E82 Honi: After Spiritual Awakening, Honor Your Old Life Without Living It

Rev. Honi Borden explores how to live from the Presence of God ALMighty after spiritual awakening and honor your old life without reverting to it. In this episode Honi offers practical framing for conversations about past experiences, guidance for staying embodied in social settings, and next-step practices to keep remembrance grounded in daily life. 

You've had the awakening. You've walked the journey. You've arrived at a place of deep Remembrance, living from the Presence of God ALMighty on the inside. And then you sit down at a birthday dinner with beautiful friends, and they want to hear about the old you. The years on the road. The planetary work. The sessions. The experiences. And you find yourself speaking about a Life that was genuinely extraordinary... yet no longer carries the same joy it once did. Because who you ARE now is so much fuller, so much sweeter, so much closer to the Living Truth.

In this raw, personal solo episode, Rev. HoniB opens up about navigating identity shifts on the ascension path, what it feels like when others are fascinated by a version of you that no longer exists, and why letting go of the old is the only way to access the new tools, new skills, and new Purpose that God ALMighty has embedded inside of you for this next season.

In this episode:

• What happened at a birthday gathering when friends asked about her past planetary work, and the awareness that surfaced as she spoke about it
• Why she no longer resonates with her former identity as a planetary worker, yet honors every season that served its sacred Purpose
• The moment on January 25, 2021 when God ALMighty said "it's complete" and everything shifted to direct, intimate Relationship
• How her work transformed from in-person sessions and activations to the living word of God ALMighty through Presence and Remembrance
• The biblical Truth: you cannot put new wine in old wineskins, and why releasing the old is non-negotiable for your next level
• Clearing bins, sorting altars, gifting items collected from years of global mission work, and what that physical release represents spiritually
• Why new identity comes with new responsibility, and these responsibilities require new skills you cannot access while holding on
• What it means to become self-reliant in God ALMighty's Presence, and why that makes you "dangerous" to anyone who wants to control or dominate you
• The power of being under God ALMighty's dominion: no weapon formed against you can prosper
• A preview of the upcoming RealEYEzed P.R.A.Y.E.R™ Masterclass and her life mentoring, Unveiling the Becoming™

Let go and let God. That's it. 🌹

Transcript

Welcome And The Core Question

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Blessings everyone. Welcome to the Ascension Archemist Podcast. It is your host, Reverend Honey Bourdan, and this is my solo episode today. And I'm delighted to be with you today on this gorgeous Sunday where you are going to be listening to this on Monday. So blessings to you, and I trust you've had an amazing weekend as you come to this. I'm very grateful that you are joining with me today so you can hear this particular topic episode. And this one is about when you have had a complete identity shift, you've moved to the next phase of your life. You are very focused on the deliverance of your next call that's been given to you. And within this, you meet others who really want to know about your past. They want to know about your experiences of the past. And you are inside these new friendships that they love who you who you are, yet they really want to know about your past. So what happens when your past isn't you anymore? It's part of you. Yet there are individuals that really want to embrace your past and see you from your past and learn about your past. So how do you actually navigate this? I think this is a very interesting topic to speak about. Really looking forward in speaking to you on this. So welcome. Welcome to this community of individuals who are believers, who are faith-driven, who are choosing to stay in trust and taking those steps, and knowing that knowing that there's so much more in this life, and with the presence of God Almighty, that is experienced. So it's not just what is out in the astral plane. It's so much bigger than that. And what's it like when we align with that awareness of that presence on the inside, and we live from that faith, we take steps from it and we live in that trust. So this is what Ascension Alchemist is all about. And I'm very grateful that you're all here, you're doing your part, and you are stretching yourself, especially in those areas that are sometimes uncomfortable,

Identity Shifts And Spiritual Remembrance

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such as let's say this topic. So I'm sure many of you on your ascension path have gone through several stages of identity. Identity changes is the part of the ascension path. And as you go through it on your ascension journey, as you know, and there's this arrival point where you arrive at this point of remembrance. And what I mean by remembrance is remembrance of who you are. That means you are this beautiful chosen child from God Almighty. You're not a mistake, you were actually chosen to be seated on earth and to deliver a specific purpose, not for you, but it is for the purpose of God Almighty. That's why you're seated here. And everything you need is inside of you for all your different stages, all these stages that you're gonna go through from not remembering, then having in spiritual awakening, then going through your spiritual awakening, then going through the ascension journey, and then reaching to this place. Then it becomes to start embodying it. So you start working the other way, where it's gonna have to come in that presence coming into your visions, into your into your thoughts, into your emotions, and finally in your body to be a living proof inside your body. And that's where it's very uncomfortable because when it starts hitting your thoughts and emotions, all kinds of all parts of you shows up. And then when it hits obviously your physical body because it's being recalibrated, your physical body goes through all kinds of different changes, too. As the presence of God Almighty is coming into you, so it grounds in that truth, that becomes your walk, so that purpose can actually be delivered. So everything changes around in your life. So, as many of you have experienced this, then those of you who happen to be drawn to us, whether you are working with us individually or having private mentorship with me, especially some of you woman leaders, or you're part of our private association with our members, you are getting stronger and stronger in the embodiment of your truth. So you're only answering to the answer on the inside. And with that comes with these changes, like the friendships you used to have through, let's say, before you had your awakening journey, and then you have had your awakening journey, then you were in the spiritual circle for a long time, and all these different stages you went through. So you have the friends that knew you before are seeing you differently. Then you also have new friends that are seeing you, then sometimes they learn about you. Like, let's say, you know, you were a Harvard professor, then they're kind of interested in learning about that, but you're not really resonating with that anymore because you've moved on, but yet there are people like, wow, well, tell me about that. Tell me all these questions you have they have.

Telling Old Stories Without Living Them

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So I found myself this past weekend in this space where we had a beautiful friend that we went to celebrate her birthday. It was absolutely wonderful, and and it is amazing because her and her partner do have sort of questions for me. And these questions have to do with my planetary work and some of the work that I did. For example, at some point, I think I'm just gonna do a video series on my planetary work, those years on the road, because a lot of people want to know about it. You know, I'm finding myself, that was an old identity. Yes, I did a lot of these things on the road, but I just don't resonate anymore. Like who I am is is a is a very different being now. I don't resonate. And I'm finding myself when I talk about, like, for example, yesterday we were talking about during let's say the times that we were traveling from pyramid to pyramid, from country to country, and I was working very closely with, let's say, Order Machized, or the Council of Light, or or the Intergalactic Councils, and specific instruction with certain things through these different countries and alignment and clearing and what have you. And somehow through all of this, I was also involved with some individuals who were directors and producers or making certain movies that were ET related. And through all of these, there were there were very interesting parts when I was facilitating sessions during these times with the QHHT, the information that would come through individuals that had private sessions with me when I would have them go through the past life regression and then on to calling their higher soul that would come in, that would deliver certain specific information for that individual. I I was very blessed to experience a lot of, I would say, higher inner sight that was given to bring to this level of density in the physicality, the physical realm. And that was all part of change and transformation of the consciousness of the humans. So it was beautiful through the way, for example, some films were made and other things and the influence that could influence. And I'm very grateful for all of these experiences and some of the individuals that I met that I get to travel, go to their, go to their, let's say, different countries because of them. I feel very, very grateful. And that was a very intensive part of my life, and and being able to, for example, let's say if Council of Light was entering into my consciousness and had certain level of information that wanted me to communicate, and that was brought up for, let's say, certain coordinates to be aligned in a specific way for certain delivery about, let's say, the presence of the diamond ray coming in in this area of the world or that area. It was really, really incredible, really, really incredible and very, very intense. And some of you were very close to me during those years. So, having said this, like yesterday I found myself talking about those two years that Michael and I held channeling with the masters, which after the planetary work and after the people that were activated in the crystalline diamond light bodies, those two years, then there was a period of channeling and masters in different countries where the different ascendant masters would, I would have to have an event, public event. And those who were coming to the event, they were educated before that I wasn't, I didn't know beforehand who would who would enter, let's say, my consciousness and my body to deliver a certain message. And so many individuals attended these, whether it was in Mexico or south of France or England or US or you know, some of these other countries. I'm very grateful for all that was done. And it was something that I never planned to do. I never planned to write a book. Not at all. I never, ever, ever, ever imagined that I would channel, then not not just channel, then become a trans medium trans channeler. That level of deep trans, like Edgar Casey. Like I never saw myself and that. I had no interest. But yet here it was this skill that had come in after my NDE, and it was for a certain period to deliver very specific information. And forever I'm grateful for it. So yesterday we were having these conversations and some of this deeper, deeper, let's say, knowledge that was shared. And as I was sharing it, like very much as I'm speaking to you, it was I found myself as I'm speaking it in this place, like wow, forever grateful that that space was served. And it was incredible, it was amazing. The people that came to it that experienced it. And for example, one of them is Michael. Obviously, on July 7, 2017, the Archangel Michael entered into my body and delivered the very specific information about how to heal the bodies of individuals from many lifetimes, which became the Archangel Michael Transformational Healing, which is Michael's very signature transformation in-person session, which so many people have had over these years, and we have seen miracles after miracles of massive transformation in people's lives. That that knowledge within that 12 minutes where Archangel Michael entered into my body and and spoke through me to Michael, we still have the recording of it that 12 minutes, it was so incredible what happened with him, what happened with me. And it's still like the impacts of it still continues, it's massive. Yet, even when I was saying it, because my consciousness has moved on, I mean, this other place that I am now living my life that has been embodied, when I visit these, it's wonderful, but it doesn't have that level of joy and satisfaction that it did when I was in it during those years. And part of me doesn't relate because it's not my identity as a planetary worker that was fulfilled and delivered and completed. So I found myself as we came back from Florida and brought some of these bins back, gifted a bunch of things to our friends, came back, and we have other things that I'm sorting out. There's this clarity inside of me, a whole bunch of these items from the six altars we had, all these pieces that we collected all over the world all these years, they serve their purpose. They were part of those years, they're part of the planetary work, they were part of the activation of the crystalline diamond light bodies, they were part of that channeling, the master's doers, years, whether whether Master Al Moria spoke to me, or Master Hilarion or Saint Germain, or all these other ones, they're offered the purpose. I

Ending Past Roles For Direct God Walk

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no longer resonate, as some of you know, on January 25th, 2020, 2021, I was asked by Mighty God Presence, it's complete. So no more, no more angels, ascended masters, everybody has to step aside. So it's just me and God Almighty Presence to start having that direct, very intimate relationship. So it's been a it's been like that ever since. And that's what led me to start the ministry, to start, to start embodying it so deep. So from this lens, being in the body, in that relationship with that pure Christ light, that eternal light that I experienced in afterlife, and and to actually live it, to really live it, and to help others remember. So my work became no more in-person sessions on the treatment bed, none of those no activations, no transmissions, yet became the living word of God Almighty. Through that presence, when I speak from that presence, there is a remembrance to help people remember, and that's what I do all the mentoring through. And this specific meditation that I've been leading for several years now for our private association is exactly like helping people move into that and begin living it so they can experience the natural state, which is remarkable miracles in their life, where where the wheels that I used to, where I that I used to not hold on to, but was the driving wheel that my human body would operate has been replaced, and it's God Almighty living through my vessel to fulfill to fulfill the promise to its fruits coming to pass. And this this is a this is a much larger impact onto this physical plane and a way larger vision. So finding my human self speaking about some of this, like even the night before that, Michael was like, oh my gosh, do you remember we went to, for example, Guatemala in that Tical, the pyramid, we did this, then we went to Belize, we did this, this, and I was talking about it, and it was during those years was so much running around like Indiana Jones and like galactics and star beings and all of this. Again, it served its purpose. I just not not finding myself to enjoy that level of joy that it was, because the level of joy that experiencing is this present moment and what's coming, the way God Almighty has brought it in.

Handling People Attached To Old You

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Why I'm sharing this with you is because you might be experiencing this. You might be experiencing people who are seeing you from that lens of your older version, and it's beautiful, and they loved it, and this newer version doesn't resonate. For example, some of you before your spiritual awakening, when you had your first initial spiritual awakening, you'll find people are like, Well, what happened to you? For example, let's say if you used to drink and go out, they're like, You're not doing that anymore, they can't resonate with you, and and you don't, you don't, when you're looking at yourself, you don't care to go drink and party like you used to, because it just doesn't resonate with you. So it's just all these different stages of your inner awareness where your identity shifted and shifted, and when that identity shifts, there's a different walk, and through that walk, there's a different embodiment, and through that different embodiment, there's a different deliverance. So there's a desire to fulfill that and not go back, but go forward, moving forward. So it was a very interesting observation as I was very aware of it, and also not having any attachment and being able to release even greater and and enjoying so much where I am in the body, where I am inside of me, where the living presence lives and breathes in me, how much happier I am, how much more fulfilled I am, how much more nectar is flowing me inside of me, how much more my life is sweeter and more beautiful, and the level that I'm assisting others in their upliftment, in the impact is far greater. And I haven't even touched this scratch the surface yet. I'm so excited to what's what is on the way, and it requires these doors closing. And I know some of you have gone through this just like I have, and you are finding yourself in this space where okay, this was all me, but it doesn't really resonate. So do I need to do anything about it, or can I just be a witness to it and appreciate it, be grateful for for it, and not have resistance yet fully allow where I am in my now be the walking path of my destination. So this is what I really wanted to bring across to you. Wherever you are right now, it is exactly where you have to be and where you're going. If you've gone through identity change once again, it is part of it because this took me a really long time to really understand from the lens of God Almighty. And I finally understood it when God Almighty opens that, opened that lens of deep understanding, and I was able to grasp it in my human consciousness to the level that it had the capital it had the capacity and understanding.

Letting Go To Access New Tools

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With new identity comes new responsibility, and these responsibilities require new skills, new ways, new tools. And within that, these tools, new ways are Embedded, but if we do not release the old, we can't access them. And you've heard, you know, this saying, you can't put wine, it's in the Bible, you can't put wine in old skin. Yes, absolutely. You do have to let go so that this other part can be revealed inside of you. And for those of you, if you are at this point where you know you gotta let go of some things, start with the basic things, start maybe with furniture, start with like items in the house, start with, for example, clothes, start with things that you can easily release. This gives you ability to release the bigger things in your life. Because the bigger your purpose, the bigger the that impact, the more you have to let go. And there is no negotiation around it. And the identity cannot fully be embodied while you're holding on. So if there's a certain way that you've been operating and it's causing issues, let's say within yourself or your relationship, it's really time to step on that and silence that part of you that has had a voice for a very long time. And it is only your responsibility to do it, it's not responsibility of others. And no, you cannot go to healers to do it for you. It is an internal job. Once you recognize that the presence of God Almighty has created you, has given everything to you, you become very self-reliant. And this is what makes you a very dangerous person to those who want to control you and dominate you. Because when you have remembered you cannot be dominated, you cannot be controlled, you certainly cannot be manipulated. And this gives you an incredible vantage point because you can see very clearly, and with that sight, what happens is that the presence of God Almighty extends itself through you, so you move into the dominion of God Almighty and you become God Almighty's property. You always have been, it's just that you really remember, and from here, like again, I'm gonna go back to the Bible that says no weapon, no weapons can be formed against you. It's very much indeed. You just know that, and knowing becomes revealed to you as a true inner revelation, you cannot be touched, you cannot be messed with. Because if some if a consciousness wants to mess with you when you're under that dominion, they're gonna have to be messing with God Almighty, and they're certainly not gonna go take that on. So you can rest in ease and the peace of the presence of God Almighty in you. So

Prayer Teaching And Deeper Practice

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I'm excited to dive much more deeper in this. I'm gonna dive quite a bit actually deeper into this space of prayer that's coming up, the masterclass on prayer I'm teaching, because so many people don't understand what prayer is, how to actually prayer and the method of prayer, and so I'm really looking forward to teaching that. It's gonna be amazing. And for those that are want to go deeper, deeper into it, they'll learn how to go deep into this space. So, well, we're gonna touch quite a bit on this. It's exciting, it's exciting for those that are like, okay, I'm truly, truly looking forward and remembering the areas that I have forgotten or my human has forgotten. So that's what I wanted to really mention today. Right now, clearing these bins, putting things away to give some things to give to friends, and some things. I have my birthday celebration that was rescheduled this coming Saturday, so that's gonna be fun. I'm gonna give certain things to friends and also give some things to donation and sell certain things. So it feels really great to move, allow those to move forward so others can utilize what what those items serve their purpose for, so that I can empty myself as an empty vessel for this next phase, what God Almighty has ordained and planned. Really looking forward to that. Anyway, so if you're finding yourself that you have to let go, let go and let God. That's it. Let go and let God. It feels so much lighter, you're gonna be so much happier, it's easier, it's more joyous, it has definitely not frustration because God Almighty will carry you through, and you get to be a witness towards what that promise is and what the fruits of that promise is from promises. There's so much promise that's been placed in you. You can't even imagine, you can't even phantom the level of love. Imagine, like if you can just look at the ocean or the sand, that doesn't even that doesn't even capture the level of promises that's been placed in you. And I'm so grateful to be able to give voice to this so it can help more more individuals such as you remember the truth. So blessings to you all. The

How To Connect And Stay In Touch

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word that I've come up with, my life mentoring is called unveiling the becoming. I trademark that one, unveiling the becoming, because it is helping people to really remember. When you remember, you live a very different life. So if you need remembering, reach out to me. I'll take you through my six weeks or 12 weeks intensive. Yeah, you're gonna totally remember. So have a beautiful, blessed day. Stay tuned, much love. If this podcast served you, go ahead and share it with others. Definitely share it, leave me a comment, send me your questions, and maybe this is gonna help put some things into perspective with you if you're going through these identity spaces where you just need to know, like, okay, it's okay that I'm not resonating with this. I don't need to fit myself into this box anymore. I can let it go. And it's okay if people still have questions, and I can also address them from the lens that I am in now. So hopefully, that's the message that came across very clear for you. And if you have more questions, feel free to reach out to me. Much love, have a beautiful, blessed day, and be sure, be sure, be sure you're in our newsletter. The all you gotta go is all you have to do is go to our website, ascensionalchemist.com, front page. It says, join our newsletter, put your name, email address. When you get the email, confirm the email, and boom, automation, you're gonna get my first and most beautiful, precious gift, which is a four declarations that I'm gifting you from my heart, so you can really understand how powerful the presence of God Almighty is in you. And that comes from my heart. Much love to you, and I will see you very soon again.