Hostage

*Inspired by the song Hostage by Chelsea Grin

Hostage

Housing
Obscurities
Satisfying
Tendencies
Agonizing
Guilt
Exponentially



Time we'll wasted
Getting wasted
Faded into the fantasy
Dancing in ecstasy
Fixated on the enemy
Entranced

The subtle infiltration
A progression
Possessing
Personifying
Identifying
Integrating Identity
Denting distinction
Intoxicating instinct
Attracted to the atrocity
Desiring to decay
Beginning to fray

Stitching being removed
An unhealed wound
Bleeding from avoidance
Dancing around the problem
Blaming everything else

Self-sustained suffering
Buffering the banter
Focused on the futility
Defects depicting docility

Basket case
A place to relate
Retaliation
Bouncing back
To balance things out
What's the use?
Better my half
Clear away my wreckage
Break the bondage
A covenant of chaos
Break off the baggage
Lugging around the luggage
Leaching off from longings
The energy emptied
Exhaustion encompassing
Hindered by my own hand

Mind manipulated
Pulling apart the pulse
Perception problem
The professional problem producer

It's all in my head
My depth perception is dead
A soul sickened
Within the darkness it is hidden
Unforgiven
Forgetting where I've been
In the mix
Provided for
Guided by The Lord
Just when I think i can't afford

Help my belief
Sustain my strength to seek
No strength of my own
For I can't do this on my own
A forged foundation found
A place for this life to expound 9:55pm

Upon the stones
Finding a place to call home
Not limited to a certain zone
But a reference point
Where things begin to cultivate
With ideas to contemplate
Forming a template
Tabling the argument
Organizing the assignments
Utilizing reliance
Forming an alliance

The form from the foundation
Amongst all the studies in the basement
Mapped out for each piece's placement
Allowing for displacement
The overflow
Flowing over
Overcome and undone
Coming down from the clouds
The con fusing an illusion
Infiltrating illness
An inside job
Isn't it odd?
Why I hurt myself?
Then deny needing help?

Unable to see the wealth
This stacked hand I've been dealt
Piece together the purpose
This life is worth it!!
We can't earn it
Receive it
Learn to fit
The pieces in the puzzle
A riddle of rudiments
A simple solution
For complicated people