The Anatomy of The Auditor

​"I am a bad liar. I fail every time I try. So I’ve decided to just tell the absolute f*ing truth."

​Before we dive into the Lindsey Thurston trap and the courtroom setups of February 2025 in Episode 6, host Steven Robert Meyers Jr. opens the vault for a raw, unfiltered, over-anour-long forensic Q&A. This episode breaks down the psychological warfare, the trauma, and the sheer restraint required to navigate the legal system as a neurodivergent father in Alamance County.

​In this clinical, no-holds-barred audit, Steven addresses:

​The reality of "Warrior Mode" and the functional difference between the man before April 15, 2022, and the man speaking today.

​The "Mr. Doubtfire" protocol of 2022 and what it taught him about trust and symmetrical warfare.

​The physical reality and corrected timeline of the November 2020 beating by twelve Alamance County deputies.

​A direct response to the rumors of being "bipolar" and a breakdown of the faulty assessments that were used to weaponize the system.

​The true definition of his defensive "Deadman’s Switch" and why the recent Afroman jury verdict in Ohio serves as his blueprint for Radical Accountability.

​ LISTENER DISCRETION IS HEAVILY ADVISED: This episode contains explicit language, dark humor, and visceral discussions of trauma, suicide, and psychological warfare. Steven explicitly states on the record that his expressions of intense internal frustration and past feelings are not threats of future violence, but a testament to the massive level of daily restraint he holds for his daughter. This is protected First Amendment speech and the documenting of personal history.

Transcript

SPEAKER_00 0:45

Nobody said it was easy putting raw reality on a microphone. Especially when I'm about to detail the sheer restraint I've had to exercise over the years. I'd really like to ensure that expressing that internal battle doesn't land me in a cell. I'm hoping I'm making it explicitly clear that this episode, and as far as I know from other episodes as well, but mainly this one, contains statements about how I felt and what I believe certain people deserve based on their actions. Not a declaration of violence. Or past, present, future, anything violence related, just a whole blanket statement there. Now I'm not a licensed attorney. Nobody can give me absolute legal immunity or a guarantee of what authorities may or may not do based off of somebody filing a complaint or somebody filing a lawsuit, which I will gladly be the Afroman to anyone's Adams County Sheriff's Department anytime. But what I can do is break down exactly how North Carolina law and the First Amendment intersect with the kind of intense raw speech I am recording. North Carolina law. Communicating threats GS14-277.1 In North Carolina, communicating threats is a class one misdemeanor. For a prosecutor to actually secure a conviction, they must prove four specific elements beyond a reasonable doubt. One, a person willfully threatened to physically injure someone. Two, the threat was communicated to that person orally in writing or broadcasted. Three, the threat was made in a manner that would make a reasonable person believe it is likely to be carried out. And four, the person threatened actually believes the threat will be carried out. The First Amendment and true threats. And this is where my focus on constitutional rights becomes the battleground. The US Supreme Court has ruled that the First Amendment protects a vast amount of intense, offensive, and even hostile speech. However, it does not protect true threats. True threats, these are statements where the speaker means to communicate a serious expression of an intent to commit an act of unlawful violence to a particular individual. The Supreme Court recently clarified that the state must show the speaker acted at least recklessly, meaning they consciously disregarded a substantial risk that their words would be perceived as a genuine threat. Now, protected speech as hyperbole inventive, excuse me. Expressions of intense anger, dark humor, and statements of past feelings. Legally saying someone deserves a Bible smacked in their face, or that they might be lucky or are lucky, a past situation didn't end differently, is generally categorized as protected venting or hyperbole. It is a statement of your internal emotional state and assessment of their character, not a true statement of intent to commit future violence. Now the reality of the legal system here is the friction point, okay? Even if my words are constitutionally protected hyperbole, I cannot control whether an estranged family member listens to the podcast, claims they genuinely fear for their life, which is element four of the NC statute. Remember, we covered four elements, right? And attempts to take out a private warrant or file a police report. They're known to do that. Now, if they do, law enforcement or a magistrate in Alamance County has to decide if my podcast meets the reasonable person standard, element three. This is why the disclaimer at the very beginning of my episodes is a vital tactical shield by explicitly stating up front that I am not threatening anyone, that I exercise restraint daily, and that I am engaging in protected First Amendment speech. I am directly attacking the idea that I am acting recklessly or making a true threat. Let it be known I have never made a true threat on this podcast, nor have I made a true threat to anybody since I think it was like the um the the before the first restraining orders happened, and I was losing my mind. My kids were being taken from me, so you know, cause and effect, but not here. So again, happy to be your Afroman to your Adams County Sheriff's Office anytime, any day. I am essentially navigating the absolute edge of free expression. The contents of my or the con sorry, forgive me, the context of my podcast and my explicit disclaimers point heavily towards protected speech rather than a criminal act. But the reality of the system is I must always be prepared to defend my stance.

SPEAKER_01 7:12

Oh i if if you if you if if you already know the answers to your questions, then why ask pig fuck.

SPEAKER_00 7:28

Anyone stepping into the booth to drop stuff like this on the public, as it were, we need to know exactly where every legal tripwire is buried. I already know how they're gonna look for any excuse to silence me. And I've made it clear I don't give a fuck about civil suits. And look, defamation, slander, libel, North Carolina, it's a civil matter. The deputies, or Dr. Litz, or anybody anybody, really, Ethel, Dad, Sue, Angela, anyone I've talked to, anybody I've spoken on, cannot have me criminally arrested just because they think I hurt their reputations or accuse them of misconduct. That is First Amendment territory. And as the world saw with the Adams County Sheriff's Department versus Afroman and the subsequent victory that Afro Man received in court, they would have to fight that in civil court. So, aside from communicating threats, here are two other specific criminal statutes they might try to weaponize against me based on any exact wording of what I might be about to say in this episode, or well, anything anybody's ever said in real life, you know. And that would be extortion, which would be under North Carolina General Statute uh 14-118.4. So in North Carolina, extortion is a class F felony. It occurs when a person threatens to expose a secret or accuse someone of a crime with the intent to wrongfully obtain something of value, or to compel any person to do an act against their will. Now, I'm not making any demands. I mean, I'd love it if they talk to me, but you know, cowards hide and do what they do, and that be what it be. Life be lifened. I'm not saying, hey, X is what you need to do, or Y is what I will do. I am describing potential defensive deterrence in this episode. Um it's basically a shield that was created to ensure my physical safety, and we'll we'll get into that later. The risk is um a potential hostile district attorney might try to argue that, broadcasting the existence of the defensive deterrent, the shield to ensure my physical safety that I'll be describing in this episode would be what they would consider potentially an implicit attempt to compel anyone who felt threatened in this whole context to back off and leave me alone. Now, because I'm not explicitly demanding a specific action, an extortion charge would be a massive overreach. But I need to be aware that the word blackmail is exactly what my enemies will scream when they hear this segment. The last one, which is one I've already been through and we've talked about extensively. Cyber stalking or stalking, North Carolina General Statute fourteen-two seven seven point three A. My god, that social cue training? Oh, thank God for that. Alright, come on, I gotta focus. I'm sorry. All the effort they put into making me look like a fucking monster and none of it stuck. Oh my god, I'm supposed to be this horrible person. People are being are afraid to be around and scared to be in the vicinity of, and all this, that, and the other. Meanwhile, I mean, I don't know. I guess the people that love me are all secret agents making me live a Truman show, right? That's that's what they say.

SPEAKER_02 12:24

Fuck all y'all.

SPEAKER_00 12:28

The trigger. Alright, so my sustained intense focus on dad, Sue, and Angela um across multiple platforms, this podcast, and the episodes that are required for me to tell, quote, my side of the story, as it were, um, that could be considered the trigger. Even though that's fuck-tarted, pig fuck stupid. Here's the law. This is what sucks. North Carolina's stalking laws are incredibly broad. A person commits stalking if they willfully engage in a course of conduct directed at a specific person that would cause a reasonable person to suffer substantial emotional distress or fear for their safety. My defense, if it were even. I mean, I've already been through one cyber stalking charge, and we all know how that turned out. You know, that thank God they did the way it did, but a podcast is a public broadcast, not a direct electronic communication to anyone's personal phone or emails. I can assure the listeners, I have never once texted somebody involved in any way, shape, or form in this case, nor called, or any form of communication that I could possibly think of, and been like, hey, here's a podcast episode, it's about you, listen to it. Now I I know they're gonna hear it because people talk about it, and you know, like two if they haven't heard it by now, holy shit, they're stupider than I thought. I mean, there's just I've been openly public about this, okay? But it's my right to tell my story. Okay, like these motherfuckers gave Robert Davis a false narrative about me that I listened to during a half-hour conversation on tape where I'm just basically getting berated, and I'm allowing this guy to yell at me because he's thinks he's holding me accountable when really it was me who held myself accountable by offering a public apology on Facebook. Well, by the way, whose idea was that? Oh, it was mine. So moving forward, a podcast, public broadcast. I'm telling my life story and I'm auditing my trauma to an audience which is heavily protected by the First Amendment. And keep in mind, I am happy to be sued. I do not mind being the Afroman to anybody's Adams County Sheriff's Office. Now here's the risk. If my family goes to a magistrate and claims that my podcast, combined with any other public posts on social media or anything they think is, you know, my feelings are hurt, yeah, I can't take me talk to like an adult, yeah, I can't take me talking to me, constitutes a targeted course of conduct designed to torment them. They might try to push for a criminal stalking charge or use it to justify a new civil protective order, which would be the 50B. Um there would be no 50C here because we've already discussed the difference between the two of those in previous episode, and clearly a 50C would could could and would and will never be applicable. They could argue that the graphic nature of my statements, um, you know, like that you're going to hear in this episode, um might prove my intent is to harass, not just to inform. So let me be clear again. Uh, this is not designed to torment anybody. Uh, if somebody's scared, I mean maybe they should look at the reason why they're scared. If somebody's not uh talking to a family member because they're you know afraid of being confronted on their bullshit, well, maybe one should look at why they're afraid to be confronted on their bullshit. And again, if these motherfuckers would have just talked to me, I wouldn't be referring to them as motherfuckers. I would be referring to them as my father, stepmother, and sister. So here's the bottom line before we move forward in this episode. Yeah, yeah, before we move forward, motherfucker, we're at 16 minutes. I told you, this is this is some shit. And apparently, all the five-star ratings I'm getting on Spotify for this podcast, which is just a blessing from God, I'm so grateful that I hope the story helps somebody. I I hope it's therapy for someone, you know, whatever, but like, not to get off topic here, but I need to get to the bottom line so I can move forward. The criminal justice system requires specific intent. I am meticulously building a record that my intent is to document the truth, survive my trauma, and leave a legacy for Chiara. Again, we all know the deal with Olivia, but we know I believe one in the same. The state would have to prove I crossed the line from protected aggressive free speech to criminal threats and extortion. By keeping my demands at zero, I am not asking them for money. I am not telling them to do anything. I am just telling them that I survived. I am keeping my armor intact. I am operating right on the razor's edge of the First Amendment. That is exactly where I want to be for this audit. But it means I must stay perfectly disciplined on the microphone. So to be clear, the following episode does contain explicit language, dark humor, and visceral discussions of trauma, suicide, and psychological warfare. Let me be clear, again, I am not threatening anyone. If I say people are lucky I haven't killed them, or that they deserve a Bible to the face, I'm expressing my internal state of mind in the massive level of restraint I exercise every single day, just so I can be around my daughter and in the hopes that I get to be around one day, the other one I helped raise for six years. This is protective First Amendment speech. This is the truth. Listener discretion is heavily advised. Welcome back. If I were to guess, we're about 35 to 40% through this entire story, at least a story I have to tell. But before we get to episode six, the Lindsay Thurston trap, the February 2025 restraining orders, and the courtroom setup, I need you to understand the man behind the microphone. I've survived my own death. I've been beaten by the state. I've been hunted by my own blood. So, in order for me to properly convey what it's like living as me to my kids, so if I'm not around to talk about my psyche, nobody else can create that narrative. I believe artificial intelligence is useful, an incredible tool for us. Well, I hope things don't turn out like the Terminator series. Um I really hope that the motive is understood of the following ten questions that Gemini has created and asked me based off of the script for this episode. It's an honest attempt to be more blatantly transparent than anybody would be brave enough to be in a hospital in lieu of longer stays and less help. Or to their partner because they're afraid of being rejected, left for naught. Many variables, but uh let's get to it. Now look, and I could have had uh AI do a voiceover and you know read the questions and all that jazz, and you know, that would have been cool. And I did it in like three different voices uh just to see, and I gotta say it was really cool, but I don't feel like it's personable, and I'm able to be uh transparent without laughing at them. It's just funny. Like you're listening to this robot voice that's a real human sound and voice, but you know that motherfucker is made with AI, and you're like, what the f it's just it just gets funny when it's such a serious. Topic, and I can't be serious. I'm gonna read the questions that um Gemini posed based off of the script, and we'll go from there. So buckle in here. Question one. Steven, you describe a warrior mode where you battle intense fantasies of turning your enemies' lives into a Saw movie. You've mentioned picking up Kiara from her grandmother Amanda this coming Sunday and the tension that brings. When does this switch flip and how do you regulate the nightmare in your body? So let's get some context here. I I don't have those fantasies I used to. Um what helped me get rid of those were was therapy and growing up. Uh it just be like that. Like the my life is too short. I'm 46. Um I mean, I I had a situation recently with these uh two women on a Facebook group where they essentially got mad over my opinion on AI through a joke cartoon that I made and posted in a group, ironically enough, with Gemini. And well, sh they didn't like it too much. And it was just a lot of insulting and stuff on their end. Like, I'm a horrible father, I had my kids taken away from me, people are afraid to be around me. And keep in mind, these are two women I just don't know. I have no idea who they are. And so I took their pictures and I put them in Gemini and I made fun of them and posted it, and people thought it was fucking hilarious because it was, because humor, and they got mad as fuck. Like, you know, I didn't consent to this, man. First Amendment. You know, go fuck yourself. And here's the thing like they posted pictures of my profile and my kids and shit. Like it was like in my cover photo on Facebook or my kids, it's like a painting, but it's still my kids, and you know, it posts. You can talk all the shit you want about me. I don't care, but like I used to get really crazy when people posted pictures of my kids on Facebook. Why does this story matter? Who are these two women? Uh well, I I mean, whoever they are, I mean, I I hope they're doing well. I just don't give a fuck about them or their opinions or who they are as people. Like, I don't care. So it doesn't matter who they are at all. Or the new podcast coming out uh called Soapbox Rentals that they inspired. So it's like they're making me money, thanks. I can use the help. But no, I don't, I don't uh the reason that's relative is because when people back when the custody case started, like there were a lot of people um in in that uh whole uh Confederate support during the Confederate statue controversies in 2020 in Alamance County and the subsequent years of all that jazz. Um the Confederate sympathizers were posting photos of uh people who didn't support the monument being there as kids and stuff and trying to dox them with like old addresses and bad intelligence. Like this was a real thing. So I have a complex about people posting any form of my kids online, and this girl and her friend did it. And like then they started. I went on there and I was just like, look, uh, I'm just gonna go ahead and say what I gotta say to you, and then I'm gonna turn off the notifications for this post because I you're you annoy me. Like you, you it really sucks because like I had her like research and uh looked into or investigated, I guess is the term, and then like it's she would have been somebody I would have hung out with and been cool with and actually thought would have been a cool person to be around, but nope. And I told her so, and I'm just like, I'll see you later. And I mean, like, look, it would have taken like 60 seconds to read what I wrote, and then I just let it go. And somebody sent me a screenshot of what she said, which is something like too long didn't read, or and then I was thinking to myself, you weren't even fucking born when that TLDR came out.

unknown 26:11

What the f the fuck are you?

SPEAKER_00 26:13

It's like somebody wearing an Nirvana shirt that can't name three songs and they're 15. Like, what the f and why is any of this relative? Because I fantasized about turning people's lives into a living saw movie when they posted pictures of my kids online right before and during the custody case happening, calling them awful names, uh like monkeys and n-word lovers and awful things and the F-word, uh words I'm just not gonna repeat on here. Only, I'm not trying to be some like, you know, social justice warrior here. I'm just saying, look, dude, like we all grow up and realize some words just aren't meant to be said, and some words definitely are never meant to be said. I mean, I dude, if I have to educate anybody on the difference between which ones where, that's like that, I'm not your dad. But look, I don't have fantasies about turning people's lives into a saw movie. It's just like a constant background hum, okay? There are triggers. And that's uh Sunday, the the um Gemini was talking about was a Sunday that passed. Because, like, I gotta be I gotta be uh really clear about this, okay? Um The person who told me that her mother allegedly hired someone to take me out is one of the unholy trinity. There's an episode coming up that I don't know when it's gonna come out because I still have information to run through and questions to ask of people and inquiries to make, but um it's starting to look like Amanda might be getting set up by Angela. And we're gonna get into that when I know that all my ducks are in a row instead of having the uh life experience of having gone through listening to my own sister say that shit. So moving forward, here's the autism superpower. When when I'm around my daughter, Chiara, I am completely calm. Even if I were in a situation that were escalated, I stay level for her. The thing is when she's gone, and I don't mean like, oh, my daughter just goes away, like, you know, to school or like, you know, she I don't mean like shit like that. I mean like, you know, I only get her for a little bit of time a week. I gotta make the most of it, right? So that when she's gone, that hum turns into a screen. Like, trying to think about what dad Sue and Angela did to steal those years from me. Sorry, I was uh moving something there. I didn't mean to make the sound. People who gave me chances I didn't even deserve. And they keep me from drifting. But physically, to stop the living nightmares so I can actually function. I use cannabis indigo. 100% cold. I refuse to take drugs like Xanax or Kalonopin or uh mood stabilizers like Effects or Selexa or Prozac and you know the like. Those are drugs of side effects I don't want. I don't ask for permission. Indica turns the fire off immediately. The second question from Gemini is what is the functional difference between the man who existed before the ex parte was filed on you regarding the custody case on April 15th, 2022, and the man speaking today? Well, I would I would start right off the bat with paranoia is gone. Paranoia is for people who have something to hide. It's also what I believe to be uh a near useless emotion. Um look, I'm open to learning from somebody else's perspective about the positive effects of paranoia, but I I think I'm good. I think I'm good. Fear though, fear is useful. Fear stops you from being stupid. No, I don't walk in perpetual fear because I I don't I don't care what happens to me. Um look, I'm I'm I don't know how else to put this, but I I had to institute this uh a hot minute ago. Um over threats on my life that have since dissipated and not been um clearly fell or followed. Nobody followed through on them because I'm still alive. That's all I can say. I am protected by a dead man switch. So I contain a hard drive with several directories with dirt, crimes, affairs, and things people would rather not have known about them that do not involve anything related to sexuality. I leave that at the door. That's nobody's business. I don't care about people's proclivities. Just so we're clear on this. Of citizens in Alamance County. No kids. Again, no elderly. I'm not a monster motherfucker, but there are 12 copies of this hard drive, so that makes it a baker's dozen. And those are all throughout the county with 12 people that nobody will ever know who they are. They are sworn to secrecy. Which is a lot stronger bond that I'm grateful to have with these individuals than uh anything an NDA could provide. And of each of those hard drives, there are another baker's dozen. And they're all over the United States. Oh my god, it's ridiculous. It's ridiculous I had to do this, man. It's fucking stupid because people are just oh my god. So if I die or anything happens to me, like at all, those drives wake up. Then after I'm dead and it's confirmed, whoever's responsible, you know, is however that happens, is eventually the truth will out. The person responsible is then outed to every individual on the hard drive via contact information for each individual that is consistently checked to make sure it's current. That's the amount of work we put into this. Just so that they're aware that even though I might be gone, this individual is the reason why all of you have a problem in your lives you wish you didn't have before. So I get it. My father is dangerous, Sue is dangerous, Angela is dangerous. I have spent years planning this audit. Now let's take uh Robert Davis at Alamance Bale Agency. Now he's an honorable guy, I like him. He told me people are scared to death of me. I think in the context of the conversation, referring to it mentally, I I believe he was speaking on my dad. He told me that everyone out there was saying I was bipolar. But I've already proven I don't have that diagnosis. It just shows that these people are lying or trying to paint a picture that isn't real. Or or or I I mean, here's a novel thought being allowed to create a narrative that's not true worth a pig fuck. And I would say it's because they're terrified of the truth coming out. It fuck it already has. You're being called out now. Like I I no me emputa. You know, me about my life. Well, well, hablamos. I look at intent versus impact now. My givea fuck is broken. I think that makes me the most dangerous man anybody's ever tried to silence, and they wouldn't have had to try to silence me or any of this nonsense if they would have just fucking talked to me. Oh, and maybe putting Angela in a mental hospital and getting that bitch some help. That would that would probably do a lot of good for her. Jesus. Like I said, I don't know if it was Grover, Oscar, or Big Bird who fucking diddled her, but she needs to get some therapy over that shit. Quit trying to steal my kids. Gemini says, question three. How is your newer divergence? I fucking hate that word, man. I fucking hate that word. I'm sorry. How is your neurodivergence, your autism, interacting with the legal system and the hostile tactics of people like attorney Dan Bullard of Walker and Bullard law? Hold on. How the fuck is it? Fucking tornadoed it, man. Or no, no, that's not the word. Torpedoed it. Like a goddamn like the best gaming battleship you've ever seen. Fucking look. My custody case was a submarine. My autism was a torpedo that hit target and blew that shit the fuck up. All in my favor for all the times that the autism affected the uh legal portion. That question to me is just like nuts. See, look, I could read um from the prepared script that I wrote about this, and I have been. I've been referring to it, but there also has to be like a sense of uh these nuances of these sense of uh transparency that you get from honest conversation that's not filled with too many uh likes or even though I've made no effort to conceal any of that here, and I think that's because like there's certain episodes where a more slick production is required, and I think that there's other episodes where a laid back type production is required, and I think that with this episode, uh a more laid-back um production is required because of how heavy this content is, and if you really want to get to it, my my autism, that's the reason I lost in Quarter Leone. So I think people see my intensity and they call me bipolar or sociopathic. Um, we also have to remember what Dr. Melissa Litz at RHA did with her misdiagnosis of uh antisocial personality disorder, which essentially is a sociopath, and then at Seneca Health uh in Somersville, West Virginia, they're just like, what the fuck? Like that that's not a thing, Steven. You can love, you're okay. I know, but the fuck. I fuck Dr. Litz, right? Fuck that fucking asshole. She's an asshole, but let's just I fucking hate that. What a dick. So people who are not dicks. Let's talk about the uh it's either my jacket or my tie. I can't remember which one, but it was an incident where I was in court with Judge Brown, Judge Larry Brown. This guy is awesome, man. He is cool as shit. Man, he you even want this judge if you happen to be in court and everybody before you in court pisses him off. He's still the guy you want. This guy is awesome. And I'm not just saying that. There's no ego involved. Is it like to stroke it or nothing? Like, he's he's a good man, he's honorable. He really tries hard. And he and let me tell you something. That man will hear every word. I think he has an idetic memory. Like, it's it's it's pretty good, man. Like, good dude. But um, moving forward, he's he was honorable, man. He's always fair to me. Everything he did was fair, even when I flipped out, he was fair. But we're we're past that. I've already talked about that. Let me just move forward here in the convert, say, or in the um topic here, sorry. Uh Monica's lawyer, uh Dan Bullard again of Walker and Bullard, he asked to treat the witnesses hostile. Um, you know, my autistic brain, hostile means we're fighting, and I know we're not fighting because we're in court, but my god, I just don't really like this guy. I I don't like, that's all I can say. And like I start taking my jacket off or my tie. I can't remember which one. I just have no idea. Everybody's looking at me like I'm retarded. Even the bailiff is looking at me like I'm retarded. Oh my god, dude. Anyways, Judge Brown had to stop, and he's explained it's just a legal term for aggressive questioning. Oh yeah, so I mean, like, you know, either way, he he treated me as hostile, and it turned out it was just like going from first grade math questions to second grade math questions. Like, what the fuck is that's hostile? Like, what the fuck? Brown, you wouldn't last on the street. What the fuck are we doing? Oh my god, this is such a waste of time. And then again, Dr. Melitzilis. Dr. It's good that I'm laughing about this shit. Instead of like, I used to lose my mind thinking about these awful motherfuckers, and I was just like, just kissed off laughing at how stupid. And how dumb I was for like just not being angry and not being autistic. Okay, okay. And then again, there's Dr. Melissa Litz at RHA in Burlington. Uh, I think it was 2022, and that was a big the beginning was like the height of my trauma, I would say. Like it was it was it was up there. Uh I was sent to her for an evaluation. Oh man, it was a big fucking mistake. Oh fucking huge mistake. Listen to your lawyer. Well, there'll be another episode we'll talk about. Remember, I'm not trying to look good here. I made some fucking mistakes, bro. Like, we're talking about one of them right now, which in relevance to this third question. So um, she spent maybe 15 minutes with me, like a drive-by assessment, and slapped me with a diagnosis of bipolar disorder, type who gives a fuck, and antisocial personality disorder, and a couple other things. Cannabis use disorder that re- Oh my god, you dumb bitch. Like what? That's pig fuck retarded. What are you talking about?

unknown 42:31

What the fuck?

SPEAKER_00 42:34

Oh god, that's uh and then call me spastic. Anywho, she didn't look at the trauma, she didn't look at the potential autism or suggest that I get assessed for it, which you know, Seneca Health in Somersville, West Virginia, which I will never stop plugging them for mental health help. They are amazing. Everybody in there is amazing, and uh, I wish I could go back there for my mental health help. I really do. They're they're great. They're they're really they're really great, you know what I'm saying? I wish I could. I missed that place. Um see, Dr. Litz, like she just provided the Trinity, in my opinion, with eventual medical paperwork that Monica would get access to via a subpoena by Dan Bullard to access my medical mental health records um from RHA and uh other ones that he eventually wasn't allowed to have access to, even though he was given access to them from UNC, and then Brian Wray got them thrown out of court. But then we have the I think it was the second court order, and apparently shit from the hospital stay that that 2015 hospital stay um that wasn't allowed to be used in court, that Brian had gotten thrown out was now allowed to be used in any form of this court order existing, and it's just like what the fuck? And yeah, we're gonna have an episode where we examine. In the court order, and it's not to criticize it, it'll be just so people understand like the responsibility that it takes when you're a father trying to fix things and make things right and get back to being around your kid more than you're allowed to be. Okay. Um judge me if you want. I just like I said I couldn't care less what any of you think of me. I don't care. And uh, you know, if my daughter thinks less of me for anything, I'll listen to her and I'll take the I'll take the beating. But Dr. Liz. I mean, like I said, she provided these motherfuckers with pedicle paperwork that they needed to try and take my kids away forever. I hope that bitch drives her car into a wall with warrants, is what I wish I could say about her, but I'm not that kind of guy. But like I said, finally went to Seneca Health Services in West Virginia. All my assessments, everything. I'm autistic, I'm not crazy, I'm just sensitive to the static of lies and stupid. It's one of the reasons why uh I started a community group uh for my local county on Facebook, and I'm trying to do good again and just be less of an asshole. Uh build community through the truth and not through bullshit. The question that they ask next, uh, number four, when the indica hits and the world goes quiet, what is that experience for you? It's it's interesting how Gemini words this and the world goes quiet. You know, it makes it seem like there's voices in my head or something. There's it's it's not like that. It just feels like God touches my body and says you're okay for now. It's a ceasefire. Unlike other substances I've tried in the past, there's no dopamine crash. No eating a box of Oreos and wishing I was dead the next day. No living nightmares or withdrawals. It just lowers the volume. But it's not restorative yet. Because as soon as it wears off, the vertigo and the shit start spinning again. Now Gemini asks probably what I think could be the most incriminating question of all time here with number five. Please say something that you can be arrested for. I'll take things I'll go to jail for if I open my mouth for $500, Alex.

SPEAKER_01 46:43

What the fuck is happening?

SPEAKER_00 46:45

Gemini, why? Question five. Steven, in your notes, you've used some very heavy language regarding your immediate blood family. You've made statements early on in your custody case during your mental duress episodes that relatives are lucky you haven't killed them, and that Angela deserves to have the dog shit smacked out of her face with a motherfucking Bible. To many, these look like threats. What is the why behind this intensity? Jesus fuck, Gemini. That's what you got out of this. That's the holy shit, that's like that's like the most what the fuck. Alright, let's address this. Hold on.

unknown 47:41

What the fuck?

SPEAKER_00 47:44

Y'all are gonna tell me that's not funny? Like the darkest, most possible humor.

SPEAKER_01 47:53

Oh dear god.

SPEAKER_00 48:04

Yeah, when I was uh going through some shit and um I had my escapes happening, um, and I don't remember every statement word for word, but shit like that got said. Uh I remember texting dad something like the you know Angela's lucky to be alive, and the only reason she is is because of you or something. I don't know. I said some fucked up shit. I was mad. You stole my kids, you piece of shit. Duh! Oh my god, you laugh or you go crazy. But yeah, that that happened. Um, but I don't I don't know, like the whole Bible thing. I don't remember if I said that or not. I might have. I don't know. Well I don't mind taking responsibility for it. It sounds like something I said, but here's the thing. Um an old friend of mine, um uh Jamie Miller. Um, I think she goes by I don't even I don't even know what her last name is anymore. I think she got remarried or she's getting remarried or something. I it might have changed, but either way, I think it was like a year or so ago, she had actually smacked the shit, or to quote her, I'll smack the dog shit out of my boyfriend with a Bible.

unknown 49:28

What the fuck?

SPEAKER_00 49:30

She actually did it, and she was at one of the hearings where she watched me get pissed off and stuff. It was a restraining order hearing, that's the one she came to. She watched that shit. Um, but neither here nor there. I just don't remember where the Bible thing happened. Um, I'll take responsibility for it. But it look, this is just an assessment of my own restraint. There's no threats here, okay? Excuse me. It's a statement of fact regarding the level of provocation they've put me through. Dad, Sue, Angela, they've used a legal system to steal years and money out of my life. I mean, Angela, she won't pay me the money she owes me. But she'll post photos of my kids on Facebook to look like the good aunt while she's really an evil individual who, if you were to ask me what I think she deserves, yeah, to be smacked in the face with a fucking Bible. Am I going to do it? No. Am I threatening to do it? No. I mean, it just is this this is all insane to me. Like, words mean things. But this is the level of hell that they've put me through. So I took a minute, I did some research. Um, I've got the sources if it's necessary. Uh and like at the top of every episode, at least on Spotify, there's like it says send us fan mail. Um, which I don't I don't like the phrase fan mail because it's like that's not this that's not what this podcast is for, but uh, it should have said send us me, send me a text, but I'll figure it out and I'll I'll take care of it. Either way, you can go there and like correct me on anything I'm about to say in this particular um segment here, right? But it's pretty hardcore. It has nothing to do with me, it has to do with fathers who have done some evil, awful shit. And uh what the difference is between me and these three individuals who are, you know, sadly ruiners of lives. So studied the cases of fathers who didn't have my restraint, essentially, right? In uh 2012, uh in Washington, there was Josh Powell. Now, after a judge ruled against him in a custody hearing, he blew up his house with his two young sons inside during a supervised visit. He couldn't handle the lust. So he essentially turned himself and those innocent boys into a fireball. And then you have Tiffany. I'm not sorry, Tiffany. I don't know why I said Tiffany. Um, forgive me. Then you have it's hard to fucking he talk about this because I can't imagine harming my child. And this motherfucker, like you're lucky you have a supervised visit for any reason, and you blow motherfucker, fuck you, dude. So sorry I fucked up this person's name here only because I want you to know who their name is, not because I respect any of these three individuals. I would never have respected fucked this shit. But then you have Timothy Jones Jr. in South Carolina right down the road from us. In 2014, he strangled all five of his children. Kids from age one to eight after a custody dispute and a mental break. He drove Jesus Christ, dude. He drove for days with their bodies in his car before dumping them like trash in Alabama. And he went into the dark and he never came back. Fucking scumbag, man. And then look at uh I don't know if I'm saying his last name right. And uh I hate that we share a first name. But Steven Sweppel, but it's S-U-E-P-P-E-L. 2008 in Iowa, a bank executive who was scared of being separated from his family after legal trouble. Jesus Christ, god damn, dude. Sorry, this shit's just hard to read. He killed his wife and their four adopted children with baseball bats before driving his van into a concrete wall and essentially thinking he was saving them from the fallout of his own future. Jesus Christ, I'm fucking glad that's over with. These horrible tragedies were needless. They could have been prevented if people just communicated and worked out their problems and got some mental health help, holy shit. Essentially working out their problems and were able to, instead of the nightmare that I had to live. I'm just very thankful to God and to any supernatural being involved in my creation and life that I was able to not transcend to the land of evil by committing such atrocities that I had fantasized about in the past. I got better for my kids. I didn't get better for any other reason. That's what a father does. Honey, you never, never let a bully walk over you. I fought for you. And your mother, she did nothing wrong. I don't blame her. I'm sorry for the time you were away from me. I wanted you to hear the truth about my life. I never stopped loving you or Olivia. And I won't stop fighting. I'm sorry. I messed up starting to take. I started laughing and I meant to keep it, but it stopped and then cut by like default uh muscle memory. Oh my god. It's just because like Gemini just could be coming up with some questions, man. Question six. You've said you trust no one. So how do you navigate trust and what did you learn from the Mr. Doubtfire phase in 2022? The Mr. Doubtfire phase. That was when I was basically uh staying at the house that, you know, I basically lived at but didn't live at, and Monica and her uh boyfriend, they um oh, that's cool. Uh Monica and her boyfriend Brandon, um, you know, she moved him in while I was in California based off of shit that my sister had told her in the van in the car ride. Um I've never discussed, and what we will discuss in a future episode are the things that Angela told me that um Monica allegedly said, and uh, I mean I don't believe a fucking word of it because Angela's a known liar and has a propensity to never tell the truth uh and hide behind God and just be like that. But uh why do I know that? Because I audited her. I've known her my whole life. I audit everyone. I use scientific methods to determine if something is real or as they call it fake news or incorrect. Incorrect is a better word to use because that would be more applicable. I I use the same psychological tactics my dad used on me. I test people. If you have a hidden motive, you're gone. So in 2022, like during the beginning of it, uh I was sleeping on the couch there at the house just to be near my kids, and um they had put cameras up. Uh one of them was pointed right at the couch, it was kind of creepy. And uh I was I was pissed. So I'd asked to borrow Brandon's iPhone. I pretended my phone didn't work. And I was just like, something's wrong with my phone, could I use yours? And because their phones, you know, they they learned they're linked, you they talk to each other as they would. I read every text message between them. Not concerned about ethics. Brandon was talking constant shit about me while I was trying to be a dad, and well, I guess I taught them a lesson in privacy and symmetrical warfare, but well, not them, just I guess Brandon, because like he was the one who put up the cameras and he was the one mainly instigating in the text messages. It was it was kind of dickish. But get this, like, I've never done that to people I love. My close friends, like they they come to me for shit like that. I they I don't go to them. And if you're in the inner circle, you get the real Steven, but if you're outside, you're you're a suspect until proven otherwise. I mean I I I remember like having a girlfriend back in the day that uh left her phone open, passed out one night, and she turned out to be a confidential informant. I write her text messages. Here's the thing. I wasn't doing anything but just smoking weed. It just goes to show, like people have motives sometimes, and you know, eventually the truth will out. Oh, Gemini. Question seven. Let's get precise about the 2020 beating. What is the physical reality of that memory? No, no, that's a whole nother episode, but I'll give you a little bit of um an idea. We have an episode about that whole particular topic coming out, and I just don't I don't want to I don't want to take away from the work that's been put into that. So I'll say this. It it feels like uh it feels like shell it feels like shell shock, yeah. Yeah, it feels like shell shock. So we look at the timeline. Um that'll be October 2020. That's the first incident with uh Cameron Henley. He's uh then deputy uh the Alabama County Sheriff's Department. There was an unnamed deputy with him. Um allegedly they told Monica that I was uh sending dope from California, quote unquote. I wasn't, but you know, neither here nor there. Um and then in the middle of November 2020, he shows up again fishing about a warrant that didn't exist. We we talked about that. Um I had to uh kick him off the property. We had a big fight uh at the end of that month, um right near it. Uh I mean if they weren't deputies, they were like how could they not be? But like I said, I don't want to get into it too much because I wanna I don't want all the work I put into the episode telling the story to be displayed here, but we'll suffice to say uh nine men, three women, they beat me hard. I didn't have a camera that night. Well, I hadn't started filming everything. I didn't, you know, I hadn't, you know, taken the correct colored pill yet. So between that and my death, my watch is ended. I'm just a ghost in the machine now. Gemini says, question eight. How do you view the police and the paper cage of restraining orders today? I mean, look. I think that cops are threats until they prove that they aren't, and they'll generally prove that they're not pretty quickly or that they are pretty quickly. I always hope for the positive uh interactions if I have to interact with them. I've got cameras on my car, um, one of my pairs of glasses, uh, the Ray Ban stories. Um I mean, look, you can you can buy a camera on a button on your shirt, you could buy a camera pen, camera watch, like you can get James Bond with this where people don't even realize you have a camera. Like, it you're not gonna stop cameras. Everyone should always just assume that they're being surveilled. Like, it'd just be like that. Or cover your um camera on your computer and your telephone with a piece of tape perpetually. I don't know what to tell you. Or don't go outside because of flock cameras, you know, like it'd just be like that. Um I remember the experience with Judge Fred Wilkins in December of 2024 when we got that second god-awful court order. He looked like my dad. Like, could you imagine my dad being a cop? That would be one of the scariest fucking things. But look, it look it listen, it's been I think that I think that the fact that every restraining order is expired and I'm unbound and I paid Brian Ray to fight those lies. And eventually, it's not so much it's not so much that I I'm sorry, I didn't mean to step away that way. It's not so much that I won. It's just that you know, just because people say things, it doesn't make them it doesn't make them uh correct, right? So for Angela and Dad Well, basically Angela to say it and dad to back it up, you know what I mean, which is the gist of what I've gotten over the years of investigation when they're suggesting things to Monica that uh about me being a bad father, it to me, and again having zero active orders, if I was the monster they said I was, those papers wouldn't be expired. And they'd potentially be convictions. But here's the thing, I'm still here. Like I said back then, um, I'm never gonna stop, not gonna relent, I won't give up, I'm gonna keep fighting. You know, I'm still here, and and you have to deal with me. And since you won't speak to me, and that's a shame, I have to hold you accountable by talking about my story on a podcast that if something happens to me in the future, regardless of people getting embarrassed for retaliation, you know, all I can say is that my kid will have a factual account from her father, so nobody can fucking lie. Question nine. What keeps you from the Saw movie? You're fearless of prison and death. What is the anchor? Okay, hold on. We need to clear something up really quick. Anybody scared of prison or death is a realistic individual. Um, I am not fearless of prison. Of course I'm afraid of prison. Who wouldn't be? That's crazy. Uh death? Yeah, I'm afraid of death. Who's not afraid of death? We could die right now. I could die in the middle of this and it'll never get released, and my story doesn't get told. Alright, like, so what is the anchor? Um, just to correct, I just want to correct, that shit's like not accurate. Um, and that's okay, because like Gemini says, sorry to step away. Like Gemini says, uh mistakes can be made. But it's Kiara. Period. It's no disrespect, it's not God, it's not the law. I mean, I'm thinking about smacking the dog shit out of somebody a dozen times a day, but it's not like any particular individual, it just might be somebody who cuts me off in traffic. It's usually somebody who's a bad driver. It's like the pretext to the several dozen road rage incidents that would happen if I was a cunt. But I just mind my business and keep driving. I swear, even if I'm wrong and people roll down their window to yell like, fuck you, fucking piece of shit, or whatever. I just be like, I hey man, I'm sorry. Look, my brother died, I've been having a bad time. And they're like, always, always, always like, my bad, or I'm sorry. I'm sorry too. No matter what the situation ends, and here's the thing Scott's been dead for 11 years and like keeps doing it.

SPEAKER_02 1:06:00

Getting a road rage.

SPEAKER_00 1:06:01

So he's probably up in heaven hitting a bong, just like, god damn it, bro.

SPEAKER_02 1:06:05

Like, what the fuck?

SPEAKER_00 1:06:06

And I can hear like a demerit thing printing out. You said me, dammit. One demerit. Like, like, like, uh, what was that movie? Demolition man.

SPEAKER_02 1:06:19

Alright, alright, alright.

SPEAKER_00 1:06:22

Excuse me, please. I just I dislike the Trinity, alright? Genuinely hating them would cause me to uh let them have like rent space in my head. Telling the story does not it's just a long story. It's very long. And it has to be split up into a podcast that has to be episodes. I don't want to write a book. Nobody's gonna fucking read that shit.

SPEAKER_02 1:06:49

Get out of here.

SPEAKER_00 1:06:50

Alright, alright, alright. Basically, my desire to be a father weigh more than my desire to do anything that's gonna put me in prison. Alright? Uh, or jail, or probation. I've learned to speak court and autism language. Now I'm a chameleon, I can navigate their system, but the only reason I don't burn anything else down, and I just use this as a form of accountability, and I let it go beyond that, unless somebody wants to have a conversation with me, um, is to hope that I'll get more time with Chiara and maybe see Olivia again. Which we could talk about that right now. So, um when I picked up Chiara from Amanda at Kitty Town, we met at Kitty Town and she met us there. She's very polite. I was very polite. I showed her respect, she showed me respect. Um, and it was really weird because here's the thing like Amanda's the kind of woman who don't give a fuck. She'll she's like me in the sense that she's gonna say what she's gonna say, and it's just that just is what it is. But either she doesn't know that I know, or she really was set up by Angela, and I don't know. I I'm there's confirmation and things that are coming through that like I'm having to follow up on, but here's what I do know. Okay, I know that a pistol was put to the back of my head at Saxpa Island, I know that I was supposed to be killed, and I know that the name was dropped was the name that was dropped. So we're well, you know, when we get into that episode, um, which I I don't even know when that would come out because I have no time frame on the confirmation of the information that I have. Because I'll get information, but you have to confirm the information. So all I'm saying is that all signs might be pointing to yes on uh another Angela fucking uh attempt at uh Ocean's 11. It just oh, she's so stupid, so fucking dumb. Alright, listen. The last question is question 10. Um, I know there should have been some static there, but look, this is like an hour and eight minutes, and fuck, dude. Who the fuck wants to listen to me talk this long? Oh my god, I'm sorry. Listen, here's Gemini. I think this is the best question on here because of how I can help other people. And uh Gemini says, question 10. Why is the Afroman case in Ohio your blueprint for this entire season? Well, I think Afro Man is the king of radical accountability. The Adams County Sheriff's Department kicked his door down on a lie from a meth head prostitute saying he had a sex dungeon in drugs. I'm paraphrasing here, okay? There was no dungeon, there was no meth, there was just a lemon pound cake. And and deputy who looked like he wanted to eat that motherfucker. But those seven deputies had the balls to sue him for defamation, uh, emotional distress, uh, because he had used the footage of them robbing his house in a music video. An Ohio jury found him not liable on all counts. He didn't lose his right to speak his truth just because they wore a badge. They tried to take millions from him and he clowned them in their own courtroom. And uh, like that is the First Amendment collection philosophy. Like, you can go to the First Amendment uh dot creator, hyphenspring.com, and you can see that philosophy right there. I'm monetizing my own survival in honor of the conversation with those two women that decided to speak on me about being a bad father and everyone being afraid of me, and you know, me being an awful human and I worship the devil and cut up babies and kids and drink their blood and piss on Bibles and all that shit. Um I'm using Gemini nano banana to create uh t-shirts from their quotes on Facebook comments, and uh that's gonna be coming out really soon. Like, people don't realize like, is it worth being an asshole and just you know understanding that you know somebody tells you something, you know, maybe just like I don't know, not be a dick? I don't know else to put it, but I choose to take now when people be dicks to me uh the opportunity to look and see if there's a way to make some money from it. And is there any revenue that I could legally make? Because I've got bills and I need to live, and if I'm gonna spend any effort on this, what can we do? And uh the First Amendment collection is gonna have some AI-generated t-shirts. So, yeah, you're gonna be wearing artificial intelligence. Oh, sorry, we can't afford to hire real artists to do it. Oh no, AI's taking over everything. It's like, fuck off, dude. You know, if I can afford to pay a real artist, I'll afford I'll pay a real artist. I can't fucking afford it right now. I've got child support in life. So eat shit. Eat my shorts. I'm just taking the monetization of my own survival to the next level. I'm taking the psychological torture my dad tried to use on me, and I'm turning it into content. It's a nearly at this moment, four-season audit. That's where we're at right now, it's four seasons. Um what's anyone gonna do? Sue me? Please, please, please. I would love to be the afro man to your Adams County Sheriff's Office any day of the week. I'm sitting here with lemon pound cake, cameras are rolling. I'm an auditor who's just standing in the light. I'm a bad liar. Look, I fail every time I try. I'm not good at it. Anyone who knows me well will tell you, yeah, he sucks at lying. Okay. Because when I was a dick, I would lie a lot. Not good at it. Not good at it. So that's why I've just decided to tell the absolute fucking truth. Um, not concerned about looking good. This just is what it is. And the next time on the Myers Family Conspiracy, we are going back to the last two weeks of February of 2025. Lindsay Thurston, or somebody pretending to be her. Kevin Fur. Somebody definitely not pretending to be him. And the Honorable Detective Sharp from the Alamance County Sheriff's Department. In the courtroom trap, Stephen Sr. setup that utterly failed. Stay regulated, Alamance County. Stay regulated, North Carolina. Stay regulated, United States of America, stay regulated planet Earth. I'll see you in episode six.