Lucky 13 & Swearing

Warning: This episode contains strong language and adult themes, reflecting my authentic storytelling style.

The number 13 was hi-jacked and intentionally twisted to seem unlucky. Couldn’t be farther from the truth. 

And swearing—is it actually good? Sure is. Swear words hold immediate resonance, emotional charge, and a disruptive frequency. They break programming and pierce the veil.

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Hello. Hi. How are you? Yeah, I know. Me too. Up is down and down is up. Welcome to Bizarro World. One could argue the worst horror film anyone could conjure up. Am I right or am I right? I just got back from grocery shopping. I'm now drinking my matcha protein shake. I'm in it to win it today, people. That was not the case yesterday or the day before, but today I'm all about winning. I'm knee deep in it. I'm just like sloshing around in that winning. Uh I put some nuts and seeds out for the squirrels, and I added blueberries today. These bougie squirrely squirrels are getting the star treatment, and I would not have it any other way. I actually bought roasted unsalted pumpkin seeds at the store just for them. I mixed that with walnuts, which they love, pecans, which they go absolutely crazy for, and sunflower seeds. It's a full-on smorgas board of deliciousness. I think we should jump right in. How's that sound? Let's fucking get into it. Let's get it, let's go. I don't know if you know this, but today is Friday the 13th. Don't worry your pretty little face about it. Don't do it. I'm gonna tell you why. Because thirteen wasn't always unlucky. In most pre-Christian and pre-patriarchal systems, thirteen was actually a power number. That's right. A power number. Get excited. Uh thirteen lunar cycles in a solar year. There are thirteen months on the ancient lunar calendars. So Egyptian, Babylonian, early Hebrew. Thirteen was tied to the feminine, the moon, fertility cycles. Friday the thirteenth in pagan cultures was a day for goddess rites and community feasts. Not bad luck. The bad luck stigma came later. And that was when the Roman Church consolidated power. So anything associated with goddess worship, lunar calendar, or non-patriarchal systems was gradually labeled suspect or demonic. They moved the calendar to a twelve-month solar pattern. And in that they demonized thirteen-based cycles as chaotic or unlucky. And then you've got the Last Supper myth. You know, Jesus plus twelve apostles. It was later used to reinforce the idea of thirteen being ominous. Um, you know, thirteen at the table, Judas betrays Jesus. And by the Middle Ages, the fear of thirteen, also known as triscatophobia. It's actually really fun to say. Triskatophobia just rolls right off the tongue. Um, but yes, the fear of thirteen was actively embedded in folklore and architecture and even law. This wasn't an accident. It's how you shift a culture's operating code. You take away the feminine lunar thirteen rhythm, impose a twelve-based solar patriarchal rhythm, and people slowly lose the old cycle knowledge. And why it sticks today is because people inherit superstitions without knowing their origin. So, like for example, hotels skip the thirteenth floor, airlines skip row thirteen. That normalizes the idea of avoid thirteen, and it feeds a loop. You know, collective belief itself creates a mild morphic field. If a billion people believe thirteen is bad, some will experience bad luck on thirteen and feed the story. But here is what it actually is. Thirteen is a reset transcendence number. It's the twelve known points of a cycle, plus the center, also known as the rebirth point. It's the moment where old structures dissolve and a new pattern begins. That's why secret societies still use thirteen quietly while telling the public it's unlucky. They know it's potent. So, bottom line, thirteen was erased from mainstream life because it encoded the lunar feminine transformational rhythm that kept people tied to natural cycles rather than artificial ones. So calling it unlucky was a way to bury that code in plain sight. So there you have it. Lucky number thirteen. Um we talk about swearing Let's do that, let's do that. Um Girl swears unapologetically. It's just how I roll. It's just authentic me. Granted, a time and a place for everything, I know that. But here's what I want to tell you. Swearing breaks the spell that most people are are still under, and hopefully that's less and less with each and every day. But language has been weaponized. I've talked a little bit about this, you know, um, that words are spells. But um, you know, from childhood you are taught that certain words are bad even though they are just vibrational patterns. So here's the trick: the people that designed that rule book didn't want to protect you. They wanted to control your expression. Swearing is raw, it's emotional, it's truth spoken without permission. That makes it dangerous in a system built on control. And here is why swearing actually matters. Swear words hold immediate resonance, um, you know, emotional charge and disruption frequency. They break polite programming. Um when someone says, fuck this system, or this is bullshit, they're not being crude. They're piercing the veil. Swear words aren't dirty, they're too honest for the spell. You know, religion, schooling, and authority labeled them sinful because if you can speak how you really feel, you'd start to feel how you really are. And if you can feel that, you'd you'd never obey again. So why do people swear sometimes or a lot of times, or somewhere in between? You know, just depends on the day, right? Um because you're not filtering filtering for approval. I know I'm not. You're matching your truth with your words, and that scares people. Swearing isn't aggression most of the time. It's alignment, it's real voice. So if anyone says, watch your language, you can just say, I am, and that's why I use all of it. And they're gonna look at you like you're crazy. They're not gonna probably get it. But you know what? Who gives a fuck? Um Yeah, fuck. It's one of my it's one of my faves. It's not crude, it's clean. Like a freshly mopped floor. It's the most versatile, raw and unfiltered truth bomb in the entire language field. It can mean power. Fuck yes. It can mean a boundary, fuck that. It can be rage, fuck this. Uh it can be ecstasy. Now that's more in the moment and it has some tonality to it. So I'm just gonna go ahead and skip that example. Uh but it can also be compassion. That's so fucked. I'm sorry. It breaks pretense, it punches through the false politeness. It can hold anger, love, grief, orgasm, defiance, release, all in four glorious letters. Fuck is a mirror word. It reflects exactly what you're feeling with no mask. And that's why the parasites hate it. Because you can't use fuck and lie at the same time. It's too aligned. So if if I swear, it's it's certainly not for shock value. The energy just calls for it. Okay. Keeping it short today. I think we've arrived. I'm gonna ground and protect. I stand in light. I speak only truth. I'm untouchable in the name of what is real. Till next time.