'all. How you feel about the how you feel about the event, man? How you feel about like what's your what's your mind state? I'll get you back to that. Tell us from the jails who you speaking with.

SPEAKER_02 1:15:14

Yeah, this is Zai here. I'm from West Philly, you know what I'm saying? Shout out to John nigga and all that.

SPEAKER_10 1:15:18

What's up, Zaire? What's up?

SPEAKER_02 1:15:21

Hey shit. Um, tell crazy man, Andy Orton, he got a chill, man. He had me cracking the fuck up. Like he got me, my little brother, and my man cracking the fuck up. You called me telling me to get on the job with y'all alive. You got a chill, man. That's it, ain't cool, dog. That's it ain't cool.

SPEAKER_01 1:15:40

It's the truth, though, bro. It's the truth, man.

SPEAKER_02 1:15:43

I'm telling you, but you gotta chill.

SPEAKER_01 1:15:47

You said you said you was laughing too hard.

SPEAKER_02 1:15:51

I was cracking the fuck up, bro. I'm 23. Right with an 18 year old, another 23 year old. You feel me? Yeah. Like we young niggas, you feel what I'm saying? You know how that you feel me? Yeah, I feel like you're gonna go get caggage from out the store now. That's still funny as shit, man. Y'all keep doing y'all thing, man. Small day, man.

SPEAKER_10 1:16:12

Well, appreciate you. You safe, bro. Stay free. Yeah, man. You know. But look, I was asking you, how you feel about you know your your first event, man. I what's your mind stick going to?

SPEAKER_09 1:16:23

Like, you know, like what do you I just want to I want to put dark skinned beauty on the spot and ask her a question. Don't ask her right now, though. No, I ain't gonna answer right now. I just I'm just surprised or just out of nowhere. Because we we got to have a mic. We go, do we gotta wait? We can have a mic that they can pass around.

SPEAKER_10 1:16:37

We're gonna have it.

SPEAKER_09 1:16:39

Yeah, I mean, doing breaks and y'all get y'all, yeah, all that. We got to all be involved in this. This ain't just about us. This is about all of us. We're going to hear that. This is like a town hall meeting. You know how they had town hall meetings and them little hick towns, and they want to get to the bottom of a school business and all that. Yeah.

SPEAKER_10 1:16:55

Tells for the jails we speaking with.

SPEAKER_02 1:16:58

Hello, this tells from the jails.

SPEAKER_10 1:17:00

Yeah, what's going on? We're speaking with.

SPEAKER_02 1:17:02

What's happening?

SPEAKER_10 1:17:04

What's going on? Who's this?

SPEAKER_07 1:17:07

How y'all doing today? Who is this? Who are we speaking to? Marquise. Where are you calling from, Keith? West Philly. What's up? Talk to me, man. What's up?

SPEAKER_12 1:17:18

I'm good. How you doing, Black?

SPEAKER_09 1:17:21

Yeah, there we go, man. Go ahead, hang.

SPEAKER_10 1:17:24

J Day Marquise. Enjoy your day, Keys.

SPEAKER_09 1:17:28

Yeah, shout out to Marquise, man. Yeah, shout out, Keys, man. God damn, man. We don't, we don't, we don't, we listen. I ain't on ass, man. And I ain't knocking if you is, man. But I ain't, I don't, I don't, you know, I ain't on that. I ain't I don't do that.

SPEAKER_10 1:17:42

No duty, man. But look, man, you know, um, yeah, but what you were saying, though, you said you you said you you uh got a question for dark and beauty. You said like you talking about town hall meeting. Yeah, I don't know.

SPEAKER_09 1:17:55

It's just I'm a I'm I'm I'm gonna be in rare form. I'm trying to think what I'm gonna wear, what I'm gonna put on, you know what I mean. I'm a freshly bald, might come no hat, you know. I'm usually a hat boy, but I might I want everybody to see me. So I got to definitely get this jaw shaved, you know what I mean? Your beard all fluffed out, smelling good, you know what I mean? And we about you, man. It's an event, man. I'm I'm I'm I'm a little, I'm nervous and excited at the same time, if that makes sense. That makes sense to y'all. That's how I can put it in a nutshell. Because I'm, you know, I'm wondering if people gonna come, like if people really listen to the message we got. And I'm kind of like, damn, maybe they ain't so if I see a big show out, that's gonna the the the larger the crowd is, the larger I'm gonna get in there. You know what I'm saying? So, yeah, I mean, come on out, man. Hype me up, y'all. Hype me up. Get me up there, hype me up, and I need y'all there to hype me up.

SPEAKER_10 1:18:48

Uncle, uh, uh what'd it say? Um, I mean, Krasner, somebody might be in the building. Krasner, somebody might come through. I don't know, man. My ass, you know. Oh, yeah, probably so. Yeah, might get works out now, but yeah, you just you never know who might show up that day, man. We never know. July 18th might be, you know, something crazy, man. Um but yeah, y'all lines open 215-316-4492, 215-316-4492. Now, the other thing I want to say to you though, yeah. Outside of you, you know, the uh the actual event, how do you feel that your year was like, you know, like the year, this is this it's been almost a year. This this this will be almost almost a year or a year. No, a little over year. A little over a year. Yeah, so um how you feel about I mean, you know.

SPEAKER_09 1:19:39

It's trying. For me anyway. It's trying. It's trying, it's very trying. So you start to see see your work that's not on duty, the work that you put in. Yeah, you see, I see from the audience, man, the family that we got out there, it's growing at an alarming rate every day. You know what I'm saying? Every day, man. And that gives me the gas to keep on going. That gives me because don't don't think that I get up here and I I have like it'd be days I come in here and I I I don't, I don't, I don't, you know what I mean? It just I'm human. I'm a human being. Ain't not dare. Bring your daughter with you. Yeah, bring her with you. Man, it's a comfortable place. Look up the place. Look all you got this live cafe. Look it up. They'll show you probably the insides. If you pull it up on Google search, it's a live, it ain't no nigga shit like some ghetto shit. This is a real nice venue. I was thoroughly pleased when me and my brother walked in there to expect the joint and where we're gonna be at. We got a top of bottom. You, you know, everybody ain't gonna be on top of each other. It's comfortable, AC. We got the stage where we're gonna be, man, we're gonna go in there and turn that joint all the way up, man. All the way up. We ain't playing no games. I'm like, I'm I'm I'm kind of I'm looking forward to it, man. I'm looking forward to it, man. You know, uh what is gonna be from six to ten?

SPEAKER_10 1:20:48

We're gonna answer all that stuff. Hey, so we say he can't find an Instagram page. What's going on on Instagram?

SPEAKER_08 1:20:53

What?

SPEAKER_10 1:20:55

I gotta ask my son what's going on. My my son uh dot uh Turkey Band said, hey, why can't he find an Instagram page?

SPEAKER_09 1:21:03

What do you mean? The Instagram page is Tales from the Gels. Yeah. T-A-L-E-S. Not T-A-I-L. And then you're gonna see a microphone. Yeah, that's a different type of mic. It better not be that. Tales from the jails. And then you're gonna see a microphone. Microphone.

SPEAKER_10 1:21:21

That's the logo of it. Shout out to Shaker, uh, Shaker A Car 6515 for becoming a member. Appreciate that. Thank you so much. Listen, y'all. Yeah, we're about to get up out of here, but we thank y'all for all the support, man. We could not do this without y'all, man. Somebody else just became a member. They said it's not popping up. Tell us from the jails. Well, I might have to put the link, the link in the um, in the in the chat, group chat.

SPEAKER_09 1:21:44

Well, is it's not popping up on Instagram or on YouTube? Because it's definitely pop up on Instagram. I mean, it should be good to look into it.

SPEAKER_10 1:21:50

I'll probably just ask my son what's going on.

SPEAKER_09 1:21:54

Welcome to Freedom. Who that just became?

SPEAKER_10 1:21:56

Uh somebody just became a uh member. I hope I said that. I said Shaker. Oh, well, maybe that I'm sorry, Shakira. Yeah. Shakira Carr, 6515. I mean, I apologize for messing your name up. Shakira. My bad. Shakira Carr. Um, yeah, y'all. We thank everybody for tuning in, man. Um, you know, uh, I just want to say, you know, that this event is going to be a huge event for everybody for us. I mean, not only just us, but everybody that's here been working in supporting Tells from the Jails podcast. We're finally getting to the point where as though we, you know, feel that fleck of time is right to do this, man. So, you know, we'll be there, man. And uh inshallah, we'll be there ready to go. Shout out to Empath, my guy, Impath Home Care. If you ever need home care, you know, you in uh Philadelphia area, you know, or you in New Jersey, Empath is the way to go. Um, also, also, if you ever got an injury, we're gonna launch it tomorrow. We got uh Jackson and Page Law. So we have a in our law firm now that we have where it's personal injury law, criminal law, where we're gonna be helping people out. So if you ever have a slip and fall, whatever it is, an injured, you know, a malpractice, you can contact us. Car accident, whatever you got going on, you can contact us. We'll be able to help you out. It's gonna be Jackson and Page Law that'll be uh launching as well uh this week. Y'all gonna probably see us on billboards, you know, buses and all that stuff. We're gonna really be, you know, uh, you know, promoting that real heavy. So we're here to help the people, man.

SPEAKER_09 1:23:25

Anything else you want to say before we go? Oh man, stay free. Use them extra seconds to think. Them extra seconds, you'll be surprised. Them two to three, five seconds can ruin your life or save your life. And it don't take long for them seconds to go past for either.

SPEAKER_10 1:23:41

So just give it a couple extra seconds, man, and stay free. Shout out the fat rack 1600. Walek in my salam, be more in the building. Shout out to B More. Um, yeah, man. Uh, don't forget, y'all. You know, follow us on all platforms, Instagram, you know, uh, YouTube, you know, uh Apple uh radio, um uh what's it Apple Podcasts, all that stuff, man. Um, you know, you know, we we everywhere, man. Appreciate y'all, man. And once again, Jackson and Page Law, man. Any slip and fall, injury law, criminal law, you need a lawyer, you need, you know, you need representation, you'll be able to reach out to us. We want to set it up. It'll be launching uh as well next week as well. You know what I mean? This year, your your consultant, your lawyer, Mr. Jackson, he'll be able to help you out, help you find out find, you know, the proper representation to help you out. So everybody.

SPEAKER_09 1:24:32

And again, July 18th, man. Be there and don't be square. Come through. Town hall meeting. I ain't even calling it a live event. Town hall meeting. We about you. We're gonna talk about it. Y'all gonna be thoroughly entertained with coming down there to these jumps.

SPEAKER_10 1:24:51

Uh good luck at Turkey Bands helping everybody out, man. Appreciate that, man. Listen, y'all. Darkskin Beauty. Oh, we got a call coming in. Let's get it. Tell us in the jails who we speaking with.

SPEAKER_11 1:25:04

Hey, this is Aaron out of Seattle. How y'all doing?

SPEAKER_10 1:25:07

What's up, Aaron man? Shout out to Seattle. What's up? What's going on?

SPEAKER_11 1:25:12

I was just wondering. Um I'm in a tight financial situation myself, and like I'm trying to go out there and break the law. Um what would you recommend for a young fella to try to make some more more money without uh not going to jail?

SPEAKER_10 1:25:33

Not going to jail, okay. So how old are you?

SPEAKER_11 1:25:37

37.

SPEAKER_10 1:25:38

37?

SPEAKER_11 1:25:40

Yeah.

SPEAKER_10 1:25:40

Alright, so that would think about this, man. If you've thought about it, right, could you could you do uh, you know, five years right now in jail? You think that's something that you can do? Like you could you do that?

SPEAKER_11 1:25:52

No, no way.

SPEAKER_10 1:25:53

Okay, so what you want to do is you want to keep working, man. Keep, you know, try to find you a job. You know, stay focused, man. It's always opportunity out there for you, man. You just gotta stay focused. I know it's it's easier sitting down, like, you gotta get a job, you gotta do all this stuff, but just stay, you know, just stay the course, man. It's gonna it's gonna open up for you, man. Now, dude, it's gonna be a way for you to make some money. Just stay the course, man. Find something that you like to do, whatever it is you like to do, man. I always tell people all the time to go into things that they like to do. So find something that you like to do, man, and go ahead and just pursue that. And if it's not something that you like to do right away, just start somewhere. Keep a job, man. You know, if you got one job, get another job, man. And just just keep, just don't lose hope. That's that's what I gotta say. Anything you want to say something, young?

SPEAKER_09 1:26:35

Man, I I'll piggyback off of what you say, man. I'm telling you, man, it's hard going in that penitentiary, especially the older you get, the older you get. The penitentiary ain't for no man, no age, but the older you get, the harder it gets. Like, just think about it. It's gonna be so hard in there that you're gonna wish that you just had them regular jobs. You're gonna wish you had them financial problems that you can get out of, but you're gonna wish you had bigger financial problems than you have now if you got five years in jail. I'm guaranteeing you that. For sure. For sure.

SPEAKER_11 1:27:07

Oh, yeah, yeah. No, I I'm not entertaining and breaking the law to make money, you know. I look at it. I've actually never been in trouble trouble with the with the police or anything like that. But I, you know, I I got a job now. It's just uh got myself into a pretty deep situation where I'm uh Well, listen. I'm kind of worried about going homeless or something, you know. I was like, how do these guys make money without breaking the law? You know, I I'm already working my ass off, so yeah, man.

SPEAKER_10 1:27:37

You guys gotta keep well listen, you got a job, man, look for another job. Try to find you another job, man, if you can. You know, work for you know, get two jobs. But you're you don't want to be homeless. You don't want to do that. So you want to just try to uh hold everything together the best you can, man, and just stay focused. It'll happen for you. Okay. So yeah, go ahead and enjoy your night, man. Shout out to Seattle, man. You know, we always here, man. Uh that phone line for you know, anyone who needs to who needs to uh need any assistance as far as someone to talk to is gonna be launched. Uh, I believe tomorrow or Friday, we'll have that phone line for y'all, man. So we appreciate y'all, anyone who wants to reach out to us and contact us.