Synchronicities, Signs, and Soul Missions

Have you ever noticed the same numbers everywhere you look? Felt an unexplainable pull towards something that made no logical sense? Or had the feeling that life was trying to get your attention?

After my awakening, the universe got loud. From angel numbers and meaningful encounters to discovering teachings that felt less like learning and more like remembering, my entire relationship with reality began to change.

In this episode, I share the moment my solar plexus began whispering, then practically demanding, quit your job, in the middle of a pandemic, with no plan, no safety net, just this deep inner knowing that felt more real than logic.

This is an episode about soul vs ego, intuition vs fear, and an invitation to begin seeing your own life through a different lens. Perhaps every challenge, every nudge, every unexpected detour, is guiding you back towards the life your soul came here to live.

If you’ve been seeing signs, feeling the nudge, or knowing you’re here for something bigger, you’re going to feel this one. 

I speak on:

• You are not the human avatar, you are the consciousness behind it
• Why the forgetting is not a flaw in the design, it is the design
• Synchronicities, angel numbers, and the universe winking at you
• Dolores Cannon and The Three Waves of Volunteers
• Quantum Healing Hypnosis Therapy ((QHHT), past life regression, and experiencing yourself as pure consciousness
• The solar plexus nudge that changed my timeline
• Quitting my corporate job mid-pandemic with nothing but savings, trust, and blind faith
• Why no one else can validate a path that is not theirs
• What your energy and your excitement are actually trying to tell you
• The moment the soul stopped being a concept and became a lived experience

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Transcript

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Welcome to Divinely Wired, a space where you come to remember your divinity. Because in a world that profits from your disconnection, your very presence here means you are choosing remembrance. Your intuition, that inner compass guided you here for a reason. And this podcast is an invitation to reconnect with that sacred blueprint within you that's coded for abundance, joy, and expansion. Here, healing, consciousness, spirituality, and personal development are our playground. And I'll be sharing some powerful stories, tools, and modalities to help you elevate your life into deeper alignment and magic. Because you are not here to merely survive, you are wired to thrive. So let this be a living, breathing transmission to remind you of that. I'm your host, Sarah Vinards, and I'm so grateful that you're here. Let's begin. Hey, beautiful soul. So before we go any further in this journey together, I want to gently shift something foundational for you. Because if you really understand what I'm about to say, not just intellectually, but in your body, it changes everything. Because we've been taught to think of ourselves primarily as our body, as our ego. We have the name, our age, a nationality, a career path, a personality, and we introduce ourselves through those facts, right? But what if that's not actually who we are? What if that's just the avatar or the character that we are playing in this lifetime? What if you are not a body that sometimes has spiritual moments, but in fact a soul, a field of consciousness temporarily experiencing life through a body? Just sit with that for a second. Because that's a completely different starting point. If you are a soul having a human experience, then your body isn't the source of you, it's your vehicle. Your thoughts aren't you, they're passing weather, like the clouds that pass through the sky. Your emotions aren't proof that something is wrong. They're just information moving through your system. And that then makes life not random, it makes life a curriculum. And what about the fact that we forget that with souls and the confusion and the contrast and the heartbreak and the ego, the why is this happening to me moments? What if they're not glitches and they're all part of the grand design? Think about it like this. If a soul came onto Earth already fully remembering everything, fully aware of its infinite nature, fully unattached, fully enlightened, what would actually be the point? There would be no growth, no polarity, no contrast, no expansion. And the forgetting is what makes the game possible. When we come through the veil of forgetfulness, it's like we agreed to put on blindfolds for a while, to feel the separation, to experience limitation through the body. Not because we are small and insignificant, but because contrast actually sharpens our awareness. You can't know light without darkness. You can't understand safety without fear, and you don't know true love without experiencing separation from it. And so the souls choose these experiences to evolve. And we do it in a let's see what it's like to feel this kind of way. Let's indulge in the full spectrum of the human experience. Now, I want to add a disclaimer here. This doesn't mean that we spiritually bypass pain or that we make trauma romantic or we think injustice is okay. I'm not saying any of that. It just means that at a deeper level, consciousness is expanding through experiences in lifetimes. And when you begin to see your life through that lens, you stop asking, why is this happening to me? And you start asking, what is this revealing to me? This shift alone changes how you walk through the world. Because we are living inside polarity, masculine and feminine, light and shadow, logic and intuition, control and surrender, fear and love. Earth is the ultimate school of contrast. And most of us have been over-identified with one side. We've been taught from a very young age, especially in our school systems, to value logic over intuition, productivity over true presence, and that control over trust. And when we forget that we are souls navigating polarity, we start thinking the human experience is all there is. So we grip harder and there's more fear and we chase security and we compare ourselves. But if you zoom out, if you really zoom out, this whole life becomes something much more profound. And it becomes a temporary embodied chapter of a much bigger story. And here's the empowering part. If you are a soul having a human experience, then you're not here to escape the human aspect. You're actually here to master it, to feel it fully, to understand yourself, to understand the nervous system, your emotions, your conditioning, your ego, not to transcend the human, but to integrate it. Because the soul doesn't come here to float above life, it comes here to embody life. And that's where things get really interesting, right? Because if we are souls navigating a human operating system, then we might as well get to know the human. How does the nervous system actually work? Why do we react the way we do? Why do we get triggered? Why do we shut down or overthink or self-sabotage? Why do we keep repeating the same patterns? Because you can't play the game of life consciously if you don't understand the console. And that's where we're going next. So let me tell you how this all actually lands in my body. Because it's one thing to talk about being a soul, having a human experience, and it's actually another thing to start experiencing your life like that. And for me, it didn't really happen overnight. It happened like breadcrumbs, those little threads and tiny nudges that now I can see as part of the grand design. But at the time, they didn't really make much sense. And this was all shortly after my spontaneous Kundalini awakening that cracked me wide open. And my reality was already shifting rapidly. But then something else started to happen. I still remember my first ever Kundalini activation session, and it completely changed the direction of my life. And I know so many people are curious about this work. They see people sharing their experiences and they're left wondering, what does it actually feel like? And the truth is, no two experiences are ever the same. Some people finally cry the tears they've been holding on for years, some experience deep states of bliss, peace and connection, and some receive insights, clarity, and answers they've been searching for their entire lives. Anything can literally happen, but we do know that the energy always gives you exactly what you need. And that's why we created our online kundalini elevation experiences. A safe and loving space where you can explore this incredible life force energy for yourself. If you've been feeling a pull towards something you can't quite explain, perhaps this is your invitation to explore it. You'll find all the details in the show notes. I began seeing signs everywhere, and I mean everywhere. 1111, 222, 444, 555. I think you know what I'm talking about, right? On the clocks, on the receipts, on number plates, on random screenshots. And at first I just brushed it off. I thought it must be a coincidence. But when something keeps happening over and over and over again, you start to pay attention. And when you start seeing butterflies everywhere and feathers landing randomly in front of your feet in the most bizarre places, it just started to feel like the universe was flirting with me, was winking at me. And I remember thinking, what is going on here? Then one day, as part of these synchronicities, I stumbled across a YouTube video called The Volunteers. And the video is of two girls sitting on a shore speaking telepathically to each other about one of their lifetimes on Earth. And the general concept of the idea of the video is that there are souls who didn't come here to repeat old cycles or do the whole karmic balancing thing. They came here on purpose to help humanity evolve. And these volunteers are said to incarnate at crucial points in Earth's history to raise the energy, influence consciousness, and support collective transformation. So their mission is not about their personal advancement per se, even though that's like a bonus. It's about impacting the field of consciousness simply by being here. Now, I don't even know how to explain this properly, but as I watched this video, I just started bawling my eyes out. It was as if there was pure recognition coursing through my entire body. This video and this concept, this idea hit something so deep within me. Like my soul went, ah, you remember. And that video became a thread. From there, I found the source of this video and where this concept came from, which led me beautifully to Dolores Cannon. Now, Dolores Cannon has passed, but she was a famous hypnotherapist who developed quantum healing hypnosis technique, which is QHT for short. And this is a method that lets people access their subconscious or higher self to uncover past life memories and often a pre-Earth mission information, which is so juicy. Now, through her thousands of regression sessions, she noticed certain souls weren't returning to Earth again and again like that typical reincarnation story, but they were first-timers and not karmic repeaters. And these souls said they came because Earth had sent out a call for help, especially after these critical historical energetic tipping points that I was speaking about earlier. And these volunteers, these advanced beings, answered that call. And Dolores Cannon grouped them into three waves of volunteers, each wave with a slightly different shape of mission and energy. So she talks about the first waivers being early pioneers who struggled most with Earth's density because they were the first to come, but they helped lay the groundwork. Then the second wave of souls worked more as subtle energy transmitters. So they are like antennas, and their mere presence on earth elevates others, and they often work behind the scenes. And the third wave are the new incarnations. These are the new generation of children coming in, and they're highly advanced with very high consciousness and often very misunderstood. And they are sometimes referred to as indigo children or rainbow children. And each wave contributes differently, but they all share the same purpose, and that is to help humanity and the planet shift consciousness and raise frequency. Now, when I discovered this, of course, the first thing I did was buy her book, The Three Waves of Volunteers. And it was like my entire nervous system lit up. I was devouring her book, devouring her interviews. And I was trying to understand why this resonated so much. Looking back now, it's obvious. My soul was breadcrumbing me towards hypnosis, my previous lifetimes, towards regression, and towards the very work I would later do myself. But at the time, I had no idea. I just knew it felt so magnetic. So eventually I found a QHHT practitioner in London as I was so eager to have a session myself. And that session just transformed me from the inside out. She later became one of my guides and one of my friends. But I remember in that first session, I walked into her place, just thinking, wow, this is different. She is different. She was already so embodied in her spirituality. She is an energy healer, a Reiki master, and deeply intuitive, very alien vibes. She was already serving others, and I was just in awe of her. I could have listened to her talk for hours. And in that first session, she regressed me back before this lifetime and back before coming to Earth. And what came through my subconscious mind was that I was a second wave volunteer, that this was my first time on the planet that I had come at a pivotal point in humanity's evolution, that I would be a powerful healer, that I carried gifts that I was to share with the world. And as she was speaking, my body was literally responding. That kundalini energy was activated throughout the entire session. And my body so often would just jolt as if something inside of me was saying, yes, this is true. This resonates. And I remember at one point I saw myself as an orb of light hovering above the earth. And I could feel the density of this place. I kept saying over and over again, I must go, I must help, I will make it my mission, I will succeed. And then when I came out of the session, I was completely mind-blown. Like, what? Me, a healer? First time on earth, like, where was I before? What does this all mean? My logical mind could not comprehend any of it. It just all felt so surreal. And yet my body knew. And this was the first time I truly experienced myself as more than just this human identity, more than just savanas. I experienced myself as that soul, that consciousness that chose to come here. And here's the thing: whether you resonate with the volunteers concept or not, the truth is beneath all of this, what if you are a soul that chose to be here? And you chose this timeline and this lifetime intentionally. And Dolores Cannon speaks a lot about Earth as a school, a dense, advanced school where souls come to experience that polarity that we were speaking about earlier, right? To grow, to evolve. And something about that perspective unlocked me because suddenly I felt empowered, like life wasn't happening to me. It was happening for me. And around the same time, something else was happening. So during my meditations in the evenings, as well as my kundalini activations coming online, I started feeling this really powerful pulsating sensation in my stomach, in my solar plexus chakra, actually, underneath my chest and above my navel. And at first it came as a whisper. It was very soft. It said, quit your job. Now let's just pause for a second because this was in the middle of the pandemic. Millions and millions of people were unemployed in the UK. Financial panic was everywhere. And here I was in a stable corporate job. I was about to get a pay rise and a promotion. And I had this voice inside of me telling me to leave. So of course I ignored it. My ego was like, absolutely not. And I listened. But night after night, that sensation and that voice came back. And the whisper got louder. Then the synchronicities intensified. And the angel numbers became more specific. So when I looked them up, they spoke about new chapters and leaving old identities and following your spiritual path. And you know what? I started entertaining the idea. What if I did quit? What if there was a more expansive, joyful, fulfilling timeline out there waiting for me? And the voice would continue to tell me to quit my job alongside you need to heal yourself, then create spaces for others to heal. I remember thinking, heal myself from what? Oh boy, was I going to find that out sooner or later. And I was questioning everything. Who was I here to help? I had so many questions. And one particular scene will always stay in my mind, as this was a moment that really taught me to follow my intuition and listen to my inner guru. So I remember sitting with my mum on a bench overlooking the river. And she was my closest ally at the time. We were both on this spiritual journey together. And I told her about the solar plexus feeling, about the whispers and the idea of leaving my corporate job. And I was so giddy and excited to tell her because I thought she would be on my team, right? And like cheering me on, like, go for it. And actually, she told me not to do it. And not because she didn't love me, I know she did. She was just thinking logically and trying to protect me. But I can't tell you how disappointed I felt. I felt like a deflated balloon. I wanted her validation, I wanted that confirmation, and I didn't get it. And I cried so much that evening because I felt torn. Because, you know, my greatest ally, someone who I deeply trusted and always took on her advice, was telling me not to make the move. But deep inside of me, something was flowing through me that felt so right. And that's when I realized no one else was having my awakening. No one else was hearing my intuition. They couldn't validate a path that wasn't theirs. So I wrote my resignation letter and I cried tears of joy while writing it. It just felt like my soul was whispering to me at this point take the leap of faith. I've got you. And I handed it in in October 2020. I had no backup job, I had no big plan. I just had savings, trust, and blind faith. And my logical mind at this point was spiraling. My ego literally had me imagining myself homeless weakly. So that's what the ego does, right? It thinks of the what if worst case scenarios, because its whole primary objective is to protect us. But it didn't matter because something deeper in me felt so alive. And here's where the soul versus ego lesson became crystal clear. I signed up for a digital marketing course as soon as I resigned from my corporate job because my logical mind wanted me to be sensible and have a remote skill. I had no passion for this industry. And in fact, I dreaded it. But I also at the same time signed up to Mind Valley, which is a platform for spirituality, consciousness, and personal growth where you get access to so many incredible spiritual teachers, mentors, and courses, right? And those programs lit me up. And when I studied digital marketing, it was soul destroying, like my corporate job. And even my notes reflected that because I used to just write in black. And when I studied spirituality and did the Mind Valley courses, my notes were all colorful in purples and blues and greens and reds and oranges. My body just felt expansive, excited, alive. And that's when I understood something really important. The things that light you up are not random. They are directional, they are signals from your soul. And the part of me that was doing that digital marketing program, that course, that degree was operating from fear. And the part of me that was devouring hypnosis, healing, and consciousness, that was my soul expanding. And I started trusting that. And I started strengthening that muscle. So much so that I began communicating with this inner guidance daily. And when I took that leap of faith to leave the corporate, I feel like my bond with my intuition deepened even more. So much so that I passed that digital marketing exam with a whopping 89% purely through my intuition. And I never actually used that certification, by the way, but it taught me something priceless. My soul speaks through intuition. And it had been guiding me this entire time if I was quiet enough to listen. And that, my love, is how I began to experience myself not just as a human trying to survive, but as a soul wanting to thrive. This human life and this kind of knowledge changes how you move through the world. Because once you understand that you are pure consciousness, you stop being so afraid of life and you start moving and flowing with it as one, feeling like the universe is actually conspiring in your favor. Because you are not just in the universe, you are a unique expression of it, and you are far more powerful and significant than you've ever been conditioned to believe. So here's to remembering that we are souls having this human experience, this beautiful human experience, and that our humanness is sacred and our souls are divine. And when you remember that, you don't just come here to live on this planet. You came to embody your mission fully, completely, and powerfully. And it's our job then to become a beneficial presence on this earth so that we can change the course of humanity.