What If The Universe Speaks In Accidents

A teacup shatters in your hands for no reason. A family heirloom suddenly feels charged. Then a teapot handle slips and you walk out of the shower to find a literal fire in the kitchen. We’re not saying everything is a sign, but we are saying it’s worth asking what’s trying to get your attention when life gets oddly loud.

We use astrology as a map for the moment, moving from Pisces season themes of completion, grief, and shattered illusions into Aries season heat and momentum. Think spring equinox energy, the astrological new year, and the difference between planting seeds versus demanding instant blooms. From there we get real about boundaries in family relationships, why certain people keep showing up in dreams, and how to ask for clearer guidance without letting your nervous system live on edge.

We also go deep on creativity and visibility: sharing work in beta, the fear of being seen in a small community, and where AI can support art without replacing the human heart behind it. Along the way we touch tarot (The Chariot), synchronicity, the Age of Aquarius misunderstanding, and why stepping back from social media can be a protective choice, especially when kids and privacy are involved.

If you’ve been feeling heavy, angry, or stripped of your usual “peace and love” vibe, you’ll hear yourself in this conversation and leave with practical ways to channel that energy into intention, habit stacking, and grounded action. Subscribe, share with a friend who needs a reset, and leave a review. What seed are you planting this spring?

Transcript

Welcome And A Strange Week

Sisters 0:04

Welcome back to the emergence podcast. Nine. Yeah. Nine is the number of completion. Let's hope that's significant because this week has been crazy.

SPEAKER_00 0:18

Oh. That has been fun. I was just telling her, there's just been a lot of really small accidents, like one after the other.

Sisters 0:26

In your life? In my life, yeah. Like cut my finger completely. I was washing my bread thing, and the one tiny little chip is right where I grabbed it and picked it up, and it sliced my finger.

SPEAKER_00 0:40

And then put in dishes away, not even like 20 minutes later, and I pick up these two teacups from my cupboard to move them. And they just shattered.

SPEAKER_01 0:52

Yeah.

Sisters 0:53

With no, like they didn't get hit, they didn't do nothing. Is that better?

Jadi 1:02

Yeah, I think so.

Sisters 1:04

That was really loud. It was hot night. JD's loud. That shatters. And I got a whole bunch of tiny little cuts all over my little hands from all the little pieces. And I was just like, what the fuck is happening? That's so strange. I know. I was telling her, I was like, now that I'm talking about it, I'm realizing that both of those items are from my grandma. My grandma, of whom which I haven't spoken to in months.

SPEAKER_01 1:28

We discussed her a little bit on the last podcast episode too, so it's kind of interesting.

Sisters 1:32

So I'm gonna take some time to reflect on that. Maybe I should reach out. Maybe I should reach out. Maybe I should not be her stubborn Virgo. Yeah. I love her, but she has her faults. And then today I started a fire in my house. While she was in the shower. While I was in the shower, my fucking teacot. Teacock. Teacock.

Jadi 2:02

I don't know what that is.

Sisters 2:04

My teapot, the handle was like kind of loose and it fell down and the plastic part caught fire. Dude, I'm so grateful my house isn't burned down. But when I came out, I was just like, oh, there's a fire. Like I was so calm. There was no like panic. I flashed backwards to when I was a kid. And me and one of my childhood best friends had this like electronic cotton canning machine that caught fire. And she was like, get some water.

SPEAKER_00 2:31

And I'm standing next to the sink with the water on, and I'm like, where? And she looks at me and she's like, I'm like, look at me. I'm so calm. I'm not a child with a cotton canning machine that lit on fire anymore.

SPEAKER_01 2:47

That's so funny.

SPEAKER_00 2:49

But like crisis averted. My house fucking smells like burnt plastic. It's awful.

Sisters 2:57

Been a weird week. I'm not sure what all of these tiny little and then I also burnt my finger on my Dutch oven, but not like it's crazy because all of these things, I was being careful. I was aware and present. Like my Dutch oven burnt me through my my hot pad. It was that hot that it just through that happened to me before and it sucks. And I was just like, why am I getting hurt so much this week? Well, it's interesting too that it's all coming on or all these little things, but more importantly, the fire thing is right on when we're going into Aries season. True. So literally, the Sun and Neptune are at one and two degrees. Saturn is at four degrees. So Saturn is the great teacher. Neptune is illusions, and then the sun all moved into Aries within like the software. Okay. Just with the fire energy.

Jadi 3:54

Yeah.

Sisters 3:54

But

Aries Season And Shattered Illusions

Sisters 3:55

then you have also like the shattered teacups. I mean, we're looking at like you know, true teacup wear and like just the fine china type of stuff. It's very fragile. It is. It's very and it I mean, and that set was old. My that was grandma's first set when her and grandpa got married. Yeah. So 50s. Probably. Or 40s. Yeah. Or 30s. She's she was born in 1920. No, 13. 13. So those those are like those are almost 100 years old. God damn. Because she's what 90? Mm-hmm. 89. Maybe 90. The year after, I believe, the Titanic sink. Really? Isn't that crazy? That's wild. Yeah. That's wild. But what I'm saying is also teacups and just fine china, it reminds me of very Piscean energy. Because I mean, they hold tea and water, a water element, but they're very fragile. And so they can shatter. And I mean, Piscean, when I think of Piscean energy, I think of like illusions. And like when you're at the peak of that, you're like shattering those illusions of maybe what you thought grandma was in your the relationship as you guys were building it. Like it was so strong, like you were saying. And then one disagreement just shattered that illusion of it. Right. Of how like strong I could withstand anything.

Jadi 5:24

Right.

Sisters 5:24

You know? So that makes sense. That makes me wonder. Makes sense. If all of that was kind of like, okay, we've shattered that illusion. Now we're starting the fire. Fire of rebuilding a relationship, maybe. Maybe because Aries is all about what are people doing right now? It's spring. People are burning all the dead to have the regrowth come in. Yep. So yeah, I get what you're saying. Yeah. I feel like it can apply to a lot of different areas in my life too. Oh, for sure. Not only just grandma. I'm not talking about the other stuff too, which also I can think shattering the illusions of dynamics within that relationship, too.

Jadi 6:03

Mm-hmm.

Sisters 6:04

Wait, which one? DJ. Chandler. Yeah. That friendship. Yeah. Because again, it is, it's not your friendship. You can't control it. But here's my thoughts on this is you can control the dynamic of your family. That's that's where I've landed. That's your goal. Because I mean, and that was my mother-in-law is my example here. Yeah. Because me and her, no way.

Boundaries In Family Relationships

Sisters 6:34

There's not gonna be a friendship or amended relationship of something really good unless something dramatically changes. Right. But I'm not withholding or threatening my husband to not have a relationship with his own mother. Right. Because it's not my call. My call is to protect myself and the dynamic of my family. So I cautioned him to use caution when rebuilding the relationship with her. And that's about as far as I can go. Right. Yeah, right. That's that's pretty much where I've landed. Where I can stay sovereign, but they have sovereignty too. Right. Yeah. And that's how I've been moving. But I mean, you know better than most. Like, we're really intuitive people. Why are these people showing up in my dreams? Why are they invading my subconscious? Yeah, I'm not consenting to that shit. I mean, it could just be your guides and your subconscious allowing you, even though you have a very good desire to like want to detach from that energy, because of the dynamic that it still holds with your husband, you still have to be susceptible to what's going on. I do. So cutting it off is kind of impossible when you want to still be like a protector of sorts, reception of your family.

SPEAKER_01 7:59

Right.

Sisters 7:59

That makes sense. So and maybe that's what the guides were trying to show you. Like you don't want this in your life, but you still have to have an awareness of it to an extent. Right. So I don't know. Every time it pops up in my mind, I just like I'm like, this is closed. That's what I keep telling myself. It's closed. Like, yeah. But that's good. I didn't think about that, needing the awareness of the energy. That almost feels like it's like just right on the edge, trying to consume me.

SPEAKER_01 8:35

Yeah.

Sisters 8:36

Especially if it's coming in your dreams a little bit. Maybe just be more intentional at bedtime too. See if that changes the energy of it or of what's coming in. Or if you're not gonna be consciously aware of it, like engaging in it in your real life during awake hours. Maybe you can ask for certain signs or like key words to be spoken or a key like picture or item that can show

Dreams Guidance And Nighttime Intentions

Sisters 9:06

you. So like red flag. That you need to be a little bit aware of that. Right. That way it's only just this one or two things that if these pops up, I need to be unaware, high alert. Not high alert, but like I know what you mean. Yeah, yeah. I get what you're saying. Like a little cold word from the universe, so to speak. I made that song with AI. It's good. I know it's about love assumption and just claiming what's already yours. I dig it. I take it. I didn't answer my call from my daughter though, because that's my bin. I'm sure she's fine. Oh man. So I've been drinking today. I'm on caffeine. Well, I had my caffeine and then I bought some Bailey's Irish

Circle Energy And Creative Goals

Sisters 10:12

cream to go in the coffee. And I only did that because we bought a new coffee maker, and I'm like, cool, let's do all the things. Iced coffee with some Bailey's.

SPEAKER_00 10:23

Was it good?

Sisters 10:23

Yeah, it was good. I had one when I got home from work last night. I had an iced coffee with oh boy, and then I'm drinking a Stella Rosa pineapple wine. Sounds yummy. Oh, poor Mara. Happy Sunday. Happy Sunday. And then we have circle tonight with the sisters. I'm excited about that. We're going to um I'm the anchor for this circle. Awesome. So I'm glad it's you, not me. Yeah. I don't know. You're all fiery. Yeah. I do have to come up with some sort of like astrology spiel to bring in the Aries energy. Cool. Because it's all about like planting new seeds and new growth. And I think it was like moving, just moving intentionally throughout like whatever your intentions are for the astrological new year. So in my mind, this is the new year. This is when we're setting goals and not really resolutions, but be mindful. Don't like stack on all the things. No. Just like remember that this is when the seeds are planted. We're not blooming. We're not blooming already. Yeah. This is where nourishment and intention and air. And reflection on the last winter season comes in. Well, and you learn. Like we were saying, Pisces season is all it's the completion of the zodiac, right? It's it's that ending. The door is closing and Ares is opening that new door. I should just play this. Um at circle. This is my spiel. But we really need to make sure that what's gone and what has drifted away naturally, it happened for a reason. There's no reason to go back and dig things up or try to bring things back to life from that decay, if that makes sense. Because I think, I mean, there are some things, like as someone who is multi-passionate about a lot of different things, there it's the cycle awareness around my personal cycle, but like the cycles of the season where I've planted something very intentional in the beginning of winter season, but I've been nurturing it throughout winter and adding to it and making it something more. And I think it'll just naturally come to a state where it's like I feel ready to be more public and outspoken about it. Right. Because I did mention in one of my TikTok videos, I'm like, I'm kind of nervous to say that I have it ready and there's like a beta version because I'm still working on a lot of things in the back end. Yeah. But I also know that the refinement process, that follicular phase editing, or like I guess that's more alluvial. No, it's it's follicular. You're getting the ideas and you can edit things there because you actually have the awareness and the openness to see the different like prospects of certain things in follicular because ideas are really prominent during that phase. But I would say what like um spring is also the very follicular-coded in energy, it's very airy, it's an air sign kind of season where ideas are coming in on what you're planting, the intentions you're setting, and all these things. Winter was that bleed season, in a sense. Literally, Roman woke up today saying he wanted to be a pilot. And I was like, Woohoo! He's feeling the air energy, but I don't know where I was going with that. I need to stop drinking in the morning. I need to stop drinking in the morning. I know what I was gonna say. I don't drink in the morning every day, like it's not a common occurrence. This is yeah. I've had like eight kids in my house, okay. I need something. Four or five, six. Only three of them are actually hers. I know it was it was a very loud weekend. No, but my what I was saying is the even though it's like in beta, I fully understand that you know, kind of letting it go out into the world is what also is gonna help with the refinement of it because then I can get feedback and I can get people saying, like, I like this or I wish it had this, and then I can refine on the back end. So I know it's a part of the process, but it's also very scary because it's something that's very like near and dear to something that I've created.

Building Projects With AI Tools

Sisters 15:00

And it's how most creations are. I know.

SPEAKER_00 15:04

I still haven't done anything with my Oracle deck.

Sisters 15:09

You need to I know it'll come. I think there are yeah, I was thinking about it a couple days ago. Logged in, did a few things. Yeah. It's really hard though, especially when you're doing something so new. Who the fuck knows how to self-publish? No, I think. I'm figuring it out. Yeah. What's the internet for? I mean, there are YouTube videos for everything, dude. Well, and the cool thing now is like I know AI and stuff gets a lot of bad rap around certain things, but it's like this is my idea. I feel like it's mostly art that people get all talked up about, which I completely understand. Like, no, no piece of art that is AI generated could measure up to the human hand. Yeah, you know, I agree. I do get that. Well, like even the song that we just had playing, it's like I used AI to create that song, but it was actually a poem that I was like, let's turn this into some lyrics and see. And then I did the rest with AI. So it's like, I don't know. I think I have the same reservations about using the AI as a stepping uh stepping stool because I take portrait photography and then I ask AI to edit in certain colors um for the auric field. And like, yeah, I'd love to learn how to do that. Photoshop and I'm trying, it's really fucking hard.

SPEAKER_00 16:47

People who Photoshop freaking crazy. Like some of the shit people can do with Photoshop is wild. Yeah, so yeah, temporarily I'm using AI to generate that auric field.

Sisters 16:59

Doesn't make it any less creative. Well, and it's also still your idea, like you're just using a tool that can help help it come to life faster, right? Then, you know, and uh in a just a different way, I think. I don't know. And I like being efficient, right? Yep, I don't know. There's lots of stuff about AI that I can see why it's so controversial sometimes. Like if I don't know, I've heard people say, like, I've I trained or I've created some been on projects where I'm helping AI like be refined and refinitely, and it's taking my job now. Like, and that's fucking nuts. That sucks. The thing you created is now you're doing your job. That's true. And it's doing it for what, free? And you know what I mean? Like it's kind of wild. Yep. But if all the jobs were taken, then what would we do? Would we have time to garden more? Would we have time like would would we have time to do what we love? Right. And have more purpose and meaning in our life. Yeah, like where that's kind of where my mind goes. I know. I'm like, yeah, okay, I get it. Well, and I get it for economic reasons because obviously, right now in our society, we need money to pay our mortgage and pay the bills and all the things. But it's like, I think the true rebellion is also getting back to sustainability in communities, in self, and removing all of those needs for all that crap. Yep. That literally lived off the land and government was gone all of a sudden. We could just do our stuff. I wish. One day, maybe one day, the next 200 years, right?

SPEAKER_00 18:50

When it's actually Aquarius, the age of Aquarius. We're not in the fucking age of Aquarius. Did you guys know this? We're not gonna be there for another fucking 200 years.

Sisters 19:01

Yeah, whoever lied to me about the age of Aquarius already happening, it was just more of a wasn't it like a Pluto theme? Yeah, it was the the planet Pluto, people thinking that once it's an Aquarius, because it takes the longest to travel throughout the solar system, which understandably so, but that doesn't make it the age of Aquarius. It's when, isn't it when the we go

Are We Really In Aquarius

Sisters 19:25

back to a certain access point or something? I don't know, full circle moment. So yeah, we're still Piscean Piscean age. We're in the last like which makes sense. I mean, makes so much sense. That's not to say that there isn't Aquarius energy at work. There is, but well, and that's what I think this last little like leg of the race to Aquarius season is is is the true Aquarian season, like in that video, is what when everybody is awake to the truths of the world, right? Everybody is enlightened to an extent where they know what is what is truth and what is not. And we aren't there. No, we're slowly getting there. I mean, you look back to 2020 and there was big awakening there. Um, even 20 oh what, 2008. I think for a lot of people, like millennials, we were like, this is messed up, like things happened. And I think there'll just be more little events like that throughout the rest of this little leg of the race. Yeah. Before everybody's like, oh, and I think we're, you know, we're awake to an extent, and we're teaching our children to be independent thinkers, and then they're gonna teach their children to be independent thinkers. And like the more generations that go down from us that are more freedom thinkers, yeah, the easier it is to wake up the rest over this next 200 years. So yeah, definitely all a part of the plan, I'm sure. Yeah, yeah. I feel yappy. It's because you're drunk, just kidding. I'm just getting drunk. But I'm definitely chatty. Oh, that's good. I feel a little introspective. I still feel really internal. Aquarius. Everything else is water. We barely have the moon is currently in Taurus. Uranus is also in Taurus. So grounded emotions, grounded rebellion. And then everything else. Fire for the Sun, Venus, fire, Saturn, fire, Neptune, fire. Lilith, fire, Chiron, fire. Shit, that's a lot of fire. And then we have Pisces, Pisces, Cancer for Mercury and Mars, Jupiter. So communication, action, and expansion are all in water sense. Very intuitive communication today with that Mercury and Pisces. And the mothering. Ooh, can't so it's in Cancer. Jupiter's in Cancer, so very mothering, nurturing energy to our expansion. Interesting.

unknown 23:03

It's good.

Jadi 23:04

Good stuff. I love astrology. Same.

Sisters 23:16

I don't understand it as deeply as you do. You can look at a chart and just like decode so many things. Makes my head hurt. It's like layers. Yeah, you have to do bite-sized pieces. Well, because you look at like the modalities, fixed, immutable, and um I just lost the other word. Um stationery. No. What is it?

SPEAKER_01 23:52

Fixed. Immutable. Wow. It's totally gone.

Sisters 24:04

Cardinal. Cardinal, yes. Okay. Like look at those, and then you also so you're basically building information from the the bottom down. And then you have like the chart, and we have also the seasons, and then the the element of each of those zodiac signs. So they're all kind of placed in like their own little chart or like likeness to each other, you know, fixed signs here. Yeah, you know. So it's just building information on each other. Wasn't it Keith that said Keith's one of our older brothers who lives in Oklahoma? Wasn't it him that said Brooks was visiting him as a cardinal? Yes, wasn't it? Mm-hmm. Okay.

SPEAKER_01 24:51

Yeah.

Sisters 24:52

Yeah. Our older brother said that our brother who passed away would come every time. To the window. To the window in their bathroom. Yeah, yeah. And it's interesting because the cardinals are also their school's mascot down with the local. Or the I can't remember the school's name. Yeah. But they're the cardinals. Yeah, that's fun. I love how

Signs Synchronicity And The Chariot

Sisters 25:20

our brains just know when something spiritual is happening. Or when there's like a significance to it. Yeah. I agree. Yeah. This morning when I was getting ready while my fire was going in the kitchen. Um, I was just like, where I just like I remember internally asking, like, where am I? And then David Gavin de Gras's chariot came on. And I was like, the chariot card. Like, I was like, I literally asked the question and then literally got this the answer in the next fucking song that played. It's funny. I need to focus on Michael's. I need to focus on putting myself out there. I don't know why there's so much fear. It's so easy to put myself out there on like TikTok or even on this podcast because I know nobody fucking knows me. But for some reason, putting myself out there in this small community that we're in terrifies the fucking shit out of me. It terrifies the shit out of me. Yes.

SPEAKER_01 26:29

I want to take a shower.

Sisters 26:31

Okay, you're gonna have to wait. We're almost done. So here's funny. Chariot number seven. Having self-control, being focused, sun sign, or the sign that it's most um connected to is cancer. Really? Pursue your dreams with a sh with a structured and well-thought plan to achieve your goals. It is the card of willpower, solid determination, strength, and success. It represents force and control, primarily for the water element. It relates to the zodiac side cancer because the chariot symbolizes deep emotions, signifying the emotional control and power of the mind for shaping your reality. It makes me think about the centaur because the centaur was like water, but formed in like the top half of his body was it was water, but well, and if you look at the imagery structured the chariot, it's him basically in. So it's up if you're looking at it from that view, it's man and then he's being pulled by horse. Interesting. I wonder if that's in here. Well, okay, so the armor implies what is about to happen. So you said the armor of the centaur was just water. Did it have anything else on it? All I saw was uh from its chest up. But the thing is when the centaur came in to, I mean, I'll give a little bit of context. I was with the intention to talk, I I I set the intention to talk to somebody's higher self. And when I went in, the person's higher self was bonded, tape over the mouth, hands tied behind the back, and I went to take the tape off. I asked the higher self, can I take the tape off so we can communicate? And it nodded yes, and the centaur dropped down in the middle of us and basically was like, no, like that's not your job.

Centaur Vision Addiction And Mirrors

SPEAKER_01 28:42

That's not gonna happen.

Sisters 28:43

Like, who the person has to do it themselves, basically. Um, but then the centaur cut off the person's head. Don't know what the fuck that means. But then it zoomed in to just his head and his like shoulders, and he was water, but I could tell he was moving really fast. It reminded me of that card. Finding freedom, accepting new perspectives, Gemini era limit. It just makes me wonder if this person's um substance abuse is causing a disconnection between her and her herself. Maybe now that I have the knowledge that she is abusing substances regularly, like it the that wasn't like a fluke thing, one time thing. No, she's been doing it regularly. Yeah. Well, and like the also, I think the wand. Maybe it's not. There is one in here, it might be that one, where it's almost self-inflicted or self-um a cage built by self because of the the beliefs in the mind and the perspectives that that person holds. They build the cage around them, they bind themselves because of how they are. Instead of being open and receptive to new perspectives, they're almost victim mentality type of energy. Yeah. It's interesting. The centaur, when you have the upper body of a human, the lower body of the legs, it symbolizes a dual nature coming together. And one of the very first things I read about the chariot today was two opposing energies coming together to work together. So you have like the grounded movement from the horse and then the human body that, but then you have the emotional body that came in with the water as well. Right. But right here representing a need to harness opposing forces to move forward. It's interesting because it was all water, so there's a lot of emotional stuff that is contained. And then you have the knowledge of substance abuse and the bondage that she's put herself in, and the decay of the portrait, the self-portrait.

Jadi 31:25

Yeah.

Sisters 31:26

So you have her perspective of herself of decay and death. And maybe that's not even her perspective of herself, but what's the actualization of how happening on a soul level because of addiction, which makes sense, because addiction is very soul-stripping, it's very sad, very decaying. And then you have just like, I feel like the centaur is almost like there's a lot of process here emotionally, and the opposing forces are coming to it because she's not ready yet. And maybe because the swings of addiction are in like work in the working right now, like she's in that mode right now. She's not in a sober mode or anything, she's in it. I wonder if the centaur came down in that visualization because if she sees the truth, it could harm her more than help her right now. Yeah, possibly. Yeah, because when you're in a low below and you see the truth of who you are, ooh, I would hate to see that. Well, I already kind of held up the mirror when I placed that boundary. No.

SPEAKER_00 32:28

Yep.

Sisters 32:30

My kids. I have to protect my kids. And maybe that was enough. Maybe on your end. Maybe that's why she's coming into my subconscious, is because I did hold up that mirror. But it wasn't I didn't intend to shame her or anyone. I just needed to place that boundary for my family. So wild. The psyche is so wild.

SPEAKER_01 33:02

Absolutely.

Sisters 33:03

I kind of want to work with centaurs now. I had a I had a thought the other day. Well, I watched a TikTok the other day and it was like, did you know when you get tattoos either before or after, if you haven't already done the shadow work, it's going to initiate it for you. And I was like, actually, this makes sense. Because when I got the head of my octopus filled in, shit just went fucking weird.

Jadi 33:34

Yeah.

Sisters 33:35

It just went fucking weird. It's healed now. I feel like it's fine. Like I'm

Tattoos Shadow Work And The Octopus

Sisters 33:41

finally like, it's just weird. It's funny. Now I'm like scared to do the teacup. What's gonna happen? Or is it gonna be completion?

SPEAKER_01 33:50

Yeah.

Sisters 33:50

Like we're we're containing the wisdom of the octopus. If you're thinking about the octopus as like in a sense of the head of the octopus being source and the tentacles being, you know, the expressions of source, which is everything. It's you, it's me, it's fucking chair that we're sitting in. It's like fucking ground, my foot's on our neighbors, like crazy.

SPEAKER_01 34:16

That is interesting.

Sisters 34:17

I know, because right now I feel very not grounded in any way. Right. But you've also been seeing a lot of different expressions of God's source universe. Yeah. Some that I don't like. Well, and I think, I mean, in the words of like Bashar, you the experience of others are there to teach you and show you what it is you truly do want in your life and where you want to live and how you want to be, and all the things. Like all of it is just a risk how we respond to it and how we want to shape our own reality based on what we see on the out external.

Jadi 34:55

Yeah.

Sisters 34:56

And it's like, you know what I mean? Yeah. So the octopus is the perfect like metaphor or analogy or whatever you call it of that. Yeah. Because if you did get that tattoo and then suddenly all this stuff is happening, not only with our own family members, but like other different people in your life. Yeah. Yeah. They're they're choosing to express themselves that way for a reason, and you're witnessing it for a reason to know exactly what it is you do want and what you don't want, what feels aligned, what doesn't feel aligned, what to let go of, what to redirect your energy to. I mean, when I got my freaking this tattoo, I mean, obviously it was a memorial piece, but I broke up with my with Jacob, my ex when I got that. And look at that freedom to fly.

SPEAKER_01 35:45

Yeah. Yeah. That was interesting.

Sisters 35:48

I'm like thinking about all my tattoos. I still have my queen of hearts from when I was with my ex. I'm never getting rid of it because bitch, I'm a queen. Nice. Might get it touched up eventually. And one of Brooks's whoever he she knew Brooks. She was the one that tattooed it. So it's kind of got like a little you say him in there too. Well fuck. Right? What a life. Life is good. Life is good. I've been pessimistic. I've been really pessimistic lately. About what? About everything. About life. About everything. I'm always in like a just like a down. I'm not just I'm not in that like peace, love, and unity place. I'm just not. I'm pissed off. I'm fucking, I'm feeling all the really low, dense emotions lately. Not that they're bad. And I keep reminding myself, like, witness it, don't become it. But then I'm like, but I am it. I literally feel like it's consuming me. I don't know. It reminds me of that. A lot of people, at least you're not the type of person that avoids it. No, I don't. And and I take accountability when I need to. Well, and like the thing is, is though we won't we wouldn't be able to know our own light if we didn't, if we weren't consumed by the darkness and had to be that light. It's a very important, integral part of the growth and the process and the healing. Yeah. And it's not to say that I don't like find moments to play and be joyful. Like I do, but like ultimately, I feel like the scales are kind of balanced on that side. Yeah, like more so. That's what's anchoring me right now is the density. The density, which maybe that's where I need to be. You know? At least you're not lost in illusion. Yeah. And not delusional. I I think I'd rather be angry in reality than blissfully in Pisces energy. Yeah. And like then just stupidness of that. I love being I love Pisces energy, but I just dude, some of the most famous people and like creatives are Pisces. Like they have the capacity to they're visionary. They are. They are. But they I think the good ones realize and understand that imagination is beautiful, but it's not reality either. But they can bring a piece of it to reality through their art. Yeah. But there's a big difference between creating art through that Piscean energy and that lens and just being lost in it and delusional about everything. Yeah. Like 100%. It's just it could be very extreme. I agree. And very like tiring. I think we we've seen it with multiple individuals. An unaware Pisces. And this goes for every fucking sign. I love Geminis. Fucking hate unaware, two-faced Geminis. Same. I love my Aquarius son. He is so wild, and just the ideas that come out of him, I'm just like, wow, you're gonna teach me so much. And you're only three years old. The unaware Aquarius. Ecomanac. Yeah, I know everything. Almost like narcissistic. Like this goes for every single sign. There is a shadow to every single sign.

SPEAKER_01 39:44

Yep.

Sisters 39:45

And the Piscean, it's getting trapped in that illusion.

SPEAKER_01 39:50

Yeah.

Sisters 39:50

And letting fear prevent you from bringing a piece of your imagination into your reality.

SPEAKER_01 39:59

Blocking it.

Sisters 40:00

Yeah. Yeah. Definitely. That could be the energy you're feeling too of like the fear around showing up to people who know you. Because the people that quote unquote know you don't really know you.

Jadi 40:14

No.

Sisters 40:15

They know what assumptions and they have conceived notions of who you are based on what they've seen and what they've heard from people in the community. That. Yeah, that. And what I choose to show online. Yep. Because we don't, I mean, it's online. We don't show every tiff and tat and every everything. It's a big reason why I got off Facebook and Instagram. Like, nobody needs to. I like I don't even, I take pictures of my kids' birthdays and stuff, but it's like they're for me. Yeah. To look back on later, not to show off now to people, strangers, I don't know. Right. Like, yeah. I don't know. Stepping back and stepping out of it really made me realize how like consuming. Not consuming, but exploitive it could be. Right. And dangerous it could be for children.

Kids Privacy And Social Media Risk

Sisters 41:07

Yeah. And I mean, I only have family members. I deleted like over 600 people off of Facebook. And it's literally just like family and people that I know and trust. In real life. Yeah. Yeah. Yep. It's just kind of a scary problem. There's that commercial. I don't know if you've seen it on anything, but they're like walking through the mall, and like these strangers like, oh, happy birthday, Bella, or whatever. And you you look so big now. And like the parents are just like, who are these people? And then they're going, and then, oh, I you're doing great at soccer, la. And the parents have no idea, but it's because they post. It's a weird post. And so these adult strangers are knowing where you're what school your kids go to and what yeah. I definitely have a qualm with people who like blog about their children and their families. I do. Especially people who know the risks, especially with what AI can do with just an image of a child now.

Jadi 42:14

Yeah.

Sisters 42:14

Like it's so sickening. It is. And to know that nothing on the internet dies and it will just stay there forever. No. Yeah. It's terrible. I don't want to end on that note. So let's talk about something else. Yeah, for sure. Um equinox. I don't know. What are you planting? What seeds are you planting? What is it that you want to nourish during the spring season? Tender care and love and attention to detail and attention to just what it needs. I think that's a good prompt to leave people on is like just be very intentional and very

Equinox Seeds Habit Stacking Gardening

Sisters 42:58

careful with how you treat the things that you want to be blooming come summer. What about you? Mine? Yeah. Um I was gonna say this at the beginning, actually, but when you were like, don't overwhelm yourself with like so many big things, right? Yeah. For new like our astrological New Year's resolutions or anything. And it's like, that's so true. I think the biggest thing that's helped me throughout the years is instead of having it be big things, just little habit stacking things have changed my life more than any of the big stuff.

Jadi 43:35

Yeah.

Sisters 43:36

They're more sustainable, they're more, they're more of like a quiet victory. You know, they're not big changes, it's very small changes. But when you stack this one on this one, and then on this one, it's it build you're building a life that you are actually like really proud of. And and it did it wasn't these big things. It was, you know, weekly movie night with your family. It's making your bed every morning. It's folding clothes every Sunday. Like writing one page in that book. Yeah. You know, it doesn't have to be these this grandiose thing. Yeah. I think the little things make up what your life actually is. I know this year it's gonna be a lot more of like tending to an actual garden in the backyard.

SPEAKER_00 44:22

Same.

Sisters 44:23

Um just because we have it now and it's ready, and like I just instead of being like it's a nuance, be like, okay, this is the stuff I need to do to feed my family in the fall. Yeah. Without having to go to the store. And guess what? We can have like canning parties. I know. I want to learn how to can and make jam and like all sorts of stuff. We know how to make jam. We made dandelion giant that one, you know, so good.

SPEAKER_00 44:50

Yes, it was so good though. It's tasted like orange marmalade.

Sisters 44:54

It's delicious. Yeah. But I also want to make this is random. I want to make the honey coffee whipped cream. I've never heard of that. It's just it's whipped honey. So you just put honey in a thing, whip it until it becomes consistent, and then you add like espresso coffee to it, and it'll whip it into like a honey coffee flavor for my coffee in the morning with my Bailey's. Just kidding. I'm not an alcoholic with my Bailey's. I really uh I got this yesterday before I or I came home, changed it, and then went to the liquor store before it closed last night. Because I wanted to try the Bailey's in my coffee. I was like, Felicia talks about it sometimes. She's like, sometimes I throw Bailey's in my coffee.

SPEAKER_00 45:40

I'm like, you're so cool.

Sisters 45:42

I love her. She is so cool.

SPEAKER_01 45:45

Love you, Felicia. She's good.

Sisters 45:47

I don't even know if she watches or listens to this. But if she does, she probably does. Felicia, you're you're just your quiet, steady presence of just Oh my gosh, you lied. We lied. Jess isn't here, I know. I know. I'm pretty sure she was busy today because I texted her yesterday and I was like, hey, now that it's getting warm, we need to do your family pictures. And she was like, I was like, let's plan for like one of these Sunday mornings or we're a Saturday morning. And she was like, Yeah, she's like, we're busy this Sunday morning doing something. So even if she probably wouldn't have been able to make it.

SPEAKER_00 46:26

Okay.

Sisters 46:27

Let's try to get her in next Sunday. Okay. Yeah. We need an another chair. We can always move the chairs and do a on the floor session. Yeah. Okay. That sounds good to me. And that'll be what, the 28th? Or no? Is it the 28th? No, today's the 22nd. So 28th is the next Sunday, I believe. No, that's Saturday. 29th is Sunday. Oh, okay. 29th. Mark it in your calendar, Jess. Let's plan it. We like to do it early afternoon-ish. So I think that's good though. We're all planning while recording our podcast. I know. I'll talk to her tomorrow. We have band practice tomorrow. Or not tomorrow. Tuesday. We're gonna see her tonight. Oh my god, yes, we are. All right, I think we're gonna end it there. Much love, you guys. Thank you for listening to our um caffeinated alcoholic banter. I'm just kidding. Thank you for those of you who watch. If you have any topics or questions that you would love to hear about, you can always submit it on our on this page. Yep. It's I think it's just text, text us or something with the button. You can text questions too. We

Listener Questions And Farewell

Sisters 47:52

would really love to be more engaged with you guys and you to us. Um we do have a lot of shit to talk about, and we could talk about literally anything, but it would feel more personable and intentional if it came from you guys exactly. I feel like we're actually talking to you. So if you do want a topic, have a topic that you are like, I want to hear them talk about CERN or how we didn't land on the moon, or literally anything. We would love to talk about anything. We're not shy, and we'll tell you how our heart we feel. Whatever you want, okay? Demons, biblical angels. Okay, bye.