I Am the Reincarnation of Mary Magdalene

In this episode, we dive into how transforming your deepest emotional wounds can unlock your sovereign spiritual authority and awaken the divine code written directly upon your heart. Discover how to break free from unconscious cycles and unlock true transformation by shifting from an external to an internal locus of control.

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✨ This channel is dedicated to Shattering the Matrix from the Inside Out, exploring the foundational truth that changing the world is an inside job. Grounded in the spiritual law of Jeremiah 31:33, we look at how the divine code is already written directly upon the human heart and soul, bypassing external systems of control. Through the lens of depth psychology, trauma healing, consciousness studies, and the Divine Feminine, we explore how deep emotional wounds can become gateways to profound self-awareness, sovereignty, and real-time transformation.

Many of these foundational concepts also appear in my book, My Inner Heroine: Exploring Feminine Pain.  

📖 About This Episode:

What if the ultimate human struggle isn't about measuring up to external religious dogmas, but rather waking up to the infinite energy field already living inside your soul? In this groundbreaking episode, religious studies scholar and shaman Kerry May Blaser shares her deeply personal, staggering trail of synchronicities that led to a profound truth: she is the walking reincarnation of Mary Magdalene. Marrying the analytical frameworks of Carl Jung with the quantum field principles of Albert Einstein and Dr. Joe Dispenza, Kerry breaks down how the soul acts as the sole governing agency of the physical body.

We trace an incredible lineage of spiritual history—from the 1321 prophecy of the last Cathar leader in Southern France to the regional councils that hidden early Gnostic texts like the Gospel of Mary Magdalene and the Pistis Sophia. Kerry reveals how her unexpected global awakening during Shabbat Shuva in September 2025 unlocked an ancient cosmic blueprint: the Six Divine Feminine Self-Love Strategies. Learn why taking on Mt. Everest-sized wounds is simply the prerequisite to accessing your Mt. Everest-sized wisdom, and how you can unplug from the systemic Matrix to fully reclaim your sovereign, heart-centered reality today.

🌸 About Kerry Blaser:

Kerry Blaser is a mother, shaman, religious studies scholar, and author. Her diverse background directly supports her mission to help individuals break free from restrictive paradigms and reclaim their internal locus of control.

Bringing a unique multidisciplinary approach to the table, Kerry synthesizes depth psychology, neuroscience, mysticism, anthropology, and consciousness studies. By connecting these diverse fields, she maps how unconscious internal emotional patterns project outward to shape our physical reality, equipping people with the clarity needed to transform pain into resilience and build deeply authentic, balanced relationships.

💡 What We Cover In This Video:

✅ The path from surviving childhood trauma to accepting the energetic incarnation of Mary Magdalene.

✅ How the laws of quantum physics and holographic projection mirror Carl Jung’s shadow work.

✅ The 700-year Cathar prophecy of the Divine Feminine return and its independent fulfillment in 2021.

✅ Breaking free from the external religious control grid to write a new covenant directly onto your heart.

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● Website: redpillshaman.com

● My Book on Amazon: My Inner Heroine: Exploring Feminine Pain 

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Transcript

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There is an ancient Cherokee proverb that says, A woman's highest calling is to connect a man to his soul so he can unite with source. A man's highest calling is to protect a woman so she can walk the earth unharmed. I have been living that wisdom for several years now, using it as an opportunity to expand my emotional range, my consciousness. It helped me understand my true role in relationships. I am responsible for the internal emotional work while men are responsible for the external physical work. Two decorated fire academy instructors, JC, a former childhood classmate who went on to the FBI and now heads global security at GoDaddy. This Cherokee wisdom served as my guiding light. I am a religious studies scholar, having earned my credentials from the University of California at Santa Barbara, which boasts prestigious religious studies and East Asian studies departments. I hold a master's degree in Chinese religious studies and have translated ancient classical Chinese Taoist texts. I have traveled the world deeply, even meeting my Israeli ex-husband while exploring Tibet. I also met the Tibetan Buddhist Karmapa in Tibet, who is like second in line after the Dalai Lama. So please understand that I know exactly what a profound, staggering statement it is to say, I am the reincarnation of Mary Magdalene. After surviving a traumatic childhood, a toxic marriage, a suicide attempt, navigating a long history of physical and mental illness, who was I to consider my soul being connected to someone so special and wise? I needed a massive trail of signs, evidence, and undeniable synchronicities pointing me in that direction to even consider it. Today I'm going to share that trail with you. We will explore exactly how I realize that I am the reincarnation of Mary Magdalene and how my soul carries the name Sophia, signifying wisdom incarnate. My divine masculine counterpart is Christ, signifying pure knowledge. To successfully embody this path, I had to learn how to surf the waves of life, transforming my deepest emotional wounds into profound personal wisdom. I had to learn how to truly accept and love my own soul. After all, how can you love yourself if you not fully accept who you are? I had to accept my soul, which is an energetic body. To understand how it functions, I rely on the laws of physics and Einstein's famous quote: the field is the soul governing agency of the particle. The field means the energy field. So I apply that knowledge to souls and human bodies, saying the soul is the soul governing agency of the body, which mirrors a wonderful Carl Jung quote. Dr. Joe Dispenza explains this beautifully in his teaching, the quantum field are reality beyond the senses, which I've linked in the notes below. Dr. Dispenza states that our senses trick us into seeing a world of separation, but we actually live in a holographic universe. Dispenza teaches that 99.999% of reality is invisible energy, the quantum field, and only 0.0001% is solid matter. He often references Einstein's quote, the field is the sole governing agency of the particle. Since my work explores how self-love creates heaven on earth, that begs the question: where is heaven in a holographic universe? Please reflect on that as I share the rest of my story on how I accepted myself as the reincarnation of Mary Magdalene, which was and is tremendously difficult. To accept this incarnation, I had to realize that life operates like a trampoline. The deeper you go, the higher you fly. The laws of physics dictate that the deeper we dive into our shadow, confronting our deepest fear, guilt, and shame, the higher we propel ourselves into love, compassion, and ultimate enlightenment as kinetic energy builds exponentially on the downhill. As Carl Jung famously observed, no tree can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell. I had to accept that if my soul wanted me to bring forth Mount Everestized wisdom to this planet, I had to take on Mount Everest size wounds first. My soul explicitly planned my life's challenges as self-improvement opportunities. Because I required a massive amount of personal refining to bring forth this core truth that self-love is the key that creates heaven on earth for us all. In 2021, I was actively healing alongside my first hero. I was connecting deeply to my own soul and using my shamanic gifts, which exploded that year, to help him connect to his. That year 2021 is significant for two reasons. My shamanic awakening occurred then, and 2021 is the exact milestone predicted by the only known historical prophecy regarding the return of Mary Magdalene's spiritual legacy. That prophecy came from the last Cathar leader in southern France, a region very close to where I lived as a child in Toulouse. He made his prophetic proclamation in the year 1321, right before the Catholic Church burned him at the stake. He declared that after 700 years, the laurel would turn green again and the good Christians would return. Many people have interpreted that as signaling the return of the divine feminine, Mary Magdalene. The Cathars were a medieval Christian movement whose teachings aligned beautifully with early Gnostic texts, especially regarding the sacred, equal role of women in religion, doctrines that flew in the face directly of the institutionalized church. Tragically, the Albegisian Crusade against the Cathars experienced its bloodiest day on July 22nd, 1209, when thousands fled for safety in local churches. July 22nd just happens to be the official feast day that Christians use to celebrate Mary Magdalene. Furthermore, historical scholars have shown that the Cathars secretly maintained that Jesus and Mary Magdalene were married. I've included a link to a brilliant PhD dissertation with an extensive bibliography on this Cathar history in the description below, if you want further research. The wildest part is that I didn't even learn about Cathar history until 2025. My intense spiritual intuitive experiences in 2021 were completely independent of these historical facts. Back in 2021, I simply started hearing a clear, intuitive voice telling me, you are on the Jesus Council. I had no idea what to do with that information, so I mentally put it on a shelf to analyze later. I also started hearing you were on a mission from God like the Blues Brothers. This specific phrase was a nod from my primary spirit guide, the soul of JC. Back when he was our high school ASV president planning Toba parties. He absolutely loved Jim Belushi movies, especially Animal House and the Blues Brothers. Today his soul communicates directly with my intuition. A flood of new signs arrived in the fall of 2024, right after I reached out to JC in the physical world for the first time in almost 40 years. I had intuitively heard the phrase, you are downloading ho to housewife trauma healing. Historically, it was a pope in the 6th century who completely invented the myth that Mary Magdalene was a prostitute. A hoe in modern terms. In a single sweeping sermon, he did that. Conversely, countless modern scholars argue that she was actually Jesus' wife. Even early polygamous Mormons utilized the historical argument that Jesus was married to multiple women, including Mary Magdalene, to justify their own practices. Because JC was a practicing Mormon back in high school. His soul understood her trajectory from an analytical, biblical perspective, seeing her path unfold from a mislabeled outcast to a revered sacred partner. Next, I heard, you are an agent of God, and agents of God hide things in one lifetime to be found in another. At the time, I didn't know Biblical Hebrew, so I didn't realize that agents of God translates directly to prophets or messengers. I also didn't know that a vast library of early Christian Gospels had been intentionally excluded from the Bible during the fourth century regional councils. Those long-lost texts were eventually rediscovered, buried in Egypt, including the historic Nag Hammadi Library uncovered in 1945, bringing to light the Gospel of Thomas, the Gospel of Philip, the Gospel of Mary Magdalene, and Pistus Sophia, among many others. These ancient Gnostic and early Christian teachings align so perfectly with the psychological work of Carl Jung that the very first uncovered text was named the Young Codex in his honor. Fascinatingly, I had already included profound quotes from Carl Jung in my own book, My Inner Heroine, Exploring Feminine Pain, which I published in April of 2025. That was two months before I ever started researching early Christianity or the Egyptian text. I was simply following my raw intuition. My soul had a clear path for my success. Around my birthday on June 25th, 2025, my intuition pushed me to look deeper. I began my formal research by simply Googling, did Jesus have a wife? Right away, I found updates from the Harvard Divinity School sharing a fourth-century Coptic fragment titled The Gospel of Jesus' Wife, which directly references Mary Magdalene. Armed with this validation, on July 16, 2025, I officially communicated all of these incredible synchronicities to my family and close friends. On that exact same day, media figure Charlie Kirk broadcasted a statement saying, Mary is the solution to toxic feminism. Because he lived and operated out of Scottsdale, Arizona, the exact town where I was born, I felt an immediate energetic kinship. While he was speaking of Mary, the mother of Jesus, it is historically documented that the two Marys were intimately close. My own middle name, May, is the exact month the Catholic Church dedicates to honoring Mother Mary. Tragically, less than two months later, on September 10th, 2025, Charlie Kirk was assassinated. His raw bravery in speaking his truth on a public stage inspired me to claim my own. On September 14, 2025, my intuition explicitly told me to record and publish my very first YouTube video announcing that I am the reincarnation of Mary Magdalene, and I came out swinging. The very next day, I looked up the spiritual significance of that date in the Christian calendar and discovered it was the exaltation of the Holy Cross, a holy day celebrating the theological doctrine that the cross is the only ladder to heaven. This created a perfect contrast. Traditional dogmas focused heavily on the external locus of control, relying on outside hierarchies, institutions, and religious rules for salvation. My teachings, early Gnostic Christianity and Carl Jung's psychological frameworks focus entirely on an internal locus of control, accessing your own inner authority for spiritual growth. Jung beautifully summarized this dynamic by writing: Who looks outside dreams, who looks inside awakes. Modern psychological research proves that relying on an external locus of control breeds codependency in a victim mindset, whereas developing an internal locus of control provides the vital baseline for personal accountability and true self-actualization. Carl Jung mirrored this exact truth when he wrote, Your visions will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. It is no coincidence that my own path forced me to blend psychology with physics to find this truth. My maiden name, Blazer, is Swiss German, and my ancestors walked the very lands that burned these concepts. Having lived in Geneva myself as a child, I walked the same cobblestone streets where John Calvin once enforced a rigid, punishing religious theocracy. Geneva was the absolute epicenter of the external spiritual control, a place where a church court policed private lives and free-thinking mystics were burned at the stake for daring to look within for salvation. Living in the shadow of that history made me realize that the ultimate human struggle is breaking free from these inherited external dogmas, what society popularly calls the matrix. Just like the movie, the systemic matrix is an artificial construct engineered to enforce an external locus of control, tricking us into looking outward for our validation, rules, and salvation. It is a profound ancestral synchronicity that I am unplugging from that system and reclaiming that lineage today, shifting the locus of control back to the individual, the soul. This same Swiss soil eventually shifted from a battleground of religious tyranny to a cradle of revolutionary human consciousness. Historically, Carl Jung and Albert Einstein were close colleagues in Zurich, paving the way for us to finally bridge science, psyche, and the internal divine by moving out of the inherited shadows of the past and into our own sovereign spiritual authority. Only you have sovereignty over your own soul. So only you can transform your emotional wounds into personal wisdom. Jesus or the church can't do it for you. I love the relationship between Young and Einstein. It was actually Einstein's early theories of relativity discussed over dinners at Jung's home that directly inspired Jung to coin the term synchronicity to describe the non-local, a casual connection between the physical world and the human psyche. This concept is instrumental to my accepting myself. Thank you, Jung and Einstein. Additionally, physicists have proven that we live in a holographic universe, meaning our souls project how we feel about ourselves onto the quantum field for self-improvement opportunities. Neuroscientists like Dr. Joe Dispenza use that knowledge to help people understand how reality functions and how to heal from their childhood trauma. For me, this naturally begs the question: where is heaven in a holographic universe? Especially since Christianity teaches that the cross is the only ladder to heaven, which is an external locus of control. From a mainstream Christian perspective, human sin created an infinite, uncrossable chasm between humanity and God. Humanity cannot build its own ladder to heaven through good deeds, meditation, or self-actualization. Therefore, the physical cross of Jesus Christ acts as an external historical bridge dropped down from above. In this sense, the source of salvation is completely outside of oneself. It relies entirely on the external sacrifice of Jesus. But where dogmatic theology looks outward, analytical psychology looks within. As Carl Jung deeply understood, one does not become enlightened by imagining beings of light, but by making their darkness conscious. Carl Jung's work flies in the face of mainstream Christianity, but it aligns with several Gospels from early Christians that were excluded from the Bible in the fourth century, called the New Testament Apocrypha, or Gnostic Gospels, which many Christians call satanic. In upcoming episodes, I will explore the difference between the Christian view of Jesus and heaven from a modern perspective, leaning on modern psychology, quantum physics, cardiology, neuroscience, and much, much more. This modern perspective is infused in my teachings, six divine feminine self-love strategies. Let's get back to my story as I am about to write down these teachings on the most special Sabbath in the Jewish calendar. In September of 2025, I continued creating videos while studying the Nod Hammadi scrolls. Online, I saw that many ancient biblical and Jewish calculations pointed to the third week of September, 2025, the week of the Jewish New Year, as a massive window for the return of the Messiah. I scanned the global news for reports of a messianic figure, but saw nothing physical. Then, on the Friday evening of the third week of September, which was September 26, 2025, my intuition commanded me to sit down and write out my six divine feminine self-love strategies to share with the world. The next day, I experienced a massive, reality-shifting, enlightenment experience. Reclining in my home, I suddenly began vocalizing loudly, repeating the word rapture, rapture, rapture. In that exact moment, a profound spiritual truth flashed through my consciousness. The biblical concept of the rapture and the second coming is the exact same cosmic event that the Hopi Native American tribe referred to as the Great Purification. Both prophecies are pointing to the exact same moment in human history, a sudden global sorting and spiritual cleansing of the old world to make way for a heart-centered reality. The Hopi even have a famous thousand-year-old petroglyph on Prophecy Rock in Arizona, mapping out this exact intersection of the cosmic paths. During this awakening, several Native American souls came through with absolute clarity. They explained that Native American souls and American souls agreed to heal our historical manifest destiny wounds right now. They showed me their profound modern challenges with raising bison and accessing national parks for sacred spiritual ceremonies. It was incredibly eye-opening. In response, I offered my freshly written six Divine Feminine Self-Love Strategies to all souls as an immediate energetic soul-to-soul transmission. The pioneer of consciousness research, Dr. David R. Hawkins, beautifully explains what happens during an event like this. He notes that during high enlightenment, a soul opens massive attractor energy fields that permanently influence the collective consciousness of mankind. Through that energetic transmission, my soul actively wrote a new covenant directly onto our collective hearts. This is the ultimate realization. We do not need an external church or a rigid institution to access divinity inside of our own souls. The new covenant is a living blueprint for self-love. This connects directly to two beautiful verses that speak to my core: Jeremiah 31:33 and Hebrews 8.10. These scriptures represent the ultimate theological bridge, explicitly stating that God would stop writing laws on cold stone tablets and instead write them directly onto human hearts and souls. The very next morning, my intuition guided me to check the Hebrew calendar. I discovered that this exact weekend marked Shabbat Shuva, the Sabbath of return, the single greatest day of deep self-reflection and turning inward in the entire Jewish tradition. The prophetic readings for Shabbat Shuva carry a highly unique focus, unlike typical scriptures that leverage fear, guilt, or punishment. This specific Sabbath focuses entirely on returning to source out of pure love. It frames repentance not as a penalty, but as a beautiful therapeutic healing process. That sentiment resonates with some wisdom I received that pain is beautiful because it reveals what longs to be healed. And that is exactly what my six Divine Feminine Self-Love Strategies are designed to do. They give you the practical psychological tools to safely navigate your own reflection, heal your wounds, and awaken the divine authority already within your heart and soul. As we wrap up today's journey through the high desert of the soul, remember that taking on Mount Everestised wounds is simply the prelude to assessing your Mount Everest size wisdom. If you are ready to do that deep, courageous, internal work and transform your personal shadow into ultimate empowerment, I invite you to read my book, My Inner Heroine: Exploring Feminine Pain. It is a roadmap designed to help you claim your inner authority, break free from the victim mindset, and navigate the sacred terrain of your own soul. You can find the link to Amazon below in the description. Thank you so much for traveling the religious block with me today and opening your own heart to this soul-to-soul transmission. If this message resonated with you, please make sure to hit the subscribe button, drop a review, and share this episode with someone who is ready to remember the divine power they hold within. Make sure your notifications are on for next week because we are going to bridge ancient Gnostic mysticism with cutting-edge quantum physics. In episode three, we're going to tackle a reality-shifting question: where is heaven in a holographic universe? You will look at how the fabric of the universe itself proves that you don't have to die to find paradise. You just have to tune into the right frequency while alive on Earth. We will do a deep dive into neuroscience, psychology, cardiology, and much more to understand the answer to this question. Until next time, keep trusting your internal authority. Keep surfing the waves of life. And remember, the covenant is already written on your heart. I'm Carrie May Blazer, the Red Tail Shaman, and I will see you in episode three.