I’m Kinda Funny Acting

Heyy Boo ! Are you funny acting? cause that a truth I realized about myself, and im 100 percent okay with that , but as always thank yall for tuning in and showing love .  

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Hey boo. Welcome back. Okay. Damn, hold on. These damn courts. Welcome back. Okay. It is Friday, July 3rd. And we early, y'all. It's 10 10. What is it? 1023? Of course. I hope. I don't think nobody at work today. Because basically today is the fourth. But I ain't at work. So y'all know I'm already excited as hell. You know, already had my morning tea. A little morning smoke. You know, all of that, getting that situated. But how is everything going? But everybody, I hope. You know what I'm saying? Everybody good. Everybody in a good mental space, good mental place. Had a good short work week and all of that. You know, all of that jazz. All of that jazz. I'm gonna go ahead and jump on into it because I'm a little excited about to tell y'all about my weekend last week. A week before last. Okay, so on Juneteenth, I told y'all I was going out with my sisters and her friends. So I was hanging out with the young hoes. Auntie was outside. We went to a lounge. When I say it was fun as y'all, it was so fun. And that's because I ain't been out in that type of scene in a minute. So it was it just felt good to be outside. I was on a dance floor dancing. It was a good time. It was a good time. But let me tell you something. Let me tell you, hold on. I ain't I can't get down with the all-nighters like I used to. Like going out the whole weekend, basically. So that was on Friday. Went out, had a ball. I stayed up. I stayed up the whole day. I ain't go to sleep until 7 Saturday, Saturday night, damn near. Saturday evening. But y'all, I had a ball. But I can Auntie can't hang with the with the young hoes. I it's I can hang for one if I have the proper amount, the proper amount of rest that my body needs. Okay. I don't even know how many hours that is. I just know I need to sleep so I can recharge. Make sure I got some food in my stomach. You know, and make sure I have hydration. Because the way the shots was getting thrown back, I was like, oh, oh no, wait a minute. But I was I was hanging in that aspect, and I think that's po oh my god, now that's probably what took me down. The damn shots. The damn shots. But I was good though. I was I had a good time. I had a I had a wonderful time. It was it was a great way to celebrate Juneteenth weekend for sure. A great, a great way. Saturday night, I missed that train. My sister and the young hoes left. They left me at the house, sleep as hell. But I needed that though. Like, I'm like, damn, back in the day, shit. I we be rolling all that now. Oh nah. Anything, any eight is the max. And that's pushing. Eight, eight o'clock. Matter of fact, yeah, eight o'clock is pushing it. But that's the that's the latest that I'll step out. Anything after eight, I'm not doing it. Like, I'm not doing it no more. And I'm so I am so okay with that. Like, maybe on a rare occasion, but back to back, mm-mm. I can't do that. That's leave that to the younger. It's fun hanging out with another. I love him. But yeah, I gotta get until I gotta get some rest. Like, gotta make sure I'm stretching and things like that. Cause but it was a good time. It was it was all a great time, though. I had a ball. I definitely had a ball. And I look the fuck good. Like if y'all follow my TikTok, I look the fuck good. So yeah, that was my weekend in June. And and just like okay, come on now. And just like that, June is over. I feel like June did stretch a little bit. It did feel a little longer. But I mean, and then rolling around, we in a whole new month again. Time really be flying out. Let me put this blood out. Time definitely be flying. So I have some cute, some cute questions. Not even questions. They just, yeah. Cute little flirty, fun questions. Cause that's how I'm feeling. I'm just I'm feeling real fun and flirty and just sassy as hell. That's how that's how I've been feeling lately. Just kind of having my way. You know, in a good way. Definitely in a good way. But before I get into that, I just have something that I realized about myself. And I and saying it out loud, I'm just like, okay, cool, that's me. I don't know if anybody else is like this or realize this, come to terms, but I'm kind of funny acting. Because I can I'm my personality is definitely bubble, you know. I I just I do fuck with people, I really do. Like I like talking to people, I like understanding people. I genuinely do. Like getting to know people, but just like anything else, I have to recharge, but I have to recharge by myself. So for instance, with work, I can go to work Monday, Tuesday, you know, I'm cool, I'm fine. Come Wednesday, I'm like, alright now. Shit, I'm getting sick of this place. I'm seeing the same thing, I'm seeing the same people. I tend to get agitated, so I start noticing my pattern, and that I'm just like, at work, that's just gonna be what it is. So I gotta find a better way to deal with that. But when it comes to people, like if I feel like I'm my my battery is draining, I'm gonna pull back. I'm gonna be kind of like snippy because I'm like, I just I need to reset. I need to reset and recharge. I don't want to be around the same thing for a long period of time. Like, if I see a person in June, we hang out, we have a good time. I'm my battery is charged with you for the month of June. Like, I done got my daily dose, and you know, I can go back home, go back and hibernate. Go let me go out when I want to go out. I don't like I don't like giving time limits on when I'm uh do something. You know, I don't, I just I just want to do it. Like and some and stuff like that, like when it comes to just me resetting and recharging and not being around people, just let it let it ride. It's nothing personal. It's really nothing personal. I'm just I don't know. When I'm recharged, when I'm when I'm when I'm not feeling like I'm being pulled by other people, like uh-uh, I'm not doing that. Like, let me go in the house. Let me let me go center myself, let me go sit. And that's needed. I don't know how do other people recharge? Like, I mean my best friend was talking, like she said she needs me time, like she, and I a hundred percent agree, like I need me time. I need it, like I need to be by myself and just lay or just you know, just be in my own space, and I'll be fine. Like, it's I'm not sad, I'm not depressed, I'm not down. I just I wanna be by myself. Like, I don't know. That should be feeling good. It be feeling good. So I just kind of wanted to put that out there. Like, I realize that I'm kind of funny acting, but not in a not in a way where I'll just intentionally treat you mean. Like when when I start getting snippy, I gotta be like, alright, what's going on? And nine times out of ten, I just have to be by myself. I wasn't I wasn't tending to myself, but that doesn't happen a lot, but I realize that if I start feeling the type of way, I'm like, alright. But yeah, so I don't know. Are y'all funny acting? I feel like everybody a little funny acting, and not not even in a bad way, it's just we just gotta recharge, like the fuck. Please, please don't take anything personal, like please don't take it personal. You ain't shit, you ain't special till I made you. So you better act like you know is that that is that the words for real? I don't know. Okay, I'm gonna look at now. So let's get into these questions because I ain't trying to be up here just rambling, okay? My first one I have, and mind y'all, these they not like spicy off the chart, but you know, stuff I ain't really talked about before. So the first question is would you rather have amazing sex or amazing communication? So would you rather have amazing sex or communication? Me? I would rather have amazing communication. Because now I need to I need to have some type of for one, if we're having sex, we're we're definitely gonna be talking because I can't just have sex and not have an understanding of you. Like, I don't do them type of days for me are over, you know what I'm saying? Like, you gotta you gotta stimulate me mentally, you really gotta stimulate me mentally. It's we're gonna I rather have amazing communication because then the sex would be great. Like, if we can talk on a level past, like if we can go beyond the surface, baby, you got me. You know what I'm saying? That everything else gonna be everything else gonna be amazing. So, yes, I would rather have amazing communication because I feel like it's important, like it is very important to communicate and just get stuff out. Like, I don't I'm not the type of person that wanna hold shit in, like, it's it's gonna come out. So let's let's talk, let's talk about it, you know, and then everything else, you know, can kind of flow from there. Just honesty, like the hell, and listening, actually listening to people and understanding and not forcing shit, just yeah, all of that. Uh so amazing communication, I would rather have that and then follow up with amazing sex because that goes hand in hand for me personally. I don't know about y'all or you, but whatever, whatever it is, but yeah, communication definitely. So my second question: would you date someone who checks every box except physical attraction? Um with this question, when I was writing, I was like, It's to me, attraction is different for people. So everybody may not view some of the same things attractive. So I feel like in a sense, I can kind of look past see, I I don't I can Yeah, I ain't even gonna I'm not even gonna see, cause maybe some people in my past was like kind of fuggly. Like they was they won't all the way ugly, but they was like questionable. I don't know, cause physical attraction is different for everybody. Everybody don't think the same people look good. It's really up to just like me, myself, you as a person. So I mean shit. I don't even know how to answer this goddamn question. This question. Yeah. I feel like thinking about thinking about it, yes, like you ha you gotta look cute, but yeah. Yeah, you gotta you gotta look like something. I ain't even gonna lie. You gotta look like something. Something about you gotta gotta interest me physically anyway. It is what it is. Yeah, yeah. I'm a yeah. So I I would not date somebody who it I'm not physically attracted to. I wouldn't. I wouldn't I wouldn't talk to somebody who I'm not physic who I'm not drawn to, if that makes sense. Like I'm not, yeah, yeah. That's my answer. Cause this I got that question from chat. Like, I be needing some, I be needing a a bootlock girl. This one I'm feeling like she'll put shit into a question, but this one, I'm like, okay. So no. I would I would not date somebody who is who is not physically attractive to me. Moving on. Question number three. What's the most attractive thing someone can do without touching you? The most attractive thing somebody can do for me is it's basically ties in with question number one: communication, like stimulating my mind. I have realized as I've gotten older, I need my mind stimulated. I need to, I need to understand. I need to have some type of understanding of basically what I'm doing, what I'm getting myself into, or just understanding of things in a person. It makes it so much better to realize like if we measure, if we flow or not. You know what I'm saying? Ain't nobody's time finna get wasted, like, and that's like friendships and everything. So the most attractive thing somebody can do is really stimulate my mind. Just talk to me. That's it. Talk to me. Everything else will flow after that. I promise. And that's if it flow, if if it does go, like if it mesh. Like if if I'm following where you're coming from, and we just talking and really, really stimulating each other's mind, you got me. I'm not even gonna lie, like, I don't know. I just I love I love I love just learning shit in my own type of way that people can actually break it down and it's understood. I don't know, I just I love that shit. I genuinely do. So yeah, that's the most attractive thing. And listening. I love I love when people listen. I love that shit. So yeah, stimulate my mind. Ain't that in a pretty Ricky song? Did y'all watch hold on, wait. Okay, we at a break. Before I go to the last question, let's take a little break and talk about the verses. Oh my goodness, I forgot all about the verses. So me and my cousin, we watched it on FaceTime, and it was just it was so nostalgic. It was very nostalgic. The thing is, I don't know a lot of B2K songs. The only songs I knew were the actual the songs that were popular, like the songs that would play on the radio and things like that. I ain't never have a B2K. Um, I ain't never had no CD or anything like that. Like I didn't listen to them like that. Who I did listen to though, and what's so crazy, I listened to B5. I had a whole B5 album, and I used, um not an album, a CD, and I used to play that. Like I really used to play them. But yeah, I ain't listened to B2K like that. But pretty Ricky, they sound great, they actually sound really for them to be like I don't know. It was it was just it was a great performance. I just felt like it was just more so a concert because that was that wasn't even no type of comparison. Everybody knew from the gate, pretty Ricky had that, like B2K was singing about like high school stuff in a sense. I mean, yeah, they was talking about booties and shit, but pretty Ricky, they was talk they was talking that shit. Like Pretty Ricky was really talking that shit. So of course, yeah, it was but it was cool though. It was it was cool. I ain't finished watching it because I ended up going to sleep. But from what I seen, it was real. I loved it. Like we really had a time the 90s, the 90s kids, the millennials, bro. We really we really had a great time. Like I remember just growing up listening to shit like that. Like for one, I had no business, but we was actually we had everything, man. Like we really had everything. These kids will genuinely never know. They will never know what toys are rusty is, they will never know what KB Toys is. They will never know what wet seal. Like, that shit's so crazy. Every time I think about it, I'm just like, what in the fuck? Like, how are we here? How we hear that fast? How are we here that fast? Like, I don't get it. Okay, okay. Break time is over because I get it going on forever and ever about some nostalgic man. Damn, but yeah, the verses, it was definitely I liked it. I definitely like that. Okay, the last question, and then we're gonna wrap it up. The last question Have you ever had a crush on someone you knew was a terrible idea? Of course. I feel like everybody has. That's why people probably get themselves in situations or get caught up in shit that they don't need to be caught up in. I have definitely had a crush on somebody, and it was a terrible idea. It was didn't listen to myself at all and just went on with messing with it was just it was a whole chaotic mess. It was a whole chaotic mess. So you that's why you really do gotta listen to yourself. That gut feeling, anything that you feeling, and you know you ain't supposed to be around somebody, listen, get your get your ass up out of there. That's that's something like move. That's what it means. If you around somebody and you just calm and chill, you calm and chill. But when you're not supposed to be around somebody, that shit, your your body is going to talk to you. Like, hello, and you gotta listen to that. So, yeah, I feel like a lot of people have had crushes on people they ain't had no business having a crush on. I definitely have. Um, and I just feel like again, that shit come with experience, you know. You gotta learn what you're willing to not go through again if you, you know, if you keep repeating the same shit. So yeah. That wraps up episodes 16 and 17. You know, I had an amazing Juneteenth and July finna be amazing too. Like every, you know, it's just I'm still going up. So, you know, I'm having a time. Again, like I said, I'm feeling just fun, flirty, sassy, doing what I want to do. But y'all have a safe weekend. If y'all, you know, if y'all celebrating the little independence, you know, be safe. Don't be out here drinking and driving like for real. Let's not do that. And yeah, just have a good time and be safe. And again, as always, as always, love on yourself. Love the people who love you, love your neighbor. If you need to reset, please go reset and continue loving yourself and you know, be kind to one another. Thank y'all for listening. I love y'all, and I will talk to y'all next week.