Why?!

Why?!

A question with no need for an answer

It's out of my control

Advance in acceptance

Receive what is decreed

A nightmare of an outcome

Paralyzing

Analyzing

Crying

Goodbying

Memorializing

So much life left

So many questions to ponder

the mind racing endlessly in wonder

A mystery of memories

Musing

Mentally drained

Thoughts deranged

Why does it continually rain?

Remember the past

Not to dwell in grief

Continue to seek

Life in the light

Don't waste the time here

Even as the scars sometimes sear

No going back opening the wound

For it will once again consume

Proceed on to bloom

In times of loss

It can really straighten out perspective

Life on earth, doesn't go on forever