Healing Outside Of The System

We have a special treat for you tonight! Terror To Triumph hosts our first special guest ever! She's performed on Broadway as a singer and tap dancer, she’s an influential speaker, alternative methodology healer, spiritual practitioner, trauma-informed educator, and author of the book: Transcending: Victim to Goddess, please welcome: Heather-Ann Ferri! Welcome to the show Heather-Ann!

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Self Sabotage And Guest Introduction

SPEAKER_01 0:17

Now, if you're struggling with self-sabotage and you don't know where to start, here, right here on this podcast, we're building.

SPEAKER_02 0:33

I wonder if you can self-sabotage. You could operate like this.

SPEAKER_03 1:18

Alfonso Pill, and this is my beautiful co-host, Storm. Storm, how are you doing tonight?

SPEAKER_04 1:24

I'm fine, thank you. Yes.

SPEAKER_03 1:28

Well, you guys, we've talked about it all week. All last week, we have our special treat for you tonight. Terror to Triumph hosts our first special guest ever. She's performed on Broadway as a singer and tap dancer. She's an influential speaker, alternative methodology healer, spiritual practitioner, trauma-informed educator, and author of the book Transcending Victim to Victory. Everybody, please welcome Heather and Fairy. Welcome to the show, Heather.

SPEAKER_00 2:08

Blessings. That was so exciting. What a beautiful introduction.

SPEAKER_03 2:16

We're glad to have you tonight. So, Heather,

Childhood Trauma And The Mask

SPEAKER_03 2:20

as we get into it, I just don't want to jump off into the deep end yet. I want to let the listeners get to know you a little bit. Could you explain a little bit of your history, your background?

SPEAKER_00 2:32

Yes. Well, it starts with follow the yellow brick road. Follow the yellow brick road. Follow, follow, follow, follow. I'm age three years old in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. My parents married as high school sweethearts, and I was given tap shoes. And I had no idea what those tap shoes would do for me. But by the time I was six, uh six, seven years old, I was in New Jersey on a stage doing my first tap solo as Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz. And I actually used Dorothy in one of my um application TED Talks as a trauma informed through all the characters I go through this journey of life. And so by the time I reach eight years old, there is a huge tornado inside my house. And it's my mother. My mother switched mental states and she began to go into my bedroom every morning and choke me almost to death and scream horrific things to me. It would be one thing if this happened once, that's life-changing, right? But this happened repeatedly over and over again, kind of like a tape recorder, kind of like a program that eventually, when I became older and could start to process that, I started to wonder where did that come from? Well, it comes from ancestral generational bloodline of something, right? And so, but at age eight, you know, my whole life shattered, and this pure-hearted girl that just adored her family lived in a household that didn't feel safe at all. And the person that was supposed to be nurturing me was actually hurting me and bullying me. And I never really got that mother back, you know, she never really came back. My father, he suffered with depression because of family traumas as well. Lost his job with the family business. There was contracts and fighting, and I would hear all of this in the kitchen. So the kitchen holds a lot of weight for me because usually a kitchen is the place of the heart, no matter how big it is in a house or apartment. And that heart was shattered. You know, I had two parents that came from generational traumas. And back then in the 70s and 80s, we didn't hear anything except for talk therapy. And some family systems looked down upon that back then. It was like, uh, you don't do that, you sweep it under the rug, you know, you just pretend everything's okay. And so I trained in show business. And in some ways, that was incredible because it got me out of the house, it got me away from her. In other ways, I didn't really have a normal childhood because I was masked up and putting on shows to get approval, to get love, to think, okay, if I do a good job, if I win an award, if I get in a newspaper, then maybe I'll have love, you know, which is not a healthy, you know, psychology to grow up with. And so I go to Pour University on a dance degree, study acting at Carnegie Mellon on the side in the underground world, start improving, and those start to break down some barriers, obviously, of trauma and passive aggressiveness. And I had some great teachers at Point Park who really, you know, nowadays I don't know how the younger generation would deal with it because they were not tiptoeing around things. They were very, very much in your face, like artists can be, triggering me, trying to address things that I didn't even know yet were happening. So I say one of my best mentors as an artist, as a writer, as a performer was the one that honestly drove me up a wall. And I almost had a nervous breakdown in college because of him. But at the end of my graduation, I thanked him. Like he was the most pivotal moment.

Tap Dancing As Survival And Voice

SPEAKER_00 6:20

You know, sometimes those people that really trigger you the most are the ones that you have to like actually study with. You have to go, what is it about them? Is it something that I need to do deep rewiring? And he was an incredible artist too. So he just nurtured the outside the box ways. Went to New York City and I moved into an apartment above a restaurant/slash bar. And as I'm going around every day, auditioning, hustling, and bustling with my sugar, because I was a hardcore sugar addict at the time, numbing, of course, to not remember my childhood pain. I see a sign that one of those event signs, and it caught me, it stopped me, and it was the tap legend Jimmy side. And I was like, wow. I mean, I didn't watch much television growing up because my mom was obsessed with it, and I could see her program from the soap operas, and it really I knew at age 10 there was something really wrong with that, but I did watch the tap masters, and I was fascinated with their rhythms because I was a tap dancer, even though I was also a jazz dancer, and so there was this inner voice, this inner voice out of all the chaos and all the trauma and all the sugar that said, Go tonight. And I walked into that back room, and honestly, this was in the 90s. I was one of the only white women there. I went into the corner, I hid, but you can't really hide when you stand out, you know, like that. And I watched him as well as other masters tapping, and I was just captivated, not just by their skill set, but I would learn later by their orc field, by their consciousness, by their spiritual energy. And when I went to rush out the door at the end of the night, Jimmy Sly jumped in front of me. And I write about that in my book, Transcending Victim to Actually Goddess. It's Transcending Victim to Goddess. And that's one of the favorite chapters that people read about is me with the Tapmasters and sort of the mystical ancestral awakening that starts to happen. So I won't share too much of that yet, but what I will say is that night after we introduced each other, we shook hands, which was an activation kind of like in The Matrix. And then I went upstairs into the apartment and I cried for hours. Now I had never cried really much because my mom was a bully and I wasn't allowed to cry. I was frozen. And I cried for hours because he was awakening my soul generational database, and then it would take years later to start healing myself that I would start to cry more. So that gives you a little taste of up to that point.

SPEAKER_03 9:16

Wow, that is a lot. I mean, not including the trauma, obviously, but geez, that is a way to turn trauma into something greater than where you came from. How did you transition that? I mean, your mother got you into tap, or was it something that you always wanted to do from a kid?

SPEAKER_00 9:50

Or as soon as I had the shoes on, I knew how to tap dance. So it was just ancestral memory. And then obviously, I studied ballet, I studied jazz dance, I studied everything. She was more into me becoming famous because she was a psychopath narciss. So that was really important. The more attention I got, the more intention she got, which, you know, was was it I was talented and skilled, I was also disciplined, but part of my discipline was also staying away from trouble, which was her. But what I would say is looking back, coming from ancient sciences and trauma, I give myself a lot more credit now because I say children have innate gifts from past lives, from their ancestral bloodline. And I've never given myself enough credit for all the things that I've conquered. And one of them was is just like, you know, instead of getting into trouble or instead of honestly doing drugs or all kinds of other outlets, I just went to those tap shoes. They were like a meditation, a channel, channeling other energy. And I became obsessed with turning. Turning was a way of balancing out pain because obviously I was really sick growing up. I was over medicated. I mean, I had brain damage. So, you know, we're living with severe brain damage and just trying to survive and just trying to be a good soul. The other thing I'm really proud of is that I never turned to darkness, even though I had lots of obstacles through my life, a lot of spiritual attacks, not just with my mother. But I I've learned that that's part of my ancestral lineage. A lot of them did not turn to darkness, even when they had chains around them. And so for me, tap dancing was the voice. I wasn't allowed to have a voice. So when I started tapping in the clubs, which Jimmy Slide initiated, you know, it was easy. It was easy to pick up the steps. It was easy, you know. I remember at Broadway Dance Center, Henry Letang, who was the choreographer for a lot of the tap movies, he was Gregory Hines' teacher. And so he was the go-to person to train with. And when he was in New York, you know, hundreds of people in a classroom. And I remember being, I was very shy and I was very broken inside, even though I became my mask was confidence and it got me jobs, but the inner mask was I'm completely devastated and I don't know who I am, and I feel so sad inside, right? And so I remember Henry Letang in the classroom going to the back and gigging, grabbing my hand out of the group and start talking to me. You know, and then I would do his steps and then he'd go to the piano. But then I would go back to the back of the classroom because I was trained by my mom to be less than, to not think that these are my gifts, that they're somehow coming from her, you know. And he then would pull me back up into the front of the class, and it finally it registered. He didn't have to say this, his actions spoke it different. Is you're my assistant today, you're the leader in this class with me today. So there were things like that that happened that were pivotal in my career, but also my self-identity, because on the inside, obviously, I was extremely troubled at the time. And and obviously, I'm sure some of the masters, you know, there were times after eight or 10 years of tap dancing, you know, there was a lot of anger that was coming out. And you can't fake anger, right? People know, people know you've been through something. And for me, it's deeply ancestral. And so I was, in essence, I always say this because it's it's kind of interesting. I was compared to black men a lot. And I I interpret it as extremely a positive compliment because this group, this tribe, was not only the most talented in the world, but I can say after 30 some years of being in a lot of tribes where the leaders are narcissists and psychopaths and you don't know it, I can honestly say now that this tribe was actually rooted in sacred spiritualism. And it wasn't necessarily religious,

Past Lives And Ancestral Memory

SPEAKER_00 14:10

but it was real. They were higher conscious beings. And I can now speak about that 30 years after going through so many different types of tribe.

SPEAKER_03 14:19

Wow. You hit on something that I think my my listeners would want to know more about. You talk about generational and ancestral knowledge coming through into where you instantly knew how to tap dance. You didn't learn, you already knew. Can you explain that a little bit?

SPEAKER_00 14:43

Well, I mean, when you study outside of the United States, the psych the psychologists that are trained in past life regression, which we don't hear a lot about in mainstream psychology in the United States. I started studying this in the last five years because I started seeing a lot of my clients had skill sets or memories or stuff that from their actual past lives and not from their bloodline. There's children around the world that are four or five years old that have very specific dreams or memories or patterns. They know the name of who they were in the past life, they know how they died, and when the psychologists research it, it's all accurate. So I want to bring that to the attention because it is of real substance. You have seven generations of ancestral bloodline in you.

SPEAKER_03 15:38

I've heard of that.

SPEAKER_00 15:39

And then you have, if you believe in reincarnation, past lives. And so for me, I didn't necessarily, I mean, I grew up in Pittsburgh, blue collar, none of this existed. We're talking just, you know, playing cards on the weekend, denial, ignoring pain, eating sugar all day, you know, using dance sort of as a mask at the time, even my parents. So none of the this stuff came in. It was a slow process for me, but I can now go at age 53, having gone through not just my showbiz career, but also 18 years in a private trauma practice. I can now say that I think I have a very unique, diverse voice and toolkit because I've been through so much. And I hate to say that you have to go through hell to get to heaven, or you have to go through that hell consciousness, or you have to go through certain extreme challenges. But for me, I think it was what I came here to do in this life is to say, I'm going to rewrite the slave consciousness that was programmed into me. So for me, when I started to heal my traumas, which was a lot of sciences, and we probably do many shows on that, you know, because it would take hours. But when I started to rewire my brain and work with doctors, they were hiring me as a coach. I started to, it was in really when my father died in 2022 that I started to hear him directly. And my father started to guide me on the other side about what healing tollkit to throw away. He was also very concerned. I had a lot of psychopaths around me. I started to learn what is the word psychopath, because that was my mom. I never heard the word. So, you know, you don't know until you know. And he never protected me or took care of me in physical form, partly because he he was, in my opinion, sexually abused in the church as a child and was ashamed to bring that to the table with all the other family trauma. But what sexual abuse does is it causes dyslexia in the brain. That's the yogic library. And there's a meditation that I started doing that has medical research to reverse that. My dad was telling me, you need to do this, you need to do this. And I was like, I don't have dyslexia, but I did have emotional dyslexia. So my emotions towards people, I was almost used to danger than light, even though I'm light, because danger is all I knew. And in some ways, my ancestors, that you know, when you are chained, you're being psychologically attacked every day, all day. It's a spiritual warfare, it's a mental warfare, it's an emotional warfare, let alone the physical healing of it. And so for me, you know, I was obsessed with trauma healing, and I'm grateful for that now because I've come full circle and I have a lot to say about it, and I can help a lot of people by being a voice, you know. But for ancestral, when my dad died, you know, I started to realize with Jimmy Slide what he was awakening. I really believe Jimmy Slide is a part of my, let's say, soul tribe or ancestral, let's say even angelic tribe, you know, angelic, if you believe in other star systems, other angelic beings, other than just human. We come down for a human body, a human experience. So for me, you know, I can see now why Jimmy recognized me as that ancient, you know, prophetic person, and why offstage he was asking me questions about God. He was asking me the same questions you asked today. Where did you get this skill from? You know, where did this turning ability come from? You know, and at the time I did my best to answer it, but really what he saw was, you know, my ancestral bloodline. He was helping to heal it with before I even knew what that even was. You know, in essence, so when my dad passed away, I started to realize my maternal grandmother, we did not know her mother. She died during her childbirth, and the father was nowhere in sight, and she was darker skinned, and we didn't think anything of it. And that's a sad thing. I grieved a lot about that because I got to be very close to my grandmother before she passed away. And in essence, she was prophetic to me. She gave me prophetic information that did not make any sense until now. But I, you know, I write about her and transcending victim to goddess in one of my chapters. And, you know, the last chapter before she passes away was very spiritual to me. We hid our relationship. We didn't let my mom or the family system know. It's like she was able to see things at an older age. She couldn't change programming, she couldn't change my mom, but she kind of wanted to take me under the wing because she knew

Somatic Shaking And Trauma Release

SPEAKER_00 20:50

I think she knew I was gonna have to take the road less travel. Uh I'll say one more thing. With the ancestral healing, is when you start to do what's called somatic shaking, which is involuntary shaking with the body, you can't control it, which is really scary for people who are very rigid, type A personality, OCD, which was me. Dancer, I can control my body. So when you're doing meditation work and your body, you're you're training your body to release trauma, and you start to shake for hours, and you start to have swelling or rashes, your body's bringing up a story that has a truth to it. The body will never lie. It's just scary for sometimes for people to go in there and they have to be ready for it. And you have to work with a professional, really, somebody, an expert in trauma information to know how to go to help you move through it and to help you heal it. You know, so I go through many stages of swelling. My physical body, bone structure, which we don't hear anything about online, has. Change so we can go back to our original blueprint, it just means probably working with some systems outside the box. And my theory is the reason why it's outside the box is there is an energy in the world that wants to keep us enslaved, and you can define that any way you want, you can define whatever that means to you, but really the slave consciousness gets healed when your brain is as healthy as possible, that computer chip, and your body's working with it, heart and mind.

SPEAKER_03 22:42

I have so many questions right now. This because you you just said so much in that little bit of time, and uh I mean, I'm trying to take everything I can away, and I know the listeners are like, wait a minute, can't you go back to what she said?

SPEAKER_00 23:03

That's okay, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 23:04

Wait a minute, it's a lot okay. First of all, you were saying that that you were taking a guess modern medicine as it's not all medicine, it's just a certain small portion of what medicine is, uh how we look at medicine. So when you started going and exploring the other methodologies of mess uh of healing and and and trying to find a way to find total restoration with yourself, you've come across this spiritual enlightenment. And I know listeners are like, how can we get that you use? What do what do you recommend for people who are like us survivors? Yeah, trying to find alternative methods of healing.

SPEAKER_00 24:01

Yeah, so before I answer that, I'm not sure if Storm has her audio on, but I'm hearing a lot of back, so I want

Slave Consciousness And Brain Healing

SPEAKER_00 24:10

to be cautious of that so that the listeners, the audience can actually hear us. So if she can turn her audio off, there's something else in the background speaking, so I just want to be cautious of that. So there's there's awesome. There's there's eight ancient sciences, and so we won't get to them all today. But I will say this I'm gonna give you an example when I talk about healing slave consciousness, you have to heal the pineal gland, and you have to have the hypochamus in the brain, you have to have it larger. So when slaves are tortured and that's carried through the bloodline, it affects our brain, and so we have to strengthen it, we have to get it large again so we can become wealthy and sustain wealth generation after generation. So this doesn't mean the quick fix, like I'm gonna sign the contract in Hollywood and do evil stuff, have wealth. I'm not talking about that type of programming, I'm talking about long-term Harriet Tupman, John Horse legacies that will live on many, whether you believe in other planets or or Mother Earth, you're accountable for your soul database. So the first thing, the first message is when clients come in to hire me, they're very brave because they're being accountable for whatever happened, whether they were a victim, a predator, you have to be accountable to heal, and you have to decide I'm going to do what maybe nobody else in my family does, and maybe nobody else in my community is going to do. So that's the first thing I want to sort of state because the first foundational things that I usually have to do, whether it's a client from Germany, it's a client from Australia, it's a client from Africa, or it's a client from Pittsburgh, or it's a client from Atlanta, I always have to do the same fundamental things. And so here's some of the basic things to consider because if you're finding that your relationships are challenging, your money is challenging, your health is challenging, the elite do things differently, and they only provide certain information to the public. That's my view. So, for instance, you know, we've talked about this before we got even on the show about water. Water is mostly Mother Earth, it's a planet of water, it's a feminine planet. That's why it was called Mother Earth. We are mostly 70% water. The water you drink matters more than you could possibly imagine because if it has specific toxins in it, it's going to deplete your pineal gland, and that is going to deplete your field, your chakras to source information, intuition, telepathic abilities long term. I'm not a quick fix person. So when we talk about water, well, yeah, you can listen to me converse about I work with this water filtration system, and then I work with a Japanese medical device and blah, blah, blah, and it has this science. But let me go a little deeper for your audience for a minute to understand the foundation of this. Because you asked me about healing ancestral, when I started to understand my roots were connected to Harriet Tutman, my roots were connected to John Horse, my roots were connected to Jimmy Slide. Let's go with Jimmy Slide for a moment. I believe Jimmy Slide was a Native American in Pennsylvania. This is my theory. Nobody has to agree with me. I'm still gonna state it. I believe he was a healer, high-end shaman, water shaman in Pennsylvania. Well, why would I be born in Pennsylvania? What is interesting about Pennsylvania, besides some of the Civil War history and the Harriet Tummack coming to Pennsylvania and leaving Pennsylvania, you know, all that stuff. Well, we have notated healing waters in the state of PA about 40 minutes from where I live. Yet nobody has talked about it really on a platform. We've had people from Peru, the Mayan people come over to Pittsburgh for many years, not just for one year. They've written about healing waters in the wrong location while doing water ceremonies with plastic water bottles, which make no sense. And so I'm here now to use my voice of the real information that I'll be doing more educational shows, and maybe down the road we'll do one on the Frankfurt Mineral Springs. So I actually have written documentations, not just that I'm downloading this, which I am a psychic medium, but I also like to have facts when I can find them. They're hard to find, they're very hard to find. So Frankfurt Mineral Springs, my interpretation of that in the state of PA is in the 1700s. The Germans came over, they killed the people who owned this land, they took the healing waters that are documented, they bottled it in glass containers, they built a huge resort that I have pictures of, where everybody around the world who's rich gets to come to the place and jazz and dance, and they get to buy now the healing waters. That's the roots of ancestral corruption with water, and it goes deeper and deeper and deeper. Now, for the average person, they're not going to do that deep dive because they have too much stress and too much trauma in their bodies to even understand their ancestral roots, and that's okay, but it takes time to understand your ancestral roots. So I'm just giving you an overview. Water is one of the most important keys to upgrading your health, and I think it's used as a weapon to kind of make us, I don't want to say dumb down, but a little out of it, a little not focused enough, a little bit of like, well, I'll do that tomorrow. Well, I can't really seem to get it together. When you're drinking a higher grade water that's taking out forever chemicals, it's taking out 80 plus contaminants. In about a month, 40 days, you're going to notice a change in your behavioral patterns. Then you say to yourself, Well, what else do I need to do? Well, I've got a bunch of negative people around me all the time who complain. You can't be around complainers, you have to be around people who are winning at succeeding little little steps in life. It doesn't have to be big wins, it's little steps. I conquered this today. Good for you. But my mom and a lot of her cousins, they watched soap operas all day, they loved Hollywood all day, and they gossiped all day, even about me. That doesn't serve your ancestral bloodline. So I I, you know, I come from a lot of slavery. I come from even as healer, healers and shamans who have been murdered, but at the same time, I'm not gonna sit here and go pour me or complain about it all day. I'm one of them. What am I gonna do to get to the next level? And that's how I took it one step at a time. You know, when you become a master tap dancer or a performer, you train, you have to be disciplined enough to train. And I took that discipline. And when my body started to scream at me at 38 years old, I used that discipline to then learn sciences. Some of them I threw out when my dad died, he told me to throw some of them out. I didn't quite trust him, I was testing him on the other side, but now I'm humbled by him on the other side, right? So it's a journey, and I will say this to my listeners: don't judge a book by its cover, don't ever judge a book by its cover. I've had people in my trauma center that you would not even think, you know, slavery comes in all colors, and it does right now. We have more slavery today than ever before in the world. It comes in all races, cultures, but even in the Civil War era, what I unraveled, I unraveled obviously white slave owners in front of in my classroom, but I also honored black, and that was a little shocking to me. I did not expect that, so it kind of threw away this whole myth of coloring to me. You should be proud of the color you are, but at the same time, the body doesn't lie. So when I have somebody shaking out, slave owners don't have that, they don't have the same type of traumas in their body, they don't have that, and so within weeks, they have a different type of narcissist psychopath wiring that's very hard to rewire. And I don't have the answer for that. I don't have the and I don't have a desire to work with predators. I did work with some, I didn't know they were predators at the time. A lot of people lie about who they are or what they've done because there's a lot of shame behind that, and there's also a lot of programming of entitlement and justification as well, you know, of not they just don't justify. So it's an interesting journey, even you know, when you're working with people, having studied the body and dance, having studied the voice and dance, having studied, it is fascinating because when you can master that, which is what we want people to do. Look, we have the Epstein files, you know, three, 400 million out. Everybody was shocked by somebody's name. That's a deprogramming for you. Whoever it was that shocked that you saw, it's not a judgment, it's a deprogramming. But how are you gonna program yourself? So at the end of the day, we're not looking at, okay, Heather Ann Ferries, you know, okay, she's an earth angel, she's a mystic. Like I make mistakes, but hopefully you see, I'm an independent thinker. I want you to be an independent thinker. You're going to have to do the work to be no, you're gonna have to know in your environment who's fake. And I think a lot of us because we didn't heal our generational traumas, we were fooled by a lot of people on the platform, and we're continuing to be fooled by people on platform because we're not doing our work. You know, I mean, think about the actions of Harriet Tupman. She didn't listen to anybody, she took actions to be able to help a slave consciousness programming to get out of here. That is a totally different program than I'm gonna watch videos all day and not really work on myself, you know? So I was a deep dive.

SPEAKER_04 35:58

So, Miss Ferrell, on your water, you know, as a water avic and everything, you know, how you know, how did you, you know, I know you explained

Why Clean Water Became Her Mission

SPEAKER_04 36:10

some of the details, but how did you become, you know, this water avic, you know? How did it start out?

SPEAKER_00 36:16

Yes, sure. It was about 15-ish years ago. I was working with a client going to his home twice a week, and he was very much God, faith, positive energy. And I remember that because I was so saddened by my family, like just sort of disowning me, outcasting me because I came out with my abuse. So I was really, really heartbroken. And so he really lit up the room and we would work together. I would do meditation and breath work with him. And he was more of a Western medicine believer, but his wife had studied Eastern science and she'd studied the brain work that I worked with, and she wanted to see if that would help him. Long story short, I worked with him for two years, and we were able to get him more mobile, more accessible, even though he was only in his 60s, he was having a lot of neurological issues. But then they put him on a special medical treatment. He wanted to do it, and unfortunately, he was hallucinating, hallucinating a lot on the drugs, and he became very angry, which really scared me because it really showed me what some of these pills, when we don't really know what they're doing, how they can change a personality and even the spirit of a personality. And I remember him hallucinating, and I went into the kitchen. I would always, we'd always get tap water for our break. And he ended up, he ended up tap dancing in the kitchen, and he didn't know I was a professional tap dancer in my career. He only knew me as as this yogi. And I called his wife after the session and I said, Look, I we know Bob is hallucinating, but I mean, did he tap dance? And she was like, No. I mean, he loved to go out dancing. I was big in Pittsburgh. She's like, I've never seen this man tap dance before. And then she asked him later, and he said something like his great-grandfather tap danced. We do not know if that's true or not. But he passed away the next week. I went to the funeral. The family was so loving. They thanked me for the work that I did. They really acknowledged that they felt like it gave that it gave them more of a quality of life with their dad and a longer life. And I was really heartbroken. I was actually angry at God. And so every Tuesday and Thursday, 12 to 1, that's the time I would have spent with him. I went into this sadness for a while. And I would just complain to God, why does everybody have cancer? Why does everybody have cancer? And I got the water is bad. And so I wrote it in my journal. And then the next week, this woman, African woman, from about an hour away, came to one of my yoga classes. And on the liability form, she wrote electrolyze reduced water at the bottom. Kind of like a Jimmy Slide activation, right? It's just words. And then the next week I said, What does this mean? And she said, Well, why don't you drink this? And she gave me a glass container, a jug, just like the ones from Frankfurt Mineral Springs. And I drank it that day. And I'm like, there's something different. I was a plastic bottle water drinker. I said it didn't sit in my belly. I got a head rush because I had brain damage. So this the waters, quantum physics, this is the Japanese part of the medical device. And that started me on my education. I work for two different companies because Japan, they've had these medical devices in their hospitals for 65 years, but Japan's very sacred with their land. They actually have water springs still that you can go and soak in in Japan and have healing done, like experience skin rashes, and all that. We used to have this in America, is my point. And my point is, is we need to understand that this whole, oh, we have all this to pick from from the stores to drink with is not a selection anymore. It's not a selection. So when I started to learn that, I became sort of the modern healer Aaron Brakovich. I started to study and test waters, understanding pH, ORP. And I realized we had to have clean water first, a foundation of clean water. And so I work for Multipure. I work for a company based for 53 years in the United States. They're number one in everything. They do take out forever chemicals. They have a shower filter that is extremely cost effective. When that chlorine is going into your pineulks, this affects us, especially those that come from slavery. Especially those. And so I can offer your audience a 5% discount code. We can put it under the video for them. If they have questions, you can email me. I'm happy to cost effectively help them navigate. Really, it's just an under-the-kitchen sink for drinking and a shower that really gets you in the game. And it gets you to delete what you're buying at the store. You can make your teas, your coffee, you can even make your soups with this water. And it begins that foundation, you know. And when I started out, I was extremely poor, extremely, you know, paycheck to paycheck. I didn't have anybody to fall on. I've actually had to close my business twice. Um, I've never claimed disability. I work hard. I've worked hard to get where I am. And what I need to say to you guys is the the government isn't gonna give you what you need.

SPEAKER_04 42:00

Wow, that's a lot. That is a whole lot, Miss Fera. That's you know, it's amazing of the things that you have gone through that you can share, you know, with this audience, you know, and it's amazing. And especially, you know, with the water that you say, you know, if you can get clean, clean, clear water that, you know, what can open up, you know, inside you, you know, that is that is amazing.

SPEAKER_00 42:29

I appreciate that. And I appreciate you guys allowing me to speak on the platform. You know, we I will say this with water education. There is within the last 15 years, there used to be a ton of doctors that left the system that talked about specifically the Japanese medical device. You don't see them online now, they have been banned. So we are only limited to talk about certain things. If you see something extremely popular mainstream in regards to anything, you kind of wanna you kind of want to question it. I'll be honest with you. You kind of want to follow the money. Who owns this stuff? And I will say that. And in regards to clean water, and maybe this will be an activation for you guys today to think about for your community, is we need to get plumbers on board, we need to get wellness centers and dance studios on board. We need to let them see how much they're spending in other things in the drinking department and how they're actually just funding big corporations, they're funding those that already know. They already know it's just like you know, when you talk about healing, when I talk about healing, even traumas, the other thing is getting people off devices when they're doing meditation work and breath work. So when you talk to certain elite families, their children don't grow up with devices, they grow up in the in the forests and they grow up remote. Reading autobiographies, believe it or not, because they want to read stories and understand human behavior and stuff. They don't grow up the same way that we're training our kids to grow up in. You think, oh, I have a fancy cell phone. Aren't I lucky? No, you're not lucky. Get in the forest. Start playing. Do you know how to do you know how to grow a garden? Then you're lucky. Do you know how to build a house? Then you're lucky. Do you know how to do the plumbing in your kitchen? Then you're lucky. So we've been programmed. It's it's a you know, it's oh you're you're you're you're elite now, you don't have to do these things. Uh no, you know, and that's one thing that I can say, you know, even my wooden floors back here, I did them with somebody. It took two weeks, it was hard. You know, they're handmade. And when people walked in, walk in this my little townhome, they go, Oh, these floors. And I was like, Yeah, I did that, I did that. You know, so I know how to do some of my plumbing because when the plumbers came to hook up my devices, I would ask them questions and learn. Our children need to learn this stuff so that we can have children that are leaders that say, Why do we have to buy water filters? Okay, good question. Who's poisoning us? Good question. How do we change this? Can we change it in a community? These are things that make us as a community more empowered. And I loved your introduction today because it's about building community. It's about learning from each other. It's about saying, okay, I'm right on this, I'm wrong on that. How do I get better at this?

SPEAKER_04 45:33

You know, you brought all these things up so that, you know, we could be educated as well, you know, to educate, you know, others. And, you know, with the 5% discount, you know, trying to, you know, get yourself acclimated and, you know, make sure that, you know, your brain weighs clear and this can be done in 40 days, you know, that's kind of like, you know, that'd be something, you know, that people need to look into to, you know, to ensure that, you know, now you can think outside the box. Now you can not procrastinate. Now you can get your work done. Now you can understand more because the things that you feel like, I can't understand this. And you figure like, why? This could be so simple, but you're because of the chemical, the fluoride and the chlorine that is put inside the water, then this is what's happening to us. But it's, you know, it's like I said, this is something to process for real.

SPEAKER_00 46:31

Yeah, it is something to process. And I had a lot of people, like chemists and people with PhD degrees that I don't have come to me for trauma work because I built an underground reputation. And I will say none of them had proper education in this category. And they were they fought me at

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SPEAKER_00 46:50

first, even when they saw the clinical studies with the Japanese medical device, they still, but then as soon as they started drinking the water, you know, the body knows. The other thing I want to share with your audience is on my YouTube channel at my name Heather Ann Ferry, there's two free playlists. They're free, and they're like college courses. One is called Breath Work for Leaders, Master Your Nervous System. I would highly suggest anybody that wants to lead their own life, lead their family life, lead their community, do that. It's nine videos. And then the second course is breath work for stress, trauma, and emotional pain. It's not just learning one nostril breathing, it's not just learning fire breath, like in a yoga class. You're learning your psychology around your breath. Why is your inhale short? Why is your exhale short? Because it means something emotionally and mentally. So I'm teaching you just like what I taught at universities, it's free. Now, now that you've heard this, you have the choice of taking action and doing it. You've got nothing to lose, but you may have something to gain.

SPEAKER_03 48:09

So for you guys this watching, now you know, if you notice the previous episodes, I've been trying not to come out and just directly say things because I I have an understanding of what's going on, but it's not looked as politically correct. But what she's bringing to you guys today is something that you can take and implement for yourselves for your better health. Because one thing for sure, like what she said, the government is not going to help you. That that day has far gone by, it's behind us in yester years. Okay, so we have to start taking it upon ourselves to take better care of ourselves. But the first thing to do that is we have to learn what that care is, and that's what she's bringing to the table. If you guys would like to go and check Heather in, I would absolutely implore you guys to go to her website, take some of her classes, buy some of her books, get to know what she's talking about, because that's helping you physically, mentally, and getting you back on track to who you're supposed to be. And that's what Terra the Triumph is about. It's about getting you back to who God meant for you to be. And we can't do that with all these plastics and chemicals and pharmaceuticals that's not designed for the human body. We weren't meant to ingest all these things. That water that she's talking about is is absolutely true, and that's just one thing. We got a lot of stuff to deal with. That's just the one thing, Miss Heather, and I'm so grateful for you being on this show today. I don't know what to do.

SPEAKER_00 50:20

Can I share one more thing? Thank you so much. With with the book that's on Amazon. So it's called Transcending Victim to Goddess. It's part one. I wrote it with my father on the other side. And there are chapters of stories because he wanted people to understand the foundation of my life before we got to book two, which deals with ancestral past life stuff, where I'm I'm, you know, Divine Mother is telling me to go to Franklin, Tennessee, and all this mystical stuff starts to happen. He also wanted there to be self-care chapters after each chapter, meaning questions that you could work on by yourself, you could work on with a group, you could work on with your therapist. Questions that maybe, because I've worked with a lot of therapists that won't necessarily think about. And then also what I'm providing, because I want to build community with you guys and build community, is if you purchase this on Amazon and you email me, which is my emails below, your confirmation number. So you email me the receipt right here, and I'll get the order number, right? I will send you a private teaching video. It's 26 minutes long, and it talks about the three meditations in this book, which are there's so many meditations I work with, and I actually work with Brain Protocols, which is for another show. But I wanted to give this gift because when you buy a book on Amazon, I don't know that you bought it. They tell me somebody bought a book, but I don't know who you are. And it doesn't connect me to help you understand more of like, oh, I'm doing a retreat here or I'm doing a Zoom class with this group here. So it kind of connects you with me. I will not send you newsletters every week. I don't do that because of my, you know, I'm very sensitive online, but you can share what you're interested in. I'm interested in healing music or meditation work or just learning more. But I will send you that video so it connects the dots. And I think that that allows us to be more engaged. So I wanted to just share that.

SPEAKER_03 52:38

If you could do me a favor, a favor, Miss Heather, and if you could show that paper one more time, because I want the viewers to be able to get the information and go to where you need them to go.

SPEAKER_00 52:49

Yeah, so it's they're gonna run it. They're gonna real quick, just so when you buy off Amazon, they'll give you an order for number, and the total is gonna cost for the paper back because it is a manual, too, $31, which is four, which is my life path. And 31 was the address to the house that I was abused in. So it's all numerology, it's all set up. Just like you matter 108, look up 108 religiously, look up 108 spiritually, learn about it because everything I do has a spiritual purpose behind it, with my ancestors, of course. So when you email me this, I'll then know who you are, and I'll be able to put you my contacts. You can introduce yourself. I'd love to know where you're from, what you're interested in, because I am producing music this year about Jimmy Slide, about Harriet Tubman, about Jim, you know, my ancestors, and I am also doing workshops on Zoom. And also I may build a community where we talk together, but I have to build that community. So when you when you email me this, what I will do is then email you a private 26-minute video just going through the meditations in this particular book, so you get a little bit of experience of teaching.

SPEAKER_03 54:16

That is awesome. That is awesome, everybody. What can I say? You see, she put it out there for you. Everything we talked about. What do you think, Storm? What do you think about this? This this wonderful woman right here.

SPEAKER_04 54:36

Oh, we can't hear you. No, she was phenomenal. Oh my god, so amazing. Yeah, can you hear me now? Yes, okay, yes. I feel like it was amazing. It was it was amazing information, and especially when you tell us about, you know, the inner spirit, you know, like what you've seen, because some people think I'm you know crazy because I tell them I see things, and you know, like, no, you're not seeing nothing. And you and so I feel kind of relieved now because you know, you're putting it all out there for the viewers, and you're putting it all out there so people can know, you know, it isn't such a thing as the other side, you know, and you can hear and see things. And I just think everything that you went on, you know, it was just phenomenal, it was just really amazing.

SPEAKER_00 55:26

Thank you, thank you so much.

SPEAKER_04 55:29

All right, Alfonso, Ms.

SPEAKER_03 55:32

Ann, we thank you on that form. We thank you for spending your time with us to record this episode, and we will be more than grateful to have you back on the show again, everybody, Heather and Fairy.

SPEAKER_00 55:51

I just want to thank you so much. I think this is a beautiful combination of work that you're setting up here. And I just want to say blessings to our audience today. Every time I get to use my voice, especially in this type of safe environment, is a healing for me and my ancestors. There were many ancestors that were never allowed to use their voice, so I do not take this for granted. I thank the audience for listening and respecting my voice, even if you don't agree with all of it, it's okay. And thank you for having me. Well, we love that we love having you today on the show.

SPEAKER_04 56:28

It was a pleasure.

SPEAKER_03 56:29

Thank you again for being with us.

SPEAKER_04 56:31

Yes.

SPEAKER_03 56:32

This has been Terra Triumph. Thank you for joining us. Y'all have a wonderful weekend, and we'll see you Tuesday.