E79 Michael: From Survival Mode to Creator Mode — How Men Can Release Fear, Regulate the Nervous System & Embody Sacred Masculine Purpose

Michael Abramson opens this raw and powerful solo episode from the middle of one of the most challenging weeks he and Rev. HoniB have faced... coming home from five extraordinary days of Ministry in Florida, leading a sacred Divine Masculine circle in Siesta Key, driving a thousand miles home, only to walk into an apartment flooded by a leaking hot water tank. Gas shut off. Hot water gone. Contractors, plumbers, drywall crews. And from that exact place of disruption, Michael asks the question that has been reshaping everything for him and for the men he serves: What happens if you are no longer here merely to survive Life... but to consciously create it?

In this episode:

∙ The Real story of what happened when Michael came home from Florida to a flooded apartment and how it pushed him straight back into survival mode ∙ What survival mode actually looks like in the body... fear, scarcity, hypervigilance, a dysregulated nervous system running the show ∙ The shift from survival into Creator mode and what that means for the sacred masculine ∙ How childhood conditioning, people pleasing, and seeking outside approval trained men to live in fight or flight ∙ The old caveman programming... performance identity, emotional suppression, fear of failure, fear of abandonment, fear of rejection ∙ How to transmute those old patterns through daily cleansing, clearing, and purification so your greatest prosperity can move through ∙ What happens when you stop trying to fight and fix everything and instead pause, breathe, embrace, and surrender to the Divine ∙ The curveball teaching... what if every challenge is not working against you but setting you up to walk in your greatest form? ∙ Faith as the surrendering of fear, Divine timing as the release of impatience, and embodiment as the vessel through which the Creator moves ∙ EXCITING NEWS... after six months of facilitating the Conscious Evolved Men Circle online, starting June, new guest leaders and sacred teachers will be bringing their own God given wisdom into the circles ∙ How to connect with the Ascension Alchemists™ ministry... celebration circles, embodiment meditations, mentorships, prayer circles, and the True Prosperous Living Mentorship

What happens if everything that is coming up is on its way out... and everything that was pushing you to survive is now dissolving so the full creation of who you are can evolve into the greatest, fullest version that you already are? 🌹

Transcript

Welcome And A Week Of Chaos

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Welcome to the Ascension Alchemist Podcasts. This is your host, Michael Abramson, and I'm excited to present my solo episode today for what a week it has been. How are you guys doing today? And how's everything treating you? Because wow, it has been a topsy turby week. As many of you know that have been following us, we are actually having our hot water tank being replaced because it leaked while I was in Florida. An amazing journey were literally to come home after spending a very powerful five days in Florida where I had the opportunity to lead a sacred divine masculine circle and siesta key seating our God's gifts, then to pack everything up, drive a thousand miles, and come home to an apartment that the hot water heater tank was dripping and it created quite the catastrophe for our apartment. And that's where I start today because I feel like when I work with men, when I work with individuals, there's this powerful sequence that I feel many of us are shifting and transforming out

Survival Mode Versus Creator Mode

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of. And that is moving from survival mode into creator mode. I'd like to ask everyone what happens if you were to wake up and you were to express to yourself that I am no longer here merely to survive life. I am here to consciously create it. For I truly believe we are conscious creators and we're moving out of this fight or flight survival mode, which we all know is a dysregulated nervous system. And boy, has my nervous system been quite dysregulated this week because if it hasn't been plumber's drywall, and every other contractor coming into this apartment, it really brought the feeling in the story of like, wow, what happens when we live in this survival mode? When we live in this state of fear or scarcity or hyperviligence. And then as a man, starting to move into this creator role, this sacred masculine, where it becomes leading with intention instead of reaction. Instead of feeling trapped in pressure or obligation from that survival mode, it becomes more of that emotional presence and spiritually connected. Because I know in the survival mode, I recognize in my life, when moving through, and especially working with men, it's been wonderful to see how we can start to transform what we've naturally been taught and then reclaim what we naturally are. And I remember growing up and having this sensation of always wanting to fit in, want to seek approval from the outside, people please. And I've realized how exhausting it can really be, and how it really dysregulates the nervous system because it's an ultimate distraction when you look at it. You know, we're disconnected from our purpose, from God, and from our heart when we're in this survival mode. And it's it interesting how society almost trains us because when we look outwardly, everything seems to be unsafe. Or there always seems to be some type of stimulation. Yet I truly believe in what has been really fascinating is I feel right now we're stepping into our creator mode. We're stepping into our God Essen mode, we're stepping into what I find is the truest and most authentic expression of ourselves. And it's been something I've been so passionate in sharing, especially with the men, that not only do I work with in person, one-on-one mentorship, transformational healing sessions, men's circles, but also working in groups. And it's been so exciting to work with other men and just feel the resonance of how many of us are shifting

Reclaiming Sacred Masculine Leadership

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out of this what I call caveman, old-conditioned survival mode. Where we're literally just living in this fear, scarcity, and this consciousness of lack in limitation. And it's been ingrained within us that I've recognized in our ancestry, in our society, and in generations. And so today I just like to explore and just share what it is when we can move from survival into creation and move into our divine self and how we can do that, because I feel it really is impactful to have this conversation of what it means to live in alignment, because our creator mode is a state of our natural God-given presence. And that God-given presence is here to what I feel bring forth the greatest gifts. One area I'm very excited about, these greatest gifts that I'm really, really looking forward to is after six months of facilitating Conscious of All Men group online gatherings, this June in one month, I will be now inviting leaders, sacred teachers, masters of their own craft to bring forth their own wisdom on these circles so that they can share from a creator's view of how they can impact and bring forth greater, amazing wisdom and energy to this world. So, for those men that are listening, or those women that would like to share this to their sacred brothers, fathers, sons, and cousins, I'm really, really looking forward to bringing forth these men because I feel the new leaders and new creators are stepping forward. And what we're

New Voices Joining Men’s Circles

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really noticing is we're starting to become aware that this survival mode is now starting to transition and move out of because it really becomes that awareness of living in the presence, living in a place where we feel safe and secure because when we tap into our true essence, our God Almighty presence, then we see how we're actually completely one with everything, and that nothing has to pull us into lack or limitation. And it's been a journey, I'll tell you, a journey for myself to move from this. And as I work with dear friends and clients, I've just been watching to see how there's just been this cleansing process, this clearing process, this purification of really having the greatest awareness of this transitional phase. And almost like we have to see all these pieces of us that no longer serve so that we can then embody what we're here to do. And I feel like part of it is for me, when looking at this survival mode, it's

Clearing Fear Conditioning And Scarcity

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really transmuting these old childhood conditioning or the pressures of society looming, you know, the performance identity, the emotional suppressions, even the fears of failure, the fear of abandonment, the fear of rejection. It's like really looking at the pieces or obstructions within myself, and then cleansing, clearing, purifying so that my great prosperity can move through. And that prosperity, I believe, is here for all of us to fully live in our highest and greatest good. We just spoke about that today. For those that are interested in our prosperity living mentorship, we do that once a month, and you can easily register at info at ascensionalchemist.com. It's a great mentorship that honey and I teach. And I feel as we move out of the survival into creator, we're actually moving into our infinite, abundant state because that's what we came here to do. Yet it's interesting because the outer world doesn't quite reflect that. So it's been a journey to really feel, visualize, and see that as the true reality. And then what becomes the journey is live it in the current circumstances. And right now, I'll have to tell you, it's been quite a bit of a bumpy ride. Because you can only imagine, I feel like I'm living survival mode because when your hot water shut off, your gas is shut off, your basic living conditions are taken away, then all of a sudden it puts you into this mode of like, okay, what do I got to do next to make sure that all my basic living resources are aligned when somehow they're yanked away from you from a hot water tank? Now I understand back in the day when we were cavemen, that was part of our living. Yet I do feel that when we recognize our divine self and our God-given right is here to be fully embodied, it's now peeling off those lack and limitations so that we can remember who we are and what we're here to do. And that's what excites me when really starting to remember that we're not here to just fully live what society and the world has taught us. We're here to move into what I feel is our greater God essence and embody it. And embodying this, I truly feel this is what we are anchoring right now. And as we anchor it, it gives us the ability then to share it, to teach it, and to help others move through it. And

Curveballs Pause Breathe Surrender

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one area that I've been really noticing, and maybe some viewers can resonate with this, is it almost seems like as the shift of moving from survival into creator, it's almost like the greatest challenges or the greatest conflicts seem to arise in the moment that catches you off guard. It almost surprises you as life's little mystery to see how you're going to choose to react or respond. And so, one of the areas that I've been working on personally is what happens if it's not so much of what's happening is the greater purpose, is the choice of how to choose to move through it. You know, fight or flight is something that we've been conditioned with. But what happens if we embrace and surrender and that becomes our natural way? Working with many men, I've discovered that a lot of us have just been brought as Mr. Fixers. We want to fight it, we want to demolish it, and we want to have it all done within a day. And on top of it, we don't want to let go of the hurt or pain because somehow once we receive it, we're still moving through it in a way that our emotional body hasn't quite dissolved it. So what would happen if then we just stop, pause, breathe, embrace, and know that our divine is already taking care of it because once we call upon our creator nature, once we call upon divine, once we allow ourselves to embody it, then everything else starts to dissolve. And that's what I feel right now is happening to many of us is we're connecting into a way of energy, embodiment, and alignment like we have never done before in this world. And as we do it, the great masters that are here, I believe, we're getting challenged to see how we can move through life's greatest curveballs. And what I say about curveballs is when you can really see that life is not working against you, but it's setting up for you to move in your greatest form as a path to show others, then what happens if the lesson becomes or the mastery becomes everything that I'm actually feeling is an embodiment of who I'm becoming. And the more I become, creates the pathway for which everything is going to be shown. And each step is actually a stepping stone of the challenge that actually gives the gift and the blessing that has been placed before you.

Faith Vision And Divine Timing

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Because really, in this transitional mode from survival to creator, what happens if everything is happening in a way that's reminding you, me, of who we really are? And as it starts to evolve deeper and stretch us greater, then we get to dive deeper into what God has given us. And to me, I feel like God has given us this huge, amazing, powerful gift that we get to bless upon each and every being that we're here. You know, I feel in this shift, in this movement of creator from survival, we're seeing that it requires a vision, it requires us to see and navigate through what we're moving through so that it's not just a lost picture. And in this mission, I truly feel many are seeing their connection and their God creator role is allowing them to arise through their faith. And their faith, I see personally, is that surrendering of fear. Surrendering that this fear doesn't have to have a hold of me, so I can let go of that survival mechanism. I can trust that the divine timing will allow, so I don't have to be impatient of forcing and creating reality. And what happens at the end of the day if this truth of embodiment is really allowing our vessel to be the ultimate creator to come through?

Daily Purification For Joyful Flow

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I keep recognizing each morning that I wake up that how important it is to purify my thoughts, my emotions, my feelings, so this vessel can open itself up and allow the greatest source divine, God Almighty, move through me. And the more that it opens up, I'm seeing how the joy, the happiness, and the peace starts moving through in ease and flow. So, what happens if right now you ask yourself, I'm not here to survive, I'm here to create. I'm not here to live in pain and suffering. I'm here to live in joy and happiness. What happens if the lens I've been seeing through life has just been a limited version, and now I'm ready to take off the glasses and open up my divine vision to remember the greatest version is now coming online. That to me, I feel is what's happening to so many of us, and the brothers and men that I've been working with in clearing, cleansing, and purifying layer by layer to remember our truest authentic version. And I believe the more we're consistent, the more we open ourselves up and see the illusion to the true reality of what we are, then each step becomes a little easier and lighter. And we start to release and no longer hold on to these areas. And I know this from a male perspective of how much we hold on, how much we grasp. Yet in the surrendering and embracing of what is happening, it gives that flow. And that flow to me is really what allows that shift. That shift as we are moving from survival into creator, it's that natural divine flow, that vessel that we are, and that vessel that we're here to co-create with others. And I'm so excited to bring this co-creation energy within myself, fellow brothers, and the programs that Ascension Alchemist Podcast are doing at this very moment. We know we're here to assist humanity to its divinity. We know we're here to bring forth God's messages and to allow the representation not only to flow through us, but to serve in all the wonderful people that are part of this wonderful ministry, this community. And

How To Connect With Our Ministry

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for those that would like to learn more about this beautiful ministry, that we have celebration circles, we have monthly incredible embodiment meditations, we have mentorships, we have prayer circles, an area that we can help serve and support you. Please email us at info at ascensionalchemist.com, and we'd be more than welcome to open our arms and open our hearts. To me, this mission is to live through the heart and allow the divinity of us to show what we're here to do in God's creation. Because each of us, I feel, are God's essence in creators. And now's the time to shift from the survival lens and to move to that ultimate divine creator lens. And that's what I'm so excited to see as we embark upon these spring days into summer and allow the fire of this light to move us into our greatest and highest vision. So I wanted to thank you all once again. It's been a wild, crazy, amazing week. And I know many of us are going through quite a bit of challenges. But I keep reminding myself what happens if everything that is coming up is on its way out, and everything that was pushing us to survive is now dissolving so that the full creation of who we are. Are is now evolving into the greatest, fullest, amazing version that we already are. So, once again, thank you all for joining today

Closing Blessing And Final Reminder

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on this Ascension Podcasts. And if you have any questions or would like to learn more about our Ascension Alchemy ministry, once again email us at info at Ascension Alchemist.com. Wishing you all a most beautiful, blessed day, and I hope you all have a good day.