REST IN POWER CYRUS

THIS IS A VERY LOUD PODCAST EPISODE DISCUSSING ANGER IN THE BLACK COMMUNITY FOLLOWING THE CRYUS CARMACK-BELTON CASE AGAINST RICK CHOW. THE EMAIL FOR FOLLOW-UP QUESTIONS OR EPISODE SUGGESTIONS IS RONNIEABW@GMAIL.COM

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SPEAKER_00 0:00

We can get the introductions off later because I'm mad as fuck and I really need to talk about it. But this is the Angry Black Women podcast, and I'm mad as fuck today because Rick Chow was found not guilty, which is something I should have fucking expected. Rick Chow killed a 14-year-old black boy. Yeah, we're gonna get straight into it on this motherfucking episode. We could talk about the motherfucking email later. Yeah, because I'm pissed off. Why the fuck? Okay. So the little black boy went into the store, picked up a bottle of water, a dollar bottle of water. He put the fucking bottle of water down. He decided he didn't want it. They accused him of stealing. He emptied out his pocket, said I didn't take anything. And these motherfuckers still chased him 130 yards, bitch. And because this nigga is running for his life, this little baby. He's 14 years old. This baby is running for his motherfucking life. Because he's running for his life, everything is falling out of his pocket. This is a fucking serial killer movie, okay? He is fucking terrified, okay? Thriller. Freddie versus Jason. This nigga is running. He's throwing everything out of his pockets. He's tripping over everything. He finally falls. His gun falls out of his pocket. I don't give a fuck if he had an illegal firearm or not. As a 14-year-old. Baby, you should have shot. Because you would still be alive today. They was gonna take you. This was in their plans when they woke up today. I want to kill me, a nigga. Yeah. Oh, I'm talking about we're getting right into it on this episode. Because before it was Cyrus Carmack Belton, the baby that Rick Chow shot and killed and murdered, it was Tamir Rice. Before it was Cyrus Carmack Belton, say his motherfucking name, it was Trayvon Martin. And before it was Simus Carp, Cyrus Carmack Belton, it was Emmett Till and Latasha Carlins. Oh yeah, we're getting right into it. Because y'all pissing me off. Y'all always taking our motherfucking kids. Y'all taking our motherfucking kids and then y'all gonna be mad when y'all shit burned down? Yeah. Burn that fucking, burn his shit to the motherfucking ground. The state acquitted him. So now we're gonna have to get that back in blood. Yeah. We're gonna have to do this back what when the Italian mobs was going and the Spanish mafia was going. Yeah, yeah, yeah. When black people was getting into their mob and mafia area. We're gonna have to get back into that. Because I'm mad as fuck. This is a baby. He was 14 years old. I don't give a fuck. Baby, you should have shot. You should have shot, and they was gonna and they was gonna come convict you and they was gonna send your ass and throw the book at you. They should have threw the book at this nigga. Should have threw the book at this nigga. This Chinese nigga. Yeah, because you wanna be white so bad that you hunting niggas for sport, like the white people do, because you hate us so motherfucking bad. I don't wanna buy shit unless it's from a black person. Take your money. Racism is supposed to be expensive, and this nigga just killed a baby. Kill that nigga. Yeah. This is my podcast, so I can say what the fuck I want to say. Kill that nigga. Y'all let him out in the streets. I hope y'all did that so we could do what we want to do. They unan the jury unanimously voted to acquit. And don't get me wrong, it was still the state's, it was still the state's fault for only pursuing premeditated murder charges. Because you could have you could have charged that nigga with manslaughter, okay? You could have charged that man with manslaughter because even if he wasn't intentionally trying to kill that baby, he killed that baby. This is a baby. He is 14 years old. He murdered him and he walking free. Unanimously voted no. And and what I'm hearing is, and what I'm seeing is that the only reason why they unanimously voted no is because there was a couple people who wanted to do the right thing and say no, he killed him. He killed him. And the judge was like, come on, we gotta go. Like, this is this is going on for too long. Let's wrap this shit up. So y'all need to come to a decision. And you know you can only come to a unanimous decision. If I was on that jury, we ain't going home until the to the until that nigga get convicted of murder. I'm talking about life. I'm talking about death penalty. Y'all wanna go home? Agree with me. Y'all agree with me? We're gonna be here for a fucking year. I swear to God. Yeah, and that's why y'all don't want me on a motherfucking jury. Because if I was on a jury and it was somebody white, it was somebody Asian, it was somebody anything other than black, because I'm not a person of color anymore. Yeah. Fuck y'all. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I don't want to spend my money with y'all. I don't want to talk to y'all. Fuck y'all. Okay? I'm not a person of color. I'm black. I'm black first. And the same way y'all in Asia right now with them fucking Natasha jaws, which is black baby dolls with all the fucking exaggerated, exaggerated um features of a black person and y'all beating them and pouring hot boiling water on them and stripping them and putting them in compromising positions, and it's supposed to be a stress reliever. What if I did that to you? Yeah, I uh when I say say his name into its backwards, I mean say Cyrus Carmack belted into its motherfucking backwards. Fuck them. The president coming for them all.

SPEAKER_01 5:28

Aw.

SPEAKER_00 5:30

Yeah, I'm mad as fuck right now for a dollar bottle of water that he did not steal. That baby did not steal. Burn that motherfucking institution to the motherfucking ground. Apparently, the reason why they didn't convict him, Rick Chow, the murderer, is because in South Carolina you have to prove intent. And when the baby fell, okay, because mind you, they chased him 130 yards. That's far as fuck, baby. Two football fields and then some. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. They chased him 130 yards. He throwing everything out of his pocket, the baby tripping over everything. He falling, he finally falls, and then his gun falls out of his pocket. The fucking little boy, what's it, what's what's what's their fucking little boy's name? Um, Andy, Andy. Andy Chow. Andy Chow says he got a gun. And then Rick Chow shoots him. Mind you, this nigga got off in 2018 with shooting somebody on a self-defense charge. Yes, he is a fucking murderer, a serial killer of black people, but because it's black, it don't fucking matter. They shot that baby in the back. They shot that baby in the back. And y'all talk about some black fatigue. I got fatigued with y'all. Fuck y'all. That was a baby. But I sh they used to feed our babies to alligators, so I shouldn't, I shouldn't be surprised that this is some shit that y'all did. And because of double jeopardy, we can't charge this nigga again. So we're gonna have to kill that nigga. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. This is my podcast, so I can advocate I can advocate violence. Kill that nigga. Burn his institution to the ground. I don't want his son to know peace. I don't want him to know peace. His fucking wife stood there and watched. Yeah. Kill all of them. The whole family. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Because just like he killed that fucking baby, and we and we went to the legal, legal departments, and we let y'all do y'all shit and y'all fucking acquitted him. Y'all must have wanted him out the street so we could do what we want to do. Somebody kill that nigga. That he was dropping everything in his pocket and he died when he should have shot. Why the fuck if it ain't black, it ain't, it ain't right. Cause with them, if it ain't white, it ain't right. They don't give a fuck if the if the case not making sense. If it ain't Asian, it's not right. It don't matter if it's not making sense. They be like, nah, Mr. Chow wasn't wrong. They in the comments, well, why was he running? Bitch, I would run too. If I have a legal firearm and I know I didn't steal anything, and I know I'm black in fucking America and I've been black my whole motherfucking life, and I'm 14 years old and I already got that fucking talk. Baby, run. Get the fuck out of there. You gotta start having that talk with them at nine years old and even younger, Tamir. Yeah, I'm mad as fuck. I'm so fucking mad, it's not even funny. I want some shit to burn for this. And if if his mama, if his daddy go out and kill the motherfuckers, they're gonna be wrong. Is it not a time to kill? Let me know, sister. Let me know what's up. Because if this was a KKK member's son and somebody black killed them after they gang raped somebody, which is what they do, that's what they do, then they would be up in arms. It doesn't matter what he did. He's still a fucking human being. What's the little girl? Oh fuck, what's her name? Oh my god. The little girl that was taking sex trafficked, I just looked it up. It's Centoya Brown. I'm in the car now because it's hot as fuck in the house. It's Centoya Brown. Y'all remember in 2000, it was either 2004 or 2009, where the 16-year-old girl, Centoya Brown, she went to jail, right? Because she was being sex trafficked, and one of her johns, the fucking nasty ass pedophile man who purchased a little girl for sex. She killed him because she feared for her life. She testified, I fear for my life. I acted in self-defense. And she was a victim of sex trafficking. This is a 16-year-old girl. But she's black, so she can't be no victim. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm not as fuck. Yes, and they sentenced her to life in prison. And it wasn't until like 2019 that her sentence got commuted. So she spent 15 to 20 years in jail, her entire childhood and adulthood at mid-adulthood in fucking jail over self-defense. So if Cyrus would have shot back, they would have threw the fucking book at him. He would have been under the jail, but at least he would be alive. Over four 99 cent bottles of water that he did not take. I don't give a fuck if Rick Chow owns the gas station or not anymore. Burn it down. Burn it down. The owner on there talk about some. I don't we're not associated with them. We own this. And burn it down. I want that man to fear for his life every day. I want nobody to want to do business with him for fear that it will bring such hellfire down on them that they gotta go back to wherever the fuck they came from. And I hope they ain't got no roots there. Yeah. This shit is so fucking stupid. Our children, they don't give a fuck about. I'm still mad about the Natasha doll shit because you saying uh it's not that big of a deal, it's just a stress reliever. Why the fuck you didn't make the baby white? Why did it have to be black? It's always our children. And then why the fuck would you make it a baby? A human baby. You could have made an animal, you could have made it any type of animal, you could have made it a bug, you could have made it a a non-senti, a fucking tree, but you made it a baby, a black baby at that. So that you could beat it the fuck up, and that's relieving stress to you. That relieves stress to you? It is always our children that they take, and they've been taking them forever. And y'all mad at me because I don't want to spend my dollar anywhere that's not black. I have to rethink my whole fucking plan to go to China. I'm supposed to be in China next month. Ty just got her fucking visa. And I call her, like, uh-uh. I don't know. I don't know. We want to go to China, bitch. They tripping. Nobody wants us. I I can't stay here. I can't go anywhere because everywhere is dangerous for me as a black woman. Every time it's something, but especially with our children. And y'all want me to have kids? Hold on. Oh, y'all want me to have children so that somebody can take them. Y'all want me to become a terrorist for real. Cause all I got is my best friend and my mama.

SPEAKER_01 12:50

That's all I got.

SPEAKER_00 12:52

Got my cousins. So if anything happens to them, nah, I gotta really take the shit over. And I don't trust y'all. I don't trust y'all to help me do what I need to do. So that's why I'm trying to leave. I can't get it done with y'all. And when I say it's the older generation, let me clarify what I mean. I mean it's older black women. Okay? Because older black men, they still be having our back a little bit. But it'd be older black women that be snitching on you at work. Yeah. I got a situation right now where this older black woman lied on me to a white corporation and they do that. I was having um a conversation a couple years ago with my um stepgrandma, and she was like, they call me a snitch at work, but how am I snitching when I'm just doing what I'm supposed to do and you're not? Y'all think these people give a fuck about you? You think this job won't fire your ass if somebody lies on you? They're gonna believe them over you, sister. They're gonna believe them over you, TT. So why don't you just have my fucking back? Because if it was a Chinese person and a Chinese person, they would have their back. They don't care if it was a lie or not. Yeah, they would have their back. Yeah, I and the only reason why I'm saying divest is because I need the entire to build this. Anyone who's not talking about it, I've seen a couple of people on TikTok talking about it, and I reposted them. I reposted all the Asian creators, all the Chinese creators and Asian creators that spoke about this and spoke about it with the level of anger that you are supposed to have on the situation. I reposted their videos and and I put them on my story because this is the only reaction to have. That nigga was wrong. Rick Chow is a fucking murderer. I hope his child dies brutally. I hope he's running through the woods from some KKK members and then they lynch his ass. Oh, am I not supposed to say that? I don't give a fuck. I absolutely don't give a fuck. I absolutely don't give a fuck. I want his I want Richard to lose his child, then I want him to lose his wife, and then I want him to kill himself. I want him to be, I want him to feel this every day like that fucking, what was that movie with the fucking girl coming out of the TV and that man um watched her get raped? Fucking um, she came out the fucking TV and fucking sat on his fucking neck and he was feeling that shit for the rest of his fucking life. Yeah, that's what I want. That's what I want. Yeah. I just don't I don't see a way out of this. I don't see what we can do. I don't see a way of working together. I don't want to have any productive conversations. I don't want to work together with nobody. I only want to work together with black Americans. I don't want to talk about shit about how we we're all in this together. Bitch, this ain't fucking high school musical. We not all in this together. Y'all killing our kids and y'all killing us and y'all getting off with it. And if we kill y'all, if we retaliate, we go to fucking jail. If we defend ourselves, we go to jail. They are just enslaving us. Because I can't go to jail. No, me, I can't go to jail. You think I'm gonna be turning big boss to little rust and little ross to big box? Bitch, no, I'm not going to jail.

SPEAKER_01 16:27

I'm not going to jail.

SPEAKER_00 16:29

I can't be in there for five seconds. I'm gonna break out immediately. Oh, it's oh, let me go to jail for some shit. Especially some shit I didn't do. Oh, y'all might as well go ahead and prepare the others because the revolution starts that day. The day I go to jail, prison or jail, they'll put me in a cell for anything. I promise you I'm coming out. And I ain't gotta do no snitching, okay? I'm going into prison. I'm gonna let them know they're gonna be like, you're not gonna eat this food? No, I'm not, because I'm gonna be out of here tomorrow. Y'all coming or not? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Turn it up. This ain't gonna be no fucking prison riot, okay? This is gonna be the start of the motherfucking resolution. I'm not going to be in jail. You uh when I said my ancestors said, before I be a slave, I'll be buried in my grave. And before I be a slave, I'll be buried in my motherfucking grave. I'm not going to jail. That I won't do. I'm not going to be a slave for this country. I'm already a slave, is what I feel like. And you want me to be an actual slave? Where you beat me and rape me and work me for free and control when I get up and control when I go to sleep and I can't motherfucking leave here and you think I'm going in there? Oh, bitch, you got life fucked in the ass like a white bitch. I promise you I won't be doing it.

SPEAKER_01 17:49

I promise you I won't. I want you to think about me in jail.

SPEAKER_00 17:58

Bad idea. Bad fucking idea. I don't know how how so many members of my family did it. And I'm from Detroit, bitch. I'm from Detroit. I have so much access to weapons. I have so much access to people who really bought that shit. Understand that I'm really bought that shit. And I'm trying to, I'm trying to spare y'all. I'm trying to just get out of this fucking country. That's all I'm trying to do is leave. That's all I want to do is leave. But now I don't want to go to China. Cause they fucking got Natasha dolls. That look like black babies. Because black babies are who they like to torture and kill. The babies that can't defend ourselves. We gotta defend our babies.

SPEAKER_01 18:42

They damn sure not gonna do it. They wanna pour boiling hot water on them.

SPEAKER_00 18:50

We used to be protective of our kids, but now we beating up our own kids. I'm seeing so much shit every other day. It's a black parent embarrassing their child, showing how much they hate them, abusing the child. The mothers just be watching the niggas abuse them. It'd be the stepdaddy just beating on their motherfucking kids and molesting them and raping them and y'all expect the kids to think that you're going to protect them from other people when y'all don't even protect them from you. You want a nigga so bad that you will let this man beat the fuck out of your little boy, argue with your little boy, make sure that he knows he's the man at a house. You're not a man. If you have to beat up on a child, if you have to rape a child, because why are you raping somebody anyway? That's the one crime I can't get behind. If my child grew up to be a rapist, I would that would not be my child anymore. That's the one crime I can't. If my child kills somebody, I would have to know the reason why. Why did you kill them? Because they were gonna kill me. Why want my baby out of jail? I don't want my baby going to jail. I don't want my baby going to jail. I uh I can get behind it, I can get behind killing somebody. I can get behind killing somebody quick. Because there is, there's reasons to kill people. I can get behind theft. I wanna go steal some shit, right? I wish I I wish I had some steal some shit to steal. I'm so fucking broke. I wish I I can get behind theft like nothing. Okay? Don't come don't let no black person come up on me with a motherfucking they stole some shit case. I don't think they did it. But we got all this evidence. I don't think they did it. Well, we can't we can't leave until they say that we did that he did it. Well, we just ain't leaving this motherfucker because I don't think he did it. Who gives a fuck if they stole some shit? So But there is never a reason to rape somebody. Never. I can't get behind that. I can't get I can't get behind that. I can get behind killing somebody. I can get behind stealing some shit. Easy. Especially if you steal from a corporation. Well, don't don't don't come to me telling me you stole $500,000 from Walmart. I don't think they did it. Well, we have all this evidence and five of us do, so until all of us do, they can't go home. We can't go home. We ain't gonna home in this motherfucker, because I don't think he did it.

SPEAKER_01 21:34

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Jury are your peers. Ain't none of these motherfuckers are peers.

SPEAKER_00 21:42

I feel like if you get accused of killing black people, then the whole jury should be black. Yes, that's how I feel. Because that's a jury of the peers. You're not white, you're not black. You don't feel no responsibility for this baby being killed? Now, if he was a 14-year-old white boy, oh my God. Oh, not only would he be in jail, Richard would have been in jail, he would have been under the jail. Oh, why the fuck? You was chasing him. Why the fuck is they leaving the store? Hold on. He proved he didn't take shit, right? And y'all left the store. Just like them fucking three bitches at um fucking Zara. Them white bitches. And it was one black employee, too, that chased a black girl out of Zara thinking she stole a jacket. They didn't think she stole no motherfucking jacket. They didn't think she stole no motherfucking jacket. They accused her of stealing the fucking jacket. They had the police come, they didn't chase her out the store. Now the store ain't got no motherfucking body in it. So if I did want to steal some shit, I definitely could have just got y'all out the store chasing me, had my homegirl go back and steal all the shit. Now that y'all all gone, had the police, the police said she ain't got shit. Well, maybe we need to go to her house. How? She didn't even go to her house yet. What the fuck is wrong with you bitches? Fuck y'all chasing us around for? Now if I would have turned turned around and decked all y'all, I would have been pissed I would have pissed myself. I would have been crying. I would have been shaking in my boots. I would have called more police. We're gonna make this a whole scene in this motherfucker. Yeah. Yeah, because why the fuck is motherfuckers leaving the store to chase us down when we didn't even take anything? That's why I said don't spend your money there. Stay over there, hurry up and buy. Hurry up and buy. Bitch, I won't buy a motherfucking thing in this motherfucker, actually. I walked into a bakery the other day. I walked into a bakery the other day. I saw all white people in there. They said, Oh, how can we help you? I said, I don't want anything. I walked the fuck out. Yeah. I don't want shit in here. It smells like dog in here. Yeah, wet dog in here. So if you want to say that I'm racist, then okay. I feel like that motherfucker from Freedom Writers. I hate white people on site. The only reason why I'm fucking with you is because you're not like them other people. But until you prove to me that you are not racist, then I will see you as racist. I'm judging books by their covers. If you are not black, then I do not trust you until you prove that I can. She said, I see white people shoot my friend in the back for no reason except for they feel like it.

SPEAKER_01 24:33

And because they can. So I hate white people on site.

SPEAKER_00 24:42

She said, you hate me, you don't even know me. I don't give a fuck. I don't. And I absolutely don't give a fuck. Until y'all prove to me that you are not racist, and not only that you are not racist, because I don't need allies, I need I need somebody to stand in front of me and then run towards the bullets. I don't need allies, okay? I need shields. So until you prove to me that you are that, then you cannot be my friend. Yeah. I don't want to judge a book by its cover. I do. I don't like the cover. Cover's not black. Yeah. I'm judging everybody until I see otherwise. Cause I'm mad. I'm angry. I'm the angry black woman that you want me to be. And a bitch got in my TikTok section the other day talk about some your name of your podcast is not the flex that you want it to be. I do psychology for a living, and you're just making more people think that black women are angry and something about psychology and it's gonna make shut the fuck up, bitch. How about that, blocked? You think I give a fuck what you think about the name of my podcast? Do you think I give a fuck what you think about me? Do you think that I give a fuck what you think this is going to do to my community? You are not black, so you do not speak to me about my podcast. You do not speak to me about my opinions unless you are echoing my statements. This is a podcast where either I'm right or I'm right. Yeah, I'm not gonna go back and forth with you motherfuckers. I know what the fuck I'm talking about because it's my fucking opinion, and my opinion is right to me. So if you disagree, then unlisten, bitch. I said what the fuck I said and I meant it.

SPEAKER_01 26:35

And I'm mad as fuck, and I'm gonna stay mad.

SPEAKER_00 26:43

You bitches got me hot as fuck. Out here in this motherfucking car in the middle of fucking June. Aggramated as shit.

SPEAKER_01 26:53

Give a fuck.

SPEAKER_00 26:57

I'm ready to start appropriating some shit. I'm ready to start appropriating some shit. That's what that's what I want to do. Everybody you wanna make if I wanna um eat Chinese food, then I wanna I want a black person to make it. That's what I want. Yeah. It's American Chinese food anyway. They don't eat that shit. They don't eat that shit in China. And and you know what else? I think it was a Japanese creator that came on TikTok and said some stupid shit like, um don't lump, don't lump all Asians in. I'll do what the fuck I want to do, okay? I'm Japanese. That doesn't count. Bitch, Japan is one Japan is just white people with little eyes, okay? Japan is like one of the worst colon colonizers ever. Oh my god, Japan has done some horrible shit. Some terrible shit to other countries. It was a bitch a long time ago. Get on my fucking TikTok, talk about some. First of all, black people are not the only ones who've been hurt in this country. And I'm Hawaiian and I'm Japanese, and well, she really pissed me off because she said she was Native American. And no, you're not, bitch. Because what's your tribe? My first girlfriend was Native American, and she said she was Sapona Okaniche, Native American. I hope I'm pronouncing that right. But she told me, unless you can tell me what tribe you're from, you're not Native American. Yeah, we don't claim you, bitch. Yeah, and that bitch talked about some, and I'm Japanese. So people would think that, and then she was like, I know I look white, but I'm a lot of different things. Well, bitch, you just said you was Japanese, so actually you have no right to say anything. Japan is one of the worst fucking colonizers. Horrible. Terrible. So actually, if you're Japanese, like straight from Japan, you really can't say shit to me. Like, absolutely a fuck ass thing about me being black in America and me going through shit in America, because your country is terrible. Colonizers, you just like them white people. Shut the fuck up. Yeah. Hey, when white people do crazy shit. And they always doing crazy shit.

SPEAKER_01 29:22

They don't call it murder.

SPEAKER_00 29:26

Call it self-defense. They're always coming up with different words for shit. Let me get your pre-loved pieces, bitch. It's used. Fucking consignment shop. It's a fucking thrift store. So sick of y'all. I'm sick of white people. I'm sick of all the other colored people. I'm sick of all you motherfuckers. Period. And y'all saying, like, oh, you can't advocate for that. You don't you don't want to celebrate people's deaths? If Rick Chow dies right now, I will be dancing in the motherfucking street. Just like when Charlie Kirk died, I didn't give absolutely one single singular fuck. You think I give a fuck that Charlie Kirk? Fuck Charlie Kirk. Fuck Charlie Kirk. Fuck Rick Chow. Fuck Donald Trump. I hope they all die. And take the vice president too. He uh when I tell you, like I've been this whole day, my mental has been fucked up because why the fuck would y'all kill that baby? Why the fuck do y'all always take shit from us? Y'all always take everything fucking from us. Because that's the fucking American way. And we be giving it to y'all. That's why I don't fuck with Jackie Ina. I don't fuck with Kevin Hart. Yeah, because y'all motherfucking coons. Y'all seen the fucking Kevin Hart Rose where they made a fucking joke. The George Floyd joke. The shit wasn't funny, first of all. And then when Kevin Hart is finally questioned about it, because I understand, like sometimes like you laugh in the moment, but it'd be like an awkward laugh. It'd be like an I'm uncomfortable laugh. But Kevin Hart, he had a roast to celebrate him being a famous comedian. You know what I'm saying? It's not something that's uncommon. But during this fucking roast, one of them fucking comedians, one of them white men, what the fuck, maybe it was Shane Gillis. I don't give a fuck. I don't know if it wasn't Shane Gillis or if it was the other one, but that's the name I can remember right now. Said a George, a George Floyd joke. What the fuck about George Floyd's murder is fucking funny. Except for it's Black People's Fame. Yeah, and George Floyd didn't do shit to y'all. You know what I'm saying? I could understand if it was that racist motherfucker that got shot. Yeah. I could understand if that was him that got shot, and then you made a joke out of that. Cause fuck his name. But you made a joke out of George Floyd. And when Kevin Hart is questioned about it, he goes, You guys can't take a joke. I mean it's Shane Gillis. I don't give a fuck if it's Jesus Christ. I don't. I don't give a fuck if it's Jesus Christ. The shit wasn't funny. And now you talk about my people, nigga. Yeah. Cause you can get your ass beat here. I don't even know where I'm at with my religion for real. Trying to figure that out before I turn 30, cuz if y'all ever read the Bible, a lot of that shit don't make sense. Like, a lot of that shit don't fucking make sense. Like, I'm over here reading the Bible and I'm looking at this shit like, what? What the fuck is what am I reading? How the fuck you telling me that these motherfuckers then ran away from Sodom and Gomorrah because that shit was burning down, and then they went to a motherfucking mountain with their daddy, and the only thing they could think of is the men we were promised to are fucking dead. So now how we gonna get pregnant? That's what the fuck you children are thinking of. So this is what we're gonna do. We're gonna get our daddy drunk, and then I'm gonna fuck him, and then the next day we gonna get him drunk again, and then you gonna fuck him, and now we're gonna be pregnant. What the fuck was I supposed to get from that story, except for rape and incest is okay in order to get pregnant if you have no other choice? Like what the f what how how does that story and that's how that fucking story ends? And the whole story was stupid, and that's in the fucking beginning of the book. That's in Genesis, bitch. And this is what I'm like, what what this is what I believe in? I don't know what the fuck I believe in. I I I know that there is a higher power that has been guiding me and and protecting me, but I don't know. I don't think of God. It might be.

SPEAKER_01 34:05

It might be, but I don't know. It might be.

SPEAKER_00 34:17

Let me not because if God is real, I can't go to hell. Hell is hot. And I hate being hot. That's one of my worst fears is dying hot. Fuck it. I'm sorry, this video's so long and I ain't talking about shit, but I was talking about I was talking about shit. I was talking about some very important things, but my my my soul is hurting and my anger is not gonna get palatable anytime soon. And because I don't have anything productive to say that will help our community, I'm gonna post this video and I'm gonna let it be what it is. Well, this podcast, because I can't do video right now. Fucking laptops broke. Yeah. But this was the Angry Black Woman Podcast. I'm your host, Ronnie, and you can get in touch with me at R O N N I E A B W at Gmail.com. Bye.