Episode 13: Skydiving, Family, And Finding Balance

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Transcript

SPEAKER_04 0:23

Welcome to the Luciferian Light Show. I'm I'm Levy. This is my brother. John.

50 Cent, Buzz, And Platform Power

SPEAKER_01 0:30

This is my cousin. The gang affiliate from Chicago. We real snug in there. Only because of the regular camera, we good, but these camera phones got us real snug. I don't even I don't know how we're gonna do this. You're gonna talk to Facebook about putting a wirescreen, some shit in there, bro. Like this is this is getting weird. But look, look. So I got no, I gotta put him on what happened with 50 though. So King, oh yeah, you know what happened, right? But but but I feel like that this is we we this was a continued conversation. But I feel like uh he should definitely publicly defend his shit, but behind closed doors he should be grateful because 50 had just denied him to do a versus, but then proceeded to provide him an opportunity to make even more money for him and his family, and and without even having to pay the people with the verses and they platform. He didn't have to share none of that, you know what I mean? Like he just basically put him in a position where they are creating their own lane and their own platform to still make the money and still keeping it going, and keeping it going, yeah, yeah. And he and he didn't really have to do nothing but put up one picture and it literally created more of a buzz than that versus would have done. I promise you. Like the verses, the shit everybody's talking now, way bigger than what the fuck the verses would have been. The verses wouldn't even have been this big.

SPEAKER_06 1:47

Yeah, it keeps to y'all relevant, you know what I'm saying?

SPEAKER_01 1:49

Yeah, exactly, exactly. So I would thank them. Like, you know what, appreciate it. Tiny ain't doing that many escape shows. Right, ain't no shots fired. Like, it's whatnot. The shorty, don't get me wrong. The shortties are okay. The shorty's okay, the shorty's decent. Don't get me wrong, the shorty's decent. But they didn't have as much of a buzz until this shit popped off. Let's just be that's just real. Like the shorty's decent, they can hold their own if put in the right environment with right marketing. But but like after after this, you know what I mean? They they solidify. But before this, they would have had a struggle.

SPEAKER_09 2:19

They would have had a look, even though they TI's kids, they still would have had a struggle of making their own line.

SPEAKER_06 2:23

I get it, but not without Fitti. Right, right, right. And that when that nigga meddling, you said it was kind of like the mad villain.

SPEAKER_01 2:36

Yeah, it was it's more like a gift to him. Like because he denied the verses. He said, I'm gonna deny the verses, but I'll give you a buzz and you go ahead and make what you're gonna make off of that. But it ain't shit you can do to me. I'm gonna touch it.

SPEAKER_06 2:47

Don't fuck it up. I'm untouchable. Right, I ain't gotta make a verse. I'll let y'all go crazy. I'll let y'all go crazy. Because King is terrible. Who? His son? Oh my god. He's funny the whole time.

SPEAKER_03 3:00

I don't want to light skin.

SPEAKER_01 3:02

Nah, his son. Oh, he's oh, he's talking about King. Oh, he's talking about the one that looks like his. I heard some I heard some rumors. I don't even want to be the one going record saying this. I don't do see, but but if y'all look at Ice T daughter and look at King, and then y'all put the y'all research the history. Yeah, research the history on that. I ain't gonna say nothing else, but just research the history. She gets a little sticky, man.

SPEAKER_06 3:28

Ice T and King. But I mean, you know. Wait, wait, wait. No, no, hold on, hold on.

SPEAKER_01 3:34

I went down the rabbit hole by accident. It wasn't even something I intended to do. It was just something I don't celebrate celebrities, nigga.

SPEAKER_06 3:40

I do like it, made fun of. It was King is a hideous looking kid.

SPEAKER_04 3:46

I mean, cousin, you got so many of that right now. Yeah, well, uh what's the most dangerous one? Whatever. No, no, no, no.

SPEAKER_08 3:56

Right, look at all shit.

SPEAKER_04 3:58

What is that?

SPEAKER_08 3:58

Ross.

SPEAKER_04 3:59

What do you do with that? What's that? It's a cut. That looks so different.

SPEAKER_08 4:04

Why are you standing like that, bro?

SPEAKER_04 4:07

Oh, see, I'm weird. I would have thought I would have thought something else.

SPEAKER_08 4:10

Oh my god. It's horrible.

SPEAKER_06 4:15

Like I need to get some new ones, but uh I've been intobacco and shit.

SPEAKER_01 4:20

Yeah, yeah. You be needing nothing. But you be out on the water, right? So this is what I'm doing. No, no, no.

Clout, Kids, And Public Perception

SPEAKER_06 4:27

I've been I I haven't done anything for a few months, man. Like right now, uh the goal is to was to get my get get the wife pregnant. And I'm so happy about that. I'm so happy about that.

SPEAKER_03 4:41

You're uh you're our oldest killer.

SPEAKER_01 4:43

My cousin still got and you still got swimmers. You feel me? You're giving hope. I'm talking about he's still hitting home runs. Still hitting home runs, cuz you're giving home.

SPEAKER_06 4:55

It don't stop, it don't stop. No, I mean took I stuck at him and this my first time. Yeah. Look, look, why you look at me like that, bro?

SPEAKER_01 5:05

Are you gonna have more than this? Are you just gonna do that?

SPEAKER_06 5:08

Did you see how he looked at me? You know, bro. I don't know. Did you see how this nigga looked at me? I said that's your only one that gave me that look.

SPEAKER_01 5:14

Like, don't do that on TV, bro. Like, don't do that right next. Don't do that.

SPEAKER_06 5:18

I'm gonna make bloomer in life, you know. You're gonna do what? I'm gonna I'm gonna let you know. Thank you.

SPEAKER_04 5:24

I'm like bloomer how meaning he wants to start this part later.

SPEAKER_06 5:29

Look, I I read the book and I was like, I gotta do it the right way.

SPEAKER_01 5:32

Right. What are you talking about? Having kids? Hell yeah. Okay, okay, all right, all right, all right. I just make sure we clear and we make specific, specific, you know what I mean, details adamant, because like I don't want to be on on on line. Oh no, no, so I don't want to be caught in no lives with this.

SPEAKER_06 5:46

I know what like because I I did I hear what you're saying. Now, when I say late rumor, uh I I it me personally, you know, you know, kind of dated and it was good just good enough to date. Uh, you know, I'll be real. I was this this is this a family show. It was just a record. You can say what you always say.

SPEAKER_01 6:09

He used up all the dick words we can say for the rest of it for the rest of the season. You can't say the D I C K word into next season because he used them all up on like two episodes ago. He made it. Oh man, you know real.

SPEAKER_06 6:21

And like I got me one where I'm I Well, I got banned. I keep getting I don't get banned on a call of duty because I say the the the word of all words, but that's people don't understand call of duty is the way of life. You really got me rambling and shit, but I was trying to talk about how long it took me to try. Look, I I went the long route and did my lady, did my lady, then because the women were weird out there, though. That's how you know emotional weird out here, dog. Like his is this. I don't know who I feel like. They always wanted to be up on a pedestal and this, that, and the other. And they were asking for shit. They were just like, but you're you're not worthy, you're not worth all that. You're not worthy of that shit. So I had to like, then that then came, went up, asked the homie, you know, the homie and his wife were just basically like, wait, man, we got your cover. We'll we'll put a put a put a bit out. And then some family-oriented type things, one thing led to another. I got you get pregnant. Blessed with a family, big family. My ladies got a big family, and they everybody loves me to death. So it seems. Oh, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 7:35

How about that family doesn't matter? Now break that down because that is so your girl is half white, right? Yeah. She's half white. And her stepmom, real mom. Her real mom is white, and her real father was black.

SPEAKER_05 7:50

Yes.

SPEAKER_01 7:50

And now they both separated, went back to their own race.

SPEAKER_06 7:53

I can't say with their own way, but like. Yeah, whatever. Right, right. So I'm saying I'm just saying, like, like on the face. They found somebody compatible within their own. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 8:02

I mean, but I'm just saying, like, on surface, that's what it appears to look like. Like, that's what people see now. Everybody's gonna see that. And they're gonna see the actual, you know, what really, what really went on. We understand that.

SPEAKER_06 8:11

Within, within them getting back together, getting to what they're on whatever's I don't know what they dated prior to X.

SPEAKER_04 8:18

So, you know, it's just so happened they ended up with that.

SPEAKER_06 8:21

Yeah, you know what I'm saying? I mean, but that's that's how it was going to be.

SPEAKER_01 8:26

Clearly, clearly, the way my point is they didn't work. So it was like, this is what works. And that, you know, that's that's fine. How would the family but this but the reunions now have to be like they have to be tense and like like like a little a little like offset or a little kind of like humorous at the very least? No, that shit's fun.

Family News And Late Fatherhood

SPEAKER_06 8:48

That's what it has to be. Oh man, that shit's fun, man. Like family gatherings, like like Thanksgiving. Oh man, that shit is amazing. And graduations and oh my god, I would say the same shit, but no, it's nothing but mad love, dude. My fucking family's wonderful. Yeah, but I don't negative. Only thing we get negative on is who's on the motherfucking top of the football season, nigga. You know what I'm saying? Kansas City leaves the motherfucking charge.

SPEAKER_01 9:13

I just left that, bro. And you know, they ain't win the championship and starting.

SPEAKER_06 9:16

We didn't win this year. We didn't win this year.

SPEAKER_01 9:18

They didn't win until I showed up in their town. They ain't winning since I left. Oh, Kansas City.

SPEAKER_06 9:22

Man, yeah, hey, stop, bro. They're not gonna win. I left, bro. I don't know what team.

SPEAKER_01 9:28

I don't know what team out here, but they winning now because I'm out here. I'm just telling you how this shit works. Because I'm out here. I don't know. Whoever out here, whoever out here they're about to win. Closest team to me gonna win. I mean, you can deny it. No, let's put some money on it, though.

SPEAKER_06 9:41

Don't do that. Let's do it.

SPEAKER_01 9:43

I mean, we can put some money on the online too, right here online. Put money on it. Not right now.

SPEAKER_06 9:48

I here to do this. Hey, I'm here to do that. No, let's do it. Let's do it, Kyle. Let's do it.

SPEAKER_05 9:53

Let's do it.

SPEAKER_06 9:54

Don't be scared. So I like to say put some money where your mouth is, man.

SPEAKER_04 9:59

I like to say that I agree with you. I'm experiencing that in my life being older too.

SPEAKER_08 10:04

That everywhere I go, win and follow. Oh my god.

SPEAKER_06 10:09

Huh? And you gotta this is you gotta deal with this.

SPEAKER_08 10:12

Oh day. Oh, that's my brother. We can't take his breaks.

SPEAKER_01 10:15

He'd be getting up out of here.

SPEAKER_06 10:16

It's like we're older now. Now we're gonna be like, hold on a second. Keep going.

SPEAKER_04 10:20

I'm not awake, and he's by he was bothering me right now. Like, I'm like, come on. He's like, Wake up. You're gonna wake up.

SPEAKER_06 10:26

Hey, and man, you gotta listen to me. I got something to talk to you about, right?

SPEAKER_04 10:29

Oh, yeah, it's definitely that.

SPEAKER_01 10:30

What are we here for? Huh? To sleep? But when I we're gonna catch up on that shit one day. So that's not an excuse.

SPEAKER_04 10:40

I ain't trying to hear that. But what I was gonna say was I agree with you how you said you weighed later. Because I always thought, like, I always I always wanted to get my shit together too. Cause I I I would have been you know I would have been messed up, I would have really been messed up if I had children any kind of earlier. That's that's not to cut you off.

SPEAKER_06 10:58

It's not that I managed to. Don't get me wrong. I'm just a lot. There was the ones that I wanted to, and then as look, you wanted to what? You know, I thought they were. I was also I had a friend the other day called me motherfucking whitewash. You goddamn right. I don't give a fuck. Look, what is that? He's a white man. I mean, honestly. Look, I used to watch it. That's what he called White Wash. Hey, look, I used to watch Family Ties. I used to watch the Willie Years. That was one of these special shows. I watched the Goldbirds. I still watch the Goldbirds. I did, I did all that shit. You know what I mean? I used to love that shit. I used to, I used to have a platform. Like the 48 Laws of Powers to fit in. What was my name? The niggas work for Winnie Cooper. I had the fucking friend.

SPEAKER_04 11:45

But the question is, do you feel like a white man? Hell no. Okay. I feel like I mean, I mean, you accept that a part of it, right?

SPEAKER_06 11:55

You look like a white man. If you accept me, you accept me. And that's where I'm at. Oh, you don't. I ain't had nobody chase me out of town and shit like that. And that's why I'm I fucking hate these new age key people and shit. I hate hearing some shit. But it's like you y'all don't really get. I mean, it's shit, man. See, you got me on my motherfucking tangent. Let's do it. Let's do it. That's what we're here for. That's what we're here for. You're real mild, right? I need my medicine. Get it off. I need my medicine. It's tell them why you mad. Tell them why you mad four, five, six, seven, tell them why you mad, son. Tell them why you mad. Listen, this shit right now. It's like, uh it's one, Congress has declared it a war. Wait, what, what, whoa, whoa, whoa, what? What? Yeah, just something new.

SPEAKER_03 12:45

Let's go.

SPEAKER_06 12:48

I'm just using the overall thing. Like right now, everybody's worried about America bombing them. Look, America's doing what they're doing. They use no tax. Hey, look, look, they're using them tax dollars. I'm good. Uh they use these American tax dollars to motherfucking mass produce these motherfucking missiles that are fucking super accurate and they're bombing motherfuckers into submission. You bomb a motherfucker into a fucking point. Look, we fucking asked you nicely, hey man, is it possible with with that you want to come to this negotiating table so you can get your cup, so you can get your reasons established again? You just can't do this. And then like, oh yes, we come to the table and we talk. But some rules need to be broken. We're gonna make we're gonna make bombs anyway. And then we know motherfuckers just like, hey dog, we can't allow you to do that shit. And just to make sure you you don't do that shit, you know, we destroyed a whole bunch of capabilities. But what happens? I don't want those don't sand niggas out there to have a whole bunch of shit. Wait, wait, wait, did you just say sand niggas? Sand.

SPEAKER_05 14:05

Come on, gone.

SPEAKER_06 14:08

What's the problem? What's it I'm not and racism? It's the regime ones though. That's a combo joint right there. I understand I understand the regime dudes because they're the they believe they're defending their homeland according to the biblical shit and the shit they were fucking processed. That's like when we I went to Kuwait, went up back in the day, and niggas was like, these are insurgents. Tell us about that. How's a motherfucker defending their homeland in an insurgent? All right, let's talk about that.

SPEAKER_01 14:38

You you went you served from what years? What years did you serve in the in the in the uh in the service?

SPEAKER_06 14:43

And what's long story the Air Force in the regular army? I was I was not starting, come on. I started in an 80 second airplane gang.

SPEAKER_08 14:51

80 second airplane gang. Uh-oh, uh-oh. Let's go. 80 second airplane gang.

SPEAKER_04 14:55

Don't say the n-word.

SPEAKER_08 14:56

Don't say the n-word?

SPEAKER_04 14:58

She said, Oh my god.

SPEAKER_09 15:00

No, no, no, Nigro.

SPEAKER_01 15:01

Did you know Nigat means uh king? Negesi, Negesi, and and and uh is I think it's in Nigeria, Negesi, and then it was the other one is N-E-H-G-U-R. Who what yep N-E-H-G-U-R.

Relationships, Identity, And Media Influence

SPEAKER_04 15:18

Which means king. King. Say it again. King. No, then N-E-H-G-U-R. I know that word. Say the word you said that means king.

SPEAKER_01 15:26

You just said we're getting flag. I'm not gonna say okay.

SPEAKER_06 15:28

Yeah, right. Y'all was about to be like, yo, man, pause this. Let's discuss this real quick. We need a 30 second time we'll say king. Let me throw the flag out here.

SPEAKER_01 15:37

How we can wait, why we can kill people on video and like do all of this derogatory defacing, and but we can't say the word. Oh yeah, man, the Moist Mafia don't. I think it's because of you. They won't let us say it because you won't hear. No, but are you saying because of light skins? No, because you. No, no, no, no.

SPEAKER_06 15:54

Are you saying white skins? Yeah, you can't you can't YT.

SPEAKER_01 16:01

Yeah, I think they being uh being uh censorship, beige conscious. Beige race.

SPEAKER_06 16:08

Beige right. You say beige right. Wow. No, dog, yeah. There's a see that's the problem. That's the problem. You can say nigga all day long. You can say it again.

SPEAKER_01 16:18

My bad. Sorry, TikTok. We got we're gonna put a muzzle on. Could y'all beep us? They give us like a two-second. Give us a two-second delay. A two-second delay and beeping for us. They definitely beep us. I think we put anyways go ahead. We put too many N-words back to back, then they couldn't catch up. That's why they like flag them, flag them, man. I ain't got my fingers. I got spinning.

SPEAKER_06 16:36

You gotta go. I can't hit it fast enough. Okay. Okay. So on the next one, it's okay.

SPEAKER_04 16:46

It's okay. It's all a learning process. We're learning. Question in hand was what? That's why I said I don't understand why we don't see them. I don't know why we don't see them. Yeah, I don't know what's happening. I don't know what you did. Oh, there you go. Somebody did something. There we go. Ah, thank you. I was just wondering.

SPEAKER_01 17:02

Ain't nobody saying that.

SPEAKER_04 17:03

They just gave us thumbs up.

SPEAKER_01 17:04

Yeah, they're like, let them negroes talk. I wonder if negroes.

SPEAKER_06 17:08

I don't know. I didn't really. I don't really so that was this is crazy. So next time you don't know, I know we can't say the F-word. A lot. I say we can't say it. So I under I'm not I'm getting the understanding to the game. I'm getting understanding to the game. And like I see what's up. So it's all right though.

SPEAKER_01 17:26

It's just a method of control, like everything else. It's just a tool of control, just like everything else, bro.

SPEAKER_06 17:35

Right there. This ain't this ain't therapeutic. Skydiving.

SPEAKER_01 17:38

Say what? I have never, it's one thing I want to do. What's that? All right, it's one thing I'm terrified to do. I'm so terrified to do it because I'm scared of hearts. But I have to do it. It's on my bucket list. And that's skydiving. Um not bungee core jumping. I'm not a fan. Skydiving, that's different. Tell me your experience on skydiving, bro.

SPEAKER_06 17:57

I dated uh where yeah. Or uh I was when I lived in it. When I was in there with the wind show. This goes back to the military time. So when I was in my uh when I was in the 82nd Airplane gang. Right, where you was the 82nd Airborne. I was that was uh 90s 95 or 97. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1995 to 1997.

SPEAKER_08 18:26

Yes, sir. Yeah, because that's when I was ADM Zer Man.

SPEAKER_04 18:30

Uh I didn't realize that was that young. I didn't realize they were that young when you had the older, but I think you ain't even curious.

SPEAKER_06 18:37

I had a big thing. I was in a I was a I was a barracks back. You sure did. And me and my homeboys, if I showed you the picture of my squad, I'm gonna bring my picture of my squad. Like we used to always, I hung out with Puerto Ricans, El Salvadorians, Mexicans, Argentinians. Uh uh, there was a uh white dudes. There was the homie sell whisker, there was a homie Romager, there was a there's a whole bunch of them in the mix. And we look, we used to all play soccer together, you know, whatever your stereotype may be. And we would have Sundays, we would have this shit called Sunday festivities. They used to catch balls around. And then we would go down to the uh, it was like it was the only Mexican spot back then, and by Fort Bragg, it was like Azteca or something weird. We go, we eat a bunch of my my dog Ken dog. No, that would be when I got to the Rangers. Uh, and then we'd have we'd have like a family style meal at this Mexican restaurant, then we go to the moods. Well, well, we have mass consumption of 40s, 40 ounces. And then we would go to the moves and we cutting up. And go to sleep. So one day we're like, hey, we're tired of just wasting our money on 40 sitting in the barracks dicking around. Let's go do something. And then the other homie was like, hey, let's go skydiving. Wait, this at night.

SPEAKER_04 19:55

Wait, you went skydiving when you was drunk?

SPEAKER_06 19:56

This at night? No, but I was in Army. Like, so we started drinking. Oh, yeah. We stopped drinking for like two weeks.

SPEAKER_04 20:01

Gotcha.

SPEAKER_06 20:02

And then, you know, we're already driving our cleans, like military style with static lines and shit.

SPEAKER_10 20:08

Right, right.

SPEAKER_06 20:09

So then we went sat in the 82nd airplane game. Uh they had this little like a the 82nd Airborne Free Ball Club. That was it. And then we sat there on a what a week's worth of training, right? You know, a couple hours here, learn some things, you know, what to pull, this that building. Got a little book, you know, got the little dog over the chicken. What then took us out to whatever uh ringford, rainford drop zone, and then we where is that? Where's my uh North Carolina? Oh shit. So then you would uh pay it was like the first the first two jumps and got your ass lynched out there, homeboy. Huh?

SPEAKER_01 20:50

You didn't fail in the wrong spot and got your ass lynched out there, boy. Keep playing. You keep doing them drops on the city. That was more North Carolina.

SPEAKER_05 20:57

That was more like the wrong lane.

SPEAKER_06 21:00

You don't play no game at your dead, right? When I uh when I when it when I was learning how to jump out of planes in Alabama, like you they would load us up in in Georgia, then we jump in Alabama and whatever. But I mean, then it gets kind of weird too because it's uh when I went out of the Rangers and shit, we jumped in the fucking doing our last little little bit of uh uh little training to get our fucking tab. Not a tab, but a scroll just to get in the battalion and you're back and whatever. And I was like, you're doing this gnarly land nav somewhere in God's behind behind God's green earth. And it's they're like, yeah, man, I'll be careful dog. Here's some weird stuff, and dog barking just don't don't say nothing, lay low. Take it as a joke, but you know, there's some weird spots in Georgia, I'll tell you that. I don't know, maybe now it might be a little different, but like they said, that was 30 years ago. Come on.

SPEAKER_07 21:52

Thirty years ago? Oh, damn. Damn, that was thirty years ago.

SPEAKER_06 21:58

So yeah, I jumped in North Carolina. Back to where that topic again. I started in North Carolina. I can tell you an experience about jumping on a plane. It was like straight static line. Then you did like five static line jumps, but that's where you learned some control. Then you paid per thousand feet. And then that's where you started you accumulating this, that, and the other.

SPEAKER_04 22:23

And then uh did you do it more than once?

SPEAKER_06 22:26

Yeah, I got up to like 10. No.

SPEAKER_04 22:29

You jumped out of a plane 10 times?

SPEAKER_06 22:31

Like a out of okay. So when I was in the 80-second airplane gang, okay, that you were basically you jumped out of a plane like once a month for like practice. That was that was that was cool. It was fun. I get a kick out of it. Like it was it was better, it was better than just being somewhere and being like, what are we doing this week?

SPEAKER_04 22:48

Ten times. Like I can't even get myself to do a one. You did 10 times?

SPEAKER_06 22:52

10. More than 10. Like when I got to the rangers, though.

SPEAKER_04 22:56

Were you ever scared? Were you ever scared? Were you ever scared doing doing it? Huh? Have you ever been scared doing it?

SPEAKER_06 23:06

The only time I got scared was my last jump while in the Ranger Battalion. Like I I could go, I could go deep into that stuff, but I mean I didn't do really we didn't go to war, which is what I was trying to do, and that's that's what I expected, but we didn't. Like I got out right before 9-11. And it was like the there was a curse within the 2nd Ranger Battalion. And it was like every time somebody has their last like uh uh jump out of battalion, it was like they got hurt.

SPEAKER_04 23:37

So you were afraid of that moment?

SPEAKER_06 23:38

I'm terrified. I don't want to fucking.

SPEAKER_04 23:40

That literally was something that would happen.

SPEAKER_06 23:42

Fuck yeah. Like just like it's a it's a training jump, you know what I'm saying? But you get hurt, like something would happen. What what I couldn't tell you. Something you hit the ground too hard. Your parents shot something.

SPEAKER_04 23:55

Like so what happened with you? You didn't have that?

SPEAKER_06 23:59

No, what happened to me? I didn't even get a chance to jump.

SPEAKER_04 24:03

Okay, so what does that mean for you then? I mean, I don't know.

SPEAKER_06 24:08

No, literally, I didn't like I didn't get out the bike.

SPEAKER_04 24:12

So you they passed you or what?

SPEAKER_06 24:15

No, no, I'm like not, it's not too good there. Like I was if it was like my last zone battalion, uh uh, how I say uh because you had like these standards you had to have, like so many jumps or whatever. Right. Uh and you you stayed current. I was staying current. And my last current jump happened to be just like my last jump in, and I was just like, I don't want to uh whether it counted or not, I'm gonna fuck. I'm I can walk.

SPEAKER_04 24:43

So you haven't said that's not something you would do again?

SPEAKER_06 24:49

Goddamn's cool.

SPEAKER_04 24:50

You said what?

SPEAKER_06 24:51

Goddamn's cool.

Language, Control, And Platform Censorship

SPEAKER_04 24:52

Oh man, I just I'm afraid I'm a little we have a little tram right here in our in our neighborhood. I don't know if you know the tram. The whole ride, I was I was I was bent down as it's spinning. I didn't even I didn't stand up. And then and then on top of that, when you're going up, there's like three different little hooks that swing your ass to go to the next level. So it's it's like one time only.

SPEAKER_06 25:26

That's it's a little it's a it's a it's a to toss your ass out of plane. Fair. Like how do you military style, you know, you got all these niggas lined up. You watch videos of that shit right now, they just be like, look, it's that's just you and the Lord between that shit right there. Right. Once you step off, you're praying to the airborne rivers, God. I hope they were having a wonderful day.

SPEAKER_10 25:52

Right.

SPEAKER_06 25:52

You know, please let this man, you know, we were shit. It was wild. It was wild.

SPEAKER_03 25:59

I couldn't do it. You can't do it. What's fun, man?

SPEAKER_09 26:02

I'm scared of his name. I've never heard you call it.

SPEAKER_06 26:05

I've never heard you call before. So it's like when you have these bright ass, these bright and these full moon nights, yes, man. There's nothing in the world like that I could tell you about that's more awesome than to like jumping. To jump. You load the plane at nine o'clock at night and wait till it's like pinch black. But it's not pitched black because the moon is shining so bright. Right. And you just jump out and like.

SPEAKER_04 26:30

Wait, you did it at nighttime too? Hell no. Man!

SPEAKER_06 26:35

I envy the army range.

SPEAKER_04 26:37

Well, wait, would it be is it more do you find it is it easier going down at night than daytime?

SPEAKER_06 26:43

Well, that's it, that gets into the physics of like maybe it might be. That gets in the physics of like heat thermals and aerosols and shit like that. Okay. Like in the daytime, you have the aeros and the heat thermals, which shit rising off the fuck the surface and you know what I'm saying, depending on the environment, you know what I'm saying? Yes. Sometimes you may fast fall faster. Sometimes you'll sit up there for a hot man, you know.

SPEAKER_04 27:08

That's why they regulate when you go up and all that, because how you may come down. Is that does that matter? Do they regulate like the times y'all go up because of that? Or does it really matter? No.

SPEAKER_06 27:19

Like, oh man, I jumped all kinds of hours. Daytime, nighttime, mid-morning and mid-afternoon, sat on planes, sat on tarmac, sitting there waiting, wait, you sat and waited, and then all of a sudden, planes are breaking down. Uh man, I had all kinds of weird shit happening. Jumped out of helicopters. I tell you story about jumping out a helicopter in a Pendleton, Oregon. A bitch nook, the double bladed, was uh went to Pendleton, Oregon and do this called the rodeo jump. And I was like, somebody call me white white. I'm thinking about that shit right now. I'm with all these white dudes in Pendleton, Oregon for the rodeo jump. We're jumping into a literary PRCA rodeo. And such a town is like, back then it was like a thousand people when there's nobody there. When the rodeo came through, people were camped out on the side of streets. It was insane town. They jumped out to like 10,000 people. And he had all the Cowboy essentials, you know what I'm saying? Tobacco companies or any leather. You got hats, man. It was insane. Well, pardon me, this is why it was like going and drinking with the pilots before and getting like on a like you do the jump, and then pilots like, yo man, we're gonna have some drinks out today, whoopi-woop. Got some drinks with the pilots, and then you bad us, we got another jump tomorrow, and you guys can continue to drink. And you ain't gotta do nothing but jump out of the plane.

SPEAKER_09 28:44

I say Barry Mo, right? What? I say Barry Mo, right? Yeah.

Military Days And The Skydiving Origin

SPEAKER_01 28:51

Uh the context though, he he he's my wild cousin from my structure side. My so my family got two different styles, you know this. My mama's side, wow, right? They decided that, well, like I don't think none of my mama's brother, I mean none of my mama's sisters even graduated from high school, let alone grammar school either. I don't like some of them, not even grammar school. But like, but that's the like that, you know, they all like, and you know, then you got my father's side of the family, and he what's ironic, he was the wild one, and my mama was the tame one, but she was from the wild side, and my daddy was from uh the structure side where they went to church and they didn't curse, and you know what I mean. They ate they ate breakfast, lunch, and dinner, and he had to be in at a certain time, right? You know what I'm saying? Whereas my mama's side of the family, it was way different. She had seven sisters and one brother, and my Uncle Bubble literally got shot in the head, like on two separate occasions, shot in the heart, stabbed in the heart, stabbed in the back all separate times, and he died of cancer. He won he broke his chest looked like a roadmap. So I bro, he got shot, he got shot in the head by my my uncle, my other uncle, after they had just robbed somebody.

SPEAKER_09 30:10

And a year later, they was back cool. I don't understand how that could have happened. I mean, he got shot.

SPEAKER_01 30:17

I'll just show you what type of person he was, but like I don't I don't think he weighed more man than I could have been. I couldn't do that. I couldn't I don't think I could be in the same way.

SPEAKER_04 30:27

But see, humbleness makes you do certain deeper humbleness because we never know what's inside somebody, so maybe that's a like a like uh like uh right. That's what maybe that was his surrender.

SPEAKER_06 30:38

Maybe that was his surrender for and he only could do with that particular person, even though you know, forgiving himself maybe you're somewhere in the in the realm while he heard it was like it's better to forgive stories and don't hold that weight because if you hold that weight, it's gonna drag you down. Before you go, the room will smell like sulfur instead of caramel corn. Feel me? Drag you down.

SPEAKER_01 31:11

Like provoking people, provoking other other other energies that uh I don't got, you know, like it's just I mean, I got protection, but it's not necessary to even have to expel that type of energy for that protection. I'd just rather be at peace, you know what I mean?

SPEAKER_04 31:25

But just know naturally you have it already.

SPEAKER_01 31:27

Energies are all energy, like they don't speak on the shit, and it's the reason behind it, but they don't but like words are spells within themselves. When you look at it, that's why you have to spell a word. You see what I'm saying? That's why, and if you look at the English language out of all the other languages, it's the one that has the most deception behind it. Why, why is there think about this? Why is there a K and knife? Why is there what? What is the purpose of why is there a K and knife, right? What is the purpose of a letter in each word? The purpose of a letter in the word is so you know what sound to make when you're pronouncing the word, right?

SPEAKER_10 32:00

Yeah.

SPEAKER_09 32:00

Okay, so if the the the the the sound you're making when you're pronouncing the word is identified by the letter, what is the point in having a K and knife? See, I don't I can tell you, I can tell you though, what I believe.

SPEAKER_01 32:16

I ain't gonna say it's the truth, it's just a theory. But the K and knife is there.

SPEAKER_06 32:22

The K and Yeah, yeah, a theory because the K and knife is there just for the simple fact that in order to read this text, I have to be under a hypnotic mind state because I have to remember that the K is silent. So now I'm not going off my my common sense is not being used. I'm using what I've been programmed to remember. I'm going off of what I've been programmed because I have to remember that it's a K in life that's silent.

SPEAKER_01 32:46

So in order to read your text, I have to go into a certain mind frame where I'm accepting of everything that's happening because I have to remember what you programmed me to tell to read and how to absorb this.

SPEAKER_04 32:58

Like now I could agree.

SPEAKER_06 33:00

You said this an that that's an opinion? Yeah. Well, I can agree. That's what I'm gonna I'm gonna keep with being. I can't believe it.

SPEAKER_04 33:06

I can I can agree with that because I take I take pictures. Like to remember everything I remember, I take pictures in my mind. So I can see how you're saying they want you just to Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 33:21

I don't take everything like that. I think that way they can tell you, see, what when you when it's the Knife, I can tell you that Christopher Columbus showed up and discovered this land and then gave Turkey to the natives. And you would never put two and two together that if they had natives, how the fuck did he discover it?

SPEAKER_06 33:37

You know why? Because it's the K and knife.

SPEAKER_01 33:40

So I'm not thinking. I'm just reading what you're telling me and I'm remembering it.

SPEAKER_06 33:44

And then I'm telling it back to you.

SPEAKER_01 33:45

And now it's law because I remembered it.

SPEAKER_04 33:48

I can believe that. I'm programmed. I'm agreeing with you. I'm programmed. I literally take pictures and like I can only remember things because of all the pictures I've snapped in my mind.

SPEAKER_06 33:58

See, I'm a layman, my nigga. Layman. Simple. I don't got any specialized degrees. You know, I'm just keeping them. Yeah, that's what it means. You know what I'm saying? I'm just I'm just I'm a regular dude. I mean, I I just got life experience. I mean, a whole bunch of experience. Without having to have babies out of wedlock, baby mamas that I don't agree with. You know what I'm saying? You know, just wild, just I could. I could have been a reason, I could have been a helling.

SPEAKER_04 34:39

We almost thought you was that one.

SPEAKER_06 34:41

I am. That's the problem. You would think you would have like 10 games. I'm nearly like like, I mean, don't get me wrong. I'm not a there's only one he likes me on the matrix. He'd be like, D R D G I guess. I prefer, and that's the guns. Bro, he obviously knows how to shoot. I mean, I'm okay. You know how the dodge. That's what you're gonna do. It took me a minute. And that was that two right there. Like, I'm gonna in the beginning. So we're gonna we're we're we're we're we're circling back. I didn't know if I wanted to have kids. There was a time in my life when I was just like, fuck the yeah, I don't want enough of me to go to this shit. Out of here. I'm out of here. I'm going to the I'm gonna go to the French Foreign Legion. You know, I just want I couldn't get what? I couldn't. I want to go to the French Foreign Legion.

SPEAKER_04 35:28

What is that?

SPEAKER_06 35:29

Because uh what it is is it's like it's the army for for France, basically.

SPEAKER_04 35:37

For France.

SPEAKER_06 35:38

For France, because the village they'll accept anybody. Your first tour is five years, and they'll change your life, they'll change your ideas. This is in France.

SPEAKER_03 35:52

And that's something you wanted to do.

SPEAKER_06 35:54

So this is before I met my wife. And this is in France. Yeah, I would have I was gonna go. Okay. I was gonna I was gonna I would become a I will become a citizen of France. You're gonna have to see it. I remind her once once once it was all said and done, uh, I don't know, I was gonna start a potter, but I knew I was gonna change my name. No, man, uh, because when when it was going down, man, I was having mad issues with like like life and stuff. Like my dad had just died, and my mom's I love my mom, but it was just like, you know, I got lots of questions and stuff, but I didn't want to have to hear anything. Yeah, going to probate courts and finding out weird stuff about my not weird, but it's like the stuff we find out after somebody dies, you know. Like, you're not supposed to find out in a day, but you find out stuff.

SPEAKER_09 36:42

Like I didn't not like and I mean it's not real bad, like you had to send you hate mail and shit. Like, no, no, man. Like you had to do.

SPEAKER_06 36:51

I didn't understand my daddy was like, it wasn't done a bad way. But I was just like, man, we couldn't talk for him.

SPEAKER_08 36:59

We shouldn't be talking about it.

Night Jumps, Physics, And Fear

SPEAKER_06 37:00

He couldn't have been able to tell me more about women. Like when I was cleaning out my dad's house and doing probate, uh, you know, one trying to sell a house and shit. You know, the government came after me real fast. Like, oh yeah, you own this much money for taxes. Well, wait a minute. And it gave me like 60 days, and I got all this money together. And uh, you know, whatever. We'll sell a house. But you have to clean out stuff, and I finally, you know, my dad was like a sex addict, but just have a bunch of condoms laying around. It's not laying around, but a bunch of condoms, bunch.

SPEAKER_04 37:34

I love my uncle. Okay, can't before you go in for I love like yo.

SPEAKER_01 37:39

This is what I can do.

SPEAKER_06 37:40

Yo, this is what I woke up to do. You didn't even tell me what you didn't give me no game on women. I had a I mean, I didn't even know how many women with my dad dated before my mom's. You know, that's why I'm glad I'm having a board too, so I can be like, I'm gonna teach my kid mad game. Like, that's how you say you watching these little 304 changing all of a sudden, they go, mm-mm. I'm trying to get time mm-mm. My mind, oh, I'm gonna be mad. He's gonna be weed, daddy. Yeah, dog, get her to buy you something. If she ain't buying you anything, she don't love you. Take get her for her money.

SPEAKER_01 38:20

I'm gonna cut you off. You can't get me.

SPEAKER_04 38:23

Yeah, we're gonna get it. The thing is, whatever my cousin says, he means what he says too. So he he's not gonna shy from it.

SPEAKER_06 38:30

I don't have my hair that you're too many things.

SPEAKER_01 38:34

What's what broco, bro?

SPEAKER_04 38:36

You breaking bro colo, bro.

SPEAKER_01 38:37

It's okay. You know how that you and the shit go off. It's cool, it's cool, it's not, it's nothing. It's nothing. Okay, romance the more head, like it's what it's made for. He's trying to be too carrying shit, like you know what I mean.

SPEAKER_04 38:48

Well, don't mind, brother. He's trying to be bro. Have your game ever been messed up?

SPEAKER_01 38:54

We're gonna say cut, we're gonna come back with them. You're gonna have a martin lower, but no, I backtracked that.

SPEAKER_06 39:01

That's not that's the way that's 51 a bit. 51 number one. I can't believe you're gonna be able to get it. 51 in the first one. Like this time last year, I was in a hurry about the man. I was just like, oh, that's so awesome. What are we gonna do? You're working baggage right now, bro. You trivia. Right back to the drawing board, you know what I'm saying? Hold on, it's sound like hold on, baby. I'm gonna let's go simple as take your mind off. You know what I'm saying? Like that it was it was all in what I did. When we found out, wouldn't, you know, what I you know what I did when we found when we had our miscarriage? Uh what did I do? I wouldn't get our taxes. Wouldn't get our motherfucking taxes on my friends.

SPEAKER_04 39:44

Like, on the date, on the way, on the date.

SPEAKER_06 39:47

No, well, yeah, it had to be a little bit, but we wouldn't, I had to put my plan together, my course of action, like I gotta figure this out. Like, we're gonna it was it was rough, you know. It was like, what, what, what? You know, then I'm all doubting God and stuff like that, you know. But then it was like, wait a minute, it's happened for a reason. Absolutely, you know, and then I I I couldn't, you know, I I had a bunch of blames to place. I still got my own little uh personal issues with government. Not so much government, but pharmaceutical companies and people make being told, yeah, you gotta take this shot and this, that, and the other. Just for you, all of a sudden now you're getting blood clots at different weird places and stuff. Dying of cancer mysteriously, all of a sudden, you know, uh, you know. I could be on that.

SPEAKER_04 40:51

They be dying for lost, they died from lost hope. You got all these uh weirdos that be like, yo, that's all it is. You remember that?

SPEAKER_06 40:58

You don't remember that? Lost hope. You need to go ahead and put do take that shot. You can't go anywhere unless you got a mask or you can do this because you're not one of those.

SPEAKER_09 41:11

You know what I'm saying?

SPEAKER_01 41:12

Out of every cabin, somebody is in charge of population control, considering our amount of resources and the amount of population, populated people we have that the government has to take care of.

SPEAKER_06 41:23

Like somebody's in control of how we populate. So you gotta wonder why STDs start coming out like new Jordans and shit, getting better and better until motherfuckers just motherfuckers just dying. Like, and then when that didn't work, then they start promoting all this homosexuality all over the TV. So that will stop. And then, like, then they that didn't work. So now they just like you just see motherfuckers getting popped and looked. So I went back and going like burnt. But like, like after all these weird doubts and shit when we when we had the little issue, it's not little, it was a major part of my world. Right, right. Uh uh, yeah. I just went back to the drawing board. You know what I did? Like I said, I went and did my taxes. And then after that, I was a good American, put my money in way while I started, and then I took my wife to Hawaii. We went to the wonderful island of Oahu. And I have a little place that I like to go hide out up there up there, you know, away from Waikiki, because Waikiki is like a uh what word you can't.

SPEAKER_04 42:30

Say what you want. What do you say? Well, you can say what you want. I think you can say that. No, and bombs. I think you can't say that. F-bombs.

SPEAKER_06 42:39

Fuck. I don't think it can be. Oh, well, well, fuck. Well, what I'm I think Waikiki's like a fucking slum, but it's a beautiful place. But there's the homeless, it's the most perfect place to be a homeless person. Interesting. Because it is, it's it's insane. And it's pretty as shit, and it stays like 75 degrees. Like, it is awesome. But I would go there, I took my wife to Hawaii, hung out my homeboy and his chick, uh, you know, did a few things, went zip lining, broke, got her mouth, kept her dog, uh Dosile, brought it right down, you know, and you know, made sure it's gonna be all right. This time, you know. And so now, fast forward, you know, we're back, we're back in the saddle again. You know, don't stop. And I so before, I would man, there was a bunch, I had a bunch of cool women in my life. But like going to the military and then, you know, getting my dad not teaching me good enough game in high school. Uh, you know, we seen here we go, here we go. This is the real though, this is the real.

SPEAKER_01 43:49

Like, honestly, I don't I don't think I don't think you would respect it. And this is the truth. Yeah, yeah. I wouldn't have respected, I wouldn't have respected them giving me because the times was different. And so, like, the gang that works for Yo, like the game, the game that worked for you is already in all the movies, and that's gonna make me sound like that.

Rodeo Jump, Pilots, And Wild Detours

SPEAKER_06 44:05

That's that's like that's why that's why I'm at right there. So my dad, you know, we was you look, every movie, you know, you putting them up there for them to for them to only backstab you and then bang the dude who's your competition, and then at the end of whatever, they come back to you and you swooping in and saying they like that got you every movie. It's like, what the what the hell?

SPEAKER_09 44:33

You know what's so crazy? How many times did that thing repeat itself in your life? What? How many times did that thing repeat itself in your life?

SPEAKER_06 44:42

The the center of the complex uh all dragons do the all praises do the rash cast. The line is anything you want to do, I can say reset, replay.

SPEAKER_01 44:57

Look, that's what he just moonwalked about some shit real quick. He just hit that moonwalk on the motherfucker, like boy, you ain't like a hit that moonwalk like me in the corner. And niggas like moonwalk, like yeah, he killed that.

SPEAKER_04 45:11

That's one of those nodding and smiles.

SPEAKER_01 45:13

Hey, he killed that shit. He just moonwalked.

SPEAKER_04 45:15

What did you just say? I have no clue what you want to do.

SPEAKER_06 45:17

Raz cell the rapper has a line in one of his songs, and it's like it's called the Cinderella Complex. Okay. Anything you want to hear, I can say.

SPEAKER_08 45:39

Hello? I can go put it on this game.

SPEAKER_06 45:43

Yeah. Yeah, I'm sorry. I just jumped into this line.

SPEAKER_08 45:48

Yeah, but you didn't tell the wife.

SPEAKER_04 45:52

Oh, you didn't tell her you was here.

SPEAKER_10 45:53

You didn't put it up.

SPEAKER_04 45:54

He didn't tell he didn't tell her he was here.

SPEAKER_06 45:57

Yeah, usually well, what happened is this nigga where you went. He's like, No, I'm on the stuff. Some people that's something else we talk about. Some of the people like, I we're gonna finish that last year, but some people could say, I have a controlling relationship. No, I'm I got a respectful relationship. I call my wife when she gets our work. She calls me when she go calls me when she's coming home.

SPEAKER_09 46:19

Yeah, no, I'm you know, I'm just gonna go.

SPEAKER_06 46:21

I don't know this, or when she's getting ready to move out most of the world, I'm cool with that. I call her when I touch down. Right now I'm fucked up because I got down here and I was like ready to float and I forgot to call her. And so she's just calling me the reminder. Respect.

SPEAKER_04 46:35

I can believe that. I can't who you were saying what you are. I can believe that. That's a beautiful thing for you. Yeah, because you don't understand.

SPEAKER_01 46:43

Respecting your part is respecting yourself. Because like she's a reflection in you. So if she had reflection in you, the way you treat her is a reflection of how you feel about yourself.

SPEAKER_04 46:51

I am learning it.

SPEAKER_09 46:52

So like if you can't learn restraint or learn like like like like like to like be patient and shit, it's the same shit with yourself.

SPEAKER_01 46:59

So it's like you really battling yourself. Like once you learn that, it's like when you learn to do it with yourself, and you learn to do it with the other person. It's not the other way around. Like you can try and try and do it with them, but if you're not doing it with yourself, you're gonna always revert back to doing to them. It's comfortable to you. Yeah, doing to them, exactly. So it's it's always best. You gotta figure it out what you gotta do for yourself first. And then once you get once you see that, then it's easy to do it for the other person. It's easy to be patient, it's easy to be, you know what I mean? Uh what you're doing. Yeah.

SPEAKER_06 47:28

Like I like to. Like, actually, she was the build-up one, like she was like my groundwork foundation because I never thought I like I was supposed to be gone. Like I said, I was like, I'm out to the French Foreign Legion. October, I was throwing fingers up, like, America could suck it. I'm going here to France for a hot minute. I'm coming back, Jean Baptiste, Du Sabo, Prince, Prince Paulza, you know what I'm saying? I'm saying, look, I'm gonna I'm gonna have me some stacks, you know, and I'm gonna see what I can buy. It would have been like 2019. I just I'd have been it'll I'd have been cracking. Somebody would have I would have probably came back with a French one, you know, a couple of them, whatever give me my little chateau out there, whatever, bummy. See it on like see it on little websites, like affordable homes and shit. Like a look, hey, yeah, I bought this little house for a couple thousand, you know, got me some of these uh uh these Star World Nationals to go ahead, you know. I gave it the contracts and plans, said they gave them a couple bags of rice, and they look at my house now.

SPEAKER_09 48:31

Like, like how the fucking uh what was that?

SPEAKER_06 48:33

The uh but no, I thought I got a woman.

SPEAKER_08 48:36

You know, the white man bought, I think, I think it's the Shitty Coke tribe.

SPEAKER_01 48:40

Uh white man, the white settlers on Manhattan bought Manhattan, I think for like$25 from the Shinnycock tribe. And they they thought it was crazy because they like, you want to buy the air too? You want to buy the water while you at it? Like, we give us some more money for that shit too, then, since you're buying land. Like, cause we just gonna come right back once your once you die. You know what I mean? That's how they looked at it, not realizing that motherfuckers was really setting up systems and and hierarchies that was gonna really like like be able to govern that shit and make sure it stayed in a certain name or under a certain color.

SPEAKER_08 49:12

But you know, that's beside the point. You know, I you know, I get it.

SPEAKER_06 49:16

I was like, where that color from? But I get it.

SPEAKER_08 49:18

Damn, who did that? You said still in the spark you ever.

SPEAKER_04 49:24

And actually, in that whole moment, to be honest, I was not here.

SPEAKER_06 49:31

What? Well, I thought we were just talking about spin that back.

SPEAKER_01 49:36

Yeah, so you know, you want to talk about those like how the one mark of of man that separates us from any other animal, whether it whether it be intelligent or whatever, even the AI, the one thing that separates us is our will. And the only thing that can stop us is ourselves. Think about this. It ain't been shit that we can't, we it ain't been a limit that we have not already surpassed or look like we have the possibility of surpassing no matter what, gravity, another person, uh uh uh uh uh uh science.

SPEAKER_09 50:17

Nothing can literally stop man from achieving what his imagination can conjure.

SPEAKER_01 50:23

You see what I'm saying? Think about that.

SPEAKER_09 50:24

Like a motherfucker, like we have planes, like they said, can you imagine the first motherfucker said we can fly? Sounded crazy. You know what I mean? That belief is the fact that he believed it it fucking happened.

SPEAKER_01 50:37

So my point is like no matter what the fuck you want to experience, and this is the key, this is what they don't teach you. No matter what you want to experience from the moment you get in here, not the experience that they push on, not the desires they tell you you want, but no matter what the fuck it is you want to experience, you can experience it.

SPEAKER_08 50:58

You just can't let nobody get into your head and tell you otherwise.

SPEAKER_01 51:01

You can experience it no matter what it is because most people's desires are fucking implemented from other things we've seen or we're aware of that other people have already done or shown us.

SPEAKER_04 51:15

Well, I agree because I feel like I feel like I live in my I feel like I live in my present dreams.

SPEAKER_06 51:22

I hear what you're saying, but you do realize that's how they radicalize people, Lincoln. Yeah, that shows a sign of a weak mind.

SPEAKER_04 51:34

What do you mean, but what as in what he's saying or what's the alternative?

SPEAKER_06 51:39

Works both ways. Yeah, but where's the alternative? What? Where's the alternative? To radicalization? No, no, to to uh to to not having to not having somebody else's ideology of any desire. Like, what is the alternative?

SPEAKER_04 51:52

Where else should you go?

SPEAKER_06 51:53

Like, what what is what do you desire? You feel me? Like what what if you see what I'm saying? But every desire has been preset for you. Like if it's I want to ride on a boat, somebody had to come up with boats, somebody had to make a boat, somebody had to ride a boat for you to see it can be rolled, so you can even have a desire to ride a boat. You see what I'm saying? So that that that desire that you have was pre-made for you ahead of time, no matter how we try to try to pivot ourselves to to to top. I would say desire authenticity. I would say it would be like the wonderment of it. Like, I wonder what that yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Like desire is like a desire to see all the Epstein files and see justice happen.

unknown 52:34

What?

SPEAKER_06 52:35

Everybody that was in it, you know what I'm saying?

SPEAKER_04 52:38

Maybe they will, maybe you won't, kind of thing. Maybe you will, maybe.

SPEAKER_06 52:43

I'm waiting for the next great American uh wait, wait for the next great American training shootout. You know what I'm saying? Like, which one like who who gonna be psychotic enough to go ahead and get one of these uh these on the Epstein list? That sounds crazy. It is crazy. Like, is no money so they so worried about going to war. My idea, hold on. It's probably this ain't nothing new. This ain't nothing new. I want to say this in in light of the colour. Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, wait. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. Look, so my idea is if they do need ground troops for for for a hardcore round and hot war into into uh whatever, I say, and y'all can go ahead and get the cooking and whatever. You send a bunch of these protesters out here that don't know what fascism is, and let them go ahead and fight the regime. You know what I'm saying? Go ahead and get them, like shoot them up, scope them, don't and let them get the class out there in the streets. Don't give them no weapons, though. You just don't want them to put them out there in the streets with some picket signs and shit. So that way they can get run over cars and see what it's like. Those like have a real oppressor.

SPEAKER_01 53:58

You know you're gonna have to come back. If you ever run for office, you're gonna have to come back and delete all this shit, right?

SPEAKER_06 54:04

Oh man, no. Remember that episode I was on that day. Look, hold on. Those are real look, we make the money. Hold on, hold on. This shit that's happening in America, man, this is some bullshit. You know why? Ain't nobody got here with a fucking fucking water hose or some dogs released on them. Just a couple people got a couple got shot. Look. And you know what? Respect to them. Because you know they were willing to die for that cause. They believed in that shit. You know what? Them motherfuckers over there, Iran. Like them 20,000, they just they want to be free. They want to go back to 1979 when they could dance in the streets and shit. Look, they when you see them people though, they're like, hell yeah, keep the bombs coming, keep the bombs coming, sir. Look, I'm with my cousin out in the desert. Don't even trip, man. We all here hunting goats. What do I do?

SPEAKER_04 55:07

It just reached the hours out of the thing. Oh, my bad. I thought I said something long ago. I thought it was just like oh yeah, bro.

SPEAKER_06 55:13

It's more than an hour makes you. This one's this is the live one. This is a live one. You know, look, I want to go to Iran. I want to see what that place is like. You know, it'd be kind of dope if Iran became the next Dubai or Qatar. You feel me? Look, look, what happens if what happens when the world we make peace with everybody? We just go ahead, like set the them cats on North Signal Island, you know what I'm saying? You let them stone them stone babbing motherfuckers. Leave them alone. Leave them alone. You know, the ones on North Sentinel Island that that still got the sticks and the uh bows and arrows. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Just leave them alone. Oh yeah, yeah, they got some leave them alone.

SPEAKER_01 55:54

That's all they got. Hey, you're gonna leave that motherfucker, you're gonna you gonna leave that motherfucker, your whole family gonna look like fucking dead lizards. They motherfuckers gonna get sunken in. You don't know what happened to that.

SPEAKER_06 56:04

But like what I'm saying is, I'm I'm content with watching. Look, that it ain't a war. How you have what's a one-sided war? Well that ain't no war. This is a this is a scrimmage. Yeah, that's not a war. That's not a war at all.

SPEAKER_04 56:19

This is of what they're doing now.

SPEAKER_01 56:21

Hell yeah.

SPEAKER_04 56:22

Yeah, good.

SPEAKER_01 56:22

Oh yeah, that's practice.

SPEAKER_06 56:23

They just that's target price.

SPEAKER_01 56:25

That's true. I thought that there was a lot of things. That's what you say.

SPEAKER_06 56:28

That's showing they just make us show the utility of the budget that they that they overspend it. When they bring, if and when they do bring the troops in, I pray they don't have to. I pray they want these people come with a crazy surrender. And then that country seems like we redoing this as a good idea. You know what I'm saying? They when when it's all said and done, and then everybody gets an influx of the gold and this, that, and you know, it's not everybody, but they the gold comes to the stuff to the to the forefront and oil and this, that, and the other. Russia gonna have to bow down. China's gonna have to bow down. Because as we all know from the TV show land man, oil runs everything.

SPEAKER_04 57:12

Stop scratching your ear, mommy. Oh man, the dude put some drops on that or something. I gotta go put aloe vera on her ear. I gotta cut her nail.

SPEAKER_06 57:19

I thought I was saying something wrong.

SPEAKER_04 57:21

Her nails are long and she be scratching. I'm sorry, Mama. I'll get you when I'm done. I'll push him on your ear.

SPEAKER_01 57:30

She's she's turning. She's turning.

SPEAKER_06 57:34

Like I said, the world runs on oil. Lipsticks, all sorts, processors, that that oil in the machinery.

SPEAKER_09 57:45

Yeah, man.

SPEAKER_06 57:46

And you cut somebody's supply to some good oil off, that's crippling. What I don't understand is usually it takes like two weeks or so for the prices to flip. All of a sudden I'm reading, you know, people's stuff like, oh man. The price to flip on what? Uh like your gas prices out here. Oh. You know? It takes a while for everything to come through. Like, all of a sudden, I'm watching these people in California, you know, these champagnes rolls because that's where a bunch of oil refiners are, but they're shutting out that. All thanks to the homeboy, Gavin Newsom, yeah, running into the ground. You know, who wants to come out here? Anonymous. Governor California. Yeah, you don't know. He don't know the game. That's our gun. This right here, he needs to get it. He need to read a newspaper. You ain't in the newspaper. Old school. He don't know about this this uh uh newspaper. What's with the uh who reads it?

SPEAKER_03 58:46

You read the news.

SPEAKER_06 58:48

No, they don't they don't make it. I mean they do, but Prince dead. You know, now I got everybody reading over.

SPEAKER_04 58:53

Okay, but you said newspaper, like old man and shit. You you do me? Do you get newspapers? Nah man, I'm I'll be watching TikTok videos.

SPEAKER_06 59:02

That's how I'm sitting there like how you stay current. It's not nothing. You know? I'll read some I'll read some of those, some of those whatever it's like. You don't see that uh you need to follow. Do you follow? I can't I don't even watch the regular news because you follow us? Who you got? You don't even follow us?

SPEAKER_04 59:18

Yeah, you f you follow this one?

SPEAKER_07 59:20

You follow me? Right now? Yeah, both of you. You better, because if you don't, I'm following you when you leave.

SPEAKER_10 59:24

Yeah. No, I'm probably right.

SPEAKER_07 59:26

I'm following you.

SPEAKER_06 59:28

But y'all honestly that's the next thing on like on all the pro platforms, like kick it on too. I'm not on kit.

SPEAKER_04 59:37

We got everything. We got Spotify, we got everything, everything you you can find. Except for kick. I don't know what the fuck kicky is.

SPEAKER_01 59:42

I don't know what kick is either. I don't know what that is. Back to whole. I thought he was threatening me for a minute. I'm like, I'm sorry because I don't I don't want I'm non-violent.

SPEAKER_06 59:51

Look, look, that's what's up. Let him let's get this party started. I'm all for it. Look, all they gonna do with tea violence.

SPEAKER_01 1:00:02

Nonviolent, non-violent. Nonviolent means no violence. That's what I said. I don't know what you said.

Words As Spells And Programming

SPEAKER_06 1:00:07

Oh no, no, no. You know what nonviolence is? Nonviolence is letting them is the look is letting the tease run rapid. Letting what they've been doing. The last four years, man, the tease made the whole made made I'm I'm gonna go hard on it all. I said pause the tea.

SPEAKER_01 1:00:28

Pause. Huh? Pause, bro. How hard can I do? I don't know. You just did you hear what you just said, bro? How hard? Chill out. Chill out.

SPEAKER_06 1:00:37

You said you hear what you just said, bro. The tea. You look at me mad at me. I'm trying to say my fault. I'm trying to say you don't gotta fight for a bathroom spot. How you mad at me? I know what I am. I don't gotta fight. That ain't my point. My whole point. I was trying to do that. I just don't like I don't like going to the bathroom and you're trying to fight your security. I'm like, I'm at him up off you, come what you do. Look, I'm I don't want to say where where we're at. They know where we're at. Coming to you live from like planet Earth, sector six.

SPEAKER_09 1:01:08

I'm just making sure you watch the speech because they can use it against your internet.

SPEAKER_06 1:01:10

Don't don't forget nothing. I didn't say nothing. Look, you know what? You did. If I if I run it back, you're gonna see the error, and you're gonna be like, My bad. I didn't call it the the the moist the moist mafia in the no nopped the F. You didn't do moist mafia.

SPEAKER_01 1:01:26

You didn't do anything wrong. You just set yourself up the stairs to be a meme. That's what you set yourself up to. I want to know what moist mafia is up to be a meme. That's all I'm trying to tell you.

SPEAKER_06 1:01:34

Moist mafia. No, yeah. The moist mafia would be the uh the alphabet community, the ubiquitous community. But the what you said the ubiquitous community, the ubiculum community. The what the the what is the biggest? You know, the the the alphabet gang. What is the alphabet gang? It's not even a game because it's all we left. L G B. And then the rest of that, we'll get that shit about you. That's not actually just I don't understand it. Look, look, it's a waste of a bunch of letters. You feel me? Okay. What you need all them other letters for? Either you you're one or the other, or you might, you know, say you you got the one dude that's got the light switch on the thing. It's like, I don't know what I want to be. Whoa.

SPEAKER_01 1:02:25

You might as well say you might as well start speaking against Jews right now, so I don't know.

SPEAKER_06 1:02:29

Say what? You might as well start speaking against Jews right now. I got something to say about them too. No, don't not hear. I'm cool.

SPEAKER_01 1:02:40

I'm not I know people to be like, hey nobody ain't got no sponsors. Hey, I know it's off limits. You know, we know who sponsored this. What you know who's sponsoring this? Who you know who's sponsoring this? Sponsor? You know who's sponsoring this? Who? These balls.

SPEAKER_04 1:02:59

Why are we talking about nuts? Now when I said ball earlier, I said ball, no one paying attention that I said ball. And now you say ball and you want attention to it.

SPEAKER_06 1:03:09

Look, I'm just a paying. I'm uh I'm happy paying taxes. That's a lie.

SPEAKER_04 1:03:15

Who is?

SPEAKER_06 1:03:16

I'm trying to figure out how the average price of a house here in wonderful California is gonna run you damn near three-quarters of a million dollars. And I gotta look at them all, I gotta look at a motherfucker. Like, I don't got no room to like shoot guns or have a big enough swimming pool.

SPEAKER_04 1:03:37

She's a stitch. She heard it, she heard her whine. I'm gonna fix it. Oh, what's up? Somebody mad? Her auntie. That's her auntie.

SPEAKER_06 1:03:46

She mad? That's her auntie.

SPEAKER_04 1:03:47

What's she mad about? That the baby was whining. She's not mad, she's concerned.

SPEAKER_06 1:03:52

Oh.

SPEAKER_04 1:03:53

And then she's laughing at us.

SPEAKER_06 1:03:54

Oh, where I was at. So look, like I said, my time I go to Moist Mafia. Because even the people in the Moist Mafia, Moist Mafia. I just told you dogs at the LG's B's. I can't say the T. So wait, are you?

SPEAKER_04 1:04:08

This is something you were a part of? Yes. Are you speaking from the other? Are you speaking from the outside?

SPEAKER_05 1:04:14

I'm an outside of the name of that. Okay.

SPEAKER_06 1:04:16

I'm just I wasn't quite sure. Yeah, because look, if you think about it, like I said, when did L's, G's, and V's start being like, you know, it's one thing, like, oh yeah, we want to be a woman, okay. And but then they started taking that shit way far. Like, wait a minute. Who that wasn't the dynamic? You feel me? It was like a one or look. Like, ah man, this gets into my military perspective. So you, you're, you're, you would say you're a watcher. Go ahead, you can answer. I would say, uh, I walked through the VA and I seen a dude that was like six, seven, white guy. He had a platinum, platinum wig on with a moo-moo, like a blue, blue moo-moo. He had this purse, and he had his blood-red lipstick on. And you know what I did? I got to the other side of the hallway. I let him have his side, and I walked on my side. And I just kept it pushing. It was, I couldn't even give him a hey, what's up? Because, you know, I didn't want to make eye contact with him, because you never know. I might have been that his flavor. Whoa. Nah, cause I'm cool. I just want to go get my look, like you coming from getting your hair matched. I'm going to get my hair matched. Anyway, I'm gonna say I ain't got no problem with him. It's just like, you know, right now, y'all gotta have the defining order. What happened? The transvestites, whatever them dudes are just like dressing up as women. There, there is that prime example. He knows what it is. There is right there. He just dropped dressing like women. I'm cool with that. Oh, you just turned off that work, swing to the left. Work, swing to the right. Boom. I'm down with that. But at the end of the day, he's just a gay dude. You turn off the uh what that say? Oh, you're in it? What's up? We're done?

SPEAKER_04 1:06:28

No, no, no. It's just the battery was dying on the phone.

SPEAKER_10 1:06:31

Oh, my bad. Go ahead. I'm sorry. We still we can't. I'm ranting.

SPEAKER_04 1:06:38

You can look like I said, that's why we got three things going. We good.

SPEAKER_06 1:06:42

The whole methodology, my my this is just me, my personal, me kind of relay layman, whatever. Like I said, I just find it really weird that look, in the whole grand scheme of things, you you dress up like a woman to what? Just be still a man.

SPEAKER_04 1:07:02

No, because okay, I'm gonna contest. Different ones. But let me see. My man dresses up a woman, that's all he does for work. Now, some people and but that's still his own expression as well, even though he does it for work. Hold on. It's still something he I think helps him in his life to express in that way, to really what whatever is within it.

SPEAKER_06 1:07:23

But that gets into my next part into like going down a rabbit hole within like twigs and berries, thing, you know what I'm saying? You chop you you you still you call, you complete, you know what I'm saying?

SPEAKER_04 1:07:35

That's his completion.

SPEAKER_06 1:07:36

Who who's the where's the where's where's the why why does there have to be one? I don't know. That's not my that's why I don't like I I can't go down that rabbit hole. Like I lost it when it's just like like I said, on the aspect of it, I get it to dress, to dress.

Desire, Will, And Radicalization

SPEAKER_04 1:07:57

I mean, because you express your way exactly the way you want, whatever you want to put on, whatever you want to be, however goofy you want to be, how silly you don't want to be, how serious you want to be, it all helps you become you when you can do it freely without judgment. And sometimes people's things are deeper than just the surface of things. Right. So niggas need to chill out. Excuse me, I said the N-word, excuse me.

SPEAKER_06 1:08:25

And it's kind of wild that that's the only one you can't say.

SPEAKER_04 1:08:28

Yeah, you can't. So excuse me, I apologize. Uh I don't I think you would hear no, because I will finish.

SPEAKER_10 1:08:47

Hit the back there? Who is the back there? Oh shit. Start over. What did I just do? You just clicked off of mine.

SPEAKER_04 1:09:08

We're here a little longer with y'all today. I can go work a little later today. So we'll be off and I can do the 40 minutes. That's that's they love you and doing that. And which we went through well, did you are you gonna explain that too around did you did you experience what you said?

SPEAKER_08 1:09:29

No, I didn't I think I haven't.

SPEAKER_04 1:09:31

Did you work on Philly? Or well then I think you should share that since you can't drop two and that people in this no, I seen it before they before they got in the way.

SPEAKER_09 1:09:45

I seen uh what you got me thinking.

SPEAKER_06 1:09:50

I remember like when I was when I was slaving the 80 second airplane gang, and uh it was crazy like some of these women were hideous, but they had a choice of dick. Like, what is she's gross? Choice, she's prime candidate, like oh man.

SPEAKER_04 1:10:15

But sometimes it's it's the the again when people feel free or not that structural thing, it don't matter what it looks like sometimes.

SPEAKER_06 1:10:32

I'm not saying we're here to protect America, and then on Friday nights, they out there tooting that thing up for a couple dollars, you know what I'm saying? Couple couple 40 ounces and some cranberry juice and some uh some Hennessy, and then they're like, uh, they're the hottest thing in the club. Look, somebody, one of them emperor dudes is firing her up. Hey, like I know, man, I could tell you wild stories of like STD.

SPEAKER_04 1:10:58

That was where everyone went, right? Whatever.

SPEAKER_06 1:11:00

No, no, no, no.

SPEAKER_04 1:11:01

Or these certain places.

SPEAKER_06 1:11:03

It stopped when I got to the Rangers and stuff. Like when I was like I was said, I was an 82nd M3 game just a couple years, and it wound up being like, oh man, this place is trash because I didn't know this. I was seeing dudes go. Excuse me. Like some of the younger guys, you know, the younger EMs. These dudes are like 18, 19, 20. These niggas was still going to high school football games. Old Mills. I win, I wouldn't, I went to check out, like I wanted to hit with the hype. I want to see, I was I was just like, what's cracking? I'm like, wait a minute, high school, and then it happened to me in Washington State. I I got my I the 18th, got a 18, got a she wasn't fresh 18. She was just graduating, see graduating senior. Mom and dad were super nice, I was super polite, and you know, love these people to this day. But look, hey, I was look, I was above, I was above eight. Look, it is what it is. I wasn't I wasn't 30, I was 24. And she was got she was always making funny, but then she graduated. That's cool. That's cool. I was I was the nice guy. I I did stuff with her, did stuff for her, family loved me, and got a kick out of it. And then one day, you know, I wasn't enough, this, that, and you know, I wasn't, I wouldn't, I was, I had steps in this game. I didn't want nothing. I was I I put my name on that contract, and I was, I was, uh contract. I yeah, this is when I had a I had a death wish. Like, because you put the name on the contract, and this when I was in the Rangers, so it was just like, yeah, they can call up, hey man, you guys gotta go here this hot LZ, we'll be 18 hours, we're going to do some damage. And I prayed for war. Man, I prayed for something to go down. We I'm we're just doing all this training. Anyway, well, well, I um what I eventually did, but with that being said, the the women I was meeting up there, uh they were cool, but they I was just some would some were using me as a way out. Some were, you know, actually all of them trying to use my way out. I just fucking keep that from being. They would, they were, they were all, and not that they were thirsty, they had some cool friends up there, but they were all trying to use me as the way out. And they were just like, okay. And that's when I came back to California. And it was now I understand, I I understood the uh the thirst for wanting a regular person in the military to go ahead and get whatever. But it took a strong line and be like, yeah, I'm good. Just let me just walk out of here. You know, I know dudes that were getting married, just I know a dude that got married after dating a woman after knowing her for only like three weeks.

SPEAKER_04 1:14:18

Damn.

unknown 1:14:20

Shh.

SPEAKER_06 1:14:21

I could tell you a walk. Look, he married her.

SPEAKER_04 1:14:25

Is he still married too?

SPEAKER_06 1:14:26

Well no. That didn't last six months. She was psychotic. This man could have got, he could have got out of the Marines. And he was in the Marines. He could have got out the Marine Corps as a firefighter, moved to uh Pensacola, Florida, making$120,000 as a 22-year-old married, whatever. I don't know if she was married for that back then, but and he didn't do that. He decided to move home, back her with his mom.

SPEAKER_10 1:14:59

Stop having sex with her, literally after the three weeks.

SPEAKER_06 1:15:07

She got that ring, she stopped tooting that thing up. Woo! I'm like, what? Immediately. So she went crazy. He had to wind up divorcing and whatever. That was the first divorce. Then he he he fell deeper in and was the uh his uh his hippie lifestyle, which is cool.

SPEAKER_04 1:15:23

He traveled with fish and did this and played butterflies and soul travel with bits and stuff. What do you mean by travel with fish?

SPEAKER_06 1:15:30

I'm sorry, fish the band, all old school, like uh they're like the grateful dead, the cats playing with the water. Uh neither love, girl. Like the Grateful Dead, and uh you got the Grateful Dead people, and then Tom Dead, uh the Dave Matthews band people, and then there's like fish fights, like literally that group. Yeah. And then you know he'd be music and stuff, he'd be tripping out doing mushrooms and doing whippings and stuff on the concert. It's all in line with Grateful Dead touch shit.

SPEAKER_04 1:16:03

Understood, yeah.

Protests, Power, And Geopolitics

SPEAKER_06 1:16:04

So he went back and he did that stuff, and uh, he's a good dude. And then uh hanging out with him for a little while. You know, he once he moved back home. I was in uh, what was I doing? This is like 2010. I'm doing like aircraft mechanic school, whatever, mining my own business, and he was go hang out with my homeboy at nighttime. I go, he, he, he, he would, he would not funny. He would go, he's living at home with his mom and dad. And and his mom and dad have this horse ranch. And so he would go and uh in the morning to go pick up horse shit in the morning, and he'd go pick up horse shit in Healing, and then his mom and dad would give him enough money to get some beer and cigarettes. And like he he's he he still does it. Now his dad just passed away. It's a good dude. So but but that being said, he wound up being on the internet and this, that, and the other. He wound up finding a throwback to high school. This lady, uh, you know, she was cool. You know, in high school, you know, she was a nice thing. She was nice to me. She's like, you know, nothing, nothing wild, you know. I wouldn't know perverts, but she was in like uh what happened? Uh uh they were like the drama club, but the drama club was a bunch of like I they weren't weirdos, but they all had something weird. Yeah, they were like drug extra drug addicts, they all had to be like AA and stuff and NA. Yeah, all had some sort of weird, like, whoa. So fast forward in life. It's 20, like this like 2010, 2011. Uh uh, my man's, he winds up getting a date. He ain't had a date in years. He's all jazzed. Oh, and so he says to me, like, I'm like ready to go smoke some pot with him, you know, have a send my, you know, have a normal night. And he's just like, hey man, I'm gonna need you to scram. Like, what? I'm gonna need you to scram, bro. I got a lady coming over. I'm like, well, oh well, but not that I want him either, I don't really care, but I'd rather burn this. I'd rather burn this joint down once you before I go. And he's just like, he was literally worried that I was going to try and bang his shit. I I whatever. That's some weird. I mean I ain't nothing. I got a real question.

SPEAKER_01 1:18:33

I have a real question, though.

SPEAKER_04 1:18:35

Easy, or he probably just like a real question. You know, i is that something you were known for?

SPEAKER_10 1:18:42

Hell no. Okay.

SPEAKER_05 1:18:48

I mean, it's free to say what you need to say. No, no, back that state. Back door? No. Okay. I just I don't know.

SPEAKER_09 1:18:57

I do want to, but I do want to.

SPEAKER_04 1:18:59

It's okay if you learn and use something different. I know it's okay.

SPEAKER_06 1:19:02

Let me ask what you have to think about.

SPEAKER_04 1:19:04

Like these questions.

SPEAKER_06 1:19:07

When now I had so I had so now I had a woman monkey branch to me from the homie. So she already had me in place. So when she was getting when when the homie got with when he smashed beat and bounced, she already had me lined up. So I know back then I was a fuck, I was a straight sound. Oh, beta. That's you. Like, so it has happened, but it's not like to the point where I like it.

SPEAKER_04 1:19:31

You like plotting it yourself.

SPEAKER_06 1:19:33

Yeah, like I was just like, yo, I'm gonna see it on the outside, but not. That's what nice guys do, but she would like to say it's the pedestal syndrome, you know.

SPEAKER_04 1:19:41

You know, then then like I man, whatever you have to say makes you feel yours feel good. I'm I'm with it.

SPEAKER_06 1:19:48

No, no, like that's the programming as boys that like we you were you put the women above you, and that's that that's how you saw it. That's that's in the movies, that's in the songs.

SPEAKER_04 1:19:58

I mean the 80s to the like 2000s. I do think even being who I am.

SPEAKER_06 1:20:03

The goal was to object was to get the woman. That was the object. It's still in like that, but but now you're seeing what they're worth, you know, and now you're putting money involved and like like what are they worth? Wow. What are they worth? Hey dog, you know, that's it's all in what you hey get look I'm glad you said it like that.

SPEAKER_04 1:20:23

I mean, how much how much you want to say what you're saying? I want to know it about you.

SPEAKER_06 1:20:26

So it's just how much how much it depends on what you want to put forth, you know.

SPEAKER_04 1:20:31

You said go ahead, because I keep going.

SPEAKER_06 1:20:33

No, like it's like it's literally it's all in what you want to put forth.

SPEAKER_04 1:20:37

In my bag.

SPEAKER_07 1:20:40

Right. You know what I'm telling you what to do. I'm sorry, yeah, my bad.

SPEAKER_08 1:20:45

My bad. No, you can't.

SPEAKER_06 1:20:48

No, like for the longest, like I said, it was a whole bunch of stuff. I was I was I was going to accept a whole bunch of weird shit.

SPEAKER_08 1:20:55

Whole bunch of stuff. Whoa, what what what type of weird shit might I ask?

SPEAKER_06 1:20:58

I mean, yeah, the that gets into the single mom stories, dog. Like, oh, whoa, whoa.

SPEAKER_08 1:21:04

What type of weird shit? What did you have to do? Give me your weirdest.

SPEAKER_06 1:21:07

No, that that's not a weird. Don't have to say names. You ain't gotta say names. You don't gotta say names. Give us the weirdest. I will say that the whole scenario was like, was I willing to accept and tolerate the whole. She wasn't a single mom. She was she's a divorce. I was one was a divorced mom. Uh I actually watched the state. I met a lot of single moms. I met a lot of baby mamas. I'm trying to no walk about the situation. No, no, no. It's not like that. I met that same woman and watched the state. I remember telling her weird. You might you might not want to uh you might not want to get with this dude because last time I checked, you told me he had three baby mamas. So what makes you think you sleeping with this dude, he's gonna change. And then so fast forward in life, she's like four or five. Yeah, yeah, no. But at that time, she was gonna be number four. But fast forward in life, she's like number five now, you know what I'm saying? So that only Wait, what did I miss?

SPEAKER_04 1:22:10

You got like five. You said you had like five lined up. Is that what you said? Me? Is that what you just got to know?

SPEAKER_01 1:22:15

That's exactly what he said. You said you got five. No, no.

SPEAKER_06 1:22:18

What I said was the homegirl was sitting in this dude, and you know, obviously you can't say the most fabulous word of all words, the the N-bomb. No, who what?

SPEAKER_07 1:22:31

What's the n-bomb?

SPEAKER_06 1:22:32

You know, so now all of a sudden you can't say, you know, like you can't say the more is that does that hurt? Does that hurt if you can't say it? Yeah, it does. Yeah, it does. Like it's something like you know, I can't. It makes it in the words of Paul Mooney, it makes my teeth white. You know what I'm saying? Why wouldn't you want your teeth to be white? That's my hero right there. I love my teeth to be white.

SPEAKER_01 1:22:52

Who don't want their teeth to be white? Like, what ignorant motherfucker is so ignorant that like that's just something they don't want. I want my teeth to be white.

SPEAKER_06 1:22:59

Hold on. So the homegirl, she she's she's all she's so in love with this hood Nairo. And it's like, yo, one night I remember me and uh and our best friend with uh we we just so happened to be in the same club in downtown Seattle, and then uh we just sit chilling, having a good time, and I'll say I'm like, oh, what's up? And her name was uh we'll just say her name was Natasha.

SPEAKER_10 1:23:28

Hello Natasha. Natasha, not Natasha, and it's like, oh okay.

SPEAKER_06 1:23:34

You know, oh what's up, y'all? Y'all chilling, y'all, dah, dah, and literally through God's crazy powers than me. The crowd parted. Just it's a it was weird as hell. The crowd parted, and we literally both looked, got our drinks in, we both look and see old girls, baby daddy sucking face with this other woman on the dance floor. And I'm just who had a problem with that, huh? And who had a problem with that? I didn't have a problem with it. He did, he didn't have a problem because he was sucking face. Who had a problem with that? So me and me and my the old my the Tasha, we looked at each other like we did one of them.

SPEAKER_09 1:24:23

Why did Tasha got a problem with it?

SPEAKER_06 1:24:25

She wasn't sucking. No, hold on, huh? We both looked like that's what it sounds like it was just like wait a minute. Is that Tasha? We knew come on the show and defend yourself, but we think you're just jealous. I'm like, is that Terrence stuck in tongue with somebody else? Did you called it out like that? I called him Terrence because I didn't. Wait, did you say that's five? Did you say that? Damn, man.

SPEAKER_04 1:24:44

How you gonna use a fake name and then say the name?

SPEAKER_06 1:24:47

Wait, wait, wait. Did you say it was called Terrence? It was more what? Did you see this one yet? He did. When me and Natasha saw this this dude, this Nairo Bunch of Slava chick on the dance floor. And you know, back then, it's just 2000. Oh, two, three, four. You dancing on the dance floor. You you getting some hip pumps in. You we was you know what I'm talking about. But when club it was fun. It was fun. When you get you you be sweating, look never been. Man, look. So I'm like sweating. I'm like, yo, that's terrice, right?

SPEAKER_04 1:25:28

I just like to sweat.

SPEAKER_06 1:25:30

Yep, that certainly is. Mind you, this is before cell phones. I mean, you had a cell phone, but look, I don't want to bust the minutes on it because we're gonna go back back when I was on a minute plan.

SPEAKER_04 1:25:39

Right.

Oil, Economics, And Everyday Costs

SPEAKER_06 1:25:40

You know, these young punks don't know nothing about that. You know, so now that now it's all about oh, just give me my phone. We put them bad boys back on minutes. Oh, I need more minutes. Ain't no playing games, no bastards. Anyway, as a professional hater, yeah. A professional hater is what I stand for. Look, I love it, but I got perspective for it all. That's why I hate on it. I'm like, yo, that's Terrence right there. And she's like, it certainly is. So I'm like, it certainly is. She's like, what you gonna do? I said, I just wanna tell Sarah. You know, whatever. That's what friends do. Called her up the next day. Me and the Thompson, like back to back. I went on to Taj's house, called her, boo, boom. Look, Sarah was just like, verbatim. She and she told us both. She was just like, you all are jealous of my relationship with this man. He loves me. Mind you, once again, her vagina was not the greatest in the universe because a ray of sunshine didn't shoot out of it. You know, once she had that baby and was, you know, she brought she's done her due diligence to raise her daughter's good. What? And she graduated high school and she graduated college. She's a wonderful student. She graduated you dub, this, that, and the other. It don't make a point. But what happened?

SPEAKER_10 1:27:04

She never married the Nairo.

SPEAKER_09 1:27:10

By Nairo, you mean a Greek sandwich.

SPEAKER_04 1:27:13

Hey, hey, brother. I think he said the real name.

SPEAKER_06 1:27:18

What's that?

SPEAKER_04 1:27:18

The name you were trying not to say, because then you said some different name. And I think you said the name you was calling Tandra. You said Sarah. Is her name really Sarah?

SPEAKER_06 1:27:28

Oh no. Whoa, whoa. No, no, no. That's all. Two people.

SPEAKER_08 1:27:34

That's two people involved.

SPEAKER_04 1:27:35

That's three, that's three people involved. Three different names. So Tara wasn't Sarah.

SPEAKER_08 1:27:41

We have the next one.

SPEAKER_03 1:27:44

I was just making sure you did.

SPEAKER_04 1:27:46

You gave the dude's name. You said the dude's name was something else, but then you said his real name. So I was just making sure Sarah wasn't Tanya or correct.

SPEAKER_08 1:27:55

You're gonna make you have the run building down there.

SPEAKER_06 1:27:58

I mean, it's that's all in the past. What are they gonna be like? Oh my god.

SPEAKER_08 1:28:02

It depends on the the what is it?

SPEAKER_06 1:28:05

The statute of limitations is way past due on this one. Look, because another life has already been brought into it. Uh-oh. And am I lying?

SPEAKER_09 1:28:15

Um I don't think there's a statute of limitations on betrayal.

SPEAKER_06 1:28:20

Ain't no betrayal. Oh dog. See, that's what I don't have for sure. I be restoring betrayal. I be restoring betrayal. I ain't talking about you.

SPEAKER_01 1:28:28

I don't want to hear that. No, I don't want to hear betrayal. I wanted to get back to the weird shit with the mothers, with the single mothers, the weird single mothers stories.

SPEAKER_06 1:28:36

Well, you got two categories. You got single moms. I don't know which single moms, baby mamas, whatever, same thing. Then you got widowed women with kids. Then you got like divorce eggs. You said weird. I want to get weird. I was uh, like I said, I've been with divorce eggs, uh, been with baby mamas and single moms. You got the ones that that are mad, desperate, because they look, they need they need a man in their life real quick. What they do, they need you to move in real fast. Oh no, no, no. No, that's what they do. What do you mean? What they do?

SPEAKER_01 1:29:10

What?

SPEAKER_04 1:29:10

How do you how do you how do you work around that? How do you keep it? Work around it. He's saying they want them to move in. He's saying no. So how do you move in? What the fuck do you mean?

SPEAKER_01 1:29:23

Do everything by move in? Back when I was a school.

SPEAKER_04 1:29:26

But that's their requirement. That's not a requirement. That's the the woman's requirement. That's the woman's requirement. So if that's your requirement, say to him.

SPEAKER_06 1:29:34

How does he get it? Keep those requirements. I don't know what that's the general generalization and all that's a requirement.

SPEAKER_01 1:29:44

That's a requirement. I'm on my way. This dude's like, this dude's calling in right now, looking for that number. Like you say, that's a requirement.

SPEAKER_06 1:29:51

I got that. There's a bunch of that are home. You know what a homosexual is? That's what I got, right?

SPEAKER_04 1:29:58

What is a hobosexual?

SPEAKER_01 1:30:00

What you mean, a homosexual? A hobosexual.

SPEAKER_06 1:30:05

What? What homosexual? Homosexual? Yeah, they will have sex with you to keep from being homeless. Same thing as a homosexual. Exactly. Yeah. Well, you know, they got, you know, they don't they don't want to live from the code. They bring like a rude. That's a close to their house. Rude. No, that's what it is. They use it as a survival tool.

SPEAKER_04 1:30:25

So what do you call straight people that try to live that way? What's the sexual?

SPEAKER_08 1:30:29

They homosexuals. They don't give a fuck respect.

SPEAKER_06 1:30:33

What's it? What's he knowing to do? They the originators are a homosexual. They didn't give a fuck this man. No, they didn't want to be on the street. Why you even doing this to me right now? Why are you even you about to get them charged up? You like cables on them.

SPEAKER_01 1:30:47

You you make the cables on them, cuz put the cables on them. Tell them why you mad, son. Tell them why you mad. They don't understand why the fuck you mad.

SPEAKER_06 1:30:56

Like I said, you know, I like it works, it works on both sides. Like it works both ways. But for some reason, like uh man, I would just say this, you know. My video is gonna be fucked up, man, because I'm not in it for 30 minutes.

SPEAKER_08 1:31:13

Thank you.

SPEAKER_06 1:31:13

What do you mean? You know, there's women women work hard to get what they gotta get, blah, blah, blah. You know, but then they start needing that attention and they start lacking, blah, blah, blah. Next you know, they're at home crying, and then they're single friends just trying to pump them up, like, come on, girl, we gotta get back out there, get back on the horse, girl. You know, you know, they didn't just destroy the nigga. Oh, my bad.

SPEAKER_01 1:31:42

Bro, bro, you're gonna give us flag. He didn't mean that. He meant he meant vinegar. We're sorry. He was talking about, he was talking about spicing up his grains. Thank you for all. He has some colored greens and he put some vinegar in them. That's what he said. Like, yeah, I mistook that. I mistoked that. He said vinegar. Vinegar and water.

SPEAKER_06 1:32:02

Apple cider and distilled. I should have I should have worn a face mask. For what? For what? Because uh, I believe in that about that watch on. What?

SPEAKER_07 1:32:10

Nobody else got that watch.

SPEAKER_06 1:32:12

No, no, I should have worn a face mask because face mask or painted my face, because you can't get your mouth.

SPEAKER_04 1:32:18

You tell an audience that's in the mass.

SPEAKER_06 1:32:21

It is what it is. They got your plate number and you can't pull it up. Well, matter is, I said, like, there's different categories to that game. And like, uh, I respect, you know, we were you're you were married and your husband died, you know what I'm saying? And you're a widower, but you need a good mom or there's single moms at a school. I want weird. That's all I want weird. Weird. I want weird. We're I want weird. It's like eating corn starch out of spoon. Nah, man. Yeah, yeah. Like way too fast. You say another one of a sudden want me around your kids. They want to give us real tea. You know, like weird. Weird is like I got more sense than ever. Me around your kids. You know what I'm saying?

SPEAKER_04 1:33:10

You never have a stalker?

SPEAKER_06 1:33:12

Uh yeah, I had stuck when that would be a woman. One time I had a woman's husband stalk me when I was in cooking school. Yeah, he thought I was doing something again, but he was just mad because she was on her way out and she was over this dude. And so he would I find him like the kids in my little neighborhood would be like, Hey, this guy was peep peeping in your your house or peeping in your uh Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

SPEAKER_04 1:33:36

Wait, you saying a dude? I didn't even know.

SPEAKER_06 1:33:38

I mean, I had a dude at a dude stalking him. It was weird.

SPEAKER_04 1:33:40

Okay, go ahead, finish the dude. I was not wow.

SPEAKER_06 1:33:43

I got a I got a uh restraining order against him. That's just before I was.

SPEAKER_04 1:33:47

You wait a second. You had to get a restraining over a stalker that was a dude. That's easy to shoot him. Oh my god.

SPEAKER_06 1:33:54

I mean it's because they said that I didn't know I got the restraining order. Because I had a gun and I didn't want to shoot him without like I'm I'm I'm paranoid this dude's gonna pop away.

SPEAKER_01 1:34:08

I'm I'm I'm tough as hell to this nigga that I have. It's like look, and this is the nigga I'm looking like.

Audience, Platforms, And Staying Current

SPEAKER_06 1:34:12

Oh, your wife is leaving you not for me. I might as well just shoot this. And then it wasn't even a it wasn't even a wife situation, it's more like a baby mama thing. It's like yo, and I'm like, what? I mean, that's still kind of I mean gonna kill him though. You know, but they don't it don't matter here in California.

SPEAKER_09 1:34:34

I love you a good brother. No, I wouldn't know the shit. No, you're a good brother.

SPEAKER_06 1:34:37

I love you. I was definitely going to wound you. I didn't know, but definitely was going to wound you. He was definitely going to have some problems.

SPEAKER_01 1:34:46

What? There's brothers out here like you that make me have hope in the world. Nigga, you shouldn't be following my league.

SPEAKER_08 1:34:51

You literally said I wasn't gonna kill him.

SPEAKER_01 1:34:52

Like the fact that you said that out loud, your mouth, bro. Like, that was some that was some that was some bold, brave shit. That's some like like you just like sent a wave. You don't understand. You just sent a wave through the world with that.

SPEAKER_06 1:35:03

Well, like I said, over what? Like over his misunderstanding, but through his misunderstanding, he was gonna have some plastic kneecaps. I'm different. Yeah, yeah. I want to hear this.

SPEAKER_07 1:35:18

I believe in reincarnation. I believe if you fuck up this time.

SPEAKER_10 1:35:23

Here you go.

SPEAKER_07 1:35:25

I'm just gonna I'm just gonna hit the reset button for your ass.

SPEAKER_01 1:35:28

Who?

SPEAKER_06 1:35:29

And what is the reset button? The reset button, what do you mean? Start the reincarnation.

SPEAKER_07 1:35:35

Start the reincarnation process. And you're gonna come back as well. Well, I ain't gonna come back.

SPEAKER_01 1:35:40

Fuck you mean worried about it. I ain't worried about it. I'm just I'm just gonna initiate the process. I know I believe in reincarnation. I'm I'm I'm gonna initiate the process.

SPEAKER_08 1:35:53

Oh no, that's what I'm saying. You a good brother, that's why I'm saying we need more brothers like you.

SPEAKER_06 1:35:57

Certain things deserve not more brother like you straight up.

SPEAKER_09 1:36:02

I'm being honest.

SPEAKER_06 1:36:03

Like, like this child thing. There's a pedophilia thing. Real talk. Exactly why I feel the way I feel like there's first-hand experience. What I don't understand about this Epstein Files deal is like you put the lame on the list, you put this list out, and then ain't nothing getting done. You know what I'm saying? It's like the show must go off. Right. And then you got all these people resigning from five hours like this, and this is winding up dead and shit.

SPEAKER_01 1:36:43

I do want to touch on this though.

SPEAKER_06 1:36:45

Then you got like, no, look, don't look. If there and the worst part about this, I want I want the videos to come out. Remember all the videos and they were talking all that cash shit. We got all this. Look, Pam Bondy, bitch, you gotta go. You gotta go. You ain't produced shit. I'm talking about, I want to look, Bill Clinton, all them lie holes up there. Look, they don't have a if this was the fascist country that they say this place is, you mother, you would be a swinger from craze. Pushed off the top of a building with your hands bound behind your back, buried up to your neck and stoned to death. Man, people do not understand. That's why I get so mad when I see like these liberal women barking at people. He's a fascist, he's a dictator. You hoes know nothing. You know nothing about a dictator. What they selling?

SPEAKER_08 1:37:48

What they selling it? What what you say them hoes? Like they selling it?

SPEAKER_06 1:37:54

Like they, I mean, like they know nothing of what a what a what a fascist dictator. You say hoes, nigga. Come on, like man, all these women out here barking this, that, and the other. Look, that's why they have them barking them bark using them. Look, that's why they're letting them they they're so happy they're getting bombed right now. Keep bombing them. I'm back on that. I'll keep going back to it. That look, they want freedom. Look, what's America doing? Dropping them freedom, freedom missiles in. Look, look, keep bringing them in. Bomb them in bomb them. Look, bomb them back in. Look, you can't bomb them back into the stone age, but it's so strategic. Just so strategic.

SPEAKER_04 1:38:47

This is your true belief. This is my belief. That's why I mean you have to you there has to be some kind of belief if you feel this compassionate about.

SPEAKER_06 1:38:58

I feel like I'm feeling I feel I feel I feel for the uh uh Iranian people that would get murdered and you know just come up missing off. You know the history of that? Like nigga, you couldn't you can't dance in the street out there. You couldn't do the you you couldn't get out there and do the Harlem shit. You ain't how many rap videos this team made in Koran around.

SPEAKER_04 1:39:26

I mean well, I mean how would they rap?

SPEAKER_06 1:39:29

I'm just saying rap videos. I mean, I've seen that rappers, you know, rappers everywhere, everybody got some sort of thing. How many you ain't never seen look how from the Africans came up missing just people protesting? You said the wrong thing. Man, one of the weirdest stories I ever heard coming out of Iran, Iran and Iraq too, was what uh was the the 12-pound soccer ball theory. It was just like like it it might be it might be horse shit, whatever. But it was like they used to make the the the teens practice kicking a 12-pound soccer ball. 12 pounds?

SPEAKER_01 1:40:12

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_06 1:40:16

That's exactly legs that were hey hey, I that's three more. And I heard that when I was in Kuwait. And I was just like, what? And look, they weren't they weren't happy with bombing them, but we were bombing them so irratically, and it was about ones that was kicking shins and shit.

SPEAKER_08 1:40:32

Like they'd be kicking bamboo sticks with shins and shit, or like kicking their yeah.

SPEAKER_06 1:40:37

Like it was cool to see people that wanted like liberation back in 2004 and five. You know, but then you you got this country right next door that's leading all these people and giving them probably give them one point weapons. My man gave them one point so many billion dollars. That's your boy Obama. Then they started then they started kicking in uh uh uh what over 2020 what they got the first five billion when they released the five billion dollars to the to the resent? And then you just gave them like another 16 billion? Oh man, people gotta burn right now.

SPEAKER_01 1:41:16

Burn burn burn the the city or the money.

SPEAKER_06 1:41:23

I'm talking about the head. Look, you cut the head off the snake, and uh look, all that where where'd all that money go to? What they what do you need all that money for?

unknown 1:41:31

I don't know, bro.

SPEAKER_07 1:41:33

Snakes and shit, we tripping.

SPEAKER_04 1:41:35

Okay, um what's your thing for this week? Because we're gonna wrap up soon.

SPEAKER_07 1:41:40

So we gonna do a gun, we wrap it up, song after we do that. You the boss. Okay, sorry, boss. Sorry, boss, man. I'm sorry.

SPEAKER_06 1:41:49

Sorry, gosh, so serious. Next time you see me, I'm gonna wear a suit.

SPEAKER_01 1:41:52

So, what I'm doing last week was discernment, and we uh gave you some tools to practice discernment, and that was like you can judge a person by how they treat the people around them that's closest to them, and you can also see if they hold themselves accountable for their words or responsible for the things they do. That's practicing discernment with the people you meet. That way you hold yourself accountable for your people picking skills. Now, the the new one today, this week, I wanted us to uh practice being present, right? Like just like being in the moment, right?

SPEAKER_09 1:42:24

And and it's a couple things you have to do for that. One of them is uh acknowledge, appreciate, and then allow whatever to happen, happen. So that's how you be in the present moment. Also, you stay in the present moment by understanding that that um I don't know is acceptable, right?

SPEAKER_01 1:42:50

It's acceptable that I don't know. That's an acceptable answer. And I was wrong is a sign of growth, not a sign of weakness. I don't show somebody that's weak, that's actually strength because everybody's scared to admit that it's wrong. But what it what it is expressing is that you're making progress. And those are the things we're gonna focus on for this week. And you got anything else you want to leave it? You got any uh business adventures you got, some videos coming out? I know you got the little that little uh listening. I know your sex tape coming out soon. I heard about that.

SPEAKER_06 1:43:21

The discernment part. I'm like, what? Circulate. Wait a minute. Like we could talk a whole like another 45 minutes about some discernment, like discern. Wait a minute.

SPEAKER_01 1:43:30

Yeah, discernment. Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_06 1:43:36

It's not like holding it's like like hold on.

SPEAKER_01 1:43:38

It's decision making. It's like it's like it's like being able to discern one from the other to make good decisions and hold yourself accountable for your decision.

SPEAKER_04 1:43:44

While you do that, hey Google, give us the definition of discernment.

SPEAKER_08 1:43:50

Whether I'm saying discernment right, or is you just like you had another point to make? I'm gonna understand.

SPEAKER_00 1:43:54

Discernment is the ability to make a smart, sharp, and accurate judgment about something. It is probably a perceptive way of seeing things and understanding the difference between relations, like distinguishing the true from the false for the good from the better.

SPEAKER_09 1:44:07

Okay.

SPEAKER_00 1:44:10

What you got?

SPEAKER_09 1:44:12

You good enough?

SPEAKER_08 1:44:15

Are we good? Huh?

SPEAKER_01 1:44:18

I do.

SPEAKER_08 1:44:19

You got 15 minutes. I I'm if um I checked my sick before.

SPEAKER_06 1:44:25

No, I'm I just wanted I just wanted to I had to ask because there's a a problem with discernment within the Western women, uh West women, Western women of America, of the Americas, of Western, that's of Western society. There's a problem, discernment problem within Western society. Western women's society. I would say because if they if you're not that they're not holding a discernment for their discernment. If if discernment is the the fundamental basics, then why is there so many single minds? Put it like this.

SPEAKER_01 1:45:02

You can practice discernment, or you could be a victim. You could be a victim. You can you can practice discernment, critical people one-on-one. Or you can be a victim of other people's bullshit the rest of your life. It's up to you.

SPEAKER_06 1:45:16

But if you don't practice discernment, you're always gonna be a victim of what somebody else did to you.

SPEAKER_04 1:45:21

Right. That's the point of why he said what he said, because we all we all get the opportunity to do that. You have to, it's how much do you study upon it? How much do you apply it to yourself? How much do you not move from it? That's all that's account from that. That's all.

SPEAKER_01 1:45:37

You know, again, being present, acknowledge, appreciate, allow. I don't know is acceptable. I was wrong is a sign of progress, not weakness.

SPEAKER_06 1:45:46

And how many, how many will we we will accept accountability for like I'm sorry, I apologize. How much, how many times have you had to get that out of on the other side?

SPEAKER_04 1:45:59

But it's not that's not the point. The point is you always being you can only be an example for them. Otherwise, you wait into otherwise you weighing.

SPEAKER_01 1:46:08

I can only show them how it works and how it benefits. That's all I can do is be an example. That's all you can be. And you're always on the weight. You can only be an example of how the lesson works. And you're always on the weight of well, when you gonna say it's a good thing.

SPEAKER_04 1:46:21

But guess what? So you really are you really doing what you do in the world. Think about this though.

SPEAKER_09 1:46:25

Think about this. That way it's cheaper because that's what you're doing.

SPEAKER_01 1:46:28

That means listen, and that means you get to hold all your money because giving them money is not providing an example of what they should do. What they should do is build themselves up and keep their money to themselves and build themselves, which is what you should do. And you do that by being an example of keeping your shit to yourself and showing them that you can do it too, but I'm not gonna help you. Just like nobody helped me. And that's how you build soldiers. But especially when you have the intention of doing it that way. I'm doing it so you can see what you're supposed to do, but I can't give you a crutch that will ultimately make you weaker.

SPEAKER_06 1:47:02

I'm more like I help you out until you uh fuck me over. Then uh then I gotta cut you loose to let you take your lunch. And you might you might move faster than me. I might be holding you back.

SPEAKER_01 1:47:17

Well, sometimes they fuck you over so bad that you wish you never met them. Now, if you practice discernment, if you practice discernment, you see the red flag in the door, they never get a chance to do that.

SPEAKER_06 1:47:25

But it takes time, you know. You nobody comes off the off the hip.

SPEAKER_04 1:47:28

Like everything takes time. But no, again, that goes back to what I said. Because I've studied that since I was a little boy. When did you start? When did you start? When did you start? That mattered. That matters on how much now. That's not saying it can't come upon you when you finally realize it. Yes, it may and may not. But most of the time when we come into new things, it's a it's a new it's the beginning start of it.

SPEAKER_01 1:47:55

Shout out to Lestar Bright, KPJ, Shauna, and I um I forgot who else. But they they gotta listen, that's the other way because I had to disconnect the mic because my cousin kicked the kick the court. Me? No, my other cousin, Kyrie.

unknown 1:48:11

I told you.

SPEAKER_01 1:48:12

No, I got two cousins, Kyrie. One of them light skin.

SPEAKER_06 1:48:15

The basil?

SPEAKER_01 1:48:16

Yeah, the basil. He kicked the court. He got mad at I chose you up with him, and then he kicked the court, got mad, kicked the court, left her body right before you got here.

SPEAKER_07 1:48:24

That's what he was like, cousin. He like, damn, it's cousin.

Grief, Reset, And Choosing Stability

SPEAKER_04 1:48:27

So when is the baby when one more question? When's the baby born? When is the baby born? And what is it? When is the baby born? Wait, say that again. You gotta have a boy. Say that again. Wait, no, no, no. No, no, no, no. I want you to rephrase what you just said again. When is the baby born?

SPEAKER_01 1:48:39

When is the baby born?

SPEAKER_04 1:48:40

Yes.

SPEAKER_01 1:48:41

When is the baby born to be born? Did you understand what I said? No, no, that's why I'm asking you to repeat it because I want to understand. Like, is the baby had because I'm on is the baby born? Did I miss it? Like, what the fuck happened? When is the baby born? When is the baby?

SPEAKER_07 1:48:58

I'm a daddy.

SPEAKER_04 1:48:59

You said August.

SPEAKER_07 1:49:00

Wow, wow, we fatty as hell.

SPEAKER_06 1:49:03

Like, look, look, hey, look. I'm a daddy, but let's keep playing with a bit. Hold on, hold on. Never play with a bitch. I'm the first person in the universe to have a baby right now. Hey, it's mind universe. Mind you diverse. Your kids we never play with a bitch. Yo say it's my world. Number one, Uno. Bro, congratulations. Oh, you got kids? Congratulations, bro. No, because I'm you know, I'm pretty sure.

SPEAKER_01 1:49:31

Hey, I'm telling you now, it's one of the most beautiful experiences to create life and put your time and energy into it and see it turn into its own thing, bro, and become his own person, bro. That's like one of the most beautiful experiences. And that's the only reason I'm still here. Otherwise, I would have been like, fuck this shit. Everybody checking out with me too.

SPEAKER_09 1:49:53

I ain't going by the bottom.

SPEAKER_06 1:49:55

I was gonna move to Thailand and give me a little harem and I ain't. I ain't do all this shit myself. I ain't going by myself. Everybody going with me. I'm kind of like the uh Lord Namor or Aunt Homan just live on his castle and look at the sea and drink beer and go fishing.

SPEAKER_01 1:50:13

I'm lying about that take everybody with me type shit. Shoot some guns and I got any type of mentality.

SPEAKER_04 1:50:19

Everybody takes me with them.

SPEAKER_06 1:50:21

I'm like a complete thrust.

SPEAKER_04 1:50:22

Everybody takes me with them if you're around me. So there's no need for me to have to see all things. Long as you know what you leave, people, you get it.

SPEAKER_01 1:50:34

And there's different levels too. Being present. Be present this week. Be present. Practice discernment last week. Be present this week.

SPEAKER_04 1:50:42

Love your experience.

SPEAKER_01 1:50:43

Be present. Be in the right now. Today, Sunday. Be present. Be present.

SPEAKER_06 1:50:54

Well, I got jury doing. That's one fair. Oh yeah. He's deep.

SPEAKER_01 1:50:59

Poor jury.

SPEAKER_08 1:51:00

He's deep. Hey, he's innocent. I'm getting for what happened. He's innocent, bro.

SPEAKER_06 1:51:03

I'm going to judge for my. They said I'm insta. I got an FTA.

SPEAKER_01 1:51:06

Unless he wear glasses. If you wear glasses, guilty.

SPEAKER_06 1:51:09

I'm going in a three bitch shoot. Are we talking about an arm?

SPEAKER_01 1:51:19

Yeah, glasses on, he's guilty.

SPEAKER_06 1:51:23

What?

SPEAKER_04 1:51:23

If he got glasses on, he's guilty. Are you telling on yourself?

SPEAKER_06 1:51:26

No, I don't. First of all, I ain't the motherfucker on track. You just tell me. I didn't know he was. You just count me out. I'm like, we can't talk about myself. You definitely count me out. You know what I'm talking about? You know, there's some things I don't want to really hear. You know what I'm saying? And there's there's some things like, man, like I get jealous. I get jealous of like like these murderers. I'm like, yo, this is why did you just join the military and go and do something with your hand?

SPEAKER_09 1:51:56

I'm lying. Don't use that as logic.

SPEAKER_08 1:51:57

Please don't use that as logic. What? I said if he got glasses, he's guilty. But please don't use that as logic for real for real.

SPEAKER_03 1:52:03

Please don't, because you're wearing glasses.

SPEAKER_06 1:52:05

If I hear some hailing stuff about against kids, yeah, and then he goes back to me and be like, I'm gonna put your standards to the kids.

SPEAKER_07 1:52:12

You bring determined.

SPEAKER_04 1:52:13

Then you see your face. I'll bring it up. Right, right.

SPEAKER_01 1:52:15

This is what they look like. Right, right, right. I just knew it.

SPEAKER_06 1:52:22

Like, what did you say? Find a vigilante squad to go down and get the get the idols out there off the side.

SPEAKER_08 1:52:27

Let's give our super powers first. Like, let's give our superpowers first.

SPEAKER_06 1:52:31

Like, you hear about uh the what do you call them? No, we can go get our superpowers first. What do you call them in in like in India and Pakistan, you know, like some honor killings? I know, but we didn't go get our superpowers from it. Like, it's kind of wild, but like kill like a kill off a daughter or something for like infidelity. But and then they'll go get like mob justice on like whoever somebody like somebody just uh uh rape the daughter and the daughter, uh, but then at the end of the day, they might have to still go ahead and stone the daughter to death because it's like uh because you defiled the honor of the family.

SPEAKER_04 1:53:03

Okay, if you were if you were a character, uh not a hero or villa, which one would you be? I'm your villain. But who? Dr. Doom? Who? Dr. Doom? That's who's that from I forget. Okay. Now if you were a good one, if you were a good one, which one is a good I'll be uh okay, hold on.

SPEAKER_06 1:53:35

Villain-wise, I can't really say villain. You said Dr. Doom. I'll be Doctor Doom or Magneto.

SPEAKER_04 1:53:40

I I was thinking Magneto. I don't know why I was thinking Magneto for you. I don't know why. Dr. Doom or Magneto and on a good one. I really was thinking Magnoom. I would uh because he's he is he's Magneto.

SPEAKER_06 1:53:50

I would do like uh maybe Doctor Strange. That would work too. That he's a good one, yeah. I just want to master magic and be able to manipulate revolts off. Well, that's fucked up. Perfect. Have powers and stuff, and like put everybody in time out in this multi-runs, you know, and it'll be dependent on which one, you know. Maybe like Ghost Rider or something, you know.

SPEAKER_04 1:54:12

Okay. I was just curious. Because I was thinking Dr. Doom Magneto, brother.

SPEAKER_01 1:54:19

Oh, me? Sure. I was a villain? Sure. Thanos. Just because of traffic alone. I was like yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_06 1:54:26

I would just snap half these motherfuckers out of my way in traffic that way, bam, I can get to work all the time. Who who who's not to not to be in like competition? Who's Dr. Doom's right hand man? What do you mean? He's rolling alone. Why you think who don't Dr. Dooms right hand man? He ain't got nobody. I know. Who's Magneto's right hand man? He ain't got nobody. He just like everybody that he loves got smoke.

SPEAKER_07 1:54:52

Yeah, yeah. Okay, now you're a good one. And look, look, who else? What what?

SPEAKER_01 1:54:57

My daddy, my brothers, everybody, everybody like everybody got smoke. I'm here. Hang ones, baby. Snap all these motherfuckers then. Fuck it. Y'all take one half of mine, take a half of everybody else.

SPEAKER_08 1:55:09

You're a good one.

SPEAKER_10 1:55:15

Come on. Okay.

SPEAKER_07 1:55:51

Who's your hero?

SPEAKER_06 1:55:54

I said Magneto or Doctor Doom. Who's your hero? Uh uh.

SPEAKER_08 1:56:03

What did I say?

SPEAKER_09 1:56:04

Uh stupid one. Hold on, man.

SPEAKER_07 1:56:11

Yeah, Doctor Strange.

SPEAKER_08 1:56:12

Yeah, I beat the fuck out of the magic spider man. Spider-Man.

SPEAKER_06 1:56:17

Rind your ass with a curse, Mom. Webb your hands out. You can't put no curse. And you know, it was a glass of spider piss. I'll be capped.

SPEAKER_04 1:56:27

Spider piss.

SPEAKER_06 1:56:28

Spider piss paralyzes the cape. So while I'm spinning your hands, I'm just gonna piss on the cape. Like I said, the cape's gonna freeze. What my man said, you had me falling for a half hour.

SPEAKER_04 1:56:40

Mine would be good would be Professor at Xavier.

SPEAKER_06 1:56:46

Why you start with a good one? What's starting?

SPEAKER_01 1:56:48

He said, Professor, that you literally don't want live. You don't want to walk over. You lazy as fuck, bro. No, no, no. You ain't stunned enough.

SPEAKER_06 1:56:58

You don't want to stand. You don't want to stand for nothing. What's Professor Red? Professor X the boy got in the wheelchair.

SPEAKER_01 1:57:08

He can reach for nothing, though.

SPEAKER_04 1:57:10

That's why it's just that's why he can reach people.

SPEAKER_01 1:57:12

He picked Professor X, because he don't want to stand for shit, bro. See, is it reaching people or is he manipulating people?

Single Moms, Stalkers, And Red Flags

SPEAKER_04 1:57:18

It's more for me to reach that I could reach people.

SPEAKER_01 1:57:20

That's the fact that he don't want to stand for shit, bro. Because he doesn't know what's going on. He's got to stand up, nigga. That's it. And he's lazy as fuck. Yeah, yeah. He don't want to do no work. Yeah. He don't do no fighting. Everybody counting out the fight. So he ain't got to fight. And you know why when people fuss us? Because he could tell people what to do, like he does anyway. That's exactly why. Perfect. Yeah. You tell people what to do, and he ain't got to stand up for shit. That's why he's a male.

SPEAKER_06 1:57:53

For a lot.

SPEAKER_01 1:57:54

I'm analyzing these heroes.

SPEAKER_06 1:57:59

Give him his villain there.

SPEAKER_09 1:58:03

Magic and Dr. Doom. Chemistry and manipulating Dr.

SPEAKER_01 1:58:07

Doom is too. And he's a check. Which one is that? And he's a chef. Which one is that? He's a chef. He wants to be doctor. Think about this. Dr. Strange and Dr. Doom. What are both of them have in common? They both doctors. What does a doctor have in common with a chef?

SPEAKER_06 1:58:20

It's all chemistry. It's all chemical and understanding. Right, right. You feel me? So that's that.

SPEAKER_08 1:58:27

Don't fight.

SPEAKER_04 1:58:28

You said all it's this is happening. I don't really know villains. This is like that.

SPEAKER_06 1:58:31

I'm trying to think to go down this rabbit hole and you'd be like, whoa. It's a deep thing. It's a deep thing. I don't really know. He didn't beat that on the villa. He just stepped down to his spine out of like, man, it looked like a fence.

SPEAKER_01 1:58:45

I'm trying to think about the guy. So he's very he's very careful in that way to pick it. Sorry, yeah. I'm a I'm a common. Y'all ready to pick the bossy motherfucker that don't see it?

SPEAKER_04 1:58:55

You know, it's kind of crazy. You know who I pick? Somebody else gonna got legs. Ivy poison Ivy.

SPEAKER_06 1:59:06

Wait, wait, stop right there. Hold on, dog. How you go with it? See, that's Marvel and D's like Blitz. Uh uh. Okay, who's that building? I didn't specify what kind.

SPEAKER_10 1:59:16

I was thinking in like you know, comic.

SPEAKER_01 1:59:19

Okay, comedy things, but I didn't see it.

SPEAKER_06 1:59:21

He's doing this, he's doing this to purposely reflect a part of his psyche that he wants us to break down and think about him. Why's not his true villain? It's not really his true.

SPEAKER_01 1:59:31

That's not it for real. He's hiding that one. Why don't you that the real true villain is gonna expose too much about him once I start breaking shit down? So I shouldn't have done that. I should have let him pick first and then broke it down. But because he saw that I was breaking shit down, he switched up on us and he picked poison lighting. That's what I picked. Why poison Ivy? Huh? He got the answer for us already down there. He's gonna try to act like he's thinking about it.

SPEAKER_04 1:59:54

Because you know what? It's all rehearsed. I deep inside. Come on. I had to learn to be sexy. So she is just sexy and she So is Jessica Rabbit. Why did you pick Poison Ivy, motherfucker? Because she's sexy and green. She's a redhead.

SPEAKER_06 2:00:13

So is so is Harley Queen. I'm gonna let that one look, I got I got points on that one. Because I guess gonna like my. My problem was real, really. That started my lifestyle off.

SPEAKER_04 2:00:22

It's really the way she her her is really her. What she embodies is what I like. I don't even know what actually her real thing is that she actually does it.

SPEAKER_06 2:00:33

I just know I like it if it makes you feel any better. I'm warning you. One of the things I want to do before I die, there's a you know, they call me, you know, oh, but gingers and all that whatever with the redheads when I tell you the stuff. There's a fashion of the so in Ireland, when I was doing all those times, I bought what gingers are different, bro. They're a different breed. They have a festival and it's like new. I didn't miss like the redhead festival. And I'm like in the Greece. I gotta come see that. She's one deal in my life.

SPEAKER_04 2:01:05

They're different. I had one redhead girlfriend, her name was Heather, and they I'm gonna finish with the story. But they used to call her in school, yeah. But I have to go to work. I I used to go to school. I used they used to call her Fishy. Fishy. Granted, I had no clue what that was.

SPEAKER_01 2:01:28

No one they don't like girls. I mean, that's what his experience is. I've got a girl named Fishy. Like, of course we don't know.

SPEAKER_04 2:01:35

I didn't really know what that calling.

SPEAKER_01 2:01:38

I think everybody is text to a soul, ladies and gentlemen. Because we can see how this story. Yeah, he definitely wasn't gonna like girls if one of the things.

SPEAKER_04 2:01:47

The reason why her name was Fishy, because I guess the previous boyfriend before me used the little two fingers and pulled them out and said it's like fish. So he told everybody that. Wait, wait. Hillary was my girlfriend in I think Hillary was my girlfriend in eighth grade.

SPEAKER_01 2:02:17

Oh my god, the anticipation had me just uh that's that's yeah, that's exactly right there.

SPEAKER_06 2:02:22

It's eighth grade. You know, she's just learning. She's just learning. Yeah, she don't even know herself yet. She's just learning, you know what I mean. I didn't want to know. She don't know the power of vinegar. She don't know the power of vinegar yet.

SPEAKER_03 2:02:31

Yeah, I didn't I didn't want to know it, but you know, I I was just hanging out.

SPEAKER_01 2:02:36

Vinegar is a restoration clinic by itself. Yeah, no. Stop. They always like to corner me.

SPEAKER_04 2:02:42

But somehow I always get one time my girl, one of my girlfriends, I'm gonna say his story. One of the time my girlfriend took me to her house, took me to her house.

SPEAKER_07 2:02:50

Uh go ahead. No, tell the truth, motherfucker. Tell the truth.

SPEAKER_04 2:02:53

This was Denise.

SPEAKER_07 2:02:54

Yeah, we don't do that. She had a light on. It's the light, not the darkness.

SPEAKER_04 2:02:57

And we was in her room.

SPEAKER_07 2:02:59

What y'all do?

SPEAKER_04 2:03:00

And she put these, she said, let me put these. Nah, don't giggle, nigga. So she puts it. I don't think she got dressed in the moon. She had a moose on. She didn't get. No, she didn't get it was nice. She got a nice cheese. It wasn't that wasn't her problem. The problem that Denise had that people talked about her was her teeth. I wanna know her what? Her teeth. She had really big teeth. Bro, give me a description. Teeth. She had really big teeth. She avoided. He's avoiding. She had a big cheek legs.

SPEAKER_08 2:03:29

She had a big now. Hey, hey. So what was the moose knuckle look like? Did she have a camel toe? No, it was everything was nice. It was fine.

SPEAKER_04 2:03:37

If we say if I was like into it, it was fine. Anyway, so she she puts it on, she comes around. She comes around. She got it on showing it off.

SPEAKER_03 2:03:50

I forget about this shit. No, no, no.

SPEAKER_06 2:03:56

It's a good story because it's like, yeah, you yeah, well, come on.

SPEAKER_04 2:04:00

I'm gonna bring you back to the light.

SPEAKER_03 2:04:05

And I'm like, you know, my paralysis kicks things. I want to be already. No, this was younger than that. This was younger than the first the time I explained before.

SPEAKER_04 2:04:17

So I don't know, man. I think she I think she I remember she getting on top of me. I remember her rubbing me. She just rubbed the garden rubber. And I'm like, and then I don't know, we heard the garage or something. I don't remember what what we heard, something where I literally threw her off where I literally threw her off of me, right?

SPEAKER_03 2:04:42

And I go I remember her kind of going into the the window wall thing a little bit because I flew her a little bit. But anyway. Wait, hold on. Because she was on top of me on the case.

SPEAKER_06 2:04:56

Contextually, this is the energy, the sexual energy was so strong. This is eighth grade. You said eight and pushed her off with him. Eighth grade. And pushed her off from his penis view. So in eighth grade, I was a I was a perverse. See, I didn't know that. As a boy. I lost my virginity.

SPEAKER_04 2:05:13

I didn't know where I was in the time I was doing it. I'm feeling you. I'm feeling it. I'm feeling it. Last time I was at eighth grade when I had lost my virginity. So I pushed her off into the wall. And I think I don't know if I was the window or I went through the back door. I know it was like on this side of the house I remember. So I go, I jump over. Wait, you jumped? I jumped over the fence. Over the wait, what? Because I had to go through the back. The mom was coming in. Wait, what? Oh, okay. That's why I threw her in the wall because I heard something.

SPEAKER_07 2:05:42

Oh, okay. All right, say that then.

SPEAKER_04 2:05:46

Yes.

SPEAKER_07 2:05:47

I knew it was something.

SPEAKER_04 2:05:48

So I I ran, I ran through, I jumped over the fence. I ran to school because she looked kind of right by the shirt. She was not this one. This is not that one. She's the big teeth girl. The niece.

SPEAKER_01 2:05:58

Oh, whoa.

SPEAKER_04 2:05:59

And the girlfriend that told me if I wore bell bottoms again, she was right there with me.

SPEAKER_01 2:06:02

She would lick my face off.

SPEAKER_04 2:06:04

But then got back with me like a little bit after that. But, anyways, so I ran. My dumb ass, literally, when I almost leave, I call her like a dumbass. Oh yeah. Were you just at my I'ma call your mama?

SPEAKER_03 2:06:18

I'm gonna don't call them at all. Whatever. Please don't call the girl call the Coco.

SPEAKER_01 2:06:24

And then that's when he just said, I'm gay, and he just stuck with that as well.

SPEAKER_04 2:06:26

I was already when I saw what I was saying.

SPEAKER_01 2:06:28

I told her that, and then she excused that, and he realized that was the way to get out of here. You know, with girls' house at night.

SPEAKER_04 2:06:33

I ain't got much more to talk about, but girls were always always pressuring. This was at the house on Baker. Did I live in that house? This is eighth grade. So yes, I lived in that house. This it wasn't in our house, it was in her house, but yes, I lived in that house.

SPEAKER_06 2:06:47

That's what I but that's that's that's the age about it. So I'm putting it on contention labor.

SPEAKER_04 2:06:52

When you put it in the pink house, yes. Yeah, yes, yes, yes. That's when you were a bad boy too, the when we used to live there. I was lying. You would yes. But I was a legit hell on earth. Did I get bad like it was it was still a cool breeze? Yeah. Um, but yeah, so you do look like a dude that's a mom in a cool room and shit. And then we get we have our eighth grade, we have our eighth grade graduation. We have our eighth grade graduation, and she goes, she go, Would you would you the one at my house? Well, would you have my house? Weren't you the one at my house?

unknown 2:07:29

Yeah.

SPEAKER_04 2:07:29

I was like, please don't, because that's what mom and dad were like at the graduation of please don't say nothing to them about me coming to the house. She was like, I better never catch you up in my house again. Her mom was really kind of like classy ghetto.

SPEAKER_08 2:07:44

You just said confused me. You just said two opposite things.

SPEAKER_04 2:07:47

Classy ghetto. I mean, because you yeah, because she's classy and ghetto. Because some ghetto people are trashy dress dressers, and then there's like you know, classy ghetto bitches. I mean, no. Was she black? Was she black? Was she black? Who are we talking about? What was I just talking about? Was she black? Yeah, because Denise is black. She was black. Oh, that's what the ghetto is. Yeah. She was classy. She was black. She she was black and classes. Okay, there we go.

SPEAKER_08 2:08:20

Six thousand up in there. Okay.

SPEAKER_04 2:08:23

Well, thank you for joining us today on the Luciferian Light Show. We appreciate you. We will see you on the next time.

SPEAKER_06 2:08:31

Yes, we will. I'm gonna stay tuned.

SPEAKER_04 2:08:33

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SPEAKER_09 2:08:41

Congratulations, though. I'm on the manual. I'm gonna still haven't seen it.

SPEAKER_06 2:08:45

Yeah, we can't wait to hear about the bigger story.

SPEAKER_04 2:08:48

My lady's gonna be like, what are you calling? Share. Share and uh, you know, you got friends, bring some friends, you know? Yeah, yeah. We only were trying to make it grow, so okay.

SPEAKER_01 2:08:58

Pause, we gotta go. Turn on that light. I can't believe you just did that on that dude.

SPEAKER_09 2:09:04

I think I'm