Fear, Faith and the Forest
Fear, Faith, and the Forest: A Podcast of Hope for the Unemployed
If you're unemployed, you know the struggle. Hundreds of applications. Ghosting. Late-stage rejections. The 3 AM panic. The identity crisis. The endless negativity about how "the market is dead" and "AI is taking over."
Fear, Faith, and the Forest is a weekly podcast for people walking through unemployment—created by someone still in the trenches with you. Moving forward. Driven by faith.
About the Host
Rich Zapata is an unemployed software engineering leader with 12+ years of experience. After 7 years at a fintech company, his position was eliminated in January 2025. Nine months later, he's still searching—and he's not waiting until he "makes it" to share what he's learned.
This podcast isn't a victory lap. It's a real-time guide through the Forest.
Fear, Faith and the Forest
Episode 6: Anxiety and The 3 AM Wake-Ups
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Anxiety during unemployment is real, and it never goes away. It hits at 3 AM, but it also hits at 2:30 on a normal Tuesday afternoon, when the lull catches up to you. In this episode, I share a confession about dipping into my retirement fund, explain the "eye of the storm" moments when panic sets in, and introduce the flat spin recovery; an aviation analogy for pulling yourself out of a mental spiral. I also share how a part-time contract came through a 14-year friendship, and why I believe you are the one who gets you out of this; not a book, not a podcast, not someone else's words. Today's verse is Psalm 94:19: "When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought me joy." You can't eliminate the anxiety. But you can answer it with facts, starve it with productivity, and outlast it with the knowledge that you are the one who gets you out.
Thank you for listening!