לצאת מהלופ, 555 של מסע נוודות בעולם

אני מארחת את הילה שירזי, אישה שעברה מסע חיים עמוק מילדות מורכבת ביפו, דרך שנים של מנהיגות, הצטיינות ורצון להוכיח, ועד לרגע שבו החיים עצרו אותה והובילו אותה לבחור בעצמה מחדש.

הילה תשתף על הילדה שהייתה, על הרצון שהמשפחה תהיה גאה בה, על התפקידים שלקחה על עצמה כבר מגיל צעיר, ועל דפוסי הריצוי והצורך להוכיח את עצמה שליוו אותה לאורך השנים. משם נצלול אל נקודות המפנה בחייה, השירות הצבאי, המחלה והפטירה של אביה, הגירושים, והרגע שבו החליטה לעזוב הכול ולצאת למסע של 555 ימים במזרח.

במהלך התוכנית נדבר על הודו, על התרבויות שפגשה, על האנשים שנכנסו לחייה בדרך, ועל השינוי הפנימי שעברה כשהתחילה להקשיב לאינטואיציה שלה. ניגע גם ברעיון שכאשר אדם משנה את התדר הפנימי שלו, הוא מתחיל למשוך לחייו אנשים, חוויות והזדמנויות אחרות.

כיום הילה מובילה את הפודקאסט לצאת מהלופ, מנהלת קהילת הנוער ביישוב צור יצחק, ומביאה איתה מסר של ריפוי, בחירה עצמית וחיבור פנימי.

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