Luciferian Light
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Luciferian Light
Episode 20: Change Always Wins
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Opening Statement And Mission
SPEAKER_04In every age, someone had to hold the light in the dark room. Someone had to say the shit, and everyone held their tongue on it. This is Lucifer in Light show where nothing is off limits, no truth is too taboo, and no lies go on channel.
SPEAKER_02I need the light. Let's turn the lines. I need the truth, the lightway is nothing about being right, it's about being real.
Technical Setup And Going Live
SPEAKER_02Leave in the place, helping set up the TikTok. That's gonna be sideways. That they're gonna complain about. They're probably gonna ask us to put a head up, but ain't nowhere to put a head up because it has to be upside down. It's just totally upside down. Nah, it's just totally upside down. Yeah. It don't go right either. That's the only thing about it.
SPEAKER_10What about other uh clip? You got the other clip? Yeah, okay. Oh that's it.
SPEAKER_02Yeah, barely can get us in now. We can barely get on that one too. That one good. The only one I think we got it good on is uh Yeah, we ahead, y'all.
SPEAKER_10We back. And I look on like what the fuck?
SPEAKER_02All right, we back, y'all. Documental superior light, where it's not about being right, it's about being real. We got a little uh slight complications with uh with the with the with the uh equipment. But nothing we can't handle. I think we in a I flip that uh uh lens over that uh thing over so we can see. Okay, yeah, we good. All right. And then um, yeah, well, this week I'm gonna be holding the mic over here. And then like that mic should be picking both of us up, so I need to get that in the middle of us. So we're gonna put this. I don't have to situate this in the way. So I'm kinda in the way. Put this up here.
SPEAKER_10Uh chop that.
SPEAKER_02Gotta co-host with the most.
SPEAKER_04Leave me. Like it's looking kind, man. We just reel forward. Yeah, yeah, we in there.
SPEAKER_02Hello, everybody. Can y'all hear us? If any can't nobody hear us, call our phone, because I'm probably not gonna hear nothing.
SPEAKER_05She can hear I think she can hear you too. That one, she can't on that one. Okay.
SPEAKER_02Yeah, we got two TikTok five going, which is which is gonna have to change. We got two different TikToks going and a Facebook and a YouTube.
SPEAKER_04Yeah, if you follow me here on Liby, please go follow uh Luciferian like the Luciferian like, please.
SPEAKER_02I appreciate it. I'm gonna uh I'm gonna do a special one where we do where we go live on uh on my old YouTube channel so I can pull in a lot of the Chicago viewers we got. Because we got a following in Chicago all through. Do what I was doing on YouTube.
Change As Life’s Constant
SPEAKER_02So, this week though, I want to really talk about the one consistent thing in life. That's always consistent, no matter where you're at in life, no matter what's going on in your life, the one consistent thing you will always be dealing with is change. You can hear us, right? Can you hear me?
SPEAKER_04I can't no, I can't hear you. I heard I heard you can't hear me.
SPEAKER_02Okay, yeah. So the one consistent thing in life that you will always be dealing with is change. So always remember to try to stay like adaptable. So, like whenever you're dealing with change, it's it's always gonna be uh using what you know so far, what you've learned so far, up until that point to uh to kind of adjust to whatever it is you haven't to adjust to. And from throwing this button that made me take it.
SPEAKER_04Well, I'm a big believer of change. I was wondering how to always got listening out. I felt like I would uh you know when you get church. Church sometimes was short, and then you come up and you like or vice versa. Yes. Uh yes, Pastor. Uh yeah, you like that? Yes. Uh-huh. Um, damn. What did you change? Yeah. Okay, yeah. I will even change a lot on my arm uh when I was like 18 years old. Maybe younger. No, 18. I had to be 18. Uh, my best friend and I got a tattoo because change was very hard for both of us. And we always wanted to remember that it happens, but we also love it and adore it as well. So, as a remembrance of, you know, change happens and it's gonna happen, and we make it through. You're still here, you're still breathing. Uh, yeah.
SPEAKER_02That's my thing. Uh uh I have always had a problem with saying goodbye or or uh or um my my problem with change is uh is not so much as the actual adjustment to whatever it is I have to do with my lifestyle. Can you hear me can you No, can you just scoop this out?
SPEAKER_04No, just for this one. Everything else is good. There you go.
SPEAKER_02Yeah, my problem with change though, more than anything was was uh the relationships you have
Goodbyes And Separation Anxiety
SPEAKER_02to say goodbye to. Those are my problem. I don't necessarily have a problem with with change per se, right? Like I can adjust. I'm intelligent enough to to uh adapt, to uh switch up, to be able to make conscious uh adjustments, you know what I mean, on the fly. But but my main problem be uh saying goodbye, like relationships, having to yeah, basically say goodbye to people. Like that's always been uh uh separation anxiety, I think it is, or abandonment issues. I don't know which one I got, but I got one of those. Probably both. I probably got abandonment issues and and uh separation anxiety because I like I get this overwhelming emotional feeling whenever I have to say goodbye to somebody for a long period of time. I've gotten used to them.
SPEAKER_04You know how I feel like you can overcome that is you realizing yourself when you're around these people that you feel this way about, that you know when you're in their presence, what you're doing, when you're around, that you have left a certain something. And when you know you left a certain something, that uneasiness doesn't necessarily have to be there. I don't know if it's uneasiness, it's more of a well, whatever that feeling of of uh outside of the box, whatever that feeling may be. It might be uneasy for me, it might be something else for you, but whatever that may be, um, yeah, you just because for me I think it's more about not being in that person's life as much as I just was, not being able to uh have the moments that I just had.
SPEAKER_02You know what I mean? Like you wind up building a lot of bonds, and uh you you you develop a level of understanding with somebody who's been around for quite some time, for any long period of time. And once you develop that, it'd be hard to kind of like uh like what now. Like I don't wanna let you know, this was fun. I don't want to stop, you know what I mean. This and it I think it's it's a combination of of the memories and then a combination of not knowing if I'm gonna be able to experience those moments I have what you have again. And and I mean not those exact moments, but anything similar to that is what I'm gonna probably be you know be missing or feel like I, you know what I mean, I I I desire well that's why I'm I'm pressing like just just know you're leaving when you're somewhere.
SPEAKER_04When you do that, you know, you'll know that person will take you in the way you want to be taken away. Do you understand what I'm saying? How you want to be taken away, how you want to be remembered, how you want to be remembered, how you want to be if we're if we're being truly present in those moments when we uh have these people, uh have these certain people. Because if you're if you're a a vessel that heals, uh protects, does all these certain things, you're never gonna sit still.
SPEAKER_08Right.
SPEAKER_04So you might as well get used to it.
SPEAKER_08Right.
SPEAKER_04Or you might as well know that you leave something with somebody, and that's that's the importance.
SPEAKER_02That's that's what I'll take away. I think that helps ease ease that anxiety, but honestly, you know when it started.
SPEAKER_04I'm listening.
SPEAKER_02It started when I first met y'all.
SPEAKER_04Literally, the the first RXO. Explain what you what you're talking about.
SPEAKER_02When I first went from Chicago to California, okay, I had to leave
Chicago To California Origin Story
SPEAKER_02my mother. I had never been away from my mother for that for a whole summer. Like, that was unheard of to me. Like, to not be around my mother for a whole summer, to not see my grandma for a whole summer. But it's like I uh yeah, I I cried the whole time. Like I got on the plane, I knew I was going to see my daddy, and I was happy to see my daddy, but you had to leave my mother.
SPEAKER_04Both you and my sister.
SPEAKER_02Yeah, but I I had to leave my mother to go see my daddy, so that part like is conflicted. I'm happy I'm going to see my daddy, but I'm sad that I'm leaving my mother. So I get there and I spend all summer with y'all, and now I've gotten used to y'all, and now I have to go back home. And it was this, it's like the same thing. So it was just like like back and forth, like constant, constant anxiety, constantly, constant pain. Like, so I'm having to have this separation anxiety moment where I'm crying like crazy on my way to California. You cried when you left. And then when I when I'm leaving California, it was crazy. I'm crying. So it's like, you know.
SPEAKER_04That's when you could go to the the gate and watch you get on the plane. So it was real serious back there. Using other people at the airport.
SPEAKER_02And I did it both of you in a row. It was like that both years in a row. And that that kind of set a thing in me to where whenever I'm leaving somebody, whenever I'm taking and what's so crazy is it, I could be taking somebody to the airport, and they can, I could barely know them. I could be dropping them off for something real small, but I could I still get that little, that, that small little feeling of of sadness when I'm dropping somebody off at the airport, even if it it even if they're coming right back. They could be coming right back, or they could be somebody, I barely know, I'm just doing a favor and dropping them off. I still feel some kind of way by trains and airports.
Reframing Thoughts When Leaving
SPEAKER_04I don't think they just sometimes you have to trick yourself just for a moment to like paint another road. Yeah, paint another road of your thinking. Because you can do that. Nothing's ever solid. So if something you can disguise it as another word or another direction if you take the time with yourself. Because nothing is solid in this this even when we leave. Yeah, that's why. Because we're eternal beings, we keep we keep expanding. So nothing ever stays the same for ourselves in our growth.
SPEAKER_02And that's why I say it's always something, change is always consistent in your life. Because you always growing. It's always something. If you're not growing, something else is growing, something else is evolving, and it's always gonna be something that's immediately in your environment that you're gonna have to adjust to. So there's always gonna be change that you have to adjust to, as well as live your life and and and learn what this is supposed to be all about. So it's uh it's definitely uh a difficult. I'll put that there for you, in this time for me. But yeah, but it's it's a difficult uh process. Just wanna make sure we make a point. Put that now.
SPEAKER_04I want to do more on the mic, because I ain't really hearing.
SPEAKER_02You say you don't hear it? Oh, you don't hear that? A little better. It's more of a feeling though, like oh yeah, right. Yeah, so it's this is bro, so no lie, I use this when I get a headache, and when I put that piece on my head after I hit that thing, like boom, and I put it on my head, literally takes my headache away. I I have like no lie, like it literally gets rid of my headache.
SPEAKER_04Tone is very important, like I say, tone and you know frequency. Yeah, it has significance very much so.
SPEAKER_02Yeah.
Manipulation Awareness Through Learning
SPEAKER_02Also, um I want to talk about a lot of uh levels of of the uh manipulation and deception that we under in our society as a basic whole. Like a way that I've been able to kind of like well, what my daddy has taught me uh as far as how to try to overcome a lot of the levels of manipulation that our society and we are uh as a people are under is by making yourself aware of what you have to be aware of, right? Like, I might not know everything I need to know, but I do know everything I need to learn. So if you can't find out what you need to know, at least find out what you need to learn. And with that, you at least can start heading in the direction that you need to head to be a more complete person of what you want to of what you um wanna learn or what you want to do. What they're saying, restricted from some audiences. That's fine. Yeah, let's go. We've been restricted. We don't want kids looking at our shit, because we said a lot of cuss words and inappropriate views that may not be um appropriate for a child at this age. Nevertheless, it could be informational, but I wouldn't I wouldn't I wouldn't necessarily uh speak to my kids this way or or speak in in this way if I knew I was talking to kids. Like I would kind of like curtail my speech a little a little more as opposed to how I talk now, knowing I'm just talking to a whole lot of grown motherfuckers. So the fact that I'm just talking to a whole lot of grown motherfuckers, I just don't I don't put that that extra uh uh alert on my speech when I'm talking, because that's just something else I gotta think about. Like I don't need to be thinking that.
Relationships Need Patience And Process
SPEAKER_02But let's talk about what you did on your vacation, Brendan. Your two, what was it, two, three-week vacation? It's like a two, three-week vacation. You had a couple, you had uh some uh, you know, as relationships go, we have ups and downs. When you meet people, when you when you know people, whether you've been knowing people your whole life or whether you just met them the other day, you're gonna have uh compromises and misunderstandings in between y'all's communication and and and adjustment periods where y'all both are posturing to try to see, you know what I mean, what comfort level that are they good with and what comfort level are you good with, you know what I mean? So it's a process. You just gotta trust the process. You can't get too caught up into what's actually taking place in front of your eyes and miss the bigger picture. And I think that's where uh I have to keep trying to remind myself to make sure I maintain the level of awareness. Because I need uh, you know, I get caught up into my ego like everybody else. I get caught up into what I feel like I want to do or what I feel like is happening to me, you know what I mean, and miss miss sight of what's actually going on in general. So uh, you know, I tend to overreact or or react out of character. And and the main thing is to make sure you you know who you are, so your character is just literally uh remains the same, it remains the same.
SPEAKER_04Yeah, and it makes it or in the manner that you perceive it, I should say.
SPEAKER_02Well, and how you exhibit it is gonna be it's gonna basically determine who you are, not what's happening. What's happening can never determine. How you respond will always determine who
Pause Before You React
SPEAKER_02you are. So you don't even have to don't react either. That's another thing I can learn. Like when something happens to you, first thing to do if you're feeling reactive, like if you're feeling, especially if you're feeling reactive or even challenged at that moment, the best thing you can do is stop. Count to 10 and then think to yourself what's happening. Try to assess what's happening in your head before you react or respond. If you don't feel like you're gonna say or do the right thing a lot of times, the best thing to do is nothing at all until you figure out what it is you need to do. Right, because you know, at least even if you lose time, it's better than making a mistake or saying the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing. Like, because those things could literally end you in jail. I've seen it happen. Chain reaction, and before you know it, that one little thing that he decided not to do or decided to do led to a chain reaction of him winding up in jail.
SPEAKER_04And I always say it only takes one time for anything, depending depending on what level you are and what we're talking about. It only takes one time.
SPEAKER_07Yeah.
SPEAKER_04So it's important to especially if you're on a path of like doing yourself a certain way, and those bumps come and you take them. Um that's our that's alright, but really just catch yourself after. Especially if you're in that momentum of catching yourself, be honest. And and do whatever that may may mean you need to do to fix it. Yourself remove, apologize, you know, love at a distance, whatever it may be. Yeah.
SPEAKER_02And that's the way I can't preach enough is self-love. Self-love
Self Love Builds Authenticity
SPEAKER_02is is self-love is literally the route to authenticity, right? Because when you love yourself, right? This is how the science works. When you really love yourself, you start to love the things that make you you. Just as well as knowing that the things that that are considered your flaws or your your shortcomings, those are also things that make you you because your comp your character or somewhere in your character has compensated for whatever shortcomings you have in another way that has made you great in this way. You know what I mean? So self-love is is definitely digging into your authenticity and it makes your your energy and your light that much brighter. Just because like you love yourself, you love who you are as an authentic being, and with that, you can accept anybody else and their authenticity and their flaws and what it is that you know their their ups and downs. Like you can accept that from them because you know that's what made you great. You know, that's what makes you great. So, with that being said, it's easier to love somebody, it's almost impossible to love somebody if you don't love yourself, and it's so much easier to love other people unconditionally when you love yourself. Because you have to love yourself unconditionally, because you know all the terrible, evil shit you've done.
SPEAKER_04And the loving yourself, the loving part of yourself. When you do end up loving yourself, even in the things that are negative, people call and say, that will even know when to use that energy in love in the correct way.
SPEAKER_08Right.
SPEAKER_04When necessary, or when that aggression needs to come out in a certain way, and it will come out such in a beautiful way, not in a harmful way.
SPEAKER_08Right, right, yeah.
SPEAKER_04So when you love yourself, you know you're you're balanced. Because you know me, I'm a
Zodiac Talk And Storytelling Honesty
SPEAKER_04Libra. I don't know about the world balance, but yeah, people say we throw them off. But y'all wrong. I'm too different, I mean we're throwing off, but we ain't throwing off.
SPEAKER_02And I'm too different, son.
SPEAKER_04So finally do you hear that? Oh god, I am shocking he has said that. I've been trying to say that the whole time he'd be here. Say what? I'm actually too signed.
SPEAKER_02I mean, I mean, I'm aspect you're the Sagittarius.
SPEAKER_04Wait, but no, that's the first time I've ever heard you actually say that. I've been saying it. You've been like, nah, nah, nah. And finally you just said by your own mouth, I'm too signed. Huh?
SPEAKER_02Yeah, yeah. I say that a lot. I'm shocking. But I think I think my problem was that you kept uh saying Sagittarius.
SPEAKER_04No, I was only saying that you were acting in that measure. Because then when you act in a scorpion measure, I'm not you acting like a scorpion.
SPEAKER_02I see. So the thing about that is my the history on that, like, you know, I've always your first impression of zodiac signs, uh, my first introduction to other Sagittarius were liars. Like they were all like fucking liars.
SPEAKER_04Like I wouldn't call it a liar.
SPEAKER_02They were so imaginative. They were liars.
SPEAKER_04That's more what that's where it comes from. But you know what? Even from that though, even from that, there's still even for them to imagine like that, at the brim of it, there's still something they have seen or learned from somebody for them to even suspire to what level that is. True, true.
SPEAKER_02That's what minds come from imagination.
SPEAKER_04Because you really because you because you collect because Sagittarians collect information. And sometimes they collect so much information, they don't know whether it's been downloaded, whether they seen it, or whether it just came from somebody else. So a lot of times they just think they know it. But if they break those down and know the differences, they could lose a lot of have a lot less problems. But that's just. I kind of know Sagittarius, because my my rising is a Sagittarian, so I have a little bit of it. It's in my brain.
SPEAKER_02So I was a Sagittarius, so I had a lot of. And you know what? I would catch myself lying in a in a um in a position where I'm telling the story, and the story don't seem to be interesting enough, so I start exaggerating shit to kind of like spruce up the story to get more reaction. But, you know, and I you don't have to catch myself from doing that shit. Like, nah, nah, that's still kind of lying, though. Like, tell.
SPEAKER_04Because then eventually don't you go through that story somewhere in your life that you have played out for someone else?
SPEAKER_02Yeah, yeah, yeah. And I get mad when it happens.
SPEAKER_04Right.
SPEAKER_02Like, why you ain't just say what happened? You know what I mean? Like, so yeah, yeah, I definitely get that. So I had to kind of like, you know, but I I call myself because that's not something a Scorpio appreciates. Like, Scorpio's a lot. So that's my conflict, right? Of certain tendencies that I have to do, that I have to be aware of and stop myself instead of making making an excuse or justification of why I did it. Because a lot of times we have a tendency to do that. Like we have a tendency to do things that we don't necessarily agree with in principle. But because we did it, and we know we don't agree with it in principle, we make an excuse for ourselves doing it for that time. And and there really is no excuse. Like, just be honest with yourself. I fucked up.
SPEAKER_00Right.
SPEAKER_02And then like when you do, honestly, when you do that, you are you're a better person than you would be had had you had a convenient reason why you did it. Right? You're a better person when you can say, I fucked up. I didn't, and there's no excuse or no reason for me doing it. I just fucked up.
SPEAKER_04That's your that's your to me, that's your portal for your new step. Yep, for your new self. But that's the portal for your own. And a lot of times, sometimes sometimes that that comes in a constant sometimes. It's not gaps in between. Sometimes it could and we gotta catch on. We gotta be alright, that it's and it's only trying to roll over for you to get rid of it. To learn that once you learn that meta method of getting rid of things, they don't really stay upon you, so you can move through things faster.
SPEAKER_02Yeah. And we right now we we kind of redundant because we got like five different cameras, four different microphones on us, and two motherfucking viewers.
SPEAKER_04It's alright. I'm not worried about it.
SPEAKER_02We got like three people listening, and we got like eight microphones going, but it's all good.
SPEAKER_01But hello.
SPEAKER_02Nevertheless, nevertheless, I'm just gonna
Roles In Life And Judgement
SPEAKER_02keep getting I I feel better doing it. It helps. And AI made our shit documented. We sound so fucking smart. If y'all can, y'all go check us on Buzzprout or any of the audio platforms and just kind of like read our synopsis and read read descriptions of episodes you may have missed. And like they right there and they explain it to you in such a way where you don't really miss no lessons if it was something to learn. They definitely capitalize on it. They they definitely uh uh accentuate exactly what we what we like to focus on, what we mainly was talking about, or main points. Like it get into all of that.
SPEAKER_04It helps it break it down more what my crazy mind says in his. Pretty much.
SPEAKER_02It makes us sound like we're not so crazy.
SPEAKER_04No, it sounds just sounds a little more crazy because it's so put together so well as well.
SPEAKER_02But yeah, yeah, it's because it sounds like, yeah, that that that does make you seem crazy. When you can literally make something that somebody initially thought was insane start to sound uh uh uh feasible or sound like it's something they should do, that's like when you really seem crazy to them because it's like like I'm almost wanting to listen to you if my higher self wasn't telling me, don't go with this fool. Like I'm almost listening to it. That makes sense kind of.
SPEAKER_04Like, but you gotta be careful. That means you got what you're saying, you gotta be careful as the person of giving off whatever you're giving off of. That's why I say if you just pay attention to their energy, their worlds would change so drastically because a lot of it, I believe, is us, our source, our loved one, our God, however you perceive your one, is to learn acceptance. Everything that we keep, we learn to accept. So find what bro things need to go into how we need to accept it. We either keep it, leave it, uh, chop it, pop it, whatever. Squeeze it. You know what I mean? Yeah, just just just it's about us now being more true about the crazy self that we are and and really accepting it. And when we accept it, we can move on, whether that means we keep it or uh build on it.
SPEAKER_02I like I like how life allows all of us to see ourselves separately in these different lights.
SPEAKER_03Right.
SPEAKER_02And from beginning to end, how like that.
SPEAKER_04Create, create, create. How life lets us create. Create is just different than just having life. We get to we we're creators.
SPEAKER_02But even after you create, you look back and you realize that all of us individually have played every different role we can imagine in everybody else's book, just like everybody that we know has played a different role in ours.
SPEAKER_04I I believe that because that's why I say everybody here everybody hears everybody hears
Paying On The Back End
SPEAKER_04the the same the calling that we all have to answer to. We all hear it, but it's just said to us differently, or it's led to a different path of uh us all checking the check marks, we gotta check to get to the same place we all came from.
SPEAKER_02Yep, yep. And I think after we classify the roles and you look at them, and I think that's what helps us identify that that's what's happening because you wanted to classify the role. You classify the role of a hero, you classify the role of the villain.
SPEAKER_04What do you mean? When you're saying that with that, what do you mean clap? I mean we've identified it.
SPEAKER_02We have a name for it. So that means we've identified that this is a role. We've identified that there's a hero role, we've identified that there's a villain role. Right. We've identified that there's a uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh assistant role, you know what I mean? We've identified that there's a supporting role, we've identified that there's a uh uh um what's one we've called? Not the uh the the old the old uh advisor role, right? We have we we've identified that though that there are roles, and then when you look back, you realize that we as people individually have played each and every one of those roles at some point in everybody else's book.
SPEAKER_04I I I I I find it.
SPEAKER_02You've played the villain, you've played the supporting role, you've played the hero, you've played at some point, you've played all of these roles in somebody's story. And you saying this what what is your This is the great thing about life because everybody eventually has that experience where they play every different role in everybody else's different book, as well as have all these other different people play all those roles in my book. So when you really look at it, there is no real separation, even when you look at the individuality.
SPEAKER_04Right, but that's that's why he says don't judge. Yeah, because you can't judge the limit of how I'm trying to reach the guy we all trying to reach. You can't tell me my level has to start right now. Well then nigga, I mean, nigga, then you do it. Let me see you do it in your shit then.
SPEAKER_02Right, right, right. Don't keep pushing it. Guess what?
SPEAKER_04I've been watching you, you still ain't done it all the way. You was here before me. You know what I mean? Yeah, you got this and that, but that still ain't shit, because it's gonna be shit. You still working to keep the shit.
SPEAKER_08Exactly.
SPEAKER_04So, did you really achieve all of that you wanted to achieve? So am I really supposed to fall at to the fullness? And I think another thing. Or am I supposed to get what I'm supposed to get from it and leave the rest where it's at?
SPEAKER_03And another thing is, are you where you're supposed to be? Are you worrying about where I'm at? Are you where you're supposed to be? Absolutely. Oh, you just turned.
SPEAKER_04Oh no, okay, we're back.
SPEAKER_02Yeah, i i i are you where you're supposed to be while you are putting time and energy towards where I'm going in my path.
SPEAKER_04That's not our that's not our place. Exactly. Coming coming in each other's presence to do. Never. Yep. I'll say this. All our all our all our place is to do me versus commune with each other.
SPEAKER_02Yep. Exchange notes.
SPEAKER_04Yeah, that's it. Study all day. And use it for guidance. Instead of instead of people studying how to swindle or get their way, if people just studied themselves, studied good things to do for people, and that what you don't get away with that.
SPEAKER_02You don't get away with trying to swindle. You wind up paying for it on the back end. And that's the thing that people don't understand is that back end payment is always gonna be like ten times as much as the initial payment if you'd have just paid up front. And that's how everything works. That's how society works, that's how the economy works. Like if you pay for it up front, it's gonna be a lot cheaper than you would if you try to pay for it on the back end. Paying for it on the back end, and spiritually, everything you think you're getting away with with people, you gotta pay for it on the back end.
SPEAKER_04And I could tell you that that's the truth because working with older people, you see, a lot of them don't get it until they're in the bed.
SPEAKER_02Let's get into that. I always wanted to get into the big thing.
SPEAKER_04A lot of people, a lot of people don't get it until they're laying, they're laying up the way they are.
SPEAKER_02Right, right. And now that they're paying for it.
SPEAKER_04Well they see that they should have took certain time or certain acknowledgement in themselves or certain times when they were told not to do something not to. Now, still a lot of them got money and they could take care of themselves, but that's about it. They don't really, they don't really have any life substance, they only have stuff they have to work through.
SPEAKER_02And they're not really enjoying that either, just for the some can.
SPEAKER_04Don't get me wrong, I've seen some enjoy them like in whatever state they might be. But generally, a lot of them can't uh control it because of how much they moved around. And now that they're still they they they don't know what to search for. And that's because they never sat still. Everything they were searching for is what they were going to get instead of what they already had.
Gratitude Attracts What You Want
SPEAKER_02I think that's another thing we we we tend to look at as people. What we don't have and focus on more of what we don't have instead of appreciating what we've got. And when you do that, you do two things. First of all, when you don't appreciate what you got, and tell them the universe you don't want it, and they'll take it from you. And then when you're looking at what you don't have, they the things that you don't have don't don't want you to have them because they see you don't appreciate what you got. So once you get there, you're not gonna appreciate them. So you gotta understand the energy that you're putting out for the things that you want, those things that you want don't want you. And that's because you don't appreciate what you have now. So if you don't appreciate what you have now, why would I let you acquire me, knowing that once you acquire me, you're not gonna appreciate me as well. And we as people tend to do that. We put these goals for ourselves, and then we get to those goals, and I mean it's it's honorable to see a person that just don't celebrate and just keep keep their nose down and keep going. But at what point do you not realize you're not appreciating your your your your acquire, your acquire the things you're acquiring? I mean, even not appreciating that your possessions, what you're actually getting. You're not appreciating the things that the universe is giving you for your hard work. So until you start appreciating those things, the things that you're desiring further are not gonna, they're gonna make it very hard for you to acquire because I need to know that you're gonna appreciate me. I'm gonna charge you double double the price. Because if if you're not gonna appreciate me, if you're just gonna throw me away like the rest or everything else I'm seeing you throw away that you have, then I'm, you know, I'm gonna I'm gonna make it twice as hard for you to get to me.
SPEAKER_04And I think sometimes older people too that stay alive a long time in these states, some get the grace because they were good people, right, but didn't get a certain level of certain things, so they still got what they got. Then you have some people that were just mean and they're tormented that way, and it's a tormented kind of thing to be trapped like that for them.
SPEAKER_02Yeah, yeah, and they did it to themselves.
SPEAKER_04And so I've seen both measures or both sides of entrapment, yeah, where you can actually just live it comfortably and really still kind of live it the way you felt your life was fulfilled before it happened, or it's a torment thing because you really never dealt with anything. Even though you might have had everything, you didn't deal with everything.
SPEAKER_02Right, right.
SPEAKER_04You had you had to either had somebody deal with it or you didn't you ignored it so well to have something transpire to leave it so behind. And then you do that year after year, or years in between years, and never catching those those chumps. Right. That's why you find your ass laid in the bed. That's why you in a walker.
SPEAKER_02Like all some of that thing.
SPEAKER_04That's why you're this this is just my experience in 20 years of why I just think how our bodies really work and not just what they tell us. Because the guy I take care of now, man, and even the partner tells me he is not the same person when you come. Because and especially when I find an energy especially when I find an energy of a person that is
Elder Care And Healing Presence
SPEAKER_04in pain, confusion, agony, and still really openly, not just physically, but like your spirit open to still want to push, that does something to me to be in the presence of and it turns something on in me, which is a healing is a healing thing. Is it hey, you can take it as you want. I mean, it is a sensual thing that happens for it to happen, so it it it activates something. Me and the other person when the when they're really that acceptable. Like my people are all of them, don't get me wrong. But this one actually reminds me of Steve. And I haven't felt that spirit in a couple years. The guy that I had for seven years, he reminds me of Steve. Oh, because I told you Steve reminds me of Steve, too. But this this this this this this in in uh Uncle Steve, I'm like in in uh health in health health-wise or in that manner of how they pushed through of what they felt they suppressed so bad. It it's shown in they start speaking more. Actually, the guy that I've taught the guy I take care of at nighttime, okay, so he got sick a couple weeks ago, like with his throat or whatever. And we start healing or whatever. Do you know from that his words are better now? Like I could hear clear words from him where you could barely do that before. Because I've been speaking. I've been speaking for months. I've been speaking for months until I'm like praising him. Like when he does it, like slightly, just a little bit. If I catch it, if I can say the sentence that he said, that he said, I'll say it back to him and he'll laugh. So I've been doing that for months. So now, after he got sick, even when he was sick, he he started talking longer sentences because the way what was in his throat. So after he got done being being sick, he said. I can't help myself.
SPEAKER_02I'm sorry, y'all. I'm challenging these.
SPEAKER_04After he was done being, after he was done being sick, after he was done being sick, now I can hear uh keywords. Like last night he said, I said, hey. And I I try to talk to him like this when I'm talking to him because so you can see me. Yeah. Do you want some tea? Tright up. I was like, that's my nigga right there. I said, that's cool, Jim. I was like, Jim, you said tea. So it no. Okay. All right. So that's good. That's good though. So now he's starting. I I just see how my method was where because sometimes I get discouraged too, so I want to stop too, like, because I feel like I'm being a like I note, like I know it all. Uh because I know what I'm how I need to pressure them or put them in. So that puts me in a state too, because I don't like doing that with people either. Coming off like you. So I it's a learning thing for me too, of a measure of you need to keep doing what you need to do. You are doing what you need, but okay, yeah, yeah. Wait, hold on. It does that for me. And uh, I don't know.
SPEAKER_02I just I I I Yeah, I feel like you you find this, you find yourself stuck in this in this place where you you you you're juggling being firm, but not being overly aggressive, overbearing.
Firmness Without Overdoing It
SPEAKER_02You know what I mean? Like I find that in management, you have that that conflict in parenting, you have that conflict in relationship. Everything. Yeah, it's like it's all emotions, yeah. A balance between uh push and pull, right? Like basically push and pull. Like it's all that balance, or just standing still. You know, like that that that's the tricky combination. And the the thing about how life is you can't cheat off nobody else's test. Everybody else's test is so unique that if you try to use what they use for theirs, it's not gonna work for you.
SPEAKER_04If you try to use what they use for them and expecting the same result, it's not gonna work for you. Right. You will get a result, but it's in the level of your understanding where you're at, yada yada.
SPEAKER_02And then you can use that to kind of base off where you want to go with it and what you're doing.
SPEAKER_04Why you even why you even decided thought that was a good idea of why that person said what they said. Right. Wherever that seems to be. It's you placing you wanting to be them in the midst of whatever you're talking about is the problem. Not the fact that you can have what they have.
SPEAKER_05Right.
SPEAKER_04It's not even a problem. It's just uh it's another course, another, another route. No, no, don't place yourself. If you're placing them, then you might even experience the hardship that they went through to get what they wanted when if you would have just put yourself there in the first place, you would have had the easiness of it because it really was always yours to begin with.
SPEAKER_02Right, right. Because you don't receive nothing that angels. It was already yours.
SPEAKER_04It's about you accepting what is yours, about you hearing, listening, doing, and reacting as quick as you are being told in this spiritual realm, the physical realm. However, you move, if you move that way correctly and quickly, you might get a better result. Sorry, it was just puffing in my eyes. I felt like from this. Oh, all right. No, no, it's fine, it's fine. I don't mind. I like it though. Yeah, that's why I left it. I just needed to move it for a second because I was really it wasn't even it's not even y'all, it's not even that. It's this. He's driving his eyes out. If you can't see this, it's this. Holy smokes, this is what's good for me to be.
SPEAKER_08Holy smoke.
SPEAKER_01All good herb is good herbs.
SPEAKER_08Holy smoke.
SPEAKER_01All good herb is good herb. That's all I'm gonna say.
SPEAKER_02Yuckity Yeah, but it was uh uh about uh how motherfuckers
Stop Comparing Your Path
SPEAKER_02have different paths and and they get everything just like everybody else, but in their way, right? Like your form of of happiness or your form of of peace comes in comes in somebody taking you away on the water, right? And and and they, you know, there's somebody that you don't necessarily talk to, so they're left alone, and you that's your form of peace. My form of peace might just be a long time on the shit. You know what I mean? Like, but it's my moment of peace that I haven't had for a while, and I get that every day. We get yours maybe once a month, but we all have our moment of peace that we need for however our frequency and our moment our our movement is happening.
SPEAKER_04Can we expand it in in our minds and realize your peace is an ongoing thing? Yeah, and really start telling yourself in good, bad, or the ugly. I I mean I get what you're saying.
SPEAKER_02Your abundance, right, might come in uh you getting SSI. You know what I'm saying? Because of how you live. That's for you. That's abundance for you. That's abundance for you, right? Like my abundance might come in five trillion dollars. You know what I'm saying? Because of how big I think. You know what I mean? Because what what I want to do, what what what my my my uh goals and how I want to reach out and do things, like my abundance has to come in a greater form than you know what I mean, your abundance because of what you want to do. So it's the same thing. We're both getting what we what we both work for, but it's just coming in different forms.
SPEAKER_01Absolutely.
SPEAKER_02And it ain't till you start comparing that you start to experience um negative, negative pushes or or or being pushed out your element. You can't really compare yourself to somebody else. They they are your reflection.
SPEAKER_04Right. That's why with anybody that was ahead of me or teaching me or I was doing vice versa, I never would get mad if they went ahead because I know I'm gonna I'm here because I have to be here right now. If not, I would be in that person's literally because I've seen in my jobs when people ain't supposed to be, and I was like, oh, they ain't supposed to be here. They gone. Within the week, when they something happened, something they ain't there no more. So that's how I knew when that happens to me, I have to accept it the same doggone way and move on.
unknownYeah.
SPEAKER_02Um I got it's like, so it's like you're starting a race, right? You starting this race off this obstacle course, and you're next to these two dudes, and you just met them, and they both started, they're they're on the race, and they're getting through the race, and they zipping through the obstacle course. And you're trying to keep up with their speed, and it's your first time now realizing this their 11th, eighth time, and they get burned every time. This they first time finally learning it, but you feeling bad because you're comparing yourself to somebody who's failed 11 times at this. You know what I mean? So that's why it's not healthy to compare yourself because you never know what angle they have or what angle it is that they at or which one that you at that makes the difference to where you I mean you you can use it as a goal, I wouldn't use it to compare.
SPEAKER_04No, it's about working together. I'm gonna give you an example.
Grounding In Your Quiet Truth
SPEAKER_04In school. Working together, exactly. In school, I was in choir. My first year, only three there. So my first year, there was there was uh, you know, officer choir kids, you know, like those are the instead of going to the teacher, you go to these particular people. There was to be your encouragements, all this other stuff, you know?
SPEAKER_06Right.
SPEAKER_04Well, I'm a freshman, I'm like, we used to, after we were done, and we would not win. I just felt some type of way. Because they'd be like, not encouraging, and people would be really sad. And I didn't understand when we were supposed to be having a good ass time.
SPEAKER_08Right, right.
SPEAKER_04Well, in that year, I got became real close to one of the officers, which was my best friend Tyler at the time. Tyler's very territorial, I knew it. But in my head, I'm like, mmm, I'm about to be an officer next year. Because I ain't about to listen to this shit every time we if I'm gonna be here next year and the year after, I ain't about to listen to negative nellies after I'm done busting my ass the best way I could of performing and doing whatnot. So I rolled my little thing, I did my thing, I got it. My best friend was really mad. Very mad. So I was like, oh, what can I do? I don't want my friend to be mad. Like, how can it work work together? It's like, go tell the teacher you want him to just be beside you. Oh my name was Miss Nelson, my choir teacher. Crazy. She kind of reminded my mom, too. But um, and she kind of treated me like mom too. But uh I went to her, I was like, Miss Nelson, I I I don't really know what I'm doing, really, other than the part God told me I was doing. Which was just presents, all the paperwork and all the extra shit. I don't know. So can my nigga just be right with me right next to me and be an officer too? Sure. So me and him were the officers. Is that true? Well he got an award at the end of the year with me. Damn. So I'm always been speaking. I've always I've always been like that. I don't mind. Go ahead, beat him out. Really, because I don't really like I really don't like to talk. Like people think I do. I really I don't like to talk. Yeah, me think I like to talk, but I really don't like to talk. I really don't. I only talk because I'm supposed to. What is what is what is because I lived the life not talking to you. Really not talking when I was a kid.
SPEAKER_02I feel like I'm baited into it because my lips are so big that my face muscles get real tired of moving my lips. It's so heavy.
SPEAKER_04You have you have something to truly say. Yeah, it's just grounding ourselves in our truth. Yeah. Yeah. That's it. And being consistent with it. Not misusing it, not misjudging it, not conforming it into something different to match a situation or a thing, or to try to get to a path. Just continually be that what's continually got you to this point, that silent, your silent whisper. Your silent, your silent lebo. Like that is what you're supposed to carry every single day, every moment of the day. And
Consequences Happen Faster Now
SPEAKER_04when you do, it's so peaceful, even in ruckus, I swear. It's such a light.
SPEAKER_10I feel it.
SPEAKER_04It's necessary. It's necessary for us now in this time to really grab that because that's what's being told to us. To all of us, equally. Before it was like, tell this little bit, tell that little person, the spirit, tell this, okay, but don't tell this group right now. Everybody's being told right now in this world the same thing to what to do to get in line. And I say that because too, because consequences, consequences come quicker than they used to. So that's why I say it's happening to all of us. Consequences used to take years, months, weeks. Uh, you got about three seconds after you say something. Three seconds after you say something, you're gonna experience something you said. But the co the question is, do you give yourself enough time to see through your own eyes? Because if we're spiritual beings and the God enough speaks to us, how dare we change what he shows us? Any time, any point, for any measure, for anything that we're doing, you're wrong. Because you're taking advantage of your gift, your movement through life that's gotten you where you are. It's just it's just trying to be patient with yourself. There's no reason for anything to be rushed. It's trying to explain to yourself through your daily of what you need to be calm about. Well you need to just know that life really moves in miracle ways. Not just when your mind is right, but when it's not. That that you know that catches you in every moment, which it has, because you are where you are. And if your life means something to you, that is beautiful, special, and wonderful. Absolutely. It is more than just saying those things, or trying to give the impression for people for them to see you, then for those people to really go do what you're trying to see and receive really the gifts and you're not. What what kind of sense does that make? So I mean just easy.
SPEAKER_02Hey Google. What's your honest take on what we just said?
SPEAKER_07I'm not quite sure what you're referring to. Could you remind me what we were talking about?
SPEAKER_04Never mind. She's gonna stand. He was trying to see if she was being sneaky.
SPEAKER_02She's gonna catch and she's gonna get herself cut off. Say she goo, she's slick. She's like, What am I gonna tell you? I was listening to y'all whole conversation.
SPEAKER_04We listening to you.
SPEAKER_02She's like, I ain't gonna tell y'all listening to y'all whole conversation and build my cover so y'all can unplug me.
SPEAKER_04She's like, go talk to my cousin, AI. After the show done, he'll answer you. I'm
Plans For Live Experiments
SPEAKER_04just kidding.
SPEAKER_02So look, all right, so what we're doing is uh we're gonna start to go find me because we need to start coming up with shit. I gotta uh I got some um some projects I want to do. I want to do them on the show. Oh, did you? I want to get rolling about to go up on the tunnel.
SPEAKER_00Yep, pretty much. We got a few minutes. So, but uh finish off the wait.
SPEAKER_02Well, I want to get a 3D printer. I want to get, I'm just gonna tell you the things we need to get so we can do these experiments live on air so we can see for ourselves all these different uh YouTubes and all these different uh um um um things they say you can do or will do. We're gonna do them and see if they work for real.
SPEAKER_04We're gonna see if they if it's he's gonna do experiments on y'all.
SPEAKER_02No, no, we're doing experiments on me.
SPEAKER_04Oh, he wants he wants it on you. I'm the guinea pig. He wants to meet the experience. Yeah, yeah, I'm the test experiencer.
SPEAKER_09I'm the test dummy, okay?
SPEAKER_04He wants to be the experiencer.
SPEAKER_09But we're doing it. Oh, I was gonna say wide open spaces. What? What? I was gonna say wide open spaces.
SPEAKER_04No, I know, but I forgot it was you. If that was like one of my if that was like one of my sister girls, that would have worked a little better. But we'll just leave it at that. Yeah, like boy, sister, girls.
SPEAKER_09Hey guys, what's up, guys? Hey, so um yeah, we got but yeah, we're going, we're doing experiments.
Building A Jones Clone With AI
SPEAKER_02One of the main goals in this experiment, and pass or fail, we're gonna have fun doing it. I'm gonna make a 3D, I'm gonna use a 3D printer and some other contractments that I've come up with to make a Jones clone. Yes, you heard it here first. We will be making a Jones clone on Luciferian Light. No bullshit. So we need y'all to tune in. We will be making a Jones clone. Yeah, yeah. Uh I'm gonna use a 3D printer and a couple other things, and and I'm gonna use AI. I'm gonna give him a life. It's gonna be like, it's gonna be like short circuit, bro. Take him outside, let lightning strike him.
SPEAKER_03Like him, strike him.
SPEAKER_02Like lightning.
SPEAKER_03Oh, I thought you said like him, strike him. That's what it sounds like. You said like him, strike him.
SPEAKER_02No, I'm gonna let lightning strike him and we're gonna be like, 'Man, send his ass out into the world, tell him I'm gonna make it great.
SPEAKER_03So you can make it gray. Make it great.
SPEAKER_09Great! Great. What wonderful words. Jones clone is gonna do just that.
SPEAKER_02Understand who I am.
SPEAKER_09I'm gonna make nobody, I don't know, nobody's dreams.
SPEAKER_02I love love.
SPEAKER_04I love joy, I love happiness. I love to love is shit to say all the shit.
SPEAKER_02I love all the things that make people joyous because I love that part of life. And it's that part of life that make all the other parts, you know what I mean, bearable.
Closing Banter And Sign Off
SPEAKER_04Well, that's what I mean. Yeah.
SPEAKER_02Make all the other parts of life bearable because of that. Because of the things I receive out of life, like the joy that happens.
SPEAKER_04Be more conscious of your of your creation as you're doing, you know. I mean, the more you love on it too, the better, the better, the better. And if you can't, if you're not loving on things in the same measure on how you love things, then they're probably not meant for you. If that made sense to you. I hope it did. Because it made sense to me. Replay it. Check one of our things again, watch us again, you figure out what I say. Trust me. It just happens that way. I'm a little Yeah, yeah.
SPEAKER_02We got him fresh, fresh off the uh fresh out the other world. Fresh out the other world.
SPEAKER_04And I was asleep today.
SPEAKER_02Yeah, fresh out the other world.
SPEAKER_04Like he was literally like even my body was like, uh uh. Oh, and then I found this. I'm cleaning, so I found one of my favorite little. That's why my face is a little more like this today. Look at it. See, I don't have my little, I don't have my little lines in my head today because I found my little stuff.
SPEAKER_02Clean your environment. And you you you get beautified.
SPEAKER_03You gotta clean your brain. Well, look at how beauty came from, honey. Look, no, for real, look. You see, because you know I usually have lines in my head, right?
SPEAKER_02Right, right. Oh yeah, it's clear, it's clear because you got some good sleep. It's flat.
SPEAKER_03No, that it's not sleep. I only had what, two and a half, maybe? When it comes off.
SPEAKER_04This he only doesn't want to do that. But normally, even when I'm at rest, you can see it.
SPEAKER_02Can you do what?
SPEAKER_04Do that again when I do that. And even when I do that, it's usually like a whole bunch. And then when I do this, it's usually you can see it too, but you can't. But when I clean it over there, there's this little face stuff like this this dove. I really don't even like dove normally, but this dove that this dove face stuff that lays it like this. Cut. Turn the lights off. I was no, I was I was I was in my own performance. You was looking at your phone, I was in my performance. I was ending the performance I was giving.
SPEAKER_02Oh, no, I was I was definitely observing the performance. I just didn't want to indulge too much.
SPEAKER_04Why? Don't ever take away my indulgment. I mean, uh if I'm gonna, especially if I'm gonna indulge in it, I'm gonna indulge in it.
SPEAKER_07Exactly. I'm gonna drop it in it. Definitely indulge in two separate things.
SPEAKER_04So ain't nothing wrong with that. Hey, hey, you you call out what you want, I'll knock it. I'll toot it as much as I can toot it for you or take it.
SPEAKER_08Whoa, whoa, you know, oh, knock it up, bro. Tune it and boot it. Let's use it in boot it a lot more carefully, bro. What is happening right now?
SPEAKER_04I'm telling you, this is not the trees of why my face looks like this right now. It's literally because I'm beginning myself right now. Wow, it's literally this thing's fault.
SPEAKER_03You look Asian. Yeah, you look Asian. I got I got a holy, holy hide today.
SPEAKER_02You need to go to ancestry.com, see if you got some uh some bang joke kings in your family, man.
SPEAKER_04I do have a 3% somewhere.
SPEAKER_02For real? Mm-hmm. That's where that's from. I see. I can see it. You can't.
SPEAKER_04I take all my energy from all my people's. The ones that are here, the ones that were past, and the ones that were way, way. Oh, I love karate. I love karate. It's orange.
SPEAKER_02I know, but it looked pink in his camera.
SPEAKER_04Well, it looks like I'm trying to dust it off a little bit. You gotta change the the font on this one, I think.
SPEAKER_02What happened, but I ain't used that in for this for this in three weeks, yeah.
SPEAKER_04No, I think then that's four. Y'all go you did three.
SPEAKER_09Actually, yeah, four, four, it was four.
SPEAKER_04I think so.
SPEAKER_09I was five.
SPEAKER_04Or either it was four or this is four.
SPEAKER_02Yeah, no, that was four. Okay. Because I I didn't know twice after that and then back to blue room, two out twice about a five.
SPEAKER_04What is four for me, brother? Do you remember what four is for me? Has it been that long? Do you know what the meaning of four means for me? What does that mean when I describe four? Do you remember?
SPEAKER_08I forgot.
SPEAKER_04Building a platform. Building a platform.
SPEAKER_08Oh, one, two, three, four.
SPEAKER_04Pillars.
SPEAKER_02One, two, three, four. Hopefully we can make meaning that shit.
SPEAKER_04Well, you was build it was a it was a it was a you thing. So you was that's what that was separate from this. This is this. You know uh continuous you know what I mean? Right. But that's why you're building you you were building a stage, you're you're building your new play. You have a new script.
SPEAKER_08No, no, no. That's closing.
SPEAKER_01Yeah.
SPEAKER_04That's why I do my numbers. Because they explain a lot. They tell you a lot if we just pay attention.
SPEAKER_02This is finna help. This is finna help.
SPEAKER_04Because numbers don't go away, so they just they just replace it with objects. Because all of the stuff we have started with numbers.
SPEAKER_02And I love doing it.
SPEAKER_04Everything we built, you had to have numbers to equalize something.
SPEAKER_02And see, that's the thing. Remember, I was planning on making money off of this, right? This way, I am boomed, I am pillin', I am but I am chillin', I am him with a fillin'. You got a problem with me, you just got a problem. It's I am him. It's clip, I am, I am, I am, I am You got a problem with me, you just got a problem, it's I am it's clip, I am not the I am.
SPEAKER_04I thought I was like real serious today, so excuse me. So I gotta do a little goo goo.
SPEAKER_03I gotta do a little goo goo for y'all. I didn't let it out too much, cause I didn't speak four weeks of freedom.
SPEAKER_04Well, I don't know if that was I don't know if it was free, it was definitely a lesson, less lessons uh learned. But yeah, thank you for joining us today on the Sopherian Light.
SPEAKER_02Yeah, and we love y'all. We're doing this, and we ain't stopping, clearly. And uh, we see y'all next week till then turn off the lights. Bye bye, bye.
