5D Growth Versus 3D Actions

When your 3D actions and your 5D growth don't line up with one another, what does that look like? Why aren't things going your way after you've healed or worked on yourself? How do you navigate your 3D life after you've had an Ego Degradation, whenever 3D life seems to be working against you?

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Hello everyone, I hope you've had a beautiful week. In today's episode, we're going to talk about the point where our 5D growth and our 3D actions don't line up. When this occurs, it makes it almost impossible for things like manifestation to occur, the Claire senses to be accurate, or our own personal growth, lessons, and healing to be instilled into the body. So let's discuss what happens when we actively push against the 5D with our 3D actions and how we can begin to move that energy forward so they bridge. There are many things that can cause a large divide between 5D growth and 3D actions. If you look at what society tells us regarding gender, race, education, values of things, that we need to have money, that we need to have a family, that we need to push harder, strive more, do more, be more. It's no wonder that so many people are burnt out, overworked, bored with their lives, confused with their lives, unhappy with their lives, etc. We are taught to be this way. And when all of these things occur, a few things can now happen. We can have soul family members come in to shake things up. We can have an ego degradation. We can become depressed or anxious, develop trauma responses, or become physically ill. This is the 5D screaming for the 3D to change. But what happens if we refuse to learn lessons? What happens if we just continue day to day with not listening to our guts that we hate our jobs or are unhappy in our relationships or want to live in the country instead of the city? What happens if we won't allow ourselves to fully surrender to our ego degradation and five years down the line we're still dissociated from everything around us? What happens if the ego is so strong that we just push through begrudgingly because it's what we've been taught, what's expected of us, and what's obligated? This is where we start to run into insurmountable problems in the 3D. When you push against 5D growth, you are giving the ego full power and control. When you go against what the higher self is showing you, you allow the ego to perpetuate the 3D nonsense that the higher self is trying to move you away from. Going against what the 5D sensations are spins the ego in a loop, propagating more ego and more ego until you're so buried in ego on the 3D that it's a thousand times harder to dig your way out. For example, let's say you're a lawyer, but you went to law school because you knew it would make your parents proud and you really wanted to be something that others are impressed by. But you hate being a lawyer and you hate practicing law. You even hated going to law school. The thought of the possibility of making partner makes your stomach clench. The workload gives you anxiety. The pressure gives you migraines. You just want to do something where you're not stressed at all times. But you can't quit. You have a ton of student debt, and your family would be so disappointed in you. Plus, what else would you do? So you just continue working, a job that you cannot stand, that sucks the life out of you, and you wake up dreading each and every day of having to go into the office. You do this for the next 15 years until the ego is finally ready to make a change. But now you're 42 and the thought of having to start over is too overwhelming. So you just put it to the back burner and continue on, keeping yourself stuck in a situation in which the ego has fully taken over and you are paralyzed to make a change. You've never made partner at your firm. Every relationship you've been in has just added more stress to your plate because you don't have enough energy to give to them. Your parents are old and possibly sick, but you don't have any time to spend with them. And the only thing you look forward to is your two-week vacation every year in which you can get drunk on a beach somewhere and pretend you don't have to go back to reality. Now, this is a micro perspective of what you've been going through. But if we pan back and look at the macro, we notice some things. One, you never made partner because the higher self was attempting to show you that this is not the most beneficial path for your current ego to learn what it needs to learn. Two, your relationships have added more stress to your life because instead of learning the lesson that they were meant to show you, you pushed the lessons away and kept yourself in a tumultuous loop. Three, those relationships were cut off by the higher self because you were not learning the lessons. 4. Your parents, whom you wanted to make proud by becoming a lawyer, are old, sick, and will most likely transmute their energy soon. This will happen by the higher self, no doubt, when your ego has numbed itself out to the point that it's functioning on autopilot and needs something to come in and shake it up. No, I'm not saying you're going to cause your parents' death by not learning lessons. 5. You're so engulfed in ego that the only thing you look forward to is sublimating the ego with alcohol during your two-week vacation every year. And six, you've had numerous health issues over the years, none that have been life-threatening, but possibly ones that have piled up and created more stress, such as digestion issues, continuous migraines, and perpetually catching every cold or flu that goes around the office. The 5D has been attempting to show you things for a long period of time, but your 3D ego has completely ignored it. The ego has not learned the lessons, which in turn halts 5D growth. It's difficult to make a choice for the higher self when the ego is functioning off of certain programming or when your 3D perceived reality can possibly be in danger dependent on the choice. For example, you have student loan debt, so you believe you can't quit your job. You actually can quit your job. Quitting your job and student loan debt, objectively, are two separate things that we are correlating and putting together. You may not like the choices you currently have, but you always have a choice. If you quit your job, you may have to move back in with your parents for a while in order to save some money. Or you may have to take small, odd jobs here and there until you can find something better. You may have to put a hold on paying your student debt while you look for something else. You have choices. Your ego just may be scared of the alternatives. So at this point, it's about whether your ego's strength and fear are stronger than the higher self at this moment in time. And also, this seems like a perfect lesson learning opportunity to not do things you don't want to do, like going to law school and racking up debt, when you truly don't want to do them. A lesson to not always attempt to please others, but instead do what you want and what's best for you. A hint to look towards the core karmic lesson and see what has been triggered within you that your job seemed to be the answer to. Make a choice regarding what you want in the 3D and act it out. Whatever feels right for you. Logistics can come after you make the decision, but if you get tied up in logistics while attempting to make a decision, you'll find yourself stuck in the same repeating cycle. If this still feels too overwhelming for you, then look towards the lesson instead. All the higher self is trying to show you are lessons that this ego is meant to learn based on what you predecided for it to learn in this incarnation. That's what 5D growth is. So if you're not ready to make a decision or a choice and learn the lessons organically, instead find the lessons within the issues. Here you flip it and become very objective when you do this, looking at things from every perspective instead of an emotional one. You'll know you've found the lesson when it resonates with you and you have that aha moment. Then you can go from there to learn it and instill it into the body. Utilize the ego as a tool, not as the driving force in your life. When you stop letting the ego control everything based on fear, shame, guilt, emotions, programming, etc., sinking 5D growth with 3D actions will begin to come naturally because your ego will ultimately fall in line to what the higher self is telling you, and the ego will not be able to participate in everyday things that it doesn't like. Until next week, all of my best and highest vibrations to you.