EP12：獨居的幻想 孤單時更加感覺不到孤獨？越自由越焦慮？

一、開始前的閒聊

• 標題對流量的影響
• 被小學雞傳染，病到五顏六色的一週。
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二、獨居的十天

• 成為當家住持的十天，成為了初級大人？
• 我的獨居routine就是瘋狂掃地⋯⋯
• 獨居讓我有何感悟：家務好多、工作和休息場所的分區
• 自由必須靠自律換取，我用這種方式證明「我可以」。

三、孤單與孤獨

• 只要有人在身邊我便會感到孤獨，因為必須組織語言解釋自己
• 獨居的好處是放聲大哭都無所謂？
• 與自己相處的時刻，腦子裡生長出來的一切都完全屬於我自己
• 真正的自由是生死也無人知曉？

四、自由的焦慮

• 自由的代價是你分不清是非黑白，再沒有人告訴你前路是對是錯，你只能不斷嘗試
• 長大之後，我才發現媽媽也可以犯錯
• 人為何而工作？工作是一件非常目標向的事情，千金的目標是什麼？
• 為了確保未來也同樣自由，我必須在此刻開始焦慮

謝謝所有陪我成長的人 我知道我依然有很多不足、想法很幼稚，但路很長，我希望我現在做的沒錯，我很需要一句「你做的很好。」

Transcript

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