It's Different with Girls/Females

Wouldn't you agree?

Transcript

SPEAKER_01 0:01

So yesterday morning I woke up to an email from this 19-year-old young lady who started off by telling me that she was the caretaker of the lesbian who is down in Texas, um the caretaker of that lesbian's animals. And I want you to know that's how she started the email. And so already I'm starting starting to panic. And then she continued. She said, she came down to me on Monday and said, Hey, since I didn't click with her, maybe you can click with her. Here's my amazing beautiful friend's number and contact information. Actually, she only had my email. And so this is what this 19-year-old is telling me. And she said, I am in school for dent for to be a dentist, a dental assistant. She said, I don't have any friends. I'm bi, but I adore women. And oh, by the way, I have a sister, a twin sister at that. And I have to tell you, I did not even know what to think. I immediately knew what was happening. So I contacted the lesbian and I said, What the fuck are you doing? Sending me a 19-year-old to m to match me up with her. I never asked you to do that, and you're sending me a child, and from there I told her, I don't even know what the fuck is wrong with you. Do not contact me again. And as I predicted, the lesbian said, I just thought that since you were slipping away from me, that I can send her to you. She said she was saying she didn't have any friends, and so I just thought of you. And I want you to know that I recognize that this is the type of attitude and carrying on that leads to groomers, traffickers, things like that. If I were any other person, this lesbian literally just delivered me this 19-year-old. And by the way, if you hear the motors in the back, that's my neighbor. So I am sending this to you from my car. But I contacted the 19-year-old and I explained to her, I'm not interested. That is why the Lesbian and I are not getting along together. Are you realizing that she sent you she sent me your information or she gave you my information, first of all, without my permission? And also she never told me about you, so I didn't know what to expect. But you want a friend. Now, suffice it to say, really, there's just one feminine energy on the site that I'm on. I haven't heard from her in a while. She's a farmer in Wisconsin. I don't know what she looks like. And I think that is why I really appreciate her. I think that's why I'm so turned on by her. Because there's a mystery about her. She doesn't just assume anything and put it all out there and makes me have to feel as though I have to engage in her feminine, masculine, sexual energy. She allows me to be who I need to be. She keeps that air of mystery about her. And so, because of that, if I were to engage with anyone, I can honestly tell you she would be the one. She would be the one. But outside of that, I think because there are or I was approached by the lesbian in Texas. She was a very beautiful woman. But I think because there were signals that were crossed, there were there were miscommunications, it became nothing but sex.

SPEAKER_02 5:32

It almost annoyed me.

SPEAKER_01 5:38

It annoyed me because it didn't give room for there to be a friendship. The whole reason why I became I allowed the lesbian to become friends with me was because she was on the site as a model as well, too, and so she decided to take herself off of it. In that process, her husband actually was found on their marriage bed by her with her best friend. He cheated on her with her best friend, so she divorced him, kicked him out of the house, and she was heartbroken. So she went back to the site where I met her and said she was looking for a friend. But she confessed to me that when she lived in Africa, I don't remember the country, but she said when she was there, the ebony women were so attractive to her. And so as she was telling me this, I understood that she was doing everything she could to try to turn me on. And again, very beautiful woman, but there came a point to where I did feel a little bit like I was a fetish for her. She wanted me to marry her, and I told her no. There were times where she didn't give room for me to be who I was. As a matter of fact, when I was interacting with her, she would give me guilt trips for not feeling the same way. Oh, thank goodness that motor's gone.

SPEAKER_02 7:37

Ugh.

SPEAKER_00 7:39

It sounds like it's going away.

SPEAKER_01 7:44

Um but anyway, and when she discovered that I turned her down, she sent this 19-year-old who's innocent, vulnerable, and said she doesn't have any friends. She's bi and she adores women. And by the way, she has a twin. Again, what was I supposed to do with that energy? So today I messaged her, and that 19-year-old had the lesson of her life. And as a matter of fact, she said because what she kept doing was sending me selfies and provocative, as provocative as a 19-year-old could be without showing her body. She was sending me these photos, and I had to write to her and say, listen, I didn't ask for your photos. I need you to stop sending them to me and have some self-respect. The more I thought about it, the more I was thinking, isn't that funny? I wouldn't even entertain it if it were a male. I would just laugh it off. But the fact that it's a woman, that it's a girl, a young lady, I said, have respect for yourself and control your sexual energy. Or else you're going to be in a position where you're going to attract low vibrational entities, no matter if they're women or men. She called me mean. She said, Wow, I thought you would have you would want to have friends. You overthink things too much. But you have to remember her frontal lobe isn't even fully developed yet. If this were a male, I wouldn't even entertain them because I know they would try to shoot their shot, and then if I didn't respond, they'd give up. I know that. But I also know that females are a little different. So yeah, I stayed in there with her, and I pretty much had to put her in her place. And I had to tell her, have some respect for yourself. If I'm telling you that I am celibate, I'm telling you that I'm older than you, your response should not be more photos and telling me what's wrong with sexual energy. Nothing. By the way, this nineteen-year-old girl has no idea what I do. She has no idea what the lesbian does or how she met me. So again, what does she know? She's entering that age of stupidity.

SPEAKER_00 10:56

Between the ages of 19 to 23, she's entering that the that age bracket where they know everything, but they're idiots. Again, if she were a male, I would just count them off as just being an idiot. And nod and giggle, but not take him seriously.

SPEAKER_02 11:22

For my fellow female, though, there was a sense of overprotectiveness.

SPEAKER_01 11:31

Because this world, as much as I love men, part of loving men, it's about knowing the truth of man, of men. And things are just different for females. It's just different. What do you think? Hopefully the motor in the background wasn't too much. I'd love to know your thoughts though. Perhaps the motor was just right. It's a male over there, after all. Being loud, having power. I am definitely not saying that as a female she is not able to do this. It's actually badass when a woman is able to indulge in that masculine side and be a tomboy. But like I've said before, sexual energy is so powerful.

SPEAKER_02 12:47

It's so powerful. It's sacred.

SPEAKER_01 12:54

That's why I'm here on this podcast. That's why I'm telling you, as I go through all of these changes in my life, these experiences, these interactions, I have to go back to processing. How is my sexual energy, my power, impacted by this?

SPEAKER_02 13:22

Anyway, I'd love to know your thoughts. Contact me when you can. Bye for now.

SPEAKER_01 13:31

Love Natalie.