ANOHK & The Library Of Light (Akashik)

What if your Soul had an internal/eternal library card? 

We open a door to the Akashic Library - the “cloud” of consciousness where thoughts, choices, and emotions leave lasting impressions - and we follow a path marked by surrender, ceremony, and a surprising guide. From the Amazon Jungle to Southern California, we recount ayahuasca journeys that changed everything! 

We meet ANOHK as he ushers us into The Library of Light - a boundless archive where our records live across timelines and civilizations. We unpack what those records hold, how karma functions like resonance rather than punishment, and why free will is the pen that writes the story. 

If you’re skeptical, you’re welcome here. The goal isn’t to convert; it’s to offer a map and a mirror. You’ll learn about "channeling" and how it can be an always-on station rather than a theatrical takeover and how accessing to your own record is free. 

So, walk with us through story, ceremony, mystery and revelation. 
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Transcript

What Is Your Story

SPEAKER_01 0:32

Hello, hello, and welcome back to the Sears Light Podcast. I'm your host, Amani Najee. And today I'd like to start off with asking you a self-contemplative question.

SPEAKER_00 0:46

What is your story? Or asking yourself, what is my story? Or to dig a little a little further. What are my stories?

SPEAKER_01 1:02

Or to peel back the layers of your onion further, what are the varying chapters, the various chapters of my overall story?

SPEAKER_00 1:15

Now I know that no one really knows all the answers to that.

Defining The Akashic Library

Channeling Explained Simply

Ayahuasca Journey Begins

Lights Over The Hut

Setting Intentions: Surrender

Falling Through The Fog

The Woman With Big Cats

Reading Souls Through Symbols

Parallel Vision In The Vessel

SPEAKER_01 1:21

And yet there is a place that holds all of this information, all of these answers. And in today's episode, I would like to take you on a tour of what has come to be known to me as the Akashic Library. And it has other names, uh, the Library of Light, uh, the storage place of the books of life. You know, in biblical text, several times there's hints of the books of life, and that everything will be written in the books of life. Well, these books are stored in the library of light or the Akashic Library. Now, I know there are many who have heard of this concept, and I feel that there are many more who've never heard of this concept. And so I would like to make this as easy a journey as I can, though I have to introduce it in a very, very strange way. And so just bear with me in this episode. Now, what is the Akashic Library? What is this library of light? It is the place that holds all the experiences of your soul, of every thought, of every emotion, and not just of you, but of varying civilizations, existences, you know, and things like that. Now, for me to take you on a tour of the Akashic Library, I need to take you on a very, very personal journey that I took that again I never intended to share, and in fact, parts of this particular journey I didn't even share with the people who accompanied me on this journey. And for you to understand this part of my journey, I need to explain to you channeling, what channeling is, and to make it as simple as possible. Channeling is taking communications from another plateau, another dimension, and bringing it into the dimension that the channeler is in. It's like radio waves. Say there's a bunch of radio waves, you need a radio to hear those signals, and you gotta turn that radio and tune into certain channels to hear those messages or that information. What a channeler is, is someone who receives that information and then divulges it. And channelers come in many different types of sight. So, for instance, mediums who are sharing information from cross from crossover ancestors are channelers in that particular aspect, but there's another type of channeling where the channeler, the physical being, is sometimes taken over by the instrument that is channeling that needs to come through. And when I first learned of channeling back in like 2010, I thought it was utter bullshit because in my religious background, I kind of took it as possession, and yet channeling, spiritual channeling or multi-dimensional channeling is in every form of religion, every culture, and again, it's as old as time. I just hadn't understood it at this time, and so it put a lot of barriers into the story that I'm gonna share with you. Now, what I'm gonna share with you are two of my ayahuasca journeys. My awakenings took place in phases, and so uh during this particular phase of my awakening, I met this new group of people, and let me just say this: when you start to seek within yourself, the other side will start providing assistance for your journey. During this second phase of my awakening, I went through a circuit of ayahuasca ceremonies, things again I had never even heard of until getting on this journey, and so I went through a circuit of ayahuasca ceremonies. The first three of these ceremonies were done in the Amazon jungle outside of Puerto Maldonado in Peru, and the other ones were done in the states, Southern California and the states. I would like to share my second ceremonial experience, which happened in the jungle, and my eighth, and these particular two fit together. So, this new family I meet. I go on this journey with them to Peru and into the Amazon jungle to do these ayahuasca ceremonies. And in another episode, we will we can discuss ceremonies and things like that. This is not that episode. I'm simply sharing point A to get to point Z. Where we stayed in the Amazon were these huts, and we were each broken up into pairs, and so I had a roommate, a friend of mine, very close friend of mine, and on either side of our huts were our Peruvian guides, they were two brothers who guided us on a fantastic journey. And on the opposite side of us were two of my friends that went on this journey. During our second ceremony, I played one of my flutes. One of the people in our ceremony was having a difficult experience, and something really pressured me to play my flute. And so I played my flute, and apparently, according to others in attendance, they felt that it helped. And our ceremony started at midnight and would end at about 3, 3:30, 4 in the morning. So after this particular ceremony, me and my homeboy went back to our hut, crashed out. In fact, he hit his bed before I did, and he's a youngster, and he knocked out. You know, I put my flute up, knocked out, and we were asleep. The next morning, when we were on our way to eat breakfast, the two females, my two friends from the hut next to us, had this look on their face, this excited look on their face, ran up to us asking, What happened last night? Were you playing your flutes? And me and my homeboy looked at each other like, What do you mean? And so these ladies described a scene where they said there were these lights of different colors flashing over me and my friend's hut, and that there was music being played that sounded just like my flute music. And he said that this happened for a while. And me and my roommate looked at each other like, no, we crashed as soon as we got back into the hut. So a few minutes later, we're at the breakfast table with everybody else. When the two brothers from the hut on the other side of us came in, and they were like, Oh Moni, what happened last night? And I'm sitting beside my roomie too, and like, what are you talking about? They described the same thing. They were like, over your hut, there were all these lights like in different colors just flashing over your hut, and we could hear your music. You know, were you playing the flute last night? And again, me and my my roommate were like not even close. We were asleep, and so I didn't know what to make of that experience because I saw nothing, I heard nothing, me nor my roommate. Um, I wasn't playing my flute. I came back from the ceremony, put my flute up, crashed out. And these, you know, these flutes behind me are the flutes that that go with me basically everywhere. They are tools of my medicine. Now, skip two years later, and I'm doing ayahuasca ceremonies with a whole different group. And on this particular night, uh, the shaman in this one is the shaman from the first one was a Peruvian shaman from the Amazon jungle. The shaman for this ceremony was a Mexican shaman. I came up from Mexico to do these ceremonies, and he too, absolutely fantastic. And so at this point, this is my fifth ceremony with this particular shaman. At this particular ceremony before we started, this shaman did something that I hadn't experienced in any of my other ayahuasca ceremonies. He asked for everyone to name their intention for this ceremony. And that was neither negative or positive, just something I hadn't experienced before. And at that point I didn't know what to say. So he starts going around the room, and when it comes to me, the first thing that blurted out was surrender. No idea why I said it, but surrender. And so he goes around the room, finishes up, and we start to engage in the ceremony. And so after naming the intentions, and we engage in the ceremony, this particular ceremony turns out to be one of the most fantastic but strangest. And many of you will not understand this experience, so buckle up because it's gonna be wild. It's wild because it's even wild for me as the one who experienced it. So we name our intention, we engage. Now, as soon as I go under in my experience, I am in a vast space, and it's dark, it's black everywhere, except for a floor, an everlasting enduring floor of fog. And something tells me, fall through. And my initial reaction was fear, and then this voice comes and says, Surrender. And again, I'm stubborn and I resist, and so again I hear surrender, and so proverbially in my vision, I hold on my arms, I close my eyes, and I fall forward into this mist. When I do and I fall through onto the other side, things are much different. I am replaced by not what is now me, but the visage of a woman. And she was an absolute beautiful woman. I am replaced though by this impression of this woman as me. Strange. Her skin was black as Onyx. Um, her hair was blowing in the wind like the prairie grasses of the prairies of indigenous peoples. Her eyes were slanted in an Asiatic manner, and she was she was thick, and she felt so powerful or I felt so powerful. Again, it feels like it's me, but not as me, but as this all woman, she felt like she had a piece of all that woman is, and I was not standing but slightly floating, and had this white breech cloud that was just dazzling in the wind. And for those who are simply listening on the videos that I'm showing, I have recreated as well as I could an image of what I was experiencing. Now, at the same time that I am now this woman, my hands are spread out, and under my right hand is a spotted jaguar. Under my left hand is a striped tiger, and they feel as though we are all connected, as though they are connected to me. Now, I need to explain something about ayahuasca experiences, and if you've been in them, you will definitely understand. If you do not, this may gross you out. But one of the things you need to bring to a ceremony like this is a bucket because you are going to go through a purging process, which involves throwing up, vomiting, getting the junk out so that you can allow what is needed in. And so everybody has this bucket by this time as they're profusing all this refuge as they're purging. So, in my vision, I have these two cats at the same time. The shaman who is leading the ceremony is a guitar player, and he's playing a very soft, beautiful, acoustic guitar piece. However, in my vision, as I am this woman with these two beautiful cats, I hear all this drumming in the background of a just a rhythm. There's this rhythmic drumming, and as that's going on, these cats start walking in tandem together to different people in the ceremony. When they approach someone, the jaguar looks into the eyes of the person. Even if physically their eyes were closed, which most were, it was as if the jaguar would come up to their face and look into their eyes. While doing this, the tiger would go up to the buckets of vomit to smell it. Now, this is gonna get stranger and stranger. As this is happening, I am receiving information about these people from the information that these cats are drawing in. The best way to describe it is the information I was getting from the Jaguar. You know, as the jaguar is looking in the eyes of these people, the spots of the jaguar are changing, and it was different for each person that the jaguar encountered, like a fingerprint of that person's soul, as the spots on this jaguar. Well, each of those spots it felt in this vision represented the different lives that this that the soul of this person had lived, the various lives. When it came to the tiger, the stripes would change during the same experience. And the impression I got were that the stripes were reflections of the many scars that that soul had experienced throughout its many lives. And so these cats were doing this throughout three different rooms of this ceremony and two different stories of this home. And so a lot of these people I had not met before the ceremony because I was in this back portion of this home, and so many I did not see, let alone the people who were upstairs. And this happened basically throughout the entire ceremony. Now, typically at this particular shaman ceremonies, when the ceremony was over, he would ask, you know, if people want to share their experience, and it was up to you if you did or not. And when it came to me, I explained to them what I experienced as far as the woman with the cats, and I could go on and on in the vision, but I just need to give you a brief summary, or I could keep you here all day. I let them know what I experienced, and when I explained what I saw in the souls of the particular people that these cats went to, it turns out information I was giving them was helping them understand the experiences they had just had in this ayahuasca ceremony that they didn't understand at the time. And it was it was probably one of the most magical experiences I had had in an ayahuasca ceremony. But wait, there's more, and it gets stranger. In all of my ceremonies except for this one, I have had a linear experience in meaning just one experience. In this particular experience, I had two simultaneous, full-fledged experiences at the same time.

SPEAKER_00 21:28

And it's kind of hard to explain.

Meeting The Mantid Being

Doors Of Light And Access

Inside The Library Of Light

Records, Karma, And Free Will

Alzheimer’s And Intention

SPEAKER_01 21:32

When I fell through the fog and became this the visage of this woman, and was fully aware and in sync with both the jaguar and the tiger, it seems like my soul splits and another vision is occurring at the same time. Now, from that second ceremony in the Amazon with all these lights, I had to this day never seen an extraterrestrial or multidimensional being, never just never experienced that type of thing except for the beings who made up the Great White Brotherhood who assisted in my first awakening. And again, if you're just listening, I'm putting the images up of these visions and beings. So in this second experience, when my eyes open, I am in a long gray hallway. And so I walk down this hallway, and the walls are semi-metallic slash earthen concrete, it's hard to explain. So anyway, I'm in this hallway, and I walk to the end of the hallway where it dead ends, and you can only go left, and so I walk left, and as I'm going down this other corridor, there's a wide opening on my right, and so when I get to that opening, it appears as though I am looking outside of a huge window, and that window is looking out into what appears to be space or some cosmos. Inside the room, it's very white, but over to the right of this semi-large room looks what appears to be floating panels of glass. But there are images on this glass which give the impression that these are different types of computer displays, and they're around the room. Operating these displays is a being, a creature that I could not make this shit up. But he was a tall being that looked like a standing praying mantis, the bug, a praying mantis. But this being was very tall, very tall. And he was dressed, he was dressed in a long, a long robe that was iridescent with greens and purples, and the the colors were shimmering. Now through this robe, this being had, you know, these two appendages that were very, very similar, if not the same, as what we see in the praying mantises here, but they were huge, and this being's body that you could see, like with his appendages and its head, this being glowed in emerald green. Now, in a 3D mental sense, I would have thought, and I was thinking this at the time, that I should be scared, but there was absolutely no fear. In fact, I felt so protected. The most protected I have felt, you know, I have suffered PTSD. This is the safest I had felt in all of my present experience. And so when I look over to this being and he looks back, it's like the very next scene is I am now a small child sitting in a lotus position with this mantis being, this mantid I found out later called a mantid, is standing behind me, and its appendages seem to be manipulating things around my head, and you had all these screens around with these different images and displays operating, and again, I felt no fear, but at this time I am a young child, and I had you know locks at the time, so small child, bright green eyes that were the same emerald green as this being, and as the woman's eyes any other vision, which were also the same as the eyes of the cats any other vision. Now, while this being is behind me, we go on a whole different journey, like he takes me to a whole different place, and what this place looked or felt like, or the best I could describe it, was we were transported by on or through a beam of light, and where this light landed, it branched off into eight other beams or pathways of light, and at the end of each of these pathways of light was a door of light, and in this experience, I asked, because I ask everything, where are we? And the communication was not verbal, and I can't even say it was just telepathic, it's like I felt the answers as I asked them, and the information was you are at the Akashic, and so I am then taken down one of the sections, one of the light paths to this doorway of light, and I am given the impression that this section is for the souls of the children of light. And again, if you're just listening, I've given a visual display as close as I could to this experience. And I know, I know this may sound wild, y'all, because it was, it is wild to me being the one who actually experienced this. And so this being, this mantis being takes me through that portal, and what is shared to this day stuns me, although it feels familiar, and so he takes me into what I could best describe as a library of light, but not in your typical sense, but I have to use typical sense to explain it to you. Again, remember this as above, so below, as within, so without. This is a library of many volumes, and I mean as far as light travels, there was no end to what I saw, and there were tables and cabinets that were of light, kind of like the glass that was in this vessel where this mantis beam transported us from. In these cabinets are the volumes of your, my, our stories and experiences, and not just ours alone, but different civilizations we lived in. I know this shit sounds crazy. But it's let me explain it this way, and I'm gonna be very blunt with you. I get information from spirit, that's just my life. Um, the best way to explain the Kashik Library to you with our present technology is the cloud. The cloud, the cloud of the internet. Now, in our cloud, you have the choice, it's your will, on what's uploaded and or downloaded from the cloud. That is the briefest visual I can give you of the Akashic Library. The difference is you don't have a choice of the results of what's in your volumes. Free will does come into place with this. And so, what what do your volumes have? They have every thought, every intention, every experience, every feeling that your soul has ever experienced in this life and in other past lives. It will also be recording the potentials of your future lives. Everything is not written, everything will be written, but as of right now, everything is not written. And I'm sorry, I'm not trying to get into the mystical part of it, I just want to get to the basic vision and understanding so you know, but I do feel or I'm being led to put some things in there. And so these are your personal records, your experiences. And not just your members collect. And since since I was a kid, I had had visions of places that I didn't understand. This place started to have put those pieces together because I saw the the the you know civilizations like La Maria, Atlantis, Avalon, Oslan. Places that felt so familiar to me. But this is what is in the Akashic Library, our collective cloud. But again, these are just visuals of a metaphysical concept, because again, you know, it is also that pool of reflections, and all of our ripples of all of our experiences go into this pool, and this is the pool that karma she swims in. That's why karma can be a beauty or a bitch, depending on your free will, and on free will. Let me let me say this: your will, your free will is the tool that pins what is written in your record, as ye sow, ye shall reap. And so that's why the story isn't written yet. And if you feel your story has been screwed up in the past, you have the ability to rewrite your story in whichever way you so choose. I'm sorry, again, I did not mean to get into all that, but you are responsible for what is written as your experience, as your story. This is where all your memories are. And and you know, I hate to do this, I I don't hate to do this. Let me just put this out there because I ask a lot of questions. Because the Akashic Library, the Akashic platform is a place of memory, and your free will and your intent are what describe these experiences and these memories and these choices, you know, things like that. And with someone whose mother is now suffering full-on Alzheimer's, and it's been a difficult journey, you know, as my mama. Um, I asked, you know, how does that play into what's determined in one's record? Because I didn't want my mom or anyone else going through this experience to be responsible for things that it didn't feel like they had any choice in. And so the response I got was and look, I'm not a doctor, I'm not diagnosing anything, I'm just sharing information from a metaphysical viewpoint that was shared with me. And it's that Alzheimer's is the thinning and then separation, the tearing of a tether between one's experience and the intention of one's experience. While they are experiencing here in a very primal manner, for lack of a better word, the intention is no longer being written against them on the record. And I literally just started questioning this in meditation before this, so I haven't had a full discourse uh with my spirit guides on this, but it's something I'm gonna look into because of what my mother is experiencing.

SPEAKER_00 36:51

Sorry for all that, but anyway, your free will, your intentions are the pen that write the story. And so it's up to you.

The Librarian Named Anok

Soul Scrolls Teased

Channeling As Lifelong Tune-In

Your Access Is Free

Memory, Karmic Scars, And Seeing

No Judgment, Only Recording

Closing Blessing

SPEAKER_01 37:04

And so back to the Akashic Library, uh this being, and this being's name is, and you've heard it in other episodes, Anok. And the impression I got in spelling that was A-N-O-H-K. And not that names are used, but for a 3D experience, this is how it was presented to me, that his name was Anok. And Anok was giving me this tour of this section of the Akashic Library, and it was just incredible things he showed me. So at one point, we were in front of this table of light, and it wasn't very wide, but it was very long-like, as far as light travels, is the best way to describe it. And so Another puts a scroll, or what appeared to be a scroll, like a paper scroll, on top of this table, and then rolls it out, and I mean it unrolls and unfolds all the way down. And he explains to I'm like, what is this? And he explains to me, this is a soul scroll, and I had never heard of anything close to this before, and I'm not going to explain the soul scroll here, that will be our next episode, but anyway, he so he shows me these soul scrolls, this soul scroll, and starts to interpret it for me and tells me what it is and things like that, and I will give you that revelation in the next episode, and so we leave this library of light back to, and I can't say we went back to the portal, but I do remember being in front of the portal and I said and me being nosy, what about the other passages? And I got the impression, not yet. So on this journey, I was only able to go into that particular section of the library, which dealt with the souls of the children of light. Apparently, the other passageways are experiences of other dimensions that I don't have access to. Now, me being a nosy, it's kind of like I can see glimpses, but not always understand what I'm seeing, and so a nock and I are back in this vessel that I can just describe as a spaceship, but it's not a spaceship, though I'm looking out at what looks like space, but I am physically sitting in a ceremony, but it reminds me of a lot of the verses, biblical verses where my spirit was caught up because I tell you that's exactly what it felt like, and again, while I am experiencing this with a knock, the other side of my soul, the yin, because this had to be the yang, the yin is this female, this badass, beautiful female who has this medicine with these big cats. I didn't understand why I was experiencing this type of experience. But again, after the ceremony, I share the part of my experience that involved the female, but not of this multidimensional being that I experienced, and so after that experience and over the last ten years, I started learning about channeling because this connection with a knock was never broken, and in fact, it turns out it was always there since my birth. Apparently, he had always been a presence, but had not come forth yet, you know. And the impression he he gives me is it was like an admirer in the background waiting for me to be ready before revealing themselves. And not even a secret admirer, just an admirer. Because it turns out a nock was the choreographer behind my path and things that were helping me. Now I had the choice to walk that path, and in the real, there are some times I turned my back and walked the other way in my ignorance or in fear, you know, and shit like that. And I started learning about this thing called channeling because the message I got at the end of that particular ayahuasca experience was that I was am a channel for this being, this personality, this multidimensional personality that is referred to as a knock. And again, at the time I knew nothing about channeling, and what I did know, I viewed it as evil, like demon possession. And being an introverted, shy person, it has taken me and takes me a lot of guts to share this particular experience, let alone to acknowledge that I am a channel for this being, who it turns out to be is the librarian of the Akashic Records, and so I am a channel for this being, however, I am not a channel in the selfsame manner as many of the other channels that are inhabited by their being, and then sharing that information, my seeing capabilities and being and being an empath, it's like the station is always on, this radio station is always on, and I am always tuned in to this. Now, it does come in phases, and it seems to follow the phases of the moon, so sometimes it dissipates, and so and then oh my god, on other times the information is just flooding to where I'm not gonna say it's overwhelming because I'm kind of used to it now, but it's just a lot, and it's information that I'm like, what why do I need to know that? And I mean, just incredible, incredible things, you know, for individuals, for groups of individuals, for societies, you know, possibilities and things like that. And this is gonna sound weird. You two, we too, every soul has access to the Akashic Library and know this as above, so below, as within, so without. I have never had to pay for library access. Every library card I've ever had has been free. Access, your soul's access to your records is free. Now I can't sit here and say, I know how you can get there or how you can experience it. But what I'm getting is your soul, our souls never forget. And so, you know, think of times in your life. Did you ever say see someone that just felt familiar, you didn't know how you knew them? Or did you ever watch a film or a video where another culture felt very familiar to you, or some type of music brought a comfort or familiarity to you? And I mean, there are different ways that this could play out. I'm just trying to do wide breaststrokes, but there are times there has to be, because it's happened with everyone I've spoken to. There are times that your soul glimpses its reflection in the pool of reflections and sees and remembers. Your soul has those memories, it never forgets. It never forgets the scarring it went through. And though some of those scars may have been mended before this particular in you know incarnation, the soul never forgets, and sometimes due to karmic debt or even blessing, we have to relive those things or be re-blessed, those things. And again, I'm not trying to get very metaphysical on you, but this is how this is how it is in the Akashic Library. I get all this information and read souls, and it's it's a beautiful thing, though it's an invasive thing, because the eyes are the window to the soul, and that experience with a knock helped me to understand why I was getting the information I was getting, receiving when I would look into people's eyes. Some people's eyes and so that is an introduction to the Akashic Library. Now, again, these are things I never ever intended to share. I never thought I would have to share it. I never saw myself as a channeler, particularly when I started learning what channelers were. Um, and I know it sounds wild, and I understand it, and I'm not even telling you to believe it. I can understand if you don't, particularly if these are very new concepts to you. But know this: your soul has been inscribing its inscriptions in the Akashic Library, in every life you've lived, in every experience you've had, in every path you have journeyed, in every emotion you have felt, in every intent and action or lack thereof that your soul has taken. And it's not a place of judgment, it's just a place of recording. And and just to put out there, akashic, the word akash is a is an ancient Sanskrit word which means the sky or space or the ether. And so this is your ethereal celestial record. Remember, this human experience you're in right now is a temporary experience. This body you have is just cloaking the experience of the soul, and so it's temporary, but all those things are recorded in the heart of your soul, and so until then, think deeply, see clearly, and journey well, my beloved. I love you. I love you. I love you.