Sex, Drugs & Rock n Roll -

If you’ve ever wondered how sex and substances mix in the lifestyle and porn world, this one’s for you.

Things get raw, real, and unfiltered. With Kat away, host Irene is joined by Kandy (the resident smoking hot dominatrix), her husband Kurtis, (our resident hotwife porn stars) Devon & Lola, and therapist Onyx for a no-holds-barred conversation about sex, substances, and the soundtrack that makes it all hit harder.

The group kicks things off with their ultimate sex songs.  Then they dive deep into how different substances change the game: weed for that soul-deep relaxation and horniness, alcohol’s numb inhibitions, Cialis and gas-station “pussycat pills” for extra blood flow (yes, even the women feel it), and wild stories involving mushrooms, Molly/MDMA, MDA, acid, ketamine, and more.

Expect hilarious tales of marathon sex sessions while tripping, time-warping glory hole adventures, intense sensations where every touch feels electric, and honest talk about comedowns, mixing dangers, testing your drugs, and why genuine connection still beats any substance. They also touch on antidepressants killing libido, ADHD and hypersexuality, poppers, O-shots, and the wild world of micro-penises and lifestyle realities.

This episode is explicit, laughter-filled, and packed with real experiences — zero judgment, maximum honesty. Consider this your official content warning: we’re talking every flavor of sex and drugs. Not for the faint of heart or anyone under 18.

Transcript

SPEAKER_05 0:00

Welcome to the Vixen Chronicles, erotic explorations and unapologetic talk. Tonight I am blessed to have Devon, Lola, Candy, Curtis, and Onyx with me tonight. And I really don't have a show outlined like I normally do, but I thought between the six of us, we can definitely have some fun conversation. And we might even go a little bit into some of the teasing episodes that are coming up around things like sex, drugs, and rock and roll, sex addiction, and Lola's backstory. I want it all. This is your content warning. This show is about sex, every kind and flavor of sex. And if you think any topic is not your thing, please don't listen to it. Also, if you're under 18, stop listening right now. Or I'm calling your my lawyer makes me say that. Please follow and listen on iHeart, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts, and you'll get notified when we publish new episodes. Hello, Vixenhood. I'm here tonight without my sexy, sassy co-host Kat, who we all miss terribly. She'll be back soon though, I promise. But I'm lucky enough to have some familiar friends here with me. I've got Candy and Curtis. Candy is our resident smoking hot dominatrix. Curtis is her lovely husband who wears great gray sweatpants. And not that I've noticed. Devon and Lola, our resident hot wife and Vixen Media Group's porn stars. So if you haven't gone to wifey.com yet, go do it and find Lola and Devon. And Onyx is here to give us her therapist opinions on everything. And lastly, we have our show mascot, Jolene, who will make all kinds of unscheduled appearances and whine and cry and want me to hold her. So we just decided to work her into the show. Because we have a full house here tonight. I thought it would be fun to just hit on a few different topics. I want to talk, let's talk about sex addiction first. But I also want to talk about drugs, sex, and rock and roll. And then I want Lola's backstory. Those are three separate shows. Sorry, say hello, everybody. Sorry, I forgot to tell you to do that. Okay. Where are we starting? You guys want to start with sex and drugs, or do you want to start with sex addiction?

SPEAKER_03 2:39

Yes, please.

SPEAKER_05 2:41

Okay.

SPEAKER_03 2:42

Neither one. Let's do sex, drugs, and rock or let's do sex, drugs, and rock.

SPEAKER_05 2:47

This question is going to be, I want everybody to answer it. If you're having sex, what's your favorite rock and roll song? It might be a different song to have sex to if you do that.

SPEAKER_10 3:00

Rock and roll? No, really.

SPEAKER_05 3:02

You guys are more RB people, right? No. No?

SPEAKER_10 3:05

Well, like rave.

SPEAKER_03 3:08

Okay, upbeat music is wild, believe it or not.

SPEAKER_04 3:11

Okay, give it to me.

SPEAKER_10 3:12

While you're brought on these fun drugs.

SPEAKER_03 3:14

Hip hop or rap music, believe it or not. Not like crazy, heavy, like drill rap music, but more, you know, I don't know. The baby more like the upbeat. Club music more.

SPEAKER_02 3:26

Club music when we do it at home. Yeah.

SPEAKER_03 3:28

But at the party too, because we ain't got Usher on like fucking. Exactly. Like it's not baby making music. You know what I mean? Like it's gonna be some.

SPEAKER_05 3:37

Well, it's sex drugs and rock and roll.

SPEAKER_03 3:40

Heavy beat that nice rhythmic this yeah. Yeah, like the fuck out of you, you know what I mean? Candy.

SPEAKER_06 3:50

I don't I don't know about rock and roll, but if I had to choose one, I would pick. Who sings that in the air tonight?

SPEAKER_05 3:56

Phil Collins? No. Oh Marilyn Manson.

SPEAKER_06 3:59

Marilyn Manson. Oh did he do a cover of it or something? Okay. It's amazing. Look at it. Okay. Like, okay. Way less high pitched, like, so it's amazing. Cool.

SPEAKER_05 4:10

Curtis, what's your favorite song? Song. Uh you gotta get to the microphone.

SPEAKER_00 4:15

Uh if I'm gonna pick one.

SPEAKER_05 4:17

To fuck two.

SPEAKER_00 4:18

Pick one? Yeah. I'm just gonna say the whole weekend trilogy album.

SPEAKER_05 4:25

Oh, that's oh, that's a good one. Yeah, that is a good one. You're right.

SPEAKER_03 4:29

Put some laser lights in your rooms. Okay.

SPEAKER_05 4:32

Onyx, what's yours?

SPEAKER_09 4:34

I don't know. I feel like I'm never in charge of picking music. I've ever really thought about it. Um I don't have I don't know. It is whatever's on. Like, I don't have a preference.

SPEAKER_05 4:45

I have a whole playlist.

SPEAKER_09 4:46

Like, I'm using there are songs that come on, I'm like, uh, not this one, but like not something specific that I'm like, yeah.

SPEAKER_00 4:51

Okay. We have a uh a sex playlist and we have like a trip playlist too that's sometimes they're different, sometimes yeah, yeah, I get that.

SPEAKER_05 5:01

I mean, I think I have about 20 different playlists for different things, pool playlists, you know, dinner playlist, whatever.

SPEAKER_03 5:08

We had a playlist, a walk-up song. Yeah. To club to parties when we started, like you do? We would have a walk-up song with our group. We'd have a speaker rolling behind us, and we play the song walking into the party. Well, what's one of those? It was uh Slip Me Out.

SPEAKER_10 5:21

Yeah. Oh, that is a good one.

SPEAKER_03 5:23

That was our theme song.

SPEAKER_10 5:24

Yeah.

SPEAKER_03 5:24

Wait, who sings that? In the N L E Chapa. Okay. I'm so out of time.

SPEAKER_05 5:29

That's a good one. Yeah. We'll play it for you. Okay, good. Okay, so let's talk. Well, we've got everybody's music out of the way, I feel like. Let's talk about sex and drugs.

SPEAKER_03 5:39

Great.

unknown 5:42

Good talk.

SPEAKER_05 5:42

Okay. So let's talk about weed. How does that play into sex for any of you?

SPEAKER_10 5:49

I just like weed. It is really affects affects me me sexually and yeah, in any way.

SPEAKER_03 5:56

It relaxes a lot of people. It just relaxes. Like, hey, let's smoke. It's using smoke to break and make a connection. Yeah. You made the most you made the most friends smoking weed, right?

SPEAKER_06 6:08

Yeah. Yep.

SPEAKER_03 6:10

Not a joke. It's a real thing.

SPEAKER_01 6:12

What about you, Candy?

SPEAKER_06 6:13

It depends like how high on the level of high I am. Yeah. Because like the more high I am, the more like sexual, I guess. Just with weed? Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 6:22

Okay.

SPEAKER_06 6:23

She has a very low it's more like a I feel it in my soul type of sex.

SPEAKER_05 6:27

Interesting.

SPEAKER_06 6:28

On drugs. Yeah.

SPEAKER_03 6:30

Does it change with the type of weed?

SPEAKER_06 6:32

Yes. No.

SPEAKER_03 6:32

Like Steve Inica, like you don't get like a better like feeling, like.

SPEAKER_06 6:37

No, because I don't know what I'm smoking. I just smoke it.

SPEAKER_00 6:40

I'm with you. I'm with it. It was weed. Yeah.

SPEAKER_05 6:42

And what about you, Curtis?

SPEAKER_00 6:44

Weed, I mean, I'm always high. And horny. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I think it does like it may it might make me focus a little easier.

SPEAKER_05 6:55

Really? Yeah. So do you think it relaxes you?

SPEAKER_00 6:58

Honestly, I feel like weed with weed with my ADHD is like the same as like Adderall. Okay.

SPEAKER_05 7:06

Onyx, what about you? Do you do weed and have sex?

SPEAKER_09 7:10

I mean, yeah. I mean, as far as weed, I do think it makes me more horny, but also I'm just horny all the time, so I can't tell if it's the weed or not because the only time I smoke is in the evening because I work. Yeah. So I won't. But um, and I'm always horny at night. So I don't know if it's a correlation or not. Okay, that's fine. She only hits it like one time. I'm like the biggest lightweight in the world. I don't need much.

SPEAKER_03 7:30

She does head things when she does that.

SPEAKER_09 7:32

I don't have too much. Yeah, I start doing weird things. But yeah, I mean, it's not my favorite drug to have sex on for sure. Cause I get tired and I just want to sleep. Oh, that's fair. In conjunction with other drugs, sure, but like by itself, like cool, whatever.

SPEAKER_05 7:47

But I've done a gummy once, I think, and then my partner had me just take a hit off of his vape pen, but I couldn't. I mean, did it relax me? Yes. But we didn't have sex. That was to make me calm the fuck down. Yeah. So that's what that's.

SPEAKER_06 8:02

It literally like enhances other drugs, I feel. Oh, does it? I can smoke way more weed, way too, way more cigarettes, anything when I'm on fucked up.

SPEAKER_10 8:12

Some people say it kind of counteracts and oh no.

SPEAKER_06 8:15

Yeah, mine enhances mine. I get so fucked up, it's great. Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 8:19

Sometimes I have to like you're peeking too hard. Yeah, yeah. Yeah.

SPEAKER_06 8:25

If I could just stay there for an hour, I'd be fine.

SPEAKER_00 8:27

Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 8:32

For sure.

SPEAKER_05 8:33

So do we consider? I mean, I consider alcohol a drug too, right? Oh, one of the really and in my mind, at least I've done that one. I'll I can admit to that one. But alcohol for me just releases all your inhibitions. Yeah, I assume it's similar to weed, but I'm not 100% sure. I always feel like weed's healthier than alcohol, but yeah.

SPEAKER_03 8:53

Oh, yeah, I can't feel anything like after alcohol, like I'm numb for the most part.

SPEAKER_00 9:00

Like, so like I've had a lot of sex drunk, and it's like I don't it was stupid. It meant nothing. Because like, yeah, and you don't remember most of it for the level of drinking I do when I drink. Yeah.

SPEAKER_10 9:11

So like drink, you gotta get drunk.

SPEAKER_00 9:14

Yeah, yeah. So I and that's you know, my whole twenties. And it's like looking at it now, like what was that for everybody else? Because like I didn't enjoy it. Yeah.

SPEAKER_05 9:24

So was that and it was probably the social thing too, right? Everybody's drinking, you go home, have sex, whatever.

SPEAKER_03 9:29

It has to be because like today, like on campus, like riding through campus, you see out in front of the frat houses, the college people are out playing with beer pong, or they're you know, just everything. I'm like roll by and I was like, I want to do that. Like this is I I honestly I feel like it's a necessary part of life. It is just it's it's formative. Even though when you're young at like adolescents, like that's formative, like time of drinking and interacting with people in different situations. Yeah, like do you fuck when you're drunk because you want to or you like it, or because you hate your mom? Like, what is it? Like that shit out.

SPEAKER_00 10:03

I have a theory too that like you have to do it then because if you don't get it out of your system, then later when you do, you're probably gonna fuck yourself up. Yeah, yeah. You ain't got much time left after 20. Exactly. That's the problem. Like when you rebound after 20. It's not cute when you're 35 and you decide to become an alcoholic out and bruh. Come on. Okay.

SPEAKER_05 10:25

That's funny. That's very true. So let's talk about like all of the V Viagra, Cialis, all of those things. So that's on my list here. I think I've had sex once on like uh the guy had Viagra, but honest to God, I really can't remember. So I want to try that at some point. But is do you I mean, do you guys use it regularly? Every day.

SPEAKER_10 10:49

Yeah, you do? Yeah, I mean, yes, too. I don't wanna like hold on, hold on.

SPEAKER_03 10:54

Like, I got six keys. My thing works. You know what I'm saying? It works, okay? It works. It was just, you know what I'm saying? It was dang. For my friends, God in a good way. So no.

SPEAKER_04 11:07

Wait, so you take it every day?

SPEAKER_03 11:09

I do.

SPEAKER_04 11:09

Doesn't it fuck with your blood pressure?

SPEAKER_03 11:11

It's actually for my blood like circulation. Oh. So I actually like my extremities are are typically cold. So just due to poor blood circulation, yes, for whatever reason.

SPEAKER_05 11:21

That's probably hereditary or something.

SPEAKER_03 11:22

Something like that. You know, but a five milligram Cialis is actually good for blood flow circulation. That's the whole point of it. It just happened to have a side effect of boners. Okay. So that's the plus side. Crazy enough, Cialis actually has been used in studies for dementia and Alzheimer's. It's just actually curing it.

SPEAKER_04 11:40

Wow.

SPEAKER_03 11:41

Yeah, but they ain't talking about that yet. But anyway, yeah. So no, yes, I actually do so.

SPEAKER_05 11:46

You just take it every day as part of your circle.

SPEAKER_10 11:48

If I can remember to Yeah, you take that and then you take one.

SPEAKER_03 11:51

Yeah, so like the five is for like medicinal reasons. Yeah. Then there's a 20 milligram pill that's for the fun stuff.

SPEAKER_05 11:57

Oh, okay. Okay. Do you use it every time you guys go to an event or no? Okay.

SPEAKER_03 12:03

I forget half the time.

SPEAKER_05 12:06

Like I so it does work. Yeah.

SPEAKER_10 12:09

Lola. Yeah, yeah. Oh yeah.

SPEAKER_05 12:13

We have to we have to put that little that little disclaimer in here. Okay. What about you, Curtis?

SPEAKER_10 12:20

You said you you take it. I was gonna say, well, I've taken it before. Nice. And I I feel it's worked for me. She's wondered about it.

SPEAKER_06 12:26

What? It makes her wet.

SPEAKER_10 12:28

It does. Really? Yes. Wait, Cialis or Viagra? Which one did you take? Cialis? I've not had no. I have had Viagra.

SPEAKER_03 12:35

We've had both, but see the ones that I have are Cialis.

SPEAKER_10 12:38

Wait, so what effect did it have on you as a woman? Just more wet. And yeah. Wow. How much did you take?

SPEAKER_03 12:45

Swills this up. Five milligrams. Two of them. Maybe two of them. A couple. Yeah. So it takes five or two.

SPEAKER_01 12:50

So ten milligrams are just not.

SPEAKER_09 12:52

I mean it makes sense because if it's increasing blood flow, it's gonna still be increasing blood flow.

SPEAKER_03 12:56

So then you swell up and you feel great.

SPEAKER_10 12:58

Even though it's not real drugs, I also take like those pussycat pills or the gas station pills. Yeah, the gas station pills. Oh nice. Believe it or not, them motherfuckers are different. It's crazy. Why? They're different. Yes. Like I have a headache and it gets hot. Yeah.

SPEAKER_03 13:13

And that's when it's because every extremity is like pulsing in blood.

SPEAKER_05 13:17

You buy these at the drug station at the gas station. And they're called pussycat pills.

SPEAKER_03 13:22

Next time you go to the gas station, every counter, if you look, you'll see pills that say rhino. You'll see like extra hard or like shit like that. It'll say like 10,000 or 20,000. Those are the pills we're talking about. They come in a looks like a big ass capsule. It's a bill. Yep.

SPEAKER_05 13:38

I didn't even know those existed. Did you guys know those existed? I knew they did.

SPEAKER_00 13:41

I've just never known what they were. I've tried all the other gas station pills, but I don't think it's I'm trying. I still want to try it. Different periods of life. Yeah. But yeah.

SPEAKER_03 13:53

Wow. I had no clue. It'll give you like rolling boners. If you've ever like done modeling.

SPEAKER_00 13:59

Cameron has one too, pink horsepower or something like that. Rolling boners. And there's one I keep seeing a commercial for now. And from what I get from the commercial, it has everything in it. It has Sidalfil and Syldenophil. Yeah, yeah. And then it says like a couple. Did you see that too? I think it's called like Bluetooth Gold. Yeah, Bet and Hems. They both have one now. Oh, okay. Hem's purse has got like two other things in it too. And it's for you know other parts of it. One of them I felt like was something else. It's like hair growth and like pink growth.

SPEAKER_03 14:34

It's it was a lot. I was like, oh yeah. I'm starting to feel like a head and shoulder cycles, hand poop. Like I just just make dick hard. Body wash. Like, okay, whatever. I don't need a four-in-one dick pill that toenails, hair, and dick.

SPEAKER_02 14:47

What the fuck is happening? That's so fucking funny. A four-in-one dick pill. He's not wrong.

SPEAKER_00 14:54

Like it's what they've classified. Like he's like, those plugs. Okay, oh, there's a type. I got it.

SPEAKER_05 15:05

Yeah, you guys ready for this? So between 10 and 20%, and it's actually closer to 20%. Young men in college are using Viagra Cialis. So 20%. And those kids, what are they what mid-20s and younger? And younger.

SPEAKER_00 15:21

Why? You know what? Right.

SPEAKER_06 15:23

Is it like a fun thing?

SPEAKER_00 15:24

Those same kids are using fucking steroids and don't need to be a good thing. That's fair. That's true. That's true. Kind of like finish liners. Like, let me get just there real quick. You know what I mean? Yeah. Yeah.

SPEAKER_05 15:34

So if and that's a three billion dollar market today.

unknown 15:38

Oh yeah.

SPEAKER_05 15:39

How crazy is that shit?

SPEAKER_10 15:41

Never gonna go away.

SPEAKER_03 15:41

If I can if I can add in from just our experience with our experience is different than a lot of people. So coming from a lifestyle standpoint, that was the first time that I realized there was a we all know there's a heavy stigma about like you, oh, you have to use Viagra to get hard. And that's not necessarily true. Lifestyle people change changed our life and our viewpoint on Viagra and all of that stuff.

SPEAKER_05 16:05

And actually, I think just generally speaking, I think it's just changed over time. It's for recreation at this point. You went a hard dick that night, you take something.

SPEAKER_00 16:16

Right. Drugs, a lot of drugs, you know, counteract that. And guess what? So does tadalafil. It goes back the other way. So you gotta figure out which drugs work with you.

SPEAKER_05 16:27

Well, that's funny that you bring that because oh, hold on just a moment. I'm just validating your statistic here, too, that you brought up, Devon. So it's reliable for performance, right? But new studies link it to lower dementia risk. House.

SPEAKER_00 16:43

Yep.

SPEAKER_05 16:44

You are a red man. You are a learning man. Okay, well, that's the pros. Okay. Apparently you can also mix your drugs, which I did not know this. So if you take a Cialis, Viagra, whatever, you take something else to stimulate your mind, right? So tell us what you guys have done. Well, Molly? I don't think I've waited so you've done Molly and X. Now what's the difference between the two of those? One is pure.

SPEAKER_03 17:17

One's pure, one's pressed.

SPEAKER_10 17:18

Pressed was could be MD.

SPEAKER_05 17:19

Whatever the fuck was which one's which?

SPEAKER_10 17:21

Ecstasy is pressed and pure is Molly.

SPEAKER_05 17:24

Okay, got it. MDMA. Okay, MDMA. Got it.

SPEAKER_10 17:26

We've also done L of Molly.

SPEAKER_05 17:28

You what? I love Molly. Okay. Okay, cool. So wait. So you've you've done it with ecstasy, Molly, anything else?

SPEAKER_10 17:40

Acid.

SPEAKER_05 17:41

Acid? Yeah. Really?

SPEAKER_03 17:42

That was fun. Yeah. DMT.

SPEAKER_05 17:45

Yep.

SPEAKER_03 17:46

K.

SPEAKER_05 17:47

Oh yeah. Is that ketamine? Okay. Okay, which one? Okay, you gotta break all these down for us now because I I know nothing about, I mean, I know what the drugs are, but I don't know necessarily the feelings they're gonna give you. So let's break them down. We know what Molly an ecstasy is. I think we all are one of them. Yeah.

SPEAKER_03 18:05

Okay, so we also learned that there's ways to take drugs to have fun recreationally, safely in moderation. So when we found out that you're supposed to take Molly in portions and pieces and grams and points, yeah. We see friends who are just biting rocks, and I'm like, yo, you're about to die. Crazy.

SPEAKER_10 18:23

Oh we had a friend try to do that. Yeah. I was like, that's too big.

SPEAKER_03 18:26

Watch them bite rocks of it thinking that it was just a piece. No, no, no, no, no. It's by weight. And if you take too much, you can fuck yourself up. So I want to say we've recreated.

SPEAKER_05 18:37

Well, how do they fuck themselves up? Is it too much? Too much that you like your brain releases way too much. Whatever.

SPEAKER_03 18:42

Way too much oxytocin, way too much dopamine. It's it's an overload, you're gonna essentially OD.

SPEAKER_05 18:47

Yeah.

SPEAKER_03 18:48

Not to mention your heart, because that's a stimulus. You're you're that's literally what it is. You like you're gonna have a heart. Yeah. So outside of the normal eczemoly, DMT or ketamine or sh mushrooms or any psychedelics or acids, they're all different types of highs. Yeah. Um, one you hallucinate, you'll see the floor moving, or you see colors and walls.

SPEAKER_05 19:12

Are those the mushrooms? It could be the mushrooms or acids, you're because in my past, I have tried those with it was like in a peanut butter sandwich. What's that? No, it was it was mushrooms in a inside of a peanut butter, like a half a peanut butter sandwich for me. But it took a little bit, but then I think I think he gave me such a because it was like microdosing, because I've never done drugs before, so everything hits me. I mean, I take a Tylenol and it's I'm good for a week for sure. But I think he was really nervous. But I did see some movement of things, you know, but I don't feel like it increased my sex at all. Like it didn't make it any better.

SPEAKER_10 19:53

It didn't, yeah, it doesn't necessarily do that, but I don't know. For me, it's just mine does. Mine does too.

SPEAKER_09 20:02

But mine also makes me mean. So I don't know. Mine just makes me a little more happier.

SPEAKER_00 20:07

We have the craziest sex on mushrooms.

SPEAKER_05 20:09

You do? Let's talk about drugs in general.

SPEAKER_00 20:12

Okay.

SPEAKER_05 20:13

It's time for you two to start talking.

SPEAKER_00 20:15

Yeah, we've I mean, if we eat mushrooms and trip for seven hours, we're probably having sex for five of it.

SPEAKER_05 20:23

What? Yeah. Wait, and and Curtis, you're not taking anything to like stay hard.

SPEAKER_06 20:29

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, okay.

SPEAKER_05 20:30

Just just double checking it. Okay.

SPEAKER_00 20:32

Yeah, yeah, for sure. Okay. I don't know if it would work without it on mushrooms. I know it.

SPEAKER_06 20:37

Yeah. Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 20:38

Probably not, but like and it's just like it's I can feel everything. You know what I mean? I I every bit of dick going in the pussy, you feel every part of it.

SPEAKER_05 20:52

That's wild. It's great. Okay, wait. So that's so okay. So you you're on a Viagra Cialis. Take the mushrooms.

SPEAKER_11 21:02

Yeah.

SPEAKER_05 21:02

And then because I will say we we did it twice, and the one time, like, he couldn't get hard at all on mushrooms. Really? Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 21:10

Yeah.

SPEAKER_05 21:11

And you know, that it was okay.

SPEAKER_00 21:13

We didn't care, but definitely with Cialis, I don't see that being a problem. Okay.

SPEAKER_05 21:18

What's that?

SPEAKER_10 21:19

X effects some people getting hard. Getting hard, yeah.

SPEAKER_05 21:22

Oh, okay. Cocaine. Yeah. Got it. That was so good. Okay, so so you guys have done that with mushrooms. A bunch of times. And then what about what else did you say?

SPEAKER_00 21:32

Yeah, we've done MDMA, we've done MDA, uh Acid. Very similar. Acid.

SPEAKER_05 21:39

What's the difference between acid and MDA? Because aren't they both hallucinogenic?

SPEAKER_00 21:44

Oh my god, they're completely different. I mean, they are and they aren't too acid. I don't know. I've I've got limited times I've done acid, but I've done a lot of acid the times I've done it. And uh the one thing with acid is I could completely normalize and like sober up and then let go and go right back into it. Like I said I separated two of my friends from fighting and I was the guy who got in do do do did it and then was just like went back to chill. Went right back to my own world and I don't first time I took acid was at the gathering of the juggalos and I spent most of the time wandering around by myself.

SPEAKER_05 22:22

What is that? What is that gathering?

SPEAKER_00 22:25

It's a giant festival for the insane clown posse.

SPEAKER_06 22:28

Oh okay it's uh yeah it's a different crowd very very different they're they're notorious to say the least but interesting and it was yeah so when you do when you do mushrooms with him yeah on that does it change your sex at all for sure what does it do like everything well I'm like super wet I fucking like like I said it's just like the soul thing like we literally can't keep off each other because like we can feel each other's heat I love without touching yeah I love like it's just crazy like he was playing what what oh like he was like he was playing guitar hero one time when he was eating my pussy I think that was the acid though that was acid yeah no I I swear to you and I was watching from over the top it was lighting up like I could see in front of me shape of a vagina and it was lighting up orange where I was supposed to go to it.

SPEAKER_00 23:26

It was great and it was like like on Guitar Hero when you like you can hit a button and it like all the keys light up Star Power Star Power Star Power like her clit started like pulsating orange orange orange orange like bam like hit it and then it was just like all of it went orange and then that kind of came out of it. Holy shit yeah it was so good and I was watching from above like my body yeah him him and Maddie was eating my pussy and I'm just ugly that was a different time that was a different time yeah that was a different time because Maddie was there we were that was mushrooms and no like I swear no this time for me you guys were like going like in Mario going in this little like tunnel. I'm watching you guys just like fly through this we were that that time with Maddie that she's thinking of she was down there eating her own pussy with us there were three of us down there and then all of a sudden again you know this is 10 15 20 minutes of eating who knows in fucking shroom time right yeah fucking hour yeah but and then kind of like I came you know like looked and Maddie was beside me and I'm just like how did she get up there?

SPEAKER_06 24:35

And then I'm like wait how was she eating her own pussy like that's what I want to know wait do you think that that was a a hallucination or was she really I don't know because how could you bend over that I think like I don't think she really was but right to me there were a hundred percent three mouths there was yes because not only was I down there doing it but like I was up here watching the three of us like it was weird.

SPEAKER_00 24:59

So that could have been an out of body experience it was insane I mean how do you how do you then I asked them them this the other day how do you go back to normal sex after that you know I mean like how do you obviously for like a week afterwards all the sex is good.

SPEAKER_05 25:20

Really? Yeah I mean all the sex is good anytime but like extra good a little a little more intense yeah so with m more with mushrooms or acid or both I think any anything okay it's anything for us but the MDA is my favorite.

SPEAKER_00 25:33

Well yeah but that was you asked to so MDA like have you seen how there's this new thing there that is like a metabolite of caffeine that they're putting in like energy drinks and pre-workout and so it doesn't have to metabolize. It's already done like that is what it metabolizes M to that's what MDA is so MDMA you take it in your body it metabolizes M to MDA so it's already it's like like they say I think we took like 0.2 0.1 where if it was Molly I probably would have took like 0.9 you know what I mean yeah yeah so wait so so how does it hold I gotta go back.

SPEAKER_05 26:16

So how does it go from MDMA to to MDA?

SPEAKER_00 26:20

Like they make whether there's something whether it be you know a some acid in your body that's the same with silver outside yeah outside the body I mean like how are the I guess they just process it differently yeah and I'm sure it's expensive you know the most god awful tasting shit literally the worst tasting shit I ever dude this was like this was a thousand times like I had the second time we took it I tried to dissolve it under my tongue and from the trauma from the first time I couldn't even do it. What was it let it say MDA oh my god and what do they call it MDA it's MDA okay it was like well could we just the kids menu we just picked it was called sex something and it was that one says friends well and that too and that dude we were fucked up for 20 hours dude I went to my hair appointment high the next day yeah oh my god we were fucked up for so long amazing she mixed them up was it SAS SASP no I don't know you know what SASP is though I've heard of it okay what is it tell us tell us Devon cocaine and it's like it's like uh MDMA with like Adderall or cocaine mixed and gotcha it's just to boost is a bump it's that's what my god or some shit yeah yeah what is it what'd you say Curtisy yeah oh yeah it's also another great okay she's like this is a lot it's a lot it's a lot for me to absorb say year one was wild right you did you've said that I don't think people understand how wild so like we're always shocked when we say something and people are like oh my god we're like that's a Tuesday that's a two day it's okay so MDA so what's the feeling you get you've explained it to us what it is it's almost like has hallucinogenic to like the Molly feeling but but way more intense I get super hit way harder lasted way longer like wow we were okay so we were having so we had already taken it it was starting to fill in right so wait how long does it take to get there to that feeling like an hour 0.5 minutes on our metabolism okay probably 40 minutes for us because yeah okay yeah but like it yeah we took it we're already in the bed music's on whatever so and then I'm writing on him and then I was like I got slowed down for a minute and I'm like I think I'm gonna throw up here so I climbed off and I threw up and then I just hopped right back on like you're good to go we're fine get that in a minute when I can see straight point one yeah yeah I had the same song on repeat for eight hours but and I didn't know that's wild I was watching the video back like yeah like it felt like 40 minutes that's why earlier when I said 20 minutes I'm like I don't fucking know right exactly drugs is like on modeling movie at the glory hole for hours we thought it was like an hour yeah no shit why dude I'll be sucking his dick for so long like you said like and not know because I have TMJ TMJ that's the first shit I thought of the real vibe where that was like it was like 45 minutes it won't be two hours once well and it doesn't that like Molly makes it worse because it makes you clench your jaw yeah you're already side effect you're already gonna cut it and then you like just suck dick for like hours and the next day it's like wait so you did so you did MDMA Molly whatever right to and then you went to the gory hole.

SPEAKER_05 29:55

We do that a lot.

SPEAKER_10 29:56

You do yeah oh I didn't know that okay I put her on her first flight after she took Molly X flight it was X.

SPEAKER_03 30:03

It was X. Oh my God. Yeah I bet everybody a new fucking puppy like on a window it was hilarious but the moment she didn't take it and flew she freaked the fuck out.

SPEAKER_05 30:15

I think I would have taken like a Xanax or something I don't know if I would have taken I don't know everyone did okay going back to okay what you guys were saying though when you're on Molly you you lose track of track of time it just doesn't seem like it sometimes it goes real like I I haven't really experienced it going slowly slowing down but it goes so fast.

SPEAKER_09 30:44

It's like you take it and then it's it does it's the morning it's like wow yeah literally and it's like it's starting more off and it's like 7 a.m, 8 a.m and you're starving.

SPEAKER_03 30:58

Yeah you press it's like I always want more it's like a VHS tape. You press fast forward yeah and then when you hit play it's like slow that's got it yeah coming off the end of it that's what that is. Wow okay holy shit it's a sucky part though yeah because it immediately is there an after effect like the next day are you like really depressed for ecstasy I sleep all day it's yeah you get pissed like we it's it's okay so it's we broke it down to a science so we were again year one wild everything we tried that was new or different X Molly or whatever it was X has a bunch of different pills we said it was pressed so if you get an Instagram pill or you get a blue dolphin or you get a Mickey Mouse or Orange Tesla all of those pills are signature pills and they're pressed a certain way. Wow Orange Tesla you're you're about to have a great fucking night okay you get anything tiny and small it's yeah you don't know what it can be rat poison but it it it changes things so it the it was we would take it come home Sunday two days later we were in a fight oh because you're irritated yeah the serotonin's gone the dopamine is non-existent but it it was like a two day it was a 48 hour window yeah okay once I no longer did the X and she did I could see it right and I'd be like oh fuck it comes Wednesday Wednesday's fucking Thursday we're arguing for two days now because Wednesday we didn't talk and I didn't realize it Thursday come and she's like well you know what I find funny but also with the alcohol yeah that made it worse for me alcohol and X made it worse well the alcohol is a depressant right so that makes sense interesting so you had you dropped out all of your you know oxytocin dopamine all of it right serotonin it does a it does a dump right and that's what makes you feel so amazing.

SPEAKER_05 32:57

Yep and then with alcohol man then you'd have to work through that too because you're feeling that the next day or two.

SPEAKER_03 33:06

Yeah definitely if you especially if you're at a party and you're on a the upper you're dancing so much you don't give a fuck but you're sipping the entire time so you don't necessarily alcohol right then so it's mixing well until you stop and the room doesn't.

SPEAKER_05 33:19

Got it yeah got it.

SPEAKER_00 33:22

Yeah until you go home and you're by yourself that shit too and you're like uh yeah do we also mention antidepressants?

SPEAKER_05 33:29

Uh I I've got a whole list here yet but I did want to say this on the Cialis Viagra I guess that there is a a thing where you use it with poppers. Oh we yeah and I look I've heard of poppers my entire life I I guess it's a growing thing but it's I guess it's also really it's really life threatening because your blood pressure will crash it's a blood thinner don't touch it. Is that what it is?

SPEAKER_02 33:54

Yeah it tells you it this is for like what cleaning like head tapes yeah something like it's a it's paint thinner.

SPEAKER_03 33:59

What it is paint thinner get a poppers it's on the side of the bottle is paint so but when you sniff it your are your blood vessels engorge and allow more blood flow to get to extremities and your booty hole and your vagina and your penis is wait have you guys done poppers I've heard of it I wouldn't be against it for the cranal yeah yeah that's what it said.

SPEAKER_10 34:23

Yeah it actually said that that's where you get it in most glory most gay guys. Oh okay okay wait what I've seen it in trans yeah what'd you say so the where you get them I mean oh the glory hose gay men are usually at glory hole so poppers are really popular at the glory hose they sell them there oh nice there's different kinds so like gas stations sell them legally how do they have a glory hole oh good point it's all behind the door it's all behind the door got it I mean it's not sold as poppers it's sold as something else tape cleaner ain't on yeah anal numbing or ain't no anal good feeling whatever it is but yeah wow ready wreck them exactly like the first time we took it like to an event or party like you would have thought we brought in like the plague right because everybody's like what is that oh my gosh no wanna try like the next week like they were talking about it like they had been using it for years and I'm looking at her like wait so was we bad don't spill that stuff oh my gosh because one of our friends spilled it in the car oh and you smelled it the whole rod floor what's it smell like I mean it still smells like paint thinner for real soint that's crazy butthole already the whole drive yeah listen listen didn't know if something was coming or going it's just transport okay we've talked about oh GHB it's a liquid ecstasy are you guys aware of that aware of it murder is never I'm not heard of the term I've it's more date rape drug is that's what I've always heard yeah and but I have I remember back in the OG rave days like the 90s still late 90s probably people were taking ecstasy and ghb together and I fucking can't imagine I don't know yeah I've never taken GHB but because I'm afraid of it and I'm not afraid of much yeah it says heroin and crack are my limits you know right it said it says that even a tiny dose dosage of it can cause blackouts and death yeah wow holy shit I'm good I don't think I would be messing with that at all you know hey does it smell funny to you yeah real quick it does say it makes your erections easier though I die so that's why it will be hard you're dead but you know what I mean sounds like Jeffrey Dahmer shit right it kind of does it really does so have you guys heard of like the the injections for women to make you more you know oh the O the O the O shot that's the O shot yeah yeah and it's it's actually to treat sexual desire disorders which are you ready for this dry coochie well like the desire is it there that affects 40% of women wow that's why it's very common in my plastic surgery groups I didn't hear 40% of that's almost half of women don't have a desire to have sex.

SPEAKER_03 37:26

So is that like when they say women are out of their prime is it what they've been masking as like this actual issue versus just saying well you've already burned out your prime I think it could be part of it.

SPEAKER_05 37:36

You know what I mean like yeah it does it does say that but it but it also says that stat is for women under the age of 65 which is interesting. Wow but they might be postmenopausal because you start menopause like mid 40s 50 whatever so it could be somewhere in that range where women lose their I never lost mine.

SPEAKER_00 38:01

So I'm curious if it was like did they wasn't not interested like at all before if they got older you know what I mean yeah what percentage of those women hate their husband exactly already exactly it didn't happen.

SPEAKER_09 38:13

I part of me kind of wants to take some sort of enhancement thing because like what you don't need one and that's why I'm like I can't imagine like what it would do what it would be like if I did take something because like you look at me the wrong way and I'm like she was she was her spasm and like I'm telling you Curtis if you br if you breathe near her neck wrong then she's horny I can't imagine what would happen to touch me I love that wait and and you're like that without any drugs yeah I mean drugs make it worse but or better better yeah depending on how you look at it. But yeah no I'm like that all the time interesting yeah I don't do shrooms anymore though because it found out maybe really horny but if I don't get dick I get mean and mad.

SPEAKER_05 38:59

So I just avoid that if you ever want to try them you can come to our house but but yeah it's a safe place I still can't believe that number but you know when I think about it even when my friends and I were younger like there were some of them that just didn't want to have sex. Yeah period like their desire was gone and I still have a couple friends like that today.

SPEAKER_00 39:23

Like I feel like everybody's hypersexual in this world right now though.

SPEAKER_10 39:27

Except the Karen's and that explains every Karen in this world also because we didn't talk about it yet the antidepressants that cannot affect that affected me a lot like I was I masturbated 247 all the time. And on antidepressants antidepressants a certain one oh my god you're my sex drive went completely like me.

SPEAKER_03 39:49

No I got a full night's sleep but it completely went away now I'm I've found the right one but yeah it yeah I have heard that before too and with the drugs antidepressants so if you're on antidepressants and you decide you're gonna have a fun night on Molly you wasted your money. Sometimes it doesn't work for me that's imagine dopamine like Molly when you take it what it is floods your brain with dopamine so the excitement that I love everybody. So if you're antidepressants are blockers you can't get right none of that dopamine that's coming in that's building your brain extra so oh I had no idea. So you're sitting here like man that dude sold me bad drugs. No dummy you're just on a fucking dopamine block to take a second one and then it doesn't help it she just passes out.

SPEAKER_05 40:34

That's kind of crazy isn't it like the whole anti was just on my belly button so I had to undo them. Oh Candy's over here unzipping her pants it's right on my belly button well they are I will say they're hard pants they're jeans and they're not like our normal sweatpants yoga pants. Well I will tell you it's very I can see it and your waist is very red where they were yeah so I'm glad you undid them. Thanks I'm a little surprised you wear underwear but I don't only with jeans.

SPEAKER_00 41:04

Oh okay because they can't I don't like the way they feel if you don't too much you can still look at that you and then you should see the I tried on the gym outfit that Katie gave me from the gym you see everything.

SPEAKER_06 41:18

Like I was like well like your little big clit right there. Your lips and clit and everything yes I don't I don't think anybody in this room's gonna care. The shape of my clit that's fair but like I I did almost wear it because it kind of like this it ombres like that off the ceiling you know but I was like yeah let's so I gotta I have to buy new colored panties for the gym because I do want to wear it it sounds like it you guys talking about I got the same lips lips big lips or just big clit both I think I don't really know both my clit is so big it it looks like a tiny perfect little miniature cock. Like it's got a beautiful little head swear it's shaped like mine.

SPEAKER_00 41:53

It is like the German helmet like the typical German yeah yours is beautiful he's got a beautiful cock.

SPEAKER_06 42:00

You got pretty cock syndrome yeah yeah but that's like probably this big what her quiz wait is wait your cleaner is big wait wait wait wait wait which one no his or hers whose is bigger definitely hers. Oh me but before that she did say that he had a beautiful cop so when it's hard when it's okay when it's hard it'd be like I can take it and flick it this back and forth like this.

SPEAKER_05 42:32

Yeah that's awesome. It's pretty cool it is yeah it is and I mean I deserved just watching porn and stuff you know like every woman has a different shape pussy and click oh yeah and and some of them are pretty and some of them aren't and it's okay I like which as long as it's clean I don't give a shit. Well the lifestyle I have seen so many oh my god you're like an expert not an expert expert on pussy you might be I love it what do you what kind of pussy are they all pretty I mean there's some that you're just like oh but like even I like long lips you know like yeah I like full lips I like full lips well and definitely the more you know I I look at it like more you can get to work with yeah right yeah yeah exactly I knew a person you know we we would travel together and we would see each other naked and stuff and it always shocked me because she was so thin that her pussy lips were pretty much non-existent yeah and her quit hung down and it was like really like the whole thing was like long and wavy and I'm like is that normal like that I don't know I've never seen another quit like it in porn or anything else but I'm like a stingray. Yeah honest to God yes it was it was like that is the strangest looking quit I've ever seen but it wasn't full or any it was just I mean obviously she wasn't stimulated at that point.

SPEAKER_10 43:53

So I've not seen that one so yeah I'll get you a grower

SPEAKER_00 44:00

fills that out eventually. Yeah, that's what that's what I was thinking.

SPEAKER_03 44:03

I heard a weird stat the other day on like a Facebook reel that like between showers and growers that if they're a grower, that they only not majority of them don't double in size. What quits? No penises. Oh penises. Like from like to say I'm a grower, not a shower. Like if whatever they're showing as they're soft, yeah. Yeah that most don't double.

SPEAKER_09 44:25

Yeah it said most was like an inch and a half or something like that.

SPEAKER_02 44:27

Yeah a lot more than what they are soft.

SPEAKER_09 44:29

Oh that's crazy.

SPEAKER_02 44:30

I can tell you I I I his girls a whole name yeah well yeah I'm thoroughly I was confused when he said that I was like so what are you saying about me?

SPEAKER_05 44:39

I but I okay the guys I've been with when they're soft it definitely doubles and and maybe I've just been lucky right snake eyes and maybe even more than doubles too yours definitely does but yours is already big hang soft yeah yeah it's it's not normal apparently the videos I was watching I was over like for real but I've also seen some small small cards really little baby like the little wait seriously like micro micro penises are real for real yes yes I saw one at the gym one time and it was it like a quit I mean it was it was like how was it compared to my quit okay about like that yeah it was about like that probably so it was it was I but it was skinny yeah it and it was pretty sure I jacked off mine's gotten that small yeah I'm not joking really small it's not I'm not joking I wish I was joking yours yes it's gotten that's that you just well how does it get that small like are you in an ice tub cold random like cold or have like the so does the skin hang down then no I need to see this it's I'm telling you it's it's I don't know how to describe it because I don't study other penises.

SPEAKER_03 45:56

So like all I know is mine and I to me that's normal. Right. But then like the more we've been in the lifestyle I've seen other penises at this point but I'm just like mine don't do that.

SPEAKER_05 46:08

And I I need to see I have so many questions right I'm so confused. I I'm not confused but I'm just I'm a visual learner. Okay so what do you do okay what do you guys do if you come across a micro penis?

SPEAKER_06 46:20

Laugh stop it I'm talking to the girls well you wouldn't hurt what somebody's feeling they like it a lot of them like it mostly most micro tiny cock men because they know they can't because they know that's the only way they're gonna get turned on is by the degradation the area that they come across is in they're there for that reason because like bruh if you come here and you know your thing is not poking through the wall you've just got to put ones yeah like bruh like yeah they do they I get it all the time wait make fun of me make fun of me well but that's kind of that's your job too yeah I mean it is so when you have a guy with a micro penis yeah what do you say to him they want a different they want they all want different like some of them like I burn the guy's little tiny little cock with my cigarette you know I tell them that it's it's bigger or whatever like my clit for instance they love when I say my clit's bigger than the cock you know what I mean they love that do they do they just learn do they actually okay and this is gonna sound stupid but because I'm ignorant nothing but can but can they actually like jack off and come?

SPEAKER_08 47:26

Yeah I'm sure yeah even though it's little yeah I mean you could just rub it I mean even some like this big I get a lot of them like God playing with their two fingers just the two fingers yeah god yeah I don't even know what I'd do if I ran across a deck like that I'd have to I so I get like awkward sometimes and I just like if I just walk away I don't want to do something like I don't know I I am I'm too nice sometimes like I don't want to be like no I just feel like completely just turn around I mean have you guys ever fucked a micro penis no I've never luckily never seen one in a real life but when I'm also like looking for somebody to fuck if you ain't got a print I'm not interested like wait there was a video on the dick print there was a video on that blue jeans can hide a lot okay don't put by a that's fair but we got a video of one what of a small penis in the glory hole it was one I was doing this yeah it's it's like a two minute video it's like a four it's like one of the big two videos did you jack him off with your fingers and he actually came yeah how much did he come?

SPEAKER_06 48:35

Um did he come tiny little bit like it's just a big ass little that would be epic actually for this video God I feel so bad for them as men you know hey they get off I mean I'm sure they find other ways like you know like hey but they're doing penis implants now so yeah but still that's not you know I'm just saying if you hate it that much there's an option that's true there's an option I mean just because how how would you feel imagine how these bitches feel after they get these giant BB bell BBL and then they're out there being a bad bitch imagine how a man would feel to never have had a cock to want bitches want to fuck. So imagine how that man would feel though true I know I would be ecstatic.

SPEAKER_05 49:23

Yeah yeah I would I agree they can they can make your penis girthier yeah oh we've talked about that right with the the filler like the from you know the plastic surgeon group yeah yeah yeah I didn't know that yeah that was weird but then you can also wind up with a cellulite lumpy dick yeah that's very true I I can tell you that that is definitely a growing area men are going and it's a lot of gay men but they go in to get their cock filled with filler and even crazier some of them do put put it in their ball sack to make their balls huge. Really? And there is nothing about me that wants a huge ball sack nothing.

SPEAKER_10 50:00

No unless you got a little teeny tiny ball sack that's fair a bunch of teeny tiny micro penis proportion yeah or usually micro penis might have bigger balls.

SPEAKER_03 50:10

Yeah what about the men that put a domino in their penis a what? To always rock a half chub yeah like a domino like like the little game piece? Domino okay and it's but it's typically in men in prison they they surgically cut themselves and they'll stick a domino in there to at least have a half chub at all times.

SPEAKER_05 50:29

Oh my god no no no get out and I was like this is information I can never get rid of right y'all are welcome I can't even imagine that and I know we're way off the drug topic here but I we would we went down the gory hole we we always do this we always do it and I love it because nobody knows what they're ever gonna get it it's not like at least everybody knows we're not scripted right exactly wait have you guys ever used laughing gas during sex no but I would totally try that I would try that too we I don't think more dentist friends is that like natural yeah yeah wait what the shit they give you at the natural we I so would things right that's the same I don't think so I would try it no no what do you you didn't you haven't done it I don't think it's we can we were trying is it so like whippets yeah oh you can get addicted to those really quick yeah I don't do that play with them what laughing gas yeah oh whippets it's the same it is yeah you get addicted really quick we got three large twos we do we just need to find the thing we can use it the cracker okay something's wrong with us I can't even imagine I mean like the here's the thing the laughing gas like I get it if I'm getting like a laser treatment or something you know so I would definitely I think that would be super fun to have sex on.

SPEAKER_03 51:50

Yeah even though I don't know where we're gonna get it from did you say whippets like where do you get those do they sell those at the gas station yes they do yes you're lying the bake shop it's everywhere so it's like the whipped cream can that you spray the whipped cream or something that makes it yeah it's literally the can and the CO2 cartridge you have to find a way to get the CO2 into your body and the whippet yeah we need to take like whipped cream can that's what that is you put a CO2 cartridge in why don't we just bring ours and then we can all try yeah we're gonna have to entertainment purposes Airbnb and go on a Vixen vacation take an ambient no I was like oh god wait a minute oh my god take an ambient and don't go to sleep that'll be a podcast when I did that yeah so what's ketamine do oh I can't remember I saw dinosaurs it's terrible I saw dinosaurs wait so it's a hooliecinogenic yes it has to be okay we were at Secrets in Florida and I didn't see anything this was the first time because again one of those purest body people never really done things so year one yeah I kicked the the version we were using was nasal spray okay so we sprayed nasal spray in your nose and it kind of just drains it in yeah your nose drains real quick so I'm sitting on the couch and all of a sudden my brain just kind of like loops like just woo I'm just like I'm gonna lay down for a second sleepy no sleep happened I looked over and my friend is standing in the kitchen but her hair is done in the bumpy hair you know things and I was like damn it's a big ass velociraptor that's all I saw. Velociraptor I just saw I just saw land before time and Jurassic Park walking through the kitchen because everybody that walked in looked like a different dinosaur and I was like I know that's not real I know it's not real but I'm not gonna get up yeah it's not real I was like can somebody get the dinosaurs out of the room but have you had sex on it ketamine we can yeah we did after sex a couple times but we also were on Molly or brooms and drinking and we God how in the hell did your body know what to do at that point it doesn't okay it doesn't or your brain apparently but you're so distracted you're just so distracted at at least at events for us you're so distracted that you don't notice what's yeah so it's a disassociation right all the way all the way wow have you guys done it yeah I don't remember what the sex was like though but it was I didn't like ketamine we got it well actually when we got the MDA that he the guy gave us some and it's just not probably in my 20s in my 40s.

SPEAKER_05 54:26

Ah okay it's not something I would do again what did it do to you two was it did you have hallucinations or not?

SPEAKER_00 54:34

I didn't no again we were also on MDA we were and we were we were kind of coming down and we did the tasted like shit yeah and I just didn't like it. I liked yeah took the MDMA or the MDA feeling away and I was like that one was better and it wasn't it was only 10 15 20 minutes or something like that but that's you know the nasty shit no but I hear that's good for you people do it like it's properties do it all the time yeah it's legal what ketamine Matthew Perry died of yeah he died of it but the ketamine clean if you watch in Utah acetamine treatments are allowed yeah my secret life show they have the secret life of Mormon wives what they take ketamine treatments together to get closer to God so just say you want to get fucked up and get and it's legal just say that to us for 200 years and like drugs aren't bad.

SPEAKER_03 55:28

Right one of the two yeah wait hold on so you mean God is real and we've been this close to seeing him and we just have to take a pill damn you didn't want us to know that's you coming or not oh my god I knew I saw one so chem sacks that sounds like what you guys are doing like put doing different drugs and mixing them to get that chemical reaction but not on purpose there right and let her know like oh you didn't do it on purpose no but right because you don't want to like we we try I try not to mix it because it's you lose your timeline overnight and I got to chronicle it in pictures and then my phone takes timestamps.

SPEAKER_05 56:10

Chem sex is trending it is the actual number one thing that's happening with drugs for sex and it's gonna continue growing through 2027 it says oh so what are you talking about? Chem sex chem sex what's that mixing different chemicals to have sex. Oh yeah so it would be things it would think be things like GHB shockingly like how the fuck are you gonna do that and not die? I still don't understand that.

SPEAKER_03 56:41

I mean DMT though like DMT is the the thing that's released before you die. What is it? DMT that's the drug that your body releases oh before you die. And you can puff that in a pen you can you can yes how the hell they oh it's it's synthetic right I mean clear way they can't get it's a pen and we puffed it and I was like oh shit am I about to die now like what's happening I can't imagine mixing a whole bunch of stuff because I could barely I'm a lightweight like well and this is what it's saying.

SPEAKER_05 57:09

It's like it people that people I assume in Europe because I just don't feel like that's just such a mainstream thing here but it says that they have a higher likelihood of STDs because they don't use condoms during it. And that's right their death rate's higher shockingly drugs. Yeah because it matters how much you take yeah but that's just it like they're not measuring right you know they're young kids they're just exploring and you know they'll do anything. That's what I was going to ask you guys. How do you test your drugs to make sure that they're safe test kits you do test kits. Yeah test kits like what do you use do you use they can like there's test kits you can get right I I know do you like do you use dance safe? Is that one of them? I don't know the names of them. Okay.

SPEAKER_00 57:55

But you just use them we trust and we get ours right now I literally got the same guy well I yeah and like I I get my drugs from people that do drugs. You know what I mean? So they test their drugs.

SPEAKER_05 58:10

Oh they didn't die that's good.

SPEAKER_03 58:12

Yeah or nerds nerds not a drug nerds people who are great at computer hacking ah okay because they know what's in the drug they've tested it they've sent it off to labs and they're probably getting it from Canada.

SPEAKER_05 58:24

Okay. You wouldn't trust you like you wouldn't test it for fentanyl or any because I mean that's what everybody dies from right I mean they're mixing it with shit.

SPEAKER_00 58:33

Yeah well no like I said the guy you know we've gotten anything I would get my mushrooms from one person and then you know anything we've got powder he gets from his guy and he's gotten before and he trusts his guy you know what I mean so oh Curtis that still scares me.

SPEAKER_03 58:49

Trust me if a drug dealer is not testing your drugs he's not going to tell you he tested it he's not gonna explain to you what lengths he went to to have it tested and how much it cost if they've had it tested trust me they'll tell you they'll tell you they've had it tested step by step but do you trust him I mean do you trust them like I don't know.

SPEAKER_05 59:08

If you've never had it tested you couldn't tell me how to have it tested I promise interesting okay I just worry about it you know but no but you're absolutely right you do have to trust the guy have you guys ever heard of a friend of mine did this an ayahuasca do you guys know what that is similar to DMT isn't it I don't know so she went on this trip to like Columbia for a week and they went out into this you know they stayed up in these tree houses and stuff and then there were like 10 people there and and the two people that do it like perform it on you it's something you smoke and it's an I it's called an ayahuasca and it brings out all your memories all your past trauma all that stuff but at the end of it you're cleansed and and for her you know it helped her a lot from what I understand. But but like you know again it's the vomiting the basically shedding yourself. What's that? Indian ritual I don't know I think so yeah because I think that's more peyote but I think ayahuasca is like a South American it is yeah it's so it's tribal yes yeah yeah I'm pretty sure it is DMT or that's what but in and yeah it's like mixing two plants together right only found there or something along those lines yeah and I don't that one's like minus the life altering for whatever reason yeah I will tell you this everybody that I've ever either seen the videos because of course it comes up on my damn TikTok now because we talked about it but but everybody that's experienced it as they say it's life changing.

SPEAKER_00 1:00:52

And I don't I I don't know if you like need to be somewhere where you need to figure something out when you should do it. Because I love it something along those lines but I feel like that's the right answer. You know looking for an answer.

SPEAKER_05 1:01:04

Yeah yeah and she's also very religious too but I would say that you in her mind like she felt like she got close to God on that. Like it was a whole thing we talked about it for two hours over dinner I'd believe her.

SPEAKER_00 1:01:21

These damn kids figured out a new way to do mushrooms called lemon teching have you heard of that look it up look it up and see I'm looking it up right now try so and it's kind of the same thing like the MDA so it it's with lit you know citric acid which is what turns the psilocybin into psicin which is what you get messed up on.

SPEAKER_05 1:01:44

So you need like half of it and it hits way faster but that's what our my friend who told me about it his girlfriend she said that she saw God when she did it and that's why I was like I'm trying so listen I'm not really scared I'm not ready to see him yet I want to sound like a good especially when I'm taking a drug chances are I don't need him to see me right now crazy you guys lemon teching so they soak the mushrooms in lemon juice for 10 to 20 minutes before ingestion.

SPEAKER_00 1:02:16

Yeah and warm I think it has to be warm.

SPEAKER_05 1:02:18

The process is believed to accelerate the conversion of what is it? Yes thank you it's probably because the acid resulting in a faster onset shorter duration and higher perceived intensity of hallucinic effects. No thanks that I wonder if you can do that with the tablets.

SPEAKER_00 1:02:34

No thanks that's wild and they both said it was the most hallucinogenic drug they'd ever done that oh can we do that I don't know that's like here's here's the effect here's the effect and then you're kind of chasing it right yeah I don't want to chase the dragon yeah this this trip is reported to feel stronger and begin sooner than eating them directly but the experience may be shorter shorter in total duration duration.

SPEAKER_03 1:02:59

If it went by 20 minutes what the fuck was that the boys can supervise and we'll do it.

SPEAKER_02 1:03:04

Right have you seen her drunk?

SPEAKER_06 1:03:08

Who? Her we're not talking about drinking that's fair.

SPEAKER_05 1:03:15

Okay let's see if there's anything else on this list. There's all kinds of peptides out there now that you can use for like women who have not had their desire and they get it back if they snort the little peptide stuff. You just snort it right yeah it's like a spray now I have I have a that spray here me and my because it can work for men or women like it's a different effect for men it just makes them more sexual like that's kind of weird because they're sexual anyways but it did not have any effect on me at all. Zero but Kat has used it and she liked it a lot like she just wanted to fuck for all day kind of thing. So she wants rooms what's that it's her own room.

SPEAKER_06 1:04:01

It is it makes you want to fucking literally like fill each other's like yeah the magnets you know when you put two opposite magnets and they're like attention that's what it feels like.

SPEAKER_05 1:04:13

Anything else we haven't talked about I'm so glad you brought up the the antidepressants because that's a big deal. And I bet you're right that's that's what's wrong with a lot of women maybe even men too because it it it basically numbs all of that or blocks it like you said. And you never anything else that we haven't covered on our sex and drug episode all the drugs.

SPEAKER_03 1:04:38

I think we have tell your doctors how you feel and stop taking what they give you. Yeah true or we had to talk today you what? I might come off at my antidepressants I'll let you know if that changes on sexual you know I only say that because a lot of women with ADHD well for one are misdiagnosed with ADHD because they don't see it's not the same portrayed in women as in in men. Right. So it gets diagnosed as bipolar. So then you're put on you know different kinds of antidepressants and different kinds of medications that are affecting your sleep, your moods, your energy sexual drives and everything else when in fact it may just be ADHD. You may need just a simple stimulant and not 45 different drugs. That's causing you all different kind of mood swings, head things because ADHD and bipolarism both resemble each other so much that it looks like this one. And they're gonna pick that one because they don't want to give adults stimulants.

SPEAKER_09 1:05:37

Because when you have ADHD your levels of dopamine and stuff are lower which makes sense why you would feel depressed and anxious. When I got my diagnosis they told me like when you start your medication there's a good chance you won't need anything for like depression or anxiety because a lot of people see those symptoms improve when they get treated pro appropriately for the ADHD.

SPEAKER_03 1:05:55

Interesting. So give a bunch of dopamine lacking people Molly, X, DMT, Shrooms, Acid. It's almost like we get half the effect that the normal, typical thinking brain would. So you take this Molly, it fills your levels where you would have operated as a normal person. Okay. And then you get this much of a race. Yeah. That's what we gotta take so much. And we can come off of it like nothing ever happened.

SPEAKER_05 1:06:25

Interesting.

SPEAKER_03 1:06:26

So neurotypical brain can take it and be fucking addicted, psyched out, fucked up for weeks and months. Whereas we took it, like, what then what the hell's wrong with you? And it's normal.

SPEAKER_00 1:06:37

Like we could take a molly and go to sleep. My peak peak days, everybody thinks it's a joke. I was taking like 16 to 18 ecstasy pills in a night.

SPEAKER_10 1:06:46

What?

SPEAKER_00 1:06:47

And can function just fine.

SPEAKER_10 1:06:49

Well, I can see that.

SPEAKER_00 1:06:50

Starting like seven at night and staying up till six in the morning. Oh, yeah. Like you could have done that without the pill.

SPEAKER_02 1:06:57

But in that time frame, facts. No, no, yeah, no, no, it makes total sense.

SPEAKER_03 1:07:01

So no when you want to talk about sex, drugs, and rock and roll in the neurotypical brain and neurodivergent brain, whole different combo.

SPEAKER_05 1:07:09

Okay. Well, do you want to talk about that?

SPEAKER_03 1:07:10

Oh, that's it comes into hypersexuality, which mixes in with are you a sex addict? Right. Which we're gonna we're gonna make sense.

SPEAKER_06 1:07:20

A lot of people come to share.

SPEAKER_03 1:07:21

Oh yeah. Hypersexual as fuck, and you got a lot of ailments, so your body is fucked up at the same time. Women typically. Oh, we can go on for hours and days about that.

SPEAKER_05 1:07:31

I'm trying to decide if I want to dive down that that sex that sex addict thing. But we've already done an hour and 10 minutes here. So I'm thinking this show's good. We're done. Unless is there anything else we want to talk about with drugs and sex? Remember, enhancement can feel electric in the moment, but safety, communication, and knowing your limits are the real MVPs. No substance beats genuine connection. And if things feel out of control, feel free to reach out and we'll figure things out. But feel free to reach out to me, Irene, at info at the vixenchronicles.com. But enough about that. That's kind of depressing to end on. I don't want to end on that.

SPEAKER_03 1:08:16

Not depressing, not depressing, very informative for sure. For sure. It is. Yeah. If anybody who has that thing feeling in brain knows that that's not depressive, it's more if you've felt that way, but no one's ever explained it or said it out loud and you heard it. Yeah. It's one of those. Wait a minute, hold on. Wait, so I'm I'm not weird. I get it. I'm not wrong. I'm not I'm not strange. I'm not you know out of control because I want to fucking flick my bean 47 times a day. Yeah. That's normal for you.

SPEAKER_04 1:08:42

Okay.

SPEAKER_00 1:08:43

Well, and I say too, drugs aren't for everybody if they're not for you.

SPEAKER_10 1:08:47

Sorry. Get some help.

SPEAKER_00 1:08:49

We love you. Talk to us.

SPEAKER_05 1:08:50

We help you. I know you guys would help anybody too. So feel free to reach out to any of us. You guys are always a great conversation, all five of you.

unknown 1:09:00

That's true.

SPEAKER_05 1:09:02

So thank you. And then you can find Candy's sites all on her website at thecandyrain.com. It's T-H-E-E candy k a n d y rain r-e-i-g N dot com. And you can find Devon and Lola on Linktree. Keep me straight here. It is linktree.com slash Lola Riley69, right? Or wifey.com. And then what what do they have to look for?

SPEAKER_03 1:09:31

Backslash Lola Devon. Yeah.

SPEAKER_05 1:09:33

Oh, I actually had it right. Okay, good. Thank you. And that's a wrap. Until next time. Remember, eating healthy and exercise are the best way to stay horny, which is why all you fuckers are horny. So, and also feel free to send us any feedback, questions, story ideas, and we'll go down the sex addict path one day soon. I mean, I've got a few people lined up, but I also want to hear from Curtis and Devon because it feels like maybe you guys have a lot more information on that than maybe the other person that I was looking at. So follow us on iHeart, Spotify, Apple, and you will get notified when we upload a new a new episode. Thank you. Say bye, everybody.