Fear, Faith and the Forest
Fear, Faith, and the Forest: A Podcast of Hope for the Unemployed
If you're unemployed, you know the struggle. Hundreds of applications. Ghosting. Late-stage rejections. The 3 AM panic. The identity crisis. The endless negativity about how "the market is dead" and "AI is taking over."
Fear, Faith, and the Forest is a weekly podcast for people walking through unemployment—created by someone still in the trenches with you. Moving forward. Driven by faith.
About the Host
Rich Zapata is an unemployed software engineering leader with 12+ years of experience. After 7 years at a fintech company, his position was eliminated in January 2025. Nine months later, he's still searching—and he's not waiting until he "makes it" to share what he's learned.
This podcast isn't a victory lap. It's a real-time guide through the Forest.
Fear, Faith and the Forest
Episode 9: Reflection — Lessons Learned
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A reflection episode marking the close of Phase 1. More than a year into unemployment, Rich looks back at the things he said in the first eight episodes and asks what's held up under pressure, and what's changed. Eight Parts, eight lessons. He talks about gratitude for the contract work that's sustaining him, the interview he bombed and what it taught him about preparation, the difference between stumbling on the path and leaving it, and how the To-Do list has become the discipline that holds his entire household steady. He gets honest about the ups and downs, shares an update on a friend whose journey has been even harder than his own, and reflects on how the podcast itself has evolved along the way. The verse is James 1:2-4.
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