EP08｜我到底做錯了什麼？被霸凌的傷，為什麼長大後還在

有些傷，
 不是長大了，
 就真的會消失。

有些痛，
 也不是沒有人再提起，
 就真的過去了。

很多被霸凌過的人，
 其實都沒有等到一句道歉。

長大之後，
 那些曾經傷害過你的人，
 甚至可能早就忘了。
 忘了他們說過什麼。
 忘了他們做過什麼。
 忘了那些眼神、笑聲、羞辱與排擠，
 曾經把一個孩子傷得有多深。

可被傷害的人，
 不會忘。

在這一集的深夜裡，
 我想陪你慢慢說一個真實的故事。

一個從小在家裡得不到疼愛、
 在學校被排擠、被羞辱、被霸凌的女孩，
 怎麼一路把那些傷，
 帶到了長大以後的人生裡。

有些創傷，
 不會事過境遷。
 有些記憶，
 直到成年，
 都還跟著我們。

如果你也曾經被霸凌過，
 如果你也曾經在很多年後，
 還是忘不了當時那一句話、
 那個眼神、
 那群人一起笑你的聲音……

那今晚，
 這一段聲音，
 也許可以陪你一下。

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🌙《深夜陪伴｜小象 coco》

這是一個屬於深夜的 Podcast。
 陪你走過那些睡不著的夜晚、
 情緒很滿的時刻，
 還有那些不太想一個人面對的心情。

如果你最近有點累、
 有點亂，
 或者只是想找個地方安靜聽一段聲音。

我會在這裡，
 慢慢陪你。

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✨ 如果這一集有陪到你
 歡迎把你的感受寫信告訴我。

📮 聽眾來信 / 合作邀約
 eelephantcoco@gmail.com

💌 如果你希望更深入的一對一心靈對話
 也可以來信詢問相關資訊。

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🎧 建議戴耳機收聽
 適合深夜、睡前，
 或一個人安靜的時候。

#深夜陪伴
 #霸凌創傷
 #童年創傷
 #情緒療癒
 #EmotionalHealing
 #LateNightPodcast

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🎵 Music
 The Tikiyaki Orchestra of Jim Bacchi – Koko Sufu

Transcript

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