مريم: تزوجت إماراتي عشان الفلوس؟.. وأخاف من التوأم! 😳

مريم، Miza Vlog، ضيفة جديدة في بودكاست أنتي.

في هذه الحلقة، تتحدث مريم بصراحة عن طفولتها بعد خسارة والدها لثروته، وتجارب الفقر والتنمر داخل العائلة، وتأثيرها على شخصيتها ونظرتها للحياة.
كما تتحدث عن الصورة النمطية حول زواج المغربيات من الإماراتيين، وتجربة زواجها الأول والبحث عن الأمان في الحب، إلى جانب علاقتها بوالدها وحرصها على حماية أطفالها من التجارب الصعبة التي عاشتها.
حلقة صريحة عن الفقر، العائلة، التنمر، الحب، الزواج، والأمان. 🤍
💬 وش أكثر موقف من قصة مريم لامسكم؟

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Hello Hababi Kiefana L'Yom il-Hare Gaybana rahtikun Jidden mumeyzala alnu ana xhasijan awmurra hakun batrah al-Mawadi Ali rahnet kellam fi alyom. Heya enti al-mufabira anti duddatan mur anti habi but nafsik wel akhla enti melikat nafsik. Mariam, alam marram of sota, awal haja nulyom taraf talikim wana sa chikran alhal tahdi mura. Habi vi antigalil f haggik aslan. Habi wara al-kamira kunna binit kellam alagid mahadna al-la al-hadith ka anni mjid arifamingabil uh. So the gulla khalaslat kambraf mabrafhalas khalia gud dambul kamer mabu reaction tutla dehin.

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Kun halakat mumezali ana mutil al-halakat. Ya vi inji su.

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Khalina nibda linasilimati rifik, minhiya maryam.

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Mariam bint basita bint emaziri ya jetmin osrajiddin mutawada ta' ellimitl hob, ta el limitl wfa, ta ellimit and mua andham in hobbutakalinas, fa ashkar waldi la hema al tarbi el jamil ili atani wa alhal khasal ra'hali rabba fina lil hemdulilla alhin, laula el jdur sah, makin nebinshuf, maryam al mizal in sana helian. Lisa metinaf sik miza Tbin Saraha kid Yaani akun Sari Hamak Kilma Adikar Isim Miza, Agul en Heshe Maya Abat, Yani Fisir, Li Allah Spansaala, Aharfe, Li Insanem Minil Elem, Rajhatlil Emel. Fa Ahis Ismi Mizam Fishei Dafe Kuwa Kuwa Lemariam, Lenimiza Shahsit Hagir Han Mariam. Okay Miriam Mattufla, Ahanit Wayid, Anat Minit Usra, Anat Minit Sanam Morl Usari Ba Eidan Anin Nas Fa Kanit Dower Ad Aman, Dhwar Atomnina, Dowwar Anha Atkun Mahal Nas Ashant Has Anhani Anani Jufuni Anamo Juda Fa Yet Mizakisrat Kilil Jusur Allah Sara Hayani, Ashkar Nifsi, Ashkar Akida Il Tili, Ukumay, Heshe, Ahmed Rapla Min, Laulato Kalas Pansa, Mabakunf Kilomur. Tab Gulti Eno Tofula Ela Yanimina Tufula Elal Angulti Fahura Benefsi Halin Ken Swayan Tufulatik Fenan Waleti Fen Kabirti Kulal Shia Hadi Anmarbi Amazirya Shir Usoli Min Agadir Fa N Ebenjed Amazir Fal Hemdulat Kab Kabernaf Usra Juddenra Eha Kabert Medinat Kaza Elifi Hash Kifa Waldi Ma Usarto Allah Fahas Heshe Sara Enhan Bilwuratha Yani Anan Kun Ehe Lunchil Ahelna Falhemdulla Trabina and Maabad Nikwar Fa Heshe Hada Lenal Hinium Khada Anama Haluma Hwani Nifs Shewella Hama Laira Hamtukamalad Anal Kibira Yes Okay Analbint Kibira andi Akwani Zgar Andi Yasin Wemin's Wani K Shawab Jidana Ahas Nifsi An Um Hum Thani Lum Halas Min Shura Marbi A Tauchi Anal Um Analika Bartum Alim'Aladum Hali Mushia Atani Behad Durus Kif Ederab Yali Ukif Arab Yali Ushu Achta Ellim Umbuisa Wa Mahwani Anamasa War A Has Pan Allah Kilt Jaribel Hayat Tatebar Wunital Minha White Umur White Ashia Halwa City Abra Gulli Katini Dikramuret Habiha Mintufulatik Ashunkin Thtari Thailili Niumada A Dhiker U Anatoflazhira Jelsa Gudemba Bitna Al Dara Can Animas Draj Wa Albit Okaylis U Et Matkalim Malgamark M Ana Tul Hayati Halfatre Hey Ka'ni Disconnection Ma'alam Mu Ejlis Hina Kaburu He's African Fakti Shift Anni Ana Yom Ejlis Ma N FC Itkundi Afkar Ectar, Ikkun Hindi Tomuh Ectar Itkun Ritifir Yani Mtrano Anazhira Kan Halmi Akun Mashura.

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Yani Halmi Social Media Halmi Lkil Lil Alam Mi Arafni Minkan Role Model Hagek Awina Likan Yilfit Fih Al Ayama Shanked Siri Mashhura. Akun Sari Him Hag Justin Weaver.

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Hello, Murra Hello Al Kalam. But Social Media Antaregal YouTube Na Ishal Muhtawa, Ale Lefatik Ashan, Tithulifube.

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Ma Hofil Munkarati, Tithulifalam Al YouTube, Mafakurti, Inulaa Munkin Af Shall Al Al Alam Hadajdan Kibir Aleya Belax Ma Sat Bhashane Heedli Ani Hassal SubhanAllah Hebbra Awish Min Bennett Beladi Memlikal Maghrebili Akin Hum Kil Habkil Takhir Ala Damhumli Min Bidzi Whetta M Nes Minil Imara Tumin Duel Halij Illi Gululi Mirem Inti Rayarsina Surahu Sura Aslan Sura Jamila Asabe Idna Munif Sis She Al Kilihta Mahed M Kamel Kamel Allah Ta'ala. Fa Kins Heb Ehem Nukta Endi Riral Shiatlin Nisma'alina Wales Halomur Anna Kilmet Enektid Zouji What Khaliji Fakatl Fluss. Mm. An Hab Exer Hash. Ama Ashankida Kharat Social Media Yes. Wow. Fa Hab Ara Wid Nurs Wila Alem En Nela Al Nisa Al Marabiet What Zawaj Wahad Khaliji Awla Hada Ashan Bis Liflus, Wula Enkunhi Khaliji Aula, Yishar Rafna Blacks, Akidli and Hen Halian Umla Atfal Imarati Masha Allah. Fa'ana Madristum L Ula, Anna Lezim Akwunhom Akun Kudwa Il Hum Hum Awal She Fa' Yum Dhalt Kint Hab Aksa Hel Hajj's Analbint Lawalla Blacks Enalhamdular Blamin Ena Asraf Ehlima and Ted R Zuj Idesa Hu Shay Fadlan Minna Huz Allah Elf Hir Lenar Rujal Mush Muzbar Anna Ishil Ehli We Shil La Iltiu Blacks It Hasnif Hizaman Zuj Saleh Ichaf Halik Hanoon Ahem She Umaikun Bahil Lef Mesharu Wilafil Med Ma'ag Fa' Inti Finema Fa Hashi Sarah Halikint Mara Kzali U Hamdrila Yom Nas Tarfat Alamariam Ektaru Tarfatala Altiw Alla Ossarti Nenhata Shift L Takalid Nenhan Fil Maghrib Ma Hassitani Haien Fiha Echtilf Ma'al Takalid Dul Adat Heni Fili Marat Fa Hasid Nefsis She U Kenbi Til Far Kl Wahid Li Hassalt Hufil Yani Can Bis Bali Shwe Fil Bidayat Ilhashwey Sabali Din Makan Andisara Hatikul Junsiel Magribia Mas Allah Alekum Lisana Ai Ma A Jun Sia Alatul It Masek W Junseia Nilo Lausuri Law Lubnani Law Surudi Law Imarati Ahisil Al Junsiel Magribia Akter Nas Munkin Homitkellamu La Jat Tanya Mm. Matinsil Memlikal Maghribia, Akdem Memlik U Masha Allah Mutilla, Al Bahrain, Wtakkafat, Nħin Akkarab Nasla Oropa, Oropakamit Kenun, Ispani, Itali, Farenzi, Mashalla Takwa.

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Achan Tikun Red Flags Mahi Bina.

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Lyom Inti Min Hebretic Eshwunkin Tikun Nasi Hatik Libanat Ala Washek Nah Mit Zawoju Raj Kify Hamil Ehle Akabarsura Wadha Udo Hashims Kify Hamil Ehle Betarfin Shak Sita Hwokif Kan Kerim, Can Bahil, Kan Taib, Can Khasi, Kil Hel Umur Batula, Yum Inti Bachufin Tarikta Hua Kify Hamil Ehle.

SPEAKER_01 21:33

Tudigino, Ana Wala Murant Le Hadas Shay, Bas Nasi Hajdin Hello, Jid Anna Zoji De Hin Intu Titkale Mike Y Amil Ahlu Gada Ashufu Kev Bitamelma Ahlu Minjid Nefsma Bitamel Ma Alu Bitamal Maya Behaniya Batiba Beata.

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Lenargel, Kif Yamil Alo, Ida Amal Ehlo, Bizin, Ken In San Zin Amanhum Bishen Fahu insan shan fa akhtar shay and halian ansafi eywahda chuferjel hu kify amil ehl inti betarfin minhini sha sita huwa kif. Kif haarat halakma'ahil zojik. Jiddenra ayah anhawat zoji hawati idurunfsafi Allahwalla nas jiddenra inhamdullah hemadrabbi utofik rabbi bqitr mak satali dinya filbef gabal alhain awudannial awadl Jimi Alhawad ilisad ashufi zoji el mun kadikithargana ujahat Alla animal baha Ya any Ya anyalni ya had Yahadhawalla. Ya had the fi, Yahadhafini. Yes, Li annahu owwul in san uh minfi maryam. Ana owwal mofatma'l ma' udur and yha ba'athal as social media, tani yumhu sarali lies, kamera, sterali umorha. Wital le ni wigulisaurini se wichi miskine ken me min bi da yeti dah amni. Yani awaliani walla alhamdullah, fa meleyashkurnaslayeshkarulla, falhemdulyani atani forsa, atale miza fursa tla. Mizem minzeman moju defimeriyam, baskana thaf, thaf minal, thaf mina raf thaf and natutlab winrafat talabha sar endi thawufmin shaqsli kutami. Basubhanlaf za wajihada, a his k'an sar healing, la mariyim al gabliya hata a new version ililhamdularabla elamin kamil thafnifisa sarat in sana me'ata ektar wallaha la dimusatl marhara, a shuf nifsi ne mafi hayet kilhat.

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Ya viptil kalam Jjamil Yeni Yani Mariam inti kun kan nigdangul man dik the kab nafik niha een.

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Can it me aduma U sababha min Allah min mindaf, minile, min ki minil muhayat in general omin pkitarma da katali nifsib mis uliat asia anda market lism at hem milha ze ish uh m salan mis uliat khwani omor f andi juzman tofula ma at dikra yani kliala. Hammel te mis uliala sagar wheda alhain ana ma agdar asmeh as awi lebinti. Ahain binti he mush mis uliala khua, had dori ana. Ana idem om kefu enni ajib atfalu, awa farlhum lehti ejat min eight uzeb ma ajibum. Wele a hemmel, likbir ausrir aw wasat then ehetf achwana. Atkalem ani in general, bsarahayani lezem lwahed my hemmel atfale, fug mis uliet hum. Ani hasimin bestil wele di shil nefse l'hemdulilla. Anafinalma hemmel, tafil thani mis uliat ahwana haram had akbar kal.

SPEAKER_01 25:01

Mjiddu haram alakat ommiku abuki atharat fi echtiyarik le sharikekil awal?

SPEAKER_00 25:09

Na Jidaniani atharatb shekl kbir um ommi canet mskinat'sbar al durufli ash ubuhu can ash duruf makanhu kadar and nahiisha lew la fakat andashu mskin canhu tajer and uhli be jumla melebis nisa ef. Marwhata khasar dehilbsharaka mahad, who khasar kil ommi canit aisha musawa ra yanimasha alla makan mkhsarfiana ubuikan shel elakilhom. Bis Bilela whuhar, jel fakat kilsha, miskin jetu jelta fasara and dinu and mal dofuhof min min dina to hauf minil chassara, minilfokdan, minarfti, fasar andi ta lukbenargi of Uhada a s shesa witara of off of off of give kata lock mawal dik Lyarham. Lyarham, ubuikan give a good Hanan Teba Al Ablimatzmain minne eikil Mesia. Yani can tji alihula alina, umskin tab, jata jalta jah shalanusfi yanimskin ana u ana ubuya yistahak kil mahu jamilfeddinya. Li ano subhanallah tari leen yumakhada mahammuta bhati, anaf ufet ubuya marat fakat shakaf krathayati et a sertl derajal husin ethar alakalbi, sar handi dikfasamamam Yasarl al-qalb fa'ani min nobatlhala l-panic attacksul anxiety fa paht fida womat ktiab kadat minitlets ni lain mu an et alijmin fa Yani lhtiar li kan awlal mishaqlili nimarina fiha kani jiddin saba ali yani tofla zhira, thammelit hal umur, kabrat, chillit mis ulia, alhein dahlet fajl social media ba ad chhufin tanumur tareka akwa an hel umur, khosusan yumtu takin fish u dahlina baitak uikun awa shaqs yita ank, u thahili ma'ayyan, l na s mata harfuk, itsibik ebshal safat aliki, tida aliki, u chhufik shafanifsik, my harfun risale wehda, shoot sewi fishhs, and risale wahda can't regnifil mustajet.

SPEAKER_01 27:38

Na ila.

SPEAKER_00 27:40

Bas subhanallah alhain, aine ksibini gulilitbin, my his finisha.

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Tehsi al masa'eb u ħasarat wwal dik benat had shaqsil lilyom intipitkelemian.

SPEAKER_00 27:52

Na, le sh li enema ashuf he dinyye e elem iwazi elem fuqhdani lewaldi. Ani yum twaf ubui hasitru hitalatma. El Daraja, a gul kif ubuyimut, makit mit kablhashe, li anikan handita al lok kbirfi, ubuikani animan zahaimar, fa anikta ruhma hasaslej, u kan da iman handi emel anna ubui bi tailj, Basubhanla amrlah Sarah Ra handl Arham, Ura handl ahan Zahaya Fa L Hemdulat Kabelt Hashei Uraam anyfidayat makat mit Kabl Heshe, y na market athay al Hayati Dunabuya.

SPEAKER_01 28:31

Taban ofgudil al ahali juddan Rali na lena the Bragulikilom kan ban no mo judam leftul.

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Yani Ana see any Ma say wela a lina shay athara al meid Badah ani anabhir U anabakun akwa U Ashia li inter can tita Helmfiha anda Bahakha any Haba ani Hakak Ashya Li Weldi can Fhatra who can Helma Yusal umur Bas Mausallah Mushlah Mushla Khatra Yani Dini Kasatali Wai Yani Ma Aba Heta Azid Aksi Ali anda Bentu al Hain Arasi Fa Wheda andabakun Eshman Nus Haminu Ani Base Musta Hidaka Kil Halem Hukani Hale Bakini Anakama Hamaguya anda Hane Guio Kadra At Hata Kil Masaia Wil Hayat Lijl Khatra Hu Zara Hayanium Yum A Dhikra A Dhikr Kiljar Hu Marphiu Anakantma Fa Charla Anakita Andalam Aboki F Hayat Didden Andi Who Da Iman Ken De Emil and Keda An Alice Sir La Hasha Uma Kanye That Enam Skin Yb Bis Metal Hafada What I'm Hal Umur Sir Wal Hal Mara Dji Wiken In San Rachiken Daiman Labis Adil Daiman Kash Da Eman Bushan La Dinium Thsa U Wa Had Mike Shak Seed Gui Lig Dri Wajano U Nessin Hano Taiba Ectar Nas Tim Rat Actar Nas Titul Rodab Hag Hai Habit Alfaza Hat Homar Ham War I Hano Lir Hambra Avima Ham Dulil Lajan Yar P Hair Salefle Ataki Wal Dick Win Il An Mashia Field Diamond Can I Gulli Alar Dalikuni Kawia Fa Hat Market Bascanicani Kawini AM A Sibekani Ashta Falham Dulhein Egar A Gul Emia Belmi Any Insana Kawia Mr Del A Sor Bat Layat Shumakan Bravo Bravo Shumacan Bit Habib Hore Fi Kabip Lili Kabip Khabip Laer Hamoa Yani At Hamistil Hadith Busaban Alegad Ma Titkal Rajul Adim Rajul Adim Rajul Adim Thili and Heta Howl Adkar She Wah Se Ubuy Sewa Mahindi Record An Wele Shay Sewa Il Shiwa Yum Dabni Bas Darabni Lamasti But Fakat Akart Ansa Dikti Linsa Hasha Filana Kulan Adam's Mm Ma Gillik Abadit Kelly Manal Ano Inti Wilban Drabna Ashans Akarna Nussa Aw Lash Deg Ferin. Fa L Hemdul Ani Basma Adekar Wilishi Se Y An Blacks A Gul Enajit Min DNA Jiddenra Wasat Lamar Halawalla Adim Ahmed Rabbi Egulla Ba Msekalbiwakli Abushu Warjam Ashuf Nefsi Kopi Baba. Layarf Ykad Layarf Yesad Hab Yusal Ukan Miskin Endu Emil Enna Yusal Ms Bidni Leh Busal Lihu Hab Yusal Shaalam Bidni Lat Alb A. Alyum Anti Sabbat Auladik? Jitan. Anaksum L Kwira. Kamuladandik. Andi Reem Uhamdan. ShaAllah Allah. Reem Mesha Allah Sebasni. ShaAllah. Uhamdan Hamsisni. Hamdan Andi Mah Khasas Ajiba Gariba. Hamdan Yani Fatahir. Okay. Nefs Maglik Minil Elem Lil Eml. Fatra Wana Haml Fuldi Dress Marketing Digital Marketing. Who Shay Lik Fnipsi and Ni Ahab Femal Social Media. And you Hamlfi? W An A Hamlfi. Wukunt Address Fitix Professional University Fika. Tavin Toky'amarat, Humba Birgdu Sasha, Analazim Anishan, Akadil Course Massaj Fililda W Anhamel. Fa L Fatrali Anhamlf Hamdan's Here, Jetni Fatrat Abastu Businesswoman Abastuchi Andi Ahlam Ekthar Kabir Enjahmin Anjah Virgin Yes, Min Enjah Virgin Min Nefsi Kabil Agulik Algadab Kaniaklni and Half W Amratab Ehalini Ashtl Nefsa Dupami Tafin K'n Hil Half is Eniklin Ektar Wakar W Akhtar.

SPEAKER_01 34:14

Majakat Hathiy Khalasla or Analyse.

SPEAKER_00 34:17

Mahandiwaqtl Elzin Lhein. Mahindiwikt Analhein Lezem Awasal will dili enna tafin hamdan Kilma Akilma Igulimama, I want to be millionaire. Shufitofla Amra Hhamsa wat Tabarakar Rahman leesh li enna masa witfi al khat lisa witfi. W ana aaterfbe shi reem kintat qti ab Mistkin al Darja at Tarta alitarbitha a gamut khalf Yani anabktal khufi alliha l khuf hedahi Bes Masha Allah insen jidden jidden creative tirsam rasumat rajalla hanoun abtariqha mujahadiyy. Hamdan talah nushegwiamni anik ashufi shajah, ashufi maihaf, masha lay and illa have down sha'allah yarab Yusal shaili huit minna. Yimbasto auladikla ma shufoki ala ytu. Aywalla, tafin elhain andi half is enni enjah ektar, ousal ektar lej owledi shufuni kudwilahum.

SPEAKER_01 35:23

Yati had al maudu abas ya ni minjid intoprit kellemi andaban nutilisamra arbashhur masha alla. Mijnjit hasi tibuhitkuni agwa imbraa u ethka imra'a u akar imra atamuha, hasanzai ma gulti, heep titwarad, al-masha'arw al a hasi na akis. Ya ni analeman karat atul fis social media o karert inni abra akun masaram mukadimat beramaj mafakkirt innu ħajijiom hafakkir innu ana fahura bnefsi zyada, la annubintilyom, la mentiftah utithul ala youtube, mahitawa ummaha, mahitawa dahim musharrif jidden, wwa shay ya atina nehina kamanka ummahat, thiqa zyada fenafsena fa tbaden tirja il wara tigulitab jimkin ma'umandalamat bihad dakil bhad bil ayyam al-gadima, hamohiba, mqin muzei ilyom fafi al-hadil ihtilaf fil-ajjal ahis andalamu ahlana. O biseba bin nahmandalamu, annu ma kana technologia kida ma'kanfi da' mwahomze ma biduli maman alairhamuwaldiqtah, ma kanfi aħad, min al ahl jembu, nehnyom het talo, al-ahl ma'wakfu jambba nihna gadrin nuga fala, julan ashan Sarna arfin Mahanaid Ahlat Elli Ahlana, tahofiha. Low alena nechna lyom alabalan nahdunhu nechhlan, li ahlana w nechlan al limhoma Yani Gadeh akbar mina la liom aleman eguidma mama, ayanan akwitagula Mameleman ahasakidam taigo myfakaf t hellal mushkila oh matassi bobidzag Mamma. Ehdi Belubna gula mafishhi mehrizia mahala stru ifay m agleha mahu misterweb in nulla la andushala tel mis Ulia Lozar, Mahedwala Murra Topta Baleha, Hashet Fugurba Baida and Ahleha Jedi Lawyer Hamutwa Famakanat Mama Ma had a Kuluy ether Alan Nafsiya Shahsia Yani Mithan Lamaruh Gutli Mama. Ani Anna, Bashuf Doctor Nafsia. Awel Hajgalitli Hale inti Majnuna. Ghat a fasirlaha a Fasirlaha Badin ma canat masadagetni Awel shai Lemasarat Tishuf at Tahir Fishahsi Okef Sir Tragza Akter, Okef Sir Talfa, Ahmil, Link, Ben Agli, Afkario, Ben Gelbiu, Ben Al Ashia Alibsir Hawaleya Shadgatlihsi Tab Nuhati Rht Ana Umbasot Maryam Ya Allah Sahada Saada Likanat Fiya. Bas Lisa Rijal Wara Zay Magulu, Rijjal Gud Dam. La annuhiya, mashafatim kil Mawudu Ahada Khafat minnu, Hagula Zay Mahiyya, Sirthasa Anna Al Mu'alij Nafsiya, Limamathi. Musha, Hada Mahusha isahla annu, al Sha'lhiya addatfiha matishbahli an addat fiya Bas Alagid ma' Akdar.

SPEAKER_00 38:43

Bis flaqsh and inti masha'allah eshti ma'aha, inti batkunin adra, then Allah subhanahu wa gal is alwahali dikri in kutum lata alemun, faathili ma'ya shahslihu alredi maak, finifsil situation ashmaq, nifsadrof, anda halian al healing, li asawi hagumi, sa adha aktar and a he tij nefisa, lenhi aslan canet kasya alenefisa, fuqt wularhema aula mlhayat lihi ashita, umumsto ebba anal kaswalihi jas atsi alinifisa, jasat ether aliha ut ether al ayalha wa alaha elte had the shmuguli kmacan and doma shan yer falena. Sa makanwi arfunye hmuna minil minl environment in general, bashalyan hen nigdar and sowi has she la atfalna sa nkunu ah sanusha min a halin el hum hum leishli anna booker anabintib tikbar, but zawuj, o head bitara faleha, bintbitkun, shabana, atofien, manawian, libi ji, fihayeta bacun nifsil whip cream, lialal cek, basil ceka, himo juda. Eh she bakun, sawa en zoj, so an azika huml idafa fihayeta. Basi bahalya himawalkun.

SPEAKER_01 40:02

Habet, morra halul la al al mital al ligulti huwa inhuel crema lal keka heal ceka. Heil ceka. Yeni heya hellwa maalal crema mungala crema hiya idafa. Hira mora jobnil matal, hagulul binti. Shukran.

SPEAKER_00 40:18

Leishli enna awul shihitafla. At first she said um, hella wanagulabinti chi, a gulabinti inti cake, ey head beef, hayatik, who idafa. Bad the bad difi pr sprinkles, bad difi cookies, bad diffi inti bitani should difi n hebas inti l SS Le zimikun and the hobble data hub kawi hub ktifa Ashan Mada ħtej e headf head dinya. Nilil Saf lokan aninhel ktife wattaptaba. Aber anil hubblebinti binti lep se shi hiru binti intira binti lepse pijama sha la bastai hashual halewa whelu halikilun mishal anabinti a gun enti marshmelo mali. Anabinti ashufa marshmelo. A mutalia.

SPEAKER_01 41:07

L-ktifa minal be jidden muhem Jidden. Jiddan wa minhena mjid awachud waatikum nosiha nulikul imra'a awbint heta bittabe ana mutezeweja awer mutezewweja kaom al anbi ma' en nisert om minjid atul ektifa e zati bikul mahiro li atfalakum filbet, la annul ejjal al-libtutla hiya al-mustegbalina. Kun al-mustekbal gabbilkida, al- ejjal tutla hiya mustekbal. Halun nasti dayla kum muti dayalekum minjid haday. Inti bil xiat sabalimeti fiha maryam uh lejati le elaj nafsi.

SPEAKER_00 41:51

Kthir jidan ljit saweit jedasat, ma' ħsain, ma de katar nifsaneen, ħat ilajet heta nafsia, bis enama ansafia. Lej Len Yuhe R Allah mabkomin, heta yuhe rumab enfosam Laslaqtbil asba. L'asbab mtifamaak bis uqsimli ki bileh ledi jele jalero, yumtuj lisin intima anifsak, utikti bin kil meshaarak, utafin saat hetela Ruhna maha, life coach, awrahnamah duktor nefsen, fi umurmanikdar ngulha, uman hebbar aliha, uman harfin wa salha, lenidaymena en dikhof miligudame kidal shaksh, meshahri, yum ena at salhemaha, wa tsalhma akil monkaf marfihayat yujrahni, u athattah, elilye endil karar, anhat edwi nfsia. Shut sewin, tkhalini ma'fekkar, tkhalini agdir enam, halheda aljni, nawa enma, khalini argid arayh muhri ashanma fekkar, bas enni attawwar min nifsi ida ma enachat al-Kharar Analazm akad al-Kharar. Enalazm nifs mejani ihses il-hazin a ghairab i ħsesil Farah.

SPEAKER_01 43:06

B nat izrib ihas Ya maryam anatizrubti anwetan enti dahimdguli ma' ansah anat izrubti anatajba u anagawiy u ana sefati jiddan jemila u ahasheg nafsi, bas ana ma kun tarfa awsal le ħadl al-l-shejf nafsi, ma kun tarfa ixufu. Kan guddami bas ana fira shawa al-ajuni, mani għalfa' xhufu le annu fit romalz minn anna u sahira. Maniarfa nuhi asan lissa, mojudha fi jaw hiillim sebbiba, al- iħtijarat al-ħalat fi ħajati, al-masarat al-limakanat tina sibni, al-ašqas al li kunt ba' aħit nafsih fihom, ħad sheikan kullu li da ibe to fuleti u għesh mit riddi ferasi. L'jom bhaan iwa billawa billawa. Ja niljom qalet inni għasuf mwa'alijj nafsi, la jis idha mu għaliex tin nafsija. Ruhta end the hala couldn't tachtle art halas many alpha ish is amilajin of seen ma has said fi al heel click altefangalas anno in tea agar a gulli culche.

SPEAKER_00 44:48

Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala yum ya seid nezakario talabulet we harum to Hakim, Shugal Allah Shanata, Latakrabin Nessatelet layalin soya, l im meditation, awleta emmul, hadashisawi, ihalil in sen foruzle alem usless manifso, yeratib efkaro, ewishi tariqti enekifitkelim manifsi, and helian magdar elum Beslaalamul mustawa wul Eshia Elyesh Bes Hata en elumnifsi ala waiid umur aniniate lin nur's forsa ta Jawas Hudud Hameya. Li ennil wa hadjumi yitalem, isawi hudud, had kbar himeya, la ruh elimafi eglemin hal jased killa. Bes intibeshad dati elen wasalti in nikta emili Hudud. Anat ana elem, aadin kellam Muhanat Hadab enf jasedi, enf lafdi, Yani intimatikdin thailin hel ishia hedi, bes ana illi khalani aheyarman nefsi, an insen ashkar nefsi, ala ni ili handi, annif mafakart, wulhet tatara elbeli, enni edi hashsili se wali ħeshe. Khalani ashfaqali, sert al-hein ey ħedi se wili shay ashfaqqali, a gul shuli khalehi se wihel izra' eda, awlehatasarofada, heademiskin sha ba ukad nifsia, jei yika' ihadil ego male, ali enafe ena mabes mehle. Yisewi ħesei, walla mhetta ehein ma'yali allim humi wa gfun eyhad and heta. Lish yum twa gqfin wahad and hadmin nisik. Baidan eniktahmin limak bis tehmin nifsik anti awwel li en na ma'han na mahassan nahed Yahmina la ħassan nahad Yahmina makinabanusalakil. Kan madri wwin wasanna, B Salhemdulilla, an na'raf nalhin, and wa gif nas and had Ishrayk Bisana al Mahtaw al halen for social media Mesha'allah Eshkalu anwa wa kilwa heddu uhli hebba, filly habun lifestyle, k'azwa juhada, filly habun fashion, filly habun femasha Allah sar mej social media mitfarra jidden. Wa sir, ura e wahdeh Tariqa Ijabiya na mashufenib selbi, ashufenib selbi fakat ida head sowa ashia muhilil haya. W ashia uhw shay musi elehu kashaks, le bele du emme an social media masha alla, an eshufu mejjel jiddenra ankadwaidin, ankadnas ktiriani, masha Alla nas min minhal saral fihal annifsiu etkelem, masha alla insan fajel fitzehli abweb kbir abob brisk u dayman nisa lil ehsen, u Bsarahe mäjel jiddanra, u ansah eywahed, endeh khalfiah an eyim eishe sawa and life coach awla tare kalbi fit fi hel musjemeh yisewi. Metalin ana fi andi mwaid banat, my bunitla social media, a gulilish mutkuni SMM manager, metanin ana blogger, fi mashalla ktier bloggerat, mehtajin manager, mehta jin wahda dir darat amalham leashla matkunin intil backstage, utahdin commission minha, yuminha, yumin hai, uchtahleen, wutta wrin min nifsik, what mean, mu baheib, mu bhalat, ahem sheet kunin mustakalib shekel jimmi. Asan muhtawa liliom yelfit maryam. Ahalyan beauty, fashion, safarat, sert ashaksubhanallah, a she feet tahfizla totwearle dat ahebba Sarahinl for your page money, killesafar, makeup, skin care, sara hem mishagal elhein, kif itkun andi ahilbashara, kiv erta kif a sowi sheadni wallain, lezim a sadmaryam.

SPEAKER_01 48:54

Had ahead of bravo, bravo, marfahura, marfahura, fiki.

SPEAKER_00 48:58

Eda bragullik ahtarin shahsiyyta and nisa'iel lil anfi social media min mumkin tahtari k'hai shahsi it's yumi Hello White uh mu hoki fah a shoof bad nefs mag a heb nisa e li etebha already handakassa.

SPEAKER_01 49:19

There is a storytelling behind her success uh white the hebba shofha business woman karahman uh yumi anem bedayata kun atabehafafra dunya hedafi abhao salu. Yani rehan has la jidden amalbina why the habba jelletamtiamil Mayumi mukaba sumi mathep tla mukaba at kiti. Kul imbra ahaw lilam, bjerribed matigdr inatkum mukafeha, or no tosal le ahdafaha, almodu e mousahil abadan bas la twa gifi pleasimkin lyom inti mehtaj tismayhad alkalam, ma arifikwala terifini, weaterifu ahad mehtajisma al kilmati, almodul saab wa tib krikatir, or hat dai kikatir, wa twa krikatir and nula akalas anatahthalini, agrodmakani, la twa ghi a tari gnaj nin bafi ah laminu.

SPEAKER_00 51:10

Let's simti kilmahatta murra, minjrayat nifs mahatat baris has subwayom mi listfi, kilmahatarir, u kilmhatta handeriha ghariba, fha timalga uinti kuni ekide en nekil marahel ilhayat butftahrifi, wa ena efticher min kilshi, minil elem liesh, minil hermenilesh, minil kaswaliesh, minil enfiliesh, eshker, a dinye en natat ni kilhel eshia ashantati nuskal Halia Elli Hebbatnifesa, ueshkatnifesa, ueshuf Eshker nefsi enani Sabart Al Kilhel umur liadet, U kift hemilt, U Sabart u wejet Uthatait bravo. Fa El Hayat mushda iman Hayaw diya Ulhayaya perfect El Kamelilas Pano Ta'ala Laula awakablina Hesha Makanabanusalin Hashiah Zahe. Mariam ish Helmik Helmi Chufinif Kilmukan Hello Habbat. Anna ana andiwa ad hattakata alenas can we stah his unbiya, Uqlum yum bi yum bechufunif kilmukan, u anal hingja sa ashtirl heshe, ashtirl sha'lla makil branded. Ani akurmuje alami maakil brandet. Astaha akinila ujira lishla u kosusan muhajja m sha alla bata ida faraa lil.

SPEAKER_01 52:34

Aki, akid dasa utamuha, tarifit kellami la. Sha laft anik phobia ghibashwe. Habit gulina shiel phobia.

SPEAKER_00 52:48

And a hof hayati, we shade a half mina to am hakikul hadi hakalai. Tableh, subhanallah, ma aharf minu and azrira, a half min to amhakik. Ana muhi, mait kabir, shakh sein, yi chabuhun u nepsi shake copy paste. Aha' ish the hasimj in the shifted nan ta'uam. Just me kshaar, ahas hadhi yhma'le gedikidla aba atla mil muqali humfi. Geddikidalullah jinikitmu subhanalla, anim kit'sir al darja khalit umidrayni mil mitrisab kati umyyato apnifil class. Ya ma'dar subhanallah.

SPEAKER_01 53:28

Tab ish ish alhofiani ish ish sebabili aliha wufik.

SPEAKER_00 53:32

Ma muhimait kabel itnini chebhu subhana mashikrib wana akint ahmel bitowm. Witahlyhal, witim mua wutani yani rim andan and subhanla y teh shartfan koffinghoffingara be the chab ho shui uh the fakerty yomin de jani ta'wam Twin Sad Hofia. Aher marajimani Bulla subhanla she rebira would new and shuff ta'wa. Allah, yeah just me kasha her a has hof hof yani hof haki fa insha'lah shufina mutilimana turj inshaalla yarab Athattah shall has lasem atta attah alfikrayani a shimin bari and na it's okay Malish Malish Humnas Hanna Bas Allah me is home name each.

SPEAKER_01 54:46

Anabin Nisbaliya Lil Altawaim uh sir work atale kidbana minjid kif n min nafad any naf spad copy paste literally fully fula ungasamat no san uh sah's a good l um kif bitfarag maybin hen oullet subhanallah open ba hidal chan.

SPEAKER_00 55:17

Subhanallah and in hen i the best in shoeful mun gusubhanla copy paste ida um tradda trabi bad and kif maila khaptoon may be sticker wallahatal maryam walla i khouf ma subhanalla shat a haddi lazim Lazimashatna ish tehisu lamentushufu tawa'im.

SPEAKER_01 55:43

Wana sa lendawa'im, jawbuna alas uhal maryam, kef terfutferrigu ben, aulada kum attawa. Andamristam ta bil mugabala hadi. Waatakum inuhadi hat kunal mukhabala rer, wa tkalem nafiyam injutan modya an awlmar raimkin atrahha, o shukran liki, al mugabal al-halwa, alj leganis, tbilh sa bashuf al-mukhabilo and a kili fakar.

SPEAKER_00 56:08

A kid Awa shof an ahein at he nifsi maryam mutaflemariam alhain. Fa hadid li talaf al-mukhabl and tkallimt min kilgalbi, u tkalimt Mariam al-insana. Hamdulan ambaslamduf akilharga guru kilmahadi umbus.

SPEAKER_01 56:30

Oh, mrnia, a shulfik fik kul makana le'matin sini lemala gulikma brook mudgu.

SPEAKER_00 56:41

Let hateen Habdulamafini hashay. Manin safadlness, been safadl last pamsa blacks bint asal. Ya ni elibekun ma'ai min bidayati headar, hazara ma aya badur, jesat'marasha la film suckbit. Bint asal.

SPEAKER_01 56:55

Have you tell lies that magul tilakum atwasal ma aaya, mean at duof alihabin to shofu home, wana marra marra marra bakum. Bye.