The Naked Puppet

I Got Depersonalized at Oktoberfest

Jacy Erin Season 1 Episode 5

I just got back from a fun and flirty trip to Germany for Oktoberfest! What started as the most sexually liberating night of my life turned into one of the most confusing spirals I’ve ever had. I felt confident, powerful, and finally safe being seen... until I saw the photos of myself the next morning. Suddenly, my brain flipped the script. The memory changed. The confidence vanished.

In this episode of The Naked Puppet, I unpack what really happened at Oktoberfest: how depersonalization hijacked my joy, how trauma can literally rewrite our memories, and what it takes to hold onto empowerment without shame.

Plus: a fun round of PopLight —Would You Rather face-off for these iconic world events.

TW: trauma, dissociation, sex. Personal experience only; not medical advice.