Your Brain on Porn Part 1

In this raw and eye-opening episode, we pull back the curtain on one of the most silent battles of our generation.

Pornography doesn’t just entertain, it rewires the brain.

It hijacks the dopamine system, distorts desire, damages intimacy, fuels shame and isolation, and slowly trains the mind toward endless consumption instead of covenant love.

But the darkness behind pornography goes even deeper.

Behind many screens exists exploitation, trafficking, coercion, and the objectification of image-bearers of God. What begins as a “harmless click” can slowly become a prison of secrecy, bondage, and spiritual exhaustion.

Through Romans 7, neuroscience, Scripture, and honest conversation, Part 1 exposes the internal war many silently carry:

“For what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I.” 

-Romans 7:15

But this episode is not about hopelessness.

It’s about bringing hidden darkness into the light… and pointing listeners toward the freedom, healing, and restoration found in Jesus Christ.

If you’re exhausted from the cycle…
If you’re hiding in shame…
If you feel trapped in patterns you cannot break…

This episode is for you.

Part 2 — From Rewired to Renewed — coming soon.

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This podcast is intended to offer biblical encouragement, spiritual reflection, and hope in Jesus Christ. It is not a substitute for professional counseling, medical care, or pastoral oversight within a local church. If this episode brings up deep pain or distress, we encourage you to seek wise, prayerful support from trusted leaders, counselors, or healthcare professionals. Healing is a journey,  and you do not have to walk it alone.

Transcript

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Every single day. Millions click. And the machine keeps running. A multi-billion dollar industry that doesn't just entertain. It enslaves.

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It rewires your brain. It destroys real intimacy. It traffics the vulnerable. And behind every screen, a man is quietly dying inside. Trapped in a war he never signed up for.

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But there is a way out. There is a deliverer. This is your brain on porn. Jesus is calling.

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He's calling the man trapped in a war inside his own mind. He's calling the one exhausted from the cycle of I do what I hate.

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He's calling the believer who feels they've gone too far. He's calling the prodigal who doesn't know how to come home. He's calling the one. The one he leaves at ninety-nine to rescue.

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Welcome to the Nineveh 99 Ministries Podcast. Today on part one of Your Brain on Porn, we're stepping straight into the war. What pornography does to the brain, why the struggle feels so powerful, and how the God who restored David is ready to confront and deliver you. This episode contains mature discussions surrounding pornography addiction, sexual bondage, exploitation, trafficking, and the neurological impact of pornography. While we intentionally avoid graphic descriptions, some listeners may find portions of this conversation emotional heavy or sensitive. Our goal is not to shame, sensationalize, or glorify darkness, but to expose what destroys in secret while pointing people toward the hope, healing, and freedom found in Jesus Christ.

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Just try harder. Pray more. Read more scripture. Do better. I'm here to tell you that there's hope. That you're not the only one that's struggling.

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There's many men and maybe even women in church, in society that are struggling.

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You don't have to do this alone. And while prayer, scripture, repentance, surrender are important. They're absolutely essential in our daily walk. Many people trapped because they don't know where to turn.

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Because they've never been given a clear understanding of what this battle actually is. Pornography is not only affecting behavior, it's affecting thought patterns, conditioning, desire, memory, emotional responses.

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The battle is not only happening in the body, much of the battle is happening in the mind.

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And this is why many sincere believers feel exhausted. Because they generally love Jesus, but still find themselves trapped in patterns they cannot seem to break through willpower alone.

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And eventually, many begin believing a lie. Maybe I'm just beyond freedom.

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But the problem is not always a person lacks sincerity. Sometimes a problem is that they've been fighting a neurological, emotional, spiritual, and deeply conditioned battle.

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With nothing but shame and self-hatred. And shame has never produced lasting freedom. Sometimes in the struggle, you may feel emotionally exhausted. You don't know where to turn. You're exhausted from the relapse cycles.

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And even when you're sitting in church, you desperately want to tell a brother or sister. But the shame cycle is just too heavy.

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You feel hopeless. Sometimes you maybe even feel that God must be done with me. Before we can understand how freedom happens, we first have to understand what pornography is actually doing. Scripture is incredibly honest about how temptation becomes bondage.

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In James chapter one, verses fourteen to fifteen, we read, but each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desires. Then desires when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown, brings forth death. What begins as temptation can slowly become a repeated response.

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And what becomes a repeated response can eventually become a hidden habit. And hidden habits, when continuing fed, can become strongholds. Sin does not stay small when it's repeated, entertained.

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And this is where many people begin finding themselves trapped in cycles they never expected to enter.

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I never thought I'd become this. You have moments of secrecy. Because many people caught in sexual bondage generally love God. But they hate the cycle. They hate the secrecy.

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They hate returning to the very thing they prayed they would never return to. And this is why Romans chapter seven resonates so deeply with struggling believers, especially those caught up in unwanted sexual behaviors.

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Romans chapter seven, verse fifteen. For what I would, that do I not, but what I hate, that do I. This is the cry of the divided man. Why do I keep going back? Why do I keep failing? Why do I keep doing the very thing I hate? Romans seven gives language to the eternal war of addiction. The spirit longs for freedom, while the flesh keeps pulling towards bondage.

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You may be struggling for weeks on end, maybe months. Maybe you've been an exhausted believer and you've been fighting this for years.

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You still love Jesus. But you hate the trap that you're you're caught in. You feel hopeless. You fear that God is done with you. You're not producing fruit.

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Your prayers seem vain and empty and shallow. You feel the eternal war that's going on. And this eternal war becomes even more complicated when we begin understanding what pornography is actually training in the brain. Pornography is often dismissed as harmless fantasy. But modern neuroscience is painting a very different picture. Research increasingly shows that compulsive pornography consumption can affect the brain in ways similar to substance addictions. Let me say that again. Research increasingly shows that compulsive pornography consumption can affect the brain in ways similar to substance addiction. A landmark two thousand fourteen study, clubbed in Jama psychiatry, examined the brains of men with higher pornography consumption and found something deeply concerning. The more pornography consumed, the more researchers observed reduced gray matter volume in areas connected to motivation, reward processing, and decision making. Researchers also found weaker connectivity between the brain's reward center, the serotum, and the prefrontal cortex. The very area responsible for impulse control, restraint, judgment, and long-term decision making. Let me explain this in simple terms. The more the brain is repeatedly trained towards compulsive sexual stimulation, the harder self-control can become in moments of craving. That does not remove personal responsibility, but it does help explain why so many people sincerely say, Why do I keep going back even when I hate it?

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You may have prayed after the relapse. You may have fallen on your face before God, just exhausted. You may see the addiction loops playing out in your life day after day, week after week, month after month.

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And this is where we must understand something critical. Pornography is not only affecting behavior, it is training pathways. Other studies are now showing how pornography can affect kinetic control, attention, emotional regulation, and reward sensitivity. A recent 2025 study examined frequent pornography users found stronger reward system activation during viewing, but reduced cognitive performance afterward, longer reaction times, reduced focus, weakened cognitive control. The brain becomes highly reactive to stimulation while becoming less effective at restraint.

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And in secrecy, temptation is your worst enemy. Because in secrecy it continues to bombard you, and in culture it becomes a normal, normalized addiction.

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And over time, the brain begins adopting to the pattern it repeatedly consumes. Researchers also describe a process called descentralization. But once shocked the conscious slowly becomes normalized through repeated exposure. Over time, some users report needing greater novelty, stronger stimulation, or more extreme material to achieve the same response.

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This is one of the hallmarks of addiction. Wanting increases while satisfaction decreases. And that grows you into more isolation. As we discussed in the previous episode.

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This becomes especially dangerous when these patterns begin forming in developing minds, especially in our young people.

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Teenagers are especially vulnerable.

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The adolescent brain is still developing. Reward systems are highly sensitive.

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Impulse control systems are not yet fully matured.

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Repeated exposure during these years can shape attachment, expectations, desire, and even how often human beings are viewed.

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Instead of seeing image bearers, the brain begins learning to consume people as products. And this is no truer than the exposure we find in social media. No matter what app you turn to, there's always that pull, there's always that tug. And in our culture, it becomes normalized. That we can never stand a chance. Early exposure to the young teenager becomes normalized and it hooks them at a young age. And this is why Jesus speaks so directly to the issue of lust.

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In Matthew chapter five, verses twenty-eight, we read Everyone who looks at a woman with lustful intent has already committed adultery with her in his heart. Pornography is not merely visual stimulation. It is lust being trained and practiced in the mind.

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And Jesus cut straight to the heart of the matter. And Paul adds to it, flee from sexual immorality. Why?

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Because sexual fin, sexual sin affects both body and soul.

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Your brain matters. Your body matters. Your mind matters. You are not designed for slavery. You are not designed for endless consumption. You are our temple of the Holy Spirit. You were created for freedom. God cares about your mind. And I'm not saying that to condemn you. And this is why the battle gains pornography cannot be reduced to just trying harder.

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Many people trapped in sexual bondage have heard the same advice for years. And while prayer, surrender, scripture, even repentance, and dependence on Christ are absolutely essential. Many remain trapped because they had never understood what is happening inside the mind.

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The battle is not only behavioral. Much of the battle is neurological, emotional, spiritual, and deeply conditioned.

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You can sincerely love Jesus and still feel trapped in patterns that willpower alone cannot break.

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You may have been sitting in church for many years.

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Your sister in Christ. You show up every Sunday, every youth meeting, every worship service, every prayer meeting, shining on the inside outside.

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But the shame level is just too much to handle. You cannot bring yourself to tell someone.

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We also have to talk about what it does to people. Because behind the screen exists a much darker reality that many consumers never stop to consider. Human trafficking and sexual exploitation are global crisis. And technology has made exploitation easier to distribute, easier to monetize, and easier to hide. To bring the word the word of God into a people that desperately needs salvation. Yet there's an industry, there's a deception behind the screen.

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A darkness behind the screen. There's so much hidden suffering behind the screen.

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Investigations over recent years have exposed major pornography platforms hosting non-consensual material, abusive material, exploitation, and even child abuse content before removal. Victims of trafficking have reported pornography being used for grooming, manipulation, and profit. Many victims never choose the life they were pulled into.

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Some were manipulated, some were abused, some were trafficked, some were exploited through fear, addiction, and poverty.

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And the consumer usually has no way of knowing the full story behind what they are viewing.

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And this is why pornography cannot honestly be described as harmless. Pornography trains the mind to consume people instead of loving people.

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It teaches the eye to take instead of honor. And when a culture normalizes objectification, predators thrive in that darkness that follows.

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This is why the issue is not only personal purity. It is also justice. That means a person on the screen is not an object, not content, not a product. They are an image bearer, seen by God, known by God, and valuable to God. Many more need to be set free. Many human trafficking rings have been disrupted, exposed. But there are many more that are still active that need to be brought into the light. Jesus did not come merely to condemn captives, but to set them free.

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Because eventually many people trapped in sexual bondage become exhausted. Exhausted from hiding. Exhausted from promising God they'll never return.

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Only to fall again.

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Some of us have made that promise so many times. We practically have frequent fire models on it. But real freedom requires more than repeated saying, I'll never do it again. Freedom begins when darkness is brought into the light. When you're tired of the relapse cycle, you're tired of your false promises. You're tired of hiding. You're tired of losing the connections of relationships that once brought you joy.

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You're tired of the secrecy, the hopelessness. Because real freedom is not built on hiding. It is built on surrender.

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Real freedom often begins with radical honesty, genuine repentance, safe accountability, renewing the mind with truth, and learning to stop running to pornography for comfort.

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Because pornography is often not just about lust. Sometimes it becomes escape, numbing, comfort, relief from pain, relief from loneliness, relief from shame. And healing requires more than behavior modification. It requires transformation. The loneliness you may be feeling, those deep emotional wounds, the hidden pain you never told anybody about. Healing takes a process. And this is the hope of the gospel. Jesus does not only forgive sin, he restores what sin has damaged. He restores minds. He restores hearts. He restores dignity. He restores identity. And for the person listening right now who feels trapped, freedom is possible. Not through shame, not through secrecy, not through self-hatred, but through truth, surrender, healing, renewal, and the transforming power of Jesus Christ. Jesus restores. Don't ever think that you're too far gone. The healing process won't happen overnight.

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Your freedom matters to Jesus.

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It also should matter to you.

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Your identity is not in what you're doing. Your identity is only found in Jesus Christ.

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Before we close part one, there is one more reality we must confront.

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When we talk about pornography, we can not only talk about what it does to the brain, we also have to talk about what it does to people.

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These are not just numbers on a page. These are image bearers, sons, daughters, mothers, fathers, human beings deeply loved by God. They're victims. They're real people, they're not products. Because they are made in the image of God.

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And this is where we must speak honestly about the pornography industry. Not every person involved in the adult entertainment industry has the same story. But consumers usually have no way of knowing what happened beyond the camera. Was there cohesion, manipulation, fear, addiction, trafficking? Was someone pressured through abuse, poverty, desperation, or exploitation?

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Was a person even safe? The screen hides a story. Because consumers disconnect from reality. They go from reality to fantasy.

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And over time, pornography trains the mind to see people differently. Sexual addiction trains the brain to consume people instead of love people. It teaches the eye to take instead of honor. It turns human beings into products. And when demand increases, exploitation increases with it. This is why freedom for pornography is not only about personal purity. It is also about justice. It is about refusing to participate in systems that profit from brokenness, secrecy, exploitation, and human suffering.

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Pornography dehumanizes.

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Proverbs twenty-four verses eleven. Rescue those being led away to death. Hold back those staggering towards the slaughter.

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We need to have compassion. Compassion for the victims. And protecting the vulnerable. Let's turn to Isaiah chapter sixty-one, verse one.

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The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because the Lord hath anointed me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives in the opening of the prison to them that are bound.

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This is the heart of Jesus.

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He does not expose darkness to destroy people. He exposes darkness to bring captives into the light.

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And maybe someone listening right now feels trapped. Ashamed. Exhausted. No. But Jesus still sets captives free.

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And in part two, we're going to talk about how the mind can begin renewing, how healing begins, and how freedom becomes possible through Christ.

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Because what pornography has trained in darkness, Christ can begin renewing in the light. I know this may have been difficult to hear. And you may be weeping in your shame. You may be going through weeks and months and years of relapsing, of telling God that you won't do it again. You're not too far gone from the hands of God. Freedom is possible. You're not beyond hope. Jesus is still calling the one. He met David in his deepest failure. And he can meet you right where you are. In part two from Rewired to Renewed, we're going to walk through David's story. And Romans 8. And practical steps towards healing, renewal, and freedom. But today, take one brave step toward the light. Bring it before God. Tell one safe person. Stop hiding. Because Jesus is ready to meet you there. Tell your accountability partner. And if you don't have one, get one.

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A trusted brother. A trusted sister you feel safe with. Someone that will come alongside you.

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Not to shame you, but to take your hand and walk you through it. You cannot do this alone. I promise you that.

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From someone who has suffered and dealt with this. That's one thing I've learned. That I did not get freedom on my own. I had to tell my accountability partner. I had to open up. And when you do, I promise you, God will be there with you every step of the way.

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He'll take your hand and he'll lead you into freedom. But you need to want it. You need to desire it. You need to fight for it. Jesus meets broken people. And the Bible is full of it. So before we close, let's pray together. If you are able, please join me.

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Lord, we thank you that you are the deliverer. Thank you that no one listening today is too far gone for your mercy.

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Holy Spirit, meet every listener right now where they are.

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Bring light into the darkness. Healing from shame and hope into places that feel hopeless.

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Jesus, we love you.

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We thank you that you leave the ninety-nine and return to the one. We thank you that you are there for us when we call out your name.

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We thank you that you're faithful. Minister to those that need ministering. And may they deeply know how much they are loved by you. We love you, Lord, and we thank you. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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It helps this ministry reach more men and women who need hope, healing, and the reminder that the Father still runs towards his children.

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This is the Nineveh 99 Ministries Podcast.

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Jesus is calling the one. And the journey home continues. Thank you for listening.

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We'll see you next time.