The Resilience Project

Overcoming the Burden: An Adoptee's Journey to Self-Love and Community

Julie Brumley Season 1 Episode 18

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In this heartfelt episode of the Resilience Project podcast, Julie Brumley sits down with Jennifer Skiles - an adoptee and author - to explore the deep roots of the "I am a burden" belief and how it shapes the lives of adoptees. They discuss becoming aware of this inner narrative, healing through community, faith, and self-compassion, and the transformative power of sharing stories.

Key topics:

  • The impact of early abandonment and societal messaging on adoptee self-perception
  • How writing a story and embracing vulnerability facilitated healing
  • The role of faith and spirituality in recovering identity and hope
  • Recognizing harmful patterns like people-pleasing and shrinking to avoid being a burden
  • The importance of community, shared pain, and belonging in healing
  • Practical steps: trying new approaches, setting boundaries, visiting inner children, and practicing self-compassion
  • The significance of safe spaces for adoptees to process their experiences
  • The upcoming "You Are Not a Burden" online gathering

Chapters: 

 02:01 - The deeply rooted belief "I am a burden" among adoptees
 03:41 - Jennifer shares her story of reuniting with her biological father
 05:57 - How writing her book helped Jennifer own her story and heal
 07:27 - The emotional process of feeling heard for the first time
 10:23 - How the burden belief influenced relationships and behaviors
 12:18 - Experiences of abandonment and not feeling accepted
 14:16 - Societal pressure and feeling lucky versus feeling loved
 15:28 - The "life gap" and missing early childhood memories
 17:39 - Adoption statistics and societal misconceptions
 19:40 - The importance of community for adoptees’ healing
 22:21 - The power of shared stories and recognition
 23:50 - Supporting each other through vulnerability and connection
 24:44 - The impact of the burden belief on relationships and fears of rejection
 26:02 - Faith and spirituality as sources of stability and healing
 29:14 - Visiting inner children to foster self-love
 30:07 - The body’s role in processing trauma
 32:46 - Dispel misconceptions and set healthy boundaries
 34:18 - How trying something different can shift perspectives
 36:54 - The necessity of self-compassion in healing journeys
 38:24 - Recognizing what is meant to be left behind
 41:19 - Celebrating loved ones and releasing grief creatively
 43:47 - The upcoming online gathering "You Are Not a Burden"
 44:30 - What to do if you feel hesitant about engaging
 46:33 - The role of community versus doing it alone
 47:58 - Building safe spaces for raw, authentic conversations
 50:27 - The relief of being understood without explanation
 52:02 - Encouragement to take the first step even with resistance
 54:03 - Reshaping beliefs through new actions and perspectives
 57:24 - The importance of belonging over independence
 58:24 - Details on the free online event and ongoing connection opportunities

Links - Jennifer Skiles' Book "Vault of Treasures"

You Are Not a Burden - Online Gathering

The Adoption Roadmap Podcast

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