Soul Scrolls

What if the most controversial book in your life was never meant to police you, but to guide your return to the light you started from? We open the Akashic doors to explore “Soul Scrolls” and trace the patterns of reincarnation, karma, dharma and generational echoes hidden inside scripture, Indigenous wisdom, and a multi-dimensional sense of time.
 
 I share the winding path from religious text to indigenous cultures to ancient wisdoms to uncover the mysteries that have caused many to forget, and forgo, who wereally are and the consequences of that missing information.  We uncover the possibilities and patterns of reincarnation..

Along the way, we talk about why old souls feel allergic to systems that demand forgetting, how your eyes give away your scroll, and why certain people feel like déjà vu wearing a different face.

Akashic Library as a record of soul journeys

Bible as mystical map, not religious rulebook

Dharma and karma balancing across lives

Generations and Matrilineal lineages

Karmic completion arc

Mayan short count & long count time keepers

Practical pattern-tracking for personal karma

Soul memory, old souls, and healing the tether

 If you’ve felt the quiet tug of a language you never learned, or grief for a place you’ve never been, your soul is already remembering. Listen in to decode patterns, test ideas with objectivity, and start writing kinder lines on your own scroll. If this sparked something - share it with a friend, subscribe for the next chapter on direct reincarnation experiences, and leave a review with the one question this conversation won’t let you drop.

Transcript

What The Akashic Library Holds

Leaving Religion, Seeking Objectivity

Sedona, Spirit Art, And Seven Fires

Whale Nations And The Medicine Wheel

Peru, Plant Teachers, And Breadcrumbs

Meeting The Guide And The Scroll

Beyond Dogma: Mystical Bible

Reincarnation In Scripture: Elias And John

Dharma, Karma, And Mirrored Fates

Seven Generations And Lineage Keys

Matrilineal Lines And David To Jesus

Innocence, Debt, And The Light Body

Mayan Calendar: Short And Long Count

A Roadmap For Every Soul

Decoding The Red Letters

Breaking The Code Of Rebirth

Remembering: Your Soul Never Forgets

Love, Mirrors, And Karmic Debts

Next: Direct Reincarnation Stories

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Welcome back to the Sears Light Podcast. My name is Amani Najee, and let's get right into it. So in today we're going to talk about Soul Scrolls. And if you hadn't heard the last episode on my introduction to the Akashic Library or the Library of Light, I would suggest you listen to that first so you can fully understand this episode. But a brief summation of the Akashic Library in last episode. The Akashic Library is where the records of your soul and its journeys and its lives and experiences and emotions and soul contracts and all those things, the Akashic Library or the Library of Light is where this information is stored. And if you remember the tour that I went on at the Akashic Library, during that tour, my tour guide Annoch uh wrote out this scroll on this long table of light and described what this thing was to my shock. But in order to understand this particular soul scroll, I need to take you on my journey, which gave me the keys or the breadcrumbs to understanding this revelation that was given to me about soul scrolls. If you remember, I was born and raised very, very conservative Christian in the Pentecostal Apostolic Movement, and my upbringing was so steeped in religion that you know I went to Bible college and graduated salutatorian. I smuggled Bibles into a communist country at the threat of imprisonment or death. Um, and so you know, I was the missions director at my church, I taught new life and discipleship to new converts. And so for the first what 28 years of my life, nothing but the church or the Christian religion. And so I was very invested. Now, with my parents being Christian, my father being a professional gospel singer and a minister himself, you know, this was just my life. And I took the Bible very literal, although since the age of 16, I would ask a lot of questions. So, you know, pushing ahead later on my journey when I quote unquote dropped the Bible to seek other spiritual endeavors, it got to the point where I wrote my father a letter kind of just saying, you know, this is no longer my belief, and the Bible, you know, full of shit and all this kind of stuff. Very bold letter. And then from that, I started to get into other type things. Now, during this journey, I had a sergeant who was a homicide detective who taught me whenever you investigate anything, you must do it objectively. If not, you will prejudice whatever you are investigating. And this is while I was a Christian, but it was something that stuck with me throughout my law enforcement career and any and everything I researched. I've always tried to approach it objectively. So I get rid of religion, I get rid of, or I get rid of the Christian religion I was raised in, and I start to delve into other philosophies: Islam, santeria, Buddhism, uh the love and light new age movement, you know, things like that, symbology. And all through this, I am learning different things that at the time I had no idea where this path was leading. And at some point, I was led to a place called Sedona, Arizona, where I accidentally, I guess, walked into this art gallery called the Bear Cloud Gallery. When I walked in and saw these spirit paintings, and I'll say this: if you've never seen a spirit painting and you're ever in Sedona, Arizona, there's a place called the Bear Cloud Gallery. Go to it. Well, the first time I go to this place, my life has changed. And as I'm going through this, and this is just observing art, and during this period, I noticed that this man has written a book. I end up buying this book called Seven Fires, though I don't understand why I'm buying it. That's why I read that book, and this is one of those breadcrumbs or keys I needed to find, although I was unaware at the time why I needed it. In December of 2011, I experienced my first scrying incident, and this happened to be an animal scrying incident with a blue whale, and at some point I'll explain that entire experience, but I need to summarize it just for what we're discussing today. The incident or the experience I had with this blue whale, and I came away with the name NASHA in a SCHA for this whale. Coming away from that experience, I had this knowledge, this information of the medicine whale that many Native American tribes utilize. Now, full disclosure, my father's mother was Native American. On the one side, she was Choctaw and Scottish, and on the other side, she was Saponi and Catawba. So she was native. But it was something I had never really delved into because basically in my family, religion was so prevalent that nothing else mattered, whether it was your heritage, race, things like this. And so I come back from that experience with this whale person and this thing called the medicine whale, which turns out to be the major symbol of many of my grandmother's tribes. Um, and I was unaware of this, and I had just had this experience with this blue whale who, and it may sound weird to some of you guys if you're unaware of indigenous cultures and mindsets, but she introduced me to what was called the whale nations. And at the time I had no idea of the two-legged, four-legged, finned nations, whale nations, bird nations. It was it was a learning curve I had to get through. So by this time I have this book, Seven Fires, and now I have this whale experience that introduces me to the medicine wheel. And at the time I knew absolutely nothing about medicine wheels, it was just these things that were being presented to me on my journey. So later on, I go to Peru, and I shared one of my ayahuasca experiences there, though there were other experiences that I experienced in Peru, not just with ayahuasca or San Pedro, but people I met over there. Um, just there were amazing things that presented these breadcrumbs. Now I wasn't aware at the time that this was all leading to a particular experience, and that was the experience of this soul scroll. And so if you remember, by this time I had thrown religious texts out of my journey that included the Bible, Qur'an, um, the the Mahabharata, the Bhagavad Gita, you know, all the things I had physically read and researched, I had kind of put them to the side for more internal tutorship. So now I'm on this ayahuasca journey taking this tour of the Akashic Library. This guide throws out or rolls out this long scroll, and I'm nosy, I'm always asking questions. What is this? And he says, a soul scroll, and then starts, and I'm like, What is a soul scroll? And he shares with me what this soul scroll is, why this soul scroll is, and the intention of this soul scroll. Now, before I go there, I need you to know that this podcast and what I'm gonna present to you has absolutely nothing to do with religious dogma, religious organizations, religious teachings, none of that bullshit. In fact, when I was a Christian, I used to debate people of other faiths, and I mean I would go to Baptist churches, Catholic priests, and even people my own belief system, and have these debates. So look, debating faith is a fool's folly. I've never seen it work towards anybody. Discussion, yes, debate, never an argument, never. So know this. I'm not here to prove anything to you, I'm not here to diminish your belief or whatever path you are on in whatever religion you choose, but I also wanted to speak to those who have no religion and believe in nothing because this is for you too. And while I understand the people who believe the things they do believe, I also understand the people who do not believe, and I say all that to say this the soul scroll that a knock, this manted being showed me was what we call the Holy Bible, and at this time I wanted nothing to do with what I considered the big lie, and yet he showed it to me and revealed it, some of its secrets to me, nonetheless. And know this, and again, this is not religious, the Bible is a mystical writing, not a religious writing. That writing was placed into a vault that we call religion, and then we started worshiping the vault instead of the treasures inside, and my path and studying this thing as a Christian and then leaving it alone, and then getting all these keys on this journey made me make a full circle back to it, but not in a religious way. In fact, I would be as bold to say this if I had known then what I know now, I would have never been in a Christian religion based on biblical text because that was not the intent of the Bible. Another thing that Anok did is he used, this sounds sound wild, the King James Version of the Bible. And by this time, I had already studied other Bibles, the Ethiopian Bible, the Lamsa Bible, more accurate writings. And I asked, why this piece of crap? Because if you understand the origin of the actual KJV, it might surprise you. And the answer I got was this is the most intentionally simplistic and flawed interpretation of ancient scripture, and yet the mysteries that he shared with me still popped out. So that basically, if you can find it in this crude interpretation, then imagine how much easier it is to find or be revealed in those that are more fully interpretative. For instance, in the KJV, there is no book of Enoch. You go into the Ethiopian Bible, there's a whole lot more writings in there that was intentionally left out of what we consider the King James Version. This was intentional, and yet, even in his intentional foolishness, the path was made clear. And so this is what Anok showed me. One of the things that Anok showed me concerning the Bible and our past lives. Now, if you've watched or heard any of my other episodes, I've had this condition since I was a child that when I look into the eyes of some people, I receive a lot of information, and a lot of that information in retrospect were scenes of their past lives. Lives that I was involved in, and lives that I was not involved in. Being born and raised in a religion where reincarnation is anathema used to be a difficult thing. Because when I had these visions, I didn't know anything about past lives. In my life, it was death, burial, resurrection, which is reincarnation, and I'll show you how Anak showed me. But in order for me to understand it, I needed these keys that were introduced to me in some of the most obscure and magical ways that if I hadn't had those experiences, I would still be kicking against the pricks. So with that said, reincarnation is a major theme in the Bible. And look, the Bible has many mysteries or mystical messages. I'm gonna strictly use this part of the message because we could have a whole podcast simply on things that I've learned from the other side concerning what the Bible is, but I need to keep it short because I'm trying to keep my episode short, and so I'm gonna just give you wide brush strokes of what this spirit being showed me, why he showed me, and how it all came together. So he started with John the Baptist, and if you know in the Bible there are these verses that say, Let he that hath an ear hear, and all my life I have listened to a lot of misleadings in the pulpits from those who claim to have ears to hear but and heard shit. And so this is where Knox started with those particular verses. And I would like to start with the one about John the Baptist. And when John the Baptist died, you know, they came at Jesus talking about, hey, what about John? And he's saying, you know, among women there has never been one greater than John the Baptist, and yet the least among them in heaven is greater than he was here. I was like, uh, what does that mean? And Jesus takes it further and says, If you would just believe he is Elias, or which is the Greek name for Elijah. Now, we can get on the whole debate on who wrote what, when, where, why, how, and all that kind of stuff. This is not that. I need to use what I call the most dumbest down Bible, the KJV, to show you a roadmap to your own soul. And so Jesus said, This is if you just believe is Elijah, is Elias. And this is a scripture I had never understood. I had heard interpretations of it, and it just didn't feel right. And so a knock opens this visage of how this worked. Well then, who is Elias? Who is this Elijah? Well, Old Testament. Elijah was a prophet who went, who had this challenge against the queen's priests. It says that Elijah took the sword to them, which historically speaking means beheaded them. This is just basic, plain Bible history. And then Makin says, What do you think this means? I don't know. Jesus said, This is Elijah. Elijah, a prophet, went against the queen's priest, and when they lost, he beheaded them. And so he goes, Elijah and John. And he put like a side-by-side comparison to them. Prophet over here, priest over here. This prophet battled these priests. This queen's priest. This priest was in a battle with the queen. This prophet beheaded these priests. This queen beheaded this priest. Dharma was the role that this soul carried, which was medicine or being a prophet or being a seer, whatever you want to describe it, that was a dharma of this soul. And because of what that soul did then, karma had to return the balance here. So if you beheaded over here, you're gonna be beheaded over here. And so the part where Jesus says the least in the kingdom of heaven is greater than him, meaning that no matter what your status is, you got some karmic shit to deal with. At some point, and I'm not even talking about this journey, I remember when I was doing readings, and I remember this month one lady came in, and when I discussed her karma, she's like, What karma? I don't have karma. No matter how self-righteous someone thinks they are, we all have karma to deal with. Even the holy ones that return, the sages, the masters, have karma. Well, this came out also in this vision with Anak, because after he has stunned me with how John the Baptist was the reincarnation of Elijah and how Dharma and karma played into it, he then shows me the main focus of the Bible. Now, to those in religion and to those who are who have no religion or consider yourself atheists or believers, this is what I'm told to tell you. None of that shit matters. Whether you believe or disbelieve, the information is still the same, and that there is a reason that these scriptures have lasted for so long and made such an impact, although they have been presented wrong globally, generally, and so it was for this reason that Nox said, This is what this is, and this is what this is for. So, I now have knowledge of this thing called seven fires. At the same time, I am learning of the Negative American teachings of seven generations, it's in my grandmother's culture, it's in biblical cultures, it's in many Hindu references of this seven generational thing. And at the time I didn't understand that, you know, in Native American culture, the mindset and the philosophy behind it was whatever you do now affects the next seven generations, and I can't say I fully understood that. I didn't understand how it played into the cosmic dilemma. And then Anot showed me. Let me say this. When I was a kid in Sunday school and we had to read the Bible, the teacher, the Sunday school teacher would go around and okay, read this, read that, yada yay, yada, read that scripture, this scripture. And I remember by the time I was saying maybe 12, it seemed like every time I was called on, I was reading the lineage of Jesus. Cause this dude begat that person, and they begat whomever, you know, and then their great-grandmother's daddy's brother begat this dude over here, and then this woman. And I always wonder why is this important? And this stuck out in my mind for for years. Um, I just never understood it. And again, doesn't matter if you believe in anything biblical or not, or if you believe it and take it literal. If you take it literal, research. And if you don't, I I do understand it because the Bible has been used as a sword to cut a lot of wrists. I've cut my wrist with the Bible blade many times. Of you know, we've practiced self-mutilation, self-judgment in the Bible, and Anak was like, enough of that bullshit. And so he shows me the lineage of Jesus, why it's there, but what we missed, and yet Jesus is spilling all these secrets. But at the same time, he had to explain to me, and and I'm just gonna keep it real. A lot of people don't like to hear accurate history, but let's keep it real. The truth shall set you free. And historically speaking, Christianity has done more damage than it has good. Let's just keep it real. I needed the keys from other cultures, whether it was Native American culture, Mayan culture, because the Mayan culture plays into this too. Their calendar plays into this too, because Anak had to show me magic, the magic in the Mayan calendar in a whole different way that I hadn't seen. And I'll share that too because it goes with this soul scroll. And so, Christianity has destroyed many of the cultures that held the keys to understanding the scriptures that they were putting forth. Prime example. North American indigenous cultures in comparison to the words in red in the Bible. These cultures live this these red letter ways naturally, being at one with nature, consider the lilies of the field, being at one with the animals, consider the robins of the sky, you know, the birds of the sky. These cultures live like that while this culture came and destroyed the culture they were kind of preaching, and so we understand colonization and what it did. My journey was or this treasure hunt that that I was being led on was to collect those keys to help at least me understand. Now, Enoch is telling me, follow the road map. I have read The Genealogy of Jesus all my life, not knowing why it was there. And so Enoch says, You need to trace this. So I go back to my objectivity that I've been taught from a homicide detective on how to apply things, so that I'm not applying it within the cage and the confines of the religious concepts that I was born, raised, and used to teach andor preach. And so, to make a long story short, it comes down to this if you go back every seven fires or every seven generation of Jesus' maternal line, which brought me to why the maternal line, because I came from a religion that was very patriarchal, and this is where divine comment comes in because he's like, Well, if he's the son of God who impregnated Mary, he has no paternal line. So for a patriarchal system to try and make Jesus a patriarchal figure from a maternal line is is ludicrous. And I say, and part of this was becoming familiar with my grandmother's heritages of the Saponi, the Catauba, the Choctaw, which are all, at least to my knowledge, of when I research matrilineal lineages. Something I was not used to. It was always about the man, and the woman came from the man. Again, we'll get into that because the Adam and Eve story is the foundation of much ignorance. This ain't that subject though, right now. And so he says, trace his line. And so I started to trace line. This is all in the vision, but then I did research afterwards, and this is an extensive study. So if you trace Jesus' lineage, his matriarchal lineage, every seven generations, every seventh generation is an incarnation of that same soul. Seven fires. Seven generations. What comes around goes around. What you reap, you will sow, and the and the message was by your seventh incarnation, you are going to reap everything you sowed. Somehow, and I'm not saying indigenous cultures knew about reincarnation or saw it in that vernacular, but somehow they knew whatever we do now, the seventh generation's gonna suffer it. I'm not sure if they knew that they would be the bodies or the souls incorporating the bodies in that seventh generation. So I started digging back in seven generations and seven generations, and it came to David, all the way back to Abraham, and if he kept going, it went all the way back to God. And the message was this is a circular journey. Colonization came to different societies that lived in within the circle of life and flatlined it with a timeline. When nature, indigenous cultures, ancient cultures, always lived circular because that is nature. But I need to use a timeline to explain this, although the journey of this soul that we call Jesus is circular, so it came back that this soul that was King David, that was Abraham, was all the same soul reaping the rewards or the curses that it implanted or sowed in that life. And so I said, I don't get it. If the message of Jesus was innocence had to die, why did he die if he was innocent? Again, in the mindset of religiosity, and the answer was so simple that it was stupid. He goes, Because, as King David, he killed an innocent in Uriah, he had to die as an innocent, and that this whole journey, this last incarnation, was the completion of this soul's journey, so that the next time you see this soul, it's already in its light body or its glorified body, which is the body that we are all to return to. If you remember, Adam and Eve had different bodies or realizations before they quote unquote disobeyed, and they realized we are naked. They went from a light body to this third-dimension body, and this whole journey is for each of us to return to our light bodies, and the stories of Jesus, the generational stories of this particular soul that culminated in this parable that we call Jesus was the culmination of the soul's journey, to which then the Mayan calendar came in. Long count, short count. Hey, now look, I am not really in astrology um or astronomy, I'm definitely not into math, and I didn't know a lot about Mayan culture, you know. Being in San Diego, you're around Mayans and Aztecs all the time. So it's there, but I never researched it, and it was sure that and and to the Mayan culture, I mean no offense when I say this, because I am not sure how far your wisdom and knowledge is being practiced, how deep it went, or what it has suffered through colonization, and I don't and I mean no disrespect to the magic and the power that you guys created in this Mayan calendar, but it was shared with me that the long count and the short count were different reflections of the same journey. Short count was a generational reflection of the physical journey, while the long count is the generation of the soul. Short count, physical generations, long count, celestial generations. In fact, when he was when an okay sharing with me the Mayan calendar, he was showing me that the Mayan calendar is an example of a multidimensional galactic clock, not just in it measures so many different aspects of time that it would take me lifetimes to understand the completion or the complete wisdom that's behind just the Mayan calendar, let alone the Bible. But it turns out that the Bible, that this particular message of mysticism in the Bible, is a roadmap of each and every incarnated soul that's experiencing things on earth. A reflection of the journey your soul is going through. So let's take it back where he was king, where he was slave, where he was servant, where he was humble, where he was prideful. We are all going through these journeys, and whatever we sow, we reap. And by the time Jesus was born, and the letters in red, and again, nobody knows who wrote Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. We know it wasn't a we know it wasn't, well, they say that Paul might have written, also he wrote Acts that he might have written Luke. But we know that these are Greek writings and Greek names using Greek languages, so we know they were not actual Jews, and again, that is a discussion for a whole nother episode. But these things have been presented over the last 2,000 years for a purpose. I can't even say 2,000 years, but all these scriptures over time have been a compilation of the journey of this particular soul for the sole purpose to show each of us the journey that we're on. Reincarnation is a mainstay in the Bible. Let he, let they that have ears, hear. Let him hear. This prophet beheaded priest, the queen's priest, this priest was beheaded by the queen. This king murdered an innocent. Now this servant, who people claim was a king, had to be innocence murder, tit for tat, eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth, what comes around goes around. What you sow, you shall reap. This is one of the main stories of your soul, and all these, and and and the soul scroll, like the Bible, and there are other ones out there, and so the soul scroll is a summary, a summation of in this particular case, the journey that is the soul that was Jesus. The readings I used to do were soul scroll. I would read a person's soul like a soul scroll, not every single word, life, deed, emotion, but it was like when I read them, a scroll was rolled out, and I was able to share information about their journey with them, and a lot of it comes from your own mouths. You see, your soul has never forgotten anything, and your soul is aware of its eternal journey. It is our minds that have been disconnected from source, and a lot of that is, I hate to say it, religion. Because when you were a child, you still had a lot more connection to it, but then those connections, those tethers were severed by the misinformation we have received, and not just religion, but through our societies, our superstitions, our politics, our systems of education have been cutting necessary cords that shouldn't have been cut. But now we are in phases of our lives in the evolution of this world where those tethers and that connection to the other side is for people like me being mended, and for this generation that's being born never being cut. Have you noticed the ancient souls, the the this generation? Many of them just old souls whose souls never forgot. They came back and was like, nah, I'm not down with that bullshit. And so they have come in an evolved atmosphere of their soul. That's why the world's changing, and so just you know, I know there are many messages and many missions we can pick out of the Bible. This is the one that I was that was revealed to me, that made me go back and read and research not in the slavery of religion, but as a one riding on the hill, looking down at it, and not always up. And when you see, when you back up and you see the big picture, and it's a message to your soul that this whole journey is your soul's return to its source. Because again, if you go all the way back to the beginning, that soul started as God and ended as God in revelation from generation to revelation, generation to revelation is a summarized journey of every single incarnate soul on the body, and this message of death, burial, and we're gonna be kicking it with this dude who's sitting on a love seat in heaven like a man with his son sitting behind beside him and a dove flying over him. It's bullshit, it's bullshit. The Bible means much more, much, much more than religion ever gave it credit for. I mean, why do you think a lot of these religions don't even follow their own writings? Go figure. But the Bible is a map of your soul to break the code of how we're reincarnated, when we're reincarnated, when we face the blessings and or deaths of the things that we have sown. And so I said all that to say this. One, the Bible is a soul scroll, not a religious book. It's just been something that people have forged into a sword to cut others to pieces, when the intention of it was it was a steak knife to cut meat, to feed us, instead of cut us, and that this soul scroll is merely a reflection of my journey, of your journey, and the culmination of what you reap, you will sow an eye for an eye. I know that's something that's hard to hear. It was hard for me to learn. If you want to beat the system of karma, do unto others as you would have them do. I know that shit ain't easy because I'm not a turn the other cheek kind of dude. You come in like and and and actually when you get into the research of what that scripture meant, it actually didn't mean turn the other cheek and let somebody square off on you again. That's some punk behavior. But it was presented that way to cause certain societies not to fight against the repressors. Go figure. But love, love one another, because again, that namaste effect, every single person that you come across, whether you like them or not, is a reflection and a teacher in some way, shape, or form, and not just in this life, but more than likely in your other lives, and so listen to your soul. Start looking into those things that just feel familiar to your soul, whether it's another culture, another language, music, food, it doesn't matter. It's vast what your soul remembers. Look, you guys, we are all reflections of one another in one shape or form. Love each other. I know it's hard and it's their time, but once we start recognizing that that person you probably hate, you used to be. Or if you're the person that hates, you're gonna be. You know, it it kind of puts a beautiful mirror in front of us. And I'm not saying the picture is always beautiful because it helped me to understand some of the monstrosities I've had to endure in this life that were my karmic debts. You know, and those are some hard lessons. So listen to your soul, it never forgets, and try and do so objectively. You know, there are times when I would get visions or thoughts or whatever, and I'd be like, why is that there? And shut it out. When I got into the point of investigating it, it was just echoes from another, from another experience, from another life, from another culture, from another society, from another world, from another incarnation. And it's something we all go through and experience. These again are just clues of your soul remembering. In our next episode, I'm gonna share with you actual reincarnation experiences. And I know reincarnation is a hard thing to grasp if you're in a particular religion, but I and for those who don't even understand that that aren't in religion, I wouldn't make it easy for you because it's it's my most profound gift, if you want to call it a gift or curse, whatever, it is my most profound, um, and it took a lot of scars to understand it. But once I did, my life became a beautiful testimony instead of the bullshit I lived before. So until then, think deeply, see clearly, and journey. Love it.