EP07｜ 他其實沒有那麼愛你

有時候，
 最難過的，
 不是失去一個人。

而是你後來才明白——
 原來你那麼努力愛著的人，
 其實沒有像你愛他那樣，
 愛你。

你不是沒有感覺。
 你只是一次又一次，
 選擇替他找理由。
 你不是不知道真相。
 你只是捨不得承認，
 自己在這段感情裡，
 其實一直都很孤單。

在這一集的深夜裡，
 我想陪你慢慢聊聊——
 那些在愛裡不敢承認的失望，
 那些看起來還在一起，
 心卻早就冷掉的時刻，
 還有那些明明很痛，
 卻還是不願意放手的自己。

如果現在的你，
 也剛好在一段感情裡覺得很累，
 那今晚，
 就讓這段聲音陪你一下。

也許你不需要立刻放下誰。
 你只是需要先承認——
 你真的委屈很久了。

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🌙《深夜陪伴｜小象 coco》

這是一個屬於深夜的 Podcast。
 陪你走過那些睡不著的夜晚、
 情緒很滿的時刻，
 還有那些不太想一個人面對的心情。

如果你最近有點累、
 有點亂，
 或者只是想找個地方安靜一下。

我會在這裡，
 慢慢陪你。

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✨ 如果這一集有陪到你
 歡迎把你的感受寫信告訴我。

📮 聽眾來信 / 合作邀約
 eelephantcoco@gmail.com

💌 如果你希望更深入的一對一心靈對話
 也可以來信詢問相關資訊。

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🎧 建議戴耳機收聽
 適合深夜、睡前，
 或一個人安靜的時候。

#深夜陪伴
 #感情療癒
 #RelationshipHealing
 #EmotionalHealing
 #LateNightPodcast

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🎵 Music
 The Tikiyaki Orchestra of Jim Bacchi – Koko Sufu

Transcript

SPEAKER_00 0:02

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SPEAKER_01 1:14

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