Where is Heaven in a Holographic Universe?

In this episode, we dive into how your physical reality is nothing more than a mirror of your internal reality. Discover how to break free from unconscious cycles and unlock true transformation by learning the exact energetic mechanics of the human heart and the quantum field.

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✨ This channel is dedicated to Shattering the Matrix from the Inside Out, exploring the foundational truth that changing the world is an inside job. Grounded in the spiritual law of Jeremiah 31:33, we look at how the divine code is already written directly upon the human heart and soul, bypassing external systems of control. Through the lens of depth psychology, trauma healing, consciousness studies, and the Divine Feminine, we explore how deep emotional wounds can become gateways to profound self-awareness, sovereignty, and real-time transformation.

Many of these foundational concepts also appear in my book, My Inner Heroine: Exploring Feminine Pain.

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What if heaven isn’t a geographic location you travel to after you die, but an energetic frequency you create right now in your heart and soul? In this powerful episode, religious studies scholar Kerry May Blaser tackles the ultimate question: “Where is heaven in a holographic universe?” For the first 53 years of her life, Kerry operated under the devastating subconscious lie that she was completely replaceable—a core wound that repeatedly manifested as toxic relationships with "players," a near-death experience, and a suicide attempt. By learning to treat the physical world as a living mirror, she reveals how our deep internal shadows structurally orchestrate our reality until we make the unconscious conscious.

We bridge the gap between ancient spiritual wisdom and hard science, exploring how advancements in quantum physics, neurocardiology, and epigenetics directly support early Christian Gnostic gospels that were scrubbed from the Bible. Kerry breaks down the historic 1986 triathlon accident of Dr. Joe Dispenza, showing the exact energetic mechanics he used to rebuild his shattered spine by matching the frequency of his reality. Dive deep into the biology of the human heart as a fluid vortex that precedes physical anatomy, and explore the internal dance where the feminine heart feels an emotion and the masculine brain organizes the chemistry to manifest it. From the profound musical synchronicity of The Doors and Led Zeppelin to the collective shadow projection driving global geopolitical conflicts, this episode delivers the definitive blueprint for reclaiming your inner authority and building heaven right here on earth.

🌸 About Kerry Blaser:

Kerry Blaser is a mother, shaman, religious studies scholar, and author. Her diverse background directly supports her mission to help individuals break free from restrictive paradigms and reclaim their internal locus of control.

Bringing a unique multidisciplinary approach to the table, Kerry synthesizes depth psychology, neuroscience, mysticism, anthropology, and consciousness studies. By connecting these diverse fields, she maps how unconscious internal emotional patterns project outward to shape our physical reality, equipping people with the clarity needed to transform pain into resilience and build deeply authentic, balanced relationships.

💡 What We Cover In This Video:

✅ How the subconscious wound of feeling "replaceable" acts as an energetic magnet for toxic relationships.

✅ The true story of Dr. Joe Dispenza’s miraculous spinal self-healing using deep meditative focus and physics.

✅ Why neurocardiology proves the heart is an independent thinking center that acts as the narrator of reality.

✅ Shifting global politics by recognizing that geopolitical warfare is merely collective shadow-projection writ large.

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Transcript

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There is an ancient Cherokee proverb that states, A woman's highest calling is to connect a man to his soul so he can unite with source. A man's highest calling is to protect a woman so she can walk the earth unharmed. This proverb describes a state of perfect harmony, the reality where the feminine is safe to be vulnerable and the masculine acts as a protective shield. But for most of my life, my internal landscape was the exact opposite of that sacred protection. And I was completely replaceable. That single hidden wound attracted toxic relationships, a near-death experience, and eventually a suicide attempt. It took me four decades of breaking down to finally realize that the universe isn't punishing me, it's mirroring me. Today we're diving into the quantum field, the secret intelligence of the human heart, and why your physical reality is nothing more than a mirror of your internal reality. Welcome to episode three, where we will answer the question: where is heaven in a holographic universe? Many institutional religions have led people to believe that the soul enters heaven after death, if and only if that person followed religious doctrine perfectly while alive, all with zero objective proof. Christianity teaches that the cross is the only ladder to heaven. In fact, they celebrate this teaching every year on September 14th with a holiday called the Feast of the Exaltation of the Holy Cross. As a religious studies scholar trained at the University of California at Santa Barbara, I know that globally, many spiritual traditions use a ladder symbolically to connect heaven and earth. When institutionalized Christianity claimed that the cross is the only ladder to heaven in the fourth century, they were positioning their institution as the ultimate gatekeeper. But to understand the true validity of that doctrine, we have to look at modern science. Today, major advancements in quantum physics, psychology, neuroscience, cardiology, chiropractic, and epigenetics provide significant evidence that flies in the face of rigid Christian institutional doctrine. Instead, this science supports early Christian gospels that were intentionally excluded from the Bible. Let's start our scientific inquiry with a quote from Albert Einstein and the insights of Dr. Joe Dispenza. Einstein famously said, the field is the soul governing agency of the particle. The field means the energy field. If we apply that knowledge to our souls, which are energetic bodies, and our human bodies, we can say the soul is the soul governing agency of the body. That mirrors a wonderful quote by psychologist Carl Jung. The soul is the life of the body. Just in this one concept, we have a physicist, a chiropractor, and a psychologist all saying the exact same thing. For me, when something's true, it's true in multiple places. Let's look at Dr. Joe Dispenza more deeply. He fractured his back and completely healed himself. His life-altering back injury occurred in 1986 when he was a 23-year-old chiropractor competing in a triathlon in Palm Springs, California. While executing the cycling portion of the race, a four-wheel drive SUV traveling at 55 miles per hour struck him from behind an intersection. The catastrophic crash compressed his spine severely, breaking six vertebrae and directly threatening his spinal cord. The prognosis was grim. Many doctors recommended an intense spinal surgery to insert a metal rod from the base of his neck all the way down to his sacrum. Medical experts warned him that without this surgery, he faced permanent paralysis the moment he tried to stand. Even with the surgery, his odds of walking normally were slim, and he faced a lifetime of chronic pain and medication dependency. He chose a different path, operating under the philosophical conviction that the power that made the body heals the body. He left the hospital against medical advice. He spent the next several weeks lying completely flat on his stomach in a friend's house, embarking on an internal healing regimen. For two hours in the morning and two hours at night, he entered deep meditative states to systemically visualize his vertebrae, realigning and rebuilding bone by bone. During the first six weeks, he struggled immensely with intrusive thoughts, doubts, and images of a paralyzed future. He had to learn to completely block out fear and achieve perfect mental focus. Rather than waiting to heal to feel happy, he consciously rehearsed the elevated emotional state of already being healed and walking again. He perfectly embodies a truth I deeply believe in that changing your world is an inside job. It isn't wishful mysticism, it is the exact energetic mechanics. Albert Einstein captured the literal physics of Joe's recovery when he noted, everything is energy, and that's all there is to it. Match the frequency of the reality you want, and you cannot help but get that reality. It can be no other way. This is not philosophy, this is physics. According to his account, by the ninth and a half week, his pain completely vanished and he stood up and walked. By 12 weeks, he had fully recovered without any surgical hardware or intervention and returned to treating his patients at his chiropractic clinic. His backstory is why I listen when he talks. Let's look at exactly how this structural shift happens in real time.

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Einstein said the field, the wave, the energy, is the sole governing agency of a particle. Energy controls matter. He didn't say the particle controls the particle, he said the field controls the particle. If you change the information in the field, how can you change the projection of the particle in three-dimensional reality? This is a holographic universe. So if the quantum field is an invisible field of energy that exists beyond our senses, beyond our body, our environment, and time, then the only way we are going to connect to it is to take all of our attention off our body, all of our attention off the environment, because the environment made of people, objects, things, places, and take all of your attention off of linear time, the predictable future, and the familiar past, and find the sweet spot of the generous present moment. That's the unknown. That's the door. That's the moment you become nobody, no one, no thing, nowhere, and no time. That is the moment you are pure consciousness. And that is the moment you're walking through the door to the quantum field.

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Joe Dispenza explains how we live in a holographic universe beautifully in his teaching. The quantum field, a reality beyond the senses. Dr. Dispenza states that our five senses trick us into seeing a world of separation. But we actually live in an interconnected holographic universe. He teaches that 99.999% of reality is invisible energy, the quantum field, and only 0.0001% is solid matter. So how did Dr. Joe Dispenza create his own heaven on earth? He transformed his emotional wounds into personal wisdom. He didn't manifest a poor outcome because he refused to allow his internal world to be driven by fear, doubt, and images of a paralyzed future. Now I know that when I spend time in my fears, that is exactly what I manifest in my physical reality. But when I spend time in my self-belief and my self-love, that is what I manifest. What you project into your physical reality is a direct reflection of what is going on internally for you. Your physical reality is a mirror of your internal reality. This is a prime example of one of my core teachings. Wisdom says that the universe is a mirror, showing me myself in every moment as a constant feedback loop for self-improvement. Knowledge says that we attract what we are through energetic resonance, meaning a vibrational match. When wisdom and knowledge align, you find universal truth. And when something is true, it's true in multiple places. Like Einstein said, this is not philosophy, this is physics. Let's look at another example of how this works so you can implement this wisdom into your own life. Until I was 53 years old, I subconsciously believed I was replaceable. Because of that unhealed wound, since my childhood, I repeatedly attracted players into my life. I attracted people like Justin Waller with his BFF, Andrew Tate, two decorated Fire Academy instructors, and even my childhood soulmate, JC. JC wanted to marry me in high school, but explicitly stated he would have other women because he aligned with Mormon polygamous teachings. I rejected him. Those painful life events were not random. They were precisely designed by the universe to point out a wound in my soul. The subconscious belief that I am replaceable. No one is replaceable. But it took me 53 years, a toxic marriage, a near-death experience, failed relationships with my children, a suicide attempt, and healing my emotional wounds with several men to finally figure that out. I needed all of those intense life challenges before I was ready to face the truth. That is why I'm so happy for Dr. Dispenza. He was able to face his truth and save his ability to walk at such a young age. I learned so much from his example. Now, I understand that my soul plans my life based on my wounds to create opportunities for expansion. I had a lot of wounds, which meant I had significant room to grow. My soul needed those challenges to expand my emotional range, widen my consciousness, and truly individuate, as Carl Jung would say. Through that integration, I am finally a healthy, mature adult at 56 years old. Carl Jung perfectly mapped out the mechanics of my 53-year pattern with his timeless warning. Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate. For decades, I thought attracting those players into my life and landing at rock bottom was simply my bad fate. It wasn't. It was my unconscious shadow structurally orchestrating my reality until I finally opened my eyes to face the mirror. And right as I write those words, the universe mirrors me again. The song The End by the Doors just came on in my room. Jim Morrison famously said that song wasn't just about a breakup. It was a goodbye to a kind of childhood in Jungian psychology that is exactly what true individuation demands. It requires the end of the fragile, unhealed childhood ego that believed it was replaceable so that the true divine soul can finally take the wheel. We have to let the old version of you die before you can build heaven on earth inside yourself. This brings us back to our core question: where is heaven in a holographic universe? Heaven is not a geographic location you travel to after you die. Heaven is created right now in your heart and soul as an energetic frequency that attracts positive experiences into your life. Physically, earth is heaven. For me, hell on earth was simply the unhealed state of my relationships, especially my relationship with myself. When I learned to transform my own emotional wounds into personal wisdom, my physical and emotional pain faded and my relationships transformed. I still face daily challenges, but seeing how beautifully my children are doing today compared to 10 years ago makes my heart sing with absolute joy. To understand how heaven is generated emotionally in our hearts before it projects externally, we can look to modern cardiology. Earlier this year, I learned that the human heart is actually a fluid vortex. Let's listen to cardiologist Dr. Tom Cohen describe this phenomenon.

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Let me just read this because I think it's actually probably one of the best descriptions of the heart that I've ever run across. They taught you the heart was just a glorified meat pump that it squeezes and pushes blood like some crude mechanical device. A hydraulic engine made of flesh. That is what they want you to believe. Because if you buy into that primitive lie, you never ask deeper questions. But it is false. It has always been false. And the real science proves it. Dr. Francesco Torranguas, a Spanish cardiac researcher, discovered what the textbooks refused to acknowledge that the heart is not a pump. He dissected thousands of hearts and found that the heart is a single continuous muscle band folded into a spiral. He proved that the heart works like a vortex generator, creating suction and torque, not pressure. He called it the helical ventricular myocardial band, and it changes everything. The real movement of the blood comes from pressure, differentials, electromagnetic flow, and coherent resonance. The blood spirals naturally. It need not be forced through miles of arteries and capillaries. The so-called pump is not strong enough to push thick fluid through 60,000 miles of tubing. That is basic physics. That lie was dead on arrival. Here is the truth. Blood moves before the heart forms in the embryo. That is, by the way, a documented fact. It flows via frequency, resonance, and electric charge. The body is a field, not a factory. Your heart creates a toroidal electromagnetic field that radiates six meters from the body. This field syncs with the earth, the sun, and every living being around you. It is a resonator, a tuner, a conductor. It aligns the rhythm of your cells, it feels, it remembers, it emits, and it responds to emotion, thought, light, sound, and breath. When you feel love, grief, fear, or peace, your heart transmitted. It is the central frequency modulator of your biology, not a pump. And the institutions know this. The Heart Math Institute has measured these fields for decades. They know the heart has more neuronal cells than parts of the brain. They know it is a second brain. They know coherence in the heart transforms the entire nervous system. So why are they still teaching children a 400-year-old guess from William Harvey that has never been updated?

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As Dr. Cohen discussed, heart coherence creates nervous system coherence, and the heart is a vortex. You cannot logically command a vortex. You can only feed energy into it and observe what emerges on the other side, much like the mystery of a black hole. This is the ultimate embodiment of the divine feminine. Emotions, like the feminine essence, refuse to be dominated, controlled, or commanded. They are fluid, spiraling, and chaotic forces of nature. To experience them fully, we must surrender to them. Neurocardiology now proves that the heart is not a massive pump. It is a highly sophisticated, independent thinking center. The heart contains its own intrinsic nervous system, an intricate network of over 40,000 neurons, often called the little brain in the heart. Crucially, this cardiac nervous system sends far more neurological signals up to the brain than the brain sends down to the heart. The heart is the primary narrator of our reality. What commands the heart? But the soul. Einstein spoke to this truth with his famous quote: the field is the soul governing agency of the particle. Since souls are energetic bodies, like we said, the soul is the soul governing agency of the body. And like we talked before, my quote aligns with Carl Jung saying the soul is the life of the body. This reveals a profound internal dance between the feminine and masculine forces within our own biology, the feminine, the heart and surrender. First, you feel an emotion generated by your soul, which is communicated to the heart. The heart, operating in its feminine essence of pure reception and raw feeling, translates that emotional vibration into neurological patterns. It then communicates that truth upward to the brain. The masculine, the brain and orchestration. The brain receives the heart's message and acts in its masculine essence of structure, logic, and orchestration. It decodes the signal and decides exactly which hormones, neuropeptides, and chemicals to release into the bloodstream to physically manifest that emotion in the body. The heart feels and the brain organizes the response. This biological feedback loop is the exact reason why the physical body acts as a perfect flawless mirror of the soul. Your biology is simply your internal emotional frequency made visible. To prove just how foundational this vortex is to our physical existence, Dr. Cohen reveals that this energetic spiral actually precedes our physical anatomy. Let's look at exactly how the heart forms in a fetus. Long before your heart ever beat, thousands of cardiac cells made a silent decision. There was no pulse, no rhythm, no sound. In the earliest stages of development, individual heart cells begin firing electrical signals on their own, then something remarkable happens. They synchronize. Separate impulses align into one coordinated electrical wave. That wave triggers the first contraction, the first heartbeat, the beginning of a rhythm that can last a lifetime. Blood flows in a human fetus in a spiral fashion before the physical heart even forms? Validating the claim that the heart is a physical vortex. It makes perfect sense that our emotions spiral outward in a similar vortex. You cannot logically command a vortex. Have you ever been successful at commanding your emotions, your feelings? I know I haven't. We have to fully accept our feelings to extract the wisdom hidden inside them. We can command from our brain, but we can only align with our heart. Once we understand how to create heaven on earth on an individual level, we can begin to apply this exact same wisdom and knowledge to global politics. Carl Jung taught us that beneath our personal minds lies a collective unconscious, a shared ancestral reservoir of human memory, instincts, and archetypes. Because the universe is a mirror, global conflict is simply this collective unconscious made visible. It is individual shadow projection writ large. When nations go to war, they are not just fighting physical enemies, they are projecting their pooled, unhealed cultural darkness outward. So that humanity has an external opportunity to see it, face it, and transform it into light while we are alive. Jung famously said, one does not become enlightened by imagining beings of light, but by making their darkness conscious. True safety, honor, and alignment always begins within our closest, most intricate human connections. It is a blueprint for individual harmony. But when we fail to protect one another on that foundational level, our unhealed personal wounds. ripple outward, fracturing our societies, our institutions, and our entire geopolitical landscape. We cannot engineer peace out there in the world until we first heal the war raging inside our own souls. True change is never a political negotiation, is it is a profound inside job. Today we are pulling back the global curtain to expose how systemic shadows manifest right inside our classrooms and courtrooms and laying down an uncompromising four-pillar pact for real lasting global peace. We will do a deep dive into this topic next time in episode four. As I sit here recording these final thoughts for you, a second beautiful, unmistakable confirmation just happened in my room. Right after Jim Morrison's The End finished playing, the song Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin just started spinning in the background. In a universe that operates as a perfect living mirror, there are absolutely no coincidences. Those two songs represent the entire journey of the soul before you can climb the stairway you have to face the end. You have to say goodbye to the childhood illusions, the unhealed wounds and the fears that keep you small. The doors show us the absolute death of the wounded ego and Led Zeppelin shows us beautiful ascension of the integrated soul. Institutional religions spent centuries trying to sell us a rigid dogmatic ladder to the sky but the universe just gave us a musical nod, reminding us that the real stairway to heaven isn't a structure built by human gatekeepers. It is internal alignment, a spiral fluid vortex inside your own soul that you climb through radical self-love, emotional integration, and emotional surrender while you are alive right here on earth. Thank you so much for traveling the quantum block with me today and opening your heart to this soul-to-soul transmission. If this message resonated with you please make sure to hit that subscribe button, drop a five-star review, and share this episode with someone who is ready to remember the divine power they hold within. Make sure your notifications are on for next week because we're going to take this individual heart wisdom and scale it up to change the world. In episode four, we are going to dive deep into a manifestation of this truth that I wrote in October of 2025, The Wisdom of Peace Plan, written in profound honor of the 30th anniversary of Israeli Prime Minister Itzak Rabin's assassination, we are going to look into a massive collective mirror. I will be pulling back the curtain on religious doctrine, Israeli classroom scantron biases, and global power structures to reveal a four-pillar blueprint for lasting global peace. We will prove that geopolitical conflict is simply an individual shadow projection writ large and that we cannot fix the world out there until we face the energetic frequencies inside our own souls. Until next time, keep trusting your internal authority keep surfing the waves of life and remember heaven is an inside job. I'm Carrie Mayblazer the Red Pill Shawnee and I will see you in episode four