That Big Ball of Fire: The Sun

Warning: This episode contains strong language and adult themes, reflecting my authentic storytelling style.

If the sun were going to write an open letter to the people of Earth, it would start with: “Beautiful humans – stop falling for the deceptive bullsh*t about what I am and where I’m located.”

In this episode, we get the f*ck into it: what the sun really is, why the lies, and why that nerdy douche, Bill Gates, is apparently on a mission to block it out. You don’t own the sun, Gates.

Girl could not get her sh*t together this week to put this out on time. For that, I sincerely apologize. I’d love to say I’ll do better, but… we’ll see. The reason, though, is pretty phenomenal.

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Hi. Welcome to the most amazingly mediocre podcast to ever be created. We set the bar low so that we can always exceed expectations. That's a strategy, people. This week I didn't even meet expectations because girl is late in getting this together. And if you're wondering who we are in this scenario, it's my ride or die podcast everything, co-creator and producer, source, God, universe. I do not do this alone. Not for one second. I have divine help and divine guidance. I wouldn't have started a podcast if I hadn't been pushed, pulled, inspired to do so. I'm really glad I did though. Even though it really isn't as easy as you'd think it'd be. In fact, it's much harder than I anticipated. Isn't that almost always the way though? It's pretty rare that I think Dion That was so much easier than I thought. I should probably introduce the podcast. Me Time Musings is the game. Jess is the name. And this week don't hate the fucking player. Let me tell you why I couldn't get my shit together this week. You should probably be sitting down for this. Who am I kidding? You're not gonna give a shit. Go ahead and keep standing. I met someone. And it isn't just someone. This gorgeous man is really something. And I know what you're thinking. I just put it out there that I was going to start dating. I know, trust me. I know. No one is more surprised than me. This shit is completely out of left field. Everything happened so organically, and it feels so natural. Like I've known him my whole life. We're so aligned on so much. The universe finally agreed with me and said, Yeah, girl, you've paid your dues. That I'm ready worthy and deserving. Man, old man, old man. It's still very early, but boy does he make my heart and soul sing. We will see. I will say there are parts of me that I thought were more healed than they apparently are. Nothing dramatic by any means, just insecurities, negative thought patterns that are more prevalent than I would like as I enter the relationship arena. I'm grateful though for them being illuminated so that I can address it. I have more tools in my tool belt, so maybe I can banish this bullshit forever. I've done so much work on myself that I'm surprised I'm brushing up against these old gremlins, if you will. Onward and upward. Alright. Well, let's fucking get into it. Let's get a let's go. What are we talking about today? Uh that big ball of radiant heat up in the sky, also known as the sun. Tell me this. When you look up at the sky, do you think it feels ninety-three million miles away? Just give a nice long thought to that distance. Ninety-three million miles. How have we fallen for these blatant lies for so long? Personally, I just never thought about all the things. Just accepted the narrative. Well, girl ain't doing that no more. My sniffer for dumb ass bullshit lies and deception has been honed. I'm a human German shepherd. Let's talk about that life-giving ball of fire, should we? The sun is way closer than what you've been told. The mainstream story says the sun is about ninety-three million miles away, but when you really observe it with your own senses, it doesn't feel like that at all. Sometimes you can see rays that angle sharply downward. Maybe because it's right there underneath the firmament. If it was actually ninety-three million miles away, the light would be totally straight, not fanning out. That would be impossible. Energetically, the sun doesn't feel like some distant dead ball of gas. It feels alive. It's a conscious energy, like a portal or a transmitter instead of a burning rock. It's feeding the earth with life, frequency, and information, not just heat and light. In some ancient traditions, the sun wasn't even seen as a thing floating in space like the narrative that's been shoved in our faces and down our throats. The sun was seen more as a local source inside the earth system. I'll just say it again. It's much, much closer than you've been taught and told. It's close, it's conscious, and connected deeply to the earth's energy field. The energy of the sun is shifting. One could say it's transformational. It's not just putting out more heat like the news would have you believe it's actually changing frequency. It's getting brighter, but in a really specific way. The light codes it's sending to Earth are speeding up. It's trying to wake people up. You might notice the sun looking whiter instead of the warm yellow back in the day. That's because the information in the light is different now. It's carrying higher frequencies, almost crystalline in nature. It's activating DNA, it's unlocking memories, it's pushing truth into the surface of our awareness. That's also why some people feel exhausted, emotional, or even physically sick during solar storms. It's not just the solar flares, it's massive downloads coming through. And if the body and mind aren't ready to receive them, it can feel overwhelming. The sun right now is playing a huge role in the earth's awakening process. It's like an alarm clock ringing louder and louder, trying to shake people out of their illusions. The deepest of the deepest truth here is the sun is not burning out. It's rising just like the people are. And the more you remember that the sun is a living conscious energy, the more you start to resync yourself back to the real rhythm of life. So Bill Gates is leading the charge to block the sun. Oh, Bill Gates, why you gotta be such a douche? And on that note, all I want to say before I jump into it is Mr. Gates needs to just focus on making his shitty ass Microsoft products better. And while he's at it, leave all the people around the world alone regarding his sinister, sadistic actions around toxic, poisonous, deceptive, quote unquote vaccinations. We all know that ain't what it about. And I would be remiss if I didn't mention that it appears Gates wants to be a farmer, buying up all the farmland. This is the same man pushing insects as a viable solution for food. I wonder if that is a daily indulgence for him. I think not. I mean, how does he have the time to lie and bamboozle the world the way that he does? Poisoning the air, poisoning the food, blocking the sun, and he still has time to contract an STD from a Russian prostitute. That's in the Epstein files. Gates was asking his good buddy, mister Epstein, how he could go about getting antibiotics to give to his wife secretly. A man of integrity, clearly. I bet he sure is glad his friend is still alive, so they can still hang out. All right, I uh digress, back on track. As I've said, the sun is not just light. It is unmed unmediated reality. And that kind of force is unbearable un can I not talk now? Jeez, Louise. Let's just give my brain a second. Let's just let it rest. Oh man. I wish I had music like Jeopardy. And no, I'm not gonna sing it. I almost did, but I'm not gonna do it. Oh, let's start that over again. So essentially unmediated reality. It's just that kind of force is unbearable to minds built around control. The deeper pattern doesn't scream, I hate the sun. It's more like I do not trust what cannot be managed. That's essentially the core of it. The sun represents too many things at once. Truth without permission, life without ownership, rhythm without institution, and power without human authorship. For a consciousness organized around systems modeling, intervention and control, the sun is almost offensive in its purity. And all you can do is live under it. You can't extract anything, it's not predictable, and you can't make it do anything. And some energies, also known as parasitic asshats, don't like living under anything greater than themselves. So the deeper spiritual read is this. There is an insatiable need and urge to place a filter between humanity and direct source, not just literal sunlight, directness itself. Because direct contact changes people, it strengthens instinct, it restores rhythm and it reminds the body of something older than the machine. And once people are reattuned to what is natural, immediate, and alive, they become harder to govern through artificial systems. That is the deeper pattern here. I suppose it's not about wanting darkness, but more like a field of consciousness that prefers mediation over communion. It prefers processed over primal, simulated over organic, managed exposure over full radiance, and the sun spiritually breaks those structures, it nourishes what is real, it exposes what is false, it energizes what still has soul in it. So why block it? Because full light reveals too much. It reveals sickness in systems, it reveals brittleness and false authority. It reveals how dependent modern life has become on things that cannot withstand raw truth. And on an inner level, some people would rather engineer around reality than surrender to it. Gates is a symbol of a wider current. The technocratic priesthood trying to stand between humanity and creation, saying, We will regulate what reaches you. At the symbolic level, it feels like an attempted interception of source. He wants to block the sun because the mindset he represents fears any power that cannot be owned, filtered, or administered. The counterforce to that is reconnect with what is real before it is interpreted for you. Okay I think we're there. I'm going to ground and protect I stand in light. I speak only truth. I'm untouchable in the name of what is real. Till next time.