Episode 19: Protect Your Peace

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Transcript

Turning The Light On

SPEAKER_00 0:00

In every age, someone had to hold the light in the dark room. Someone had to say the shit, and everyone held their tongue on it. This is Luciferine Light show where nothing is off limits, no truth is too taboo, and no lies go on channel.

SPEAKER_02 0:17

Let's turn the light on. The acid drives me phenomenal. Uh we record, yeah, okay. Yeah, well, you know, like I said, yeah, everyone will tell me how you have me, I'm gonna drag your ass all the way through and hold you to it, too. So when the motherfucker that hired you to try to stop me, see you sitting next to me while I'm still doing what the fuck you're supposed to be stopping me doing, you look dumb as fuck. Thank you. So that's all. It don't make it don't mean shit. It's the same shit. And people are, you know how they say we vessels. Understand that vessel is for the usage of anyone who has a higher intelligence than you. Like, not just other beings, good and evil, but like people that's staring you right in your fucking face can literally control you and make you do what it is you don't think you'll do. Welcome to Ruth Superior and Light, where it's not about being right, it's about being real. We ain't got no light, but we still out here, baby. Uh by the pool. It was uh a little difficulty. You had a lot of shit going on, man. Um I did want to talk about yep, you know what? I got my black photo, so all right.

Protecting Peace In Your Space

SPEAKER_02 1:44

So cleaning your space out, right? I was looking at, I was reading something up, and um cleaning your space out. Uh I got a lot to do with it. I'm not gonna put this mic somewhere. This shit irritates me. Yeah, I'm gonna figure this part out right here. But um removing conflict from your your place of where where you uh rest your head, where you where you find your serenity, removing conflict from that is like one of the first things you gotta make sure you're not if you have any conflict, take that shit outside of your your your space, where you have your peace at. If a person bombards your space, that's supposedly your peace, with any conflict, they're literally you like dispersing the peace of your uh of your whole being. Like, if they can't keep the conflict outside the parameters of where your peace is at, then they're violent. And you must act accordingly. I don't give a fuck who it is. Let no one step on your banner. Like, after a certain age, honestly, not even your mother or father. Period. No one. Not your spouse, not your child, not your boss. You gotta look yourself in the mirror and say, I was who I was supposed to be. Period. If you can look in the mirror and say that, then you're good. But in order to do that, like, it's

Attention Is Energy And Currency

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a whole lot of distractions that jump in your way, a whole lot of things trying to pull you up through the phone and pull your attention. Because your attention is your energy. Your energy is your currency, right? So wherever you give your attention, you're giving your money, your energy to, which is your currency. So be careful and very mindful of what you do or don't give your attention to. And like if it's so if you have a conflict or you have something that's uh actually trying to stop you from completing a goal or doing something that you're supposed to do or you want to do. The best thing you can do is downplay the significance in how much it is stopping you, first of all. Give it no interest. Like look at it as a small, minor convenience, a speed bump at best, right? Uh as long as you view your obstacles like a speed bump, that's exactly what they become. If you view your obstacles like problems, that's what they become. If you view your obstacles like opportunities, that's what they become. So it's ultimately all about you and what you decide you want to do. Uh how you perceive it is ultimately what determines what it becomes. Your perception of what it is that you're viewing becomes a reality of what it is you're doing. And when you realize that you take your power back as a God. Like so God made us in his image. That means more than anything, we are of his likeness. We are we have the same life force to be able to create, change my mind, uh, change the outcome of the reality that I've been put in. This is something that we have the ability to do that subliminally being taken from us and making us think that these external uh parameters are our boundaries. These external parameters are the reality that we're stuck with. That's just not true. Remember this everything you're looking at, almost everything you're looking at, touch and seeing feeling was somebody's thought. It was in somebody's head as a thought of it. And that thought vibrated to a space where it actually manifested itself in the physical reality. And with that being said, if you look at it without the time, the linear time perceptual energy, it's like magic, right? Somebody said, I wish I could fly. We should be able to fly. Fast forward to when the actual plane first took flight in the air, and he manifested flight to humans in the air just by thinking. This is how powerful our minds are. Now, whether we follow the actual uh details and estimators of it to get to the point where it becomes our physical reality, or you know, whether you just fast forward and just flash from the thought to the actual manifestation, it's still just as magical. Like when you really think about it. Because the only thing that's uh separating your thoughts from those thoughts becoming physical reality is time. Right? And that's the one thing that gives this reality significance is the fact that it's in a linear time fashion, but you experience it as if it's the ultimate beginning and the ultimate end, right? So when you see it from that angle, and then we realize that the consciousness that's walking around this planet and interacting and experiencing this reality in real time are the gods of this reality. And somehow the non-god uh entities have taken control of a realm that was supposed to be run by the gods, but the gods are asleep, and we chose to accept this reality as our limitations so we can truly experience life in this desolate fashion. Because if we know everything that is and everything that we are, none of this matters, and it's all just a game, right? So, in order, in order to get the full experience of exactly what you're supposed to be, exactly how you're supposed to feel, exactly who you're supposed to uh be around, like you have to believe that these are your limitations and then challenge yourself to figure it out from there, right? And that's like one of the biggest challenges you can have. And when you look at

Life As A Game Of Limits

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all the different things that that can happen in reality, right? And we look and don't see any immediate justice justice for it kind of reminds you of Grand Theft Idol on Chaos Ball. Like, you know, everybody's just doing whatever and shit just is all over the place, right? But I still understand even when you're playing Grand Theft Art on that mode, you're still somewhat the guy of that reality because you can control whether it's chaos, whether it's nobody out there, whether it's because you understand it from that aspect, there's no genuine stress or worry when you actually play the game, right? Or when you're playing with the game life, we actually are so engrossed in the character that we're playing that we we have the emotional uh pitfalls and sensations as if we were this real character. Like, you know, forgetting the fact that we go back to being an eternal being and just having these different experiences and only a different level.

Reincarnation Glitches And Social Division

SPEAKER_02 9:30

Uh so now they perverted the experience here, and they have it on a way where it's on repeat. So, like after you live this life, you go towards the life, and then you repeat in another life where you don't have the same hard drive. Totally different hard drive, but you still have the same spirit. And I think that's where the glitches happen because our spirits are remembering the other lives. Our spirits are remembering the other tendencies and habits we have. And our physical mind has no recollection of that. So our physical mind is forced to make sense of what it is they're experiencing. So what happens is we start attaching these uh past life uh uh for lack of a better word uh downloads, they're they try to make sense of it in this new physical life, and what happens is it becomes all of these twisted, different versions of a person's misguided intellect and perception of what they're experiencing. And a lot of times it's because they're they're experiencing a past life, and they have no mental recollection of that ever happening. So to try to make sense of it. They wind up putting things in different aspects. I do believe that uh the powers that be have taken this organic enigma of what's just naturally happened and capitalized on it by uh force and narrative that still keep us separated and divided on another level. Right? So now that they're perverting the reincarnation process to a whatever. We have no even mental um, like a lot of times it's because we won't mentally accept it. We have certainly just beliefs that won't allow us to uh accept reincarnation as a possibility, or you know, it's just beyond our comprehension that that that's a possible thing. Whatever it is, it's keeping us from accepting that. And so now when you have the results of uh uh reincarnated souls and these fresh bodies, you're just telling them, oh, you were born like this. Like that's that's not a thing. I don't know how nobody sees that. Like that's that's not a thing. You are reproductive organs are for one reason, and that's to reproduce. Once you start doing anything outside of that, that's a production. That's actually unnecessary for life. Um, it's not necessary for you to sustain your mission or what you're supposed to be doing while you're here. But some people become so selfish and and self-indulgent that that's all they care about. It's not about what I'm supposed to be contributing to society and what I'm supposed to be learning, and how I'm supposed to be, you know, uh contributing to my family and all of that. It's actually about how I feel and nothing more. Like when you get to that point, like when the government or or or the society as a whole starts embracing that extra layer of division that's being created, it has to say something about where we are as a people, right? Like we are just ignoring, just so we can, for the sake of saying, oh, I respect them and oh, I love them, and I I accept them the way they are. Just for the sake of us saying that, we're actually allowing uh a selfish, cancerous mentality to infect our society that's becoming contagious and tearing it down from the inside out. And I can't fathom why nobody else can see that or is say nothing about it. But all these different layers of division are to maintain a certain level of control. Um as long as we're divided, and we're divided, trust me, on so many levels. We're divided geographically, we're divided racially, we're divided within our race, we're we're divided uh religiously, we're divided um uh politically, we're divided uh uh materialistically, like we're we're divided on so many different levels that it's never uh it's never uh like uh a fight that's on. Like you're still under so many other levels of division that once you overcome three or four of the major ones, you're still behind like six, seven, like seven or eight of them. And that part of the system is so hard to get around. That's why it's built, it's like it's like a fail-stage program where um, you know, like I have you under so many levels of um so many levels of attractive that once you come out of three or four of the cages, you're still under like seven or eight other cages that by the time you figure out that you're under all of these cages, the game is over. You gotta start over. And now you get a fresh reset, so you don't remember any of the things that you gained from uh uh uh having progress and making a way to uncover all those other levels of division. So, but that it's uh I feel like that's uh a lifelong battle that I don't know if we ever uh in my lifetime I'm gonna ever see actually overcome. I can't see us under I'm gonna fill up under all those levels of division. Because even when you uncover all of that, right? Now we're finding out that we have other beings that are mimicking human behavior and appearance, but are not human and are amongst us. Like, so that's another level of division, right? And they throw that out there as well, like whether it's true or not. Point is as long as they stay divided, we can keep the rules in place, which protects them, so to speak, and it actually gives us the control and we maintain our power. That's why free thinking is not oh, like, you know, they don't really promote that. That's another thing. And when you actually think about it, I don't know if any of our desires, I think we talked about this, but I don't know if any of our desires are actually authentic. Like everything that we we all of our goals were preset or pre-made by other establishments that were already put before we we we consciously got here from this like. So, uh just the fact that all of the things that we can come up with to achieve whatever goals we have in our imagination in our head, at the end of the day, they're

Where Desires And Goals Come From

SPEAKER_02 16:10

in our head, and they've been planted in our head by the powers that be, basically, right? Because I know I I may desire to Okay, so my desire, my whole life was basically to the one design I did have and vision I have was to be an artist. Like an artist that performs on stage and receives that feeling of admiration or happening. And um that actually became a desire because I experienced it um once I did rapping. So once I started doing that, the next uh step was you know performing. And that was always in my head, also because my mother and my father were both um performers in uh in a band. My father was a bass player, my mother was a black name. So this was always something that once I uh yeah, I just got hit, I started lying. Um this was always something that was always in my head and and a vision that was put in my face that I accepted and adopted. So it wasn't not nothing that I just authentically uh came up with. It was something that I saw, liked, and that a feeling from it, and I like that feeling so much that whatever it took to get to that point, I wanted, I was willing to do. And I did. So, but ultimately, it was only a journey to show me what I can accomplish once I set my mind to getting something accomplished. And that's what you learn from having these goals. And that journey teaches you more than what you're actually into itself. Right? Like it's not really about the music, it was about what I learned about myself and the process of me trying to um trying to uh accomplish those goals with my music. That's what pushed me to discover myself. And no matter what, it's put before you some of us put that these desolate, dire situations off the top, right? So you're born into a situation where it's gonna be a struggle. Those are some of the most resilient and strongest souls. When you see a player and they cut the game off, and when they first set the game up, when you see them set the game on extra hard, what that tell you? I mean, I'm just saying, what they'll tell you when you see somebody set the game on extra hard, that means this motherfucker can play this game. Like he likes the challenge and he can play this game. He put it on extra arm.

SPEAKER_01 18:59

The people that uh the people that uh that's my song. That's my goal.

SPEAKER_02 19:12

But um once you see what it is you can accomplish after you you set a goal, you discover yourself, I'm at that point where okay, I understand that now. Now I want to know where these desires came from. So now that I know where those desires originally came from, I can reach down to the room of that and handle the mental shit that's going on up there that made me even become dependent on achieving that desire, right? So, like once I got to the we get, and now it's like a free fall, like, all right, where do you go from here, right? Now, because I see those designs were pre-made and it was just uh uh to set me up in a rap race. So I can build my sprim and get to this point where I can be resilient and and and and intuitive and uh uh present enough to where I'm able to create and dictate, you know, my role from here on down. So the thing is, what do I desire? Right? Because it's not rational, it's not the respect from, you know, like once I realized like all of those things I was searching for to happen externally was something that had to happen internally first. And for whatever reason, after it happens internally, you don't even give a fuck whether it happened externally. Like I I I experienced what I was looking to experience ultimately. So the other part is more of a physical repercussions type of gift. Because like whenever you whenever you get something, if it's great in this way, it's gonna be bad in this way, right? Like it's always something that's gonna be uh a drawback, every positive as a negative, every negative as a positive. So uh no matter what it is you get, it's always gonna be something that comes with it. So now you have to basically pick between what type of bullshit is impossible or improbable for me to want to have to do. And then I can determine where I'm willing to go with it. Because a lot of times um the lack of privacy, the the lack of room to make mistakes to not affect half the world, like the like that type, that's priceless, right? Like, but you lose that whenever you gain the admiration and the power and the uh the control that you want. Everybody forgets that with great power comes with great responsibility. We got Fred Wilma in the house, I don't know where they came from, cuz. I promise you, it's like they just warped from another dimension and just popped up over here like how with the duck. I'm not lying. Like I was just, I ain't seen nothing fly. I don't know if y'all seen some shit, but I didn't see nothing fly. And Fred Wilma just popped up. Now I thought I remember last week we talked about Fred Wilma. Because I thought there was different colors that they might be cheating on their families and meeting all the way out here so they don't get caught. Because you know in the duck community, they don't play that shit. They make for life. So if you like going back going your your your your uh your significant other, that's something that's found upon in the duck community. But what I found out was that all the women are brown and all the males are green. So they not racist. And they not cheap. It's just that when they have a family, like their community is all of their kids. And it's like, once they done with that shit, like everybody else, they need a motherfucking butt. And this is where they take their break. They say, I they say uh uh Fred be on that shit. Like, you know, I just my little ducks be coming trying to snatch with them. Fred be on that. Fred a gone. I heard Fred eat that business. Like he be turning ducks neck sideways. Like, get the get the fuck up out of here, bro. This cathedral city. I'm about to rub my motherfucking hand. I smoke the terrifying. Definitely did. Uh I was a little thirsty. That's only because I ain't really got shit handy right now, and I got this damn mic in my hand. But we do get a little Chico, and we black food from the blue. I'm black food from the top boy shit, and I'm black and full of sweet and I'm gonna fuck him up.

Responding To Chaos With Discipline

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And this whenever whenever there's if you find something that you want to do, the first thing you gotta ask yourself was who's gonna stop? Only who can stop you or who are you to stop me?

SPEAKER_01 24:02

Because nothing can stop you until you stop before they joke.

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So it's like appreciate it. That wouldn't be mad at it. Be happy that something's still in your way from getting there too damn fast where you was gonna miss you gonna miss the appreciation for the ride. And that's all that is. Like, take it on check. Like when it's when there's things in your life that you can't control, like you can't control. What you worry about? How this turn out, you're gonna have to respond, not react, but you're gonna have to respond. So, like take this time where you know you can't control shit and relax. You can't control that shit. Don't give a fuck what's been out of control. Like, you don't worry yourself. Like when the part of the game, when uh the actual uh player is uh being uh carjacked and then put in a plane, and dropped out of a plane, and in the water, and then all of a sudden he steals a submarine and then it puts you back in control uh in player control mode. That's that's life. Sometimes life literally takes you in a little world where shit is out of your control. You just have to like ride this shit out until they get back to the point where you can start controlling shit and doing what you can do about it, and that's all. And that's what defines you, not the shit that happened to you, but how you respond to the shit that happened to you, that's what ultimately defines who you are as a person. A lot of shit can happen, a lot of shit happens to everybody. You know what? Every shit happens, period, to everybody. Shit happens to everybody. Uh you're gonna always see somebody going through something, it's always change happening to somebody in everybody's life. Uh this was something that's consistent, right? You can't control uh a lot of things that's happening outside of your body. That's that's like one of the main rules of this reality is that you really can't control the things outside of your body if you can't control what's inside your body. Like, that's if you don't master that, right? You couldn't possibly begin to try to master anything outside of you. Right? Because when you do, you forget that you still gotta operate this body and that motherfucker start clocking out on your legs. Yeah, yeah. You thought you was gonna keep doing this job 40 years. Yeah, but your legs was like, nah, you ain't looked after us at all. You be looking after this job, making sure you got that check. But you're gonna be making sure you keep your legs good, knowing you own these motherfuckers all day. So guess what? We quit, motherfucker. You can still keep working. We quit. You figure it out. You wanna do this shit with telling us. Huh. That's how

Health As Wealth And Strategic Fasting

SPEAKER_02 26:47

shit is. So it's like, first and foremost, take care of yourself. Um if you ain't got no money, if you're having hard times financially, make sure you're healthy. That's it. Like, that's that's literally the key with life. Like, when it's out of your control to do this, control what you can. You can make sure that you're uh being as healthy as you possibly can, eating as healthy as like when you broke, if you can't eat, and you know that you should fast, maybe on uh on the real healthy side, I heard you should fast at least once or twice a month. Um, like if you ain't got no money to eat, don't sweat it. Take this time to fast. You might not have the discipline to do it if you had the money anyway, so now that you ain't got the money, you don't have a choice. So don't bid, don't borrow, don't ask nobody shit. Take that time to clear your digestive system. I can't eat. So the universe must not want me to eat now because it needs me to clear my system now. Half the shit we eating, we ain't supposed to be eating nowhere. So don't ever think, oh I'm I'm I'm about to starve. Ain't nobody. I ain't never known somebody to starve to death. When was the last time you seen somebody starve to? When was the last time you seen somebody die thirst? I wait. Like we talk about this shit like it's a real worry, but they've never happened. Like, I've never started. Like, as much as I wanna say, like, oh yeah, I'm hungry now, I ain't have no money, I ain't got this, I ain't had that. Like, I never started. I ate. Clearly, enough to survive to this day looking like this. So, like, I can't complain. Right? I I've ate enough, which is more than enough, right? I got more weight on me than a lot of motherfuckers do. I know for a fact, you know, I ain't had no money. I know motherfuckers got way more money than me, ain't got no weight on their bones. I'm just saying, being healthy is that's real, that's real wealth. Like, I'm giving how much money you got. All that money, if it can't buy you health, you might as well give that shit up. You're gonna have to give that shit up, period. You either finna give it to the doctors or you're finna give it back to the land, because you gotta check out early. So don't even try, don't, don't, don't, don't press that shit. Like, make sure you're healthy. Like, that wealth, you're gonna get your time. Don't chase money. Whenever you chase something, then run for me. I ain't chasing shit. Try to chase them. My legs tied, my feet hurt, I'm over that shit. Right? Because uh, it's like the more I chase it, the faster that shit gets. And uh, you know, I ain't trying to be no track mind or no shit. And I ain't even chasing. So, I ain't a predator. You know what I mean? I'm a god. I'm not a predator. It's a different. I don't have to go chase my food. I grow my food, you know what I'm saying? I create my food. I create what it is I can chase. I don't I don't chase them. I gotta chase it, it ain't mine. Right? That's just how I feel. I'm too arrogant to chase with shit. Like, if you running, keep running, motherfucker. I ain't gonna chase it like I'm I'm too busy doing me having fun. Like, if you run away from this part, you must, I don't know. You must not like fun. I don't know. Maybe not. That's cool. Maybe you don't like fun, you made for me, cuz. I ain't none of this shit. What time is it? It's 7.03. It's 7.03? Oh, yeah, we doing good. Yeah, yeah, yeah. We normally were close, but because we got forced this track to like slow us down and stop us or discourage us from going like just a little bit, not enough, just a little bit. Like, so I'm like, remember that? I love that. Because like the moment I start seeing it slip, that made me double that. Like, no, no, no, no, no. I ain't feeling that. You do change what I'm doing. I don't give a fuck. I even know how subtle it is, man. And just because I see or even seeing it like that, I don't know if it's purposeful, I don't know if it's intentional, I don't know if the universe just setting it up like that to make sure I keep going. I don't know, but that shit regularly. But nobody, I don't know, I ain't got it. Don't get close. I take my clothes and find some bag. Take my light. Oh shit. Okay, okay, all right, all right. We gotta go. Uh oh, uh oh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, okay, we ain't going nowhere though. We're just gonna move it. We're gonna move it. That's how we're gonna do it. Just like I said, let's just stop a little bit. You see, I feel like I said they're trying to cut it. Why don't we cut y'all see how this works? Nah, nah, who's gonna say get it back? Like, it ain't a person, it ain't one thing you can buy. It's like, it's like forces out this camera all the way. This motherfucker, whoa, what is we doing? Damn it. I don't think so. Oh, yeah, yeah, we good. Okay.

External Forces Interrupt The Recording

SPEAKER_02 31:27

All right, man, look, these motherfuckers really cut the water on me, cuz that's crazy. That is crazy work. Like, so what I'm talking about, external forces trying to stop you from doing what you want to do. I got the cameras and shit set up. I know, this is real fucked out. Y'all know. Like, what I'm saying is to motherfucking spring system. Now, what's the crazy the sprinting system is probably on the timer, but I ain't never been around this later. But would you have it? While I'm talking about external forces always trying to stop me from doing what I'm from doing what I'm trying to do, which is like like free up free the minds. That's basically all you can do is plant seeds that that hopefully frees up people's minds. I gotta, this camera is not working for me. And I almost lost that mic. This is a work in progress, mate. Look, look, I like this though. We on the fly. We hey, we finna do the moving podcast though. I don't even get used to this shit either. Because I don't even think I'm gonna be here in uh in a couple weeks. I just got notice that uh we gotta move around. So there we go, there we go. Alright, we back in there. So we gotta move around, so like our shit finna be changing. But you know, that's why, another reason, that's why I feel like I'm built, like I'm built for this, because I'm always having to change. I'm always on the move. I'm always having to adjust, I'm always having to switch up and keep going as if this was part of the plan. Like, I'm always having to do that. And now that I'm noticing that pattern, I'm also noticing that I'm built for this shit. Like, so that's why I have to go through what I went through. My light is all the way over here. And when I finally get a production team, y'all don't know. Y'all don't know. Y'all gonna say a much different relaxed, a much consistent product. It's just that I'm working with two hands here, you know what I mean? And um, but that's why I'm doing this. Umbody else just there to stop or find an excuse to you know not do it. So they can be doing something else that they much rather do. This is what I know about people.

Solutions Beat Excuses Every Time

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If you want to do it, you'll find a solution to make it work. If you don't want to do it, you're gonna find an excuse to not have to do it. Period. And that's that's where your God ability comes in. Like you are a God. So when you determine that, hey, look, this is what I want to do, your mind gears straight towards finding solutions and sacrifices you can make to still make this happen, right? When you don't want to do it, your mind goes right to like, alright, I don't want to do this shit. So, like, I need a very valid sounding reason to keep me from doing something that I don't want to do. Your brain is literally creating these things and we consider them our reality or we speak of them as if they're our reality to other people. Alright? Like, yeah, yeah, oh, it's real. Yeah, it's real. My foot hurt, I can't make it to work today, right? But if uh your favorite celebrity was at your job looking for you, you could have a broke leg. You is literally gonna pay somebody to wheel your ass up to that job so you can clock in and see this motherfucking celebrity that's coming to see you. But that's the difference between what you want to do and what you don't want to do. And um, that's also a perspective and a mentality. So, whenever I don't want to do something, that makes me want to do it more. Because now I feel like I'm training my willpower, right? Because it's a lot of shit that I want. And it's a lot of things I'm gonna have to do that are not desirable. You know what I mean? They're not something that I necessarily want to do or looking forward to doing. But they have to be done for me to get there. So for me, with me understanding that, I have to train my brain to look at the uncomfortable and the undesirable and the unwanted parts and embrace them and like really challenge myself to look at that part and enjoy that part because that's the worst part. Like, if I can find joy in that, I'm a breach student, right? So when we look at, and I always try to look at things that I have to do in that manner, right? Like if you have to do them, like they have to be done. Like you you can like complain all the way through it and make it last way longer and worse than it actually has to be, or you can make the best of it. It's up to you. Your perspective will will determine the outcome. You can be that person that comes to work and complain every day about your life and about you having to come to work and about how fucked up shit is at work and bringing everybody else's spiritual energy down, or you could be that person that, even though in your heart you didn't give a fuck about this job and you don't desire to be here, you know it's paying the bills, and you have to be here every day, make it like you a fucking Disneyland. I will, I literally will. I don't give a fuck where I'm at, and anybody can actually that work with me. I come there every day trying to turn that job into Disneyland. I didn't give a fuck how we do it, but every day it's gonna be a different adventure and Jones trying to make this shit Disneyland. And I just make everybody's time at work go by a lot more, a lot easier, a lot more uh uh unnoticeable because like they so preoccupied with my antics and the shit that I'm doing outside of what we supposed to be doing or how we're supposed to be acting, that they become so intrigued and engaged with what I'm doing that they lose tracking time and it's time to fuck up. And they like they start looking at their schedule. Like, when I'm on the schedule with this nigga. This one's like to talk, man, he gets to doing shit, fuck with people, like it's always something with this nigga. Like, it ain't never boring. I mean that's like that's my always doing. Like, if you can put me in a room by myself, you can come in that room 15 minutes later, I found something to do that got me so engaged that I don't even know that you're looking at me. Sweat. But that's why I'm doing this, and nobody else, that's why they put me in this position because I have been mentally and physically trained for this part. My life was a training course for this part. Nothing is a coincidence. Coincidences again, root word coincidences coincide. So what does that mean? I know attributes. I know coincidence, man. Like you are the god of this world.

Godhood And A Lesson From Master P

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Everything you see is plane, like every gate, every car, every steering wheel, every format, every street light, every plane, every all of that was an idea in someone's head at some point before it manifested itself into our physical reality. And yet you refuse to believe that we are walking around this planet, God in the flesh. You don't want to believe that. When everything you're seeing on top of the natural earth, the air, the all right, that's been there, but every other thing you're seeing outside of that was a thought in one of these beings' heads, and it manifested itself in this reality, and you're trying to tell me that we're not God. If I am the Son of God, God's creation, right? Or one of the same when you speak of the biblical term, then the child of the Father will become one day, right? So if I am the child of God, what does that make me like what does that make me if I'm the child of God? What does that make me that I'm gonna go into? I don't even have to answer that. I'm pretty sure, like, it's self-explanatory, and yet, yeah, they want us to worship a guy outside of the being that I am that can literally create the reality that I'm in. Who else is responsible for my conscious observance of this reality besides my consciousness? Make it make sense, man. Like I don't understand why we don't. It's it's so simple that they have to purposely complicate it to keep it out of our control. And it's not complicated at all. You think it becomes reality? That's it. I mean, we can get into the schematics. I don't even have to know the science. I can hire the people that know the science. I just gotta know my ideas can become reality, right? So I can get the people that know the science to make my reality in physical reality. I mean, to make my uh ideas or thoughts into physical reality, right? So with that being said, what can't I do? Alright, so it's Master Pete, no shade on Master Pete. Uh respect and appreciate you also I honestly a lot of his albums and listen. Uh I actually had a chance to sound with Master Pete like way before they actually got on because we visited New Orleans in 90, uh '97. And um uh my perception was warped, so I saw that as a step backwards from where we were. Because um the South music wasn't, like, it was a real lyrical time. And to be honest, uh Master P or like nobody, I don't know, Memet, was actually known or respected as very lyrical. Like they were, they had they had swag, just to just say that, right? But it wasn't very lyrical, and it was a very lyrical time. So my perception couldn't see success at all with that. And my perception was immediately changed. Immediately, like the moment I got back to Chicago after that, uh I, you know, really started watching uh, I think it was uh BET, at night, overnight. I forgot what it was, dude. It was like the overnight, like two, two in the morning on B.E.T. they would play like a lot of underground shit. And Mr. Ice came in. And I'm like, oh shit. Like, so what's so crazy is my thought in my head was not that I just passed up an opportunity to be on a label and I wouldn't fit in and none of that. That ain't the point. I I looked at their whole roster, right? I looked at all of No Limits rappers on their whole roster. And you know what I realized? That I would be the best one out of all of them, which means my albums would have been coming out first because like I don't think nobody there could hold a candle to what I was doing at the time with everything. At least not on that level, not at all. Like, especially for the way I was in Chicago, nah. I would have definitely been like priority number one. And that made me kick myself in my ass so hard. But I'm I became the time to do myself. And that taught me a lot. And it actually progressed my life. I really think that it wasn't successful. Uh I would say it was very successful in the sense that I learned so much from that struggle, from that journey. I learned so much about myself and about the journey and life in general, that it was no other way for me from what I learned besides that journey. Like there's no other route I would have took that would have given me the insight that I have to know what I have to do and what I'm about to be. Um, yeah, yeah. I like setting snap because I know I'm This shit's getting caught and documented, and I'ma look like a goddamn prophet when it's all said and done. So I'm really enjoying the fact that I'm a uh uh I'm experiencing the disconnect and uh the ridicule at in real time, right? And I'm able to see it for what it is, right? It's it's it's right to pass. That's where you brand is inside

Struggle Builds Spiritual Muscle

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from. So it's not like a comfort from a comfortable spot. Right. It's always a comfort. The uncomfortable stuff. When you're going through these things, I understand, like you build your muscle right now. That's all all those struggles in life. When you when you lift weights, you're struggling, you're making your body struggle. You're pushing your body to a limit because you want your body to tell your body, I need you to be stronger, right? I need you to be bigger. And in order to tell your body that I have to push it all the way to its limit. So like your limit, I need to, I need to kind of live. I gotta go past it. So you keep pushing yourself. It's the same thing with like putting you in situations and you're in places that you, you know, we ultimately didn't decide or desire to be in, but here you are. And those places and those things that are happening for you are giving you a strength and uh uh mental and spiritual strength that actually makes you stronger and more resilient to the things that uh are coming towards you in the future, right? And that's what it's all about, like building that muscle so you can actually be bigger, so to speak. So we spirits, right? And this life is supposed to be an experience that enriches our spiritual self, right? So when we leave here, we leave with something. Like it's nothing physical, though. We all understand that. Yet here we are so focused on all the physical things we can attain and touch and and acquire, and yet we have to give all of that shit back when we leave this experience. So the thing that you do gain is the experience. Right? So that that's really what it's all about. Whether you're rich, poor, big or tall, fat, small, it doesn't matter. Like you all leave the same way you came in with an energy that's now been more enriched, I mean, enriched by this experience. And that's the whole goal. So you can have experiences here that resonate with your soul, which is why I feel like a lot of the reincarnation process is important to uh to be aware of, to understand exactly who you are. Because understanding that will help you get through a lot of the emotional pitfalls and and things you experience when you're um when you're just experiencing life in general, right? Um that part is uh is the most important part. So whenever you in a situation, remember, nothing here is permanent, nothing here is is is solid. Everything changes, everything. So whether a relationship, whether it be a relationship intimately, whether it be a friend, whether it be someone you just passing by in the street, whether it be a relationship you have with uh the cashier at the corner store around your house, uh all those relationships are there to be a mirror, to give you an opportunity to learn about yourself. Because ultimately, that's all you leave in. Every relationship uh ends at some point, whether it be by death circumstances or choice, right? Um everything that you acquire has to be passed on or given back. So none of these things actually have a real significance. The only significance it truly has I need another battery. The only tr the only significance it truly has is what you learn about your cell phone. Because that's the only thing you take with you. Uh give me one second. I'm I went through a battery already. I'm finna change up. Uh we're gonna close it out in about eight minutes. Yeah, we're gonna do this weird repair thing. We're gonna stop and change the clip. I'm just gonna put this microphone in my hand. Oh, you know what I can do? Yeah, yeah, you know what, I know what I'm gonna do. Yeah, yeah. So from here on out, this is what we're gonna do. I'm gonna take the um bladder cord that goes from that to that, and then I can just hold that mic in my hand while I'm walking on it. And I can put a rubber cord on it so that way. Right, that cord I can go any of it. But right, right, right, right. So that mic, and then I can use the other mic. Oh, yeah, yeah, we in there. Okay, I got an idea. I know. Alright. Yeah, so it's still a work in progress. Um, I'm having to figure out this out of my flat. I'm a rapper. If I was setting up a studio, I'd have a system already down that was working for me, and I would have stray away from it. Um I'm doing a podcast now. This is a totally different game, totally different feel, totally different parameters, different setup. Uh, it's a lot of shit that's different than what I'm used to doing. And this might get me. Okay, that will move. Uh yeah. You know what? Never mind. Yeah, so um. Alright,

Why We Need A Sponsor

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imperative. This week, we're finding a sponsor. I need sponsorship because I need help. I'm not gonna uh outsource help because I want to do more, and it's hard for me to do more when I'm doing so much here. So if I can just lighten the load a little bit, I can start adding parameters to what I'm doing here. To where I'm not necessarily taking away from what I'm doing, but adding to it. I refuse to take away from it, so I'm stuck on everything. I'm not gonna take away from it. Sorry. I don't know who you believe in, but what you believe in, but I believe it. Energy, and it is definitely for every energy that you are, it's the anti-new energy. And that energy is literally has been created to be your antagonist. That energy is created and it can encompass anybody while you anything. It can literally encompass just you trying to get your car started. Like something simple. But that energy is literally just there to challenge you to make it well. This shit not easy. And you will remember this experience. Right? So uh that was crazy. So I just looked up a part. No lap. Uh it said 7.19. Now I'm looking at it and it's 7.26. So I don't know if I just worked through a couple minutes or I just lost track of time. Somebody else took over for a minute. I don't know, but um I just feel like time just lapsed. I did just do a lot of it. But um, what I did want to cover though this week was I think we went up a clean space last week. This one was um. Oh. Challenge, challenge all the theories and philosophies that's been put as boundaries and parameters in your life before you had a decision to even make about your life, right?

Challenge Inherited Beliefs And Rules

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Like, look at those things, like the religion, right? Because religion is usually passed down through families and generations, right? So, like, most likely most people are in religions that they didn't choose. They're in religions that their family was born in, and they're they're contributors, and they're cooperative, and they're uh team players. So they just adopt and they keep it moving. They don't stress about, you know, um, the things they notice that might not be right. They just keep moving like everybody else doing pretending to like and stuff like that. Um, let's look at those things. Let's look at these things that make our life up as pre-made things that are not necessarily my choice, but things that I've adopted to. But now that I'm aware that I have a choice, what choice do I want to make? Do I still want to make this same choice that was like pushed on me, or do I want to make a different choice? Uh my camera will get very dark. I have no idea what's happening over here, but we did lose light. This one knows, it's on top of me. So, with that being said, cut out the lights, man. Um, like I say, this week, look at all these uh pre-made structures around you that have been made before you ever have a decision to make and telling me that this is law, this is what you have to live by. Like, uh, you don't have to accept that and challenge all of it. Challenge all of them. Common sense ain't common. So, if you can think for yourself, why not? Think for yourself. Don't let nobody think for you. And sometimes, you know what? You gotta do the work because how else am I gonna know? I would love to hire somebody to take care of all my bills, but how am I gonna know how to pay my bills and how to budget my bills and distribute uh uh money so all of them get paid? How am I gonna know that unless I actually force myself to do it? Get out here and get your hands on something. Stop taking people's word for it. Stop listening to people. Get out here, get your hands on it, and verify for yourself what's real and what's not. Like, that's life. I'm not gonna take somebody else's story to be what I live by. I'm gonna I have my own story. I'm gonna get out here and put my hands on something and learn what I have to learn and do everything I possibly want to do and can do. And um I'm not gonna let nobody else ever again dictate what direction or what I choose and what I choose not to do and what I choose not to choose. So I say something like that.

Sleep In Darkness And Train Senses

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When you sleep, too thin. When you sleep, if you sleep on the soft surface, your muscles are still gonna work to keep you afloat. If you sleep on a hard surface, your body is resting on your skeleton, which gives your muscles time to relax. Now you may experience some type of soreness depending on the level of uh firmness for like a better word. Um cause hardness. Um but once you that level of that will determine whether you know how sore you are, but ultimately it's better for your body. It's better for your body to do it from that angle. And um when you when you're asleep, if you still have the TV on, if you still have the nightlight on, if you still have something playing in the background, you're really not resting. Like you're still consciously resting, you're consciously kind of resting, but your body is still gonna work to process whatever it is that your physical being is still observing, unless you cut all the light out. You have to literally cut all uh you have to literally cut all um all uh sensory um sensations out. So no lights, no sound, now that kind of like flooding with it, like I mean I ain't scared of the dark, but like now that I know it's other entities that exist, like in dim light, like it's just basically uh putting putting what's behind me as a projection of what's in front of me, that way I disappear. Right? Like that's been to my now that I know that it's beings that can do that, and the way I just explained it to you makes it so much more possible for us to do on our own, which is why it's never explained to us in that manner. Um the dark is not necessarily the dark, but just a space where I'm not able to uh rely on my sight. If that makes any sense, right? But our reality is so bent on stimulating your visual senses, your visual and audio senses in such an extreme way that we rely heavily on our sight more than anything else. And that's only because these are the things that we're using the most to observe and enjoy this reality. But you have six senses and you must develop all of them. And I it's imperative that you do. I don't, it's scary for me now, knowing how much I relied on my sight. It's scary now to understand how much shit is happening and what's going on, and I was only literally moving by sight. And that is not cool. Like, you have all those other senses. Use all of them, hone in on all of them. I don't care if you have to sit in a dark room and move around in that dark room that way. Like, you have to you have to like uh enhance your capability of all your other senses. Because your vision cannot be relied on. Your vision is usually the easiest and the most dependable thing I can deceive to trick you. Like magicians rely on your visual senses and you're relying on your vision to uh to actually trick you into a magic trick. You don't use your other senses, you're just using your vision when he's performing his magic trick, which is why it's a trick, right? Because it's it's a visual um illusion. Um if you use your other senses, you know, there's no trick to it. But so, yeah, um clean the space, stay

Clean Space And Keep Adapting

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on the move. Remember, the one thing consistent in life is change. That's always you're always gonna be dealing with change. So the better you are with being uncomfortable and adapting on the fly, the better you're gonna be at handling life's uh curves and turns. So just be ready. No matter how rich or how poor we are in this in this life, we're all experiencing torment. We're all experiencing challenges. That's it. Nobody's above the other. We all breathing the same air. So you may think you uh everybody, it's all up and down here anybody. What's up might be down and what's down might be up. I am him. Just never check what's happened, appreciate everything that's happening. I don't know, right? But you need to keep your shit clean, keep your shit organized to be right and take quilt, and you can move the quarter in the freshman. I am. Uh y'all moving around. We're gonna see where we at next week. I am another adventure, another day, another life. Let's just clear. I am I am I amounting.

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Oh man, I'm gonna go back to the back.